#more than that my ability to actually finish things sjdbsndbsnbd i'll cry

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i just read some of my old works and like. theyre lowkey so good???? where did my BRAIN go oh my god-

#idk if it's the sad music im listening to but damn that shit VIBES #i know my writing style is like. poetic wording here poetic wording there and sprinkle in a bit of poetic wording but GOD that was nice??? #where ever did my writing abilities go😭😭😭😭😭 #more than that my ability to actually finish things sjdbsndbsnbd i'll cry #lmaooo i think depression rly was like my fuel for writing skfbsndbsndb i havent written/finished anything in so long🥺🥺🥺🥺 #anyways not telling u what but that was so wonderfully sad and beautiful and wow i love reading my own work without a hateful judgemental #filter <3 sjbdjsbsnsb i remember i had sm fun writing that???? the second part sucked in comparison bc it was like the middle of the night & #i left so many loose ends lmao i didnt know what was happening sndbsnbdjs rly rly pretty tho..... rly liked like.... the thing i did with #like... “my loved one is x to me” and it's all poetic similes 🥺 #when i said “he was the one who pushed him to follow his dreams. no- no‚ that wasn't right. he WAS his dreams” well i went off #also that sounds funky bc i took names away and also i cant italicise so i had to use caps ajdbsndbsb #anyways that was all rly pretty??? wish i had what 2017 me had <3 #im gonna try to write something yaaaaall <3 no pressure no expectations no length no plot just pretty words like god intended #honey talk #also if u know my ao3 handle and/or what im talking abt.... no u don't <3 love u