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sneeb-canons · 7 months
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mind generally feels little to no emotion except sometimes when he just explodes (usually with anger)
Headcanon #59
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midnight-pluto · 2 months
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sorry bookies i will be going on a hiatus for the rest of January due to ✨issues✨ 😔😔
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haunted-jackalope · 6 months
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how to explain to my mother that her and I have very different dreams and also I don't exist for her to live through vicariously. also also how to explain that "I feel obligated to do this" is not the same as "I actually want to do this"
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bethiewhimsy · 2 years
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nobody:
absolutely not a single soul:
me: okay but what if i write a song from akutagawa’s perspective and it’s just an angry, emotional mess because he finally snapped at dazai like what if i did that what then
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3416 · 1 year
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CANNOT BELIEVE YOU DID! THAT! just sat here opening links and gifs and articles like damn this is a thesis an encyclopedia a treasure trove of silly goofy gOodness! the world needs all of the 1634 content it can get because that stuff is pure jOy and happiness and dog hair combined. THANK YOU SO MUCH 💙
JFKLSDJFSDLKFSFKL THAnK YOU!!! FOR ALWAYS CHEERInG ME On ABOUT 1634... i've literally been thinking about them like. so much... every day... since september..... they're such goofy guys who just really click for some cosmic reason, and i'm glad so many ppl on here seem to enjoy them too.... UR A BLESSInG <3 so glad you got into the leafs.
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nuclearenergy · 1 year
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All my internet buddies that say nuclear science or radiation is their special interest, but theyve got 30 special interests and have reblogged 5 posts about geiger counter pussy elephant foot memes. You are kidding yourself, but i forgive you.
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steampunkedemon · 2 years
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i said this on twitter already but someone commented on one of my fics saying they almost stopped reading bc of the pet names which is FINE but also!! he calls him baby 3 times in all 4k words (i counted) like are u kidding me 😭
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transtemic · 2 years
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yknow i really try to get better and build healthier mindsets and tell myself that im worthy of being loved. but then again if that were really the case you'd think it wouldve happened by now huh.
#and like i know. i /know/ that not only i shouldnt base my self worth on that and that its not even true. people have loved me and still do#but it gets so hard to believe sometimes. all the time.#same w ppl complimenting me. if im actually pretty why isnt anyone interested. i can only see how big ive gotten.#if its my smarts i dont rlly like. process it? bc its not smth i like. put effort into? its like breathing ig. natural.#if its my art im like. also dont rlly process it? im like haha yea thx. but i just feel like a fraud bc i dont see what they see.#theres so much more i could be doing practicing developing my style finding what i like abt art and why i wanna do it.#but no one sees me when im vegetating stuck in bed with my brain either going 300km/h or being dead silent.#no one sees the deplorable state my room is in bc i can barely manage to do laundry. i havent changed my sheets in like a year.#no one sees the absolute mess i am bc if they did theyd know. and they wouldnt love me then. and theyd leave. everyone does eventually.#i know theyll leave either way so id rather it be bc i didnt let them in than bc i did abd they found out.#and i fully know where these issues all stem from and i know i need help but what if i actually am wrong and just a lazy selfish bastard#ive near perfected my act so well even that one therapist i went to said i wasnt actually doing that bad so yknow. that didnt help out.#at the end of the day tho. im graduating really soon. i have my final presentation on friday. most of these ppl im not gonna ever see again#so on the one hand why am i still so scared? on the other it doesnt matter anyways its not like it would change the fact we're all leaving#why try now yknow?#im just so tired.#ícaro rants#ask to tag#do not rb
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natureaker · 3 months
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playing a game called "do i make my instagram feed pretty or just let whatever happen happen?"
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junipaca · 1 year
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i love athena cykes with my heart and soul u know this and i adore a bunch of the new characters too but duel destinies is a game that feels so shoehorned (due to the time of intervening on apollo’s own story) at the wrong time. Like i wish we could have finished the trilogy of apollo at least. I WISH we knew more about kristoph. i wish we got more of klavier. of a proper shu takumi style ending for the guy. i will forever grieve.
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i actually adore the way this website treats queer ppl <33
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snoozu · 1 year
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AND ANOTHER THING
#ITS JUST CRAZY. ok lemme go into some details ig. last night we were driving back from the haunted houses to were we all met up okay.#The Other One handed out her phone and wanted someone else to start playing some music ! so i took the phone and was like ooh there are some#rlly cool instrumental songs ive been listening to recently that I wanna share ! So i put on one of them . oh and by the way before i even#did anything she said ‘you BETTER not play any kpop’ which was annoying in itself. bc a) ik they’re not into it. And i wasn’t going to play#any from the beginning. and b) its not like i only fucking listen to kpop?? like wow! truly showing how you know so little about me and#actually dont care to learn anything more#ANYWAY. I put on the song ! a fun lil jazzy number that is really fun to drive to ! And she IMMEDIATELY is just ‘what the fuck is this’#making fun of me for it. best friend even jumps in to say ‘gotta appreciate the range!’ which i very much appreciate her for#anyway other one makes fun of the song. So instead i put on a stupid little pop song they both know and like (its a fine song. I dont care#for it but ik best friend likes it so. whatever.) then i just put the phone down. Because at this point im tired and i dont feel like ruin#anymore of my favorite songs for myself. but after the pop plays the other inst starts and i LOVE that song.#skipped immediately. which honestly i dont mind. bc it spared me any more Assholery coming from the fucking drivers seat. rest of the ride i#just didnt talk. and i was just thinking about how last sunday. one of my rlly good friends who hosts a radio show dedicated an HOUR of#radio time to songs she knows i like. for my birthday. in between them she would. on a LIVE BROADCAST. talk about silly little things we#did at work and how i introduced her to some of her top favorite songs. and just. thinking about that after id just been p much bullied for#sharing songs that i like was kinda heart breaking !! and telling !! and infuriating!! i texted radio friend when i got home just to tell#her how much i appreciate her.#god.#im ready to just be done w her. im fucking sick of hearing her try to be funny#rant
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crystal-jellies · 1 year
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new theme !!
#ranting in the tags#ok so my cousin came to my grandfathers house for the weekend where ive been staying#i stayed at my aunts house for two weeks too with her#shes 12 but omg ive never met a more sly child#jk i have there are too many :/#i love my aunt like a mother#and my uncle is a great uncle too (maybe not an amazing husband or father but a great uncle)#and my youngrer cousin is a little psychopathic#the one whos five i mean#the 12 yr old is rlly cunning#and abnoxious#like ig i love her too but she really indirectly tries to make me feel like an outsider despite being all youre my big sister!! outwardly#+ she knows i have chronic back pain but she still traded my pillow with a more uncomfortable one when i was in the bathroom bc she wanted#the one i was using even though she has a perfectly healthy back#and obv i didnt want to take it from her while she was lying on it (though shes taken a pillow from under my MOTHER'S head before) so i just#stomached the back pain#and she turned the fan off even though i turned it on like do you know how hot it is here??#just take a blanket instead of changing the entire fucking environment to accomodate you#and then the next day she pulled something else which was actually pretty funny imo#she talks a lot ok so i just go mmhmm mmhmm while she talks for like half an hour#so she was doing that this morning and i noticed her tone changing so i zoned back in and she was all#baji my dad said he was rlly in the mood for chocolates but i dont have any do you?#ok so her father if he wants anything will come to me directly he wont send his daughter#so i kept going mmhmm mmhmm cause i was doing my hair at the time and she repeated herself a couple times and i was still doing my hair so i#kept going mmhmm and she got annoyed and went BAJI#(baji is the term for 'older sister' every child in my family calls )#me as)#so i was like what?#and she repeated herself all annoyed#and i was like ask my older sister
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aroaceofthesea · 2 years
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Making a four sentence post and wanting to add like 10 side comments in the tags and needing to choose just one bc I WILL get sidetracked and spend all 30 tags talking about that
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astrxealis · 2 years
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also btw if anyone even actually reads my tags on that last post ( which is uh. go ahead if u rlly want to but it's mostly to let my feelings out bcs i haven't abt this anywhere at all so >.> ) KDHSKDJ i'm not mad or anything dw ,, it just makes me drained and all :")
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biibini · 2 months
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Okay like you don’t have to answer this with headcanons or writing but what do you think about Mizu being in a relationship in a modern au while keeping in mind how much of a sweetheart she was with her husband (💀) ? I feel like she’d also be super sweet?? I understand she’s distant as fuck at first especially if he keep it in the modern au that she had a horrible ex but do you think she’d be this tender after reaching a very intimate point with her girlfriend? Sorry for the rant 😭😭
a/n: no nonono dont be sorry ab the rant!! i love everyone’s ideas and asks that come in. ik i havent been on them but we pushing thru 😭
first of,
idk why but “husband (💀)?" is just funny to me
modern!mizu would def have trauma
its a given
like in the show, her trauma runs DEEP
its right at the beginning of her birth
but from a modern!au perspective, i feel like m*k*o would be a fresh air of the bullying and lack of connection she had experienced growing up
she couldn't fit in with the girls bc she wasn't interested in shopping or the latest episode
she could try to fit with the guys bc of her shared interests
but no one in kohama rlly understood her
or got to rlly know her
when she went to college, it was a breath of fresh air away from her hometown
no one would know who she rlly was
it was a fresh, clean slate
for the most part
besides taigen
but anyways
the fencing club at mizu's college was a way for her to hone her skills
and her romantic interests
sure, she could beat everyone in her freshman class during fencing club but she had never felt so interested in a guy
and the way she felt seen through his kindness after club meetups
after getting on his motorcycle, mizu realized that her interests wouldn't scare away a guy like him
she opened up who she truly was to m*k*o after feeling safe with him
before reader, i feel like modern!mizu would try to take time to better herself
thats where the gym rat rlly starts to take off
she needed to get her mind off of things
if she stayed home and worked, she would constantly be surrounded by things that she introduced m*k*o
her house, her awards, the bikes she had worked on
if she went to her hometown fencing club, she would get constant reminders ab him
and their practices together
and the rides out to the coast afterwards
the gym was a mix of a fresh start
and a way to clear her mind
she's not perfect (as much as i joke she is)
after going thru it after the breakup and finally finding a few friends (aka ringo and akemi and ig taigen), she would be a LOT more closed off
and be a lot more cautious
but then came you
modern!mizu would take her time and be wary when she starts a new relationship with u
she's worried that the same will happen
but the more u spend time w her
the more u get to rlly know her
and the more layers u pull back
she'll get rlly comfortable and be so tender
it wouldn't be the same naive, kind mizu from her previous relationship
instead, it would be a sweet, caring and guiding mizu
she would start to break down her walls that helped her protect her heart from harm
but knowing u
her heart will be in safe hands with u
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