#mostly bc.... I really like writing lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#i took an exam at 8.30 to 10. when the fuck home and got tattooed from 1 to like 5 #it was only like 2hrs of tattooing. mostly it was me having her redraw the lines a million times #the color is dark blue and i really like it. wasnt super painful bc i think i have pretty high pain tolerance #i could feel it most under my shoulder blade and a lil on the soft part of my inner elbow #glad i did it today bc i was feeling fucked up abt thr exam. bc the frustrating thing is that i think i could verbally explain the concepts #to u better than i articulated them in writing. idk grades dont really matter for me at this point but i still feel fucked up abt it #anyway. apparently markers stick really well to my skin bc i never go out in the sun lol #she had to scrub so hard and it would not come off with rubbing alcohol #unrelated

[redrobin-detective]

Who needs a diary when I pinpoint my exact thoughts and mental state when I read over my old writing?

#I havent read glory since posting #mostly bc I moved on from bnha rather quickly lol #got a review which made me reread and uhhhhh ma'am were you ok 6 months ago?? #I still think Glory is a good fic and I really loved exploring baku's relationship with himself and others #but alsooooo #work was super stressful in december #hospital kept demanding we work more and more with heavier patient loads #I was also helping orient a new nurse who was er not picking things up quickly #I just felt this huge weight of responsibility I was failing to meet #guilt over not being good enough #angry at being forced into this shitty situation #all with a lingering awareness that I would turn 30 in 2023 #and I can feel alllllll that and more through bakugou in the fic #I put so much of my current self into the story when I write #that uh I can feel it when I reread #sorry but MGM will likely never continue despite having ideas bc the lingering ANXIETY from covid makes it impossible to write

[victoriartdrawings]

fanfic rec post tomorrow maybe???👀

me to all my fandom ships knowing perfectly i wont have the time to do even 1 for at least one pairing til next week 🤡

#percabeth #snowbaird #anidala #zutara #hiccstrid #so much more ships name to add (like REALLY) these tagged ships are just some my brain is currently obsessed with this week #my next obsession next month???? idk yet 💀 my head is weird. like often #rn im mostly frustated with myself and feel a little bit useless be.cause. it takes so much time!!! but i want to do it #but i dont #so my brain says to me DWE IT YOU LAZY USELESS PROCASTINATING ASS!!!! #like first i have to remember the fic #then scroll through my 7000 downloaded fic folder. a nightmare 💀most of the time i dont remember the title but only the period #where i was obsessed with them (also hell because my multiple obsession with a ship always leave and then come back 2 or 6 months later 🤡 #so sometimes I find myself downloading 2 or 3 times the same fic🤡) #(ALSO some its been 4/5 years since i read them so i let u imagine the headache i get trying to remember lol) #then class them by long fic one shot - theme etc...while re-reading fast some of them bc my memory is shit #and AFTER ALL THAT i write the actual commentary for each one of them and remembering what my experience reading it was like #because personal commentary that made people laugh and want to read the fic recommended make me so happy for the author!!!! #ALSO I MOSTLY JUST LOVE SHARING MY READING EXPERIENCE WITH OTHERS!!!!! SO MUCH JOY AND HAPPINESS! #but then real life is like no.not today. and indeed. not today. #fanfic rec #fanfic #reader #fandom

[tethered-heartstrings]

38. What is something about your writing process YOU think is Really Weird? If you are comfortable, please share. If you’re not comfortable, what do you think cats say about us? Weird Questions for Writers

I have been told it is a red flag and that i am very strange for writing in complete silence. no music, background noise, nothing. I struggle focusing otherwise. I have occasionally put on white noise but only to drown out other sounds, it is not my preference. just me, the tippy tap of my fingers on my keyboard, and occasionally a little mrrp or meow from my cat if she is in the room with me. I used to not think it was weird but the more people that tell me it is the more i am inclined to also find it strange lol

maybe that i keep my writing documents (often porn lol) on the same computer/screen as my school work, but my documents are well organized

#do not know how people listen to music when they write or read like. god. cannot #i have put on nin ghosts to study but again #mostly to drown out other noise and at the time i only had an ipod so i didn't have a track for white noise lmao #i also don't type properly and type with like two fingers +/- a thumb but i type really fast #it is not a hindrance to me at all but i don't find it weird #i am sure a lot of my writing habits are weird to some people. like i might be the only one not using google docs and using word lol #as far as what cats think of us #I think it is very cat dependent but cats have a lot more love for us than stereotypes give them credit #cats can be extremely affectionate and clingy and cuddly #like the fact my cat chooses to be snuggled up on my lap or against my leg and only leaves the room when she HAS to #to pee or get food means she likes me #cats that show you their bellies or let you touch their feet or face trust you #(the feet can be hit or miss bc some cats hate it regardless) #your cats will miss you when you are gone and recognize you and love you #if a cat doesnt like you by god they will let you know loudly and sharply #bisexualmotif #themindisapowerfulmotif #the curious clown

[that-was-anticlimactic]

friends!!! what is a writing skill you wish you learned in school? like... it could be something specific in grammar/grammar-related, maybe about how to revise, maybe you wish you learned about different/specific genres, maybe how to write setting... whatever it may be!!! i'm doing a thing on tuesdays and would LOVE y'all's opinions on what kind of stuff to find to add for them to choose!

#i worded that so weirdly but i didn't know how else to iuyftdghu #essentially it is a mini assignment where they have to look through a doc i have with links to mini articles about whatever skill they chos #and they have to read it and then answer four questions #it's mostly an assignment bc tuesdays are shorter days but also so they can experience and learn new things #and there's teh choice option #i wrote some of the ones they did or added onto some stuff like added a miss h note at the beginning #and i think it went well when i did it one time last semester! #anyways i want like really helpful things so pls send help #if you know of any short articles pls feel free to send the link or you can write one yourself if you really wanna teach students something #like... if there's something you're just like GOD WHY DON'T PEOPLE KNOW THIS!!! pls write a rant and i can edit it lol #anyways help pls #i have a decent chunk but i also want other opinions

[unluckystars]

Also it’s like 2:30 am which means probably none of you will see this but i love you guys so much like. genuinely i thought about deleting this blog some months back because i wasn’t using it. i was just in a bad mental state and had some really dumb ideas over what rp is supposed to be (it Has to be this long and icons and you Have to do things a certain way and yada yada yada) and . Okay. It was fun! I liked picking out the perfect face for my muse when i answered asks and i knew the “rules” i had for myself were bullshit but it really did suck the life out of actual threads. i legit could not do threads because i didn’t think my writing was ever good enough/my characterization wasn’t good enough and i was so fucking anxious that someone wrote the character i did which means my writing SUCKS and THEY’RE MORE POPULAR AND HAVE BEEN AROUND LONGER AND I AM STEPPING ON PEOPLE’S TOES

tldr: it was very miserable and it was mostly my fault. LOL

anyway to my crowd of like 10 people: i love you guys, thank you for making me realize it’s not about how long your writing is or how good it is or how long you’ve been keeping a thread going. thank you for showing me how to and letting me have fun again :)

#and here we are // ooc #kinda dramatic ik but like LOL before this blog really got revived my big thing about rp was ‘it’s not fun’ #which sucks. and was mostly me being anxious. tbh i still get nervous writing simcoe #bc the standards are really like. on that blog i guess? #idk. the simcoe blog rps just have a different vibe than here and i prefer the vibes here much more #i love you guys :) mwah

[escargoonie-goo]

#hey gang sorry i keep not posting escargoon related stuff he is still my sweet little babygirl i just never find content of him to post #and ive been writing more often than ive been drawing lately. i usually draw over the weekends though so ill try to finish some art of him #still an escargoon fan page there is just very little content of him to post lmao and whenever i find art of him it's not on tumblr so i #cant reblog it #i have been drawing him more recently though but again ive also been writing a lot. and ive also just been busy #dont know if anyone really cares about whether or not i post about him lmao but if you do then dont worry lol #just felt like i should clarify that im not going to stop posting about him bc i know ive been mostly reblogging DE art lately

[sapphicflower-ao3]

fighting the urge (nay, the UNCONTROLLABLE ITCH) to write angsty dramatic prose for what’s supposed to be a lighthearted slice of life romantic fluff and humour fic

#rani’s rambles #this is mostly a joke bc if i think it’s fitting for a scene/chap I’ll probably just include it #but yeah it’s nice to have a balance of both in a fic. really gives it more nuance and it’s more likely to stick with a reader as well! #also it’s just fun lol who doesn’t love writing a little spice #taof #obviously….

[acaciapines]

this is such a good idea, i tell myself through gritted teeth as i add yet another pov character to the roster of my owl house daemon au, this is going to be worth it.

anyways guess who is off to do more research on the 1600s!! because i decided!! that we need to see!! some stuff from caleb's eyes!! and there's some stuff i'll need to add to my notes to do that!!!

#chatter #mostly i am not concerned about making this super historically accurate #bc one that is just Not My Thing and two Its An Alternate World With Daemons #so i can say 'uhhh its different bc daemons are there lol' #but. i still need to do a bit more poking around! so #like i do think it'll be worth it but STILL #every day i keep making this way More than it needs to be fddfkjfg #at least i started at s2. sometimes i wonder tho #but in my eyes the only character that wouldve really benefited noticeably from me adapting all of s1 is amity and #like i could not justify that. not just for one person #sorry amity <3 maybe if i wasnt the only person writing this lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that? #because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪 #i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

[orcelito]

ok SO i went and got out Most of my knives (i remembered I have a nonbinary knife only after i took the photos & also idk where it is currently. just imagine all these plus a nonbinary flag knife ok? ok)

HERE ^ is the most of them, minus that nonbinary knife. look at that fuckin mess. 32 shown here (i think) plus my nonbinary knife makes 33 blades (minus cooking knives, i dont count those for these purposes)(also counting the swiss army knife as only 1 bc lol)

& some explanations for them! gonna put these under a readmore bc it got Kinda long on accident whoops. Read Ahead if u wanna see me nerd out about my knife collection.

STARTING WITH my big ones.

my spear (gifted to me), my cane sword (from anime convention), my shitty $20 sword (also from anime convention. low quality but cool as hell), my teal mini sword + matching throwing knives (from online), my decorative axe (from a local store), my twin blades (my sharpest blades, theyre actually kinda scary how sharp they are, but i love them bc of it. from online), red saber (from online),

ANDDDDDDDDDDDD my favorite hefty bitch of a machete that i sleep with in my bed frame on the very right (inherited from my grandpa bc i was the first one who spotted it at Family Claiming Day)(this thing really is as long as my leg & much heavier than Any of the rest of the blades pictured here. i love it)

another view of the blades so u can better see how long they are. the big boys. they're lovely. 2nd heaviest blade is the cane sword when it's in its cane, mostly bc that handle has some Heft. tbh id feel safer using it as a bludgeoning weapon than a stabbing weapon, but having a cane sword is just plain cool

AND my smaller blades!

i have a lot of pocket knives. starting from the top left: golden pocket knife (from online), rainbow dragon (from online), rainbow HEFTY boy (heaviest pocket knife, from online), spider knife (from online), stiletto jade (from online), pathetic army boy (from local store, this knife has NO redeeming qualities, but it's mine <3), black stiletto (from local store), plain dagger man (from online), my damascus steel knife (was a gift, probably my singular most expensive knife. fancy boy), Dull Dagger Man (first blade i ever bought, from anime convention)

& for bottom row: teeny black knife (first pocket knife i owned, gift from my dad), lil rainbow knife (from local store), plain steel knife (from sketchy shop in gatlinburg + one of my Favorite knives), green dragon knife (from online, a real beaut), triple throwing knives (also from same sketchy shop in gatlinburg), the baby throwing knives again from the Big Boys pic but i included them again bc they r so teeny tiny, my keychain key blade (from online), swiss army knife (from online), & the pair of claw keychain baldes (from online)

many blades, many stories, so little time. theyre great tho.

SOME FOCUSES:

^ these are all my spring-assisted knives, sorted from worst feel to best feel to open. based on quickness, ease, & general satisfaction. leftmost is leftmost bc i didnt even Know it was spring assisted, bc it doesnt have a nice lil tab on the back to press. no u gotta press on one of the rungs. but once u do it Does spring open, so i included it. next 3 are just Average in feel (these 3 are sibling blades anyways, nice of them to be together). jade stiletto is smooth and quick, nice to open. Hefty Boy rainbow has some THUNK to it when i open it. like that babey's got PURPOSE to it. added to the general size of it & it's just pretty great. AND THEN MY TWO FAVS, green dragon is a perfect beautiful knife & feels very great to open. and then Steel Sketchy Knife aka my 2nd pocket knife & first i bought for myself. it looks plain in comparison to the others, but she's anything But. quick, light, Sharp. it has the Best feel to open, bc it's just a fast SHHK. probably my knife that's seen the most use (aside from my small black knife) just bc of how great it feels to open. i love that knife so much for Real.

& the final highlight, somewhat related, are the knives I actually use the most in my daily life!

on the left are the knives I keep in my bag by default, & thus the ones I carry with me Everywhere i go. small black pocket knife bc she's Ol' Faithful, & a pretty lowkey knife for basic tasks when I dont wanna raise any eyebrows lol. silver knife bc as previously stated i Love using it so much. i take it out when i gotta breakdown a lot of boxes at work, & it Never disappoints. small rainbow keychain key knife bc it's cute & i like to keep it on my keychain. & swiss army knife bc Obviously im gonna keep the swiss army knife in my bag for if i need an emergency tool.

on the right are the three knives I keep out in my apartment. black stiletto lives on my bathroom counter, for bathroom knife needs. green stiletto i keep on my table next to where I hang out in my bedroom, for any couch time needs. & then green dragon beaut camps out on top of some shelves by my front door bc it's Great for opening boxes, aka something I will do for packages I receive after pulling them in the front door. it works for me.

all the rest of my knives live either in a box (for small ones) or my closet (for big ones). i may have a lot of knives, but somehow I never feel like i have enough. i just love collecting them so much <3

#speculation nation #knives #what this boils down to are. my favorites are: Big Hefty Machete that i managed to stab myself with on accident #by dropping it point-first on my finger (whoops) #a plain silver knife i got from a sketchy shop in gatlinburg (there really are so many there) that just feels SO good to use #a beautiful green dragon knife bc it's well balanced & feels great to open. also pretty. #black stiletto knife just bc i love how it feels in my hand. it's also very pointy #& small black knife bc she's ol' faithful. & great for using for average shit to not freak people out #(imagine if i brought ol' Hefty Rainbow out w/ its glass breaking base & wonderful hooked blade. ppl would give me Looks for sure) #i love many other knives but those r my favs #if i had to pick an ABSOLUTE fav it'd have to be my machete. it having drawn my blood did Not discourage me from loving it #it feels very uhh. idk it makes me feel secure having it nearby #if for nothing else than someone seeing me wield that & being like 'what the FUCK' bc it's kinda pretty intimidating lol. #long and heavy. wouldnt actually be great for combat bc that thin part between the blade & the hilt could snap the moment you hit bone #but good for me i never intend to use my blades for that! it feels comforting mostly as an intimidation factor. #the comfort being like. if someone broke in lol. that's why i sleep with it in my bed frame. so i can have it onhand Just In Case #aka it's like sleeping with a gun under my pillow except i just keep a massive fucking knife next to me instead. works for me #not the longest of my blades but it's the heaviest of my blades by far. i feel very lucky to own it. #anyways this has been the Knife Ramble by yours truly. this took me like 2 hours to gather & take pictures of & write this summary #APPRECIATE MY WORK at documenting my collection. this is the first time ive done this in several years. #wish i'd found that nonbinary knife first... oh well...

[keeps-ache]

could be cool !!

#just me hi #there's a specific part of pi.e i have a disdain for and it happens at pretty much the beginning of the story #don't like it cuz it always feels awkward when i write it. no fun! #but i was Just thinking of how i could show it and ouuugugushsughsosgh. ouhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgh #Could Be Cool !! #could be really cool !!! #Could be. let's keep it realistic before i jinx myself hfbhs :3 #i just gotta finish part one of chap one and then.. and Then.... ehehhegh... and then i gotta start working on the Rest of the first fourth #of this story :/ #i have next to nothing for this spot so. let's see how bad winging it can go hfvsh #the first fourth is pretty calm i think - not much happens so i dunno if it'll take as long as i think it will #don't want it to drag too much but also don't want it to go too quick or it may just disappoint me lol #//anyway i gotta make a timeline for this thing #oh and also the little lore thing i keep forgetting about lol #the problem w/ that is that there is So Much idk how to organize it fbsh #it's prolly not really that much but Man. feels like a lot hfh #it's mostly species + histories stuff i'm stuck on so ! #/MAN. okay i'm thinking about it again #i have a normal brain about some of the things involved here hvbshvf 👍👍👍 #could be cool. that's all i'm here to say lmao :3 #//omw now though - i have 8 more pages to go and then i gotta start formatting part 2 of 1 👍 #stopped for like a week despite Insane progress bc i hit the Tiniest road bump in the world hfvhbs #but on it now!! so here i go :D toobles !!

[liquidstar]

HI my close good friends have been SO very kind to me about the little oc writing practice excerpt i posted, and its genuinely helped me to be less self-conscious abt it (but i am still posting in the dead of night lol) but!!! because of this i wanna post one more today. again, very much not the final product (who knows when that'll be!) but, well, here's what i got i guess!

the needed context for this excerpt is that it happens after a mission which ended with saiph in the infirmary with a broken arm, after al told him not to be rash!!! but the more IMPORTANT context is that it mirrors a scene just before the mission, where saiph refuses al's help with a t shot, laughing off the question and saying he's not scared of the needle like when he was younger. he's been doing this for so long now after all... (also because im not using fantasy explanations for trans stuff here, he does have to have a shot lol)

anyway,

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The night following a mission's end always proved to be the most exhausting. The adrenaline rush dissipates, leaving only the harsh reality of injury and blood loss. The enervation is an unrelenting burden weighing on the body, and every movement becomes onerous. This is nothing to speak of the emotional fatigue.

Preparing for bed in their shared inn room, neither Saiph nor Al could say a word. A thick, oppressive atmosphere lingered. The dim lamp cast a solemn and hazy glow, adding to the sense of lethargy that seemed to suffocate the air. The cathartic release they had experienced at the infirmary has left a miasma of unresolved tension.

Even in the midst of fatigue and injury, Saiph was determined to do things alone. He managed to change and brush his teeth with his non-dominant arm, completing his nightly routine on his own, without much hassle. Except…

Saiph looked at Al, laying by the lamp with a book, his face partially hidden in the shadows. For a brief moment, the book seemed like a barrier- breaking it felt like a taboo.

Hesitantly, Saiph manages to speak, “Hey,” Al glances up almost immediately, and he continues, “Could you, like…” His words faltered as he gestured towards his bag, finding it hard to look at Al’s face, “I mean, it's just that, y’know, it's hard to do a shot one-handed. So…”

“Huh?” Al furrowed his brow in confusion, before processing these fumbled words. “Oh,” he puts his book down the second he grasps this as a request for help. Saiph hands Al a little pouch, and Al removes a needle and vial.

“You gotta-”

“I know, I've seen you do it.” Al smiles, “Go sit down.”

Saiph nods and takes a seat on his bed.

Al prepares the shot and kneels down, positioning himself between Saiph's legs. He carefully places the very tip of the needle on Saiph’s skin, and Saiph tenses at the touch. The room suddenly felt warmer- too warm. It was difficult to breathe, not just from the physical strain, but also from the intensity of their proximity.

Al stops to focus on the needle for a moment. Before he can press it down, he looks up at Saiph and clarifies, “But still, tell me if I mess up or anything,” with sweaty palms, Al adjusts his grip slightly, adding, “I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You're fine,” Saiph replied with an uneven voice, unable to vocalize any further sentiment. Avoiding eye contact, he instead chooses to fixate on the ceiling, trying to gain a semblance of composure. He takes a single glance at Al, before immediately looking away again. He blushes at the sight, and he quietly reaffirms, “You're doing fine.”

With that confirmation, Al looks back down. He rests his arms on Saiph's legs and steadies his hands. The low light is making it difficult for him to focus his eyes, and there's a ringing in his ears that just won't settle. Still, he eventually builds enough nerve to stab the needle in, just the slightest bit.

He feels Saiph twitch. “It doesn't hurt?” he asks without looking away this time, keeping his eyes focused on the tiny little prick he just made.

“No, it's- it's fine,” Saiph is no longer capable of averting his gaze either. He maintains a fixed stare below, studying the image of Al between his thighs. Truthfully, Saiph can't even feel the needle; he's significantly more preoccupied with Al's steady breathing, or the slightest parting of his lips in concentration, or the faint flush on his cheeks. He needs to shake these ideas from his head right now.

At Saiph's confirmation, Al pushes the needle deeper, exhaling as he does so. He feels Saiph slightly, incredibly slightly, jolt at the sensation. It must feel different when someone else does it, Al supposed.

With a final push of the syringe, the injection was finished. Al pulled the needle out and set it aside. He, however, stays in place. In fact, neither party makes any effort to pull away. Not even by an inch. The only sound in the room was the quiet hum of electricity, the only movement was in the branches out the window. Was it fatigue that kept them locked in this intimate position? Or something else? That would be too troublesome to contemplate further.

After a long, still moment, Al breaks the silence, “I don't mind helping like this,” His voice was painfully weak, painfully himself, “Ask me for more. I want to help you more,” He declared with more ambition.

“Maybe…”

“Please,” Al lifts his arms and wraps them around Saiph’s waist, still on his knees, clinging desperately, as if Saiph would fall away if he let go. “If there's ever anything… Anything…”

Saiph's free hand warily moved to Al's head, running his fingers through his hair, mixing the black and white strands. “I know,” He said with a faint smile.

Al looked up at him, their eyes meeting for the first time since they entered this dingy room. Al’s eyes were baggy, exhausted, on the verge of tears. Above all, they were begging. For some reason, even in this vulnerable state, Saiph could only think of them- of him, as beautiful. Saiph pushes the thought back and moves his hand to cup Al’s cheek. He tries to give him a reassuring look.

Al closed his eyes at this gesture, leaning into the comfort for only a second. He apologetically stands up, finally breaking away from their entanglement, and returns to his own bed. He doesn’t bother to pick his book back up, making the covers his new barrier.

Saiph remained on his bed, unsure if his reassurance had been received. All he could think to say was a soft, tentative, "Good night."

No, that was a lie. He could think of one other thing, but he didn't say it. It's the fatigue speaking, surely, so he shouldn't say it. It would be inconsiderate of Al too, so he wouldn't say it. Even if it were the truth, he couldn't think it.

Bisected onto separate beds, the room returned to its miasma of unresolved tension.

#finn's ocs #last time i posted abt hungry. this time im posting abt TIRED. #whats next? thirsty? probably not no. join me next time when mira gets kinda parched (not) #but this was kinda my practice for writing any sort of romantic scenes bc even w creative writing i havent really done that before? #so i hope its fine lol #anyway no yeah these dudes are abysmal at talking about their feelings but even worse at just being normal #like your friend asks you for a favor and youre already on your knees #but thered be no scene if they were normal LOL #theyre also so fucking tired and kind of not thinking straight. no straight thoughts in general actually #also i really didnt bother going into detail abt how to prepare the shot and stuff mostly because like. it would just slow down the scene #this is NOT an informative guide youre NOT supposed to be this intimate about it. unless you want to i guess

[theloveinc]

hello everyone just want to say sorry for not writing lately ‼️ I am just a little low on ideas currently and am waiting on my computer charger to be shipped in ‼️‼️‼️

#I have my Kiri asks I wanna get to soon as I have my compooper again #also I’m trying to think of a long fic idea bc I’m really tired of only writing short stuff (sigh. my own fault) #but I’ve been reading … not trashy novels but … best sellers like Carrie Soto is back and I wanna write a short version of that !! #I’m kinda thinking abt how I can turn that one idea abt Bakugo and praise into something #but idk if I wanna do canon universe or an au #but it’s on the brain !!! #sadly my computer is out of commission rn boo #so behind on hw because of it too LOL thankfully it’s mostly poetry and some other stuff #anyway I just wanted to say how dearly I miss and love u all!! #caitie blabs

[izzy-b-hands]

Think I'm spending this Valentine's Day the most authentic way to me that I can:

On my back in bed*, working on the edizzy (and izzy/everyone lol) glory hole fic, parsing out the constraints/logistics of certain activities being performed via glory hole

(*aka the days of filming caught up with my back and hips in a big way last night but I'm not letting pain stop me from writing or anything else I wanted to do today that I can do from my room lol)

#text post #ive never really liked the holiday and I don't fuck with it now aside from liking heartshaped food/candy #not even going on any of the Apps tonight to try and chat bc the ppl are gonna be miserable and NO ONE ever tips on v day lmao #but that's ok bc I need to get the backlog of finished vids published and i wanna finish this fic more than i want to breathe air fdskafjds #like legit im just. so chuffed with this one and want it done but also want to put as much care as i can into it #mostly writing it for the audience of Me but im hoping other folks will dig it too of course lol