#mommy i am sad

[4ngel-inc]

should i write dazai with a mommy kink hehehe ᰔ

#— misc ୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ #— re: [dazai] ༻ #i am such a dom i love writing dom reader !! #and dazai is such a perfect little sub he's so needy #he loves compliments and praise #if you don't tell him his cock is pretty at least once a day he gets so sad ᰔ #he's like do you still like it mommy :( #he's worried you'll find someone else whose cock you like more than his

[dragqueenpentheus]

today i simply wish to be HELD and COOKED FOR

#sleepy .... #moody........... #would like to push my face into a person and then eat a huge range of foods that have been crafted for us #at least ONE with custard. #irl #personal #i am a little sad my mommy can't come to my grad but wants to. i knew it would be a tight squeeze and i invited her so last minute even tho #i picked up a ticket for her weeks ago #i've been nervous to ask #but we are talking on monday which. oh boy. #this is the first one i've seen her since 2019. and. we've been fighting since sept 2020. like. #i'm nervous. i'm NERVOUS. i want it to be easy and resolved and she gives me a hug. #i want a hug from my mom ughughhh #i want to know how to be my own person and still love her and have her love me and #stomps my little feet... #i'm gunna behave in a way that makes deb VERY proud. and i'm gunna be open and vulnerable and honest about where we both fucked up #and iM GUNNA HAVE THE SAME EXPECTATIONS FOR HER AS WELL. WE ARENT HANDING OUT GET OUT OF JAIL FREE CARDS #but i miss my moma pretty bad dude

[lostmf]

I don’t want to just survive anymore , mom .

It hurts it hurts it hurts , mom .

Fariha Roisin, how to cure a ghost

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #i'm sad #depressing shit #childhood trauma #quotes #poetic #depressing life #sad poem #female writers #writeblr #women writers #poetry quotes #bookshelves #books and literature #mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy? #childhood #i am in pain #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #depressing quotes #depressing poem #tw depressing stuff #deppressed #book blog #booklr #poems and quotes #beautiful quote #literature quotes #quoteoftheday

[cannibalsurprise]

why does the fandom progression look something like this

house md -> supernatural -> sherlock bbc -> hannibal nbc -> good omens

maybe not in that order but at least THREE OF THEM are certainly there

#sad gay men is your favorite trope #AND ALSO ITS BC OF THESE SHOWS I DISCOVERED IM TRANS LIKE????? #yeah we get it you’re either the middle child or the one with mommy issues #i am the mommy issues one #good omens #hannibal #sherlock #house md #supernatural

[cherraining]

oh nooooo i hope no horny mommies find me or my askbox! it’s be so bad if they told me how they wanted me to touch myself… or if they told me how they want to fuck me… oh noooooooooooo….

#oh yes actually #this is so sad. i am so desperate rn. #sapphic nsft #lesbian nsft #wlw nsft #mommy k!nk #send nsft asks #queer nsft

[afooldyedinfolly]

#project moon #limbus company #lc #lcb #limbcomp #outis is my favourite and its not even close #she SHOULD be my favourite sinner period she deserves the spot more than gregor #it's literally so unfair to everyone that PM made a friendly sad dad cockroach man with war trauma and mommy issues like #he was already likely going to be my favourite by default solely on account of being a cockroach man I am so bug biased #but they really had to sprinkle in the everything else like. yeah. no one stands a chance #outis deserves the spot more though Outis fucking earned her place

[lunas-heartbreak]

I can still smell the smoke of my mother’s anger, choking the air with her words and actions. It suffocates me to this day .

#i love him #i love you #in love #quotes #sad poetry #sad quotes #desperate for love #heartbreak #love #poet #mommy issues #mommyissues #mental health #mentally tired #i am drained #motivatingwords #sad #sad thoughts #sad quotation #quoteoftheday #books #excerpt from a book i'll never write #depressed #depression #depressing

[i-simp-for-women]

I'm going through a reading slump, depression, life problems, family issues, and studies while looking for a job. What would make me feel better? Thanks for asking!

Jude Duarte x fem reader, that would cure my soul completely :)

Cause tell me why there is no content about my (actually Cardan's, but let me be delulu) wife?!

#I want to be Jude's bitch so bad #Cardan is babygirl #I can be babygirl too Jude #just love me please #i'm sad #still a simp #Jude is mommy #why am i like this #tfota #the folk of the air #jude duarte #cardan greenbriar #the cruel prince #the wicked king #the queen of nothing #Jude please step on me #.... there is something seriously wrong with me

[wraith-caller]

vaguing

#sth really lazy and almost insulting about 'you ship 2 guys bc you hate women' #esp when the woman in question straight up murders one of the 2 characters i enjoy writing lol #and esp also when im not allowed to write said woman as anything other than a perfectly matronly receptacle for male sadness #or else that is also somehow misogyny #am i allowed to like women enough to make them interesting characters rather than the mommy the gamer bros never got #am i allowed to puke up my own trauma and neuroses through male characters so as to not see them inflicted on a woman ie me #so that i can see those things at a safe distance so that they become cathartic rather than another depressing rumination #what if you just said you dont like something instead of trying to make everything a value judgment about a persons moral integrity #what if ppl write the things they do for their own personal reasons and not bc they hate some marginalized group #i dont even hate fia but im not going to write her as anything other than cunning and manipulative and driven #every character in this game is some flavor of fucked up #and almost none of them have pure intentions #thats uh kind of the point in some ways #meh

[get-good-tardigradez]

Before my horrible break up: wow I believe in love

After my horrible break up: I’m glad Logan Echolls died after marrying Veronica because happiness isn’t real

#veronica mars #logan echolls #my fiance broke up with me on a random tuesday out of the blue with no warning and gave no reason and there were no issues #so after living together and being together for 3 years I suddenly had to move out of my home week after xmas and get rid of all my stuff #and now I live in a shithole with 5 strangers where he has moved in with his mommy and daddy to avoid paying rent or having to cook or clean #and now I am bitter and sad and I am glad that I have Veronica to be bitter and sad with me too

[tadpal]

crazy to experience tangential fatphobia like yeah my parents are fat. what does that have to do with me??? also yeah of course im going to kill you with nails now like i literally love those people???

#it makes people really uncomfortable for some reason like some of us love fat people??? #like the fact that i have GOOD memories about my parents weight + got sad when they tried dieting bc i didnt want them to change it #when i was a kid especially makes people like. squirm? sorry for loving fat people? #or how im putting on weight now and am starting to look like my mom and this doesn't scare me?? #like yeah i dont look at my beautiful mother and see a warning??? what is wrong with you people #there is poison in the brain i swear like no i wasnt happy that doctors pressured my father in risky weight loss surgeries??? #hes my dad i dont want him to undergo risk medical procedures for bad reasons? i actually dont like risking his health and happiness?? #ALSO SIDE NOTE and then bc my parents are fat when i date fat people people go Oh Daddy/Mommy issues and like no guys #thats not how that works at all maybe fat people just dont want to date you bc you keep making it weird #tad talks

[cowgirliee]

aging is so awful I think my little babies should stop doing it

#all my favorite kids graduated last week but they’re just little babies I’m so sad #this is about my students I am sadly not a mommy

[hop3wrlds]

explosive anger is the worst feeling in the world to me like it’s so horribly indescribable . i loose all my sense of self &’ feel like i’m gnna implode . i feel deranged when i have to cope by pacing rapidly , pulling my hair , hitting myself or breaking things so i won’t take it out on a real person . the panic attacks it causes are no better . i rlly despise it . i want peace .

#tw vent #can y’all tell it’s been a NIGHT … #everyday i suspect i have bpd more n more #my heart hurts v much #i am so sad and so exhausted #and so humiliating #the amount of anger is embarrassing #actually traumatized #actually ptsd #actually dissociative #actuallymentallyill #neurodivergent #mommy issues #actually dpdr #bpd #rage issues

[jinnies-lamps]

maybe it is time to admit i was wrong, that no i do not want a cold demeanor person, i want someone warm and loving. I want someone to smile and laugh with me. Maybe i am still not healed from the traumas. Maybe that’s why i am still struggling.

#daddy issues this mommy issues that i am not a daughter i am a biomass with so many mental issues #I don’t even feel like a human sometimes just sadness #my thoughts

[lavendarofvienna]

mom

i’m sorry i’m you. i’m sorry that i am a visual embodiment and reminder of your trauma with every breath i take, every move i make. i’m sorry i couldn’t be better.

my mom is my life and is also my downfall. what hurts is i know exactly why she does what she does, where it comes from, and the lifetime of hurt that it comes from, and how hard she tried not to pass it on. she tried so hard and still failed, and i can’t blame her for that, right? i want to hate her, i want to be resentful and sob and lose it and scream, but i am my mother’s daughter. i am either a doormat or too outspoken, too compassionate, too empathetic, too hypocritical, too selfish, or too anything. i love her more than i love anything else in this godforsaken world and it hurts, everyday it hurts. yet i would be willing to put myself through the pain and misery so i can be with her. there is nowhere else i would rather be, even though i should wish i got a more stable mom, right? a more gentlehearted one, someone who lets me get my way. and yet, i love her and wouldn’t trade her for the world, deeply flawed and all. all i want is for her to see me, and i finally feel like maybe she does. all i want is for her to see me and be proud of who i am. to say, “that’s MY daughter. she came from ME.” to accept me for who i am and not try to change me. to own up to all her mistakes and apologize. apologize for wrecking me, breaking me down into my basic molecular structure emotionally and then building me up again just to tear me down again. apologize for screaming at me and giving me no choice but to scream back. apologize for not apologizing sooner, not recognizing her mistakes. apologize for giving me false hope many a time in hopes that she’ll turn a new leaf over. and lastly, i want to apologize for never feeling like enough. for reacting poisonously to minor situations. for not being a strait-laced baby girl that would’ve been so much easier to parent and deal with. for not thanking and recognizing all you’ve done for me. for always asking for more no matter what i get. and on behalf of your dad, im sorry and i love you. i understand, and i forgive you.

#mommy issues #everything everywhere all at once #yes i am questioning everything because of that movie #lol im sad #im so fucking exhausted #i hate the fourth of july #we love gay trauma #rant #eldest daughter #we're basically surrogate mothers for our siblings #anyways i love my mom and im crying on the inside