LMAO I think the very, very first berlermo fic idea I ever had was for a story I never wrote (and probably never will). It was an AU where Martin was some kind of con artist pretending to be an orderly. Sergio hires him to be his terminally ill brother’s live-in nurse. At first, Martin was like “hmmm am I really going to lie to a dying man and steal all his money?? that’s kinda shitty, even for me.” Then he actually met Andres, and went, “Nah, this guy’s an ASSHOLE. I am going to rob him and ENJOY it.”
He and Andres fall in love anyway, and I think at some point, Andres would reveal that he knew Martin was lying to him all along (because he was also a thief, takes one to know one!). But he didn’t do anything about it because he enjoyed Martin’s company more than he thought he would. Then he dies LOL
Martin takes some of the valuables Andres left for him, but leaves the money. And I either wanted him to meet Helsinki or to disappear from Sergio’s life. This is all I vaguely remember, and the title was “por una cabeza” even though “caraluna” was the song Martin would keep putting on in this.
2 days, that how long I held out until I had to start the rainbow Missys
We were talking about frogs and I was like you know what would be cute, then I started thinking about her hat and I lost
Who knows if she would actually wear this but I think it would be fun. Maybe a bit like she got to into the role
[ID: picture1: is a felt doll that is the shape of a gingerbread man with a big head, who is supposed to be Missy from Doctor Who. She has a dark brown piece of felt that is the part of the hair pulled and another piece that is her bun. She have on green version of her outfit. Black shoes you can’t see here, long skirt, her long coat with a collar the coat is lined with edging that is a braided thread that is a darker shade of green. On her sleeves there some more of the edging. And it have pink buttons, Under the coat is a white collar shirt and a brooch that is supposed to look like a little flower bud. She is holding an green umbrella that match her outfit it just some felt that is, bunched up a bit to look like an umbrella, and an old pin make up the handle and the point. She have a green little hat tilt on the left side of her head. It have a white strip of felt for the ribbon and then little felt frogs on either side of a lily pad flower and behind them are cattail plants:
Got s stern message about overstepping etiquette making out with my ex's friend. Not because of any relation drama, but because it was an "intimate gathering of his closest friends" so it was "bad faith (translation kinda wonky..)" of me "to be making out with one of them." 🥴🙃
Pals... i feel like i failed a trial i didn't even know i was on. I reciprocated his friend's attraction and energy. It honestly would have not happened had he 1) told everyone that his ex was coming so his friend could navigate that interaction knowingly himself, and 2) let me know if people knew or not. Kinda fucked me over and fucked me up, but this is a very him thing to do. Like i know we just took up contact again, but i kinda feel like i was put in a place of "honor" being invited, but now he made it very clear that i was an outsider there, or that he at least now does not think of me as being under his wing. Shit sucks. The power dynamic here is very skewed in my eyes.
Watching this just gives me so much serotonin. It just make me happy.
Fan fact I have some of my fandom stuff behind me in video calls and I just display ￼it like this with 13 hanging out and Dhawan master next to them and I always wonder if anyone noticed them in the background (lol and watch the fandoms stuff behind me grow as I make more things)
so much of fujita’s spoken dialogue is him reacting to other people, usually upset or otherwise emotional in some way, but the impression given by the times we get to hear his inner dialogue is so different...
when en dies, he’s the one who narrates the aftermath. it’s one of the first times we really get to be alone with him, as he walks around the mansion, quietly, with his own thoughts. even as he’s detailing the trauma he’s struggling with, there’s none of the frantic emoting he tends to display in response to others. he’s melancholy and uncertain, but calm and insightful. he gives us the facts of the situation, and also notes how others are feeling, in addition to his own pain.
he watches as some sit around, consumed by their grief, and others leave in droves, abandoning the family now without its head, and he ends his narration on a question to himself: what is he going to do now?
we don’t hear his answer, but we do see it. he doesn’t make either of the choices the others are making. en may be gone, but the family doesn’t have to die with him. he stays, not out of grief, but out of loyalty, dedication, and his love for the family. he’s more than just some low-level en fanboy. he’s a real member of the en family.
Yes, all kids have a certain feral quality to them, but my favorites are those that are completely off the rails in totally innocuous ways. Like “hello this is my four year old, her favorite toy is a cookbook from 1908 that I found at a thrift store (she can’t read), she’ll only eat noodles one at a time no matter how hungry she is, and her favorite show is the world news but only in Korean (we don’t speak Korean or know anybody who does).”
maybe i missed a few additional trailers before but i’ve been watching a playthrough of village and it’s so wild 2 me that they hyped the game up with like just dimitrescu and very little if any of the anything else when the castle feels like a pretty brief point in the game (especially when it’s like the first major sequence u go through irt the 4 lords at least)
on the other hand my brain just went on a very funny tangent bc i just finished watching the part with donna and it was like something something ppl going into the game for big booby vampire followed by a section with incredibly atmospheric doll horror = remember when back before the shape of water released and ppl were like omg a cute romance with a precious fish man! and then the movie released and ppl were horrified that it had like blood and dying like it wasn’t rated r? something that adjacent