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Black Panther (2018), dir. Ryan Coogler
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“Ramonda’s Choice”
Summary: Ramonda Matela makes a choice that changes the course of Wakandan history forever.
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Finally! My Ramonda fic is finished! Enjoy because it’s long! Please reblog, comment, share etc, because that is the only payment I require.
NSFW. Some smut. Angst. My usual stuff!
"With every passing moment Thoughts of you run through my head Every time that I'm near you I realize that you're heaven sent, baby I think you're truly something special Just what my dreams are really made of Let's stay together, you and me boy There's no one like you around…"
Tamia – "So Into You"
Ramonda Matela knew the Udaku brothers like the back of her delicate hand from childhood to adulthood.
T'Chaka Udaku was the gregarious extrovert: arrogant, vain, and the elder statesman of the two. N'Jobu was the introverted one who observed the world with inquisitive eyes, a quiet nature, and a smoldering confidence that was less flashy than his older brother, but just as appealing nonetheless.
Ramonda was in the middle of their age group, meeting both boys at the same time when she was thirteen and dreaming about becoming a Dora Milaje. The palace had an extravagant fourteenth birthday celebration for T'Chaka out in the royal garden that was so exclusive, that Ramonda almost didn't get invited herself. It was by sheer luck on her mother's part in nabbing coveted invitations. Saffra Matela knew the head gardener who oversaw the royal grounds, and he was the Godfather to Ramonda and her younger brother, Khosi. L'Wazi had twenty years of service to the royal family, and he emboldened his throat to ask for permission to allow his Godchildren to attend the festivities and have the one opportunity to see the layout of the garden estate. He was granted permission and their household received the invitation on exquisite linen paper laced with pure gold and purple satin trimming on the envelope.
She squealed when the personal invitation sat in her hands, and she traced languid fingers across the gold-embossed words that lifted in a heavy Wakandan script from the paper.
"You are cordially invited to the Umgidi of Prince T'Chaka Milani Udaku…"
Fourteen was the age of manhood for Wakandan boys and after the birthday celebration, Prince T'Chaka would be whisked off to initiation school near Warrior Falls where all fourteen-year-old boys went for thirty days, only returning from the rites of passage retreat wth a new status as young adult men.
Ramonda couldn't wait for her version of the event. Her parents saved money for three years to prepare for her upcoming intonjane and the celebration that went with it. T'Chaka was lucky, his parents could afford to have a combination birthday and rites of passage party. Every night she counted down the days of the royal celebration. Her mother sewed her a lilac dress from a pattern Ramonda begged her to make, and her father purchased plum-colored diamonds for her neck and ears. Her maternal umakhulu twisted her hair into an elaborate cascade of thick textured layers that made her neighbors snap tons of holo pics when she was picked up with her brother by her Godfather L'Wazi.
They brought a hand-crafted citrine gilded filigree of a golden jaguar made by their father as a gift. It stood two-feet tall in a fancy silver gift box and Ramonda held onto it so it wouldn't fall to the floor in the back of L'Wazi's vibranium powered car. Nervous and a bit anxious at being around so many nobles and royals for the first time, Ramonda's godfather was a natural charmer and had everyone thinking that Ramonda and her brother were nobles from the Panther tribe because the Queen of Wakanda, Zintle, greeted him with such affection. Eyes wide and full of wonder at the dazzling purple dress and matching isicholo of the queen, Ramonda stood frozen in place with T'Chaka's gift in front of her while introductions were made.
"I see you love purple as much as I do," Queen Zintle said. She touched Ramonda's ears. "What lovely plum diamonds. You have wonderful taste for such a young age. L'Wazi tells me you have so many interests and hobbies. Tell me, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
"Queen," Ramonda blurted out.
But that was not what she meant to say. The exact words Ramonda practiced in her head just in case anyone asked her was "To become a Dora Milaje for the queen." However, the dazzling smile and elegant beauty of Queen Zintle flustered the young girl, and made her forget the first seven words in her sentence before the word "queen".
"Ohhhh, I see!" Queen Zintle said out loud for all the adults to share in the bold accidental declaration.
Queen Zintle winked at L'Wazi and then put a finger under her chin.
"Well, in order to become a queen of the nation, one must meet the crown prince. T'Chaka, come here! N'Jobu, you too!" Queen Zintle shouted.
Ramonda's cheeks warmed up like the tea on her mother's stove and she stood there mortified in her pretty lilac gossamer party dress and grown-up fancy jewelry in front of the mother of the nation. Two good-looking rambunctious boys trotted over with feisty giggles and a jovial shoving of each other as they approached the queen.
"I want you both to meet, Ramonda."
T'Chaka grinned at her with big white teeth, and N'Jobu lost his smile as he stared at her.
"Hello," T'Chaka said, his voice bold, colorful and a little bit creaky from puberty.
Ramonda lowered her head in a polite bow.
"Hi," N'Jobu said.
Ramonda lowered her head to him too and then forget to raise it back up. Both boys were so handsome and she was not prepared to be up close and personal with royalty so soon.
"What is in the box?" T'Chaka asked, touching the gift Ramonda brought.
"That is for later," King Azzuri said, stepping forward with a flock of admirers following behind him.
Ramonda's heart beat so rapidly like hummingbirds fluttering around inside her chest. The king's powerful voice was like a sudden booming of thunder from out of nowhere.
"Why is she still bowing?" N'Jobu asked.
Ramonda raised her eyes and the first-born prince smiled at her again and she could not fathom the emotions that swirled inside of her. She was two feet away from the future king of Wakanda and her friends back in her neighborhood would not believe that she had spoken to him.
Wait.
She hadn't said anything yet.
Royal drummers beat out a steady rhythm to announce entertainment, and when Ramonda finally straightened her back, she watched the shaggy-headed king and graceful queen lead away a procession of adults. Her brother ran off with the two princes to check out the stunning colorful acrobats flipping and flying through the air in the distance above the surging crowd of guests.
Left alone as two servants lifted her gift for the prince to join the hundreds of others on a raised dais, Ramonda touched her heart to make sure she was still alive as the beginnings of a crush developed for Prince T'Chaka… and Prince N'Jobu.
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"Hurry up, you silly girl!"
Sixteen-year-old Ramonda stood on a flat wide rock ledge and peered down into the cool, dark blue waters of Warrior Falls. Laughing voices echoed all around the enclosed part of the natural pool that sat far enough away from the actual waterfall.
T'Chaka called out to her again, teasing her for not jumping into the depths like the others had moments before. There were six of them there. T'Chaka, N'Jobu, Ramonda, and their three school chums, Zhari, Sitha, and Imbo. Everyone swam in the pool except for Ramonda. She had a fear of dark water and the inky depths below the surface frightened her. The others frolicked in the cooling liquid counteracting the blistering sunlight that roasted all their skin into dark ebony hues. N'Jobu was the only one who treaded water in front of her, beckoning for her to join them with his hand outstretched for her. T'Chaka had encouraged her to jump in holding hands with him and she thrilled to the touch of his warm fingers threaded with hers. But she panicked and he became annoyed, leaving her to dive in head-first with the others.
"You won't drown, Ramonda. Holy Bast, you know how to swim for goodness sake!" T'Chaka shouted.
The two other teenage girls and boy watched her with T'Chaka and smirked at her fear.
"Ramonda, it's okay. It's not that deep," N'Jobu whispered to her.
"Don't stand there all day!" Zhari yelled, tightening the braids on top of her head with a hair tie.
Warrior Falls was a sacred place and they weren't supposed to be there desecrating the waters with their loud splashing and wild frolicking in the nude. Skinny dipping was something they started doing as a group the previous year and the risqué behavior was something Ramonda liked because she had the chance to look at T'Chaka naked. He had a beautiful physique and began to receive the delicate scarification rites that would prepare his body for ruling. Fresh symbolic cuts had been made on his pectoral muscles and on his stomach, marking his future ascension to the throne. The wounds had finally healed and his dark mahogany skin looked like a work of masterful art. T'Chaka preened and strutted like he ruled everyone already and it sometimes annoyed Ramonda because he was so much more than that when they were alone. He was sweet to her, and patient, but not then, not in front of their friends he liked to show off for.
N'Jobu had no marks on his body.
As the second son, he would receive no special cuts or the same treatment as his brother. The weight of the nation would never burden his shoulders like his brother. He was the spare royal, born into wealth and power, but would never harness it for himself… unless, of course, something happened to T'Chaka. Perhaps that fact made him the way he was with people. Unpretentious. Self-deprecating. Down to earth. His soft puppy eyes looked up at her and she still couldn't unfreeze her legs or stop her heart from palpitating, looking down into the void. If she could just see the bottom, she would be able to leap and join the fun.
Clenching and unclenching her fists, she relaxed her hands and stepped away from the ledge,
"I can't," she whispered.
"It's okay. Sunbathe and relax. Read a book," N'Jobu suggested.
Ramonda nodded and headed back to her folding chair where a fluffy yellow towel protected her skin from its heat. Stretching out her body, she watched her crew swim away toward the hidden caverns they would explore. She read a book about gemstones, her latest hyper fixation, and dozed off.
An hour later, she woke up to a wet tongue sliding around her right nipple. Opening her eyes, she blinked several times from the brightness of the sun and found T'Chaka's head dipped down to her plum-sized breasts. She glanced around to see if their friends were watching, but they were alone.
"Relax, everyone is still exploring the caverns," he said.
He lifted her off of the chair by her hands and wrapped his arms around her. Their naked forms melded together, and he kissed her with so much passion that it took her breath away. Rubbing her lower back, T'Chaka sighed into her mouth.
"I'm sorry for teasing you," he said.
She lowered her gaze to his chest and traced her fingers along the embedded half-moon-raised scars that marred his flesh.
"You always make fun of me when I'm afraid of something. You know dark water scares me. I don't know why you insisted on coming here. We could've gone to the beach or Pearl Lake. There's the palace pool—"
"Everyone wanted to come here. I didn't want to leave you behind. You would've been upset with me if I planned a trip leaving you out… even if I did it to protect your phobia," he said.
He nudged her chin to raise her eyes to his.
"Still mad at me, love?" he asked.
She tapped her fingers on his collarbone.
"Are you?" he pushed.
"It hurt my feelings," she said.
He kissed her forehead, her cheeks, her nose, and her chin, his special way of begging for forgiveness. She crinkled her nose and twisted her lips to pout, seeking more affection from him. He stroked her dark twisted hair that fell to her shoulders and nibbled on her earlobe.
"I don't want to hurt your feelings. I love you," he said.
She stared at him, her heart nearly flying out of her throat. He grinned, flashing those pretty teeth and a lupine smile.
"Say it again," she squealed, jumping up and down in his arms.
"I love you, Ramonda Matela. I have loved you since you told my mother you wanted to be queen and take her place on the throne so you can rule the nation—"
"I did not say all that back then!" she said, smacking his chest.
He pressed his forehead against hers, scooping her elbows into his chest.
"You have to take a chance sometimes and push against your fears. I will never let anything bad happen to you… ever," he said into her mouth before kissing her.
T'Chaka pushed her against a grainy wall of red rock and slipped his tongue into her mouth. He palmed her breasts, tickling her nipples with flicks of his fingertips. His left hand trailed a line down her flat belly to her warm mound. He palmed his hand into the shape of her vulva and held her gently as he gave deep, slow kisses. She moaned into his mouth once he went further and fingered her clit, spreading her natural sticky lubricant all along her sensitive folds. He pushed open her labia, allowing air to hit her damp opening before he dared to insert a finger. Her body stiffened. It was the first time he had ever tried to do that with her. The furthest they had gone with her body was the slow delicious fingering on her clit until she came. That was usually hit or miss because she was still learning her body with him. Sometimes he could make her cum and sometimes he couldn't, depending on how relaxed or tense she was.
Ramonda grabbed his arm when her opening resisted the push of his fingers inside of her.
"Relax, I'm moving slow," he whispered into her ear.
"I'm too tense," she said, gritting her teeth with discomfort.
"You need to relax so you can enjoy it… I'll go slower… like this… see… I'm almost in there all the way," he huffed.
T'Chaka's dick was hard and pushed against her thigh, the tip already spewing pre-cum. His steady breathing turned into heavy panting. Ramonda tried to relax, but once she focused in on his pleasure instead of her own, she tightened up down there and his fingers hurt.
"Stop, it doesn't feel good anymore," she said.
"Okay," he said, removing his index and middle finger and placing them back on her clit.
He rubbed gentle circles and pressed into the swollen nerves, but Ramonda couldn't find pleasure in it anymore because she was so worried about disappointing him. She faked an orgasm and stroked his dick for him, forcing him to splash cum all over the rock wall. He shouted with pleasure and hugged her afterward.
"You always make me feel good," he said.
He grabbed her hand and dragged her to the ledge again.
"Jump in with me. I will hold your hand. If you get scared after we get in, I'll lift you out," he said.
Ramonda could see the love in his eyes for her. He wanted to share everything with her.
"I don't want to jump. Can we just sit on the ledge and just… drop in?" she asked.
"Of course!" he said.
They sat down together, and he kept holding her hand. He kissed her knuckles, then leaned over and kissed her cheek. There was something so young, sweet, and innocent about them being naked together out in nature.
"On the count of three… one… two… three…," he said.
They scooted their rumps together and plopped down into the chilly water. Ramonda shivered from the cold until her skin became accustomed to the temperature. T'Chaka clapped his hands for her and snuggled with her near the ledge, their legs pumping furiously below the surface. She eventually swam away toward the middle of the pool and felt more confident with him next to her. The others returned, impressed that she finally braved the water. N'Jobu gave her a thumbs up and she had her chance to frolic and gossip while cooling off properly.
T'Chaka summoned a spider jet to pick them up on the other side of the falls and a pilot flew them toward Birnin D'Jata to have a late lunch before the two princes had to return to the palace. Everyone had to sport large shades to avoid the intrusive nature of the Wakandan paparazzi who snapped holo pics of their group dining in an expensive restaurant.
T'Chaka waved goodbye to them all once they arrived at the palace. A royal shuttle took the rest of them home and Ramonda floated to her room in a daze. The future king of her country loved her. She twirled around giddy and tapped her kimoyo beads to tell her besties the good news.
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Ramonda caught them in the shadows of the tearoom when she ran back to fetch a headscarf for the queen.
T'Chaka had pretended to seek his brother in the royal garden and would see her at his mother's private art reception inside the second palace. The queen, forgetting a simple teal silk scarf, brought Ramonda face-to-face with her lover's infidelity.
She stood in the shadows with tattooed geometric red shapes on her bald head designating her status as a Dora Milaje guard for the queen as T'Chaka inserted an uncovered erection inside of a woman he insisted was the head of his new conservation project in the Border Tribe lands. He grunted and humped the full-figured woman, pushing her up against a wall with her curvy thigh resting over his arm. Pulling out his dick for a guttural climax, he ejaculated all over the woman's vulva.
"Bastard!" Ramonda shrieked, running from the room without the queen's scarf.
She ran smack into N'Jobu, who carried a tall stack of old texts, knocking them over.
"Ramonda," N'Jobu said.
Flustered, she dropped down to help collect the books with him. T'Chaka rushed out and his secret tryst was revealed to his brother, too.
"Let us not make a scene, Ramonda," T'Chaka said.
He stroked the hairs on his new goatee as his lover dashed off in embarrassment, avoiding eye contact with Ramonda. Had N'Jobu not been there, she would've knocked T'Chaka on his ass with her sonic spear. N'Jobu positioned himself between the two of them, sensing the rage coursing through her fired-up body.
"Leave us," T'Chaka said to N'Jobu.
"I should scratch your eyes out!" Ramonda screamed.
"You are on duty and will do no such thing," T'Chaka said.
The sweetness he once carried in his teenage face so long ago didn't stay with his mid-twenties demeanor, and a part of Ramonda knew that the halcyon days of their youth would change once they grew older and adulthood wiggled into the equation. They had kept their love affair quiet, but Ramonda trusted he would be faithful as she took on her additional responsibilities as a Dora. All her life as a child, she dreamed of wearing the shaved head, regal-looking uniform, and garnering the respect of her family and peers for such a prestigious honor. Her grip on the sonic spear tightened, and she lifted it an inch off the floor. N'Jobu blocked her from T'Chaka.
"Mother is waiting for you," N'Jobu reminded her.
Ramonda stomped into the tearoom and collected the scarf she came for.
"I hate you!" she hissed at T'Chaka, storming past him.
He chased her down, and they stalked through the halls side-by-side.
"I messed up," T'Chaka barked.
"It's over."
"It doesn't even count as cheating. We are on a break, remember? Your new assignment changed things. You told me—"
"I told you my work would keep us apart at times and we should concentrate on our duties until I was settled in my position. That was not me saying we were on a break."
"I misunderstood—"
"Liar—"
"Watch your tone with me!"
He snatched her arm and pulled her into an alcove for privacy.
"I am still a royal and above you in rank and status. While you are on duty you will address me as the Prince of Wakanda."
"Fuck you… your highness," she spat.
She left him behind and wiped away the tears that leaked from her eyes. Reaching the queen, she handed over the scarf and took her place among the other Doras. T'Chaka pretended to be interested in attending his mother's social event so he could be near Ramonda, but she ignored him. Queen Zintle's gracious nature dazzled her guests, and the artwork was astounding. Over one thousand guests packed the gallery, and Ramonda kept her concentration on protecting the mother of the nation. T'Chaka's regretful stares didn't penetrate her cooled heart. How she wished she had been on assignment with the king in America. Discovering her man in another woman's arms was the last thing she imagined happening in her life. Would it have been better to not know in a foreign country, or walk around like the biggest fool in Wakanda with the revelation?
There were signs of his unfaithfulness in the past year.
She ignored her intuition, hoping she was wrong about her man. After college, they went their separate ways for one summer as she trained to become a Dora. Their love was too strong to stay apart, and they found themselves together again, more in love than ever, until they handed her final assignment to her. Working for the queen. It shifted their relationship because Ramonda was out and about in public all the time. She committed to five years with the queen before she'd have to be rotated in duties or discharged from the corps, and it put a damper on their time together.
The eldest prince walked around the art gallery being charming, keeping himself in her constant view. Hurt washed over her in waves that grew in intensity until her eyeballs felt like they were cooking in their sockets from the heat of her anger. Her temples throbbed all night. He took advantage of her words. Used them as a loophole to fuck someone else. Perhaps two others. There were women he had around that she was not familiar with personally, and she chalked that up to his extra responsibilities as the Black Panther. They had given the mantle to him right when she became a full Dora. The added complication of their important work and love life clashed. They hadn't slept together for a few weeks because of travel and the various events the queen was in charge of while the king was away for conferences and the U.N. general assembly meetings in America. T'Chaka was left behind to protect Wakanda in his father's absence, and Ramonda was grateful that the prince would be home and not abroad.
A lanky woman with twisty black hair approached T'Chaka in a way that was too familiar and Ramonda grit her teeth. So be it. If he thought he was single, she would let him be that. A hot pain brewed in her stomach and she clenched her jaw until N'Jobu swept into the room. The younger prince looked like a dream in a cranberry and crème colored tunic and flowing pants. He had spruced up for the event after bumping into the scandalous affair of his brother. Ramonda's jaw relaxed watching the royal sibling make the rounds of greeting guests.
"Mother," N'Jobu said, kissing his mother's cheeks.
Queen Zintle beamed, having both of her sons present. N'Jobu positioned himself beside his mother, but close enough to Ramonda.
"It would be wise to finish my brother in private and not disrupt the queen's gala," N'Jobu said with a playful tone as her eyes glared at T'Chaka like hot spikes ready to carve him into pieces.
"The Wakandan streets can have him. We are no more," she whispered.
"You only say that because you are hurt. Look at him, doing his best to impress you," N'Jobu whispered back.
T'Chaka was all smiles, but he kept looking over at Ramonda with worry in his eyes. N'Jobu's cloying cologne shifted her attention. Standing close to him, she studied his profile, and a feeling came over her that should've stayed hidden. Her attraction to him bubbled up quickly.
There had been public gossip about N'Jobu's dating recently. He stayed discreet, but there were rumors of him courting two noblewomen from distinguished families vying for a chance to snag him. Ramonda hoped he went for the sweet one with the wide eyes and the adorable wide nose who made him laugh in all their holo pics together in the media. He liked plump women with personalities and they appeared to be a good fit from what she knew of their relationship.
"I am ready to retire," Queen Zintle said to all four Doras protecting her.
Ramonda tapped her spear, signaling the queen's departure from the event. She helped lead the queen out into the hall where a new set of Doras met them for a change in shift. Free from her duties for the night, Ramonda scurried down a palace hall that led to a private elevator for staff to leave the main rooms. The other Doras followed her, chatting about tired feet and wanting to sleep for hours.
"Ramonda,"
N'Jobu called to her before she stepped onto the elevator with her co-workers. The doors slid shut, and she faced the younger royal. Released from her work, Ramonda's body trembled with vexation as she fully processed T'Chaka's deceit. Her kimoyo lit up with T'Chaka's avatar signature and she ignored it. N'Jobu watched her expression and chuckled.
"Let's go have a drink before you run off to fight him," he said.
T'Chaka appeared down the hall and she balled up her fist, ready to punch him.
"Can we talk, please?" T'Chaka begged.
"I think you should let her cool down first," N'Jobu said.
"This is none of your concern, baby brother. I want to talk to my woman."
T'Chaka clasped her hand and Ramonda shook him off and turned away.
"We can't even talk?" T'Chaka whined.
"Go away. I can't even look at you!" she said. "I'm working my ass off protecting your family and you're running around fucking women all over the palace. You disgust me."
"You broke up with me."
"No, I didn't!"
"Okay… okay you two. Stop. Take a breath—"
T'Chaka threw up his hands at his brother and spun on his heels, leaving in a huff of entitled indignation.
"Brother," N'Jobu called out.
T'Chaka ignored him.
"Did you know?" Ramonda asked.
N'Jobu's bottom lip smooshed up into his top lip and Ramonda sighed.
"I didn't think it was my place to speak. I'm not privy to your personal interactions on that level," he said.
She waved a hand at him.
"Don't beat yourself up. I always suspected there was something off about us. I just didn't want to see it… not like that."
She rubbed the deep crease in her forehead and closed her eyes.
"Maybe I did make him think we were on break. I put a pause on so much to do well in my work."
"Don't second guess yourself. Clearly, you thought you were still connected, or else you wouldn't be so distraught. I'm sorry I said nothing to you. I try to stay out of his way. Being the Black Panther has puffed him up."
"Does that drink offer still stand?"
He grinned.
She pretended to escort him to his quarters and, once there, she placed her spear against the wall and pulled off her work boots. He loaned her a long caftan to change into after she took advantage of his luxury shower that overlooked a terrace with a view of the golden city that was spectacular.
N'Jobu mixed their drinks from his private bar stash and they sipped together, leaning against the terrace railing. The liquor hit them both hard on empty stomachs. She needed the feeling. It protected her heart from breaking.
"What will you do?" N'Jobu asked.
"Work. Become the best Dora Milaje there ever was. I'm living my dream. Your mother is an exceptional woman and I am so blessed to lay my life for hers if I ever need to."
N'Jobu reached over and stroked her cheek.
"Hopefully that will never happen. You would be a significant loss to me."
Ramonda took a step back and gulped down her third glass of hard spirits. She willed her legs to walk to her spear, grab it and her uniform, then vacate the premises, but she stood there and allowed his fingers to linger on her skin.
"Maybe breaking up with him is best," he said.
"Maybe."
His eyes captivated her, while his hand cradled the back of her neck and pulled her in closer.
"I think we've had a little too much," she said, holding up her glass like a talisman to ward off the arousal stirring within.
"I don't think we've had enough," he said.
She became so aware of herself naked under the caftan. Strange to think that for years they'd swam nude together as teenagers, but at that moment, a thin bit of material made her feel more naked than she had ever been in front of him.
"He doesn't deserve you. Never has," N'Jobu said.
"Why are you saying this when you know I'm feeling vulnerable?"
"What better time to tell you how I feel than now? When you're finally free?" he countered.
"This is too much. Goodnight, your highness—"
Warm arms with powerful muscles enveloped her, pulling her close to his broad chest.
"I'm sorry. This liquor has loosened my tongue, and I have dishonored your feelings," he said.
His touch caved in her will to leave his side. The urge to get back at T'Chaka with someone else raced up her spine and tilted her head up to look at the second prince with desire. Thrusting herself against him, Ramonda kissed N'Jobu and gave in to feelings that hovered beneath the surface between them since childhood. Her world had been upended and giving into her lust for T'Chaka's brother felt like the right thing to do.
Their lips sought an agreement on who would lead, and N'Jobu gave Ramonda control of the encounter. Full fleshy lips painted stories across her mouth before moving to play sonatas on her neck and clavicle. She arched her body, giving him room to explore, and he lifted the caftan off of her, tangling her hands. He nibbled, licked, and kissed his way to her breasts, circling each pebbled nipple with the tip of his hot tongue, bathing her areolas with saliva and promises of more.
Ramonda moaned and buried her fingers in his thick curls that smelled of sage wood and bitter root hair butter. His tongue slid further until it reached her clipped mound, slathering the area with more warm saliva and tender kisses. He parted her folds and teased her clit with artful, long swipes of his eager mouth muscle and looked up at her face. N'Jobu's lips glistened with her arousal and the slick feel of his lips on her forced a whimper from her throat. He took that as the signal to go further, resting his tongue against her slippery folds, before sucking on her clit again. She pulled his head back by his hair.
"We can't," she said.
"We can… we will," he replied.
He stood then, revealing an erection through his garment. Pulling it over his head, his length bobbed with pre-cum spilling out from the deep slit of a wide head that ran down the thick ridge surrounding his tip.
"Come," he said.
He led her to his bedroom and tapped the top of his fireplace to make a small fire appear, making the room cozier. The firelight flickered, and she glanced around his private space. Books were in various stacks on every open surface. English-language books and non-fiction texts about America surrounded them. The Udaku brothers were already fluent in three languages other than English. She herself was taking a crash course in American standard to prepare for away trips with her work.
His unmade bed had a small pile of poetry books resting on an unused pillow. He lifted them away and added them to his nightstand. Reaching for her hand, he settled her on the edge of his bed and sat next to her. The doubt in her eyes clouded his.
"If you don't want this, I will understand," he said.
He cupped her chin.
"I won't pressure you," he said.
Her rational mind finally made an appearance. She scooted away from his warm thigh.
"I'd only be doing this to spite him," she said in a harsh tone.
"So spite him."
"I would be using you."
"Use me."
"This isn't right. You're his brother. My friend. I can't sink lower than him."
N'Jobu's eyes were shiny beacons reflecting the crackling fire.
"I'm in love with you, Ramonda. I will never have a chance to be this bold again," he said.
She touched her right temple lightly and thought of a hundred reasons to walk away, but… she couldn't. T'Chaka stopped her angst by calling her again. Her kimoyo beads warmed up and his small avatar floated above her wrist. N'Jobu crashed his lips into hers with a sad desperation to keep her by his side.
"I love you," he murmured under his breath, his lips sending hot tendrils of pleasure all across her chest and neck.
He placed her hand on his dick and she squeezed it, wanting to know the heat and thickness before she jumped up with his pre-cum sticky on her fingers.
"We can't… I'm sorry. I love you too, but not the way you want…"
Ramonda ran out of his bedroom and gathered up her uniform and boots. She dressed quickly in the living room and grabbed her spear. Praying to Bast, she hoped no one saw her leaving his quarters or looking suspicious while departing the palace. A mad dash to her vehicle in the underground parking structure had her out of breath and feeling loopy. N'Jobu had never acted that way with her before. She sensed a crush when they were children, but she thought for sure he would never cross a line over his brother. What a mess!
She used autopilot and sat back in her car, watching the cityscape whip past. Her condo was located a half hour away by car and she arrived home trembling with confusion. Stepping inside of her spacious floor plan, she locked her spear in its safety housing and nearly jumped out of her skin when T'Chaka approached her on quiet feet.
"What are you doing here? Don't you have some other woman to bed tonight?" she quipped, turning the living room lights brighter.
His royal attire was gone, and in its place was a basic loose-fitting pink shirt and white lounge pants. He stood barefoot in the middle of the room with his hands at his sides, looking defeated and sad. For the first time since knowing him, he looked vulnerable.
"I made a mistake, Ramonda. You were so adamant about work and duties and being apart. I really thought you had broken off our relationship. My love, I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you by seeing me like that. There's nothing serious going on with that woman. Just a fling to pass the time waiting for you to come back to me."
A quiver in his voice gave credence to his words.
"T'Chaka, I'm tired…"
She walked around him, hoping N'Jobu's scent wasn't obvious. Rushing to her bedroom, she removed her clothing and jumped into her shower, scrubbing so hard that her skin became irritated. Water ran down her bald scalp and she tilted her neck, allowing the warm liquid to rinse away tears and guilt.
T'Chaka stood in her bedroom doorway when she stepped out dripping nude, searching for a clean towel in her bathroom cabinet.
"I want us together," he said.
"Can we talk another time? I'm not… I'm not in the right frame of mind to deal with us."
A shimmer in his left eye brought her closer to him. Watery sadness threatened to drip down from his tear ducts.
"Mondie, I miss you. I barely see you anymore. I'm lonely without you with me. Being the Black Panther is difficult, knowing you don't need me anymore. I wish we could be like we were as teenagers… free. No responsibilities. Without you, I am nothing… not even close to being my best self."
He encircled her waist with his arms and pressed his cheek against the middle of her breasts.
"Please, don't throw us away," he said.
Ramonda cuddled him with her hands on his nape. His tears were warm droplets on her clean skin trailing down her belly.
"I love you, Mondie," he shuddered into her flesh.
His pet name for her soothed the ache in her heart. She lowered her head and kissed him, his lips frantic to connect with hers. Slow and lazy, she shared her mouth until he undressed, parting from her to get everything off until he was naked. Ramonda straddled him, gripping his hard dick, lining it up with her entrance. His skin smelled delicious, lickable, and all hers. Inching her way down on his erection, she grunted in her throat when she reached the fruit at the bottom.
T'Chaka's soft lips were slightly parted as he grew accustomed to having her ride him again. His pants and gentle groans pleased her. Clutching his strong back, she bounced on him faster. Images of N'Jobu tangling up her lovemaking. She squeezed her eyes shut, savoring the feel of T'Chaka inside of her, chasing away thoughts of his brother's dick weeping pre-cum in her hand. Ramonda slammed her ass cheeks on T'Chaka's thighs and he shouted her name. He threw his head back while praising her tight walls clenching him into submission.
"Yes… yes… yes…," he panted in her ear, fondling her ass cheeks while his warm breath stimulated her ear.
The woman he fucked in the tea room flashed in her mind, throwing off her rhythm. She adjusted her speed and thrust into his groin, bending him to her will. He began lifting her up and down, and gulping for air. His release was upon him., so she tried extending it by pushing him back on her bed and loving him slow and easy.
"Oh, Bast… oh… Bast!" he shouted, staring at her breasts.
The juiciness of N'Jobu's dick haunted her, and she stared across the room at her reflection in a wall mirror, drifting into a state of panic. Her pussy grew wetter thinking of the younger prince. The memory of his mouth on her folds catapulted her into murky waters. Watching herself fuck T'Chaka, she pretended it was N'Jobu and her walls spasmed. Her orgasm throbbed all over the future king's dick, shoving him over the precipice of release too.
"Mondie!"
He shoved his hips up from the bed and rooted himself in her depths. His body became stiff, and he shoved his face to the side, lost in his pleasure. His cum felt warm and thick, coating her walls. She collapsed on his chest and their sweat mingled and cooled quickly.
Butterfly kisses peppered her chest as T'Chaka showed his appreciation for their reunion. He helped her roll off of him and they stared at her ceiling, shoulder to shoulder. They fell asleep together in that position.
The next morning, they made love again. The parting of her folds relaxed her with his gentle missionary position. Afterward, he showered, and she stayed sprawled on her bed. Her kimoyo lit up with an encrypted code in the floating avatar. Facing away from the bathroom with T'Chaka singing off-key, she read the message.
"I love you."
N'Jobu's three words filled her heart with dread and longing.
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Ramonda kept her distance from N'Jobu in private. Publicly, she did her job as a Dora and treated him the way she treated all the royals, with deference and respect. But he scared her sometimes. His eyes followed her whenever they were in a room together, and she feared everyone could see his feelings for her.
She made a mistake.
A year after his confession and their only sexual encounter, she gave into their lust for one another. It took place on her first and only trip to America with the queen. An East African delegation of women headed to the U.S. for a week-long women's conference. Queen Zintle was a guest speaker, and Ramonda almost didn't make the journey because her English skills were still very poor. The queen vouched for her to go anyway so she could learn on the job. Ramonda was one of the fiercest Dora Milaje, and the king allowed her to take the trip. She wore a translator to help guide her and felt comfortable leaning into the tech to help her along.
Ramonda hadn't expected N'Jobu to accompany his mother. A sudden change in plans had T'Chaka traveling with his father to Europe instead of the queen. Doing her utmost to stay above the carnal desires that always lingered around them, she picked a fight with N'Jobu to thwart his advances when she had a half day to herself to sightsee and play tourist. Exploring the rugged harshness of New York was going to be an anthropological experience for her. Americans were dangerous and odd. A deadly combination. New York was supposed to be the epicenter of their culture and it smelled like human waste and hot garbage the moment she stepped out onto the street to protect the queen and her son.
N'Jobu found it a fascinating place and went on day-long excursions, worrying his mother. He had the audacity to ditch his set of Doras on a subway by pretending he had to use the restroom. Queen Zintle fussed with him and forced Ramonda to escort him because he could never ditch her. N'Jobu went all out pretending to be upset with a babysitter, but the moment they hit the streets together, he gloated. It was her time off, but she didn't want the queen to worry and fret while trying to represent Wakanda.
"You are a stubborn rhino," she hissed as they rode to a museum.
"Do I look like I fit in?" he said in English.
She stared at him with wide eyes and an open mouth. His English was impeccable and there was no trace of an accent. He winked at her and stuffed his hands in a puffy black jacket that was a stylish New York trend in the city. His hair was clipped short and tapered in a style that fit in with the Black Americans on the subway.
"I do!" he said with enthusiasm.
She rolled her eyes, and he pressed into her, using the crush of new riders boarding as an excuse to get closer to her.
"Yo, my man, back up from my lady," N'Jobu said.
Ramonda glanced to her left side and noticed a light brown-skinned man easing up to her with a large backpack draped on his chest. N'Jobu glared at him and the man moved through the subway to get away from the bass in the prince's voice. She couldn't get over how comfortable he was speaking the language.
He grabbed her hand for the next stop at the American Museum of Natural History and dragged her out of the subway.
"Where are you going? The museum is over there," she pointed.
"Plenty of time to see that. Let's go for a walk," he enthused.
The excitement on his face made her smile.
"An hour's walk, and we'll come back," he offered.
They never made it to the museum.
N'Jobu entertained Ramonda with stories of his travels in Brooklyn and Harlem, speaking to her in his flawless English. Her earbud translator missed a few phrases, but he allowed her to practice openly and didn't chide her for mistakes in pronunciation. The city's ugliness transformed into a lesson in American culture through his eyes. He fed her giant salty pretzels with mustard, had her try a greasy pizza slice, and then took her to Central Park. Hours flew by. On their way back, he took her to a discreet hotel to rest in private. Watching American news together was depressing. Nothing positive happened in the country. Murder, poverty, racial tensions, and government failures dominated the airways and Ramonda switched over to her kimoyo beads to check on her homeland and all the amazing progressive programming they had for their news streams. N'Jobu seemed fascinated with the Americans. His eyes never left the flatscreen as story after story piqued his interest. Ramonda grew bored.
"We should leave," she said once the sun slipped down from the sky.
"No rush. You're not back on until morning," he said, relaxing on the king-sized bed across from the chair she lounged on.
"I have to check in with T'Chaka," she lied.
His expression changed with his lips pouting in frustration.
"You don't have to lie to me," he said.
"I'm not."
T'Chaka hadn't responded to the last four messages she sent, so wrapped up in being around his father. A bit of worry whispered to the anxious part of her brain with him being so far away.
"Okay, let's go then," he said.
He checked his kimoyo, swiped some code, and grinned.
"What?" she asked with curiosity.
"Made some plans. Grab your sweater," he said.
"Plans… where? With who?"
"Dinner with a friend."
They left the hotel and journeyed down to the subway. Ramonda fidgeted in the seat next to N'Jobu, wanting so desperately to know who he was seeing.
"Here's my stop. You can continue on back to the hotel on your own," he said.
He plunged through the crowd and exited with ardent strides to his next destination. She followed him down several blocks until he arrived at a hole-in-the-wall spot stuffed with chatty diners. He took a seat in a far corner booth. Ramonda spied on him from outside, but he sat alone for fifteen minutes. His date must've stood him up. She walked inside the restaurant and surprised him at his table. With hands on her hips, she stood ready to tease him until he pushed a menu on the table toward her.
"I hear the seafood here is delicious. It took you long enough to come inside," he said.
Flummoxed, Ramonda sat across from him on an uneven chair that rocked slightly when she moved closer to the table.
"You tricked me into having dinner with you?" she said.
"Not exactly. You want to be around me… don't shake your head… following me here lets me know you have feelings for me."
"Your safety is important—"
"I can protect myself with my vibranium shield. You were jealous and wanted to see who I was with. Admit it."
"I love T'Chaka."
"I know you do. But you love me too."
"Absurd."
"Why? Love is a powerful emotion that transcends time and space… history, even. It is limitless, and sometimes it does absurd things like put you in my heart… and my brother's."
"You are a mess."
"Then leave."
Ramonda stood up. Then sat back down abruptly. N'Jobu reached across the table and held her hand.
"Fate has brought us all together. You love my brother. Dearly. He has all the trappings that women want. But a part of you wants something different, just like me."
"The boldness from your lips—"
"I never pull punches. You know that. Give me one night. That's all I ask. If you don't feel it's right after that, I will fall back and let you trot after him."
"You make me sound like some lovesick puppy."
"You are a lovesick puppy with him. But it's not a good balance. I could give you a life, too. It may not be as flashy and far-reaching as my brother, but I sense a longing in you, Ramonda. You want to live a full, unrestricted life and you can't do that if you become the queen of Wakanda."
Her cheeks warmed up. Talk of becoming the queen was wishful thinking, considering T'Chaka hadn't proposed or even brought up marriage.
"This tension between us could go away if you stayed with me tonight. Last year, when we were together… I've never forgotten how you tasted or how you felt in my arms. You ran off before we could consummate our union fully, but I know you still dream about that. I know there are times you are with my brother and you wonder what it would be like with me. Give in to that and we can see if I'm being a fool for you."
"You are a fool. I am too, for sitting here and entertaining any thoughts of that. It is a betrayal—"
"Alls fair in love and war. This is a battle for the rest of your life."
She pushed away from the table with a queasiness souring her stomach and mouth. He spoke the truth. She loved them both for different reasons, but since she accepted T'Chaka's advances so long ago, she wanted to remain loyal. N'Jobu had plenty of time to claim her hand, but he didn't. His loss.
Ramonda turned down dinner with N'Jobu and wandered the streets for an hour. She caught a cab back to the luxury hotel they were hosted in with their entire Wakandan delegation. Inside her room, she showered and called T'Chaka on her kimoyo, but he still didn't answer directly. There were messages left for her, and he sounded bored and irritated at the European trip. He hated the outside world and how primitive it acted compared to their homeland.
Unable to relax fully, she showered, changed into casual clothes, and stared out of her window. Checking her kimoyo, she noticed the Wakanda media posting photos of T'Chaka in France, posing with international women who attended the same event as him. He wore a broad smile in all the pictures. The ones with his father were nice as they stood near the Eiffel Tower with a group of government officials. Wakandans back home gossiped about when the eldest prince would marry. She hated conversation threads like that because she couldn't scream to the world that he was her choice. Until T'Chaka made an official proposal, Ramonda was nothing to him. Just his secret lover hidden in the shadows until he stepped up to the light and made them official. For all she knew, his parents could arrange a marriage for him in the future to someone else. The queen had discussed family alliances in her presence with the king before.
Grabbing her room card key, she ambled down to the hotel lobby bar to get a drink and commiserate all alone over what her life would be in the future. The longer she sat and sipped, the fuzzier her mind became. Hailing a cab from outside, she returned to N'Jobu's secret hotel, tipsy and unstable on her feet as she knocked on the door. He answered. Naked.
Wasting no time by overthinking it, Ramonda pounced on him, smashing her eager lips over his thick, willing ones, and they tumbled back into his room and onto the bed. She wanted a fast fuck, a way of getting it over with and out of her system so she could erase N'Jobu from her mind, but his hands ruined her. He held her still, slowing their progression.
"No," he said.
"What?" she asked, breathless and agitated.
"You will not give yourself to me like this. Like I'm some chore for you to complete."
Pushing her away, he sat up from the bed and palmed his forehead.
"Leave," he said.
Naked and warm by his side, Ramonda stared at him with a puzzled expression. Her lips quirked and the creases in her forehead tightened her face.
"This is what you wanted," she spat out.
She shrank away from him.
"You're only toying with me. Is this to shame me? Test me?" she screamed.
"Lower your voice."
She slapped him. Twice.
N'Jobu closed his eyes and curled up his lower lip when she struck him there. She burst into tears.
"Oh, Bast! Why did I even come here?!" she wailed.
Raising from the bed, she wiped her eyes furiously, then held up her wrist draped with her kimoyo beads.
"I'm going to tell him," she threatened, "I'm not worthy of him."
N'Jobu leaped from the bed and held both her wrists.
"You are worthy," N'Jobu said.
"No, I'm not… I wouldn't be here if I was…"
Ramonda went limp in his hands and N'Jobu held her up, gripping her arms tight.
"I'm sorry, Ramonda. I don't want you to hurt, but this is more than I can bear. I love you and want you… but I can't force you to do anything you don't want. I want to see you happy."
She nodded and let her tears drip onto his neck as he held her close.
"I wish one of you was just awful so I could move forward in peace. You're both… perfect in your own special ways…" she moaned in his ear.
She pulled back from him. His eyes bound her to him.
"This will never go away. I'll love no one else but you for as long as I live, Ramonda."
The love in his eyes bathed her in warmth. Touching his face, she thought of all the times N'Jobu had stayed quiet behind his brother in all things. His family cherished him, but the reality was a more blatant truth-teller: T'Chaka was the favored one. He was destined to lead the nation and N'Jobu would forever be in the wings, watching and hoping to be noticed.
Ramonda kissed him, letting her tongue dance in his mouth. She shed away all the years of viewing N'Jobu as her friend and T'Chaka's side-kick. At that moment, he was to become her lover for the night. The elder prince was thousands of miles away, and once she was back in Wakanda, she would pretend nothing happened in America.
Lush lips explored her body.
Ramonda reclined under N'Jobu and allowed his mouth to savor every inch of her body. He took his time, the soft pads of his fingertips tattooing unspoken words onto her skin. Lifting her legs and dropping her cinnamon brown thighs open, she watched him fist his length, the swollen mushroom cap of his tip dripping pre-cum. She held her breath at his girth, stretching her, and only released it when he planted himself deep within. Slow and meticulous, he made their lovemaking last a long time. Soft murmurings and gentle pants spilled from her mouth. He grunted a few times and locked eyes with her throughout. His thrusts arched her from the bed and she threw her arms around his shoulders to tether her passion in that room. She had to keep it locked there forever, never to be opened again.
But it was.
Again and again.
Returning to Wakanda didn't quench their thirst for each other. It inflamed their lust. Not only did their passion ignite… so did her ardor toward T'Chaka.
Ramonda became insatiable. Loving both men in secret. In fact, her sex with T'Chaka became even more intense and more pleasurable. She worked her job well, rising in the ranks of the Dora Milaje, and becoming the head Dora for the king. Her mind hid the niggling doubts about how long she could sustain juggling two men. She spent most of her time with T'Chaka, but he traveled often with the king. On those occasions, N'Jobu would come through. She had learned to balance her affections with him, but he increasingly grew reckless with her love. Wanting more from her than she was willing to give. Despite her behavior, T'Chaka meant the world to her, and she held N'Jobu back from making future plans. The Dora Milaje was her priority over everything. He kept pushing, and she stopped seeing him. Cut off their affair and never looked back.
It all came to a head many years later when the king died.
King Azzuri was already middle-aged when he married Queen Zintle. She was a few years younger, but Wakandans tended to marry later and have children later in age, too. The culture believed in having full lives before settling down. Azzuri died peacefully in his sleep with his wife by his side, and although it was a sad occasion, there was no time for the queen to mourn when she was set on putting T'Chaka on the throne quickly.
Ramonda had entered a new phase of her career, training young Doras. The news of the king's passing came directly to her from T'Chaka. He arrived at her small house with a weary expression early in the morning.
"My father has transitioned, Ramonda. He is with the ancestors now."
T'Chaka sat at her kitchen table when he told her, and she hugged him until he wept. Wiping away his tears, it surprised her to see him smile.
"He lived a good life. A joyful life. I want that for us. I was hoping he would be around to see our first child together," T'Chaka said.
He held out a small satin purple box.
"I was going to wait until after winter when you finished training your latest recruits. But now, Baba is gone… and I will be king. I need my queen by my side."
Ramonda couldn't hide the shock from her face.
"Will you marry me, Ramonda Matela? I know this isn't the most romantic way to do this, but the way I feel, nothing is more special than now."
Her emotions were all over the place. Learning of the king's passing rocked her, but being asked to become a wife too was staggering. T'Chaka fell to his knees and held the box out to her. She took it, popped it open, and they both stared at the delicate blue diamond-crusted gold band. He lifted the ring and held it at the tip of her ring finger.
"Ramonda?"
T'Chaka's soft voice prompted her to smile and nod. He pushed the ring far back onto her finger and clasped her hand before burying his face in her lap and weeping profusely.
"Thank you, my love," he said between tears.
She held him, rubbed his back, and said soothing things about his father before he raised to his feet again.
"I would like for you to come with me to the palace. The family is gathering together for the press announcement. Queen Mother is waiting for us."
Ramonda showered and dressed quickly, choosing a long pale blue dress. Pale blue was the king's favorite color, and she wanted to pay tribute to that. She ran a light oil over her baby locs and put on make-up. The Royal Talon Fighter floated in front of her house and her neighbors were outside watching and wondering why it was there.
They flew over the golden city and arrived inside a hectic palace. The severity of the passing hit her. Nothing would ever be the same again. The gravity of her thoughts were reflected to her as the palace staff worked non-stop. The Dora Milaje escorted her and T'Chaka to the queen's chambers. Close relatives were already there. N'Jobu stayed by his mother's side with a grim expression. Queen Zintle's eyes shined with tears, but they became shinier when she saw the ring on Ramonda's hand.
"Daughter," Zintle said, holding Ramonda's finger up to admire the engagement ring.
N'Jobu's face became unreadable. Ramonda couldn't bear being near him. They hadn't been intimate for a long time, and there was enough distance in that for her to ignore his disapproving glare. She focused on the bereavement instead, hugging the queen and greeting the rest of the Udaku clan. T'Chaka introduced her as his fiancé with pride. Ramonda rested in that pride, wishing that they had been connected like that years before.
She avoided N'Jobu and took part in the mourning period, which lasted weeks. Plans were already in the works for T'Chaka's coronation and the presentation at Warrior Falls. She wondered if other tribes would test the new king, but there was no word on any challengers to the throne. Ramonda planned for a summer wedding that would take place once T'Chaka was crowned. The palace kept her busy with lessons on protocols and her new role as a future queen. Zintle was over the moon. Keeping busy with a wedding helped ease the loss of her husband. They spent hours on the design of Ramonda's wedding dress and royal isicholo and fussed over what foods to feed the guests. The queen showed Ramonda what would become her new home in the palace with T'Chaka.
Her life became an open book to the palace, and N'Jobu's words came back to haunt her. She wouldn't be free anymore. The needs of the king and the Council of Elders would dictate and control every aspect of her life. Ramonda belonged to the people and not herself anymore. The weight of that pressed down on her shoulders.
A few days before challenge day, Ramonda wandered the halls of the palace alone, taking in the beauty and thousands of years of history that rested within that structure. Meandering out into the royal garden to get fresh air, she came across N'Jobu walking near a gazebo overlooking a pond. He noticed her before she could slip away.
"Hi," he said.
She lowered her head, and he shook his.
"You are about to become royalty yourself. No need to defer to me anymore, Queen Ramonda," he said.
He pointed toward a bed of water lilies.
"Right over there, you told my mother you wanted to be the queen one day. You finally got your highest desire," he said.
"I hope we can be civil," she said.
"Why wouldn't we be? Instead of a lover, you will become my sister."
Ramonda stepped closer to him but kept a respectful distance.
"I will challenge him," N'Jobu said.
"No," she said.
"I will."
"Please don't do that. Your mother just lost her husband. She doesn't need to see her two sons fighting over the nation."
"Fighting over the nation? Do you think that's why I want to challenge him? Stop being silly."
"I chose him. It was always going to be him."
"It doesn't have to be."
"Things have changed… I've changed. Please, don't do this."
"I can do what I want."
"You're being spiteful. I'll tell him everything. Confess it all!"
"You think he doesn't already know? Maybe I told him myself."
Her heart fell to her feet.
"You didn't…"
"Marry me."
Ramonda pressed her right hand into her chest.
"Did you tell him?" she demanded.
N'Jobu's blazing eyes glared at her. Her eyes welled with tears. His face softened.
"I have not."
She covered her face with her hands and exhaled loudly.
"Please. Let me be with him in peace, N'Jobu. Don't tear apart this family over me."
"You're asking me to live without my heart. How am I supposed to survive without that? Eh? What do you expect me to do, fade into the background like always? I am tired of being second in your life."
"We are over—"
"We will never be over. You can marry him and fulfill your role as queen, but you will always itch to come to my bed. That is a fact."
"Don't fight him. If you love me, let me have this. Don't destroy the family."
"If you marry him, you will destroy me."
"I'm sorry."
She fled the royal garden, blinded by her watery eyes and fear.
"Ramonda."
She slammed into T'Chaka near his quarters, and he hugged her.
"What has you so upset?"
"I was thinking of your father… in the garden. The memories came back when I looked at his favorite lilies. I'm fine… really… it's hard letting go. I grew up here and around him. He was like my father, too. I wish he could see us marry."
"Me too," T'Chaka said.
Her heart thumped in her chest, and the lump in her throat swelled as more tears leaked down her face. What if N'Jobu killed T'Chaka? What if everyone found out it was her fault?
T'Chaka held her for a long time. All of his love flowed into her. The fear never left.
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At Warrior Falls, Ramonda stood next to the queen as the royal shaman beckoned challengers to step forward. The elderly woman wore long, dark royal purple robes, and held out a long staff that she pointed toward each tribe's representative who was eligible to fight T'Chaka. Two men and two women stood in their tribal regalia, deflecting their eyes from T'Chaka, who knelt down in the cool water, shirtless, covered in dark body paint, waiting to see who had the nerve to step to him. Hundreds of witnesses crowded the sacred site, hoping for something to pop off. The energy in the air crackled with intensity and anticipation.
"Anyone?" the shaman said, her glittery eyes encouraging bravery.
Ramonda's eyes cut to her left as N'Jobu shifted his weight on his feet. He leaned forward and Ramonda nearly lurched from her spot to stop him. Their eyes met and locked. She trembled and her lips parted. N'Jobu lowered his gaze and kept his head down.
"I present to you all, King T'Chaka Udaku!" the shaman said.
Ululations and drumming rang out as the shaman placed a panther claw necklace around T'Chaka's neck.
"Wakanda Forever!" the people shouted.
Ramonda closed her eyes and shoved her hands to her lips to hide her relief. The crowd genuflected to T'Chaka, and he held his hand out toward Ramonda. She lifted her dress and stepped into the sacred water to greet the new ruler. He kissed her cheek and whispered in her ear.
"One day, our child will stand here to rule the nation. Don't you ever forget this day because we shall see it again," T'Chaka said.
They stepped on board the Royal Talon Fighter to do a flyover of the city before heading to the banquet and ball back at the palace later.
The day flew by fast. There was the Council of Elders' special ceremony for the king and then greeting all of his kin privately before they had a break to change clothes and prepare for the evening festivities. Ramonda had her hair in long braided extensions decorated with shells and gold hair jewels. Her elaborate orange ball gown was presented to her by personal handmaidens, and she allowed them to bathe, perfume, and pamper her for the night. Once dressed, she presented herself to the king, and the audience of guests praised her beauty and charm. The coronation turned into an engagement party as the queen brought in gifts for the couple. The whirlwind of activity gave Ramonda a taste of what life would be like with T'Chaka. All eyes were on them.
Ramonda took a private respite to walk outside on the long bridge that connected the double palace. The cool air blew across her face and hair, rejuvenating her spirit. N'Jobu walked past her on the bridge, his steps brisk. He ignored her completely, which was surprising. The Queen Mother came out onto the bridge with her personal Dora.
"N'Jobu! Come back!" Zintle shouted to her son.
"What's wrong?" Ramonda asked.
"He's being foolish. Maybe you can talk some sense into him," Zintle said.
Ramonda gathered up her gown and followed the angry prince.
"N'Jobu."
He stopped at an elevator and jabbed at the call screen.
"What is going on?" she asked.
"Did Mother send you?" he said.
"She said you were being foolish. What have you done?"
"I'm leaving Wakanda."
"Leaving? Leaving to go where?"
"I'm going to be a War Dog. If I can't have what I want here, I will go away."
"Breaking your mother's heart is what you're doing."
"Don't talk to me. Go back to the party and live it up."
"You stubborn man!"
She gathered up her dress and huffed away. He snatched up her arms and shoved his lips against her ear.
"Come with me," he pleaded.
Ramonda shoved him from being so close to her on the bridge exit.
"I want to hate you so much… if I could hate you…" he said.
The doors to the elevator opened, and he fled her side to jump on it. She ran after him, jamming her arm through the doors before they closed. Riding up to his floor with him, Ramonda stayed quiet.
"You won't truly be happy. I wish you well, though," he said.
"And you are making a decision in haste and under duress. Your father just died. The nation is in transition. Queen Zintle needs you here."
"I cannot stay here any longer. I will not be at your wedding next month."
The elevator doors opened on his floor. N'Jobu stepped out and faced her. The lights from his floor made his skin look like the precious ebon stones from the edges of Warrior Falls. His nostrils flared with his intention to escape the palace.
"Do you really want to be a spy?" she asked.
"I know how to blend in anywhere," he said.
He tilted his head.
"Do you even want to be a queen?" he asked.
"It is my destiny. According to you, it is my greatest desire."
He gave her a slight smile, then stroked her face.
"You are truly a queen at heart, Ramonda. You will serve the country well."
He leaned in and kissed her cheek.
"Next lifetime then," he said, before the elevator doors closed.
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Ramonda saw N'Jobu one last time before he took a War Dog assignment in Oakland, California.
T'Chaka stayed busy adjusting to being king and left Wakanda before their wedding to take part in a summit that his father was supposed to preside over. Left alone in the palace with the queen, Ramonda prepared for marriage and decorated her new wing of the palace, making it cozy for T'Chaka's return. His presence at the summit cemented his place on the global scene. He was a colossal hit with Americans and the EU, and this pleased the Queen Mother and Council of Elders. T'Chaka's leadership would continue the great legacy of the Udaku rulers.
She invited N'Jobu for tea with his mother and he was pleasant and funny, making Ramonda relax. The sweetness he held blossomed all over their afternoon together. Zintle wanted to be supportive of her youngest son, but becoming a War Dog was a heavy burden for any family. N'Jobu had military training and the skills to do well overseas. Pretending to be a Black American seemed like such a simple job and so beneath his skill set. He appeared excited and his mother accepted his new pursuit.
They left her home in the early evening, and she cleared away their teacups and dishes without her servants. Spending time out on her own terrace, Ramonda rubbed her arms to self-soothe and watched a quarter moon rise. Her kimoyo beads lit up.
T'Chaka.
"I miss you," she cooed at her fiancé's floating avatar.
T'Chaka smirked and gave her a pretend smooch by puckering his lips.
"I miss you more. I'll miss you even more in the next few weeks. They have invited me to present in Switzerland at a consortium."
Ramonda pouted.
"Patience, my love. Oh, before I forget, did you have the tea gathering with Mother and N'Jobu?"
"I did. It went well. Queen Mother is upset that you won't be able to see him off."
"I will see him when he does his first check-in. Don't worry. I'll be with you soon enough."
He ended their call, and she went back into her parlor room. N'Jobu left T'Chaka's small parting gift on a side table. She picked it up and stroked the blue ribbons and decorative wrapping around it. Ramonda knew there was a ring inside. A black and silver ring that belonged to King Azzuri and was made as a set for both sons. T'Chaka wanted his brother to have the ring before he left the country and entrusted it to Ramonda. She hurried out of her suite to give it to him.
N'Jobu had a few bags packed and by his suite door when she arrived. He answered her knocking with a grin on his face.
"You forgot this," she said.
He took the gift and opened it, slipping the ring on his finger, and they both marveled at how regal it looked on him.
"There are only three rings like this ever made. We buried one with my father. T'Chaka has the other. I have this one," he said.
"Take care of yourself, Prince N'Jobu," she said.
"Farewell, Queen Ramonda."
They stared at each other for a very long time until he kissed her mouth.
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After marriage, life was kind and fruitful.
Ramonda gave birth to a son, T'Challa, and she had never seen a man lose himself over his child before. Her T'Chaka spoiled and coddled the baby boy so much that she had to fight for time with her own child to breastfeed him. Never a prouder father had existed before King T'Chaka. Their son brought the family closer together over the years, especially when N'Jobu disappeared.
His last check-in had been when T'Challa was nearing thirteen. After that, there was an attack on Wakanda by a colonizer named Klaue. T'Chaka lashed out for answers as to how a white man could enter and exit Wakanda. Those were dark days, and the king leaned on Ramonda for support. Hundreds of Wakandans lost their lives on the border and T'Chaka swore to find the perpetrator no matter how long it took him. Soon after, they lost track of N'Jobu. Ramonda and Zintle pestered T'Chaka about his whereabouts, fearing the worst. The king stayed elusive and cryptic, telling them the work was a part of national security. Zintle visited the royal temple daily, burning incense and praying for her youngest son. Ramonda joined her on the days that T'Challa wasn't busy with school or activities. All three of them would kneel at the temple in front of a small black marble statue of the Panther Goddess holding long incense sticks, praying to Bast that N'Jobu would be found alive.
T'Challa asked about his uncle and Ramonda soon learned to change the subject until T'Chaka confessed to believing the worst, too. N'Jobu must've died on the job and was lost to their family forever. There was no official burial and T'Chaka forbid anyone to discuss N'Jobu in front of Zintle. He was simply missing in action under the official record.
Ramonda wept in secret often. The stubborn fool had gone out and gotten himself in trouble. All just to escape from seeing her with his brother. Lamenting over his fate, Ramonda's son helped bring her out of too much sorrow. He was a brilliant, growing boy who needed a mother's full attention. Especially since he had developed a crush on a young girl named Nakia.
Years marched on.
T'Challa became a young man, and Ramonda had a daughter to tend to also, little Shuri. The world moved on without N'Jobu.
Then the world moved on without T'Chaka.
The news came to her from T'Challa as he stood in front of a damaged building in Sokovia that a bomb attack had felled. Through smoke and tears, her beloved son told the sad fate of the king of Wakanda.
Broken down to her knees, Ramonda screamed her grief. She lost two men she loved in tragic ways.
"Mother… my wonderful mother… do not worry. I am coming home," T'Challa said.
His grief slashed lines across his forehead as he wore his father's ring.
"Come home, my son. Bring your father to me," Ramonda told him.
She trekked through the palace moaning her sorrow. Shuri held her arm, weeping, and Ramonda gathered the strength to be a rock for her precious baby girl. T'Chaka had been a lion for the nation. After their marriage and the birth of T'Challa, he rose in stature as the global leader the world needed. She created a life with him that put the needs of Wakanda first and they led the nation as no other royals had ever done in the past. Their War Dogs kept them abreast of the pulse of other nations and T'Chaka walked with the power of knowing how to bend the world in protection of his people.
"Mother, it's time. T'Challa is here," Shuri said.
Ramonda looked at her youngest child with loving eyes. Seventeen and full of spunk and confidence like her father.
"Let us greet the new king," Ramonda said, clasping her daughter's warm hands.
A phalanx of Dora Milaje surrounded Ramonda and Shuri as the Royal Talon Fighter gently landed on the Talon Port. A ramp slid out from the aircraft and T'Challa walked with the swag of his father. Nakia was by his side. Ramonda closed her eyes for a second to thank Bast for his safe return. She held her head high in the colors of dawn, her isicholo tall on her head, fingers clasped together. Her daughter stood next to her, watching T'Challa walk with General Okoye. The Dora Milaje crossed their arms with respect in the traditional Wakanda Forever salute, but protocols and salutes meant nothing to Ramonda. Her son was home. She bowed her head slightly to thank Bast, and then her feline eyes sought the child who would soon become king.
"Queen Mother… Princess," Nakia said.
The Wakandan spy bowed in the colors of her tribe, her head wrapped and her eyes downcast before Ramonda.
"My comfort for your loss," Nakia said.
Ramonda noticed her son could not stop looking at the River Tribe woman who grew up with him. Holding her queenly stance, Ramonda grinned at who she hoped would become her daughter-in-law soon.
"Thank you, Nakia. It is so good to have you back with us," Ramonda said.
Okoye addressed Ayo.
"Take her to the River Provence to prepare her for the ceremony," Okoye told Ayo.
"Yes, General," Ayo said.
Nakia walked toward another aircraft behind Lieutenant Ayo and once more Ramonda's son tracked her with longing in his dark brown eyes. Shuri fidgeted next to the queen.
"Did he freeze?" Shuri asked Okoye with playful aplomb.
"Like an antelope in headlights," Okoye offered with teasing eyes.
The embarrassment on T'Challa's face made Ramonda soften inside. She understood the feeling he wore on his handsome face. Shuri laughed, making her brother uncomfortable because of the open desire in his eyes.
"Are you finished?" T'Challa demanded of his first in command.
Okoye's teasing eyes fluttered across to the queen, and Ramonda held her head higher, trying to diffuse the ribbing her son was taking so poorly. Okoye tapped her spear and all the Dora Milaje turned in perfect formation to enter the palace, leaving the Udaku family alone.
"So surprised my little sister came to see me off before our big day," T'Challa said, holding his arms behind his back.
"You wish!" Shuri challenged. "I'm here for the EMP beads. I've developed an update."
"Update? No. It worked perfectly," T'Challa said.
Shuri pursed her lips, then cajoled her brother.
"How many times do I have to teach you? Eh? Just because something works doesn't mean it cannot be improved," Shuri said.
Ramonda caught the unsaid teasing name-calling in her daughter's tone.
"You are teaching me. What do you know?" T'Challa said.
He handed over his EMP beads, and Shuri palmed them.
"More than you," she chided.
"I cannot wait to see what kind of update you make to your ceremonial outfit," T'Challa called out.
Not seeing her daughter from behind, but knowing her well, Ramonda tilted her head back and called out to Shuri, who more than likely had her middle finger up.
"Shuri!" Ramonda shouted.
"Sorry, mother!" the princess called back.
Ramonda gazed at the man before her. Thirty-three years ago, Ramonda gripped her birthing chair and squeezed T'Challa out to the world in a rush of blood and prayers. He was the light of T'Chaka's life, the future beacon carrying the hopes and dreams of Wakanda. The world was much too cruel to deny T'Chaka the chance to see T'Challa take the throne. N'Jobu too.
Ramonda fought back the tears that loomed so close. The past created a reckoning that she swallowed down.
"How are you feeling today, Mama?" T'Challa asked.
Ramonda quelled the broken parts laying inside of her spirit. Deception and regret had no place before her son.
T'Challa had his eyes. His temperament. His smile.
"Proud," she said as T'Challa entwined his hands with hers. "Your father and I would talk about this day all the time."
A lie.
"He is with us… and it is your time to be king," Ramonda declared.
N'Jobu's son smiled at her, and Ramonda stroked his cheek. The past was the past. She made her choice and had to live with the outcome. Alone.
N'Jobu's son, not T'Chaka's, would become the king of Wakanda.
The secret she held for thirty-three years would never have to be revealed. T'Challa would go to Warrior Falls and defeat anyone who challenged him. The two men she loved were dead and gone. The living would carry on. Ramonda would carry on.
"Your grandmother is waiting to see you. Come, my son," Ramonda said.
She led T'Challa inside the palace. The family would live on in peace now, Bast willing.
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mymarsmoonandstars · 1 year
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About Killmonger...
and his usage of the word sacrifice, and how he compares to Namor
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It's so interesting to me that just like Shuri, Killmonger is wearing white in the ancestral plane. They're mourning clothes for him, too, aren't they? If they are, in a film about moving through the grief and resentment that comes with loss, his white clothes represent that Killmonger is stuck—stuck in anguish, stuck in rage. This may explain why he told Shuri that Ramonda sacrificed her life for Riri, because in his mind, his own father N'Jobu sacrificed his life for the African diaspora.
(By the way, I am using the word sacrifice here because this is the language Killmonger uses, and I merely want to study why. I myself do not believe N'Jobu's or Ramonda's deaths were. When black folks are murdered, I don't view their deaths as sacrifices. They didn't want to die. Both N'Jobu and Ramonda were human beings desperate to save someone (or someones, in N'Jobu's case). The word sacrifice to describe the deaths of black people should be applied with the utmost care, because there is a history of people using that word against us, as it places culpability on the murdered black person instead of the one who actually did the killing. It also reduces black folks to always being the strong and resilient type when we can be victims, too.)
In the first film, Killmonger's father's death motivates him to finish what N'Jobu started and spread vibranium weapons outside of Wakanda to wage a vengeful war—this is his way of "taking care of business" which he encourages Shuri to follow. In calling Ramonda's death a sacrifice, he does not take away blame from Namor, but rather does so to inspire Shuri to act. He urges Shuri to make sure her mother did not die in vain and to instead use her to justify even more bloodshed, just as he had done with his own father. Him wearing white shows he hasn't progressed from this sentiment, and even after all that's happened, he is still very much in pain. It's like he wants Shuri to wage the war that he never got to.
I think Killmonger views the loss of his father as a sacrifice to cope with it, and to him, his father's and Ramonda's deaths are one and the same. In reality, N'Jobu was killed by his own brother then abandoned. Ramonda was drowned as punishment. Neither wished to die. Neither should have died. But to view their deaths as sacrifices? It takes away the brutal truth and gives their deaths purpose. Sacrifice as euphemism. Sacrifice translated into action. He spurs Shuri to vengeance this way, but it doesn't come across as manipulative. For Killmonger, Ramonda and N'Jobu both died protecting a Black American(s), and being that he's never healed from his trauma, he coaches Shuri in the only way he knows how.
But how is never as important as why, isn't it? I've been trying to come up with an answer as to why Killmonger mimics Namor's line. I think to understand it, you have to draw some parallels between him and Namor. The core of what makes them anatagonists is that they both wanted to wage war against colonizers in the name of protecting their people. But they have much more in common beyond that:
White supremacy displaced both Killmonger and Namor. N'Jobu had to hide them away in Oakland just as Namor's mother Fen had to take refuge in the water.
You know how N'Jobu always told his son about how beautiful the Wakandan sunsets are? And how Fen told her son stories about a land and people who never had to change? N'Jobu and Fen filled their children's heads with stories of their homelands dressed up as fairytales. Consequently, Killmonger and Namor grew up thinking of home as an idyllic place that they should have belonged to, but a place always out of reach.
Killmonger and Namor witnessed their father and mother grieving the loss of where they came from. They inherited this grief, this longing.
They have a complicated way of seeing life—they fiercely want to protect their people, but are so blinded by this that they harm those who should be their allies (Killmonger killing black people and other people of color as an American soldier, Namor's assault on Wakanda, both becoming the very thing they hate).
Adding onto the last point, death is sadly common for them. As a boy, Killmonger says, "everybody dies, it's just life around here" which is very similar to Namor's "when you age as I do, you realize we all lose everyone we love." Their hearts are hardened against death, and this is truly a sad thing, and allows them to commit tragedies devoid of sympathy.
So it's kind of perfect that Killmonger echoes Namor's "how is never as important as why." The two characters uphold the same motif of the Black Panther films—to not only look at their methods, which are not the best and at times even downright wrong, but to understand the reasoning behind them.
Remember, despite everything, T'Challa still takes Killmonger to see the Wakandan sunset. The image of these two sitting together and watching the sun go down in Wakanda embodies this theme of empathy, and mirrors Shuri and Namor watching the sun rise over Talokan.
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melishade · 1 year
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Black Panther Wakanda Forever Headcanon. Spoilers if you haven’t seen the movie.
Erik Killmonger, now that we know he’s in the ancestral plane, must be such a fucking menace to everyone else there.
Erik probably didn’t believe in the afterlife of any kind due to his own trauma. And even if he did, he probably assumed he was going to go to hell for his high kill count. So imagine that after he dies in the first Black Panther, he wakes up in the ancestral plane, wound gone, hair stylish, in fancy new drip, he must be so fucking confused. But then he realizes where he is and decides “Fuck it. Don’t question it. Don’t question a good thing.”
First thing he does is find his dad. N’Jobu probably apologizes profusely for not being there for him and just leaving him alone. Erik probably responds by saying that you were doing the right thing and that he never blamed him for anything. Father and son have a good cry session and hug it out.
The second thing he does is hunt down T’Chaka! Because he was robbed of killing that man in life! He’s going to make that man fear him in death! When Erik no doubt spots him, he points at him, shouts “You!”, and before T’Chaka can react, he tackles him! Takes about ten kings to pry Erik off of the old man. 
Erik doesn’t interact much with the kings after that, but he will bother the absolute shit out of them. He’ll play music as loud as possible, strut around with a Piña colada in hand and sunglasses, make sure to play all of his favorite anime on loop. How’s he getting that kind of service in the afterlife? None of the other kings know how and they hate him for it. N’Jobu will watch with Erik even though he’s a little confused at some of the shows (especially Jojo’s). 
But then T’Challa shows up, and finds out about how much Erik’s been such a menace from his ancestors. He goes to find Erik and...there’s a bit of awkward tension between the two. T’Challa ends up apologizing for his father’s mistake, and his own inactivity and cowardice. Erik replies by...thanking him, for opening up Wakanda to the rest of the world and helping out Oakland. T’Challa is the only royal that Erik is willing to talk to, and even though they have their differences, they get along pretty well. Especially since they’re both dead, no need to really care about politics. They still have their disagreements about how to approach things, but there’s progress.
However, the only one that puts the fear of god in Erik is Ramonda when she gets there. Because she is an African mother, Erik is going to get his ass beat. T’Challa tries to stop it, but one look from Ramonda is enough for T’Challa to back off and wish Erik luck. When she’s done with Erik, he respects the hell out of her and doesn’t bother crossing her again.
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tobiasdrake · 1 year
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Age of Ultron introduced us to the character of Klaue, the one person ever to make it in and out of Wakanda with a huge stash of their vibranium in tow.
Black Panther's like, "What, THIS dipshit successfully infiltrated and robbed the hyper-advanced afrofuturist techno-utopia? No no no, let me fix that for you. 'Prince N'Jobu HIRED Klaue to infiltrate and rob Wakanda by giving him clear and specific instructions that any idiot could follow.' There you go."
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paisholotus · 5 months
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Zintlanu
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Stella's Pov
3 weeks later
 
It's been extremely difficult. Little N'Jadaka has been grieving his father's death. Every night, he cried for his father. My heart was broken.
 
I'll never forget his face when I told him we were going to Wakanda.
 
Flashback 
 
Narrative 
 
It warmed her heart to see him light up with the biggest smile. When Stella introduced him to Queen Mother, his aunt, and his cousin T'challa, he was excited. Little N'Jadaka was overjoyed to finally see his Wakandan relatives.
 
T'chaka, however, was enraged after Stella disobeyed him and brought the boy anyway. Regardless of his threats, N'Jadaka had asked where his father was, but Stella told him that he was away on a mission and would be home soon. Stella told N'Jadaka to play with her grandchildren and his cousin while she talked to King T'Chaka privately. He smiled and ran off to play.
 
She gave a big smile to Queen Mother and asked how she and the little one were doing, rubbing Ramonda's stomach. She kissed Stella's cheek and asked what she was doing in Wakanda.
 
Stella quickly told Ramonda that she was here because N'Jobu left little N'Jadaka behind in her care while he was here on a mission. But Ramonda looked at her confusedly and said that she thought he was being punished for betraying Wakanda.
 
Stella told her it was a misunderstanding, and they caught the actual person who was trying to frame N'Jobu. That's when T'chaka sent N'Jobu on another mission, so N'Jobu wanted me to watch N'Jadaka while he was away. But he's on his way here.
 
Ramonda looked towards T'chaka in response and asked him why he hadn't told her. He looked at Stella and quickly smiled, telling her he was going to tell her it was a misunderstanding, but he didn't want to stress her and the baby more than she already was. Plus, N'Jobu coming and bringing his son was supposed to be a surprise.
 
Ramonda nodded understandingly and groaned, rubbing her stomach, saying the baby was kicking. She went over to hug Stella and kissed her cheek, saying it was good to see her again. Then she walked over to her husband and kissed him goodbye.
 
When he made sure Ramonda walked out, he turned, gave a harsh glare, and said, "MY STUDY NOW!" He growled. Stella glared at him and held her head high, walking out of the room.
 
She followed him into his study, and as soon as they made it into the room, she watched the Dora Milaje close the door and turned to look at T'chaka when, in instinct, she caught his wrist that tried to go across her face.
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The Dora Milaje stepped forward in retaliation. But her eyes began to glow a white color. She raised her hands in the air, and the wind circled the room, picking up Dora Milaje and having them drop their weapons. She backed T'chaka against the wall; a gust of wind surrounded him, lifting him from the ground into the air.
 
She gave him a deadly glare and said, "YUH TEK HEED FOR WAH MI BOUT TUH TELL YOU! IF YOU DO ANYTHING AN MI MEAN ANYTHING TO HARM DIS BOI, IT'LL BE YUH LASS DAY BREATHING MI AIR THROUGH YUH LUNGS!" She said, dangerously low, walking towards him.
 
"I will remain responsible for Di Boi, but he will be part of my family! HIS FAMILY! Migon to get his madam out of prison. That dude only has one parent left! AN MI BE DAMN EFF YUH BE DI REASON OF DAT BEING TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM!" She said she was bringing him down to eye level, staring into his eyes.
"Do I make myself clear?" T'chaka didn't say anything but glare at her. She grabbed him by his suit and pulled him into her face. "Yuh, Betta, act like it." She said it sternly. She backed away, letting go of him, stopped the air swarming around the room, and put Dora Milaje down.
 
They had a little glare. Stare off before T'challa busted into the room, asking his father if he could give N'Jadaka a tour around Wakanda. T'chaka looked at Stella, giving him a look. He hesitantly looked at T'challa and smiled, saying it was fine. As long as he went to the places, he was allowed to go.
 
The kids followed T'challa out of the room except for N'Jadaka, who ran and hugged Stella and thanked her for bringing him to Wakanda. Stella bent down, kissed the top of his head, and told him to go on with the rest of the kids.
 
She smiled, watching him run off; at least he'll be with family when she tells him about N'Jobu.
 
End of flashback
 
It's been like this since we've been in Wakanda for four days. I rubbed Erik's back soothingly as she silently cried in my lap. I told Erik his father was killed on a mission. I said he died saving a lot of people. I've never seen a child so heartbroken; it tore me apart to see him like this.
 
All this was caused by a hateful man. I don't care what anybody says; killing someone in cold blood and then trying to abandon a child is not king-worthy. And he should not be sitting on that chair.
 
I looked down at Erik and frowned. I lifted his head and made him look into my eyes. "Erik, sweetheart, yuh memba dat promise mi made?' He nodded, wiping his eyes.
 
"Mi pramise mi will get yuh mada outta jail, okay, luv? But til then, mi pramise tuh luv yuh, tuh care fi yuh, an tuh kip yuh safe, alright." He nodded and hugged me tightly, laying his head in the crook of his neck.
 
I held him tightly, humming and rocking us side by side. I heard a knock on the door and told them to come in. I walked into T'challa with my grandkids. They walked over and climbed on to the bed, watching me comfort Erik. T'challa crawled over to me and pulled off Erik, giving him a hug. My heart melted at T'challa's telling Erik it was going to be okay.
 
I got off the bed and smiled at the kids. "OK, how about we get a midnight snack?" They nodded and got off the bed, except for Erik, who grabbed my hand and raised his hands up, telling me he wanted to be picked up.
 
I chuckled and picked him up, kissing the side of his head, and walked with the children out of the room.
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anime-kia · 1 year
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Sleeping Beauty (Part 1)
(I'm no longer going to warn you guys about swearing cuz it's to be expected. Also, I'm not making anymore warnings about spoilers either) No Warnings for this chapter.
Relationship: Soulmates - King Erik x Reader
What no one knew was that Erik didn't only come to Wakanda to seek revenge, or to claim his spot on the throne, but a powerful force kept him searching. Searching throughout his time at MIT, on missions, and sometimes in Oakland on any regular day... It nagged him day and night, keeping him up at times. But as soon as he crossed the Wakandan border, the feeling started to ease off of his chest...
You were placed under a spell 3 years ago on your 18th Birthday, laid to rest in a small room similar to a garden with plants, flowers and herbs native to Wakanda. Each flower possessing healing powers in hopes to keep you alive in your dormant state.
You were not related to the royal family by blood, rather you were King T'Challa's love interest. He was going to propose to you as soon as you awoken from your slumber. Unfortunately, a stranger who entered the border had other plans that would change the both of your lives.
He was clearly a foreigner. American, W'Kabi decided, hearing the young man speak. He presented the nation with a gift. More like a cruel joke, some would say, but with reason. 
Erik was granted access into Wakanda, hands tied behind his back before meeting the king. He entered the throne room, in a cocky manner, where everyone was called to inspect this stranger. All eyes were on Erik, but he was too busy looking around the room, thinking about how he would be taking over, and making the palace his.
T'Challa commands Erik, in which W'kabi translates, "Speak."
Erik felt a rush before answering, "I'm stayin' in ya house. Serving justice to a man who stole your vibranium and murdered ya people... Justice your king couldn't deliver."
How insulting, the audacity of this man to walk in this room like he owned it, then to one up with the King of Wakanda!
Upset from his failed mission, T'Challa got off of his throne and approached Erik, Okoye and the Dora Milaje following behind. 
"I don't care that you brought Klaw. Only reason I don't kill you where you stand is because I know who you are. Now what do you want?"
"I want the throne."
His words erupted a mocking laughter from each corner of the room. Him? The king? Ha, as if.
Erik wasn't phased by the ridicule, he explained to them why he would be a better king, and the blindness of Wakanda. 
T'Challa was not happy with Erik's choice of words, and made sure that he knew that the people of Wakanda mean a lot to him. The rest of the world can handle themselves. 
"Son, we have entertained this charlatan for too long, reject his request." Queen Ramonda stepped in. 
"Oh, I ain't requestin' nothing. Ask who I am."
"You are Erik Stevens," Shuri voiced, everyone looking at her, "An American Black Operative, a mercenary nicknamed Killmonger, that is who you are."
Though proud of his name, Shuri missed out on one very important title, "That's not my name, princess. Ask me, King."
"No." T'Challa declined.
"Ask me." He jeered him on.
T'Challa turned around, heading back to his rightful seat on the throne. "Take him away." He demanded with a simple hand gesture.
But... There's always that one person who doesn't know how to keep quiet.
"Ungubani!" The Elder from the River Tribe called out.
"I am N'Jadaka, son of Prince N'Jobu! I found my daddy with panther claws in his chest! You ain't the son of a king, you're the son of a murderer!"
All members in the throne room were stunned, conversations coming from all around. N'Jadaka? Son of Prince N'Jobu? But how can this be? He's only an American!
Disgusted, Queen Ramonda stepped forward calling out, "Lies!" 
"I'm afraid not, Queen Mother." He raised a familiar piece of jewelry in his hand, and everyone gasped in disbelief. 
She demanded W'Kabi to show her the necklace up close.
"Hey, Auntie." He smirked and said without a hint of shame in his voice. "I'm exercising my blood right. I challenge for the mantle of king and Black Panther!"
Panic was wide spread across the room, but T'Challa remained calm accepting the challenge. 
A fatal mistake that he made...
Mere moments later, Erik sat upon his throne talking down to everyone as if they were children, despite the age differences. He educated them on how he was going to run Wakanda, and how he would conquer America and end all of the messed up shit going on there. 
After the meeting came to an end, Erik was given a tour of the palace by a dainty servant named Anathi. His crude personality and aggressive nature placed fear onto the poor girl who was no older than 17. She feared messing up, already knowing the wrath of her new King.
"This is the library," She did her best to speak confidently while opening the large mahogany door, "We have all kinds of books from around the world. The king has his private room to read as well, if you're into that kind of thing."
"Nah..." He wasn't even paying attention to her, his attention was fixed onto something else, "Show me that room."
The girl turned around to see what he was talking about. His index finger was aimed at a room, located right underneath the sunroof. It appeared to be a garden, but there laid a female body.
Before Anathi could even take the lead, Erik guided himself towards the room. It was almost as if it were pulling him in.
"Y-your highness, wait." She called to him, but of course, he didn't take orders from anyone.
He grabbed onto the golden handles, pulling the door, but it would not open.
"Why is it locked?"
"We cannot allow anyone in there, your highness. Not even you."
Erik glared at Anathi from the corner of his eyes, her knees almost buckled. "Why not?" He asked sharply.
"It might interfere with her healing."
Healing? Erik thought to himself. "Where's the key?"
"Um, there's no key... There's a spell placed on the door."
"And who can break it?"
"N-no one, only she can."
Erik rolled his eyes, "Why lie?"
She didn't respond and he chuckled at her silence.
"You thought I ain't notice." He smirked, "Yeah, I know you got some tricks up ya sleeve." He grabbed her collar, "Open the fuckin' door."
Scared shitless, she wobbled over to the door and ran her hands across it in a pattern. "T-there, it's open."
"Nah, you open it first. Just in case y'all trynna set me up."
"It's not a trap, your highness."
"What did I ask you to do?" He rose his voice. 
Anathi complied, grasping the two handles and pulled the door open. She stepped to the side, allowing Erik to access the room.
The first thing he noticed was your dormant body, and that feeling he was experiencing became steady.
"This is, (y/n), she was placed under a spell a few years ago. We thought she was poisoned, but T'Challa saved her. He gathered all of these lovely seeds, planting them specifically for her. He didn't want her to perish like a normal flower, she was special to him. He loves h-"
Erik's hand was around Anathi's throat, holding her in the air, "I ain't come to hear allat sappy shit. Now be a good servant and get the fuck out before you get just like her. But I'll make sure it ain't no flowers keeping you alive." He dropped her small frame onto the ground and she immediately scampered away from the area. 
Erik watched you from a distance, admiring your every feature. Today your hair was neatly braided into a bun, while your frame was covered in a satin red gown defining your goddess-like figure. The palace servants, like Anathi, made sure that you were taken care of in terms your hygiene. They did your hair every month, trimmed your nails and changed your outfit, as cleanliness was very important to the people of Wakanda.
He wondered what you were like, how you sounded, what your interests were.
Though he didn't know you, it felt like you've known each other since birth. This feeling driving him closer to you, wanting to know who you are...  It made him go crazy... This feeling caused by a mere woman?
This ain't that soulmate bond shit- Nah, it couldn't be. He tried to brush off the thought.
He left the room, carefully locking the door. 
Surely he would return soon.
"I ain't ask for that, just gimme her status report." He huffed, frustrated, sitting on his new throne.
"Sh-she's in perfect condition, your h-" Anathi stuttered, her eyes gazing onto the floor, head low. For the past month, Erik continued to pester her about your condition. She wondered what his fascination with you was, but she wouldn't dare to ask him that.
"Then why the fuck she still sleep?"
"It's a spell."
"Then break it."
"I cannot... I am not her true love."
Erik deadpanned, almost laughed too. "True love? Stop playing with me, this ain't no fairy tale princess bullshit. This is real life!" He got up from the throne, towering over the poor girl. "You better find a way to wake her up."
Anathi hesitated for a moment, she was afraid to wake you up out of her concerns for you meeting the new king. Your heart and loyalty laid with T'Challa, you would never betray him. Anathi feared that Erik would try to kill you, or make you a servant, to tend to his every need.
His gaze was burning into her flesh as if he knew she had the key to waking you out of your slumber, "A-alright," She gave in, "There is a way..." 
The silence from Erik indicated that she could continue to speak.
"I was serious when I said true love..."
Erik rolled his eyes.
"I'm not sure if you ever heard of soulmates, but there is a thing called Soulmate Bonds. It's a very powerful attraction between the two people. Ki- I mean, T'Challa has tried to wake up her, but it has not worked... We're not even positive he is the right one."
Erik scoffed, "Y'all are really on some shit."
Ignoring his statement, she continued, "This may sound silly, but a kiss would do the trick... We're trying to find a possible match, but we don't want a thousand different men kissing her."
And Erik sure as hell would not want that to happen either...
He made his way to the door.
"Where are you going, King?"
"Don't worry about it, you're dismissed for now... Aye and clean up, you're drowning in sweat."
Erik strode down the long corridors of the palace, following a familiar shortcut that he discovered within two weeks of walking exploring that vast space. He soon found himself at the door where your body rested. Anathi made it easily accessible for him so she would not have to follow him down every visit. He pulled the handles and entered the room.
This visit, your curls were styled in an up-do, and you were dressed in a bright green, pink and yellow dashiki dress that complimented your melinated skin.
Erik approached you, his hand running across your cheek. He felt chills through his body. Is this love? He pondered. Am I her soulmate? He stared at your lips, wondering if what Anathi said was true, or if she was trying to make him look like a fool. His thumb gently pulled your bottom lip down, revealing your pearly whites.
For all the times that Erik has come down to see you, he never tried to cross the boundaries. But each visit made it harder and harder for him to keep his hands off of you. If he was actually the one for you, he could brag about it for the rest of his life. T'Challa could not do it, this would prove Erik more worthy than him.
"A kiss, huh..." Erik said to himself, chuckling at the ludicrous situation. His hands cupped the bottom of your chin as he leaned in, centimetres away from your face. But the only thing that made contact with you was his forehead that pressed against yours. It was moments like these that made him feel human again, not like the killing machine he was designed to be. He was at ease in your presence, which sure confused the hell out of him, but at least he was happy. 
Maybe not today... 
And with that, Erik lifted himself up and made his way out of the room.
To be continued...
Okay so I decided to make this a two part one-shot, only because it's taking me forever to update this and it might be a really long chapter if its just one whole thing. 
P.S. This month is going to be very busy for me, so I'll try to update whenever possible.
(Start/Finish: May 25-June 2, 2018)
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queenaryastark · 1 year
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However — and here another spoiler warning is warranted — Bassett revealed that the decision to kill Queen Ramonda was not a plot point she was very keen to initially. “I objected,” she said. “Yeah, I was like, ‘Ryan, what are you doing? Why? You will rue the day! You will rue the demise of [Ramonda]. People are gonna be so upset.'” Then Coogler, known for his cool-headed demeanor, explained himself. “‘He was like, ‘Angela, I know, I know, but look, to die is not really to die in this world. It doesn’t really have to mean that.’” -- Angela Bassett, IndieWire
At this point, the Black Panther film series is essentially rooted in normalizing and even glorifying black death.
Seriously though... The first time we meet T'Chaka, he's immediately killed and his death is used to motivate his son, T'Challa. N'Jobu is murdered by his brother T'Chaka moments after being introduced (preventing him from freeing his son's mother who dies offscreen), which motivates his son Erik Killmonger to go down a villainous path, which includes killing his girlfriend and Zuri, attempting to kill T'Challa, and causing deaths in battle before he chooses to die as well.
Now with Wakanda Forever, the real life death of Chadwick Boseman was used to kill T'Challa, removing a hugely important black hero with more than half a century's worth of comic material from the MCU before fully adapting him. While this was a massive mistake and frankly disgusting since they gave the character a similar end to the real life actor -- thus directly glorifying and profiting from a real man's death -- at least they warned audiences about it ahead of time.
But then they killed off Queen Ramonda.
That's right. This black family has been cut down to just Shuri (and a kid who is in hiding for some reason). So why was Ramonda killed? Apparently to motivate Shuri, because T'Challa's already unnecessary death couldn't have been used for that purpose? But then keeping her alive would deprive them of another opportunity to normalize black death.
It's amazing to me that Lee and Kirby were more progressive back in the 1960s when they created T'Challa and Wakanda as positive black representation than Coogler and Marvel are now when adapting their work.
Also, compare this to the Thor series where Odin was put in a magical coma to raise the stakes for the story rather than being killed off in his very first appearance. Not to mention Loki surviving several films before dying and then getting a series. I'm not saying Odin and Loki should have gone the way of T'Chaka and Killmonger. I'm just pointing out how easy it was for Marvel to dispose of black characters in comparison to white characters.
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tempvsfrangit · 10 months
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MCU.
Still dunno what to do here. Likely been said elsewhere, but saw another article type thing about The Avengers "time heist" and how could Cap put the stones back where they came from. The thing is... he didn't have to put any of the stones "back" (putting Reality Stone {Aether} back into Jane, meeting Red Skull again). He knew exactly where and when all the other Avengers teams would be, so all he had to do was show up at the proper time and relative dimension in space and hand the ready-made stone he had *to them* which would leave the already existing stone untampered-with; no re-violating Jane, no dying of Nat, no meeting of Agent Smith mk2. Angel Gabriel gets to keep their Time Stone and Camp Lehigh doesn't get broken into because future Cap hands Team NY all three stones, no need to figure out how to get the Space Stone back into the Tesseract cube-form. That Cap likely did go back to 1945-ish, but did *not* hook-up with Peggy of that time. He took a cue from Fury and stayed behind the scenes with the knowledge he has. He left clues for the SSR to find the proper Steve of that time so Agent Carter could have the Captain Rogers she had known. He Left clues so they could also find and rescue Bucky before he was too far Winterized. He led a peaceful delegation to Wakanda and may have still kept their secrets so they themselves could control how much info was released. He helped advance scientific findings for the SSR and eventually SHIELD and set-up better protocol and vetting so Hydra didn't insinuate. Steve was twelve years older (First Avenger to Endgame) and had far too many miles to try and go back to his "old life"; he left that Peggy and Steve alone, though may have still sent holiday cards from "Uncle Tony" and may have even been godfather to Howard Stark's son. With his help advancing science and still having his old time heist wristwatch, they developed a side-slip so he could pay a visit to his older old life as "old Cap", gifting a new shield to Sam which may have been identical to the shield he'd made for the Sam he knew from his "Ideal World". TVA likely left him alone because... well, it's kind of cool if this may have happened in one of their multiverses. People saw Old Steve "OMG WHY DIDN'T HE [do all this stuff and stop bad things and save friends and and and]!!!" In my headcanon, he did all that and saved many lives and prevented lots of badness, hence referring to the branch timeline as "Ideal World". Saved young Steve so he could be with young Peggy, saved Bucky from Hydra, stopped Zola before he started, helped Howard (both Stark and the Duck) be not so distant from his family, likely vacationed in Sokovia, helped Wakanda find a balance of being selective about what info is released so N'Jobu didn't die for his beliefs. "Hey Nat, hey Clint; here's the stone you need. Don't go up that mountain; trust me" as well as "Thor, Rocket. The Aether is already in this stone-shape and here's a spare hammer since this time's Thor will really need his very soon." None of this helps Loki, since he killed his own father in the first movie (Laufey-son, Laufey was about to kill Odin in his sleep) and was responsible for his adoptive mother's death ("to the left"). Huh... Thanos didn't conquer the Nine Realms; maybe Odin was the worse-r villain. That's a different topic, though. This was more to get alt-Cap and Ideal World out of my head.
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*spoilers*
There's NO convincing me that T'Challa hasn't checked out N'Jobu's book and written volumes to Shuri, Ramonda, Nakia and Toussaint from the day he found out about his illness.
I want to see Shuri read those letters 😭
Omg… you just gave me an idea for the T’Challa x Nakia fic I’ve been working on ever since I saw the movie
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thedykewinchester · 1 year
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ok so today in criminal minds we got 2 PEOPLE
first up we got Tyler James Williams (Chris in Everybody Hates Chris, Noah in The Walking Dead)
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he's on S10E19 "Beyond Borders" as Russ Montgomery, a technical analyst working with Penelope Garcia to catch the episode's unsubs
next up we got.............the one and only STERLING K BROWN (Gordon Walker in Supernatural, Randall Pearson in This Is Us, Phllip Davidson in Brooklyn 99, N'Jobu in Black Panther)
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he's also on S10E19 "Beyond Borders" as Fitz, the U.S. embassy's regional security officer in Barbados
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griots-tales · 2 years
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𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕻𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗: Opening Scene
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I put together some shots that you may not easily find online.
Feel free to use them in your fics/headcanons, and don't forget to reblog!
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tobiasdrake · 1 year
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Act 2 begins and you can feel the tone bending and contorting. Haha we're going on happy fun superhero adventures to take down Klaue! Nope. This is. Something completely different.
Killmonger steps out of the shadows, assumes Klaue's place as the film's central antagonist, and everything changes. Suddenly we're not watching a superhero movie with some political elements. We're watching a political thriller with some superhero elements.
"You are a good man with a good heart. And it's hard for a good man to be king."
T'Chaka said that in the Ancestral Plane, and here we start to understand what he meant. We're learning about and questioning the hard choices T'Chaka made, and how they stand apart from the good but politically unwise choices T'Challa is making.
Everett Ross is T'Challa's N'Jobu.
When Ross gets shot during Klaue's escape, it presents an ethical and political conundrum for T'Challa. This man is a CIA Agent. Doing unsavory things to give his country a leg up over the rest of the world is literally his job. And he just learned about Wakanda's secret vibranium mountain.
As King of Wakanda, the best choice T'Challa could make for his country and his people would be to let Ross die. That is the sensible course of action to preserve Wakandan sovereignty.
And you can see him thinking about it. He does hesitate. He weighs his options. But T'Challa consciously chooses mercy, accepting the very serious political risks that come with it.
Before he even knows that it's a point of comparison, T'Challa makes the choice his father never would.
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btwxsixesandsevens · 2 years
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BP Ask Game
SALUTATIONS!!!
Ok, so BOOM👏🏾... No. 2, 5, 11?
Hell, I forgot I'd put this ask game in my queue!
Wheee!!
2) Have you read the comics?
I have. Lots of them. *looks at shelf* About half of Hudlin's run from 2005, which is includes Shuri becoming Black Panther. Most of Coates' (2016-2018) which is unreal and should be required reading for comics fans. Plus World of Wakanda by Roxane Gay and Afua Richardson (Black woman writer and Illustrator team, fr)...Oh, and we can talk about The Infinity War series that Black Panther features heavily in...in other words, yes.
5) Was N'Jobu right in what he did?
In helping Ulysses Klaue steal the vibranium? No. Klaue was sketchy from sketch town and teaming up with the oppressor on some "let's do this just one time" shit will always end with betrayal. That's playing the oppressor's game.
Was he right in trying to push Wakanda to be more? yes. Wakanda doesn't have to become The Police of the World, but they also can't stand idly by drinking palm wine and vibing either. There's an inbetween that he could have pushed to find.
11) Who is the most underrated character in the movie and why is it Nakia?
Because it is Nakia! Spy, fighter, philosopher, sister, political thinker, and still putting up with T'Challa's moody ass. Pure Queen.
Even in a movie that's 95% Black people, we can still erase Black women's contribution to The Point.
I still have my Nakia was Right t-shirt around here somewhere...
I'll answer more questions from this list:
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paisholotus · 5 months
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Queen Stella arrived with King T'chaka to see his brother N'Jobu. When they get to the door, Stella and T'chaka wait behind while Dora Milaje knocks on the door. Stella looked at T'chaka as he put his helmet on. "Yuh, seen his son? him so cute." Stella gushed. T'chaka scoffed and ignored her. Stella rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. "Muss you be a ass about everything? That is your nephew." 
 
A man opens the door, and the Dora Milaje walk in slowly with their spears. They ask N'Jobu who he is, and he tells them he's the prince by showing his tattoo on his bottom lip. The Milaje hit their spears on the ground three times, letting us know it was okay to enter.
 
They walk into the apartment, and N'Jobu kneels at the sight of us. "My King. Queen Stella, it's a pleasure seeing you again." He says to her: She smiled at him, and T'chaka rolled his eyes and smiled, walking towards his brother.
 
"Leave us." He tells the boy in the corner. N'Jobu tells them that the boy's name is James, and he is very trustworthy to stay. T'chaka and N'Jobu hug, and they talk about how he's been, saying he looks strong. T'chaka then tells his brother that he ran into a problem when this man named Klaue stole a ton of vibranium and bombed the border.
 
T'chaka looked hard at his brother and said it was an inside job. He continues to stare at him, like he's giving him a chance to answer. N'Jobu looks at him, confused as to why his brother is looking at him like that. "Why are you here?" He asked T'chaka. The king walks to his brother, and his face turns angry. "I want to know why you betrayed Wakanda!" He yelled at N'Jobu.
 
N'Jobu got defensive and said he did no such thing. Stella walked forward a little because she could tell this was going to turn messy. T'chaka turned to James and told him to tell N'Jobu who he really was: Zuri, son of Badu.
 
N'Jobu looked furious, and he grabbed Zuri, starting to yell at him that he had betrayed him and trusted him. Just to find out he was a Wakandan spy this whole time.
 
T'chaka begins to tell N'Jobu that he has to return to Wakanda to face his crimes, and N'Jobu refuses.
 
As the two argue, Stella walks towards the window and sees two boys playing basketball, and Stella recognizes one of them to be N'Jadaka. She rushes from the window and tries to get between them. "Wi can't duh dis here. Tink of da boi. Even though N'Jobu did something that was wrong, he did it for his family."
 
T'chaka pushed Stella back, and she glared at him. "This has nothing to do with you. But with him, he betrayed his home! Therefore, there must be consequences!" Stella got angry and walked closer again. "FI GUD REASON! Yes, it was wrong, but he had no choice."
 
She yelled at him. They go back and forth, the argument getting more heated by the second. T'chaka has enough and takes his claws and stabs, killing N'Jobu. Stella screeched out, catching N'Jobu's body and cradling his head as tears formed in her eyes. She looks up at T'chaka, mortified, and says, "Yuh, kill your own bredda." She said, tears streaming down her face.
 
T'chaka bends down and grabs Stella by the throat, and as she grips his hand, he gives her the most menacing look he could muster. "You speak of this to anybody; it shall be you with panther claws in your chest!" She glared at him and grabbed at his suit, causing Dora Milaje to walk closer. "It nuh mi yuh should be worried about, but wah wi happen wen Bast comes fi yuh," she said. He backed away and went to leave.
 
"What about the boy? My king." Zuri asked T'chaka. He looked at him, then at Stella, and turned back to the door. "Leave him. He's not my concern." Stella stared at the empty space the king stood in, and her heart dropped. Zuri gave her a sympathetic look and walked out with Dora Milaje.
 
Stella was speechless and swallowed, a sob forming in her throat. She looked down at the now-dead prince in her lap, who had now turned cold. She brings her head down and kisses his forehead. Her heart picked up when she heard little N'Jadaka yell for his daddy, running up the steps. She quickly raises her hand over N'Jobu's body, turning it into air. Her heart aches as he completely disappears.
 
Little N'Jadaka runs into the apartment with a big smile on his face, but his smile fades as he sees Stella on the floor with tear-stained cheeks. "Who are you? Where's my daddy?" He asked her, frowning. Stella gets up and walks carefully to N'Jadaka; her mind is racing. How do you tell a child that their only parent left was killed and she couldn't do anything about it?
 
"My name is Stella, and Mi and Yuh Baba are great friends." He smiled at her, but it fell again. "Are you from Wakanda? Where's my dad?" Stella tried to stay strong in front of the young boy, but she's never done anything like this before; this was probably the hardest thing she's ever had to do.
 
"No mi nuh from Wakanda." She lightly chuckled. "But I've been to Wakanda plenty of times; you, baba, went to Wakanda for an emergency." He looked upset and looked at the ground, then back at Stella with teary eyes. "He left me?" His voice cracked. Stella's heart broke into more pieces when he said that this was going to be harder than she thought. "No, he will be back in a couple days. But till den him tell mi tuh luk afta yuh ave. Yuh, have you been to Jamaica?" She asked, giving him a big smile.
 
He gave a tiny smile back and shook his head. "Well, guess wah mi Queen of a place inna Jamaica called Sun City, an yuh baba ave been plenty of times. suh yuh can truss mi, mi wud neva hurt yuh. Ok?" She said that, giving him a reassuring smile. Sticking out her hand, gesturing for him to grab her hand. He looked at her, hesitant. "How come he's never mentioned you?" He looked at her quizzically.
 
"Well, because I am a Queen. And Queens are buzy. But this time I had time to come visit you. But yuh daadie had urgently lef to Wakanda, but like mi seh, he'll be back in a couple days. But yuh baba talk about yuh alla di time; he even showed me pictures." She said this, crouching in front of him. "Ya, believe me now?" He still looked hesitant, but he let her grab his hand. "I promised yuh Baba, I would look after yuh. And I promise nothing will happen to yuh." She gave him a sincere smile. He smiled back at her and nodded.
 
She stood up and told him to go get his things. He went and packed some clothes and other things he wanted to bring. She took some of his bags and asked if she could pick him up. He slowly nodded, and she picked him up and kissed the side of his head.
 
It caused him to smile a little; he probably hasn't felt motherly affection since his mother was in jail. On their way outside, a black Cadillac Escalade came into view, with guards standing on the outside. While N'Jadaka was packing, she called her husband and told him to send a car her way. N'Jadaka hid in the crook of her neck and wrapped his arms around her. She whispered to him that it'd be okay and that he was safe. Getting into the car, she told him to lay his head on her lap and go to sleep, saying that she'd wake him up when they got to the airport.
 
He protested that he wasn't sleepy, but his eyes suddenly got heavy, and he lay on her shoulder. She laid his head on her lap as they rode to the airport. She didn't realize she was crying until she wiped them away. Today had to be the most heartbreaking day she'd ever been through, and she's had plenty. But she's going to make N'Jobu promise to take care of his son and make sure N'Jadaka sees his mother again. But most importantly, she was going to make sure N'Jadaka made it to Wakanda, whether T'chaka liked it or not.
Alfre Woodard as Stella Williams
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