#my brain is such a mess oh mygod

[l0rd-0f-c0ws]

I traced the strings back to YOU, the missfire creator, and now I have two things to say.

1) THIS SHIP IS SO WONDERFUL EUGHHGFDHGFGFG OH MYGOD 3RD EYE OPENED. Thank you so much for throwing this rarepair in my radar.

2) Do you have any missfire/cesium headcanons?? I'd LOVE to hear some :3c

I FINALLY HAVE GOTTEN MY BRAIN TO WORK ENOUGH TO ANSWER THIS HI HI HI HELLO :) I am in fact no the creator tho that would be @soupsy-daisy who wrote This fic!! I just got VERY autistic about the pairing and was the first person to suggest a name for them (I am the cesium person idr who came up with missfire rn but its also v cute :) )

as for headcanons here are some !!! (Under the cut for those who don't want to see my rambles :) )

Miss Pauling has (somewhat) learned all the languages the Mercs know! this was a job requirement as she had to make sure they weren't keeping secrets, but she does enjoy it. Pyro CAN speak they just don't like taking off their mask nor do they like shouting for people to be able to hear them (legit i have a friend who tried playing dnd in one of those and half the time he had to yell so i could hear him right next to me), so they use sign and writing stuff down to communicate a lot. She was the first person to be able to understand pyro using ASL and she was the one to encourage the team to learn.

Pyro has cronic pain (mecore) and often has flare ups after battles pretty often, and it makes it hard for them to move and shit because Their Legs are being Taken by the Demons. They tend to just try and power through despite feeling like their muscles are attacking them and refuse to tell medic because they feel like they'll just be dismissed as dramatic. While the other mercs have noticed something is up with Pyro when they get back to base most days, no one pushes them to hard on it since theyre always quick to deny any oddities in their behavior, but Ms. P knows because well... its her job to know. She did get them to go to medic and get pain meds to help, as well as laying down with them when its gets to be too much. she also got them a cane not long after to help them out as well as some cute stickers and stuff to decorate it with :)

Pauling hates loud noises if she doesn't feel she has any control over them (Mecore again). like a gunshot? eh half the time shes the one firing the gun, and if she isn't then soon she will be. But things like people suddenly shouting when she didn't expect it, thunder and fireworks, stuff like that will just really mess her up. Pyro is pretty neutral on loud noises like that (tho they LOVE thunder and storms in general) so typically they'll go find her and just sit down and enjoy the silence together away from that

its actually pyros love of storms that helps her enjoy them herself. I have to draw out my idea for this since its a very spesific gay little moment but she basically over their time together begins to associate rain with them and without realizing it starts to get just as excited about rain too :)

I can post some more hcs later but a lot of the ones I had to stop myself from posting are gonna be kinda mentioned in some fics im working on rn >:) Gonna finish chapter 2 of safe with me tonight hopefully so stay tuned for that!!

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #miss pauling #ms pauling #pyro #pyro tf2 #cesium #missfire #pyropauling #i love them dearly :) #my posts

[rkvils]

Everyone seems to want to top and dom, and then there’s me, the biggest bottom to ever bottom just like “y’all have hot ideas, but let’s switch around the characters!”

Instead of fucking Vil until he’s messy, picture him bouncing on your cock, swiveling his hips around to find his own prostate (or G spot if AFAB) and you keep trying to thrust upwards, but he just spanks your thighs and tells you “good dildos hold still”

Or Vil forcing you to bounce on him, strap or otherwise, again spanking you each time your thighs give out, and he always gives out a slight groan when you tighten up from the slap. Making you move since he’s had such a long rough day, and he doesn’t care how many times you’ve cum, you keep going until he does!

Picture cock warming him while he does his skincare or makeup, a firm hand holding you still, sometimes pinching if you wiggle around too much, you can’t make him mess up his makeup darling! Then he would have to start all over, and you wouldn’t get your “treat” which is him messing up his makeup anyway, but he’s practicing a new more intricate look so he doesn’t mind, he’s not gonna wear it out tonight anyway. Tonight he’s fucking your brains out. Tomorrow he does have to do this makeup for a shoot, and Rook gets you.

YOU HAD NO RIGHT DOING THSI TO KE OH MYG OF YOU HSD NO IRGHT PLEAS EI AM LITERALLY DYING DAJJDKDJDJRJDJ IM GOING INSANE OH MYGOD FUCK

god him using his lover like a dildo HSHSJS id say he'd use something to keep you from cumming but no, he wouldn't use anything, as a matter of fact he'd ride you until you were too overstimulated to hold back, and when you cum whitout his permission you'll obviously need to be punished, and he gets even more mean and cruel, this time he will use a spell to keep you from cumming again, or maybe a potion, just anything that will make you insanely sensitive but never enough to make you climax

vil sitting back and doing his routine while forcing you to fuck yourself dumb on his dick is so 🩵🩵🩵🩵 he keeps a straight face all through it, hiding just how aroused he is, and everytime you mess up he looks at you with such disappointment as he scolds you

COCKWARMING WITH VIL IS GONNA BE MY DOWNFALL I SWEAR. Especially in such a scenario, he looks so beautiful in the mirror, focusing on every little detail of his face to make sure the makeup comes out perfectly, completely ignoring your existence and your pitiful whimpers and AGHHSBHXHSHSBHIM PLANNING ON MAKING ROOK FUCK YOU TOMORROW??? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME ...IM GONNA EXOLDOE I NEED THEM

#ָ֢ ⋆ ࣪asks₊ #FAV FAV FAV

[sodadotzip]

#traumacore #vent art #my brain is such a mess oh mygod #art #drawing #artwork #digital art #doodle #ms paint #EDGY

[jumpthensfall]

I WAS TAGGED BY @stcrlghts I LOVE YOU SO MUCJ THANK YOU

okay i'm gonna tart by saying I SINCERELY APOLOGIS EFOR HOW LONG AND ANNOYING THIS IS idk if u can tell but i really struggle with.... just getting to the point JADJDNFJSJSJSJSJ THIS IS ALL A BIG IRRELEVANT RAMBLY MESS OKAY I'M SORRY

nickname(s): MAINLY JUST HANNAH BANANA/BANANA but my gran calls me 'hannah snax' and i have NO idea why but........ that's a thing AJXJFNFJD

gender: female

height: 5'6" ish i think??? 5'6" and a half?? ALL I WANT IN LIFE IS TO BE 5'7" BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON THAT SOUNDS SO MUCJ TALLER THAN 5'6" but yes 5'6" ish

time: 11:35pm

where i'm from: the uk!!! i am a lil brit!!

hogwarts house: u know... gonna be completely honest here...... i've never read/watched harry potter like....... ever in my life...... but the good thing is that someone made me take the quiz thingie once and i think hufflepuff...... not that that means anything to me........... don't hurt me please.......

favourite show: HM i love the good place so much and also casualty!!! i love a lot of shows so i'm gonna stop myself from listing them all dammit OH AND KILLING EVE (courtesy of @champagneseaa THANK U CHIMPANZEE)

favourite animal: CATS MY BABIES

favourite band/artist: i absolutely despise of Taylor Swift ew (i also love hayley kiyoko,,, halsey,,, lorde,,, more people but i'm blanking and can't think so i'm gonna leave that there)

song stuck in my head: my brain is switching between yntcd,,, supercut and negative nancy by adore delano IT'S A WILD TIME

last movie i saw: I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER I DON'T WATCH FILMS THAT MUCH BECAUSECI DON'T REALLY LIKE THEM it was probably a christmas film like elf or something (the only valid movie)

last thing i googled: i don't remember but i think it was something bORING like 'image colour picker' because i was editing and needed the hex code of a colour AJDJRNDJJS

other blogs: i don't really use any sideblogs they kinda just exist

do i get asks: i don't get 50 gazillion BUT I DO ACTUALLY GET ASKS SOMETIMES AND I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR THEM AND I COUKDN'T ASK FOR MORE because also i'm really dumb and always take like 90 years to see tjem and by the time i see them i get too nervous to respond because i'm like 'what if i replyto this ask and they get mad at me because i took so long or what if they changed their mind about the thing they said in the ask or wh

why this url?: because thewayilovedyou is taken AHDJRNSJSJSJ and jump then fall is one of my favourite taylor songs and just songs in general ever (next to twily :') ) because it's soft and makes me soft and i love soft things and also i like the way the letter j looks weirdly

number of blankets: 1!!!! i'm more of a pillow person than a blanket person i LOVE pillows so much i swear to god i sleep woth so many pillows under my head i may aswell just be sat up

followers: 6476?!!?!!???!???

following: 948 but somehow it feels like a lot less?!?!! it may be because a lot of the blogs i follow are from like 2015 when i used to literally follow eVERY taylor blog i saw AJDJDNSJSJ which was a mess but also a year ish ago i unfollowef a lot of inactive blogs so there can't be too many inactives there??? maybe i should go through again BECAUSE MY DASH STILL GETS DEAD WHEN TAYLOR HASN'T BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE

average amount of sleep: on college nights i aim for like 7 but right now it's summer so???? like ??????? 5-8????? it's WEIRD i always get less sleep in the summer because i really like staying up and then sleeping until as late in the day as i can (5am is such a nice bedtime you get to watch the sun rise and everything :') )

lucky number: when i was younger and before i even stanned taylor i used to say that 13 was my lucky number ajcnrnfjejdje but i?? don't think i actually have one now???

what am i wearing?: I'M WEARING MY PYJAMAS ITmS GREAT it's just a grey tshirt and some white and greyish trousers

dream job: this questions STRESSES ME OUT because i have no idea um.......... the person that gives taylor her water on tour

dream trips: taylor swift's arms

favourite food: CHEESECAKE although it's not good for my insides because i am Lactose Intolerant ™

instruments i play: guitar,,, ukulele and a tINY bit of piano although i haven't played in ages and have probably forgotten everything so idk whether that counts

eye colour: like greeny browny hazelly but in my left eye i have a brown triangle which is odd

hair colour: dark brown but the ends are pink and purple rn :')

aesthetic: ANYTHING SOFT AND ANYTHING PINK AND ANYTHING FAIRYLIGHTY

languages i speak: just english,,,, i took spanish in school ajxjrnjf AND ACTUALLY TOWARDS THE END I STARTED MAKING PROGRESS AND GOT A LITTLE OKAY WOTH IT but when i left school i didn't keep up with it which i'm MAD at because i wanna be able to speak all of the languages in the whole world that'd be so cool but i'm just so lAZY so yes just english :(

most iconic song: have u ever heard of this song called the way i loved you

when i created this account: february 2015 i think??!?!

best memory: I CAN'T THINK OF ONE honestly,,,,, my life is So Sad that probably one of my best is the night that taylor lurked me (i really can't believe i get to SAY that shut up i'm tearing up) because i'm really not over it and it filled me up with such joy and i think about it whenever i get sad and it cheers me up

best pun: okay so this is BULLYING because puns are my thing in general everyday conversation buT YOU CAN'TP UT ME ON THE SPOT LIKE THIS SO I HAVE NO IDEA....... like i can make puns when the time is right.... butif you straight up tell me......... that i have to give you a pun......... that's...... not gonna hap-pun.......

random fact: i really need to pee and i also have 3 cats called rusty (aka rusticles/chicken nugget), rosie (aka rosie posie/rice krispie (because she looks like a rice krispie when she loafs)) (OH MYGOD AND HOW COUKD I FORGET 'floofy piece of fudge' BECAUSE TAYLOR SAW ME CALLING HER THAT SO IT'S VALID) and ruby (aka rooby booby/rubix cube)

i tag (BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT TO I'M SORRY IF UOU DON'T WANT TO AND I'M BEING ANNOYING) @champagneseaa @theloveralbum @backtoodecember @youramericanqueens AND ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO DO IT💝💘💞💖💖💗💖💕

#long post #TJIS IS SO LONG #I'M SO STUPID #OKAY #THNAK YOU SOMUCH FOR TAGHING ME OH MY GOSH I LOVENYOU!!! #my words*