Look at the way my hands are open
Awaiting on a world that doesn't care.
All of the memories and the words,
I have written and spoken,
Leave nothing to hold and no room for air.
I've drowned in the feelings of loss
While abandonment has embraced my needs
Yet I try, and I lie, as I raise my hands to a mourning that consoles the deepest parts of my broken heart and untethered soul
Find nothing but comfort in this unending pain and suffering in a world in disarray.
Will I find you there?
I can hold my breath and pray
As time learns to move on without me.
-H. Murcia 12/18/2023 1:12 PM
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Hello hello!
I have been tagged by @radaghastly for one of these, haven't done that in a while! Thank you for the tag.
I'll go ahead and tag: @darkestwonder @bloodmoonsabbvth @blodbranddod @moss-wizard @thecolombianviking @prideandperdition @lacunes @tomb-mold @vulcan-boyfriend @cappuccino @unchain-the-colours @cutefreakshow @cuttlefishbones @strawberry---shortcake @xanaxaddict @xochitl-metal @xy-isjaki @inlovewithhearts @goddess-of-ghosts @lutescent @goddess-nightshade @violet-hellfire @adalua @adorned-in-ashes @nvmendivinvm @mortalghost @misfit-among-the-angels @dollfacefag @aurademortt
And anyone who wants to. No pressure though
May you all have a day flowing with abundance.
I love you all.
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Thanks for this cool tag @infamouslyroggylives and @takingstockofwhatmattersmost !
friends. friends. make a little fishbowl for your blog.
I tag @the-hollow-quiet @ladymaze @wordrummager @madworlddiary @street-heart-posts @cruxymox @vbkpoetry @randomlyjay @fantodsdhrit @dg-fragments @teaspirationss @mortalghost @inrumford @mariposaheart @anjo-by-the-sea @petrow
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@alex-a-roman tagged me for a tag game! Thank you! ❤️
Tag Game: Shuffle your library, list 10 songs, and tag 10 people.
1. House -- Ben Folds
2. Round Here -- Counting Crows
3. Afterglow -- Vertical Horizon
4. Carry You Home -- James Blunt
5. Why Worry -- Set It Off
6. Covergirl -- Ryan Mitchell
7. In The End -- Linkin Park
8. Stuck In The Middle With You -- Stealers Wheel
9. Colors -- Amos Lee
10. Passing Through (Can't The Future Just Wait) -- Kaden MacKay
I tag (no requirements): @the-original-b @takingstockofwhatmattersmost @hauntedgardenking @huntressandlioness1 @jonaswpoetry @lunaragent @mortalghost @birchbritches @dustseeker @fantodsdhrit
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Tag Game for Poets and the Poetically Inclined
I was tagged by the wonderful @simply-eno
1. A poem that tends to pop into your mind
I
We are the hollow men
We are the hollow men
We are the stuffed men
Leaning together
Headpiece filled with straw. Alas!
Our dried voices, when
We whisper together
Are quiet and meaningless
As wind in dry grass
or rats' feet over broken glass
In our dry cellar
Shape without form, shade without colour,
Paralysed force, gesture without motion;
Those who have crossed
With direct eyes, to death's other kingdom
Remember us - if at all - not as lost
Violent souls, but only
As the hollow men
The stuffed men.
II
Eyes I dare not meet in dreams
In death's dream kingdom
These do not appear:
There, the eyes are
Sunlight on a broken column
There, is a tree swinging
And voices are
In the wind's singing
More distant and more solemn
Than a fading star.
Let me be no nearer
In death's dream kingdom
Let me also wear
Such deliberate disguises
Rat's coat, crowskin, crossed staves
In a field
Behaving as the wind behaves
No nearer -
Not that final meeting
In the twilight kingdom
III
This is the dead land
This is cactus land
Here the stone images
Are raised, here they receive
The supplication of a dead man's hand
Under the twinkle of a fading star.
Is it like this
In death's other kingdom
Waking alone
At the hour when we are
Trembling with tenderness
Lips that would kiss
Form prayers to broken stone.
IV
The eyes are not here
There are no eyes here
In this valley of dying stars
In this hollow valley
This broken jaw of our lost kingdoms
In this last of meeting places
We grope together
And avoid speech
Gathered on this beach of this tumid river
Sightless, unless
The eyes reappear
As the perpetual star
Multifoliate rose
Of death's twilight kingdom
The hope only
Of empty men.
V
Here we go round the prickly pear
Prickly pear prickly pear
Here we go round the prickly pear
At five o'clock in the morning.
Between the idea
And the reality
Between the motion
And the act
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow
Life is very long
Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow
For Thine is the Kingdom
For Thine is
Life is
For Thine is the
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but with a whimper.
The Hollow Men by T. S. Eliot.
2. One line in a song
A shaft of light is all I need, to cease the darkness killing me.
Shiro Sagisu - Who Will Know
3. One line in a movie
Any man who must say "I am the king" is no true king.
Charles Dance as Tywin Lannister (Game of Thrones S3E10) I know it isn't strictly speaking a movie, but it's still a great line.
4. A word you'll avoid for fear of over-usage
Amazing. Overuse cheapens the word.
5. One word that is you, metaphorically (no explanation)
Still.
I am tagging: @teaspirationss @hauntedfutures @themagicinmypen @theblackpoets @mortalghost and anybody else who wants to share
I'll even open this to those among you who don't call yourselves poets or poetically inclined. Enjoy..!
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Thanks, @torrentialmonsoon for tagging me for this. (Though, technically it was on @mortalghost ). Your mission, if you choose to accept it, is to type "my gender is" on your phone and let your phone finish the sentence, then tag your mutuals to keep the chain going...
My gender is a little different than the first one I wrote about.
So... anyone else that wants to do this...rock it. I still have another to do.
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Lately my home has been nothing but two arms holding me tight when I’m feeling tired, and maybe love is when you allow someone to change you without having to change who you are. your heart is a love letter drenched in the sea, and all I want to do is drown in your existence always.
The closest I get to me is you.
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Happy birthday from me (and your cutie pup Bongo) to the man I love wholeheartedly, Howie (@mortalghost )!
You rock, and not only because of playing the guitar or because of all your MANY artistic talents...you rock me to the core with all the awesome you are! I adore your poet's soul, your heart of gold--how inside you are this sweet teddy bear (my Howie wowie bear) full of love and affection. You are the best boyfriend to me, the best daddy to Bongo, and a supportive, caring friend...in short, an incredible man and human that those who know are made better for your presence. You're the best, around...Scooby Doo ain't got nothin' on you...and Bongo too!
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The Music In My Head
I was tagged by @bg-grizzo @robertjw4688 and @mortalghost to list the songs that have spent a lot of time on my playlist. So, yeah. 1. Breathing-Oscar and the Wolf 2. Don't Wanna Be Your Girl-Wet 3. Closer-Emma Johnson 4. Anemone-slenderbodies 5. Little One-Highly Suspect 6. Cold Hands-The Dose 7. Tilted-Christine and The Queens 8. Stars-Future Generations 9. Technicolor Beat-Oh Wonder 10. This is the last time-the national 11. Do I Wanna Know-Arctic Monkeys 12. Easily-Grimes 13. Believer-Imagine Dragons 14. Passionfruit-Drake 15. Humble-Kendrick Lamar 16. Now or Never-Halsey 17. I've Got Friends-Manchester Orchestra 18. Twin Sized Mattress-Front Bottoms 19. It's The End of the World As We Know It- REM 20. Temporary Love-The Brinks 21. Dark Days-Local Natives As @chucklingpecan says: inflicting no tags :)
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You+Me - You and Me
For @teaspirationss - Happy Valentine’s Day - @mortalghost
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Be mine?
Two words I never thought I'd utter,
As the question runs through my head.
Will you, at least for this moment,
Take a breath and let me in?
Forgotten through the tales of time,
I reminisce and take a walkl through
Tides of torrents flowing from all
Aspects of my heart and mind.
Where are you?
Whispering willows worry not,
Her smile becomes an emblem of
My sunrise; welcoming, enveloping,
Reminding me that there may be
Darkness in my life, but she will always
Be a beacon to my future, and a guide
Throughout my days and my comfort
In the night.
May you remember that the moments
Spent apart are endless, but the seconds
When I hold you are eternal.
I miss you.
Know that every breath you are away
I hold in to keep you closer,
Exhale slowly into the world to share
All that I hold true to be my love for you.
-H. Murcia 12:26 PM 2/14/2024
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-@roman--empyre & -@mortalghost
You found me in the midst of a,
Notebook, the ink spilled,
And nothing more made sense,
There was something lost,
That could not be discovered,
What there was, was naught,
The sensation of the pen,
Was everything,
I found you amongst clouds,
The clouds made me realize,
That everything was here,
Yet,
Nothing I could attain,
Would ever amount to this,/
I found,
You in the echo of an empty hallway,
Reverberating, sound,
And all breaking down my walls,
My voice,
Was lost and my skin felt,
Uncovered to a touch early,
There, now gone,
Your whispers on my lips,
Left me yearning,
For nothing, that I lost amongst the,
Depths of unfathomable depths,
A depth so serene and encompassing all,
That we are,
We could be,
But were never meant to,
Complete./
~Roman Empyre
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For you, H. @mortalghost
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across vast horizons II
here are the participants to AVH II (my in-progress self-pub poetry anthology for those of you who don’t already know). it might not be a very long list? but it is an excellent list.
aubriestar
behind-the-veil-of-sanity
bettybrink
cicatrize-x
claphandsound
cruxymox (me!)
definegodliness
drearydaffodil
fakesurprise
foreveratlas
haikkun
imperiallefty
jonaswpoetry
just-4-thought
lorienfae
madworlddiary
mortalghost
outgrowingoldthings
poetrex
randomlyjay
redportrait
replicant1955
smakkabagms
softpunkbunny
stillout2lunch
t-underneaththeradardancing
thewoodsmanbanjoist
torrentialmonsoon
vasilinaorlova
heartofmuse
electricarmchair
& now more work begins...
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5 Things. I was tagged by @aaronawbra to write 5 things I like about myself:
1. I like the way my mind returns to second childhood at the smell of autumn leaves or smoke from a distant fire.
2. I like the unbearable tension that overwhelms me when a trembling idea forms words and my mind is held captive until that nagging poem eventually forms.
3. I like it when I can feel tremendous honesty with another person where my soul breaks open and I shake from the beautiful vulnerability of feeling their thoughts, of being perfectly understood in that moment.
4. I like the way my eyes betray what my heart feels.
5. I like the way my children and students bring out my best self- the selfless, loving person I wish to be all time, especially when no one is watching.
Thanks, @aaronawbra. I haven't been asked to do a challenge in quite some time. 😊
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*I am passing this challenger along to the following writers: @followcb @scriptedsilence @teaspirations @in-my-thinking @oblivion-wind @just-4-thought @mortalghost @aubriestar @dhritkavya-rasayana @poets-wonderland @imperiallefty
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Catchy Tunes
Tagged By: @nothing-to-stop (cheers, friend!)
Rules: List some songs you’ve been listening to lately and tag others to list theirs.
All of My Life by Joe Satriani
Tom Tom by Holy Fuck (yes, that’s their name)
So-Called Life by Three Days Grace
Welcome Home (Sanitarium) by Metallica
Raise Hell by M.O.P.
War by Idles
Hyperthermic / Accelerate by Lamb of God
Battleground Arasaka by Paul Leonard-Morgan
Test of Mettle by Gareth Coker
Attack on Titan by Hiroyuki Sawano
...that about covers the spectrum.
Tagging: @fairylightsandchai @borrowedhotairballoons @mortalghost @underneathitallsblog @while-the-days-slipped-by @ltlwinds @1pandamanypanda @professorbard and anyone else who sees this. There’s way to many of you to tag, so I apologize if I missed you.
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