#my self sabotaging and mental health issues would have that shit crumble before the first month

[honeyed-disgraceful]

My friends: you'd be the perfect boyfriend, neighbourhood shared girlfriend, you are my husband i would marry you

Friend's parents: you are wife material we know a bunch of guys who would absolutely love you

Me who cannot last a day in a relationship: haha maybe after the pandemic is over

#absolutely NOT #every day people tell me i shpuld be in a relationship #yall know ME!!!!!! #IVE GHOSTED SO MANY PEOPLE #WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WPULD THINK I WOULD MAKE A GOOD SIGNIFICANT OTHER #I CANNOT HANDLE AFFECTION PLEASE????? #just because im affectionate and take good care of people it doesnt mean id do good in a relationship #my self sabotaging and mental health issues would have that shit crumble before the first month #THAT IS IF i even caught feelings for anyone #which in this town.... no i dont think i will lmao pls #misc #rant #pain #it was funny people kept saying it in the beginning #but it happed almost every single day and it's a little less funny each time #wahoo