If only somehow you could have been mine,
what wouldn’t have happened in this world?
I’m everything you lost. You won’t forgive me.
My memory keeps getting in the way of your history.
There is nothing to forgive. You won’t forgive me.
I hid my pain even from myself; I revealed my pain only to myself.
There is everything to forgive. You can’t forgive me.
If only somehow you could have been mine,
what would not have been possible in the world?
—Agha Shahid Ali
"I love you so much. [...] I know I promised not to say that, but that's a promise I can't help breaking all the time."
BREAKFAST OF CHAMPIONS, KURT VONNEGUT JR.
Supernatural + Why didn't he say it back? He's been saying it back for years.
6.20 The Man Who Knew Too Much, 8.17 Goodbye Stranger, 11.18 Hell's Angel, 15.09 The Trap, 15.18 Despair
(companion piece)
Doubles as a present for @thegeekyturtlegirl who wondered about a Dean version.
you ever think about how dean projects his masculinity issues onto sam by teasing him for being "feminine." you ever think about dean's rise from the grave representing coming out. you ever think about the guns and bottles as metaphors. well i think about all of these things
happy slutty, slutty 45th birthday dean winchester <3