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#my tinnitus has been bothering me since idek a while
i-like-gay-books · 3 years
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me, just minding my own business, having symptoms of stress because its getting to the end of the semester and everything is stressful:
my anxiety brain: you know I bet that’s not just stress I bet it’s that ultra-rare blood clot that isn’t even necessarily linked to the vaccine that you’ve been looking out for since the news broke
me: *anxiety intensifies and makes stress symptoms worse yay*
#in other news I found out that all sorts of weird things can be caused by stress#my tinnitus has been bothering me since idek a while#and my visual snow has intensified#every once in a while I see flashes of light out of the corner of my eye and im like oh no I bet im seeing stars and im about to pass out#even though I know full well that its just the visual snow and I have literally no other physical indication of feeling faint#also my legs hurt but I did a dance thing for like two hours last night which included running so yeah#and as the cherry on top it is that wonderful time of month where I pee out my uterus#so thats fun#just wish my anxiety brain could maybe stop#like its fine my regular brain has been able to calm me down faster each time it happens#but like seriously im still shaking#oh also every time it happened my heart starts beating harder and I go short of breath#which is just a regular anxiety symptom I know#but its also a blood clot symptom#which certainly doesnt help my anxiety brain from making stupid dumb anxiety assumptions#this is what happens when I have no structure in my day#my sociology prof cancelled today because of vaccine symptoms and so I only had one class and nothing to do with the rest of my day#every time I have more time to myself than im used to my anxiety brain gains power#I need to take a shower#and have lunch#I have to get out of this dorm room#ugh#this was just a random rant not me asking for reassurance again#you can ignore this I just needed to type for a hot minute there#cloudy rambles
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