#n that means idk if its fucki g them up as much as it is me

[evilduckling]

this is probably because i was looking at places to live next year n i do it with the knowledge that I wont be bringing them into that and i know that's what's best for them and i also am stupidly aware that it will be the best thing for me but it doesnt mean it doesnt suck ass

#i just got them n we still have so much to learn about each other n we love love love so why is it that we have to let it go #and i can never hide what i feel or think snd they do that better than anyone i know #every step of our relationship ive been surprised n they keep surprising me #just cos i never know what they think #n that means idk if its fucki g them up as much as it is me #i think it isnt which hurts. they view it in a differenr way #we still have 3 months but the idea of us ending is already hurting me how dumb was i to think i cld do it easily #i am not them #I just love them #just. sad #n nobody rlly gets it cos i know we have to break up and i know it is the best thing but that doesnt mean it wont suck #they wld be the one i wld talk to about this #but why waste the time we have talking aboht us not being together that js so stupid #its just a complicated situation #i hate growing up

[blackirisposts]

I just watched Space Sweepers and GOOD LORDS I am not okay. That was wonderful and had so much more heart that I ever thought omg.

Below the cut is me live blogging this shit. And by shit I mean all the feels and slakjdflkasjdlfadkjgmawefhdkshinbal. I'll be okay eventually. That was glorious but when I tell you I Cried-I was Not Prepared.

- Oh no, is it his child? His sister? Yall throwing the trauma and we’ve JUST started

- My dude, I know you have bigger problems, but your socks. Plz fix them, or let me show you how to darn them -I say as I hem a garment while watching this movie-

- Omg your socks

- ALL THE LANGUAGES, I both love this and its hurting my head, but I mostly just FREAKING LOVE IT

- Oh all the swearing xD

- How did they make that little chase scene so freaking cool?

- Ha. Bubble gum. Nice.

- OMG YOUR SOCKS BBY BOI YOUR SOCKS

- I love the robot, Bubs?

- Dude has had his ass handed to him, bro are you okay?

- This kid is freaking adorable

- *gets left by crew and chased by child* omg *looses rock paper scissors* OMG XD

- This fool is adorable and I cant deal with it.

- HARIBO FTW! *immediately wants gummies* damnit.

- HOW IS SHE HEALING THE PLANT!?!?!

- ‘you cant be scared’ okay mr. jumps at everything

- Is captain, can fly, knows smartphone and tech stuff, claims no tech knowledge… what are you hiding from my guy?

- The voice modulator O.O

- Why wouldn’t you give him a high five?

- Panic drinks soda. Same.

- Omg theyre bonding over art, and im in love. This kid is going to steal everyones heart, huh?

- The police? The not police?

- I love Captain Jang, shes freaking awesome.

- Someone give this dude like 5 minutes to cry and calm down, bro is on panic mode 24/7

- Never mind, im on panic mode.

- Its 40minutes in and im kinda attached to these idiots already. How?

- The double mask / aviators combo is cracking me up, but like also, is a look. Pandemic brain approves

- The baby saved the babies!

- Uh whats with killer droids with the human face?

- Oh these idiots are found family-ing and im like *freaking heart eyes*

- Pierre is an idiot and I love him.

- Them selling tomatoes omg its adorable.

- Ffs, theyre child soldiers

- Kim Tae-ho’s back story? RIP MY HEART OUT WHY DON’T YOU IT WOULD HURT LESS. Imma die with all this traumatic backstory shit, my heart cant take it… no wonder Song took this role. Omg.

- Yeah, thanks I didn’t need whats left of my heart, thanks. Like I could FEEL THIS DUDES TRAUMA AT THE BEGINNING BUT GODDAMN. The bracelet tracker thingy. I just. My freaking heart. Cant. Take. This.

- Tiger’s sewing, yet Tae-ho is just holes-in-socks-rampaging through the pain.

- Never mind, Tiger’s rampaging.

- Richard, we get it, youre the bad guy, day-um.

- omg the tension.

- So theyre gonna die with an hour left, you cant fool me. Idk how this;ll get better, but also fuck.

- Kot-nim gonna fix the whole ship isn’t she?!

- Omg wtf

- Wow so theyre all just straight up amazing? Im more in love

- Twist of fate? Dude, no, I hope they find you and end you you creep

- Ahhhh, the sweet moments, its K I L L I N G ME

- Folks my infertile ass is having a really hard time with this movie and these very sweet moments

- Song as the grieving but protective dad type is too much for me, okay? Okay.

- Can he go back to the physical slap stick humor plz

- Okay thank you for the mini water fight

- Oh I don’t trust it. We have trust issues folks. Brace yourselves!

- Annnnd break my heart again with the reunion

- Tae-ho, my heart

- Omg, I knew it. But some how this feels worse?

- Yes, yes, its worse. Tae-ho and I are retraumatized, thanks

- He’s going to adopt Kot-nim. Right? At the end of this. Right? After they kill James the bad-y, right?!?!?! RIGHT!?!

- HOW IS THERE 40 minutes LEFT

- I’ve never hated Richard so freaking much omg

- Kill him. Kill him. Kill him.

- He’s closer now, stab him! Get him! (the father-figure-loki that sits on my shoulder agrees with me!)

- That was a brutal 3 minutes, thanks film

- Why am I Abso-fucking-lutely not surprised that he has a giant projection of himself over the space city?

- Oh my heart. At least they don’t blame him for still trying to find his daughter.

- I don’t have a heart any more, theres just a fucking crater now

- Song’s crying. IM CRYING. MOVIE. STAWP

- I love Bubs with all my heart.

- Tae-ho. Tae-ho! TAE-HO BUDDY

- Is this were Luke lost his hand?

- Tae-ho and Kot-nim finally high five, thank you

- Tae-ho to save the day with his flying, immediately gets knocked out. Ya know. You can let him have a moment, please.

- What is going on? How is this chick super powered?

- Tiger? *flails*

- Is he gonna do what I think…yes. Yes he is.

- OMG HE DID IT. AND BUBS GETS A HAND OMG

- “Captain Jang! C’est moi!” HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE PIERRE!?!

- Was that one space sweeper guy in Descendants of the Sun?

- HOW IS HE STILL ALIVE!?! Damn the close up was terrifying.

- No Captain Jang!

- BUBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- This guy is like a goddamn tick

- Omg. Omg. Omg. Omg.

- Theyre self-sacrificing!?! I am CRYING

- The moment I just had thinking they were all dead.

- OMG BUBS YES YESSSSSSS

- Pierre! Omg you’re adorable

- He’s gonna have a moment with Su-ni? IMMA CRY AGAIN

- This hurts worse than when I thought they all died.

- Theyre so beautiful. Their family.

- Im so happy for Bubs

- Bby boi bought 10 pairs of shoes. GOOD.

#Space Sweepers #this was AMAZING #but also basically broke me #Song Joong ki you damn near broke me with this #I loved this but I cried so much #BlackIrisPosts watches

[the-rxven-king]

uhhhh character asks - sera or maybe zevran?

send me a character name and i’ll tell you three things i have in common with them and three things i don’t

oh shit sera is hard cause tbh im aight with her but shes??? not my favorite.... but hey ill give er a go anyway (plus i never take her anywhere and dont know the full extent of her personality so oops)

ill also do zevran just for fun but im putting it under a cut

sera

similar: i guess were both really impulsive??? i mean im like 99% sure shes impulsive. im very impulsive. i only hesitate sometimes or if its me having to do something on my own in front of a shit ton of people. otherwise im just gonna do shit without thinking about it, and i feel like sera also does shit without thinking about it. so similar. she also says things like “yea?” or “right?” a lot, and i also do that because i... never make sense when i talk and i need clarification, and also thats just the style i speak in. oh!!! and were both gay. thats something we have in common.

different: oh boy. boy oh boy. well i guess first things first is that i dont prank people. i mean id love to, itd probably be funny, but im way too anxious and i also wouldnt want to actually hurt someones feelings or ruin their day or anything like that cause im just not that kinda guy??? like id need their permission first. sera just fuckin.... goes for it. Does Not Care. also something different is like i dont see the appeal of qunari??? maybe thats because Big Muscle Men scare the holy fuckin shit out of me and i dont find them terribly attractive - tall is attractive muscley is not - but sera is just like all over qunari (am i the only one who gets slightly uncomfortable when she talks about qunari women??? its not like a lot but its like.... eu gh?? i dont know man) and im not really about that life. seras also just... way more brash than i am??? i mean ill be brutally honest, but i wont just straight up be like, just to give paraphrased example from in game “oh youre too elfy for me i dont like it” i keep that shit to myself??? i aint gonna look at a person and be like “youre too much of a brat for me to hang out with but go off i guess” ill take it for as long as im required then just not fuckin talk to em again i wont tell them that. idk man. im honest and open as i feel is comfortable, i dont just run my mouth like that

zevran 

similar: i feel safe enough to say im as loyal as zevran is??? like ill stick with my friends until the bitter end honestly like if your friends with me im on your side unless you show yourself to be someone who isnt worth my loyalty or my trust and friendship. oh we both like expensive things because thats very good i would love to be able to own an entire bar of gold but yknow im not that lucky finance wise but i like that. im also really like... closed off about loving people? im loyal-ish sure but i dont trust with my heart too easily. i want to? but i also fuckin freak out when i like someone and then they actually like me back i just kinda go like “oh shit my fucki n g od oh n oi cant they gotta leav eme alone” idk im just bad at relationships because they dont!!!! happen very often. i have had One (1) relationship and it was great for a while and then my dumbass messed up so like i am not gonna give myself to someone like that again very easily! im a mess who wants a bf but also just doesnt want to fuck up again and doesnt want to deal with it

different: uuuummmm im not an assassin. i dont think i could ever kill a man like ever. if i did id be scarred for life. cant live that life. im also not as handsome as him so jot that the fuck down like have you SEEN zevran my good dude like holy shit that is one lovely elf. also hooooooooooooooly shit i do NOT flirt as much as zevran does i think if i did i would be dead by now. i cant flirt for the life of me and its crazy to me that zevran and other people can just straight up flirt with people and not feel dumb or something after like what the fuck how do you have that strength within you to do that i cant even think about doing that what the fuck

#the raven king speaks #i hope i make sense cause i dont make sense to myself sometimes #plus i feel like i didnt do this right so its whatever #ramblings ahead #fjordgt

[shcklesofsin-a-blog]

roleplayers of the fairy tail fandom, your top five fairy tail ships? :) [no double use of characters because I'm evil :3c]

*cracks knuckles*

1.   JELLAL X ERZA — Jerza

This one is a no-brainer. G o d I love them I love them I l o v e them.

Jellal and Erza are like star-crossed lovers; I love the concept of something as innocent as childhood love blooming in a place as dark and as nightmarish as the R-System. I love how Jellal was like a beacon of light and hope back in the Tower, and how the roles ended up reversed when they were older. I strongly believe that once they finally get together, distance will never be able to break them apart again.

Jellal pushes Erza away not only because he believes himself to be undeserving, but also because he thinks that she’ll be much happier AND SAFER if he stays away (the Kyouka incident is exactly what he wanted to avoid IM TELLING YOU). He wants to stay away but fuck, it becomes more and more difficult and she doesn’t want him too and they’re so in love. And they both know it. And they haven’t even kissed. And they get each other on so many aspects and she respects him and he respects her and dasfdhgafksgh   AND IM JUST GOING TO STOP RIGHT THERE BC IM RAMBLING AND IM TOTALLY GOING TO MAKE MYSELF CRY OTHERWISE. WORDS. CANNOT. EXPRESS. HOW MUCH. I LOVE. JELLAL AND ERZA TOGETHER OKAY

I need them to get married and have kids and be happy fuck fuck fuck

( in case you didn’t know this is like,, my otp of otps. im just all over it. )

2.   ERIK X NATSU — Eratsu

@ignicity​ + @cuelebres​ idk how you guys managed this tbh but im like,, the biggest Eratsu fan around. I’m literally going around and telling my Fairy Tail-familiar friends about “how my fav ship is Jellal and Erza and my second fav, Cobra and Natsu” you would not BELIEVE the looks im getting.

I get fucki N G emmotionnal when I witness them babies’s relationship blooming and evolving and everytime they get past an important step (I stg I died™ when Natsu told Erik he loved him). They’re two characters I NEVER thought about as a couple but what the hELL I’m glad I came across them! Nicole, Mandy, bless you both.

3.   LYON AND MEREDY — Lyredy

Another crack pairing I have found myself falling for pretty quickly. i must have spent hours scrolling through @blamedorange‘s blog, every post making me love them more. I have to admit, at first I thought it came out of nowhere — and it did — but they are. so cute. Lyon’s a dork and Meredy loves this dork and fhgdfsjhafdahfhfashgkfdgh im gonna cry I love my ships I love lyredy

4.   LUCY X JUVIA — Luvia

These two are too cute for words??? Wtf??? I love them. Fan art and fanfics converted me; I fell into the Luvia hole and I find myself having trouble climbing out . NOT THAT I WANT TO AT THIS POINT LMFAO.

5.   MYSTOGAN X KNIGHTWALKER — Mystwalker

I feel like this should be higher on the list tbh?? Whatever. God I love those two — and if you feel that it’s because of Jerza for one goddamn second I can assure you that it’s far from being the case. Yes, of course, them being Jerza’s Edolas counterparts drew me to the ship. But I stayed for everything I discovered them to be: the prince and the knight ( gotta fucking love the parallel tbfh ), the inability to at first get along bc of values — the headbutting —, her resenting him for betraying his kingdom, the secret pinning, what it could possibly mean for Knightwalker’s job to make things official with him… God I love them. 

#StopCallingMystwalkerEdo-Jerza 

#LetThemBeTheirOwnIndependantShip

Bonus: Some ships that could DEFINITELY have made the cut but didn’t…

Fr//axus  ( Freed x Laxus )

Gray//tear  ( Gray x Ultear )

Stin//gue  ( Sting x Rogue )

Can//ajane  ( Cana x Mirajane )

Ch//endy  ( Wendy x Chelia ) or Ro//wen ( Romeo x Wendy )

Sora//Beth  ( Sorano x Macbeth )

I have no one to blame for this one its just me

#☆ ▏✦ I won’t let you CLOSE to me; even though you mean the MOST to me ✧「 jerza 」 #☆「 eratsu 」 #lyredy #luvia #mystwalker #anonymous #☆ ▏✦「 ask box 」✧ #☆ ▏✦ out of stars ✧「 ooc 」 #tw: long post