#my gross ex

[moeblob]

I met people I knew only online for the first time irl last night and I'm still extremely exhausted cause I am not a social person so here. Take an OC.

Katale (Kitty) is wonderful and I love her and she's a criminal and that's fine. She likes to look cute and so whenever I see a really cute outfit in public with a specific vibe, I'm like "Kitty would love that". So here. Please. Please know that I saw this very pretty woman jogging with her hair pulled back, running shorts, and the CUTEST top with a little scarf from the same fabric tied and wow. It was. So wonderful, please have a wonderful day @ the lady I saw jogging yesterday.

#my characters #kitty is so funny to me cause she is absolutely used to a life of crime #shes second in command in a huge group because she actually forfeited the top command spot to her future boyfriend #and now they are exes and besties and she just really likes their criminal crew #and then she adopts a lil agent guy bc hes like a puppy and she is like listen that is my son now you cant hurt him #ANY OF YOU TRY TO HURT MY SON I HURT YOU including you rud my beloved ex current boss #and hes just like okay #and then they become a very weird messed up family of two crime bosses and a good boy #but anyway kitty is the glue that holds everything together and she commits crimes on the side of being nice #like oh sorry im late to get here i had to kill a man #but its also her getting phone calls from rud telling her sorry babe cant show up im a bit gross #and shes like oh yeah dude i get it sometimes blood just doesnt wanna hide :c ttyl smooches ily #anyway she deserves to have cute outfits and no one is gonna tell her otherwise #ALSO for those who dont know and might care shes a weeb she watches so much anime #she just ..... really likes anime and makes rud watch some shows with her during and after dating #he just goes along with it no complaints and he doesnt understand all the appeal #but it makes kitty happy so hes happy

[legendaryrooftopscene]

Hey uhhhh Top spooning Mew and cuddling him in bed is uhhhhhhhh extremely violating actually. Mew made it very clear he does not want to be around Top. In his current state of intoxication, he was not able to consent to being intimate with Top in this way. He didn’t even like drunkenly pull him closer or flop on top of him, Mew was completely unresponsive the whole time. Top’s inability to sleep alone is a skill issue he should deal with rather than using Mew as a convenient prop to negate it. If he wants to win back Mew’s trust, cuddling him without consent is probably a bad way to go about it.

#original #‘skill issue’ YES I KNOW ITS TRAUMA #but he should not have done that. feels gross. #imagine waking up in bed with your ex who you hate after a bender and he’s fully spooning you. you have no idea what else he might have done #only friends #I know everyone here sucks (ESH: The Show) but i really sucked my teeth for that moment

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

Ao’nung to the cute new guy: Hey do you want to come over after school?

Neteyam: sure, can I bring my younger siblings? I have to watch them. 

Ao’nung: sure, as long as you come.

*later*

Neteyam: here we are! *gestures to Lo’ak, Kiri, and Spider, fully basically the same age as him and three of the most unsocialized, insular, and weirdest little freaks you’ve ever seen in your life*

Spider, way too eager: HI!

Kiri, disgusted: why are we here.

Lo’ak: *trips and smashes a vase* that was like that when I got here.

Ao’nung: oh. my god. 

Neteyam, perfectly proper and delighted: what?

#neteyam delights in his human shields #he never has to date because he has gross gross freaks thye have to get through #IT'S LIKE SCOTT PILGRIM FIGHTING THE EVIL EXES #ksksksks i'l make that post #neteyam sully #ao'nung #lo'ak would be like thats my dog actually AT LEAST #kiri sully #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #sully family #avatar #spider sully #avatar the way of water #james cameron avatar #melissa og #melissa on avatar (cameron)

[gxlden-angels]

On today's episode of Holy Shit My Childhood Was Not Normal:

Kurtis Conner being thrown off by the girls'/boys' bibles with the random "Dream Girl" and "Grossology" passages and shit like that in them

#I didn't have that exact one but I had a girls' bible with the lil dream girl passages in them #mine was purple and green #There was a specific one I read over and over because it was about thinking about your best friend #and I thought about my best friend that way #except it wasn't actually in a friend way I flat out just had a crush on them lol #I later went on to id as a lesbian and that specific story made helped me realize it #so maybe that bible was good for something #I'm now a lil bi boy who might be ace but still #Im 21 now actually Im a Man in the U.S. /j #it's just #always so funny watching people remind me that I grew up Not Normally #like I genuinely got so into reading those lil bible dream girl passages #but I also preferred the gross out shit of the boys' one #cause I was one of those cartoon network poop fart joke funny tweenagers #I loved gaming stunts and all things gross or whatever #I wasn't allowed to actually do that because I was a lil lady so I enjoy it now #I tell people I'm going to shit their pants if they don't leave me alone and think I'm the funniest human alive #anyways go watch kurtis's new video about gendered products it's good #ex christian #religious trauma

[midnight-in-eden]

Yes yes yes the dark grimy satanic apostate aesthetic fucks hard but also. I am infinitely cleaner than a racist, sexist, bigoted religion with a history of polygamy and child brides and sex abuse coverups that still sees adult men privately interviewing children about their sexual “sins” as a normal and ok thing. The church is not clean no matter how many bright white temples it builds or bright white jumpsuits it baptizes people in or bright white pairs of underwear it sells.

#literally I feel cleaner just for having gotten my membership removed. #thank fuck my name is not associated with that steaming pile of grossness anymore #now if only I could change my last name without my family making a stink. its the name of my gross polygamist ancestor. #exmo #exmormon #apostate #ex christian #my own thoughts

[the-cookie-of-doom]

trying to write a sexy makeout scene is so hard when I find it personally disgusting

#cookie speaks #why am i like this #i got over my issues writing rimming! (mostly) #but kissing is just #gross #it's hot to watch! #*disgusting* to do #maybe bc my ex was a terrible kisser #and making out usually involved violating my boundaries #but ughhh #im struggling

[bpdohwhatajoy]

He’s literally the most evil person I’ve ever met. He couldn’t just be my most abusive ex and leave it at that. No. He has to keep triggering me over and over by reminding me of his presence. I have blocked him so many times on so many different things and yet he’ll keep making throwaways and alts.

#ryan.txt #fucked up people #abusive ex #trauma #traumatized #cptsd #ptsd #it makes me feel fucking gross #the way he is literally trying to stop me from healing #my ptsd has been so bad ever since him #and he’s intent on it getting worse #he did so much to me #that apparently wasn’t bad enough #it wasn’t bad enough to worsen my ptsd to a state where it’s the worst it’s ever been #and make me so terrified that I isolate myself like crazy and refuse to date again #no that wasn’t enough apparently #he can’t let me move on #he can’t just leave me fucking be #he’s miserable and he’s still trying to drag me down just like he did when we were together #he wants me to post about him on Reddit so bad I know he does #he only cares about being remembered the worst thing to him is being forgotten #so I’m not gonna post on there about him #it’s what he wants #I have to keep remembering that #I almost relapsed on checking his Reddit #but despite it all I stayed strong even though the urges are clawing at me #I’m strong

[starcures]

#hotdogs are my ex rn bc i bought 2 packs of really gross ones and ate one while i haud covid and it was the worst thing ever #i felt so nauseous and everything INCLUDING TOOTHPASTE tasted like the gross hot dog for a week like actually. psychological torture #but i used to love hot dogs somuch they were my protein.. and i have a different kind in my fridge.. #tal hotdog lore

[skitskatdacat63]

I forget how comfortable my life is living w just my parents, in terms of being comfortably out, then have to listen to my brother go on a homophobic rant, that I can't tell if its a joke or not, but was really hurtful :)

#twas very uncomfortable to sit thru #the words 'what if i told you i was gay' on my tongue 'am i disgusting?' #i dont understand straight white boys #you do all this gay chicken w your friends. say all this weird stuff that makes me 🤨 #(<- ex. joking abt sucking dick bcs theyre eating a 12 inch hot dog. circa cota gp lol) #but then say these horribly homophobic things #i dont understand men #i can never tell if hes joking when he says things like this #bcs he likes to be argumentative and inflammatory. and knows we'll get pissed at him for this #so its like. are you saying this bcs you truly believe it or are you just being irritating. or both #he randomly said smth abt how the romans and greeks did gross gay things #and im like. should this not make you think 'wow homosexuality has existed for centuries. ig its pretty natural!!' #<- thats always my takeaway. theres been records of it since basically the beginning of recorded history #and i look at it and feel comforted :] this has always been a thing and always will be thing #and then people like him basterdize it completely misinterpret it ;;;; #i like him but when hes back living w us I remember how horrible his views and opinions are #ugh i live w my parents and theyre so accepting abt it and willing to learn more and change #and then i remember how fucking shit the rest of my family is #well ah dw i got back at him by calling him gay sjkfkglg #catie.rambling.txt

[niishi]

"I only knew my friend didn't like lawlu through a random conversation. Just goes to show those who hate it seek it out just to screech about it" usually, I'd agree.... but I have the entire law and lawlu tag blocked bc y'all love a 30yro law paired with a 5yro Luffy(physically and mentally). And I LIKE law AND lawlu. I just will not associate with you guys bc 98% of you are freaks and it's completely unavoidable unless I block the tag and block the accounts posting it. Don't act like ppl are skeeved out by you for no reason. It's super weird how much y'all love the content where Luffy is drawn and portrayed as a child.

#dont act innocent #of someone searches law #theyll see your posts #if someone searches lawlu #theyll seee your posts! #people who like law and lawlu either have to just ignore the content #or see yall be borderline pedophilic #im pretty sure theyre mad bc they cant have an interest in these two things WITHOUT being exposed to you #“thats just my art style!! I'm not TRYING to draw him like a 5yro!” #okay then why do you have the ability to draw law as a 30yro? #apparently your style wont allow it????? #shut up #it was rlly weird to me how an ex friend was like “oh yeah that stuff is gross” and then #the second we stopped being friends they started posting pretty much exclusively art where luffy looks 5 #its the fact that they only posted normal lawlu before and the moment we stopped associating #it when to art of child luffy and adult law exclusively

[the-winds-indecision]

recently I've been avoiding taking communion. i can't get out of church, but if my family all go before me in line for the eucharist, i can get away with taking a blessing instead of the body.

i couldn't do that today for the first time in a few months and it feels gross because there's a stupid, stubborn the little part in the back of my mind that fucking refuses to stop believing.

the part that believes and is afraid says that i am not worthy, that i haven't truly repented, that i don't have a clean heart and shouldn't have taken it. the part that believes and wants to spit in the face of god is disgusted that i took communion at all

#the idea that i took the body of christ and put it into my body #<- so gross :( #ex catholic #extian #levi says things #ex christian #religious trauma #religious guilt #excath #anti lent

[blazersparker]

VENT KIND OF:

I've spent like. All my developmental years in some form of horrible relationship with an adult or another and it's been a year no contact with any of them and I feel decidedly strange . Like there is an empty space somewhere somehow and I should be stressing over something particular but it's not there . Hm

#vent #marbleztalks #i dont like it #i still dont feel like i broke up with my ex honestly #like ? our last talk was just like any other talk #i didnt shout or scream and she acted the same way she always does #always feels like she'll just message me saying im sorry and ill tell her its okay and i know she didnt mean it #and we start talking again #weird weird #i hope she explodes also #best friend told me she posts about pedophillia and grooming awareness on her twt #guhhxhxbvvbb it makes me feel so gross #idk how she can fucking do that after what she did and said and denied vehemently #ok.thats enough #i have to eaattt and study rn

[taegularities]

😁

#tw cheating #currently thinking back to the irony of #my ex calling a girl in an mv 'disgusting' bc she cheated on her man #not saying infidelity isn't gross #just laughing bc he'd cheated on his previous ex #then proceeded to cheat on me and the girlfriend he had AFTER me too lmaooo #idk why im putting this here i just think it's funny.. looking back. bc why are ppl like dis #ahhh i was just listening to the song that's why i remembered !! lol #tdl

[elysiumcalled]

I have one of my oldest friends back 🥹🥹🥹🥹

#her meanie gross ex girlfriend didn’t like her having other friends #but they broke up #very proud of my friend and happy to have her back 😭