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diedandgone · 2 days

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Can we alll just stop and talk about how ariana grande is bonespo/thinspo now !!!

U think she's doing this for a shoot or she going to stay like this ?

Or do we think it's that man she's with now , I personally don't like he's vibe it's offf !

He got her on something? Maybe

Something not right .

What u all think ?

#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #my ed thoughts #ed confessions #💡 as a 🪶#low cal restriction #ariana grande

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rqsebud · 3 months

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☆legspo☆

#disordered eating thoughts #legsp0 #thnspo #thnsp0 #thnspiration #tw disordered eating #my ed thoughts #tw ana diary

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ap0l0gy-g1r7 · 1 year

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viathesea · 3 months

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#anatumblr #@n0r3xia #ed not ed sheeran #my ed thoughts #⭐️ve #i need to ⭐️ve #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #anor3c1a

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elains · 2 years

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HOUSE TARGARYEN IN EPISODE ONE OF HOUSE OF THE DRAGON

#hotd #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon Targaryen #viserys i targaryen #rhaenys targaryen #jaehaerys i targaryen #house targaryen #my ed thoughts #my gifsets #asoiaf #got #did i forget how to make gifsets?#yes #this is me being out of practice

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wxkxrxmxchx · 7 months

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my bf doesnt even look @ me when hes talkin to me. I literally sat on his lap face to face n he managed to look at the wall behind me. I know loosing weight wouldnt change my face but its the only thing i can do. I feel so fat and ugly i could just cry out loud

#ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #ana dairy #tw ed rant #my ed thoughts #ana rant #ana trigger

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hurt-me-pls · 2 years

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One day you'll suddenly realize how weak you've gotten. Your bones become brittle and you start to fear that they could break.

Your joints will ache and feel inflamed.

Your skin will tingle and feel like needles are stabbing you from every direction.

You will feel like you're frozen and on fire at the same time.

Your immune system won't be able to function how it normally would. You might catch a disease that leads to a chronic illness that debilitates you.

Even at the point when your body starts to cannibalize itself, your muscles atrophy and your vision becomes blurred, you'll still think you could lose more.

Iron deficiency anemia only takes a few months to suck out all your energy and joy, and it can take a lot longer to recover. Your brain won't be able to receive adequate nutrition. It will be harder for it to learn and make new neural connections.

Your mind will become foggy. You will lose interest in even the things that once made you dance in excitement.

The longer you keep it up, the worse your body will fare. It's far too easy to think our bodies are resilient, that we could bounce back from anything. We think that since nothing bad has happened yet, that our symptoms are still mild, that it can never lead to something worse. It may not lead to death, but something worse in ways you can't yet imagine. In the end, you'll still be your worst enemy, and nobody will be able to bear the thought of you.

What happened to the "i'm here for you"s? You realize that it's not that they don't care, they're just afraid to say or do something to make you worse, and that trying to help someone that can't be helped is pointless.

You'll be ghosted, erased, ignored, and forgotten. You'll be alone, irritable, and hopeless, and after you scream and cry and bash your head into the wall, you'll realize that the only one to blame is yourself. In the end, you'll be too weak and ashamed and miserable to feel any joy. The colors around you will fade. Even when you think it couldn't get worse, it does.

Without even the energy to lift yourself up, you'll stay sunken in your bed all day and night.

….Or you could decide that today is the day you put your own wellbeing above anyone and anything.

Rather than fighting yourself, you treat yourself like your closest friend. You feel empathy for all you've gone though.

You allow yourself to rest and be comfortable. You spend time on things you love to do.

Your list of hobbies and interests grow. Life starts to feel easier.

You talk to people you feed proud to call your friends. You play games together. You find that the kindness others show you helps you show kindness to yourself.

You'll feel feelings so incredible you'll think you must have died and gone to heaven.

Things that once felt cheap to you feel like luxuries.

Life goes on, things change, but the sun will always rise again.

When times are bad, you breathe, and you remember that this too shall pass.

You stop caring so much about playing the part of a person, and you start to care more about being a person who does things in their own way, and doing all the things they love.

As soon as you stop fighting, you feel yourself floating to the surface. The gentle warmth of the sun fills your core with gratitude for yourself and all the patient beauty around you.

You feel again what's it's like to be alive.

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kaiastr · 9 months

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Didn’t have much time to post on here while I was moving back to another country for school but anyway, school/autumn season is starting very soon and I’m just so excited for the layering, losing myself in studying for hours, drinking hot, black coffee and wrapping myself in cozy blankets. Wishing everyone high grades and low bmi🫶🏼 I’m finally in the 50’s, where I haven’t been in almost a year so until September 1st I want to reach 57kg and by October 1st- 54kg. What really helps are reward lists for when you lose weight, I have small rewards planned for every 500g and it really motivates me. Love you guys

#ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana trigger #tw ana fast #analog #ana rant #tw ed rant #ed bllog #ed not sheeren #my ed thoughts #ana meal #ana

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wannabeskinny28please · 10 months

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Can someone please help me? I feel so sick of myself and I don’t know how to get back to my diet 😭 I started recovering but it’s even worst than I thought. I’m so fat and I can’t even look at myself anymore. I need someone to help me😭😭😭

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screechingpaintersheep · 2 years

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omg i just noticed that my spine feels a lot more prominent than before!!!

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diedandgone · 6 days

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Body dysmorphia! 👹

Having an Ed is bad enough but with body dysmorphia on top reallly puts the cherry 🍒 on the cake lol.

Why do I look sooooo thin one day and like XXL the next ?

What !

Like what do I actually look like I have 0 idea .

Even my face changes shape when I look at my self to much .

Like today my lips look so thin but yesterday I felt like they looked to big and plum 🙃 😅 what on earth is going onnnnnn .

And on top of all this I get mixed options about how I look , "oh ur to thin" , "oh ur not thin enough", "ur skin and bones" , "just keep going a bit more and u will be perfect "you look good " , "you look sick" , "don't eat that you will gain again" , "eat this ur too thin u need meat on u"

Can people keep there stupid opinions to them selfs please!

Am struggling as it is and eveyone around me is making it worse !

Leave me alone 😔

#light as a 🪶#ana buddie #th1gh g@p #th1nsp1ration #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #e@tingdisorder #low cal diet #my ed thoughts #body dysmorphia #ed body dysmorphia

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mysheiru · 1 year

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When binge episodes aren’t episodes anymore 🥹<<<<<

#pro 4na #4na #not pr0 4na #anorexjk #ana fast #tw ana stuff #my ed thoughts #anorekik #anor3xic #notprojustusingthetags #not pr0 mia

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ap0l0gy-g1r7 · 1 year

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