#my hairs too long rn but it’s kinda floofy

[solar-halos]

okay i need to stop posting in the middle of the night bc the last two times i did that i was doing entirely too much in the tags + posted a torso reveal (as if i’m not a pic of snoopy walking around going 👍) but i need to keep talking about lucy grays rainbow dress. so here’s an unasked for progress check + the inspo for the top i wanna crochet in case i wanna connect the skirt to the shirt to actually make it a dress lol:

okay i put a cutoff here bc i wanna rant but don’t wanna put such a long post on anyone’s dash <3. but for the top it was a toss up between a puff sleeve and a corset but i decided to go with the puff sleeves for a few reasons

1) it’s giving 1890s. not to sound like a nerd but i had a huge historical fashion phase when i was younger and i’m in love with the idea of lucy gray’s puff sleeves representing a different era (since, yk, ballad in general represents a diff era)

2) i’ve never crocheted a puff sleeve top before so it would be fun to try hehe (but i have crocheted a corset top and it does not Stay Up so, in the event that lucy gray was performing in an all-yarn outfit, that would not be very practical for her)

3) okay wouldnt the sleeves subtly fluffing around as she performs be kinda cute? obviously they’re not gonna be super fluffy or anything (just the amount of floofiness in the pic) but it’s kinda like a less intense version of the skirt ruffling

speaking of the skirt:

ohhhh my good. i alternate between loving and hating the white panels but tbh there’s nothing i can do unless i wanna drop an ungodly amount of money on a skirt that’s not even my style. but good thing it’s my sisters style (actually it might not be she looked at it and went “omg omg it’s so cuteee <3” and when i asked if she herself would wear it she went “o.o welll..” so maybe i’ll just have to do my hair and makeup entirely different to sell that this is in fact my style bc no way am i not wearing something i spent literal money + time on). sorry that was a tangent but it’s around knee length rn and i think i have enough yarn (of the rainbow color scheme and scrap yarn) to make it a bit longer. i’ve always envisioned lucy grays dress as a maxi, so maybe i’ll get one more skein of yarn at the end of the month since they’re having a sale. but the whimsy when it comes to wearing this skirt is unreal. like when i put it on i always gotta do a little spin to see the ruffles shift. and that’s actually another thing that makes me convinced that lucy grays skirt is a maxi bc making it into a mini skirt was atrocious. and that’s saying something bc if my entire ass isn’t hanging out of a skirt then what the fuck am i even wearing it for. but it just looked a bit strange and i thought it was bc there was SO much volume on top and it made me a look a bit disproportional, but once my mom stopped going “that’s a lot of colors going on” she had an answer that (while very crude.. and maybe a bit problematic) explained things:

“you look like a pedophile’s dream”

yeah. to be clear i don’t agree that women who dress in ruffles and pastels and things that are considered “childish” are trying to appeal to pedophiles, but keeping the skirt so short and colorful and ruffly made it look very Young. also making it longer added to the whimsy since there’s more fabric that swooshes around when you spin

okay i think i’m done. so thankful that i have tumblr now bc where else was i gonna rant about rainbow dress omg. but tbh i think i’m gonna take a break from making this before i get burnt out and finish a chapter for a fic bc the hg grind never stops. bye!!

#long post #sorry for ranting so hard #but there’s no way i’m telling the ppl in my actual life i am making something from the fuckin hunger games <3 #lucy gray why is your dress so hard to crochet </3 #crochet adventures #rainbow dress #kinda #it’s a skirt but i might make it into a dress later

[jumpthensfall]

I WAS TAGGED BY @stcrlghts I LOVE YOU SO MUCJ THANK YOU

okay i'm gonna tart by saying I SINCERELY APOLOGIS EFOR HOW LONG AND ANNOYING THIS IS idk if u can tell but i really struggle with.... just getting to the point JADJDNFJSJSJSJSJ THIS IS ALL A BIG IRRELEVANT RAMBLY MESS OKAY I'M SORRY

nickname(s): MAINLY JUST HANNAH BANANA/BANANA but my gran calls me 'hannah snax' and i have NO idea why but........ that's a thing AJXJFNFJD

gender: female

height: 5'6" ish i think??? 5'6" and a half?? ALL I WANT IN LIFE IS TO BE 5'7" BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON THAT SOUNDS SO MUCJ TALLER THAN 5'6" but yes 5'6" ish

time: 11:35pm

where i'm from: the uk!!! i am a lil brit!!

hogwarts house: u know... gonna be completely honest here...... i've never read/watched harry potter like....... ever in my life...... but the good thing is that someone made me take the quiz thingie once and i think hufflepuff...... not that that means anything to me........... don't hurt me please.......

favourite show: HM i love the good place so much and also casualty!!! i love a lot of shows so i'm gonna stop myself from listing them all dammit OH AND KILLING EVE (courtesy of @champagneseaa THANK U CHIMPANZEE)

favourite animal: CATS MY BABIES

favourite band/artist: i absolutely despise of Taylor Swift ew (i also love hayley kiyoko,,, halsey,,, lorde,,, more people but i'm blanking and can't think so i'm gonna leave that there)

song stuck in my head: my brain is switching between yntcd,,, supercut and negative nancy by adore delano IT'S A WILD TIME

last movie i saw: I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER I DON'T WATCH FILMS THAT MUCH BECAUSECI DON'T REALLY LIKE THEM it was probably a christmas film like elf or something (the only valid movie)

last thing i googled: i don't remember but i think it was something bORING like 'image colour picker' because i was editing and needed the hex code of a colour AJDJRNDJJS

other blogs: i don't really use any sideblogs they kinda just exist

do i get asks: i don't get 50 gazillion BUT I DO ACTUALLY GET ASKS SOMETIMES AND I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR THEM AND I COUKDN'T ASK FOR MORE because also i'm really dumb and always take like 90 years to see tjem and by the time i see them i get too nervous to respond because i'm like 'what if i replyto this ask and they get mad at me because i took so long or what if they changed their mind about the thing they said in the ask or wh

why this url?: because thewayilovedyou is taken AHDJRNSJSJSJ and jump then fall is one of my favourite taylor songs and just songs in general ever (next to twily :') ) because it's soft and makes me soft and i love soft things and also i like the way the letter j looks weirdly

number of blankets: 1!!!! i'm more of a pillow person than a blanket person i LOVE pillows so much i swear to god i sleep woth so many pillows under my head i may aswell just be sat up

followers: 6476?!!?!!???!???

following: 948 but somehow it feels like a lot less?!?!! it may be because a lot of the blogs i follow are from like 2015 when i used to literally follow eVERY taylor blog i saw AJDJDNSJSJ which was a mess but also a year ish ago i unfollowef a lot of inactive blogs so there can't be too many inactives there??? maybe i should go through again BECAUSE MY DASH STILL GETS DEAD WHEN TAYLOR HASN'T BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE

average amount of sleep: on college nights i aim for like 7 but right now it's summer so???? like ??????? 5-8????? it's WEIRD i always get less sleep in the summer because i really like staying up and then sleeping until as late in the day as i can (5am is such a nice bedtime you get to watch the sun rise and everything :') )

lucky number: when i was younger and before i even stanned taylor i used to say that 13 was my lucky number ajcnrnfjejdje but i?? don't think i actually have one now???

what am i wearing?: I'M WEARING MY PYJAMAS ITmS GREAT it's just a grey tshirt and some white and greyish trousers

dream job: this questions STRESSES ME OUT because i have no idea um.......... the person that gives taylor her water on tour

dream trips: taylor swift's arms

favourite food: CHEESECAKE although it's not good for my insides because i am Lactose Intolerant ™

instruments i play: guitar,,, ukulele and a tINY bit of piano although i haven't played in ages and have probably forgotten everything so idk whether that counts

eye colour: like greeny browny hazelly but in my left eye i have a brown triangle which is odd

hair colour: dark brown but the ends are pink and purple rn :')

aesthetic: ANYTHING SOFT AND ANYTHING PINK AND ANYTHING FAIRYLIGHTY

languages i speak: just english,,,, i took spanish in school ajxjrnjf AND ACTUALLY TOWARDS THE END I STARTED MAKING PROGRESS AND GOT A LITTLE OKAY WOTH IT but when i left school i didn't keep up with it which i'm MAD at because i wanna be able to speak all of the languages in the whole world that'd be so cool but i'm just so lAZY so yes just english :(

most iconic song: have u ever heard of this song called the way i loved you

when i created this account: february 2015 i think??!?!

best memory: I CAN'T THINK OF ONE honestly,,,,, my life is So Sad that probably one of my best is the night that taylor lurked me (i really can't believe i get to SAY that shut up i'm tearing up) because i'm really not over it and it filled me up with such joy and i think about it whenever i get sad and it cheers me up

best pun: okay so this is BULLYING because puns are my thing in general everyday conversation buT YOU CAN'TP UT ME ON THE SPOT LIKE THIS SO I HAVE NO IDEA....... like i can make puns when the time is right.... butif you straight up tell me......... that i have to give you a pun......... that's...... not gonna hap-pun.......

random fact: i really need to pee and i also have 3 cats called rusty (aka rusticles/chicken nugget), rosie (aka rosie posie/rice krispie (because she looks like a rice krispie when she loafs)) (OH MYGOD AND HOW COUKD I FORGET 'floofy piece of fudge' BECAUSE TAYLOR SAW ME CALLING HER THAT SO IT'S VALID) and ruby (aka rooby booby/rubix cube)

i tag (BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT TO I'M SORRY IF UOU DON'T WANT TO AND I'M BEING ANNOYING) @champagneseaa @theloveralbum @backtoodecember @youramericanqueens AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO DO IT💝💘💞💖💖💗💖💕

#long post #TJIS IS SO LONG #I'M SO STUPID #OKAY #THNAK YOU SOMUCH FOR TAGHING ME OH MY GOSH I LOVENYOU!!! #my words*

[hiraethstill]

THIS WEEK ON DAIYA NO ACE (7/9)

SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT! 

LIVEBLOG:

itsuki comparing him to senbatsu performance ah yes

aaaaaaand of course carlos and shirakawa's voices are here to attacc me again

ugh i still love serious/self-reflective mei

cmon furuya my dude you can do better

oh thats a rather nice shot of eijun, serious face and all

amahisa voice... back of my mouth/top of throat... nice

interesting, i felt most of the ichidai players near where kousei was in my throat, and then a bunch of seidou players juuuust under them

whoa and then amahisa's voice just dropped to low throat damn

okay enough of my maybe synesthesia for now

SHIT MASASHI YOU KNOW SPLIT SECONDS COUNT SO MUCH MORE IN FIELDING

its okay toujou is running for it... running for it...

two runs okay nice ichidai nice

haha even kousei's like "that wasnt a great hit yall"

toujou being supportive, i Love Him

omg masashi and that "immature" aura lmaoo

mm furuya blaming yourself will only mount the pressure... i get it tho, and its hard not to take it harder than you should when you initiate every play

lmao miyuki you left your mitt there a second or two too long ;)) 

nice shot of miyuki's eyes!

i always love the firstie reaction faces

god i love taku's v oice

(and his everything but we been knew)

fuckin bless kunitomo tbh?

mei just shaking on the floor of the dugout... i Feel that

shit... the 5 on the scoreboard... seeing this in color is as jarring as in the manga

take him OUT kataoka

mm and this was the right music choice too

if you won't sacrifice the team for furuya alone then you wouldnt be watching the team crumble bc furuya is breaking under the pressure dammit

coughs in boyfriends (with bonus height difference)

ah... akamatsu and that smile i dont trust lmao

dont get me wrong i like him but i cant trust him

eijun... your anger is SO justified

you know its bad when ochiai himself is calling kataoka on his bs

substitution finally

oh shiet nishino is in the stands pleasantly surprised that sawamura is going in!!

hmm maybe not exactly what furuya needs rn but i appreciate the bluntness miyuki

"i know my role" eijun, you've really grown so much

nabe the loudest sawamura cheerleader

KHJSKDLH eijun breathing in the Mound Air

TAKU is so suprised that he's still doing his spiel omg bby you'll Learn

and koushuu's aura as usual lmaooo

loving this look ayy

and this one

and this one?????

that switch from sawamura's back to front jarred me a bit

thought it was switching from furuya's back to sawamura's front for a moment

ANOTHER GOOD EIJUN

BABIESSS

wow kuki's voice left a little whoosh thingy in my throat? that was interesting and kinda nice

asada is so in awe of sawamura-senpai i cry a lil every time

inside i mean

omg thats a Great pose sawamura (not gonna post because i got too many eijun screenshots already haha)

another nice shot of miyuki's eye

YES THAT WAS A GREAT PITCHING SEQUENCE but it looked too familiar hmmmst

AMAHISA'S FACE LMFAO

SAWAMURA DID THE BIG DICK ENERGY POSE:TM:

we always love miyuki being in awe of sawamura

aw all the fielders pumped up and encouraging

AND ANOTHER GREAT EIJUN SHOT

"a much better pitcher than i realized" isnt it sad how thats everyone @ eijun

OKAY BUT EIJUN'S EYES RIGHT THERE

AND THE W E I G HT OF THAT FOOT PLANT I FELT DEEP IN MY RIBCAGE

holy shit a noTHER great eijun shot

kataoka is: shook.jpg

god this announcer has it right, eijun really comes through

the MANAGERS LOOK SO PROUD

BOYFRIENDS.JPG

but also asada x eijun rights bc asada is gushing about how incredible sawamura is

with a really loud excited voice too!!!!!

he's so fuc k in cUTE

lmao teito coach and all the other teams/coaches realizing sawamura's potential long before seidou does

we stan harucchi and mochi hyping sawamura up

eijun looks so pretty in the shot where he takes his hat off... and he's frowning so intensely too...

hmm... i dont like that this scene happened without the buildup, it came out of the blue

also in the manga didnt kataoka say something more like "you really saved us, sorry you had to"

why does eijun's hair look so floofy i wanna pat too

and yeah, his anger is justified here too... they basically using him rn

wtf ochiai werent you literally the one saying they needed to switch pitchers can you please just. appreciate the damn boi already.

this awkward encouragement of eijun's batting lmao, why dont yall give him run support instead, and wait til he improves batting

taku noticing the bench cheering up! sawamura-senpai really is a moodmaker

had to pause for taku's face lmao

omg he's also saying eijun can change the whole stadium's mood and honestly??????

this music... and those gritted teeth... like Yeah, i Agree

what? it over?

preview

ooh i hope kanemaru gets a chance to shine

omg eijun really has a thing for hips

yooo another blessed eijun shot omg

SUMMARY / TLDR:

r.i.p. furuya

ochiai calling kataoka out on his bs

MUCH MANY PRETTY EIJUN SHOTS

firsties and other teams/coaches realizing eijun's potential long before seidou

eijun's anger Justified

taku spokesperson of firsties?

eijun AB next!

#daiya no ace #daiya no ace act ii #daiya spoilers #spoilers #sawamura eijun #live-blogging

[loki-the-trikster-god]

it’s clyde! (again :)

gasp yay that would be so awesome!! working with u and in theatre would be like a dream tbh

the points you make on the kotlc racial and class system are very much justified. i agree that it is pretty messed up, and they aren’t necessarily the most diverse series, but at least the characters are amazing

haha i do see how you are like jupiter. i too wish i had red hair, it would be a lot more interesting than my floofy dark hair right now. we could start a ginger club and invite the weasleys and jupiter north lol

yeah it really sucks that jkr turned out to be a transphobe. yknow she was my idol for so freaking long and now the fandom has completely divorced her from the books, and she’s just lost like all her credit in my head, which is what she deserves. i’m sorry she hates your existence *hugs*.

but yeah. good. freaking. books. what hogwarts house do you think you’re in?

ur so much fun too amigo :) thanks for giving me something to look forward to :)

gasp i just googled dinner rolls (they are just like small buns right?) but the pictures look sooooo good. baking brings me joy too

what i’ve done recently? um well funny story for you.. i’m actually on spring break right now because they postponed ours to april. anddddd i’m stuck doing this boring geography project on lAnD uSe MaPs which i do not care about in the slightest

so other this project that is killing brain cells that i don’t have spares of, i... wow i literally have done nothing interesting that’s just sad

are you still doing school virtually?

now for the question even though i just asked one hehe: what’s ur favourite food? sry it’s not that original but then again, neither am i soooooo

i love how our discussions are getting progressively longer :)

Hello again!! (These are slightly out of order sorry)

I also love how long these are getting its delightfully fun!! Also you’re literally so sweet you’re tempting me to post my tempest performance when it’s done I might do it,,,,, also a pic of my costume if I can get one I’m being fitted today

*hugs!!*

This is to the kotlc point and the Harry Potter point - I’m not very good at separating an authors problems from their work. I would never hate on people that can, it’s healthy and liking things is valid, but as someone who puts a lot of myself into the things I write I can’t help but feel the author’s opinions when I read. That being said, both Harry Potter and Kotlc shaped me as people and kotlc got me most of my wonderful friends on here so I am fond of them.

As for hogwarts house, I have sworn up and down for like most of my life that I’m a slytherin but I’m probably a gryffindoor tbh

Ginger hair club!!! I’m coloring it sort of ginger over the summer if I have enough money by June lol (also I’m honored that you agree with the Jupiter point I love that guy) (also I’m wearing a pink suit for no reason so jot that down)

I also really like baking! I am doing school virtually for the rest of the year, partially because of Covid and partially so that I don’t have to use a locker room ever (Scary for an afab uwu) Spring break is exciting!! I’m sorry ur geography is boring, I kinda like maps. That being said I’ve never actually had to take a geography class so I don’t know how I feel about them.

Also big mood this is the first time in a while I’ve done something neat.

Favorite food,,,,, I have a very restricted diet cause of ✨chronic illness✨ (it isn’t super dangerous or anything and it is in fact fixable we’re just poor rn so don’t worry or anything)

But anyways to the question: when my parents split I was suddenly able to eat meat for the first time and I’m discovering it’s wonderful?? Fish sticks?? Superb. Chicken drumsticks?? Incredible. Bacon!?!? With syrup!?!?!? Who has been keeping this from me??? (Ps the answer is my mother lmao)

#loki stuff #its clyde! #tw food

[aggressivetapdancing]

Race taking care of you when you’re sick would include...

This greenbean decided to write some headcanons so here we go!!!

(This is set in a more modern time period btw)

•••

So obviously, you’re sick

D U H

It’s probably just the flu or a cold or something

Anyways

you and Race would be like walking through the streets of New York when all of a sudden

*cue cough here*

Race would just look at you and INTERROGATION MODE BEGIN

“Y/N are you alright? What did you do yesterday? What did you do yesterday? Are you cold? Hot? I mean, obviously you’re hot but like- are you feeling well?? Y/N?????

“Race, I just *sniffle* coughed. I swear I’m feeling alr- *sneeze*

And Race would just tug you all the way back to your apartment

“Race what are yo-“

He’d carry you to your bedroom and wrap you in blankets and pillows

“No. You are sick. You are going to stay here.”

This boi would act like your mom oml

“Are you warm enough?”

“Need more blankets?”

“Is it too hot?”

“Y/N do you want soup? I’m gonna make you soup.”

And He’d go into the kitchen and be like hella confused with all the ingredients

“What do I do with this. No. What. Ah!”

“HOW DO I BOIL THE PASTA?!”

“CAN I MICROWAVE THIS??”

Makes a huge mess

Eventually just finds an instant noodle ramen package thing and just cooks that instead

Takes it to your room and he’d serve you ramen noodles in bed

He’d turn on the tv and then put on your favourite show on Netflix and you two would just be watching in a comfortable silence

Him being low key jealous of your little crush on a certain lead character guy/girl actor character thing

You having to subtly reassure him that you love him more

“Oh, that guy isn’t that great.”

“Race can’t you do that? I think you do it better.”

That little shit smirking because YES! HE CAN!

After you’re done eating your noodles, mama™ Race would turn into fluffy™ and clingy™ race since he hasn’t really gotten to give you hugs or kisses for the majority of the day

CUZ YOU WERE SICK :(((

He’d climb into bed with you and whine for cuddles

“But Race im sick. You don’t want to be sick too”

*cue whine here*

“But I want cuddles”

“Race…”

He’d pout and then rest his head on your lap

Even tho you’re sick rn you just can’t help but to run your fingers through his curly blonde locks

THEY ARE SOFT ASF

He closes his eyes and he’s just super comfy and happy awh

You’d smile to yourself and when you think he’s asleep, he’d sit right back up again and demand for more

“Cuddles!”

“You’re awake?!”

“Cuddles!!!”

“I’m sick!”

He wouldn’t care

He’d pull you out of your blanket burrito and then

CUDDLES

He’d press you against his chest and he’d plant kisses on anywhere he could place them

Your face, arms, neck, basically anywhere

You just giggle since

ITS RACE DUH

and you can’t help it

After a while you tell him you’re tired and want to sleep

Race would pout but eventually he’d leave

SKIP TO 15 MINUTES LATER HAHA

You’re sleeping in your bed and covered in blankets

And then

Something starts moving and squirming closer towards you

And you roll around to face the way where the squirming is coming from

And you’re face to face with a smiling Race

“Hello again.”

“Race- but im sick! Can I just sleep please?”

He’d just hug his arms around your waist and bury his head into your neck

His floofy hair would kinda tickle you but you liked it

“Can I sleep here too?” He’d ask

“Fine. Just- no more interruptions okay?”

“Wait- just one more thing alright?”

*sigh*

“What?”

And then he’d kiss you

You’d pull back and be like “IM SICK???”

“I needed to do that though.”

“S I C K”

Race would silence you with another kiss

You’d just sigh and smile to yourself

HE’S SUCH A HASSLE BUT YOU LOVE HIM ANYWAYS

And then the two of you would fall asleep

SIKE

You’d be asleep and Race wouldn’t

Because at 4 AM in the morning he’d just say “I love you” multiple times in your ear

You’d mumble it back

And he’d just cuddle you and bury his head in your hair

And he’s just so happy

And In love

And you’re so happy

And in love

And you’re both just beans in love my gosh

—

IM SORRY ITS SO LONG ITS MY FIRST TIME DOING THIS AH

#race x reader #racetrackxreader #racetrack higgens x reader #racetrack higgens #race #racetrack #newsies #newsies x reader #headcanons #aggressivewritingyeet

[culturalmochi]

Text Game #1

tag game

taged by @sparktheblaze

Rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people. You can

I tag: do it if you’d like (I get so nervous Incase they don’t want to so uhhh)

Last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my aunt

3. text message - @sparktheblaze <3

4. song you listened - Awakening by Amarante

5. time you cried - yesterday cause I was very emotional

6. dated someone twice? - nah

7. kissed someone and regretted it - haven’t kissed anyone

8. been cheated on - nope

9. lost someone special - not that I know of

10. been depressed - yes

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - never

fave colors

12. Blue

13. Yellow

14. Pink?

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yeah

16. fallen out of love - no

17. laughed until you cried - yep

18. found out someone was talking about you - no

19. met someone who changed you - I think so :)

20. found out who your friends are - I only know a few people

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - I don’t really use FB

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - I don’t add people I don’t know

23. do you have any pets - ye

24. do you want to change your name - nah

25. what did you do for your last birthday - went too a Fourth of July party (since it’s the day before)

26. what time did you wake up today - like 10

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - talking on Discord

28. what is something you cant wait for - the next weekend

30. what are you listening to right now - my amazing gf’s voice <3

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - i don’t think so

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - nothin rn

33. most visited website - Tumblr / YT

34. hair color - dark brown (almost black) but like also green/blue underneath

35. long or short hair - shoulders length

36. do you have a crush on someone - well I mean it’d be pretty weird if I didn’t have a crush on my girlfriend (still love saying that)

37. what do you like about yourself - I mean I’ve got floofy hair

38. want any piercings? - nah

39. blood type - O+

40. nicknames - Mochi, Madi, Madge, Bean

41. relationship status - taken <3

42. zodiac - Cancer

43. pronouns - she/her/hers

44. fave tv shows - Lucifer, the Good Doctor

45. tattoos - I’d like to get one

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - When I was younger

48. piercings - none

49. sport - I played baseball (and I’m kinda good) but it was so anxiety inducing

50. vacation - Romania or Canada

51. trainers - ???

more general

52. eating - ummmmm pretty picky

53. drinking - water

54. i’m about to watch - well I’m watching my gf make aesthetic stuff

55. waiting for - the next weekend still

56. want - to see Spark in person

57. get married - maybe someday

58. career - illustrator?

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - I’m cool with either

62. older or younger - either

63. nice arms or stomach - I wouldn’t really care either

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - either

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope

67. drank hard liquor - nah

68. lost glasses - I don’t really wear them so uhhhh maybe

69. turned someone down - I don’t think so

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s heart - okay I think I’m too ugly for that but who knows

72. had your heart broken - I don’t think so

73. been arrested - nope

74. cried when someone died - yes

75. fallen for a friend - yeah

do you believe in

76. yourself - sometimes, not a lot tho

77. miracles - not really

78. love at first sight - ehhhhhhh

79. santa claus - nah

80. kiss on a first date - maybe??

81. angels - nah

other

82. best friend’s name - Craig

83. eye colour - brown

84. fave movie - Kubo and the Two Strings is p cool

85. fave actor - Tom Ellis and Matt Dallas

[tellywoodtrash]

ishqbaaz 08.09.17 lb

bhavya’s body mic ka controller is making her have an anaconda-like butt. (‘oh my god, look at her butt!’) 😆😆😆

my aesthetic: anika happily gazing at all the flowers, and billu happily staring at ANIKA. 😍😍😍

lmao the flower petals are getting all caught up in the vertical maze that is nakuul’s hair. time to go easy on the hair product and the sheer height of that thing man. AND FFS DYE IT BACK. I WANT TO CRY WHEN I SEE OLD GIFSETS WHEN YOU HAD NORMAL PPL HAIR. I HATE THE HIGHLIGHTS SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. 😫😫😫😫

ok billu’s getting all romantic in front of everyone. these two have become THAT couple now. who just GIVE NO FUCKS anymore. 😶😶😶

lmaooooooooooo rudra is jelly that bhaiyya loves someone else more than him now. 😂😂😂

bhavya has imposter syndrome. 😥😥😥

what does pinky mean by “yeh phir yahan aa gayi”??? like... she’s been here for a really long time now? she lives here? this is her shaadi ka function? idgi. 🤔🤔🤔

siiiiiiiiiiiiigh, shivaaaaaay. you’re just making things awkward and ruining them for ANIKAAAAAA. 😐😐😐

but also, i feel for the poor billu. look how upset he looks. *pats his floofy hair.* 😢😢😢

omg bruhhhhhhhhhhh i just realised who nakuul’s hair is reminding me of 😯😯😯😯😯 

THE HEIGHT. THE WEIRD COLOUR. HE EVEN HAS KANJI AANKHEIN. IT’S UNCANNY!!!!!!!!!!! 

the oberois are so fucking rich. why can’t they just hire a damn photographer to take pics for their events? baat baat pe rudra ko photo khichwaane ke liye khada kar dete hai. that too with his shitty cellphone. 😒😒😒

aw man, i miss rikara in this family moment. esp. my bulllllbullllll. 😚😚😚

what is with these dangal people and being so extra in their dialogue delivery? 😒😒😒

WAIT WTF THEY’RE SETTING THE HOSPITAL ON FIRE?!?!!?!? WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK IS WRONG WITH YOU BALRAM 😟😟😟😟😟

ok seriously, balram and chele have taken acting lessons from some 80s ka B Grade bolly movie. itnaaaaaaaa ghatiya acting maine is show mein aaj tak nahi dekha. 😣😣😣

OUFFO OMKARA, NOT THE TIME FOR YOUR SHIVAAY WALA EGO TO JAAGOFY RN 😤😤😤😤

OMG IS THIS THE TIME TO ARGUE ABOUT WHO OWES WHOM HOW MUCH THE PLACE IS ON FIRE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS 😩😩😩😩

damnnnnn, bhavya looks really super duper pretty today. even though all angsty. 😍😍😍

ok too filmy with the flowers and shit. as usual fwding ruvya nonsense. ouff. 🙄🙄🙄

lmao anika is annoyingggggg shivaay by throwing flowers in his face. (which btw, is so me. why am i like this?) 

lol what a baby. 😂😂😂

chase timeeeee. rudra and bhavya being literally used as shields. 😐😐😐

oh no she’s reaching for the shady thaal of yellow tulip petals. 😧😧😧

and straight to the face. RIP billu. 😶😶😶

shuru nakuul ki ‘i’m dying’ overacting. oufff. 😒😒😒

i hate when you’re sick or wounded or whatever and desis go like “KUCH NAHI HUA HAI, AAP BILKUL THEEK HAI!!!!!” to reassure you. like, bitch, speak for yourself, i’m fucking dying here. 😤😤😤

lmao the randommmmm guests. they’re like FINALLY, IT’S AN OBEROIIIIIIIII PARTY! ISI DRAME KE LIYE TOH HUM AAYE THE! WARNA KAUN AATA IS AADMI KE TEESRE SHAADI PE, THAT TOO TO THE SAME DAMN GIRL. 🙄🙄🙄

overacting to the maxxxxxxxxx and i think i know what’s coming based on what i spotted sticking out of his sherwani ka pocket. also family’s reactions, which are just toooo fuckin’ chill. 😒😒😒😒

YUP. KNEW IT. THIS FUCKING FUCKER. 😡😡😡

ha, my girl ain’t no kachchi khilaadi! pfffffffft, hoshiyaar se hoshiyaariiiii, billu? mehengi padegiiiiii. 

lmaooooo *sobbing and sniffing* “main itni time se bolna chahti thi ki.... MAIN ITNI BADI PAPPU NAHI HOON SHIVAAY.” 😊😊😊

hahahaha his faaaaaaace. HER FACE. EVERYONE’S FACES. 

fuckingggggg idiot. it’s a good thing anika is such a sport or i swear, i’d have climbed into the screen and dropkicked him in the face for ruining her day. 😒😒😒

fuck, she *is* upsettttttttt. that’s it. *starts crawling into the screen like samara from the ring, but ultaaaa* 😠😠😠

OUFF, WHY IS EVERYONE GANGING UP ON MY GIRL LIKE THIS? MAKE YA BOY SAY IT FIRST. 😤😤😤

security hai. acp hai. phir bhi jo chaahe aa jaa sakta hai. matlab..... 😑😑😑

meanwhile these two have just about made it out the damn burning hospital. 

OH GOD SHE’S GOING BACK IN FOR THE MURTIIIIII ISN’T SHE 😧😧😧😧

aaaaaaaaand omkara’s fallen again. my god, isse naazuk character maine zindagi mein nahi dekha. his bones are literally made of glass, and his skin made of paper. jo bhi khaata hai, pura ka pura goes to his hair i think. 😣😣😣

LMAO TEJ AS PETER AS TEJ (idek what’s going on in that plot, so i’m guessing....) 😆😆😆

LOL RUDRA’S FAAAACE. 😂��😂

lmaooooo shivaay’s confusedddddd af. 🤣🤣🤣

“itni baar repeat karoge toh peter se repeater ho jaaoge papa.” lololololol 

LO, SVETLANA BHI AA GAYI. AB AAYEGA MAZAAAA! 

LMAO AT THE EXPRESSION SHIVAAY JUST MADE HAHAHAHA 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

RUDRA IS ME. I AM HIM. 👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽

why’s bhavya so incensed? she doesn’t even know who svetlana is. 🤔🤔🤔

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL EVERYONE’S FACES MAN 

omg gauri you’re a fucking idiot. honestly. 😫😫😫😫

meanwhile omkara is cursing his naazukpan. 

ok the vfx are hella bad and i can’t take this scene seriously at all. 😑😑😑

“peter peter nahi hai, peter papa hai. aur humein acting karni hai ki woh papa nahi, peter hai. main papa ko papa kaise naa bolun?” 

all the awards to leenesh for executing this line with zero fumbles. wonder how many takes it took. 😅😅😅

what even is going on, can we just get married so we can sex already? should we just elope? 😐😐😐

hmmm, this conundrum might finally be interesting enough to make me stop thinking about MERA SHIVAAY for 5 whole seconds. 

shivaay coming in with too much logic and rationality for jhanvi to handle. 😒😒😒

to hear jhanvi say the words “main tej se pyaar karti hoon” makes me want to rip my own skin off my body. 😬😬😬

rudra be like IMMA THROW SVETLANA OUT THE HOUSE RIGHT NOWWWWWWW

i love how now that shivaay’s calmed down to normal human levels of gussa and other negative emotions, the other two have cranked up theirrrr anger and extraaa levels to 300. never a moment of peace and quiet with this damn family. 🙄🙄🙄

“mom, woh dad ko blackmail kar rahi hai, ab aur isse zyaada mushkilein kya badhengi?”

when rudra is the sensible and sorted one in the conversation, you know the other person is properrrrrrr daft. 😐😐😐

ALL THE OBEROI MEN BE LIKE ALL THIS WOMANLY EMOTION IS TOO MUCH FOR US NOTHING MAKES SENSE 

honestly, i’m on their team. jhanvi’s being a fucking idiot. as always. 

ok bhavya, jhanvi jusssssssssst implied that svetlana has some proof of illegal shit tej did. and you’re still on team tej? 😐😐😐

anika, my pure angel, thinking about her otp rikara. 😭😭😭😭

shivaay be like YUS HE JUST STARTED SMILING AND MAAROFYING GHATIYA SHAYARI AGAIN I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO MY BABY BOY #PAPABEARAF 🐻🐻🐻

WOH DONO ZINDA BACHE TOHHHHHHHHHHHH 😫😫😫😫😫

ok the vfx of this scene are sooooo fucking bad and all this is just soooo extraaaaaaaaa, fwding till something good happens 

oh bete ki, naazuKara uth gaya! 😯😯😯

ok it’s a tiiiiiiiiiiiny fucking plant, why are these two freaking out like this? just kick it out the way?!?! 😣😣😣

can this show just be 40 minutes of shivaay reacting to peter and making WTF??? side-eyes at everyone else? coz i am fucking loving it. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

aw. poor rudy boy. he’s always been the one closest to tej. 😔😔😔

minor aside: love shivaay’s soft but love-filled voice talking about his brothers. #myBoys 😭😭😭😭😘😘😘😘

snort, rudra’s face at him asking for chakna. 😂😂😂

lollll tejjjjj just called anika “fairy queen”! 😆😆😆

tej kabse itna sanskaari ho gaya, ki pair-wair chooone laga? 🤔🤔🤔

DADI BE LIKE THIS AINT MY SON THAT BOY HASN’T TOUCHED MY FEET IN OVER 50 YEARS OF HIS BEING ON THIS PLANET

WHAT, OMKARA, IS THIS REALLY NECESSARY? TUJHSE APNA HI WEIGHT UTHAAYA NAHI JAATA, AB ISKO BHI UTHAAYEGA??? 😣😣😣😣

WHY ARE THEY TREATING THIS TINYYYYYYY FUCKING POTTED PLANT LIKE A GIANT TREE!????!?!? 🤔🤔🤔🤔

lmaoooooooo balram, fucking give up already. 🙄🙄🙄

rudra is still hung up on this I WANNA CALL HIM PAPA NOT PETER nonsense. like... dude. 😒😒😒

aana kaaryathin eddekku chena kaaryam, amirite mallu brethren????? 🙄🙄🙄

for non mallus: basically translates to “talking about yams when we’re talking about elephants” i.e. focusing on nonsensical small things when there’s bigger matters at hand.

bachcha party forming mystery inc. like the old days. oh man i miss saumya. 😭😭😭😭

stop yelling attttt her omkaraaaaaaaaaa. 😩😩😩

“maine kahaaa tha na tumse, yeh murti tumse zyaada keemti nahi hai.”  . . . . “tum bhi meri parivaar ka hissa ho.” 

aaaaaand gauri’s turn to pass the fuck out. god these two really need to like... start taking vitamins and shit to boost their immune systems and strength. idk man. get on some kinda regimen. they’re altogether messed up from all the physical and emotional trauma they face on a weekly basis. 😕😕😕

for once i’m enjoying a ruvya scene. please just keep them in platonic/comedy scenes like these. it works soooo much better. 😌😌😌

and just as i said that, they ruined it by turning it romantic. fuck it. fuck it. fuckkkkkkkkk it. 😒😒😒

“maan na maan, main apne hi ghar mein mehmaan” snort. poor rudy. 😂😂😂

how this family puts up with rudra’s stupidity THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING is beyond me. matlab, sach mein. 🙄🙄🙄

shivaay looking at anika with sex eyes and telling bhavya “tumhe diversion chahiye na? diversion mil jayega. 😏😏😏😏”

me @ billu:

“bhaiyya saare function toh ho gaye.”  “toh kya hua, ek aur kar lenge.” 

THE OBEROI FAMILY MOTTO.

lo. billu ko toh bas bahaana chahiye chance maarne ke liye. 🙄🙄🙄

‘ugh. couples. so gross.’

rudra is me. i am rudra.

billu really gives zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeero fucks about who’s watching anymore. i’m telling you he’s fully willing to sex anika up right in front of svetlana “for the mission”. 😆😆😆

the face of a man who’ll stop at nothing. 

SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT SVETLANA’S BIG SECRET ISSSSSSSS THIS TIMEEEEEEEEEEEE 😧😧😧😧

srsly, since when is tej so into family values???? 🙄🙄🙄

pft, he’s an idiot to focus on the key. it’s so obviously a red herring. it’s like he doesn’t knw her at allllllll! 

tej is grade-A proof that intelligence isn’t sexually transmittable. 😐😐😐

WTF IS A LOVE-AKSHARI!?!?!!?!? 😒😒😒

JESUS CHRIST WHAT PAKAAU THAKELA AWAIIIII KE FUNCTIONS, LORD. WHERE ARE MY RIKARA?????? I’M SO SICK OF BILLU’S THIRSTY WAYS. 😣😣😣

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[val-kill-queers-club]

Tag Game

I was tagged by @il-fenice Rules: answer the questions and tag 20 people.

1. How tall are you? 5'10"

2. What color and style is your hair? My hair is a mix of bleach blonde and natural dirty blonde right now, and I’m growing it from an undercut pixie to something a little more 1860s appropriate for reenacting. It’s all floofy and about chin length.

3. What color are your eyes? Brown.

4. Do you wear glasses? Yeppers, and I can’t see jack shit without them.

5. Do you have braces? I had braces in middle school, but chose not to wear my retainers out of spite, so now my teeth are a lil crookedy (I call it character)!

6. What is your fashion sense? I wear lots of history/political t-shirts and jeans–that’s my day-to-day uniform, with a flannel or big sweater usually. In the summer, it’s the same, just replaced with shorts. I also have a Union cavalry kepi that I wear semi-regularly, and wear the same pair of black and white Converse everyday (they have holes in the bottom, so when it rains I wear my favorite boots). The 1790s was the pinnacle of aesthetic beauty, though, if we bein’ real here.

7. Do you have any siblings? I have a darling little sister; she’s 12.

8. What kind of student are you? Two words: hardcore perfectionist. Everything has to be flawless and done over and over until it’s perfect. That goes for reenacting research, too. I’m naturally talented at the humanities, though, if I may be so proud as to say so, making the obsession over work more of an obsession over the difference between a 99 and a 100. My anxiety and OCD play aggressively into my academic personality. It’s kinda a mess, TBH.

9. What are your favourite subjects? History, history, US history. I’m a history major and Civil War Era Studies minor at Gettysburg College, and history has been a beyond important part of my life since I was, like, 8. English is super cool, too, since written language and literature are two super important ways of conveying history and the feeling of an era.

10. What are your favorite TV shows? Hmmm. House of Cards, Mercy Street (don’t judge, I have friends who were in it, and for all its flaws, I’m just holding on for the main brown-haired nurse girl and Jedediah or whatever his name is to get together), the Roosevelts PBS series, Z: The Beginning of Everything, The Americans, Man in the High Castle, Hell on Wheels, The X-Files, Mad Men, Good Girls Revolt, The Twilight Zone

11. Favourite books? The Great Gatsby and This Side of Paradise by F. Scott Fitzgerald, Hamlet, Wuthering Heights. In terms of nonfiction, I really liked Amy S. Greenberg’s “A Wicked War,” “The Murder of Helen Jewett” by Patricia Kline Cohen, “The Artificial River” by Carol Sheriff, and this biography of Charles Sumner I’m reading rn by David Robert Donald.

12. Favourite pastimes? Walking and listening to music, going on the swings with my iPod, reading, watching TV under many blankets, researching (stuff I’m interested in), going to the battlefields by my school, museum-going, talking about history or politics, working on my ACW impression for reenacting

13. Any regrets? Spending my entire life being afraid/worried all the time. It’s the anxiety, but gods if it isn’t crippling.

14. What is your dream job? To be an interpretive ranger or historian for the National Park Service.

15. Do you want to get married? I never wanted to, and am beyond pleased just being independent and doing my own thing, but for the right person, sure. I always wanted to get married at The Hermitage (Andrew Jackson’s house).

16. Do you want to have kids and how many? I have vehemently opposed having kids most of my life, like no no no no no, but the person I’m pretty seriously dating really wants kids, so if we stay together, at some point long down the road, I might consider it.

17. How many countries have you visited? None, yikes–just the US, my whole life. I really want to go on a granola-bars-and-backpack trek of Europe, to live without much and among the real culture of the countries.

I tag: @frui6 @zannakai @teamputvedev @southcarolinamermaid @hurricanenoelle @baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaastille @secretlyyoulovethis @criticalstink @batorschlusspanik @lees-miserables @bookshido literally whoever else wants to do this man idk

#eeeek things about me