#my parents suck

[bun-bun-selfships]

Your parental f/os will always see you as their baby. No matter what you’ve done, or they’ve done, or what’s changed, they will always see you just as they did the day you met. They will always gladly protect you and comfort you, no questions asked.

[pls read my dni before interacting]

#self ship #self shipping #self ship community #self shipping community #familial f/o #parental f/o #my parents suck #y’all know who I’m talking about by now lol

[heart-of-poetry]

It’s so hard to see any hope in my relationship with my parents. Each time I speak to them, no matter how much I try to deny it, it is so evident that I am seeking their approval. I want them to be proud of me. I want them to see me. I casually bring up how my competition season is going well, or a good grade I got on a test, or a nice moment with a friend. It somehow always seems that they are either not listening/don’t care, they turn it into an insult, or they refuse to see me in the light of someone caring and intelligent. My sisters are always better than me, worth more than me. My sister mentions her good grade, my mom tells her that she told everyone at work and my dad congratulates her. Then I tell them about my good grade, saying I’m smart too, and they laugh at me and don’t respond with any ounce of congratulations or pride. I feel invisible. They reduce me to something less than I am. They make me feel small. They will never see me. I have such depth, intelligence, and emotional capacity as a person…but they will never choose to see me in a way that isn’t negative.

#trauma #childhood #childhood trauma #mentally disordered #mentally unstable #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mental illness #mentally tired #my parents suck #i am in pain

[dat2ndaccount97]

My brain put me in this awful headspace where I can't stop thinking about the trauma and years of verbal abuse I got from my parents and it's making it very difficult to function and focus at work rn. It started when I was thinking about shit my folks said yesterday and it just brought up a ton of negative emotions and bad memories and I just felt horrible. As I'm typing this I'm feeling slightly better but I still wanted to get this off my chest and not keep it to myself and all bottled up.

#I'm at work rn so apologies of anyone responds and i don't get back right away #i feel like shit emotionally #i just wanna move out so bad #awful headspace #my parents suck

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

Every time someone asks me if I have commissions open I 1) panic freak out and loose my brain because oh WITCH FUCKA 2) have to tell them that I can’t because I don’t have a bank account

#chaoticbuggybitchboy #complaining #my parents suck

[spoon-kitchenware]

Chat I'm homeless again

#homelessness #touhou #I ran away from home #my parents suck

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

my mom just made me feel so much better abt my stress over schoolwork!!!/s

i went to go talk to her about going to the fair this sunday with a friend, and shes like 'oh btw your grandma's coming a week from today so i need you to clean your room' im like ok cool ill have it done by then

and she goes

'i need you to have it clean by this saturday'

HO WHAT

NO

IF NONNIES COMIN IN A WHOLEASS WEEK

WHY OH WHY MOTHER DEAREST

DOES MY ROOM NEED TO BE CLEAN IN THE FIRST PLACE NO ON EVER COMES IN HERE BUT ME

AND WHY DOES IT NEED TO BE CLEAN BY TOMORROW IF SHES COMING IN A WHOLEASS WEEK?????

and i had the AUDACITY to be like 'yo ma wtf i also have a shitton of schoolwork i gotta do, i have to work on three seperate projects, and another for theater, my piano teacher wants me to practice TWO HOURS A DAY, and id also like to. yknow. sleep? and eat?'

and she goes

'dont be ungrateful for the privelege of being able to do piano and theater. i kNoW yOu cAn gEt aLl yOuR wOrK done, i Did. and i was in band and worked sixty hours a weeka and was an honors stufent!!!! i was top in my class!!! youre fine quit complaining!!!!'

MA

DUNNO IF YOU KNOW THIS

BUT SCHOOL IS REALLY FRIGGIN STRESSFUL

I GARUNTEE A HUNDRED PERCENT THAT IT HAS GOTTEN SO MUCH FRIGGIN HARDER THAN IT WAS IN 1984

SHOW A LITTLE SYMPATHY PER FAVORE???? A LITTLE REASSURANCE THAT IM NOT GONNA OFF MYSELF BY THE END OF THE YEAR WOULD BE JUST PEACHY PERFECT

JESUS CHRIST ANY SECOND THAT IM NOT PHYSICALLY IN CLASS OR DOING HOMEWORK IM PRACTICING PIANO OR SLEEPING, CUS I DONT SLEEP A LOT!!!! AVERAGE OF FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP A NIGHT FOR THE PAST MONTH!!!! I LITERALLY DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR CLEANING!!!!! I DONT HAVE TIME TO EAT I DONT HAVE TIME TO SLEEP I DONT HAVE TIME TO SEE MY FRIENDS

JESUSFUCKINGCHRIST IM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING

#ay dios mio #rant over #moral of the story #my parents suck #not just because of this theyve done way worse #but still #i have feelings too sometimes ma #they dont come out a lot becasue you mock them but theyre in here!!!! #literally no one has too read this this is just my stressed rant #i feel like im gonna break down sobbing #you know that feeling? where your throat starts closing up and you feel sick to your stomach? #yeah

[silas-png]

sad.

So, one of my close friends died yesterday.

and that has made me realize a messed up thing about my parents.

it takes someone dying for them to even show a sliver of care about my mental health.

#mental health #parents #depressing shit #my parents #my parents suck

[nascentus-morimur]

Gotta have a minute to rant. It’s not anything too deep, just something I want to talk about on here.

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My mom said earlier that all cartoons are made for kids. (She goes to sleep when cartoons are on. I’m the opposite, I don’t like watching anything but cartoons lol)

So I, of course, went on to say “what about like Rick and Morty?” And she went on a whole tangent about how AS was made for adult children and cartoons are all dumb and have no value to adults and how I need to grow up and watch “real” tv.

I’m on my third rewatch of Trollhunters by Guillermo del Toro, and amazing show by an amazing man. It’s inspiring to me, and it brings me a lot of joy. The messages are applicable to my life all over the place and the animation is absolutely incredible.

It does not make me an “adult child” just because I enjoy tv shows made for children. There are real life lessons that I feel that I can take away from these shows that most of the “adult shows” my mother enjoys couldn’t come close to replicating.

Another thing to remember, these shows were made by adults, adults who spent hours and days and weeks working on them. There are tons of successful adults who make these children’s shows. I don’t think they would think badly of you if you enjoyed what they worked hard on.

I don’t think someone who loves you should look down on you for enjoying something, even if it’s not something they enjoy.

~check the tags for a bit more~

#love is about respecting the other person #their interests included #you shouldn’t be mean to those you love #it hurt my feelings when she said that but it gave me an opportunity to think about why I really enjoy shows like this #I love cartoons a lot #i always have #and I don’t appreciate being looked down on for it #I don’t like vulgar things in adult tv a lot of the time #I don’t like cussing that much #I don’t know why I’m defending myself about this it just really hurt my feelings when she said that #my parents suck #they’ve taught me a lot about what not to do to those I love though #I’ve learned how to respect others because I have not been given any respect #if you’re still reading this and you do not agree with my points please go away #if you aren’t respectful of your children or of those who love you I don’t want to associate with you #be nice y’all >:( #I hope everyone has a good day #<3

[bloodyspade0000]

At this point idk how parents can be so fucking awful to thier kids and except them to love them when they practically traumatized them. Like wtf? And like blame it all on phones and the internet? Like no, you fucking dull-witted imbecile! You're the one who traumatized me!

#tw: swearing #child abuse #i'm mad #like wtf #my parents suck #especially my dad #fucking asshole #Ughhhhh #the fuck is wrong with him? #fuck #fuck!

[sharkys-serious-stuff]

Gonna cry what the fuck...

I love being yelled at by my parents and then when I tried to get away from it because I don't wanna cry infront of them I overheard "Did I raise heathens?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (sarcasm) I'm so fucking sorry you had to raise somebody as stupid and worthless and me you couldn't even get a "normal" daughter instead you had to get a son that's so fucking awful I'm so so sorry why did I have to be born I fucking ruined everything for everyone I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

#i am slowly going insane #vent #im slowly going insane #mental health #help #anyways #im actually crying #i hate fundraisers #my parents suck #why am i like this #why was i born #im sorry #im sorry im sorry #im sorry im like this

[hazelle-mapelle]

they hate and so they destroy, and once all that can be destroyed is, they look around and find themselves to be alone in a wasteland.

#my parents suck #they treat us like shit #but they also demand we stay with them and take care of them once they're older #i'm just waiting to be free tbh #this sentence popped into my mind and it just....reminded me of them

[gloriousvermin]

It's strange how my parents are pushing me to increase my math and science grades way more than my entire grade.

It seems to me like it's the least of their concerns

Sitting below even my electives

Why?

Isn't it just as important as all the other subjects?

#vermins thoughts #my parents suck

[fandomkingsblog]

moved back in with my parents. not great.

#I know I posted a whole lot yesterday #it was kinda in prep for this #I may or may not post on here a lot again #maybe I will to help cope #or maybe I won't because I'll be drained #idk #they're homophobic and I semi-came out to them #not allowed to sleep in my own fucking bed here #not allowed to have my phone at night #I'm fucking 20 years old #this sucks #anyways I'll try to be here #I do like it on tumblr a lot #random #txt post #tw: homophobia #homophobia #my parents suck #tezzie talks #tezzie talks in tags #rambling #vent post #I guess?

[solarpunkani]

Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.

And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’

#solarpunk #anti pesticides #ani rambles #this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like #I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though #my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to #keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida. #if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense) #theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches #and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays #we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any #like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like #thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet) #idk man I’m going to bed. #might delete later #house pest saga

[silas-png]

im crying. for the first time in over a year.

and its not even over something worth crying over.

its because ive realized how much i desperately need a hug. i was at their funeral today. i hugged so many people. and im now realizing just how deprived i am of attention and love.

#vent post #sad thoughts #my parents suck #im crying #its been a while #i feel empty #this is probably a cry for help #idk how to tag this

[lonelywithdreams]

My "parents" don't believe that I've lost almost 2kg a week

They're like "that's not possible"

It's fucking possible!

I've been restricting myself to eat only max 650 kcal a day and now it shows!

And they tell me to stop dieting

Oh no

I have a goal

I need to achieve that

#mental health #mentally ill #trauma #i hate my parents #i hate my life #i hate it #my parents suck #my parents don't know me #my parents don't get it #ed #tw ed #not eating enough #i want to be skinny #i want to pretty #i will be skinny