Welcome to my blog!! 馃巰馃拻
Here I鈥檒l be posting anything related to traditional living, femininity, homemaking, cottagecore, homesteading, Christian living, and all things vintage.
I鈥檝e had tumblr blogs in the past, but I wanted to make this brand new one to find a different community that I connect to.
Now about me! Mainly my religious journey, but it鈥檚 entirely defined who I am, so my apologies in advance 馃挄馃Ш
I鈥檝e lived in sin my entire life so far. I am 20 years old, and up until I was 18, I was very far gone. (I鈥檓 going to censor certain words so I don鈥檛 reach those communities) I was practicing w!tchcraft, p4ganism, even s4tan!sm. My entire family was the exact same way, in fact all of the women in my family all practice w!tchcraft. I was never even exposed to the bible, Jesus, or God. Along with those, I went through all the motions of believing I was a different gender, or interested in the same sex. I am not, and I realize now how much society and just my generation around me had manipulated me to the point I seriously believed I was.
When I was 18 and finally free of my home life, I got my first job, and that鈥檚 where I met my now fianc茅. He has been a devout christian his entire life, and even though we had such different mindsets when we met, we fell in love and he knew he had to save me. I am forever grateful to God for bringing him to me, and me to him.
I started reading a study Bible, and once I finished that, I went to read the entire Bible start to finish. My entire life changed and I had suddenly felt truly happy for the first time in my life. Before I found God, I struggled with anxiety, depression, and even suspected I had other worse mental disorders because I just felt so sick in the head. I feel none of that now, and it鈥檚 all because of Him.
We鈥檝e been together for two years, and this year God blessed us with a welcome surprise, our first child. I鈥檓 currently 13 weeks pregnant as I make this post! Just before we found out he proposed, and we are so excited to create a traditional and Godly life for our new family.
I鈥檓 still repenting for all of the sins of my past, and I strive to become closer and closer with God every single day. I want my lifestyle to reflect his vision, while also enjoying myself and my newfound femininity. I spent so long thinking I needed to play the same role as a man, and I鈥檝e never felt so free as I do now!
Sorry sorry sorry for that whole tangent, I doubt anyone actually cares!! I hope I can find likeminded people on here, as I haven鈥檛 had much luck anywhere else 馃挄鉁濓笍馃尫
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Me and my husband have been trying for a baby for almost a year now.聽
Please pray that we can have a healthy baby within the next few years <3
I always knew I鈥檇 have a little trouble getting pregnant, so it wasn鈥檛 much of a shock. It was due to an adverse reaction to something I had as a teenager, which makes me very much not want to expose my own children to it, for risk they鈥檒l also have the same problems.
At the moment I鈥檓 not too fussed, although a baby would be very lovely. I鈥檓 glad we started trying while still young, in case it does take a while! I鈥檓 really grateful to have such a supportive husband through this <3
Please pray for us <3
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