#my sister is def like the preppier more ~socially knowledgeable~ one of us (which is funny bc i have an insta and she doesnt)

[alittleemo]

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#So i learned my lesson last time i tried to make a long post in all tags so i gotta be brief ig this time (she deleted last time) #to preface: i dont understand how to use social media #everytime i use facebook?? Makes me want to throw up i Hate it #but INSTAGRAM is my problem here kids bc i simply Do Not Understand how to use it #my sister is def like the preppier more ~socially knowledgeable~ one of us (which is funny bc i have an insta and she doesnt) #but my two main problems with insta are this: #1. I Can Not bring myself to follow people #it does not matter whether you are a friend or literally my cousin for the most part i just Can Not bring myself to press that button #why you ask #bc of my fav phenomenon “everyone i know has forgotten me” + “i cant reach out to other people” ✨ #however the opposite is also true in that ppl i dont know are requesting to follow me and i happened to mention it to my sister #and she was like follow them back dumbass and i was like but i dont know them??? Ive never heard of this person before??? #she was p much like you should let them followyou bc you should have more followers that following and i was like hmm failed that :/ #im p much gonna stop taking her advice but ugh im just frustrated #like the other day i actually followed a friend of mine bc he had been talking about hisinsta so i took it as an opportunity yk?? #and his brother followed me too which i was like ok hes chill were friends w/e weird that he followed me before his brother but ok #(the first kid followed me back later but n e ways and im p sure he did both follows bc he apparently has access to his brothers account ) #but like the fact i had to remove my phone from my area after sending the first follow bc it took energy was just ~depressing~ #i am ~pathetic~ #and i wanna keep insta bc i dont get to see so many ppl now but like i just wanted to complain thanks i apologize if you read this far #personal #about me #i need a rant tag ugh #lee’s bullshit #oh my god i jsut realized its 930 i haven’t eaten dinner bc i ate like half a pizza at 345 and im still not rlly hungry #ill eat i promise tho love yall