no but eddie really not providing anything about his own childhood crushes or first kisses when the whole conversation started because of him in the first place.....its just truly so so queer
“Don’t worry little one, we will find a branch where they can figure out what’s wrong. I won’t give up.”
A blurb: tw animal passing
This was a necessary cathartic piece, as my little Wanda passed away last week. After 3 weeks of tests and trying to figure out what was wrong she had had enough of this world. I know we did everything we could but I still feel like if the vets could have figured it out she would still be with us. Not that I’m blaming the vet at all, they did what they could. But this was my piece to say goodbye in my own way. It was hard to get through and def not my best but I needed to do it.
For context the character that is holding Wanda is Accord from Drakengard 3. She’s a time traveling android and she can travel to various branches of time. I’d like to believe there was a timeline where we figured out what was wrong and she is living her best piggy life. I’m sorry my Wanda, Agatha and I miss you so much.
our sweet sweet van is becoming so desperate and hungry for survival that she’s willing to do ANYTHING and she’s shut off and i don’t even think her love for tai is enough anymore and shit is just going to get much much worse
With pain in our hearts, we had to make the difficult decision to put Taci to sleep today.
At around the end of January, she started drinking and peeing excessively so we thought she might have a bladder infection so we took her to the vet for some tests. The tests showed no infection, but lowered kidney function and high levels of calcium in her blood, which could’ve been caused by various different things so we had to wait another week to do more blood work. But only a few days later, her lymph nodes started to swell which, in combination with the high calcium, was a strong indication she had lymph node cancer.
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We still did some tests just to be sure what our treatment options would be, but when we got those results around the end of February, it didn’t look good. The cancer had spread throughout her entire body and she couldn’t have gotten better so the oncologist advised us not to put her though the pain of chemo and we decided we didn’t want to put her through it either. So instead, she got medicine to slow the cancer growth and reduce pain.
This went well for about a month, but the past few days everything went south. Her tummy was filled with fluids and painful to touch, so she didn’t want to be picked up anymore and she just wasn’t her happy self anymore. Giving her meds was getting more and more difficult due to the swollen lymph nodes near her throat and when she couldn’t get up anymore this morning to go for her walk, we had to make the tough decision not to let her suffer any longer.
It’s especially hard because today is also the 7th anniversary of our late dog PeeWee’s death, but no matter how tough the decision was, we just wanted her to be at peace.
Taci was an absolute joy to have around, she was the sweetest, happiest, most food-motivated baby girl and we feel so blessed that she got to spend her life with us. Even though she was only five years old, she made an unerasable impact on our lives and we love her more than we could ever put into words. She will be missed so dearly, not only by us, but by Teddy as well.
Sweet Taci, thank you so much for brightening our lives with your excitable personality and spunk. We’ll never forget you and we’ll always keep loving you. You’ll be in our hearts forever.❤
Emerie stretched out her right wing nearly all the way before it bunched and shuddered. So did Emerie’s face. “I can’t extend this one past here.” She stretched out the left wing—to barely half its length. “This is all I can get on this side.”