#my mans is just putting his OC thru angst and honestly

[yourkimjaejin]

~ 6:28 pm, Sometime in 2021, Aurora/Moxy/Haechan/Taeyong ~

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“Did you get along with the 127 members noona? Like when you were added to the group.” Aurora asked out of the blue.

Moxy barks out a laugh, “HA! No!”

“What.” 

“Yeah seriously. The only members that I was cool with were Donghyuck, Johnny and Doyoung oppa. I’m pretty sure Taeyong hated me. Like the day of my high school graduation, Taeyong lied about having a dance practice just so Johnny and Doyoung couldn’t meet Grandma Jin. He almost made me stay back to practice alone for two hours. Thank God for Soonjae-noona. She covered for me.” 

“Why didn’t any of us know?”

“Unspoken rule. No 127 drama reaches the Dreamies. You all were going thru a lot at the time. Debuting. Jaemin injury. The ticking timebomb that was Marks graduation. There was no reason for you guys to get sucked into our drama.”

Moxy could see the gears turning in the maknaes head. “Huh.”

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Haechan was sitting on the couch watching a new drama with Johnny and Taeyong. His phone buzzed with an incoming message. Haechan grabbed his phone. Taeyong looks on seeing the younger puzzled at the message before texting back. 

“Who’s that?” 

“Rora,” Haechan took a sip of his coke, “She wanted to know where you were.” 

“Oh.” The three turned back to the show. All was silent for a moment before Haechan sat up. 

“Just putting this out there. I hold no responsibility for what Aurora does with the information I’ve given her. Her actions are her own and I, Lee Donghyuck, am not to be held accountable. Thank you.” Haechan leaned back onto the couch ignoring the looks from his elder members. 

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There was a knock at the door. The three boys were taking a break to order food. Johnny figured it was the delivery man so he got up to open it. Before he could get the door open, Aurora barged in. Aurora looked like a girl on a mission so who was he to stop her. Aurora stormed over, stopping directly in front of Taeyong. He tried to greet her but before he could Aurora clocked him with a right hand

“OH!!” Haechan jumps out of his seat in shock. Quickly, color fills Taeyong’s left cheek as the bruise takes form. Taeyong sat shocked at the actions of nct’s youngest members. One look at the fury written in Aurora’s eyes and Taeyong was hit with reality. 

He knew exactly Aurora was mad. 

And honestly he deserved it. 

“Thats for treating Moxy noona like crap and because she’s too nice to give you the punch you deserved.” And with that Aurora stormed right back out the door. Leaving like nothing happened. They all sat quietly, not really knowing what to say.

“I just want to reiterate, I have nothing to do with that. My hands are clean.” 

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Just a little side note. Those of my readers that are in the nct oc discord server, this post is for you if anyone remembers suggesting this but its been sitting in my drafts waiting until I posted the finale to the Taeyong!angst

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*strained inhale* oh boy sure hope there ain’t any unseen trauma goin on in there

#dream smp #dream smp fanart #tommyinnit #tommyinnit fanart #dsmp #prison arc #comic #long post #doodleart #*side glance* you doin alright in there bud #yes i did the stages of grief cause its OOF #yeah htats. its OOF #SORRY MAN #tommyinnit fucking writing the script with dream: oh ho ho i am going to make this SO painfal #my mans is just putting his OC thru angst and honestly?? PREACH #he rubbed his little writer paws together and went 'its time to make the kinnies cry'

[sehunniepotwrites]

hello there ! I believe this is the first time I'm writing you an ask directly. First to all, nice to meet you, I've been following your blog since the time I first got into NCT and since Jaehyun is m

one of my bias I'm super thankful to have been able to find you! 🌸 I saw this was your one anniversary since you posted your first fic ? Congratulations and happy anniversary, I hope you had a good day and you're feeling happy as a tumblr writer !

Okay so, now that I've said all of that, I just wanted to comment on 'The apple of my eye'... I had a really good time while reading it and I was kinda pleasingly intrigued with the general theme of this story. I find it so so interesting when writers inspire their stories from real experience they had. It make the story more realistic and impactful (from my perspective, I felt the emotions x100). I l o v e d the meeting between our two main characters, the way jaehyun had his love at first sight was beautiful to see, even with the ridiculous moment where he fall off (lmao) but humor was really welcomed into this story as it make the reading session really enjoyable <3. I feel like the first segment of the story we looked at it with pink colored glasses, the amounts of compliments and appreciation the two of them had towards each others was endearing, it was a pretty stage of falling in love/having a crush! 🌻 also could I comment how kind and benevolent Jaehyun was towards yn? how could you not love this human being ? djjdjfjf I feLT THE ATTRACTION.

The cameos of some dreamies, aespa, red velvet and 127 members was a real take of breathe, meeting new side characters is really a good way of extending reader's opinion and visual representation of your story (oh God, am I making sense??) but yeah, johnny and wendy teasing jaehyun and yn unrevealed feelings, mark and taeyong's bets on their friends love life and joy being a side supporter of yn's love situation yup, I liked that ! also these side characters were so lovelies and helpful to our main idiots, it make me love them 🥺

turning to the angst side, it's the first time in a while that I'm feeling surprised by the tiny detail of a man being considerate towards a woman personal past feeling like?? I don't know, when he regretted acting on his feelings and leaning towards her to kiss her and then remembered about her past relationship issue, it was.. well welcomed ? i made it sound like a lot of writers write past consent but maybe it is because it's true? it's my opinion bc the stories I mainly read have this thing of writing some physical touch in certain situations and consent is not really approached ^^'

I'm glad you make it a fluff one and yn being brave to moving past her struggles and insecurities and jaehyun being honest and open toward her!

You worked so so well and this is one of my favorite jaehyun's fic, thank you so much for writing, having the courage to post your stories on public and letting us read freely ♡

Also, have here some teacher jaehyun'a visuals (bc why not?)

HI THERE, MY FRIEND! i recognize your url, it's so nice to finally meet you uwu and thank you! one year is such a big deal to me. i honestly didn't think i was going to be here for that long but i'm glad i stayed. and i'm glad jeong jaehyun is my new muse uwu

fun fact: i used to write member x member fics and member (mostly hunhan!) x oc for exo back in 2013-2015.

a lot of writers pull from reality in a way, some make it more obvious than others. i happen to be one that announces it to the world. most if not all all writers write from experiences big or small. it could be a little moment in time where they saw something happen to another person and they think, "oh, I want to write that!" or it's something that directly happened to them and they just add a twist to it!

yo, I just feel like jaehyun is the type to fall fast and fall hard. that's who I see him as, especially because he is an old soul romantic who listens to chet baker.

aND DEAR GOD ABOVE, JAEHYUN IS LITERALLY THE PERFECT GUY WRITTEN FROM THE FEMALE PERSPECTIVE. LIKE LOOK AT HIM. HE'S SWEET, HE'S FUNNY, HE'S HANDSOME. HIS FLAWS ARE CHARMING.

i wanted to make him a highly considerate and patient character because that's what kindergarten teachers usually are. patient, understanding, but they still don't take or tolerate shit. they're extremely empathetic and know how to handle a multitude of situations??? at least the ones I worked with are!! and l love them dearly uwu

i also wanted to add the insecurities on both sides, I wasn't sure if it was shown well with jaehyun but people are saying otherwise so guess I did?

ALSO, CONSENT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME!!! so I am happy to depict it in any way, shape, or form. I'm currently teaching it to my littles: "if you don't like something, you can say 'no.' if they continue and they don't listen, come get me, okay?"

I also love character growth! i struggled with writing long fics (for exo) in the past because I couldn't get my plots to move forward, so I stuck to drabbles. but now my mind screams for character development!! in every!! fic!! that!! i write!!

yO YO YO THIS IS HOW I IMAGINE TEACHER!JAEHYUN. HIS THICK HAIR ALL RUFFLED AFTER RUNNING HIS FINGERS THRU IT OR MAYBE FROM PLAYING GAMES WITH THE KIDS. AAAAAAAAAAAH.

(more teacher!jae x ta!reader may be coming your way, we'll see?)

since you left me a long msg, it's only fair I gave you a decent reply. i even had to put a break in between haha.

have a great day/night, love. you're always welcome to stop by!

#nikki replies #byunfirstlady #feedback #feedback: apple of my eye

[roses-ruby]

thank you for taking your time replying to my commentary, I hope October is treating you well tho, anyway, I have no idea what that fic is but I guess it's the type of story where the pair finds their way back because in reality there are couples who fight 'til the end but I always have this doubt in me that things will never be the same again even if they were able to save their marriage, sure they'll be in love again but there's no way the infidelity won't come haunting OC again. (1/7)

since it's fiction I think I could set my morals aside since it's not my story but I understand your rage because tbh it just feels wrong to make things magically work out all of a sudden when OC is literally dying day by day because of the emotional torture disregarding all the pain she went through, my experience wasn't as bad as OC's but it was draining and I truly lost myself along the way, I don't even know me anymore. (2/7)

sighhh the way you wrote your characters were on point and I was unstoppable describing them on the review, for the life of me I can't understand Jimin, will there be a backstory on why he is like that or he's really just like that I mean you gave us flashbacks but did he ever had some sort of trauma or something? (3/4/7)

I just feel so bad for OC, I wanna protect her from the world, from Jimin, she never asked for any of this but despite of all the damage he's done to her I hope she finds her way to happiness and freedom, this is why teaching everyone to love their self is very important so we don't end up clinging and depending on people because that is destructive especially if your family, friend, or lover decides to abandon you when you least expect it. (5/7)

reading your words for the mistresses hit something in me out of anger I lashed out on them but above all it was Jimin's fault, if he didn't engage with them they wouldn't be labeled as homewreckers, it takes two to tango, and most importantly even if they took part in tearing OC's heart to pieces it was Jimin who chose this path that he'll go cheating on her because as long as he comes home to her everything will be okay, he's got a wife and a mistress on the side. (6/7)

you're welcome, I love that despite the frustrating moments you put us thru, when OC kept taking him back you managed to save her, in the last bits you made her suffer thru that image as heartbreaking as it is that's her wake up call, I hope she puts herself first this time and Jimin learns his lesson, it may be too late but he should at least do it for himself, be a decent human being for once, you deserve all the love and kindness, thank you for sharing your masterpiece with us 💖 (7/7)

Hello! Thank you for your response! Firstly, that story isn’t about ‘couples’ fighting for their marriage, (since only the MC was fighting for it) it was an author allowing her male character to get away with infidelity, lying, toxicity, and being emotionally abusive to his own wife.

There were none and I mean absolutely no repercussions for him at the end. He got away with it all - even benefited from it. Maybe it would've still been a good story if it was only angst, but no. The author made that ending the ‘happy’ one. Therefore instilling the age old idea that a woman’s pain is fundamental for the character growth of a man. And that is what enraged me. It reminded me of the male chauvinist work of Junot Diaz in ‘This is How You Lose Her.’ But let’s forget about someone else’s work and talk about my own lol

I honestly think the little information I have given about Jimin’s past is a lot. I actually regret it. Because of my fiery emotions, I ended up adding how highly Jimin thinks of himself. How much of a God he was raised up as. But I wish I didn’t. I wish I gave as little information I could on him so the readers could see that there isn’t a clear reason he did this, but one. Because that’s how it is in real life. I want to tell readers that you could have the most seemingly caring, mentally healthy, and materially blessed boyfriend and he might still cheat on you. Why?

Because he knows he can disrespect you and get away with it.

It’s not because of trauma, he’s not insecure, or a hurt little boy. Stop romanticizing cheaters and infantilizing grown men. There are tons of men that go through terrible incidents everyday and they don’t turn to cheating to cope. There is no excuse.

I’ve never been fond of the word homewrecker. The only homewrecker is Jimin.

And I’m sorry to put you through such frustrationsjbhsbuyf😂😂 I wholeheartedly agree that we all need to learn how to properly love ourselves so we don’t have to rely on others for it. Part 2 is making great progression. I’m very grateful you took time to read my story! And thank you so much for your kind words pumpkin🥺💖💖💖

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