#mod rose♡

[thsc-confessions]

"Ellie enthralls me so much she's the subject of my autism fr . She is just a creature to me . Also she has powers like what is that about .. .. the blorbo ever . What's wrong with her I love her sm" submitted by anon

#yes♡♡ #she is just so... so ellie #mod dave #thsc #thsc confession #thsc confessions #ellie rose #anon

[yukikaze]

RITSU SAKUMA stimboard with roses for anon~!

x x x - x ♡ x - x x x

#♡☆ ~ edits #♡ ~ mod ruri #ensemble stars #enstars #ritsu sakuma #sakuma ritsu #stimboard #red stim #rose stim #food stim

[demoneditscorps]

، • ୨ ࣪ ⊹ 🩷👑 . . ݁ ٬٬ ࣪ ،

Kouign-Amann Cookie

Stimboard

Pink princess

Self indulgent

DNI banner by: @/ghostlyplacetobe

🩷 🩷 🩷

🩷 👑 🩷

🩷 🩷 🩷

#mod shinobu ˖ ࣪ . 𖤐 ࿐ ♡ ˚ . #self indulgent ˖ ࣪ . 𖤐 ࿐ ♡ ˚ . #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #crk #kouign-amann cookie #kouign amann cookie #stimboard #stim #pink #pink stim #rose stim #roses stim #cocotte co stim #crystal stim #dress stim #pink dress stim #crown stim #pink crown stim #tiara stim #wax seal stim #wax seals stim

[astral-express-kins]

Trainer Red DNI banners requested by 👾🌌👩‍💻 anon

within this batch is two aesthetics! I've never been too into Pokémon but I tried my best!! i hope you like these 😊 !!

when/if you use them, make sure to please credit back towards us !!

#♡‧₊ request complete! #pokemon #pokemon trainer #trainer red #dni banners #dni banner #red aesthetic #ripped pages #roses #⋆ ˚｡ mod🌟 #⋆ ˚｡ mod caelus #astral express kins!

[marilynjeansims]

la vie en rose ♡

georgia enjoying her time in paris thanks to the incredibly talented @lijoue's paris world mod, which turns britechester into paris! these beautiful builds, la tour eiffel & cáfe de rue are by my dear friend @bbygyal123 & they are so stunning!

#sims 4 screenies #the sims 4 #the sims #sims 4 #sims 4 cc #ts4 cc #sims 4 maxis match #sims 4 simblr #simblr #the sims community #sims 4 aesthetic #show us your sims #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 gameplay #sims 4 mods

[malixacc]

i made this preset awhile back when i first switched to gshade, and i’m finally releasing it to the public! it’s called rose milk tea

♡ important info ♡

highly recommend downloading these lighting mods so the preset looks exactly the same as the pictures: x x x

make sure to turn off edge smoothing so mxao & dof work properly

if you want smoother gameplay, turn off mxao & dof

i set toggles for mxao & dof so you can turn them on/off easily

effects used & download link under the cut

♡ effects used ♡

MXAO (ctrl + 4)

FilmicPass

Sepia

Tonemap

GaussianBlur

AdaptiveSharpen

Levels

DPX

MagicBloom

Vibrance

SMAA

FXAA

Technicolor2

ADOF (shift + 4)

♡ download (sfs) ♡

#ts4 gshade #the sims 4 gshade #the sims 4 #gshade #gshade preset #the sims #sims gshade preset #ts4 #sims 4 gshade preset #$

[3niqma]

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞? ᐟᐟ☆

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬; 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧, 𝐣𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐡, 𝐜𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐚𝐫, 𝐣𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨, 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐚, 𝐝𝐢𝐨, 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐡, & 𝐣𝐨𝐥𝐲𝐧𝐞.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬; 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞.

jonathan joestar

⋆ smells like 'hypnotic poison' by dior.

⋆ includes notes of almond, vanilla, and sandalwood.

⋆ a very soft, warm and sweet smell. (๑ > ᴗ < ๑)

⋆ i own the fragrance myself, and the first thought i had when i smelled it was; jonathan would definitely wear this.

⋆ never smells like sweat, like ever.

⋆ may sweat like a pig, but will make sure you never smell it lmao.

⋆ honorable mention: ‘vanilla lace’ by victoria's secret.

joseph joestar

⋆ smells like 'only the brave tattoo' by diesel.

⋆ notes include red apple, pepper, and benzoin.

⋆ mixed with sweat. (╥﹏╥)

⋆ unlike jonathan, he doesn't give a rat's ass if you'll smell it too.

⋆ "that's my manly musk, love! get used to it."

⋆ it honestly smells very comforting?

⋆ basically ‘androstenone’ working like pheromones on you.

⋆ he showers every day tho, so don't worry lol.

⋆ honorable mention; ‘sauvage’ by dior.

caesar zeppeli

⋆ smells like 'boss bottled marine' by hugo boss, & soap (duh).

⋆ has notes of mint, cashmere wood, and cinnamon.

⋆ mans clothes are literally covered in a thin layer of soap 24/7. 🫧

⋆ so he'll literally always smell fresh.

⋆ like he just took a shower every time you see him.

⋆ honorable mention; ‘acqua di gioia’ by giorgio armani.

jotaro kujo

⋆ smells like 'born in roma coral fantasy' by valentino uomo.

⋆ super sexy too, like whenever i smell it i feel weak in the knees, istg. (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)

⋆ just fits jotaro in my opinion.

⋆ a very masculine scent. notes include tobacco leaf, patchouli, and clary sage.

⋆ just always smells good in general.

⋆ mans doesn't sweat a lot.

⋆ only needs one spray of it tho, hates overpowering smells.

⋆ honorable mention; ‘tobacco vanille’ by tom ford.

lisa lisa

⋆ smells like 'dahlia divin' by givenchy.

⋆ girly won't settle for anything less. ‧₊˚✩彡

⋆ a very feminine, 'womanly' scent if you will. has notes of jasmine, white musk, and vanilla.

⋆ just smells expensive. ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

⋆ honorable mention: the original 'samsara' by guerlain.

⋆ honestly added it because my mother looks sm like lisa lisa and she wore that scent a lot when i was younger, and i can totally see lisa lisa wearing it too!

dio brando

⋆ smells like 'oud wood' by tom ford.

⋆ has notes of brazilian rosewood, amber, and vanilla.

⋆ literally sex and liquid gold in a bottle. ��𓂸

⋆ on my knees already.

⋆ his smell is what makes him irresistible, like good luck ever trying to tell him 'no'.

⋆ shiiiiit.

⋆ honorable mention; ‘noir de noir’ by tom ford. ٩(˵˃̶ω˂̶˵)◞

trish una

⋆ our boujee baby. ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

⋆ smells like 'scandal' by jean paul gaultier.

⋆ very fresh and sweet, notes include honey, patchouli, and blood orange.

⋆ loves feminine fragrances. ୧ ‧₊˚ 🍓 ⋅ ☆

⋆ won't leave the house without putting on perfume.

⋆ honorable mention: ‘love spell’ by victoria's secret.

jolyne kujo

⋆ smells like ‘mod blush’ by ariana grande.

⋆ has feminine notes like raspberry, rose, and magnolia, but also includes more masculine notes like sandalwood and ambroxan.

⋆ leans more towards unisex scents.

⋆ honorable mention; ‘r.e.m’ by ariana grande. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡ ˚

a/n; this was very fun to make! i can totally see them wearing these fragrances lolol. also, notice my obsession with sandalwood fragrances.

comment what you think they’d smell like! i’m very interested in hearing your opinion on this :)).

finished on 1-07-‘23, 10:46 pm, cet.

love, 3niqma.

#jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #jonathan joestar #joseph joestar #dio brando #caesar zeppeli #jolyne kujo #trish una #lisa lisa #headcanon #jjba headcanons #anime #perfume #cologne #golden wind #stone ocean #dio brando x reader #joseph joestar x reader #jotaro kujo x reader #jotaro kujo

[teddybearwhims]

1k Follower Gift ♡

If you saw my 1k follower thank you post, then you know that I put out a poll on which of my gameplay sims I should upload to the gallery. That poll is still up and running, but the clear winner looks to be Selina! Selina is very dear to me, and I hope that anyone who downloads her will love her as much as I do! She has been uploaded to the gallery with four cc everyday outfits (scroll down for links). Selina also uses a handful of skin details that are necessary if you'd like her to look just like she does in my game, and I have listed them below. I have double checked to make sure that I listed everything, but please do not hesitate to let me know if it looks like something is missing!

Gallery ID: Teddybearwhims (make sure include custom content is enabled!)

Selina Treasure CC List

Hair:

Xtina Hair

Janick Hair

Historian Hairline

Kiegross Baby Hairs

Skin Details:

Soft Rose Skin Blend

MMSims Eyebrows (ver 5)

Misc Face Details (skin details ver)

Imperfection Teeth

Nose Shadow (tattoo ver)

Moomoo Blush (mole ver)

Remove EA eyelashes mod

Kennie body preset

Makeup:

Eye contacts

Twisted Cat Eyelashes

Face Shine

Twisted Cat Pudding Lipstick

Twisted Cat Basics Please Eyeshadow (lid ver)

Gogobebe Eyeliner

Selina's outfit links can be found in her lookbook here. (Selina was uploaded without any handbags as I do not play with them in game)

Additional Notes: I use gshade and lighting mods, which may have an impact on how my sims look in game and in cas. In case you want to make sure she looks exactly the same, you can find the details about what visual mods I use in my game here.

I hope that everyone enjoys this sim, and please do not reupload or claim her as your own!

#teddybearwhims milestones

[seyvia]

This is Rose, and she runs the Blooming Farm.

in her og look and now autumn :) make yours here♡ Rose as a Sim, pic's coming soon???

Shout out to @citrlet for all the mod suggesties! yuh really helped a girly out!💖💕💖💕

#get it?......Blooming? get it? #of course I played vanilla first don't look at me like that! #sdv farmer #sdv #non sims #nonsims #im now a sdv junkie #im not sorry #ok maybe a little #It's my first time what you expect?! #🙈

[littleohs]

HUVY: SHOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS

"I DIDN’T KNOW IT COULD FEEL LIKE THAT"

9.8k || E

They were just two alphas in love, sharing intimacy in a bedroom, there were no chances of it going wrong.

Right?

Louis smiled, releasing a rose at Harry's comment. Neither of them were experts in bed, but they sure knew what they liked to do in it. He bent down to kiss the alpha's lips, quietly and wetly trying not to pull at the knot. It had taken so long for both of them to learn to knot that they made good use of the few moments their anatomy gave them to deposit love in their hearts. But the nebula of the orgasms were too hard, their aromas were all over the room that their minds were blind ande their noses didn't work enough to realize that there was someone closing the door, entering with a cellphone in hand and laughing so hard. They actually didn't know.

hey! my new os has been revealed! this is my first alpha/alpha fic, and it was difficult, but amazing to write. i liked it, and maybe i can bring some more! hope you like it, leave some comments and kudos are always appreciated!

this is part of the @1d-oneliner-fest this year! thanks to the mod for the extension needed and all the organization ♡

Read here

#omegaverse #harry styles #louis tomlinson #alpha louis #alpha harry #alpha/alpha #alpha/beta/omega dynamics #fic #1dficfests #1d smut #1d one liner fic fest #allwaswell16

[remuslupinfest]

Author Reveals!

We’re happy to announce it’s finally time for author reveals! Authors: you’re now free to adjust the dates on your works, as well as repost them to other sites. The mod account will be removed as a co-author from AO3 shortly.

A great big thank you to everyone who participated in the fest as an author, commenter, or just a reader.

We’re already excited to do it all over again next year  ♡

REMUS/SIRIUS

Don't Need Another Metaphor (It's Simple Enough) - by magickedpiracy Gnossienne - by jennandblitz Heaven’s Just One Sin Away - by DrWhoIsGinnyHolmes Hidden Desire - by TheHufflebean Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations - by TheQueerTailor my jokes are my armour, my kindness is my sword - by littleoldrachel Pomegranate - by OrangeFlamingo Romance and Adventure - by LuminousGloom Sweet Nothing - by phasesofremoony time will crawl (till our tails fall off) - by stardiver two imperfect souls might touch perfection - by soloorganaas Wanderer’s Soul - by annanotherthing

REMUS/TONKS

Empty Chairs at Empty Tables - by ala_baguette it’s just what you do to get by - by EveSaintYves Our Surprise Metamorphmagus - by Howellatme Sounding Off - by CelesteMagnolia A Third Roommate - by CelesteMagnolia

REMUS/SEVERUS

As You Hit the Wall - by miffmiff Budding Affection - by SafePlaceSnupin Bumps & Bruises> - by multilingualism Dark as the New Moon - by nocturn to witness the beauty of your repair - by leftsidedown

RARE PAIRS

Compliments - by SiriuslySapphic Every Rose Grows Bonny in Time - by stonecoldhedwig From Blossoms - by MeliMess The Gardener's Arms Make Him Feel Alive - by DontStopHerNow The Limits of Patience - by puuvillaa Marked me like a bloodstain - by Patriceavril night of red - by ayebydan Our Ogygia - by zeddmarker pour some sugar on me - by succulent_nurturer Scent of summer snow - by TracingPatterns The Sounds of Us - by Sniper_Jade tie the anchor to our feet and say goodbye - by MKAugust the wolf in the woods - by secondsister You and Me, Moony - by AmethystHeart2421

GEN

Animals - by turanga4 Leave Replacement - by sliebman10 A Long Read - by Tpants A Professor through the eyes of a Werewolf - by Tardis_Magic93 Slay the Beast - by zeddmarker Tangible Hope - by SiriuslySapphic There's No Place Like Home - by EchoOfaWind Things We Do - by Wanderingdonut Tired of Being Alone - by cheyla

#remus lupin #wolfstar #remadora #snupin #remus lupin rare pairs #hp rare pairs #remus lupin fest 2023

[cherellium]

♡ Rose Cottage ♡

                                        »»————-　♡　————-««

                                       »»————-　♡　————-««

mods used:

➥miniaturia

➥cocricot

➥astral sorcery

Shaders:

➥BSL

                                    ▄▬▬ ▬　（　♡　）　▬ ▬▬▄

                                       The resource packs used are

                                    also within miniaturia and cocricot

                                    ▀▬▬ ▬　（　♡　）　▬ ▬▬▀

#minecraft #minecraft aesthetic #miniaturia #cocricot #minecraft build #minecraft cottagecore

[c3stlav1e]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥   basics 

♡ .  stage name: sol

♡ .  birth name: kang seolah

♡ .  birthday: oct 12, 1994

♡ .  zodiac: libra

♡ .  birthplace: daegu, south korea

♡ .  ethnicity: korean

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥   personal

♡ . personality

growing up in a household with traditionally conservative values, one of the first things seolah learned was to appease. she is all about being neutral and realistic, sticking to the middle of the road 9 times out of 10. the argument between nature and nurture can surely be made, but much of her knack for people pleasing nowadays comes from her genuine want to make people happy or keep the peace whether or not it’s exactly what she wants. she’s very good at keeping a cool head and generally has a very calm presence that her friends and members have noted they value in their chaotic industry. she’s typically never one to take big risks and can be rather indecisive. some feel that she is boring, but once you get to know her, she is a steady and reliable presence in each of her friends’ lives.

♡ . family

. han junghee ; grandmother

. kang youngchul ; grandfather

. kang sunmi ; mother

♡ . physical

. height: 160 cm ( 5’3” )

. faceclaim: kang seulgi

. body mods: double lobe piercings and a cartilage piercing on her right ear

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥   professional

♡ . label: rainbow entertainment

♡ . training period: 2 years

♡ . group position: leader, main vocalist

♡ . idol persona

seolah is a natural leader, taking a very nurturing and motherly attitude in her role, especially being the oldest. she is the peacemaker and the role model, keeping all of her ducks in a row. she has a more shy and quiet disposition on variety shows or interviews, and is typically found sitting back and watching the other members have fun or answer questions with an admiring gaze rather than jumping in herself. she is often called referred to as the mom of the group by fans and this is proven in the little ways she cares for her members that are often caught on camera such as feeding them or encouraging them through practice or on stage. sometimes she plays up the motherly role with lovies as well, using her socials to ask how they’re days have been or asking of they’ve eaten yet. this isn’t to say that it’s all she’s known for, her powerful vocals capturing the attention of fans and non-fans alike. she frequently appears on singing shows or posting covers to her instagram story to show off her talents. several of her covers have gone viral, some even calling her the kelly clarkson of kpop. she is also the most likely member to be singing or humming something random at any point in the day, many behind the scenes videos featuring few scenes of her actually talking to the camera, but plenty of her singing in the background of other members’ clips.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥   history tw ; religious trauma, grooming, homophobia

born to young parents caught up in the wrong scene, she spent a majority of her life raised by her religious grandparents after her mother left her with them one night and never returned for her again. she grew up going to church every sunday, attending a christian private school, and praying at every meal and each night before bed. in fact, she first discovered her love for singing in church, joining the choir as soon as she could. 

she quickly rose to the top of the pedestal in the choir, her talent and ambitions making her stand out amongst the crowd and earned her solo after solo. while she could do it on her own, she also had the help of one of the lead choir directors, a middle aged man in the church community. he called her special and often offered her “special lessons” disguising his grooming her. his special treatment of her became obvious to the rest of the choir and she earned her fair share of hatred from her fellow members. 

as long as she could remember, seolah was infatuated by another girl in the choir who was two years older than her. she was beautiful and talented and was the star of the show. as she climbed the ranks, the two were constantly pit against each other in competition. however, they managed to become close, confiding in each other, and forming a friendship despite the imposed competition between them. but when seolah finally confided in her the abuse that she was facing at the hands of the director, the older girl felt misplaced jealousy, having been groomed the same way by the same man. the girl told the church that seolah had kissed her after practice one day, she was effectively kicked from the choir and ostracized by the church.

her grandparents were both mortified and livid at the news. after some convincing that it was all a lie, they eventually believed seolah, but they became even stricter afterwards. she attended church nearly everyday and was frequently made to attend confessional. 

she auditioned for rainbow ent in secret after receiving a card from a scout at one of the choir’s holiday recitals just before she was kicked out. she made the 2 hour trip by train, telling her grandparents she was attending a church volunteer trip. when she was accepted, she was both overjoyed and terrified to finally break the news to her grandparents. as she predicted, they were incredibly angry when she brought it up with them. they hated the idol lifestyle and all it stood for, beginning even at the name “idol,” and told her they would have nothing to do with it in their home. however, growing sick of living under their iron fist, she took the biggest risk she’s ever taken and chose to pursue being a trainee over her relationship with them.

they still have a complicated relationship even after years of immense success, and have only spoken a few times since she first left. she still attempts to call them on any major religious holidays, but she only sometimes gets an answer. her mother has reached out to her again since a few years after their debut, somewhat attempting to repair her role in her life, however every time she asks for money it is set back once more.

although she’s endured a rough road in regards to her faith and her family, the family she has built with her group members and her friends have filled much of the hole in her heart. she has slowly come to terms with her sexuality over the years with the help of her found family and her current girlfriend, sunnie. despite what she’s been through, she wouldn’t give up her life now and all of the people she has come to love for the world.

#c’est la vie ! ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ profile ♡ . #c’est la vie ! ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ sol ♡ . #tw grooming #tw religious trauma #tw homophobia #fictional idol community #fictional kpop group #fictional kpop community #fictional kpop idol #fictional idol oc #oc kpop gg #oc kpop idol #oc kpop group #kpop oc #idol oc #fake kpop idol #fictional idol group #fake kpop oc #fake kpop group #fake kpop addition

[mildchoco]

👑 Rapunzel (🏰 Disney Princess)🌷

Have fun to play the sims 4 with my sims❤️🪐 • <🏰 ≫───•◦👑◦•───≪🌷> • T.O.U  (เงื่อนไขในการดาวโหลด) ❤️

- Don't re upload - Don't sell my work and claim as your own - If you want to show my sims , please give me credit and tags me in your post

- ห้ามรีอัพโหลด/ปล่อยโหลดใหม่ - ห้ามเอาผลงานไปขายและแอบอ้างเป็นของตัวเอง - ถ้าต้องการที่จะโชว์ผลงานซิมส์ของมายด์บนสื่อออนไลน์ต่างๆ ให้เครดิตและแท็กมายด์ด้วยนะคะ • <🏰 ≫───•◦👑◦•───≪🌷> • Download Sim Tray : ID Gallery : OHello_BrownieO / Item name : ♡Rapunzel♡

Don't forget click to turn on "include custom content" ♡ Rapunzel ♡ CC list : Slider - [MB] Default boobs slider 2v @luumia - LUUMIA_mod_HeightSlider_UpdateJune2022 @luumia - miiko-eyebrow-slider @miikocc - miiko-eyebrow-slider-02(far-close) @miikocc you should download file name : - obscurus nose slider N2 nose tip_Fixed - obscurus nose slider N3 nose bridge_Fixed - obscurus nose slider N6 septum slider width_Fixed Link download @obscurus-sims Preset - [poyopoyo] F Nose Preset (n2) @poyopoyosim - StretchSkeleton_au_EyePreset_Blackberry @stretchskeleton - jiumiQAQ Jaw Preset V1 Skin - [NorthernSiberiaWinds] SKIN N11 OVERLAY @northernsiberiawinds - [NORTHERN SIBERIA WINDS] SOFT ROSE SKIN TONES @northernsiberiawinds Makeup - GPME-GOLD F-Eyebrows G12 @goppolsme - CloudCat_VividDaydreamEyesv2_CustomFacePaint @cloudcat - obscurus_3D_eyelashes_N3 @obscurus-sims - GPME Liner cc13 @goppolsme - GPME-GOLD Eyelid CC 01 @goppolsme - [NORTHERN SIBERIA WINDS] EYEBAGS MM EDITION N2 ( File name : [NORTHERN SIBERIA WINDS] PERFECT EYES SHAPING PACK BASE GAME.zip) @northernsiberiawinds - GPME-GOLD Lips CC15 @goppolsme Acc - euno 0604 sims bracelet @eunosims - [Gorilla Gorilla Gorilla] Butterfly Necklace @goppolsme - euno 2022 0104 nail (square shape) Pattern ver HQ @eunosims Hair - na_GhostHair @natalia-auditore Look 1 - Sifix_ArielDressII @sifix Look 2 - [demondare-sims]SweetSummer_top @demondare-sims - TS4_Cas_Yf_Plbsims_Picture_Skirt @plbsims - MMSIMS af Pretzel Flip flops Platform ver No Slider @mmsims Lighting mod BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD v1.1 (File name : [NORTHERN SIBERIA WINDS] Better In-Game Lighting Mod v1.1 AVERAGE PALE LIGHT ROOMS) @northernsiberiawinds Pose by : PoyoPoyo @poyopoyosim

Thank you for your support and thank you for all cc ❤

#ts4 #sims 4 tray #sims 4 cas #sims 4 download #ts4 cas #mildchoco #the sims 4 #sims 4 cc list #create a sim #ts4 download #mm sims 4 cas #rapunzel

[yumenoangst]

HI HI IM THE ANON WHO JUST RECENTLY ASK OMG IM SORRY I FORGOT TO TYPE THE CHARACTER NAME HSHSHS but yeah can i req a prompt 68 by mod runa with tsukasa ? With an s/o who cant feel emotion pls i love all of the woks here ʕ￫ᴥ￩　ʔ♡

Joker Faced

wordy county: 644 words

tw: none

Runa's mini note: HI ANON ILYSM MWAH MWAH !!! /p thank you so much as well dearie anon <3 we appreciate you and everyone else here very much for supporting us~

Empty yet so murky with the most distorted colors you could think of, that was the best way to describe the endless void within you. Things that others felt were almost like a luxury to you, an empty shell. However, you knew one way to imitate that luxury, slide on that joker face, become someone who you’re not. 

A chime of the bell rang throughout the school building, just like any ordinary day. A wave of goodbyes swarmed every student, walking off to their obligatory clubs. You’re cheery face heading to the place you find peace of mind, the archery club’s shooting range. You could say that you were technically a part of the club but never participated in the activity—a superficial observer, nothing else. 

No one seemed to care that you watched them practice, but it seemed to motivate everyone to do their best secretly. As you gently stroked the cat’s head, the door slid open as if it wasn’t there to begin with, “Ah, Y/n, I was looking for you!” You turned your head up to see Tsukasa out of breath, his face flushed, “Tsukasa? What’s wrong?” Your voice gently rang, but that was simply an imitation. After all, you were basically a doll. 

“I… I’ve been wanting to talk to you for a while about something, do you mind?” His violet eyes slowly fell to the ground, clearly nervous, but what for? “Of course; what is it?” You tilted your head questioningly, the void in your heart growing bigger by the second. Perhaps he’s found out that you’ve been a joker all along?

Stutters and stammers emitted from the boy’s voice, but he worked up enough courage to speak, “I know it's random, but… I’ve liked you for the longest time!” That love-stricken face was all you could see, but why? Why couldn’t you let him down gracefully like gentle rain? That face of impersonation shattered immediately. 

“Ah, is that so?” Your voice was hollow and cold, clearly signing that you could care less. The red knight flinched; what happened to the docile upperclassmen he knew so well? More so, he thought he knew so well. “Y-Y/n?” His voice was trembling, obviously not understanding the situation. What went wrong? 

“This… This isn’t like you… What’s wro—” Tsukasa was cut off, unable to finish what he wanted to say. “This isn’t like me? What do you know about me?” Your words became sharp like a sword’s blade, piercing through the boy’s heart. “You- You’re someone who’s always looking after me, a gentle and caring upperclassman, right..?” Shaky words began to spill out of the boy’s heart, his world shattering bit by bit. 

“That? Sorry, but I’m simply a joker. Someone who imitates those things called ‘feelings,’ something I don’t have,” you emptily snapped back, your touch becoming cold to the cat that was once resting on your lap. “I pretended to be someone I’m not; it’s that simple,” your icy voice scaring off the aloof creature from you. Slowly, you rose from your seat, approaching the knightly prince, “You know nothing.” 

Tsukasa felt weak, both physically and emotionally. Did he really know nothing? He did. Fooled by a fool, he felt cold, something he hadn’t experienced yet in his life. Is this what it’s like to be rejected? A shattered heart for a shattered world. He couldn’t move at all, not even to turn his head back to see your silhouette. A love so false, so one-sided, and so foolish. You left the now broken boy to decay in the silent room as you continued to be eaten alive by that greedy void within you. Joker faced to the end; you felt your whole body swallowed by that void, no more turning back. This was a fate you could care less for; after all, you are just a hollow doll.

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