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alicanta77 · 3 years

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NCT Dream Reaction: Dating Yuta’s younger sister

Mark:

right

it’s no secret that yuta loves mark

like LOVES mark

butttttttt

he is also very protective of you

i mean, you are his baby sister

so mark is absolutely terrified to tell yuta

literally waits for as long as he can until you force him to come clean

as soon as he finds out yuta just goes as intimidating as possible

and literally stars mark down with a death glare

eventually you calm him down although mark is now scared for his life

“i’m gonna be killed in my sleep”

so mark immediately tries to show yuta just how much he loves you

and once yuta sees that, mark begins to relax around him again

these two aren’t gonna sit down and talk about it, rather have a mutual agreement to keep their friendship and your relationship separate

yuta literally brings you everywhere with 127 and if fans ask, you just came to see your brother

but in reality he lets you spend the whole time with mark

honestly, considering how busy mark is, yuta doing this is probably the reason that the two of you made it through some rough patches

mark feels a bit awkward talking about your relationship with yuta but is still eternally grateful that yuta helps you two so much

realises that yuta cares about you both and will do literally anything for you to be happy

Renjun:

doesn’t want you to know how nervous he is for it

is definitely one to tell him earlier rather than later

but waits until it’s serious like he doesn’t tell him after the first date

yuta was coming to see you and you both agreed to tell him when he did

but the poor boy chickened out and literally hid under your kitchen table

so yuta was pretty confused as to why you had a crouching renjun

but it broke the ice quickly and forced you to tell him what was going on

after finding out yuta was just silent

like didn’t say a word for a while and you were getting nervous and slightly worried too

eventually you you just ask him if he’s doing okay

“yuta, you alright?”

*deep sigh* “...yes...”

“you sure about that?”

“...yes... i mean it could be worse”

renjun is only a little offended by that

it takes yuta a minute but after he watches the two of you together he sees just how perfect and happy you are

and realises that if renjun makes you happy, then yuta is happy with that

and will do anything to make sure that you keep that smile on your face

Jeno:

he deadass gets away with it for a surprisingly long time

like you two were GOOD at hiding it

the dream members knew but it took mark accidentally letting it slip and hyuck not being there to cover up his mistake for yuta to find out

immediately makes his way over to the dream dorm even tho it was like 11pm

and bursts through the door to find you there with jeno

sits the two of you down and demands an explanation

so you explain everything to him and he literally just nods as goes “ok”

yuta probably could not care less that you were dating jeno

you were both completely surprised by that

he was just upset that you didn’t tell him

he knows you were nervous cause he’s protective over the people he loves

but he cares about you and wants to know what’s going on in your life

falls in love with your relationship pretty quickly

just really enjoys seeing you so happy around jeno

probably requests to do some schedule with dream so that he can bring you with him

just organises so many ways for you to see jeno or brings jeno to the 127 dorms etc.

basically, you realise that you should have told him much earlier cause he literally does all he can to help the two of you

Hyuck:

yeah yuta figures it out wayyyyy before hyuck wanted to tell him

hyuck was trying to get on his good side by doing impromptu nice things

so yuta was obviously suspicious, i mean this is donghyuck

but when hyuck didn’t tease him after a mistake that he knew something was up

it only clicked the next time yuta brought you up in conversation

hyuck perking up at the mention of your name and smiling gave it away

initially yuta wanted to kill him until he realised that this could be fun

he knew hyuck and knew that he loves deep and wouldn’t hurt you

but you’re still his lil sister and hyuck’s gotta go through initiation

says he doesn’t want you dating and watches as hyuck just tenses

then mentions that you’re visiting and watches as hyuck starts to sweat

then says “I’m sure you’re happy to see your gf again hyuck right?”

and watches as the poor boy just malfunctions

clears the rest of 127 out to talk to him

they come to an understanding and hyuck gets yuta’s blessing

but forget to tell you this so you get one hell of a surprise when you arrive

yuta uses the fact that you’re his sister to let you see hyuck all the time

the two of them definitely gang up on you good luck

but at the end of the day they both love you so much and would do anything for you

Jaemin:

ahhhhh the na brothers

is probably the only one to actually sit down with yuta and talk about your relationship with him

like explains how much he loves you and that it would mean a lot to him if yuta approved of the two of you

gives a long and emotional speech about his love for you

yuta teared up slightly but they both agreed it was the wind

and by the end of the day, you had his blessing

also probably did this before even asking you out

yuta is so protective over your relationship

refuses to let anyone talk bad about the two of you

has definitely got in trouble with SM for sneaking you in to the dorms or sneaking jaemin out

but he does NOT CARE

he will literally do anything for you so suck it SM

yuta probably defends the two of you a lot more than you know

like casually starts to slip into vlives how idols should be allowed to date

or other things like that

he is always looking out for the two of you

so you basically have a guardian angel looking over your relationship

Chenle:

yeah he wants to keep it to himself

but he gets excited that he’s dating someone as amazing as you and it reaches yuta pretty quickly

yuta has pretty mixed reactions to this news

like goes from shocked to confused to angry to happy to dread to protectiveness to a terrifying mixture of them all

appears in your place as soon as he hears

literally just appears, you turn around and he’s suddenly there

“WHAT IS GOING ON?!!?!?!” *literally shaking and almost shouting*

“oh... hi bro...whats up?” *you speaking in tiny*

brings chenle to you immediately and you two explain

“we’re dating...”

“WHY?”

“cause he makes me happy...”

“oh... okay then...” *calming down slightly*

you both take this time to assure him that you really like each other and you don’t want this relationship to end

when he hears that you thought he might force it to end he goes full protective again

and makes sure you know that he will never do that

instead he literally becomes so protective over your relationship

literally SM once tried to call you in to talk about it and yuta went NUTS

he’s so damn protective and would do anything to keep you both safe

Jisung:

FEAR

like literally nothing more

just FEAR

he thought debuting or facing saesangs was scary

but that was NOTHING compared to the fear he is feeling

hyuck was also not helping him at all

he probably knew how nervous sung was and kept telling stories about how protective yuta was and how he was constantly threatening to kill anyone who touched his baby sister

sung is literally almost shaking poor chick

jaemin literally slapped hyuck on the head to get him to stop

when it comes to telling him

yuta literally takes one look at the terrified boy and probably thinks teasing would be mean

but he does it anyway

not for long tho cause sung is in a state and a half

so yuta quickly gives his permission

as loving as yuta can be he’s also a little too invested in your love life

so you both keep your relationship as PRIVATE as you can

so yuta finds everything out from hyuck who snitches on you

yuta just cares a lot about you and wants you to be happy

once he’s satisfied that jisung makes you happy, he backs off and only appears to fight off management for you two

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shishinoya · 4 years

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Stop Fighting || y.m

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— REQUEST || “Yaku fic yaku fic yaku fic where he has a gf who is kuroo’s sister and it’s funny bc Kuroo and him didn’t get along in the beginning but reader was always in the middle of it with Kai just watching the lil quarrels go down and she would try to stop them from fighting from time to time and eventually her and yaku fell for each other and Kuroo is just like “that little runt!!” LOLOL okay yeah thx!! Also ily bby💕💕” — @kal-emm

— PAIRING || Yaku Morisuke X Fem!Reader

— TYPE || Headcanon

— WARNING || Just a bunch of fluff

— WORD COUNT || NA

— AUTHOR’S NOTE || dude we need more yaku fics!! i will make a petition :)) he so mom and pure aicbiancb this concept is so cute and i never thought about it. i’m excited to get started :)) hope u enjoy <3

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆

》 You and Kuroo were stuck together like glue. You loved your brother, so much that you followed him everywhere. You did this when you were little and you continued the habit all the way till high school.

》 He was the butter to your toast, the left sock to your right, the Hinata to Kageyama. Inseparable.

》 That is until he started to devote his time more to volleyball.

》 Yes, he played a lot before, forcing Kenma to join him when you couldn’t bump the ball properly. But his addiction passion evolved, even more, when he got into high school.

》 You wouldn’t lie that you got jealous. Like how dare he spend more time into the sport than pay attention to his wonderful, beautiful, amazing little sister. Selfish.

》 You didn’t understand his love until you got into your first year of high school while he was in his last. It would be your first time actually seeing your brother play. Sure, you loved him and supported him (even if you hated him for putting you second), you never really had the time to make it to his games.

》 But boy was he good! You knew some of the terminology and the different plays he did, but actually seeing it live was a different experience.

》 You attention was directed to a smaller and cuter male who wore a different jersey than the rest. He was diving for the ball and making sure it wasn’t touching the ground. For the amount of times he fell to the ground trying to save the ball must have hurt. Dedication!

》 You never seen the guy but every time he saved the ball, it made you smile. Whoops! Guess you fell for him already. But who can blame you.

》 Nekoma won and you were on your way to congratulate your brother and maybe take more peeks at the cute guy :O.

》 But the change in atmosphere, damn. t e n s i o n.

》 It was your bed head brother and the cute dude staring each other down. You just stared at them until Kenma caught your eye.

》 “Kennie! <3″ Kenma might not show his affection for Kuroo but he sure does with you. You and Hinata are the only ones who can make him smile. UwU.

》 “What’s with them?” You pointed at the two feral males.

》 “They’ve always been like that.” Whao, tall dude. “I’m Kai Nobuyuki. Nice to meet you.”

》 “I’m Kuroo Y/N”

》 “Kuroo???” An... Elf? A Russian elf :flush:. “You’re related to the captain?”

》 “aHA! Captain? How can he be the captain?” Your laughing caused your brother to look over.

》 “Y/nnnnnnn!” He rushed over and engulfed you in a hug.

》 “DisgUSTinG! You’re all sweaty! BegonE!”

》 “Can I not hug my wittle sister?” :gag:

》 After you broke out of the headlock the embrace, Kuroo introduced you to the team and you quickly learned the names of everyone, including Yaku. You also were informed from Kai that your brother and Yaku did not have a good relationship.

》 This is why you brother has no friends. sigh

》 Of course your habit of following your brother stuck with you because you were familiar with his teammates and his small group of friends.

》 It was always you and Kai who tried to break off the fights between Kuroo and Yaku before they strangled each other

》 “We’re going for barbecue, what do you guys want?”

》 “Meat!”

》 “Fish!”

》 “Fish? What are you? An old man?.”

》 “What did you say, shorty?”

》 “Call me short one more time and I swear I will break your knee caps.”

》 “Why don’t we get sushi instead?”

》 “If you two don’t shuT UP, I will personally duck tape your mouths shut so you don’t get either!”

》 Unlike Kai, who tried to solve everything with peace and was really passive with everything, you took a different route.

》 Dominance >:)

》 It worked most of the time and they listened to you, but sometimes you couldn’t be bothered with dealing with their squabbles. Sometimes you sat with Kenma and watched him play games. He was more peaceful.

》 You noticed Yaku a lot more than you would admit.

》 You kept note of how he would slightly furrow his brows when he was concentrating or the way he always tapped his pencil twice before he started writing.

》 Even the simple things he did made your heart slightly flutter. He would hold the door for you always. It was something out of being polite but you still cherished the action.

》 You loved how dedicated he was to his position in volleyball and how well he manages his time. You also enjoyed his smart insults towards your brother only because they made you laugh.

》 The only person who can make fun of Kuroo more than you is Yaku.

》 You two are the bully Kuroo duo.

》 You didn’t want to admit it, but you fell for the libero. And you fell hard.

》 Of course Kuroo didn’t know. He would persecute you if he found out. But you told Yaku anyway.

》 Your confession was quick and nonchalant. Maybe because you didn’t want to make it such a big deal, just in case if he rejected you. It was just the two of you studying and doing homework when you said it out of the blue.

》 There would be a long pause while he just stared at you.

》 You liked him?

》 It wasn’t everyday that your crush had the same feelings for you. pogg

》 He told you while being all cute and blushy uwu that he felt the same way, and for a while now.

》 And boom. A couple.

》 A secret couple, duh.

》 But both Kenma and Kai knew. Kenma is a sneaky boy and he knows a lot form his constant observing. And Kai is... Kai. He can just tell.

》 It was hard to keep it a secret from Kuroo though because; although he’s a dumb dork, he catches onto things quickly.

》 You often had to pretend you were calling one of your girl friends because he would fume if it was a guy you were talking to, let alone his rival >:(.

》 He’ll find out sooner or later, but he stayed oblivious for longer than you thought. Maybe you overestimated your brother.

》 But when he does, he will confront you and be either angry that Yaku is dating you or teary-eyed that you didn’t tell him.

》 bUT IT’S YAKU

》 OUT OF EVERYONE YOU CHOSE HIM

》 sad

》 Well all Kuroo cares about is that you are happy and safe, so even if he is really reluctant, he accepts your relationship.

》 But he does barge into your room when he knows you are calling Yaku and will just be like:

》 “I KNOW YOU LIKE GIRLS WITH SHORT HAIR BUT YOU BETTER ACCEPT Y/N FOR EVERYTHING THAT SHE IS, WHETHER SHE HAS SHORT OR LONG OR EVEN NO HAIR. GOT IT, YOU LITTLE RUNT?”

》 You had to smack him a bit for calling your boyfriend a little runt.

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kierancampire · 3 years

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So i just watched a film called "Beneath" on Netflix, ohmygod. Like, spoiler warning but trust me, you won't be missing anything. The acting is awful by the way. Also, i just meant to explain 2 REALLY weird scenes but ended up talking thrpugh the whole movie somehow? So like, enjoy my breakdown of this weird ass movie i guess?

One of the first scenes in the film is a group of "teens", i say "teens" as they are like, 20-30 year old teens, movie teens ya'know? Anyway, this group is carrying a boat to a lake, but, augh god. So one dude up the front keeps dropping the boat, but it didn't seem scripted, like, he just couldn't grab the boat, didn't have the strength for it, then kept dropping it. He then trades places with another dude, they carry it a bit further then all suddenly drop it then walk off, but, i can't describe it, but it is so unnatural how they do it, like, you can tell they got told to drop the boat in that location then prepare for the next scene. Which, this next scene is a continuous shot from when they picked up the boat, and the guy who failed to lift it, he tries to give a neckless to a girl for protection, BUT YOU CAN SEE THIS DUDE FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE. Like, his whole body is just swelling and compressing as he tries to breathe, furthering my theory that they weren't trained to move that boat, nor was he meant to keep dropping it, and the girl keeps asking him questions about the neckless BUT HE NEVER FUCKING ANSWERS, HE JUST GESTURES. I don't think it was scripted, he was so fucked from trying to lift the boat that he couldn't say his lines! When he finally does speak you can just HEAR that he is trying to not sound like he has asthma. Like, this is a long thing for this scene of them essentially moving a boat, but you have no idea how fucking wild it was

So then they get the boat in the water, go swimming, get chased by a giant fish monster. Which i won't even begin to get into. Then a girl, once she is back to the boat tries grabbing an oar, fish seemingly nearly gets her, the weak boat lifter says "Yo what's that on your arm?" she looks at her arm, sees she has giant holes in her arm like she had NO idea it happened, starts bleeding a lil, then just suddenly starts LEAKING GALLONS OF BLOOD

She dies of blood loss, her friends QUICKLY, like, i cannot begin to tell you just how fast they do this, they QUICKLY decide to throw her over board and feed her body to the fish so they can escape. They, get ready cause this happens a lot. They then paddle for ages and are visibly moving quite well. But then the fish shows up again and all of a sudden one guy starts getting really angry and just starts SCREAMING at this fish "WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!?! WHAT DO YOU WANT!?! WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU!?!" and like, he has SO much anger towards this fish suddenly but it comes out of NOWHERE

He then breaks the other oar trying to stab the fish to death, they then suddenly. Again, i cannot say how awful this is handled and how quickly it comes about. They suddenly decide that one of them needs to sacrifice themselves so the rest can get away, they then ask the weak boat lifter what he knows about the lake then suddenly blame him for them being in the lake and the fish monster attacking them, because he didn't tell them about it?????? So he jumps out the boat and swims away, the fish chasing him. The rest start paddling away, again, we see them move quite well but they are in the EXACT same spot as before?

The group then decides ANOTHER person needs to be sacrificed to the fish monster. Which, side note, the brother who started screaming at the fish? Like, all throughout the movie he just periodically starts screaming everything he says for no reason, like, i can't explain it beyond that, randomly he will just start screaming a few lines then talks normally again. They decide on the fucking annoying as hell dude who records everything on a go-pro and is a complete ass. He tries saving himself last minute by saying his girlfriend sleeps with his brother, it don't work, he gets thrown over and killed. Thing is, in certain shots we can see that land is kinda close as they are just in a lake, yet for some reason they keep paddling to a bit of land far away? And, again, THEY HAVEN'T MOVED

We then see that weak boat lifter survived due to the neckless of protection. The weak boat lifter then shows up on a boat with a little motorised rudder, he refuses to let anyone on the boat and insteads says he will only tow them, he then randomly acts like he will leave them there to die? Bit he ends up throwing the rope to them. The boat ends up being too weak to pull the boat, starts spinning in circles, then the rope tying the two boats together, instead of knocking him over it randomly just starts wrapping around his neck, they then all watch as the dude gets strangled to death and do nothing?

Then. Ohmyfuckinggod. I thought the boat lifting scene was the weirdest scene in the movie. It shows the tip of the older brothers oar, he then asks about the cheating with his GF and brother, but the thing is, they all get into an argument, and this scene drags on for about 5 minutes but it never changes camera angle. Like, we aren't even seeing the argument from the brothers perspective, it's a low down shot of the tip of his oar, and he is just arguing off screen with his brother and GF, and it just drags on forever. The brothers then physically start fighting, they stop randomly, the older brother who is dating the girl lifts her up and throws her over board, she then slowly disappears under the water

The brothers seem like they are getting on, but suddenly they start trying to kill each other, the editing becomes super weird and we see that suddenly the younger brother is pissing blood out of his head, but suddenly the older brother dives in the water and tries swimming away with his younger brother, but the younger brother sees the fish coming and propels the older brother into the fish so he dies?

It then shows the girl laying on the second boat with the motor (the brothers broke it and flipped it upside down), she pulls weak boat lifters body towards her, takes his neckless off, the fish eats his body, she then swims to shore with the neckless on her. But before she makes it the younger brother shows up, rips the neckless of her to take for himself, randomly drowns her saying "You will never leave this lake", she cuts his chest in a right angled position as she drowns. Suddenly a random old man from the beginning of the movie shows up, the cuts on the brothers chest are now in a horizontal left position. The old man asks about weak boat lifter, shows he has the guys go pro from earlier, calls him a murderer who thinks he can do whatever he wants, he starts shooting at the guy forcing him to go back into the water, the fish kills him off screen even though he had the neckless on him. Movie over.

And i am just sitting there like, what the fuck did i just watch??????

#personal #Beneath

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nataliedanovelist · 4 years

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GF - How A Star Is Born ch.II

A Hercules AU, founded by @evaroze, whom this fic is a gift for. I hope y’all like it!

ch.I - ch.III

AO3 link

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No one had ever seen Stanford so angry. Down below, lightning struck the Earth fiercely. A bolt even hit a tree, making it catch on fire, and it grew until the whole forest was ablaze. Thousands of humans prayed for the gods to show them mercy and forgive them for whatever they did wrong, but their pleas were ignored as every god was sent out and coordinated by Fiddleford to find the lost baby.

While awaiting for any results, Stanford paced the temple with Mabel in his arms, sensing his anxiety and missing her twin, and therefore crying weakly into his chest, clinging onto him for dear life. His anger finally burning out, Stanford ceased his pacing and cradled his grandniece as he blinked his eyes dry.

It hit him right then and there with a force that would kill a mortal that this tiny little girl was quite possibly his only family left. Stanford had sworn to keep her and Mason safe and he had failed just one month into the job. They had been home, secure and guarded, and yet Stanford failed to keep them safe and now Mason could be hurt or worse. And he could have lost Mabel, too.

Shaking, the distraught god kissed Mabel’s head softly and whispered, “I’m sorry, my dear. I promise, I won’t let anything happen to you.”

Footsteps could be heard. Stanford knew something was wrong when Fiddleford was not using his god-like speed to run to deliver the message. He was stalling, walking like a mortal. The god of intelligence swallowed the lump in his throat down and waited for his friend to speak.

Fiddleford sighed. “We found him. He’s alive. A very nice family took him into their orphanage n’ are takin’ good care o’ him.”

“Why did you leave him there?” Stanford asked. “Why didn’t you bring my boy home?”

“Stanford, he can never come home. He’s mortal now.”

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The ruler of the gods sat at his massive desk, holding his head as he re-read the reports of the sun’s chariot and when it was due to be covered by the moon, when he heard a small, childish giggle. He smiled to himself and rolled a scroll shut, deciding he had accomplished enough work for today.

“Hm, I wonder where my little starshine is.” Grunkle Ford thought out-loud and heard more giggling. He looked around the vast, open room, pretending to search, though he was quite sure he knew where his little girl was. “Is she hiding? She wouldn’t hide from her old man, would she?”

The giggling grew and was shushed in a hasty attempt to remain hidden. Grunkle Ford grinned and quickly lifted the whole desk with his super strength, but he was surprised to find no child beneath him. “Hm, where is my favorite niece?”

“Here I am!” A loud cheer ran behind him and made Grunkle Ford jump. He turned to find a little brown-haired girl in a white dress hanging from his big hair, grinning with a missing tooth in her mouth and with eyes that sparkled and shined.

“There you are!” Grunkle Ford tried to grab her, but Mabel hopped down and ran away.

“You gotta catch me!”

“Come here, you!” Grunkle Ford laughed as he ran after her, wiggling his twelve fingers, promising tickles if she was caught.

Mabel ran as fast as she could. Not quite as fast as Uncle Fiddleford could, but still fast. She ran through the halls of vases full of pictures and through the garden and in the fields of clouds, passing laughing gods as she did so and calling out hello and good morning to them. At long last Stanford dove and they tumbled on some fluffy cumulus.

“Got you!” Grunkle Ford laughed, making Mabel laugh, and he began to tickle her and nuzzle his little scruff against her neck, tickling her even more.

“Gr-Grunkle F-F-Ford, no!” The young god laughed. He ceased his tickling, having Mabel in his lap, and they both calmed down and reminisced in each other’s company. “All done with your boring grown-up work?” Mabel asked.

“For today, yes.”

“Yay! Can we play today? We can play sword-fighting!”

“That does sound like fun, but remember you have your art lessons with the muses soon.” Ford gently brought up.

Mabel’s smile dimmed. She liked her lessons, but she liked playing with her grunkle more. “Oh, okay. But can we play when I’m done.”

“Of course, and Fiddleford should be done with his messages by then, so he should be able to join us.”

“YAY!” Mabel cheered and bounced in her guardian’s lap. Playing with Grunkle ford was the best, but playing with Grunkle Ford and Uncle Fiddleford was the best best!

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Mabel peeked out onto the valley below them. Just outside of the clouds was a vast valley filled with wildflowers. She could run around and play and even pick some flowers for Grunkle ford to surprise him. This was a good plan. Mabel smiled and took one step outside of the golden gate, but a pair of arms scooped her up and hugged her.

“Where are you going, young lady?”

“Grunkle Ford, let go.” Mabel giggled.

“Now, you know better than to leave Olympus.” Grunkle Ford said kinda stern-like.

“I’m just going down there, that’s all.” Mabel whined her explanation, pointing at the valley below. “I’ll be right back, I promise! I wanna go exploring.”

“I know, sweetheart, but you don’t go out there.” Grunkle Ford put her down so she could stand beside him. “It’s dangerous. You could get…”

“Hurt or get lost or even get kidnapped.” Mabel quoted. She had heard this many times before.

Grunkle Ford chose to ignore her cheekiness. “So, please, remember to stay inside Olympus…”

“At all times,” Mabel finished for him. “And if I see any strangers, don’t talk to them. Come straight home. Okay, okay.” She sighed as Fiddleford joined them, having heard much of the conversation.

“Mind your guardian, Mabel.” He warmed gently.

“Yes, Uncle Fidds.” She said, hugged them both, and ran off to play in the gardens.

“And be careful not to…”

“Stanford, who does she remind ya of?” Fiddleford asked with a chuckle. Stanford raised an eyebrow warningly at his friend, but then Fiddleford said, “She’s just like ya when ya were a youngin.”

“That’s what worries me.” Stanford sighed.

“She’s a god, for Hera’s sake, she’ll be fine.” Fiddleford assured him, ruffled the god’s graying fluffy air, and left him alone to his many thoughts.

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Mabel broke off a piece of the twig and threw it down on the clouds, watching it disappear through a little hole and the cloud reform, her legs dangling off the edge of the temple as she growled in her throat and snapped off another piece of twig. Uncle Fiddleford bit back his chuckle and sat next to her. “Need somebody t’talk to, lil’ Sweet Tea?”

“I just wish Grunkle Ford would talk to me.” The twelve-year-old snapped bitterly. She hated that; she didn’t like getting angry, and she especially didn’t like getting angry at someone who was trying to help. She took in a deep breath to collect herself and she began to explain herself. “I was in the Hall of Records.”

“Hm, hm.” Uncle Fiddleford hummed and nodded, to show he was listening.

“And I saw that vase again with Grunkle Ford holding two babies.”

“Hm, hm.”

“When I asked him about it he took it from me and told me to go away. Well, okay, he told me to go out and play, but he wouldn’t answer my questions or even talk to me or look at me.” Mabel was kicking her legs to let out some energy. She was a sweet girl who never hated anything or anyone, but she hated secrets. “I know that baby was me and someone else but Grunkle Ford won’t say who! Why won’t he just talk to me?!”

“Mabel, sweetie,” Uncle Fiddleford put an arm around her shoulders and she instantly threw her stick down and wrapped her arms around his waist. “I’m sure he wants t’talk t’ya, but it hurts.”

Mabel blinked and looked up at Uncle Fiddleford when he said that. “Why? Did… I do something wrong?”

“No, honey, no.” Uncle Fiddleford quickly corrected himself and petted her long brown hair. “No, it’s not your fault, it’s just… You’re the only family he has now. That’s why he’s so overprotective, see, n’ why… n’ why he doesn’t wanna talk ‘bout your brother.”

Mabel stared at him with a hanging jaw. “My brother?”

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Stanford held his head, his twelve fingers combing his gray fluff. He was doing it again. Making mistakes, letting Mabel down. He knew he should be more honest with her, but she would never look at him the same way again. Mabel was bound to blame him for the disappearance of her twin, just like he did, and the immortal didn’t think he could live with that precious little girl hating him.

A small hand touched his shoulder and he lifted his gaze from his hands, sitting up at his desk to try to appear more put-together than he really was. “Mabel, how may I help you?” He asked as he pinched the bridge of his nose and then smiled at her.

Mabel climbed up into his lap slowly and wrapped her arms and legs around him so she was giving her a powerful Mabel-hug. Grunkle Ford hugged her back and combed her hair with his fingers and rubbed her back, but was floored by what she had to say. “I know about Mason.”

The god’s hold tightened. “I’m… I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”

“It’s okay, I’m not mad.” Mabel shared quickly in hopes that Grunkle Ford wouldn’t blame himself. “It wasn’t your fault, you know.”

“No, Mabel it was.”

“Grunkle…”

“You and your brother were… are my responsibility.” He said grimly. “I’m supposed to look after you, protect you, and I failed to do that. Your brother, Mason, was under my watch, under my protection, and someone stole him and turned him mortal.”

“Isn’t there something we can do?” Mabel mumbled into his chest.

“There isn’t.” Grunkle Ford said tiredly, but then made himself add something so Mabel wouldn’t give up hope, like he had. “At least, there is nothing we can do.”

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Soos and Melody held onto each other tightly on the cart, one grinning with excitement, one slightly terrified. “Dipper, slow down!” Melody shouted.

The twelve-year-old was deaf to the call as the wind howled in his ear from his speed. Despite being a scrawny kid with noodle arms and legs, Dipper was much stronger than he looked. Clumsily strong, but his strong legs promised speed when he chose to run, and with nothing but wide open spaces in front of him, in his mind, he was free to roam like a wild horse.

“You got it, dude!”

“Soos!”

“What? Best way to control his strength is to use it more.”

“Yeah, but… slow down, Dipper, we’re coming up into town!”

At once, the boy planted his heels on the ground, creating craters in the dirt, and the cart jolted so hard that Soos flew off and hit the wall of a building with a crunch.”

“Oh, man!” Dipper gasped and helped his boss up. “S-Sorry, Soos.”

“It’s cool, dawg,” Soos said calmly, dusting off his dirty, dark green toga and brown cap, smiling. “Best stop so far! You didn’t even break the cart.”

Dipper smiled sheepishly at that; most kids didn’t have to worry about that, but hey Abuelita always said count your blessings. “Want me to unload for you?” He offered, picking up the huge stacks of hay with one hand like it was as light as a feather.

“No, not yet, first I gotta finagle with the dude.”

“Oh, okay.”

“Any idea how much we made this season?” Melody asked, looking up the huge stack of hay Dipper let down on the cart with a loud bump.

“Well, let’s see…”

“Two tons of hay, making the weight four-thousand-and-three pounds, with a value of one-hundred-and-seventy-one euros.” Dipper stated plainly, not in a snobbish way like she should have known that, but in a way that made it clear that it seemed obvious to him.

This was not a surprise to either of the love birds. Not only was the orphan incredibly strong (and clumsy), he was very intelligent and had a head for numbers and math. “Wow, impressive, dude. Okay, you stay by the cart while Melody and I see if we can work out a deal.” Soos said and they walked into the ring of the town and entered a store.

Dipper sighed from the heat and leaned back on the cart, entertaining his imagination by multiplying thousands in his head, when he heard something that sounded like a struggle. The boy saw the other fellow farmer, Lady Susan, struggling with a huge box of fruits as she tried to carry it into the store, but Dipper hurried to her and helped her not drop it.

“Careful,” He said gently as Lady Susan sighed with relief, grateful for the extra pair of hands as her helper was hidden by the crate.

“Thank you.”

“No problem.” He said, peeking around to smile at the old lady.

At once her smile dropped. “D-D-D-Dipper, it’s you. H-Hi.”

“Hi. Let me help you take this inside…”

“Oh, that’s okay sweetie.” Lazy Susan said quickly and snatched the crate out of his hands and struggled into the store. “I-I-I-I got it, y-y-you go on and p-play.”

“You sure?” Dipper asked; it looked like Susan might break her back.

“Y-Yes, I’m fine!” And Lazy Susan let the door slam behind her.

Dipper kicked the dirt as he made his way back to the cart, but a frisbee blocked his path. He picked it up just as three boys his age came running, but froze like ice at the sight of him. “Hey, you need another guy?” Dipper asked, hoping for a chance to play. Maybe he could prove he wasn’t as weird as people thought.

“Uh, s-s-sorry, Dip, but we already got five and we want to keep it an even number.”

“Five isn’t…” But the frisbee was snatched and the three ran off before he could say another word, but that didn’t stop the hurtful mutter of “nerd” and “weirdo” from reaching his ears.

Dipper leaned back against the cart, hands behind his back. He tried to get his mind back to multiplying numbers, but voices echoed in his head. No wonder he was an orphan. No one would want a…

“Heads up!” The frisbee came flying back, way over Dipper’s head, but excited for a chance to show that he could do something right, he ran after the toy and jumped to catch it, a smile on his face, hoping and praying that for once…

SMACK! Dipper flew right into a pillar that wiggled and looked incredibly unstable. Dipper quickly stood up and tried to hold it still, seeing how if it fell a whole building would collapse. “No, no, no! Not again!”

One wrong motion and the pillar smacked into the opposite one, creating a domino-effect with the houses and buildings. Dipper gasped in horror and thought that if he could run to where the crash was happening, he could stop it. He freed his arms by throwing the pillar, but that caused another domino-effect. Dipper yelled with fear and ran as fast as he could to the edge of the town, but he was too late. Two huge rows of buildings were now reduced to rubble.

It was like all the townsfolk shot up at once and stared at Dipper. He smiled sheepishly and wiggled his fingers, but he didn’t have nearly enough charm to get out of this mess.

Soos and Melody were by his side in an instant. “Dipper…”

“That’s IT!” Lazy Susan screamed as she emerged from the rubble that was her store. “We can’t keep cleaning up after this boy, Ramirez!”

The whole town yells like an angry mob in agreement. “L-Look, I’m really sorry, it was an accident.” Dipper stuttered. “I’ll clean it up, I can…”

“Haven’t you already done enough?!”

“He’s too dangerous to be around normal people!”

“Yeah!”

“Dudes, dudes, please,” Soos called and got everyone to quiet down. “He’s just a kid, he just can’t control his strength, but he will someday, just you wait and see.”

“I’m sorry, but we just can’t keep doing this!” Lazy Susan shrieked, stressed and angry. “You just keep that… that… freak outta town!”

The crowd yelled and shouted in agreement, leaving poor Dipper alone with the odd couple who were now shunned because of him. At least the cart was still in one piece.

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Soos stood at the doorway of the orphanage that sat on the farm. All the other kids had gone to bed or were inside playing, but one boy sat on the highest hill by a tree, watching the stars appear as the sun was setting. He was always stargazing. Soos sighed to himself and walked up the hill to try to help. “Dipper, you… don’t listen to those jerks. They’re just…”

“Soos, they’re right!” Dipper yelled and kicked the dirt beneath his sandals. “I am a freak! I try to fit in, I really do! But… I just can’t.”

“That’s a good thing, dude.” Soos said and stood next to the boy, who gave him a surprised look. “You shouldn’t try to be like anybody else. You should try to be like you, dawg, cuz you’re pretty cool.”

“No I’m not.”

“What, you kidding?” Soos lightly punched his shoulder. “Helping the lil’ dudes with school, getting tons of work done on the farm. You’re a cool dude, dude. Trust me.”

Dipper shrugged. “I guess, I just… I feel like I really don’t belong here.” He looked up at his caretaker and asked, “You said you and Melody found me, right?” When Soos nodded, Dipper pulled his metal out from under his toga and gazed down at the symbol of the gods. “This is the only clue I have to figuring out where I am from. Maybe… maybe if I know where I came from it’ll help me figure out who I am, why I’m so… weird.”

The boy sighed and tucked his necklace back under his clothes. He looked up at Soos and said, “I’m sorry, but I’m ready to go.”

To his surprise, Soos was smiling. “I know you are, dude. You’re old enough to know what you wanna do. I’ll help you pack.”

Dipper grinned and hurried back to the orphanage with him.

At sunrise, Dipper stood outside where he had been raised. Abuelita gave him a satchel full of food, Melody gave him a cloak to wear to beat the cold, and Soos gave him a noogie in farewell. With one last hug, the boy was off to discover where he belonged and who he was.

#GF #gravity falls #fanfiction #gift

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⋆ ◦ ° ☾ cismale + he/his — have you seen vincent janko? they sure have been hanging out at valdez county park a lot recently. they are thirty eight years old known as the raging bull, and they currently work for the cobras as a soldier, which they’ve been doing for nine years. a bisexual capricorn, they are determined + practical, as well as detached + stubborn. knitting needles, smashed terracotta pots, gauze bandages.

this is so long im so sry it’s mostly so i dont fKN FORGET MY BRAINS A SIEVE

HISTORY

this my most anti-social + rage-filled muse so we’ll see how he do... v v v loosely based on jake lamotta in the raging bull film. their personalities are actually a bit different ANYWAY

raised around violence, saw ppl responded to it + listened when used so grew up with the kinda mentality where violence was the only answer

not a great relationship with parents, lack of communication, abusive. vince’s parents married too young, fell out of love quick, took their frustrations out on each other and on their kid who never listened

so kept to himself at home but released aggression at school. a Big Fat Bully rip just picking on ppl all the time - not the weak ones but the strongest

got into a lot of trouble, juvenile diversion, detention etc. hefty fines bc of vandalism, assault etc. then eventually juvie for a short while for assaulting his probation officer. a mess.

age 15, his mum (civilian) left his dad (cobra) and his dad remarried to a fellow cobra. his new mom wanted their own kid but couldn’t so adopted serah. ENTER: actual angel, light of vince’s life. the lil 3 y/o was his everything ok. not only did serah’s arrival soften his dad up a lil but vince had less reason to be angry about things too.

tho their parents were v absent, vince had no problem taking care of serah. in fact he was so happy to do it, even skipped school to spend time with her

stayed out of trouble for serah, joined a boxing club which tamed him a lot, saved his anger for the ring. lost a lot at first but once he started to pick things up the cobras began to take notice as he quickly became the winning bet

doesn’t feel pain like normal people. can just charge + charge + charge @ people no matter how many punches to the head.

didn’t graduate high school but agreed to fight for the cobras + help them fix games for some extra dolla. enjoyed the money as paid back parents, became independent, and begin to save up to move into a house with his gf + financially support serah

never took the initiation tho. always rebelled against his parents and refused to join the cobras despite their wishes. didn’t like the thought of ppl telling him what to do. just wanted to fight, win, go back to his gf + sis with a fat wad of cash

around the age of 23, he enlisted in the army with a bunch of his friends due to ~patriontic~ reasons but before he left married mimi who came from savage parents + eventually initiated when she was 18. had been dating her since he was 16. this was another reason why he swore not to join as a cobra

finds out she’s pregnant whilst he’s away. wasn’t planned. thought of kids scared him bc he never believed he’d be a good dad (spoiler alert: he right)

comes back during leave to meet a lil bb rosie (age 25). elated but terrified. more than the war. goes back to afghanistan, hates not being there. so fucks up his own left ear, sent home with a medical discharge. deaf in one ear. called an animal.

he’s obvs not the same as before, disoriented and a lil traumatized. also wow vince is not the best parent. has sm of his dad’s awful traits that he hasn’t unlearnt but is Trying.

tried to do a normal job as a construction worker but just got into fights all the time, kept getting fired. was convinced to go back into the ring. so he did. but things were different.

he didn’t get the same sense of relief from mindless violence. just needed the money. impact of the war - no release from shooting a gun and taking an innocent person’s life. being a solider was a job in the same way as a fighter. work, work. unsatisfied hunger.

ANYWAY vince’s last fight (age 27), huge odds. cobras told him to lose. his friend bet on him to win against vince’s advice. friend had bet a lot of money. so won the fight. next day his wife was killed.

he thought it was the cobras. turns out it was the savages, they thought she was a snake. not only that but the cobras lost a lot of money. they wanted him to pay it back. he refused to initiate. but serah was pregnant as well. he needed to support the fam + didn’t want no dramaz.

so continued to fight. but now he didn’t know when to stop, didn’t know his limits. began to beat his opponents to death. did the odd job here and there - intimidation, repossession, torture. only to pay off his debts + lowkey protection for his fam

age 29, parents die. livid. paranoid. took cobra initiation for official protection. also a way to hunt down his wife and parents’ killer + get vengeance.

SUMMARY: ex cobra fighter, ex us military, widower, a decent brother (serah’s), trying to be a decent father, now cobra soldier. (all u have to know tbh)

PERSONALITY (?) ish

nine years later, not over it. still angry. still hunting for the savages that killed his loved ones. might even be dead but subconsciously it doesn’t matter to him, convinces himself they’re still alive to cope with guilt. give his life a kind of purpose he thinks is achievable.

it’s pretty obvious to ppl he’s only in the cobras out of his own interest, protection and vengeance. he doesn’t exactly see other cobras as ‘family’ and his jobs are all done solo. just sticks to himself, gets shit done and doesn’t want anyone to bother him.

tryna be a good brother and a good dad and a good husband. crazy overprotective. don’t fucc with them, he’ll kill you. more brawns than brains. not a lot of morals. full of hate and rage. always sounds angry. even if amused. doesn’t talk much. speaks in grunts n gruffs n glares. talks weirdly, goes off tangents a lot.

not book smart but v street smart. don’t bullshit him bc it’ll just piss him off.

once he sets his mind to something that’s it, game over. dont try and change his mind.

ALSO tryna be a better man for his fam. goes to therapy (rarely!!), cut down on drinking A LOT tho sometimes has his moments, smokes privately. works out a lot, does DIY a lot, but also taken on hobbies that require a lot of patience like knitting, gardening, fishing.

POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS

childhood friends - vince had a lot more space in his heart for people outside of his family when he was younger. he was more sociable, approachable. wasn’t exactly a social butterfly but had a group of friends etc. that he deeply cared for

kobra kidz on the block - vince’s dad and step-mom were both cobra members. so people he grew up with due to their affiliations? old time friends, old time enemies. frenemies. anything. vince was very vocal about his disregard for the gang tbh. could’ve boxed together etc.

annoyance - a younger chara that just won’t leave him alone lmao. maybe a cobra, maybe not. could be anything.

baby sitter - vince has a daughter called rosie who is 13 y/o. she’s a lil hard nut and hard to control (wonder who she takes after) but anyway he def needs one of these. he’d rely on them a lot.

family/friends of mimi - mimi, his late wife, was a savage. they dated from 16 to her death at age 27. she grew up around savages. she joined out of peer pressure and vince never shied away from telling her fam how much he doesn’t like them. so ppl that opposed her, maybe orchestrated/participated in her death. could be fun.

lonely - vince has only been in love with one woman + still isn’t over her but it’s been nine years and a man has needs. so someone he fucks bc he’s lonely. this person probably knows it too. maybe they’re also lonely.

ex-fling - same sitch as before but the person ended it bc vince was so detached and cold. or maybe they grew feelings and broke it off. either way, vince unintentionally hurt the other person and *charlie puth vc* they don’t talk any mo

garden patch friends - vince has rly gotten into gardening ok. has a little garden patch near where he lives in the suburbs. plants veggies, some flowers. so maybe they have similar interests or have a patch nearby and *gasp* vince can actually talk more than a sentence at a time

#outlaw.intro #// this is unnecessarily long #and has drained my brain #but if anyone wants to plot hit da like #also if u have d*scord pls holla cos #tumblr ims are @@@@@

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riverdalssweetpea · 6 years

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I Will Always Choose You

Request: Could you write an image with Sweet Pea based on episode 2x04? Where y/n (Archie's sister) defends the serpents? Also sweet gf?@rochyu

Hey everyone, especially Rochyu I gave the story more background then I think it needed to be but I still hope you enjoy it. P.s. I only tag characters that are in my imagines

It all started when Jughead transferred schools. He was your and Archies best friends since you were kids. It broke your heart when Jug told you he was going to attend Southside High. But to make it up to you he said you and Archie could come over to have a movie night at his place. You made it to Jugheads trailer a bit early because Archie and Veronica were having alone time. And there was no way you were going to be in the same house as those two. Once you made it to Jugs trailer you used the key FP gave you a while back. Once you walked through the door you were meet with four new eyes on you.

“Who the hell are you?” Said the handsome dark-haired guy sitting in the recliner.

“SP be nice that's one of Jugheads friends who are coming over.” the pink haired girl said to the very cute guy

“Who are you two? And yes I am one of Jugs friends.”

“My name is Toni and this is Sweet Pea. Jughead went to take a quick shower before his friends came over. But if I remember correctly he said it would be another 2 hours before you would come over.”

You walked over to Toni to shake her hand and then you went to shake Sweet Pea’s hand but he didn't budge. You just looked at him with a facial expression that said ‘really it's just a handshake’

“It’s nice to meet you both and yea I know its just that my brother and his girlfriend are at my house and I did not want to be in the house when they do it.”

“So you got a name northside princess?”

“My name is Y/N, not northside princess”

And that’s where it all started. Him calling you princess made you feel some sort of way. A way you previous boyfriends couldn't make you feel. So you decided to flirt with him a bit and make the most of it.

“I'll go warn Jughead that you're here.”

Once she went to get Jug you made yourself at home by going to the fridge and getting yourself a drink and getting comfortable on the couch.

“So how do you know Jones?” Sweet Pea’s eyes were always on you when you walked into the kitchen. There was something about you that caught his eye.

“Jug and I have been friends since we were kids. He’s like a brother to me. And how are you and Jug friends, Sweet Pie?”

“One it’s Sweet Pea and two we go to the same school and he’s a serpent and I’m a serpent. YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT? PRINCESS”

“Why would I have a problem with a good looking serpent,” You said to him with a wink

“Are you flirting with me, princess. Because if you are maybe we should kick it up a notch.”

Sweet Pea got up from the recliner and sat on the couch very close to you. Close enough to feel his body heat radiating off of him.

“Well, maybe we should SP. Only if your game.” You moved closer to Sweet Pea teasing him seeing what he would do.

“Oh I’m game Princess” And with that Sweet Pea but his hand on your knee and moves it up to your thigh.

“Y/N you're here early and I see you have meet Sweet Pea and Toni.”

“Yea I have.... um... what movie are we watching”

Jughead went to get the selecting of movies he had in his room while Toni went to the kitchen to make popcorn

“Listen, Pea, right now isn't the best time for what we were doing but if your still game here's my number and maybe we can continue what we were doing”

“Sounds good to me Princess”

------ 3 Months Later-------

You and Sweet Pea have been dating for 3 months now and you couldn't be happier. Archie has been getting on your case asking who you were seeing but you know he would flip if he found out you were dating a Southside Serpent. Especially since your dad got shot at Pop’s. You have been sneaking Sweet Pea through your window whenever he was out doing serpent business and his trailer was too far. Once Archie found out Jughead was a serpent he was pissed because he thought the Black Hood was a serpent. Then he started his stupid Red Circle. If only Archie could keep his mouth shut and if only he could think twice about his actions. It became harder for you to have Sweet Pea over because he called you to talk about how stupid this red-headed northsider was.

One night Archie and Veronica were talking about something when there was a knock on the door.

“I got it, Archie”

Once you got to the door you were greeted by Reggie and some of the Bulldogs that were part of the Red Circle.

“Umm, can I help you, Reggie?”

“Hey, Lil Andrew is Archie around we need to talk to him.”

“My name is Y/N and yea he’s here. Come on in guys”

Its been nearly an hour since the Bulldogs came over. They were talking about how they were getting the red circle back together. You told him it was a stupid idea because your just teasing the Black Hood making their family a target again. For a moment Reggie agreed with you but then a roar of several motorcycles came. Veronica went to check the window and looked at Archie.

“Archie trouble.”

You were confused what was going on and there was this feeling in the air that Archie was hiding something big from you. Archie ran towards the door to be faced with the serpent he pointed a gun at the other night.

“How stupid can you northsiders be. You think you can come to my house, stick a gun in my face in front of my boys and think there wouldn't be any payback.”

You recognized that voice it was your boyfriends' voice. And you couldn't believe what was coming out of his mouth. Your brother Archie pointed a gun at your boyfriends face. OMG why does Archie have a gun and why was he on the southside of Riverdale for. Before you could get up Reggie pushed you back down on the couch and when to the door with Archie.

“ You have crap timing bro, Bulldogs eat Serpents for lunch”

“Well see about that”

Sweet Pea said as he got closer to the door and tried to get in Archie and Reggie's face. You started to walk closer to the door and you stood next to Veronica. Sweet Pea pushed Reggie trying to start a fight but you pull him and Archie back. And that’s when Sweet Pea noticed you. His first thought was what were you doing at Archies house but then it all clicked. This is your house too he just never really paid attention to it when he would come over. Archie turned back to see you and Veronica behind him.

“Y/ N, Ronnie stay here”

“What Archie” “Archie are you being serious right now”

“Listen after my dad, I made a promise to protect him, Y/N and this house........Stay here both of you”

Sweet Pea kept his eyes on you the whole time. But something was different when you looked into his eyes. He looked like you betrayed him.

“Listen if you wanna fight well fight”

“What about your gun?” “What about your knife”

“How about no weapons” You step forward with Veronica hoping she would try to stop this but you interrupted her.

“I agree with Veronica on this one no weapons”

“Of course you would agree with her, Northside Princess.”

Archie pushed Veronica behind him and Reggie while they stood behind you.

“Hey leave my sister out of this serpent”

“You know I feel bad for her I mean she had to live with you her whole life. If only there was some way or someone who can take her away from YOU.”

“What the hell are you talking about”

“Oh, she didn't tell you?” Sweet Pea looked at you as if he was testing you.And as if he was teasing Archie. Archie looked at you then looked back at Sweet Pea.

“That she’s dating me. Who know’s maybe one day I'll be your brother-in-law.”

“WHAT!! Y/N your dating this southside scum. Really you could do so much better than him.”

“Archie if you could just please listen...” But he cut you off

“I don't want to hear about it. Now are we doing this or not”

And with that, he slammed the door on the serpents as him and the Red Circle got ready for this fight. The whole time you tried to talk to Archie but he couldn't even look at you. You ran upstairs and locked yourself in your room.

“Archie don't you think you should talk to Y/N. She looks really hurt.”

“I have to focus on this I’ll talk to her later”

-------- To the point when Veronica shot the gun in the air----------------

You were soaking wet from the rain and by the time you made it to the bridge the serpents and the Bulldogs were running off into their own vehicle. You looked around trying to find Sweet Pea you wanted to see him, you wanted to talk to him. It was hard to tell where he was because of the rain but you saw him and he saw you.

“Princess what are you doing here? Are you okay? Are you hurt?”

“Sweet’s I’m fine but you are not okay”

You raise your hand to cup his face trying to get a better look at his face.

“Y/N Andrews !!! Get in this car so we can go home” Archie was helping Veronica into the car. You looked at him then to Sweet Pea.

“Let's go patch you up, Pea”

“Y/N!!! Come on you seriously can be going with him”

“Yes, I am Archie. You don't know Sweet Pea like I know him and I'm gonna be honest with you Sweet Pea is a better person then you are.”

“Are you choosing him over family”

“Not over family just over you Archie just till things calm down.”

-------- At Sweet Pea Trailer-------

It took you about an hour to make sure he was all patched up. He kept looking at how focused you were.

“Did you really choose me over your own brother”

“Umm well, twin brother and yea I did. Sweet’s I really care about you”

“You care about me that much that you would leave your twin brother for a no good Serpent.”

“Yes I care about you that much and what can I say I like bad boys. And Archie is an idiot and I would choose you over him any day. I’m on your side”

“Hey listen I know we've been dating for only 3 months but it feels like the right time to say this.....I love you Y/N ...............even if you're related to Andrews.”

“Very funny Pea and I love you too”

SP Tag List: @jaaxsoadeaanspn @southsidepea

#sweet pea x reader #sweet pea imagine #sweet pea riverdale #riverdale sweet pea #sweet pea #archie andrews #toni topaz #jughead jones #riverdale imagines #cw riverdale #reggie mantle

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maple-leafing · 6 years

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Support: Part I (Mark Mcmorris x Reader)

Request: I 100% second the McMorris bros getting the love they deserve with some imagines written about them so maybe to kick it off I can ask if you’d want to write one about helping Mark when he’s feeling super down during the accident? Getting upset about not being able to do much so you just comfort him or something like that! Get them lovey dovey feels in their for the lil cutie 💕 thank you and I love your writing so I’m so happy to see this be a thing!

Hey! Saw your post about doing McMorris imagines and was wondering if you’d be up for a fluffy one? Maybe reader is Mark’s gf and is there when his big accident happened, helped him get well again for the Olympics and he proposes on the podium?? If that’s too detailed feel free to do anything you’d like! Much love. xx

Athlete: Mark Mcmorris

Team: Canada

Word Count: 1296

Disclaimer: I mean no disrespect to the athlete that I am writing for and everything is purely fictional. None of the gifs I use are my own.

A/n: This should be a couple parts, maybe a few because I’ve combined a couple of requests. I was really excited to write this and I hope you guys like it. Lovey Dovey scenes in the next part! (This is more angst) ❤️❤️

The accident is what started it all: The long uphill climb to Pyeongchang.

You were there the day it happened, sitting next to Craig, trying to keep your boyfriend and his younger brother alive. It was a rush of emotions, from waiting for the helicopter to arrive, to sitting in the hospital waiting room, desperately hoping he was going to make it.

Craig, although keeping it together when the accident happened, broke down when you got to the hospital.

“It’s all my fault. I’m supposed to be the older sibling. I’m supposed to protect him.” His tough and goofy resolve finally had broken and you felt your stomach sink.

“Craig. Without you, Mark wouldn’t be alive.” You tried to remain a voice of reason. “I’m so proud of you for being so brave. You have to remember that.”

He nodded sadly, looking up at you only to give you a half smile. “You’re too good for Marky. I hope he realizes that.”

“Nah, I think he’s way out of my league and I’m happy to say that that goof chose me, but it feels so surreal everyday.” Your voice became more serious towards the end of the statement. “He’s an Olympic athlete you know? And I’m just me. I never got the chance to go before the injury.” You used to snowboard professionally and you still snowboard with Mark and his friends occasionally, but a wicked crash keeps you from doing the sport you love as well as you used to.

The nurse walked into the room with a bright smile on her face. “He’s awake and he’s going to be okay.”

Craig gave you a look as if to say that your conversation wasn’t over. You dismissed his look effectively. “Can we see him?”

“Of course. Right this way.” She replied leading the two of you down the hallway. “He’s been asking for you you know. He can’t talk right now, but he’s been writing down little notes to communicate.” She stopped at the room to open the door, giving you a kind stare. “I couldn’t help but over hear what you had said earlier and I believe that you shouldn’t think that way about yourself. He loves you very much.” She giggled slightly at a thought watching your eyes widen in shock, Craig standing behind you. “He was a little loopy from the pain meds and he wouldn’t stop writing about how much he loves you. He’s a lucky man and he knows it.” She pushed the door open, directing towards Mark. “Go on in you two. If you need anything, just page me.”

Walking in, you saw Mark laying in the bed, his eyes open and a smile crossing his face. He had tubes all over his body, multiple machines helping to keep him alive.

“There he is.” Craig announced. “Our little risk taker.” You could see Marks smile widen as he grabbed the note pad and the pen on his side table.

‘Hi,’ he wrote.

“Is that all you have to say to us?” Craig asked.

You watched as Mark shook his head and scribbled as quickly as he could. ‘Am I alright? Can I still snowboard?’

“Of course that’s what he’s worried about.” Craig joked at Mark’s sheepish smile.

“The nurse said you’d be okay to snowboard, but it’s going to take a lot of work and rehab, but you also need to rest.” You spoke for the first time in the conversation and Mark’s eyes lit up.

‘I love you both.’ You picked up the note pad he handed to you. You passed it back so that he could write some more. ‘Thank you for saving my life.’ It said.

“Mark,” you spoke softly, “there was no way we weren’t going to everything we could to make sure you were safe. Besides, what would I do without my snowboard partner in crime eh?”

You watched Mark grab the pen, quickly jotting something down on the paper. ‘Probably die of boredom.’ You and Craig both laughed. There was the good old Mark.

The next couple of months were really rough on the two of you. Mark was having trouble adjusting to a lifestyle that didn’t involve hitting the slopes everyday. His rehab was wearing him out and at times, he wanted to give up. Craig tried to reason with him, but the only person who could get through to him was you. This time though, things seemed different.

Mark was in the middle of working on some self exercises that he could do at home when he broke down crying, both you and Craig making lunch in the kitchen.

You dropped everything and immediately ran to him, worried he had hurt himself. “Mark. Are you okay?”

“Why do I do this shit?” He cried frustratedly. “Why do I snowboard if this,” he motioned to his body, “is what it’s going to lead me to.”

“If you want to quit, then quit.” You told him.

“What?” Mark’s eyes widened in shock as he saw Craig run in.

“If there’s anything I’ve learned from my previous accidents and being in rehab is, that you’re only as good as you think you are.” Your words were directed at him. “If you don’t think you can do it, if you want to give up, that’s what’s going to happen, but if you believe in yourself and you want to give the sport that gave you everything a second chance, then you will kick rehab in the ass and be ready for the Olympics in no time.” You reassured him.

’Some of us don’t have the luxury of a second chance.’ You thought. ‘But he will.’

Mark’s sobbing stopped and he looked at you intently. He found your words encouraging, but he needed to take his anger with the world out on someone. That someone just happened to be you. “And what about you? What kept you from going back to the professional level?” He spoke coldly. “Did you actually try to get better or did you just give up?”

“Mark.” Craig cut in. “That’s offside and you know it.”

“Oh so what? Are you two cheating on me behind my back now? Because you seem to spending a lot of time together.”

“Mark.” Craig yelled. “You know what? (Y/n) shouldn’t have to deal with your shit.” Craig watched as his brother scoffed.

“My shit? My shit?” He screamed right back at his older brother.

“You’re so goddamn selfish!” You didn’t want the two fighting because of you. “You almost died, and that killed us both, but that doesn’t mean you can treat your girlfriend like shit because you’re mad at the world for putting you in this situation.” Mark glared at Craig as if looks could kill. “We,” Craig pointed between the two of you, “don’t have to deal with your shit anymore. We’re leaving.”

“Craig don’t.” You pleaded.

“No he’s right.” Mark coldly pointed. “I don’t want either of you near me. Get out.” He screamed.

Craig tugged your arm as tears tried to escape your eyes. “Come on (Y/n/n),” he spoke calmly, “let’s go.”

As soon as you were gone, Mark broke further. He sunk to the floor knowing he’d made a big mistake. He knew how badly you wanted to snowboard professionally again and he rubbed it in your face that you couldn’t. He’d called you a quitter, but worse he’d called you a cheater. He wanted so badly for you to run back in the room, scoop him up in your arms and comfort him like you always did. Like you’d been doing everyday for the passed few months. You were his rock and he threw you away like a skipping stone. He needed you back and he needed to apologize.

#mark mcmorris imagine #mark mcmorris x reader #snowboard imagine #snowboard imagines #olympics imagine #athlete imagines #hockey imagines #not hockey related #but #I’m going to tag anyway #nhl imagines #nhl imagine

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iamtaekooked · 7 years

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BTS reaction to another guy calling you noona

This wasn’t a request sent by anyone, but just an idea that popped up in my head, so I made a reaction out of it. Another male calls you noona and they get jealous. Hope you guys like it :)

gifs not mine. credit to owners

MASTERLIST

Jin

Your friend was over at your apartment with her younger brother. He always kind of had a thing for you, but you were the sweetest lil bean on this planet. You guys were playing go stop, when your friend’s brother lost. “Noona, why are you so good at this game. I always loose a lot of money because of you” he smiled/winked at you. Red lights went off in Jin’s head. He scooted over closer to you, , and hugged you by your waist, from the back. “Jagi, are you hungry?” He asked you. You knew why he was being affectionate all of a sudden, so to assure him you loved him and no one else, you gave him a kiss in front of everyone. “Dont worry” you whispered, and that was enough confirmation for him.

Yoongi

Bambam was over at your place to hang out with you and Yoongi. “Noona, you are such a good cook” Bambam smiled shyly. Yoongi knew what was up. He usually was not the kind to engage in any sort of PDA around anyone, but when he suddenly kissed you in front of Bambam, you felt something was off. Once Bambam had left you asked “what was that?” “What was what?” He feigned innocence. “Yoon, you kissed me when Bambam was there… Wait were you jealous because he called me noona?” You asked while a little smile played on your lips. He shrugged. “You won’t even try to hide it?” You asked surprised. “You are mine, only mine. I have every right to be jealous, so why would I hide it?” he replied. He pulled you closer by your waist and kissed you deeply again.

Hoseok

You rang the bell to BTS dorm. Taehyung opened the door. “Noona! You are here” he said excitedly. You went inside and as soon as you did Jungkook ran up to you and hugged you taking you by surprise. “NOONA!” He yelled and spun you around. Hoseok came downstairs hearing the commotion and as soon as he saw Jungkook clutching onto you, he ran towards you both. “Yah! Get off my gf, idiot and don’t call her noona” he separated the two of you. Taehyung, Jungkook and you broke out into laughter. Hoseok stood in the midst with a clueless expression. “Hyung, I made a bet with noona that you will get jealous if I hugged her like that and called her noona” he chuckled. “Yah.. I am not jealous, whose jealous pfft. I just thought she was having a.. a H..hard time breathing…” Hoseok tried to explain. “Yea right…” the three of you said in unison, while folding your arms.

Namjoon

Namjoon was being pissy because Yugyeom called you noona. “I don’t want any guy calling you that, unless its me” he told you. “Joon we are the same age if you forgot. You can’t call me noona, its awkward” you explained. “Why are you so jealous anyway, its not like he likes me” you inquired. “You should have seen how he blushed when he said ‘noona, I am happy you are here’ Namjoon copied yugyeom. You rolled your eyes. You held his face in your hands, looked into his eyes and said “I. am. Yours” and smiled. He smiled in return, and kissed your forehead. “Okay fine, but if he does it again, I will fight him.” “Joon..’ You warned and gave a little chuckle.

Jimin

You had left your phone in the living room while you went to get ready. Jimin was watching tv. Your phone chimed as a notification popped through.He did not want to read it but his eyes accidentally fell onto the phone. It read “Noona! Can’t wait to see you.” Jimin immediately felt jealous. He went into the room, and as you turned around he snaked his hand onto the back of your neck and kissed you roughly. As much as you liked it, you were out of breath. “Jimin what was this for?” You asked him, panting a little. “Nothing. Just remember that I am your boyfriend and you are mine. And yes tell that friend of yours not to call you noona” he turned around and left. You stood in your spot still trying to figure out what the hell happened.

Taehyung

You and Taehyung were out on a date, when suddenly it was interrupted by a very handsome looking guy. “Noona! Fancy seeing you here” he said. You smiled politely made small talk. All the while Taehyung watched the guy with the eyes of a hawk. “This is my boyfriend, Taehyung” you introduced him. Taehyung and your coworker shook hands. “Aww noona, I missed my chance didn’t I?” The guy said. When Tae heard that, he immediately chimed in “ Yup! And now she’s all mine” he said it with a smile, but you could see through his facade. His hand slipped into your waist and he pulled you closer. Although his voice was calm and normal, the look in his eyes was dark. “Lets go jagi” he turned to you, laced your hands together and waved to the guy.

Jungkook

You were waiting outside of your college/work to get some notes/files from a friend of yours. Jungkook was waiting inside the car. You were looking at your phone. Your head snapped up as you heard “Noona!” Your friend came up running to you. He hugged you, which took you by surprise. You awkwardly returned the hug and took your papers from him. Jungkook got out of the car and stood next to you. “Hi. I am Jungkook. Y/n’s boyfriend” he said and held his hand out. The guy shook his hand, but boy did he make a mistake. Jungkook gripped his hand to the point it went white. Your friend tried to let go, but Jungkook pulled him, and whispered “Dont call her noona.” Jungkook patted his shoulder. “It was nice meeting you” he smiled and opened the door for you. You sat in, wondering what he said. Jungkook just smirked as he sat in the car and drove away.

Dedicated to all you noona's out there 🙂Hope you guys liked this one! Happy reading and have lovely day ahead ❤️

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cannolicas · 6 years

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Secret relationship with Jungkook

♡ The Love started when you were young

♡ like realy young

♡ highschool young

♡ you were 15 and so was he when you 'met'-and by met I mean he just stared at you shyly for months bc he was angstious

♡he was a new trainee, and girls were flocking to him and he, being shy, hated this new popularity. He just wanted to be a quiet nerd, with a beautiful geeky girlfriend in fact he fantasized about the quiet life he wished the two of you had.

♡you were a new student in his highschool. Aperently you dad was some businessman who moved your family to Seoul for work, after you grew up in England, Rome, France and Singapore.

♡you were v shy.

♡ just like him- the him he liked and felt like home.

♡you had a cute lil stutter and blushed a lot, and he was obsessed (in a non creepy way)

♡he would just daze off lovingly and smile at every little thing you did.

♡so he was just so drawn to you

♡ you, little ole you, sitting with your head in a book drinking little sips of your aloe, taping your clean nails against the table, trying to keep to yourself so the queenkas wouldn't pick on you again.

♡he thinks your super pretty.

♡and of corse you think he’s handsome I mean he’s beautiful

♡He was so angstious he asked makeup noonas for help, like how do I talk to a girl anbunch of 19 year old boys raised me ahhhim scared.

♡he would just come up to you on a rainy day when a lot of kids didn't come in- less fear that day.

♡maybe 10 other people in the normally 100 person cafeteria. Rich kids don't come on in the rain.

♡"Hey" "o-oh H-Hey"

♡ "can I sit here?"

♡ "O-oh Sorry I'll move"

♡"no I ment with you"

♡"o-oh"

♡and boom, he fell hard in love, and you hated were scared to admit that you did to.

♡his first love and is last.

♡ after a few months of sitting, staring, and asking the time/date/your ringsize and how you like ya eggs in the morning after the good good he confessed.

♡but see, he was about to debut as an idol at that time.

♡you all ready knew how hard it was for him to do this, he called you his only escape a million times

♡ you decided to date in secret, or Just keep doing what you were doing. You grounded him, kept him sane.

♡it was hard, but here you were, blood sweat and 2 years later and he was admiting to his members.

♡ "hyungs theres a girl. I-I love her"

♡they were sceptical ofcorse.

♡ like who the fuck is this gold diggin hoe after out Kookie. They thought any girl the makane would be home would be a bitchy mrs popular, and only after fame.

♡’there just after your fame, jeonguk’ hoseok said softly, not to upset the baby.

♡”no hyung she’s different-she's Y/N, you don't get her"

♡but then they met you and they got it.

♡you were v sweet and v shy and v cute

♡Kookie met the only person ever shyer then him. To the boys they were like ¿?¿wow?¿? clone much?¿?

♡ you literally used him as a human shield, and bowed while formally addressing the members. Always using honorifics and it was so funny to them bc you were like when they first met kookie.

♡"oh my fucking god these dorks"- yoongi

♡like Namjoon was shook after watching you two talk in Jungkooks room, which you thought was private. After he was like this girl realy loves Jungkook

♡ you had a heavy stutter and hugged Jungkook in a clingy koala way when you talked to him, looking up at him, deep in his eyes, as he played with your hair.

♡and it made Kookie gush like ahhh my baby's so cute.

♡you were the only person ever who saw him as big and strong, and he ate that sit up. Ｌｏｖｅｄ it

♡ "I-I don think they like me, jeo-kookie" you said, with a few tears.

♡a-and I know how much you love them like brothers and I don’t want to devide you all”

♡"why? What's not to like? It's you Jagi"

♡ "I-i don't think they think I'm good enough. Their right your so handsome Jungkook you could get a queenka if you wanted but your wit-"

♡he kisses you and shuts you up.

♡ "I love you. And I'm with you because I want you, only you. They don't love me for me, but you do, baby. I'll be by your side forever" "promise?" "I'll die on that promise. Your my life"

♡ you hugged him and he smiled. "They'll come around to you. Your the best. I know that will"

♡'ok boys she's good enough'-Namjoon

♡ you almost broke up once, tho

♡you did it to protct him, his image, his brand and his fandom. Gf= bad

♡he didn’t like the idea and neither did you, but you insisted even though it hurt like a knife to the heart. It was so fucking hard on you. You didn't leaves your bed, just crying for 2 days.

♡ but two days later he want having it. He herd about your state from your sister and he wa steady to kill the jerk who hurt you so... himself?

♡never gonna give u up

♡it was like a movie, crying in the rain and hungrily kissing. "I love you your never leaving me again"

♡ that night you got back together you shared your first time in a hotel room

♡yes it was very romantic and sweet and emotional and the aftercare was on point and you just cuddled him as he whispered in your ear about your future for hours and it was so wpsweet hou criend and it was just beautiful.

♡ next day Jungkook had they glowy 'I just got fucked' look

♡they were on set for a mv, And as grown ass men they know that look.- the 'I just got fucked look'

♡’yall finaly fucked?’-Hoseok

♡’no hyung we made love’

♡ and your were a little bit more confident after that

♡meaning that now you too, believed in your love and would fight for it! This was it!!!

♡ so you did.

♡ flash forward to age 20

♡blood sweet, and 5 years later (lol).

♡ management just found out about you

♡in a realyyyyyy bad way

♡ you got stabbed by a saesang in a grocery store when you kissed Jungkook as he petted your tummy affectionately.

♡ but it's even worse-don't tell anyone it's a secret- Shh your 9 weeks along

♡yEs I mEaN pReGgErS

♡ Jungkook called management crying

♡he spilled all about y'all (except the baby thing)

♡like ‘I might loose everything hyung' (exact words to Namjoon later)

♡ and of corse they handled international police on the crazy bitch for him while making arrangements for the best suite in the hospital.

♡ considering how Namjoon flies into bangs office yelling about how great you are you were now family to big hit.

♡all 6 boys vouged for you as family

♡ VVVIP epward secured for ya post op- aka after surgery

♡3 longggg (6 hours plus, like 20 hours of surgery) surgeries.

♡ Jungkook was a mess.

♡first two were the riskiest. And he cried for hours.

♡ spent that time explaining the relationship to management, from high school to now(minus the secret baby)

♡ they rolled you back into the room and Jungkook went crazy.

♡ hugged you, petted your tummy, said how much he loved you, and you two just talked, and cried, and snuggled and cried and called his mom and he told stupid jokes and you just giggled until you saw management

♡then y'all panicked- it was jumping but the. A nurse came in.

♡ "don't worry, Mr.Jeon, as we just told mrs. Y/L/N, your baby is perfectly fine, and they affected. Perfect as new"

♡as blessed as the new father felt he was a little worked abput something else.

♡’Well hyung Y/Ns tired you should leave’

♡ haha to late- you've herd of anger management, but what about 'angry management ™️''?

♡ JeOn JuNgKoOk whAt Do YoU mEaN pReGnAnT?!? NoT iN mY lObBy

♡"we will discuss this later, Jungkook. Just take care of your familly for now, they've been through a lot today' (*breaks door handle from squeezing anger ly and has,little baby stress stroke*)

♡ calm now, but rip Jungkook l8r tho

♡happily ever after

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summerinsacramento-blog1 · 6 years

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TARA: Reflecting on what it means to Love Someone (And a story about a white girl looking for some spiced vanilla)

The following story is being told from an unreliable narrator.

It is about me.

But I was so drunk that I only know it because of my Friend Nicolas, who told it to me the morning after.

Imagine me.

Now imagine be 4 years younger and about 25 pounds lighter. This was me in the early years of my alcoholism. The first girl I ever dated was out of the picture, and the loins of this fresh young man were screaming for beer and women.

This man wanted to either meet girls or get stupid drunk. He did the latter then the former.

We were roaming the halls of Vista Del Sol with our homegirl Nykki, who was totally going to get us into a party that she definitely knew the host of. I had already drank a lot, and was probably already trashed before Nykki was even leading us to our destination. We arrived, and by this point I no longer have most details, but as Nick tells.

We walked into the party and I immediately got some jungle juice and walked into a corner where my friends were to socialize.

This little white girl spotted my SICK Red Power Rangers jacket from the crowd and walked up to me from across the room. She wasn’t talking to the group, she was talking to ME. “Hi, I’m Tara!” she said. That’s the last thing I remember.

From what Nick said, a 5 minute conversation ensued that boiled down to “Hi I’m Jairo”

“You’re cute” “Where is alcohol” “I like your Jacket!” “Where can I find more alcohol I want to get trashed”

Ad naseum for 5 straight minutes or whatever.

This girl was trying to get it into my head that she wanted to meet a young man and show him the finer points of Tempe Arizona, but I had one thing in mind and it was destroying my liver.

I didn’t get a chance to recover because the host showed up and kicked us out since Nykki just led us to a random apartment. It was dope and I don’t remember what happened after. It doesn’t matter.

______________________________

Why do I tell this story? Because I think it encapsulates a true fact about me that I didn’t realize until last weekend. I don’t know how to RECEIVE love. I know how to give it and I give it wholy to anyone who asks. Family, friends, and women will all receive all my help love and support holistically, but I don’t have the capacity to tell someone “Hey, I deserve more than this.” I also don’t know how to say “Thank you for giving me this attention and this love.” I don’t even know when people want to share love with me, romantic or not. The story above is one example. Another example I can think of is one that one of my exes told at a party. She was in my bed and I still was not getting the hint that she was, in fact, interested.

This realization came about from a conversation I had with my little brother last week. It was midnight and we were driving north of San Diego to a rest stop. We were really tired, and conversation got really deep and siblingy.

Real Siblingy.

He admitted to me that he didn’t like my last long term ex after hanging out with us for a weekend last November and watching us interact. I told him that if he’d told me I would have walked out on her before she dumped me and threw me into the spiral that led to the creation of this blog. I also told him the same is true for every girl he’s gone on to tell me that he doesn’t like. He met all three of my long term exes and he didn’t like any of them. So curious, I asked him why.

“All of your relationships, its OBVIOUS you give everything to your girls but you don’t expect anywhere near as much in return.”

I was driving at the time, and when those words hit me it was like an out of body experience. I felt like I was leaving the Sunken Place for a bit. I didn’t realize it until then, but my brother was right. I can never accept that somebody likes me or loves me. I don’t know why. Maybe I subconsciously don’t think I am worth loving. Maybe that’s just my personality, giving myself all out to people with no expectations of return – maybe I’m selfless. Maybe I just don’t notice. Whatever it is, it’s true.

2013 Girl fetishized the shit out of my white skin and dumped me twice then came to take me back twice. Because of her I have a very strict “No Retreading of Old Ground” rule. Also she told me down the line she was going to fake a pregnancy to get me back which was weird as hell and I dodged a fatass bullet there.

2016 Girl was too busy with her life to really reciprocate my affections. When we broke up she said I was her world, which was weird because that was the first time she told me something like that. Shit was weird. However, I broke up with her because she yelled at me all the time and I eventually realized my love had turned into fear. I used to be mad as fuck about how our relationship happened, but with time I realize it could have been played better by both parties.

2017 Girl… I’m just not even gonna bring her up, y’all are probably sick of the stories. Ultimately though, my brother was right about her too. She always jokingly said I was an asshole, and I should have told her to stop, but I never did. My mistake.

Not to say that I am perfect, far from it. What I am trying to say is that I never asked for ANYTHING from these girls. They did their best to keep me happy, but I also should have been more willing to let them know when I didn’t like something they were doing. I get so caught up in the happiness I have that I never realize there could be MORE if I communicate, and that’s a lesson I need to learn. I don’t ever expect girls to change their behavior, even when it’s detrimental to our relationship. I forgive a lot of shit I shouldn’t forgive, and I allow myself to take the blunt of the worst stuff. Especially money wise. I took one of those girls to Disneyland and didn’t even ask for her to pay her half. Definitely a waste of my money.

On the other hand, I also don’t know how to receive love. Tara didn’t get a chance. Which is probably good for both of us since I would have made a move if I liked her back. Maybe. On a similar note, the last lil gf I had liked me a lot and I didn’t realize… I still find myself asking myself why she did. Again though, I should have known and either reflected properly or walked out early. However, that’s a lesson I still need to learn.

I’ve rambled for a while so I’m just gonna try to wrap this up cause I don’t really have an end in mind… I think I have a serious lack of self-love to address because I can neither receive love nor ask for it to be fixed. I also need to realize when I have given a girl too many chances. Because honestly, I gave all three of those ladies too many before things bit me in the ass. We’ll see what the future holds, but I think I will hold a more close appreciation of my worth and try to reflect it.

Also, fun fact, my mother doesn’t invite me or my bros ladies on vacations anymore because she wasted a lot of money on 2013 and 2016. Same mom, same.

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issei-ice-k · 6 years

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How to Love (not ft. Lil’ Wayne)

Feb. 5th, 2018

Growing up, I was afraid of making mistakes due to my father always negatively criticizing me. However, I’ve definitely seen him soften around the edges over the years and although he has never directly told me he loves me, I don’t doubt for a second that he does because his actions back it up. It should be verbally communicated as well but I’ve accepted him to let his actions speak for him. But as a boy, timid by nature, my father’s criticism caused me to form a bad habit of second guessing myself, and calculating my decisions became my defense mechanism to prevent myself from making mistakes. This obviously stunts growth, because making mistakes and learning from them is part of the learning curve. But I managed to learn this fact through my teen years, and practiced not fearing to fail in my past decade of my life. The results have shown me that things usually work out when listening to your heart and going with your gut feeling. My decision to quit competitive ice hockey, and explore the world of arts gave me the opportunity to study abroad in the country of my heritage, where I eventually landed a stable job in Tokyo with a thriving company and made some of the best friends of my life during my time there. Listening to my heart was working for me, but this was much easier to do when it wasn’t about love. With love, someone else’s heart is on the line. My decisions impact someone else’s life and feelings. What used to be a fork in the road for just my life, now suddenly brings another’s. It was a scary thought when thinking about it that way.

My life continued to attract exciting opportunities. While I was working in Tokyo, I had been offered a job that guaranteed me to move to Los Angeles within 6 months to a year. Ever since diving into the arts, LA had been a place I wanted to explore to see all kinds of art. With a passion to pursue acting and dance, it seemed like this new job was an opportunity of a lifetime. I placed my bet and signed the dotted line.

At that time, I had just gotten out of a 3.5 year relationship and was starting this new job that guaranteed my move to pursue my passion. My life was about to change drastically. I was ready to invest time into myself to see how I could become a better me and how to love myself, which to me, meant exploring what I did and didn’t like about myself, and diving deeper into my hobbies/passions. I wasn’t looking for a relationship but I wanted to meet other women to find out what qualities I wanted in a significant other. But fate didn’t know or care.

A few weeks into my new job, I was introduced to a cute girl through a mutual friend. Her name, Miku. I couldn’t resist but to ask her out to dinner and unexpectedly, sparks ignited on our first date. I had disclosed that I wasn’t looking for a serious relationship due to my current situation but that didn’t stop us from continuing to see each other. The more time we spent together, the more I saw her playfulness and throughout our little laughter-filled adventures, by some miracle, she chose to give me her heart. I saw this and reciprocated to give her some of mine as well because why not? She was cute, kind, humble, artistic, spontaneous, free-spirited… should I keep going? Okay, one more... her pursed lips doe ;) But it was my first time not labeling a relationship as boyfriend/girlfriend that got intimate. Eventually, although we didn’t agree to label it as bf/gf, I offered for us to be exclusive between each other and we agreed to not see other people.

You may be thinking, “if we were exclusive to each other, how was it any different from bf/gf?” This caused a lot of confusion, not only to her, but to me as well. No matter how I tried to answer that question, it never made sense because the defense mechanism of my mind created this barrier of an idea that a long-distance relationship wouldn’t work and I needed time to self invest, but my heart really wanted to be with her. The best conclusion that my inner conflict came to was to commit to each other with an expiration date of when I move to LA. But Miku didn’t hesitate at thoughts of long distance. Why? Because Miku has ears the size of Dumbo’s when it came to listening to her heart. *This is a figure of speech guys. Her ears aren’t actually huge. They are very cute.* But just imagine being able to hear every flutter, chirp, and whisper of your heart when it speaks. It would make life much easier to make decisions. Miku loved me fully with no barriers. Her love was pure. She knew how to love far more than I did.

My time to move to LA inevitably came but I was still unable to process my inner conflict. I was naive in that I kept following my mind instead of my heart and I continued to push her away despite her continued effort to try to keep us together. In the end, I ended up breaking her heart, the very thing I thought I could prevent. In doing that, I know I must’ve made her feel like a complete fool for giving me her heart, and made her second guess not only herself but how to love. It was the most unfair thing I could’ve done, which consequently put me in my position now…

Fast forward to today, now in LA a few months after Miku and I broke up and I had still been following the mind that had told me that love will come after focusing energy inward on myself. But my heart for her had been growing louder and more unsettling. I was even reaching out to mutual friends to see how she was doing in prior months. I was really dying to reach out to her but I wanted to respect that she wanted space. Over the past couple months I’ve been trying to understand why I was feeling this. Maybe moving to a new city without friends was harder than I thought? Realistically, I love the LA weather and I’ve been meeting a ton of new people here and I moved to new cities almost every other year since I was 13 and in my hockey days. I couldn’t be happier with my housemates and living situation. I’ve gained a true brother in one of my housemates and I've lived with tons of roommates since I was 14. Trust me, I know what shitty roommates can be like. However, I do recall my move to Tokyo to work for SoftBank being very tough. But much of that was due to being placed in a very traditional Japanese working environment and forcing myself to learn business level Japanese. When I moved to LA, my job, my boss, and my responsibilities didn’t change at all. There was no stress in those departments. I had to look deeper. Maybe because I hadn’t found my partner yet? So I started to look around but when I was trying to look for qualities in the girls I was talking to, I realized I was literally envisioning Miku in my head. And it hit me that deep down my heart knew of a love that was already there. It showed me exactly what qualities I want in a woman.

I need a partner humble and grounded enough to not need to flaunt her looks, but rather, let me proudly flaunt her around. I need someone wise enough to listen before assuming, who will always self reflect on her words/actions, someone artistic, to have the viewpoint to see beauty in the smallest things, to support my passions, to be spontaneous enough to get up and go on a weekend getaway, to have a similar amount of a Japanese/Western blend as me, to be able to really share the dopamine high of music, to show immense care through the tough times, to share everyday laughter through the smallest corny jokes and puns (like the title of this post), and to have a pure smile of elation. Not only that but I need to really be able to vibe with my partner. Like when something funny occurs and a word doesn’t have to be spoken to know exactly what the other person is thinking, and simultaneous eye contact becomes the punchline to a burst of stomach-clenching laughter. Or when you can nerd out on things that you both grew up on that shaped your childhood, despite growing up in different places. I’m sure some of you can relate. Miku possesses all of these traits and even showed me how to care for those I truly love through the way she gives love.

I remember how excited I was to introduce her to my sister, Reina. My sister was my figure who helped guide me and teach me from her experiences growing up. The one who always had my back, even though she felt like a bully at times ;P But I was excited because she was the closest person to me in my life and I wanted just the three of us to meet so Reina could get a glimpse of Miku’s amazing personality; cute, innocent, and easily amused with a hint of Kanye, who can’t find a fuck to give even if she wanted to about what others think, but will also melt toward any cute animal within sight. It was truly healing to see them get along and sing their hearts out to some of our childhood tunes at karaoke together. And my sister approved. It was the first time she genuinely liked a girl I introduced her to.

During our time, I even mentioned to Miku that she had marriage potential to me but my understanding of those reasons have come crisp into focus. Is it possible to love someone once you are away from them? Many might say no, but this experience has told me yes. Love grows differently for everyone. If love had a template, there would be a lot less relationships in this world.

But here I am trying to pick up the pieces to the heart I shattered... but I know exactly why I failed. You can’t calculate love or half ass it. You just need to listen to your heart and if it gives you the signal, you need to act on what it says, not the thoughts of doubt that your mind creates. The rest will work out if both people fully love each other, because if you try to calculate your moves, you won’t be able to focus on the present moment and what your heart is telling you. I know Miku already knows this if she hasn’t changed how she loves.

One could argue that I just want the old memories to become the present again, but to be honest, I want it to be different this time around, because previously everything revolved around me. There is nothing that will comfort her in trusting that version of me again. This time I’d show her what my heart truly feels through my actions, as my dad does. To show that I love her. Actions like not being on my phone when we are supposed to be enjoying each other’s time. Staying aware of how people can be perceived on social media and being careful of what kind of women I spend time with. Managing and making time for our alone time. Planning out not only spontaneous dates or events but even planning trips/events ahead of time, including those that she would really enjoy, not just me. I really want to explore the rest of the world with her, and especially Hawaii because I know it’s her second home. My mom had even agreed to put her on flight benefits to make this affordable and possible when I asked her. I want to experience more of what molded her before I met her. But not just her past, I want to show her and lead her to things she still hasn’t experienced during our limited time on this planet. I accept her for who she is and how she thinks and I want to hear more not just about the beauty she sees in things, but her deeper thoughts in life as well.

I hate to assume, but my heart also tells me that some of her heart is still with me. If she still believes in the way she loves, I’d beg her to dig down and look into her heart to see if there is any sense of love still there for me, even if it’s just a glimmer. Without barriers, I'll provide tenfold through the promise to protect our love for each other. The characteristics she displayed to me are those that will make me happy for life.

I know she thinks that feelings should build from the get go in a relationship, which may turn into love at some point, and I respect her view. I wish I was wiser to have understood my own feelings and actions from the start but I can’t rewind time. But my love for her is clear to me. I can’t control what may happen in the future but I know for a fact that I will regret not giving my all for her. Do I deserve a second chance? Many may say no. But the only thing I can do is to convey my love and hope that she is willing to see through my lens, in the eye of the beholder.

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