#my anxiety abt losing all those hours & my villagers. cause my items i can just. give to friends to keep for me u know.

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every day i can feel myself getting closer to just losing it and restarting ac and tbh i am on the very cusp of it at this point, gays

#luna plays ac #i just honestly hate my island layout. like beyond what i can terraform. esp the location of the airport to resident services #i rly want a layout where they're farther apart/more centered bc i rly cannot do an intricate entrance like i would like to do #w their location/proximity to each other #also like. to be honest it is far more work to tear everything down then rebuild it over just. building it. from scratch #esp regarding moving houses like. i dont even have anywhere to put them to redo the neighborhood #i just!!!!! want a fresh start but god i dont wanna lose all my items/villagers esp w how much of a pain it can be to get them all #ugh. ugh ugh ugh. #im rly close to just taking the plunge though like. i wanna feel again & i wanna actually Like my island/feel proud of it #& i rly dont feel like ill be able to get it to that point unless i restart #also like. my brain has not let me live down not thinking to name it wonderland as a combo ref to taz/aiw/ph #& i actually. have like solid ideas For an island named as such themed around those things. #so. hrm. i mean tbh it's not a matter of if it's a matter of When ill lose it & just take the plunge. just gotta get over #my anxiety abt losing all those hours & my villagers. cause my items i can just. give to friends to keep for me u know. #but my villagers that i dont have amiibo cards of. hrrggg #i dont have the strength to go through endless mystery island tours or playing the damn card game i dont ;-;