#my heart is slowly dying

[coladaminx]

yo i don't think that vestige is all might! (╥︣﹏᷅╥) remember IZUKU IS SLOWLY DYING FROM GEARSHIFT WHICH SECOND SAYS HE ONLY HAS A FEW MINUTES and after using it on kacchan his vestige starts to appear That's why 2nd looked that way!!

#bnha #mha #my hero academia #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #izuku midoriya #bakugou katsuki #AND 2ND DID SAY THE DRAW BACK OF USING GEARSHIFT #WOULD BE BAD #IZUKU IS SLOWLY DYING A TEMPORARY DEATH! #ROMEO AND JULIET IS ON THE WAY AND IM SCARED #like i hope im wrong and thats all might #then ill delete this but for now #yo hori this isn't funny lol #im just thinking about katsuki seeing a dead izuku....... #yo he's gonna lose it and my heart will be crushed #thanks for reading! :3

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

its always so funny to me in movies/shows when people get shot in the chest or whatever and die instantly. like. no lmao

#that wont happen???? #the only insta-kill there is is headshots and even those arent always instantly fatal #people can and have survived a bullet to the head #people can and have and do survive gunshot wounds to the chest/heart #me watching an action movie: not dead yet. not dead yet. dead. not dead yet. would survive that. dead. not dead yet #my favorite part of watching those kinds of movies is imagining how most people on the ground are in the Process of dying #and by favorite i mean the Most Distressing Part #absolutely unprompted #like jurassic world? when the lady gets taken by a pterosaur an then the both of them swallowed by the mosasaur #like... she did not die as soon as the jaws closed #that lady just got swallowed alive. shes not dead yet #and then i sit there mildly distressed as i think about how horrible of a demise that is #an extra gets shot? #oh great they're slowly dying of blood loss / shock out of frame #its a mindset i cant turn off! #but it is also genuinely funny when movie characters/extras die instantly from injuries that are Not immediately fatal #or at least not as immediate as portrayed #and it always delights and disturbs me when the movie characters/extras #Do Indeed die realistically!!! #a morbid sort of delight... the Ohhh! Accuracy! #followed by oh... accuracy....

[locallyloathed]

THEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#THEY FINALLY CAME IN IM SO FUCKINNF HYPE #LOOKIT THE AND ALL THEIR GLORY THEYRS SO SPARLY #AND THE LITTLE HEART ON THE NAVK OF THE EDDGAR PIN?????? BE STOLL MY HEART #THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THEM #COLLIHOLLY IS THE FUCKING GOAT THESE ARE LITERAL GOLD IM DYING SLOWLY THANK YOU #am ihnmaims #ihnmaims #electric dreams #edgar electric dreams

[saltedsolenoid]

#mmmmm #in horrible pain and need to fix my sleep schedule so going to sleep #goodnight #(pain isnt even that bad its just the normal amount of pain. but its always annoying) #(sometimes i think about how if there was something seriously wrong with my body and health i wouldn't even know #because i experience all of the symptoms of a heart attack daily to the point it's just become part of the norm #and people talk about dying slowly and not even realizing like it's some impossible horror #but at this point? i wouldn't even care) #GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

[babstheyaga]

Soooo I was doodling while listening Heathers and yeah

✨️Mirage and JD✨️

oh great lord. goodness. oh my poor heart. i already have a bad heart as it is, I'm falling apart. oh goodness...

I... absolutely love this. holy moly. i'm totally like- wow. okay. hmm..

i just woke up you can't do this to me!!!!!!!!

Mirage as JD is EXTREMELY fitting, especially in the musical compared to the movie. I love this and I love Heathers, this is a gift and a half.

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph... i'm losing my mind... grast grgodnewss

#god i love asks #related to fmod #important #EXTREMELY important #VERY IMPORTANT OML #i need an ativan... yet again... #you guys are gonna make my heart explode #my blood pressure pills don't do CRAP from this #dying slowly #slowly dying

[neonbuck]

got cut off my health insurance with no warning but i dont have the energy to ask for help anymore. im just gonna deal and try to draw faster and better so i can afford to get back on it/pay premiums

#.txt #too many people need help most of my friends are also suffering #people are dying people are starving and everyone who has the power to stop it doesnt care or enjoys killing people #theres zero fucking hope in this damn earth and im just alive to pathetically attempt to care for my loved ones #and anyone else i can possibly help in any way #its so over lol its so BEYOND fucking over #just look at the last thing i reblogged #can you look me in the eye and tell me with a straight face that things wont just keep spiraling into hell #can you look me in the eye and tell me you truly believe that 'voting' does anything or that there will be a 'revolution' #its NOT happening and you know it. convince me otherwise i dare you. you wont. #everyone is either too tired or too selfish and cowardly #and its too fucking late. the cruelty and pain and injustice has torn a mortal wound in the earth itself #its OVER. and everyone with a heart is slowly bleeding out.

[fangedtracks]

just got done for the day and i have a raging headache :/

#phd chatter #i have been in lab for the past six hours jesus christ #it was lab practical day so students had to run three experiments and obvi it didn't go well bc science rarely does #and i had to be like. LISTEN. science rarely ever goes how lab does!!! #ive been on a project since january ? and we are STILL confused #and one time i synthesized a molecule and i got a 0.97% yield (regular is like 40% lol) #and yeah! i failed! spectacularly! but it told me something about my system and i also worked to improve my method!! #anyway im gonna go home and make some dinner and pass the fuck out bc i am slowly becoming inhuman #oh! thé cool thing that happened tho is one of my students asked if we could take a pic #and also said that they recently came out as non-binary and thought it was cool seeing me kickass and succeed and also that i'm cool so!!! #like sorry bestie milo is like cool in theory but he thinks prime numbers are so cool and won't shut up about excel #hes actually such a fucking dweeb lmao #but it was really cool and it made me feel so much better about grad school!! #like this term has been absolute hell and i feel like i'm dying constantly but it was really cool that they said that to me :3 #also someone else was like thank you for an amazing term!! it was really nice getting to know u and ur so cool #AGAIN THANKS BUT ALSO AM I #do you think a cool person finds derivatives and integrals sexy. #anyway!! it made my heart feel so happy

[cxnsolatio]

TAG DROP!!

CHARACTER & GROUP TAGS

✚ | ❝ you're standing in the wings ; there you wait for the curtain to fall ❞ { c / donquixote doflamingo }

✚ | ❝ silent screams laughing here ; dying to tell you the truth ❞ { c / donquixote rosinante }

✚ | ❝ not alone with a dream / just a want to be free ; with a need to belong / i am the clansman ❞ { c / monkey d. luffy }

✚ | ❝ teach me the art of war ; for i shall bring more than you bargained for ❞ { c / roronoa zoro }

✚ | ❝ but brutus wasn't kind / wasn't strawberries that were red ; he wasn't cutting bread ❞ { c / eustass kid }

✚ | ❝  just for a second a glimpse of my father I see ; and in a movement he beckons to me ❞ { c / usopp }

✚ | ❝ i see the ghosts of navigators but they are lost / as they sail into the sunset they'll count the cost ❞ { c / brook }

✚ | ❝ but a ghost lives in my veins ; silent the terror that reigned marbled in stone ❞ { c / sanji }

✚ | ❝ nowhere left to run ; navigator's son / chasing rainbows all my days ❞ { c / bepo }

✚ | ❝ face up ; make your stand / and realise you're living in the golden years ❞ { c / shachi }

✚ | ❝ say goodbye to gravity and say goodbye to death / hello to eternity and live for every breath ❞ { c / penguin }

✚ | ❝ can i tempt you? come with me / be devil may care ; fulfill your dream ❞ { c / ikkaku }

✚ | ❝ unknowingly blessed and as his life unfolds / slowly unveiling the power he holds ❞ { c / tony tony chopper }

✚ | ❝ you watch the world exploding every single night ; dancing in the sun / a newborn in the light ❞ { c / nico robin }

✚ | ❝ they dared to go, where no one would try / they chose to fly where eagles dare ❞ { g / straw hat pirates }

✚ | ❝ when it comes to the time are we partners in crime? when it comes to the time ; we'll be ready to die ❞ { g / heart pirates }

OTHER TAGS

✚ | ❝ and the ship it sinks like lead into the sea / and the hermit shrives the mariner of his sins ❞ { v / contemporary }

✚ | ❝ we fly a flag in some foreign earth ; we sailed away like our fathers before ❞ { v / ??? }

✚ | ❝ can i play with madness? the prophet stared at his crystal ball ❞ { crack }

#✚ | ❝ you're standing in the wings ; there you wait for the curtain to fall ❞ { c / donquixote doflamingo } #✚ | ❝ silent screams laughing here ; dying to tell you the truth ❞ { c / donquixote rosinante } #✚ | ❝ not alone with a dream / just a want to be free ; with a need to belong / i am the clansman ❞ { c / monkey d. luffy } #✚ | ❝ teach me the art of war ; for i shall bring more than you bargained for ❞ { c / roronoa zoro } #✚ | ❝ but brutus wasn't kind / wasn't strawberries that were red ; he wasn't cutting bread ❞ { c / eustass kid } #✚ | ❝ just for a second a glimpse of my father I see ; and in a movement he beckons to me ❞ { c / usopp } #✚ | ❝ i see the ghosts of navigators but they are lost / as they sail into the sunset they'll count the cost ❞ { c / brook } #✚ | ❝ but a ghost lives in my veins ; silent the terror that reigned marbled in stone ❞ { c / sanji } #✚ | ❝ nowhere left to run ; navigator's son / chasing rainbows all my days ❞ { c / bepo } #✚ | ❝ face up ; make your stand / and realise you're living in the golden years ❞ { c / shachi } #✚ | ❝ say goodbye to gravity and say goodbye to death / hello to eternity and live for every breath ❞ { c / penguin } #✚ | ❝ can i tempt you? come with me / be devil may care ; fulfill your dream ❞ { c / ikkaku } #✚ | ❝ unknowingly blessed and as his life unfolds / slowly unveiling the power he holds ❞ { c / tony tony chopper } #✚ | ❝ you watch the world exploding every single night ; dancing in the sun / a newborn in the light ❞ { c / nico robin } #✚ | ❝ they dared to go where no one would try / they chose to fly where eagles dare ❞ { g / straw hat pirates } #✚ | ❝ when it comes to the time are we partners in crime? when it comes to the time ; we'll be ready to die ❞ { g / heart pirates } #✚ | ❝ and the ship it sinks like lead into the sea / and the hermit shrives the mariner of his sins ❞ { v / contemporary } #✚ | ❝ we fly a flag in some foreign earth ; we sailed away like our fathers before ❞ { v / ??? } #✚ | ❝ can i play with madness? the prophet stared at his crystal ball ❞ { crack }

[bugflies00]

just got hit with the urge to draw cbenchtrio in 2022

#crimeboys have always been dear to my heart but 2021 was All About benchtrio for me #and then that whole disaster of a plot point with cranboo dying out of nowhere & being stuck in limbo for longer than even cwilbur did #with no apparent end in sight and no reasoning no nothing #i havent moved on from 2021 i still want cbeeduo & michael to live happily in snowchester & hang out with ctommy every day #cbeeduo arguing and fixing their communication issues. cclingy finally talking abt shit. ctommy being the uncle he deserved to be to michael #im aware so much of their dynamic was created by the fandom and built off scraps from canon but i dont care they had so much potential #i want cranboo resurrection like the most cliché sickly sweet thing ever where he shows up like ‘Hi :D’ and ctubbo or ctommy hug tackles him #i want cranboo & cwilbur to have a follow up talk to the one they had in the burger van ab wil not being a bad person #i want cranboo & ctechno to have tea parties. i want cranboo to bake with cniki. i want crainduo to have a Real talk. #i want ctubbo to get better closure from ctechno. i want the syndicate to own up to what they did & start fixing things from there. #i want ctommy to set up a tailor shop. i want cpuffy expanding her office and adding flowers cniki brought her. #i want cbeeduo to cook in the mornings together. i want ctommy to sew a new coat for cwil and add little embroidery details to it. #maybe i just want them all to be happy. #maybe its less about cbenchtrio specifically and more about the slowly growing loneliness & hollowness of the server #fuck man i miss them all. i envy ctommy/ccrime solos bc while theyre my favourites forever and ever i still care abt the others #ccrime running away for a simple cottagecore life after all this would mean everythingto me- #—but if these other characters dont also get some kind of happy ending ill forever besad about it #alex.rambles.txt #c!benchtrio #mcyt

[ten]

i need to stop falling for my friends it is a real serious problem 

#i dont mean the cute hehe i love my friends! thing bc yes for 99% of my friends i am (mutually) platonically in love with them but then #there's this one person... #there's always this ONE PERSON....... #literally send help it's getting insane #it was one girl for 4? years and now for 1.5 years it has been this other girl and IF I DONT STOP #LMAO #why does this keep HAPPENING TO MEEEE 😖😫😫😫😫😫 #my crush on girl 1 'ended' bc we used to be superrr close (like super close LMAO) but then we graduated high school and naturally drifted #ended is in quotes bc i know that if i ever see her again and hang out that crush will come back SO fast. like legit lightning speed #my crush on girl 2 is currently happening but i've been battling with it on and off... #how bad is it that i want to stop being friends with her so my heart and thoughts will finally be free #i wouldnt actually do it because i know thats mean and selfish 😔😔😔 but god i really want to #i tried just like slowwwly (super slowly) drifting so that it would happen naturally but this girl is not letting me go! i am dying

[abysslll]

I'M CRYING SO HARD RN

#fic liveblogging #presumed death fic with chuuya </3 #i'm still entirely unsure how he's gonna come back bc they all saw his body and it showed him slowly dying #but i will trust the author! #anyway!!!! dazai didn't stay with him after corruption and then he 'died' #thinking that dazai never loved him back #and meanwhile dazai can't stop thinking about how much he wished he'd told him before the end #you have no idea how much this is breaking my heart

[ash-is-kool]

Really into project sekai rn and MY GOD, is tsukasa flaming hot

Also got her 5th pull

#mental health #my mental health is slowly dying #i have lots of psychological problems #introvert #neurodivergent #project sekai #tenma tsukasa #my god is that man hot he had my whole heart

[aberooski]

As the writer of the fic, my favorite least favorite piece of OUAD lore is that Zane canonically exists within the world.

#because if y'all remember he gets mentioned very briefly in chapter 11 #'asailing the dark prince with a ferocity Jaden has never seen from another fairy before. - #- not even from the likes of Syrus's rather intense big brother.' #so he's canon to OUAD #in my mind he also exists as like his season 3 self but without the whole slowly dying because his heart's all fucked up thing #like not full on Edgelord Supreme(tm) Zane but later show level of intensity from him #and I wrote the damn thing so whatever I say is canon 🤪 #but it's literally HILARIOUS to me that he of all people exists in this world as a damn fairy 😂 #like that is SO funny to me 😂😂 #I may dislike the guy very strongly but I am laughing my ass off just thinking about it #if I can figure out something for an OUAD 2 I'd love to bring more of the ensemble into that canon and that world maybe he can have a cameo #I would laugh #anyway I've got more OUAD doodles to shade I wanna get those finished by Sunday if I can #I wanna finally try to get back to writing again 😩 #but I literally could not stop thinking about this so there you go lol #abby's being an idiot again #abby's just rambling don't mind her #Once Upon A Duelist #yugioh #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #zane truesdale

[princesscallyie]

Cleaning out stuff and came to a realization. Trauma dump in the tags.

#omg just remembering that callyieverse was the thing that distracted and comforted me when my dad was dying of heart failure… #like you’re telling me early 2018 I went through me feeling like I failed at life then later in the year I slowly watched my dad die… #how the hell did I keep myself together??? CALLYIEVERSE!! #omg why am I just figuring out that 2018 was the worst year in my life #is this why I’m so emotionally attached??? I was telling prince I was literally bawling my eyes out is this why??? #I’m unpacking a lot here #so yeah some of you will hopefully never set eyes on this content again and if you even think about interacting with it I will find a way #to curse you obviously I’m been comedic but like wowwwwwwwwwwww #sounds like I need therapy idk what to do with this info now lol #callyie chat

[safifonhasstrel]

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#my dog is slowly dying and there is nothing to be done #his heart is not working properly anymore #i thought i had to put him down a few days ago but then he got up and started running around again #now its getting worse again #i can't do this anymore #i want him to get better #he's my best friend #...sorry for this #shut up anna #probably delete later

[shiniganja]

tonight I cried so hard at work that I made myself physically sick and would really appreciate some happy thoughts and positive energy (´⌓` ;）I'm sorry

#im hiding in the bathroom rn bc everything is just so heavy and so loud #i hate grief and i hate feeling this pain it feels lile im slowly dying of a broken heart #my body just freezes up and i cant move and then i just drop and start crying #i feel like it's a cruel joke that i have to be okay and return to normal after someone i loved more than anything died