Day Twenty-One /// NaPoWri----NO
Today's literary journal is The Night Heron Barks - the Winter 2021 issue at the time of NaPoWriMo and having just checked out TNHB's website, I see that they recently launched the Spring 2022 issue too.
Checking the list of poets in this issue, I see a few names of poets I follow on Poetry Twitter. Which explains I think why this journal sounds vaguely (or, indeed, VERY) familiar even though turned out I wasn't following their account - now corrected.
Michael Montlack's poem - link above - is one of the original NaPo recommendations and to the extent I understand it (= somewhat, not fully), there's a clear, melancholy I-was-young-and-got-old-by-mistake tone to the piece.
Which incidentally matches extremely well to my own midlife ponderings. And this thread I stumbled across earlier today - I'm showing it as a picture rather than a link so you can't click through, but basically the original post, which is being rebutted here, said something along the lines of - Unsolicited career advice: Work yr butt off in your 20s if you want to make something of your life.
Otherwise, this is a slightly complicated prompt - which I went for 100% last time and am planning to be a little more, ahem, relaxed about this time... more on that later!
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resilient
you smell of poetry again.
the world has grinded to
a halt, and you smell of
poetry. a child was born
a year ago, and knows
nothing of outside, to her
the whole world consists of
just her mom, dad, and those
four little walls, and yet you
smell of poetry. the world
has left that man newly
widowed with no children,
his only living relative is
on the other side of the
world and they seldom
talk, but you smell of
poetry. that doctor you
once made small talk in
the elevator of your
cousin’s building, has
just pronounced her
sixtieth death this week
but she stopped counting
months ago, and you
still smell of poetry.
tell me –
how have you not
lost your voice?
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Dear 25 year old me,
I’m certain that past versions of me have written to you before. But I’m writing this to you to request, rather warn, you to ignore their words. To them, someone who is 25 felt like a proper adult. Like someone who has their life figured out. So they expected the same out of you. Now that I have lived through my early 20s, I understand why 20s are not roaring nor golden. Also, I think younger versions of me did fall trap to measuring the purpose of life in terms of conventional successes and milestones. As you can see, they had some learning ahead.
It would be typical to use our generation’s confusing humour and say that you’re having a quarter-life crisis. But that wouldn’t be fair to me and the ones before us. We have dealt with our share of crisis irrespective of the age and it was never once glorified. Not like that would make it any better. I read once in a YouTube comment, ‘I have a happy personality and a sad soul’. Why didn’t we come across that when we were a student? All those awkward introductions where you had to say “one sentence about who you are” would have been a cakewalk. What else could be more accurate?
Take it as poetic romanticization or just how I really feel, but I know our soul is old. Not because we are wise - we are certainly but that’s not the point - but because I have come to realize that the more nuance one can see, the sadder they feel. And that ability to see things beyond what they appear is not all too common. Let me go a step further down the cocky lane and say, what’s rarer is to feel what you see. Many will observe from a theoretical standpoint and feel detached. I am tired of forming narratives of what abilities are beneficial and which only seem so. I guess abilities are abilities and it’s on you to figure out how to balance them for your own good. Think of Elsa. Think of Hulk.
I digress but you know that comes naturally to me. You’re 25. You’re listening to Palette by IU, aren’t you? What are your thoughts when the song says ‘you’re beautifully bloomed’? What comes after bloom? Perish? But you are not a flower. So you may perish aspects of you only to have newer ones grow that suit you. It’s been a while since you’ve stopped writing letters to others. Sure, once in a while you sway. But it’s been forever since you’ve stopped asking someone to write one to you. You’ve learned, haven’t you? Hearts cannot be coxed into coming to you. They can’t be charmed, manipulated, made perfectly rational cases to. The heart has to come on its own to you. And even then there are conditions. Watch the kdrama Because This Is My First Life again but maybe wait for two more years? Bloom anew.
At 24, I have much to be grateful for and much to fear. I do my best to choose gratitude day after day. Fear will stay, you just don’t need to give it the stage. At 25, I hope you continue to capture all the things that make your heart full and all things that empty it out by the way of your words. Nothing else has ever called to you. You don’t do things until you’re 100% motivated so naturally, you don’t do much. Who cares? This is not your first life or your last. Achievements here are like money in hell. You frantically think gathering it is going to benefit you and then you’re shocked to realize that it’s the most meaningless thing. I do not know the purpose of life but surely joy and contentment can’t be too far from the answer.
Love Always,
24 year old me.
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Swimming Wild
The evening tide is syrupy, strange ripples shivering.
It laps at banks and licks salty rocks, as if it’s haunted.
We dive in the river. It ties us in intricate knots.
Kim M. Russell, 20th April 2021
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My response to NaPoWriMo Day Twenty
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Nonbinary Limerick
There once was a person called Jay
At work on their very first day
Filled out forms with splendor
And when asked their gender
Jay's eNBy, so Jay checked "N/A"
A. Wylde
April 11th, 2021
NaPoWriMo 10/20
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NaPoWriMo 2021 - Day 20
It's hidden in the
mundane moments,
lingering in the little things.
The feeling I long for
the simplicity I desire.
It's what I've come to live for
in a world that has
re-charted my course,
sent me running wildly
in a new direction.
Certainty may be fleeting
but it's not as hard to find
as you may think.
There's plenty of it.
Everywhere.
If you only know where to look.
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NaPoWriMo Day 11 - Nwala’s Reply
NaPoWriMo Day 11 – Nwala’s Reply
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Nwala’s Reply
How do I move the way I do?Well, how can you not, father?
Your melancholy puzzles me, cousinWhy do you not rejoice with us?
I see, son; still stuck in the mundaneStill corporeal, linear, limited
I gifted you with a name, and yetHere you sit, awaiting more morsels
We tried showing it all at onceBut fearful, you averted your eyes
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Interview with a Poet — Thinking About Poetry Series
Interview with a Poet — Thinking About Poetry Series
Interview with a Poet — Thinking About Poetry Series
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Happy Friday, everyone! I was asked by Zay Pareltheon to participate in Scrittura’s “Thinking About Poetry” series, and my response was published here. Thank you for inviting me to participate, Zay. I enjoyed writing it far more than I imagined!
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