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shikai-the-storyteller · 2 months

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Man.... I can't stop thinking about Pac and the Risus Pill arc

Pac saying he took the pills because he didn't have any other choice, he was so hopeless he wants to take them until he doesn't remember anything

Pac saying "At least I’m not crying in some random corner in the Island expecting my friends to come save me, and nobody comes save me"

And then the thing he said immediately before that: "I lost my friend, I lost my friend’s friend, I lost my Egg, I lost my child, I lost everything, I'm– I was completely hopeless– so yeah, maybe I wanna be drugged and live my miserable but happy life. At least I’m not in that saddest place anymore."

The blood at Chume Labs

The three graves at Chume Labs

The message he wrote to Cellbit asking Cellbit to kill him if things got too bad, then changing it and saying "lock me up" instead.

The conversation with Fit, Fit pleading with him, and Pac saying "I don’t want to go back to that bad and sad place."

Pac, despite his grief and depression, finding an antidote and saving himself (with the help of his friends)

Literally everything from the Risus Pill arc makes me so heartbroken

#i talk #qsmp talk #the crazy thing is is I still haven't seen the stream where they give Pac the antidote #I was busy that day and rushed home trying to catch the tail-end of the stream #and made the mistake of leaving Twitch open on my phone on the counter as I hopped in the shower #and then mid-shampoo I just heard a SCREAM from my phone and I was like ''UH OH''#didn't get a noise complaint but it scared the hell out of me #I never did find that clip of him and Cellbit talking after everything went down and he was cured #but I remember the quotes from it #aghhhh #suicide mention #sorta implied #ask to tag #I'm briefly touching upon the Risus arc in my fic but I really want to dig more into the arc #I know it'll just make me sad though #tw drugs #drug mention #addiction

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soldier-poet-king · 3 months

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Oh lord have mercy bro 1 is at it AGAIN

For the second night in a row I cannot eat my dinner in fuckin PEACE

Tonight's *woke issue* is him whining about scholarships to his program and how he's not eligible for most of them because he's "a straight white man", he spits 'i should be a gay black queer (derogatory)'

And let me be clear. These are not major scholarships. These are MINOR bursaries meant to assist disadvantaged students in going to trade school at the local community college. Tuition is not high. This aims to bridge the gap for students from severely underprivileged backgrounds, for women in the trades, for first generation Canadians, Indigenous students, etc.

It's not some DEI conspiracy. It's literally, to our family, not THAT significant amount of money. A couple hundred bucks maybe. Yes we grew up poorish, but not destitute. And have moved to a solidly lower middle class since I was a teen.

Not to mention!!! HE HAS A CUSHY SCIENCE DEGREE FROM A FANCY UNIVERSITY he's just decided he doesn't want to use it because he's lazy and it would require actual academic thinking in the workplace, and to paraphrase, he wants to work in trades so he can be paid a lot and not have to be 'pc' in the workplace. Because of course. That should be his biggest concern. He's drawn to the trades bc the benefits of unions and then whines and bitches about unions at every opportunity.

He's whining about the RELATIVELY LOW tuition to trade school at the local community college while he has NO OTHER expenses bc he lives here and our mother waits on him hand and foot bc he's the favourite child. But apparently he has nooooo money from the last 8 months he spent working. It definitely wasn't wasted on booze and weed and the shitty exploitative racist tourism trip he's planning with his bestie who I hate

I'm just. /Screams

#the duality of fran #oh lord give me patience but not like this #i took a few breaths. stuffed a bunch of cheese in my lith #*mouth so i didnt start screaming #and politely. SO POLITELY. excused myself.#i am off to shower. finish pentiment to cleanse emotions. maybe read more evil space torture book #possibly embroider #idk im SO angry #and new job tmrw so i have to be calm and good.#still havent really worked out my new commute yet either

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makkie-is-screaming · 13 days

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Why is my brother like this

#I told him to take his dirty ass razor out if the shower n he replied “oKaY mOM”#n I’m so sick of him doing that whenever I ask him to do anything cuz it’s such a weird and sexist thing #so I told him I’m not his fucking mommy and he needs to stop calling me mom/our moms name #n he got mad that I cussed at him dude I cuss at everyone except my grandma your not special #”well you have moms short temper “ stones in glass houses you hypocrite #I acknowledge that I’m more like my mom than I want to be but he’s wayy more like her especially temper wise #anyways it’s just weird that my older brother calls me mom I feel like it shows how he views women #Screaming

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months

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if i start to wonder what would've happened if arakawa did take The Right Baby and ikumi got back masato then no im not dont look at me

#snap chats #dont even look at me bro im not even playing #because OBVIOUSLY arakawa would then raise ichi yeah. thats a whole can of worms to open #but then what happens to masato ? ikumi and jo were already running back to get him #ok. more accurately IKUMI was running back to get him while jo was tagging along #so sure they open the locker and get him out but then what ?#assuming that the damage to masato's organs had already taken place what would they do then ?#would ikumi Also have rushed masato to the hospital? but then what ?#arakawa could have at least explained some form of the truth to the doctors and be like This Is My Baby Help Him #but what would ikumi and jo do ? would they admit That was their baby? because THEN what #or would they just give up the baby at the hospital then and there #assuming they even get to the hospital on time to save masato #like girl do not LOOK AT ME I WONDER SO BADLY WHAT WOULD'VE HAPPENED IF IKUMI WAS EVEN A MINUTE QUICKER #like whats the likely series of events to ensue... i almost wanna think they Wouldnt take masato to the hospital #they didn't even trust an adult to take masato instead of putting him in a locker #bringing him to the hospital would just invite a bunch of questions #and it wouldnt surprise me if the doc they saw wouldnt figure the real story #i HAVE to stop thinking i will be here FOREVER if i dont #anyway... to pivot.. i did some christmas shopping today //screams//#and while i was out this mate was like 'oh i really like your hair :)' and i was just. thanks :) i didnt shower yet <:)#every time someone tells me my hair's nice it is always on a day where i havent washed it and its like... should i just not #im not gonna even FINISH that thought NASTY but still. it is very funny lol #ok bye

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illogicalghost · 11 days

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save me silly coffee drink. dear god please save me

#personal #trying to drive to my regular coffee shop turned into a fucking Ordeal™ bc the road its on is closed #like for a whole mile or something its fucking obnoxious #and google of course kept trying to get me to take the CLOSED TORN UP ROAD and i was losing my mind #if i had gone thru all that and the cafe was closed that would have been the last straw in my stupid baka life #my head hurts and my hair feels gross even tho i showered yesterday and theres loud construction outside here too #and i have to wake up early tomorrow to drive my mom to the hospital for a procedure and stay there for who knows how long #AUGHHH. AHHHHHHHHHHH #one of the things i used to do before my voice dropped on T was scream really well but i cant do that anymore 💔#i used to shriek in my car to let off steam when i got overwhelmed but now its just more frustrating bc i cant do it anymore 😭😭😭😭#im fine btw im just The Complainer

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tardis--dreams · 7 months

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Getting drunk on makgeolli alone on a Thursday night is just how I imagined my exchange semester to be like

#great times I'm telling you #also makgeolli makes me tired as hell (like no other alcohol does for some reason? if that's possible?) so i immediately went to bed #slept for 3 hours #woke up again around 9pm #finally took a shower #around 11 pm #feeling more like a person again #clean ♡#but now i cannot sleep anymore #this is wonderful #void screams

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04tenno · 10 months

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https://www.tumblr.com/moophinz/720140974864629760/whose-ass-will-we-see-at-the-rgg-summit-kiryu

Important poll to prepare for the summit

Can I Just Say No. Can I Abstain.

#asks #anonymous #jk i voted kiryu :) i like polls :)#if we DO see any ass other than ichiban's in gaiden or infinite wealth i would be expecting kiryu's or an antagonist's tbh #i was going to talk about Instances with antagonists but i just kept thinking of more until i literally ran out of space in this tag help #anyway we've already had shower scenes with kiryu not to mention ryoma #saejima i wouldn't expect to even take his shirt off although i certainly wouldn't complain... if you know what i mean...#we have actually already seen mine's ass but. (butt.)#unless they're busting out the concept art for his tattoo again for some reason i don't think we will be seeing it ghsflsjhlsg #AND I AM NOT DISRESPECTING MY MAN MASAYOSHI YOKOYAMA LIKE THAT #SCREAMSSSSS #SPEAKING OF FUCKING SCREAMING REGARDLESS OF WHAT WE'RE SHOWN I CERTAINLY WILL BE DOING A WHOLE LOT OF THAT #bro. if they have shinichi tsutsumi walk out on that stage. i can't even say it it's so jover #i DID literally scream out loud when they revealed ishin masato last summit my neighbors would have to call the cops fr #wait i just completely disregarded the girl option help #I THINK WE HAVE SEEN A WOMAN'S ASS IN THIS SERIES BEFORE...???#HAVEN'T WE? HAVE WE?#oh god i'm not a real bisexual

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mejomonster · 1 year

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What is it about internal pain that hurts so much more than external pain :c

#rant #asterisk here that i think some people find external pain hurts more #just like. man. i can walk off a tackle. i can limp away with a bruise the size of my head #i dont even feel a slice across my skin externally after a second #which is why i dont realize oh shit i have a cut till i shower later and find a 10 inch long cut down my calf oops #but. internal? god my internal pain SO bad a muscle relaxer. a nerve pain med #and max dose ibprofen and tylenol dont do SHIT #pain so bad that when the pain stops i literally fall s #asleep wherever i am cause the pain relief is so Nice my body is exhausted and just goes to sleep at the chance #i wish bodies let me TURN THE INTERNAL PAIN OFF #like YES body! you alerted me! i get it! im injured somewhere inside! stop telling me now!#its hard to treat it when simply existing hurts so fucking much!#anyway my backs been 8-9/10 pain for a month now and i did ab exercises yesterday #in a desperate attempt to relieve pain after lidocaine patch and muscle relaxer and ibprofen didnt help #and i woke up today at 6 am to period cramps.#and somehow. those period cramps hurt MORE then my back pain #to the point my body didnt even register the back pain. then i took ibprofen for the period #(and 800 mg worked eventually thank fuck) and now i feel the backpain nonstop again great -.-#(to be fair i have. excessively bad period cramps mormally. like make you wanna chainsaw off your abdomen #downward bad level cramps. scream for an hour in super hot bath water with 800 mg ibprofen and a muscle #relaxer pain levels. ToT

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the-yearning-astronaut · 2 years

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Been home for all of four hours and my anxiety is through the roof, I'm already overstimulated, and I've had a complete breakdown on my bedroom floor 👍🏻