#mind u it’s one in the morning

[b0tster]

every morning i wake up and every morning i delete pathetic lil pissbaby youtube comments that say something like this its honestly a highlight of my morning

#liliths mind #bloodborne kart #its so fucking funny every morning seeing one comment go #“wow cool!” #and then 5 minute later seeing a comment on one of my bunlith or stream videos like #“WHY ARE U GYA”

[simmyfrobby]

― Voting as Fire Extinguisher, Kyle Tran Myhre

Hockey Poetry Post 48/?

(Photo credit: Dave Sandford, Chase Agnello-Dean, link, Chris Sweda, Debora Robinson, Bill Smith, Jeff Haynes, Chase Agnello-Dean, Jeff Vinnick, link)

#this poem has been rotting away in my drafts since the day after the lottery #and I haven't wanted to post it because #idk. obvious reasons I guess. #but then the NHL draft brought it all back so now I guess I WILL post it and just trust u guys to understand Nuance #NHL be better challenge #this one looks a little different than most of the other poems but also there's certain names and faces I dont really want on my blog #and also I hate the logo so ... #ok sorry about the weird tags im still not sure about this is all #hockey poetry posts #connor bedard #nhl draft 2023 #might delete this first thing tomorrow morning if I change my mind. who's to say. #chicago blackhawks #< for blacklist

[the-gene-mile]

screenshot redraw for tonight's episode bc no original idea could ever top whatever the fuck is happening here

#bob's burgers #bob belcher #calvin fischoeder #mr fischoeder #tag as a ship if u want idc #first time drawing both of these guys in this style. hope i conveyed their wet cat energy well enough #sorry for the slightly lazy background i was supposed to go to bed like half an hour ago and wanted to get this done #i'm so sad i can't watch this one live #do u think my professor will mind if i watch this in his lecture tomorrow morning #my stuff

[dnncats]

in honor of cheerleader gerard's 1 yr anniversary, here's something i forgot to post here <3

#dnncats #mcr #mcr nashville #my chemical romance #gerard way #cheerard #cheerleader gerard #i like to call this one gerardonfloor.jpg #anw happy 1st bday queen thank u for making me lose my mind at an ig livestream @ the 10 in the morning

[gondorsfinest]

listen i love ed teach as much as the next gal but THIS is the drunk support group i want!

aka: continuing to make memes with a target audience of one (me)

#good omens #lawrusso #aziracrow #cobra kai #'oh crowley is in his blackbeard era'. yes but also full on rock bottom drinking warm coors banquet off the nightstand era. u know im right #'crush on a goody two shoes who could kill me if he wanted' support group. #'i need to get topped by a dude who unironically says good morning' support group. YOU! KNOW! IM! RIGHT! #johnny gets too drunk one time and tells him about kreese. who has an extremely mysterious accident the next morning. oh no. anyways. #also crowley would have Opinions on bonsais. change my mind #gondorsfinest monologue

[vigilskeep]

?????? What do you mean Anders is all like, "We have a kid now" when Keir gets back from the Fade ??????? Where did he get the nugget?????

#sorry i could not resist the opportunity. anyway could be this #could be that anders picked up a random mage kid bc i really do mean it when i say keir is 85% of his impulse control #with 5 amells in the circle theres a fair likelihood there are baby ones out there that were separated so thats another line of thought #if u cant have a baby get ur husbands second cousin once removed on sale now #but anyway ya ive always had trans anders hcs in one direction or the other so like #bio keir/anders kid very possible in my mind why not! grey wardenisms permitting and all that #i have not thought it through deeply but it is for sure on the table #like i think they both want kids and they know how dangerous it would be but like if the opportunity was suddenly there #i DO think anders is the kind of messy decision maker to keep a baby while on the quest to cure the calling and being separated from #his husband for a couple months. that IS on brand. and he wouldnt tell anyone for ages bc hes stupid #also im rlly fascinated by yrsa dealing with it bc of like dwarven issues with infertility and the royal pressure for heirs and the #inability of two grey wardens. #this is messy it is very early in the morning and i have a cold. suffice it to say i have been throwing concepts around #i just think its terribly interesting. i love when fantasy generational chaos #also i want bethy 2 hold a little niece or nephew is this too much to ask i thibk #*think not

[soapcan18]

#eurus ❤️ #the oh hellos #oh hellos #o sleeper is the BEST opener and one of their best songs #dry branches is like the in the blue hours of morning of eurus #grow just goes unbelievably hard I’m sorry #and the eurus->faunvocation->hieroglyphs trio is amazing #then PASSERINE #oml FCKING PASSERINE HOW CAN U NOT LOSE UR MIND WHEN U HEAR THAT SONG #next to dear wormwood Eurus is my fav oh hellos album #tl;dr i cannot pick! #dear wormwood #ttddv #through the deep dark valley #the oh hellos ep #notos #eurus #boreas #zephyrus #soldier poet king #music stuff #indie music #fav songs #fav song #folk music #anemoi albums #the four winds albums #four winds albums

[hella1975]

realising something bad about someone that means the world to you should be illegal. id like to live blindly actually

#ive been tiptoeing around this realisation for a WHILE now but today was the first time i actually verbatim in my head #went 'i dont like living with my mum'. and the moment i thought it was like no nooononono lets NOT do that #like objectively my mum is my favourite person in the world and i love her more than every other person in my life combined #but LIVING with her in HER HOUSE is just not... it. and it makes me feel awful for even thinking it bc that's her biggest fear #that we're gonna grow up to have the same relationship that she had with her mum and that ISNT what's happening like i could never #be distant from my mum in fact the reason she has such a chokehold on me is BECAUSE there's so much love there #but it would still break her heart to know i felt this way and i just feel so shitty for it. but like? i CANT relax here #like the thing that made me think it this morning wasn't even an explosive thing like it usually is with her #like every shouting screaming argument we've had ive just taken it. but then this morning when nothing exceptional happened #i was just. done. so basically i told u guys she wanted me to hoover today and already yelled about it YESTERDAY which. whatever #and she goes out every thurdsay until lunchtime and i think ive said on here before that the days we're home alone are HUGE flashpoints #bc if she comes home and perceives that not enough chores have been done/one thing has been done wrong she just hits the ROOF #like her temper is entirely disproportional she gives the same energy for the washing up not being put away that another mum would #give for finding drugs in their kids room. ive truly never seen someone maintain a temper like that woman can it's actually impressive #so yeah she was gone this morning and it just always leaves me On Edge it's never a huge thing bc im not SCARED of her but im not relaxed #and i hoovered for an hour and washed up and then also dusted the stairs and did some other tiny irrelevant jobs #and my sister did fuck all. she pulled a sickie off work and stayed in bed while i fussed about what to do with the dogs and shit #and so when my mum came home ig i was expecting some sort of acknowledgement? like not a round of applause #bc obvs it's just chores and the hoovering she literally told me to do but when my sister had been SO unhelpful and it had been #SO on my mind for hours now i was just. waiting for something? and even i didnt know what so it's not even fair #but my mum came home and decided she was in a bad mood and she had a go at my sister for being lazy and not doing the chores she said #she'd do today and she DIDNT yell at me which she sometimes does just do if she's pissed at my sister. but she just got mardy with me? #like she got up and left to go watch TV in her room and i was like 'oh i can watch it with you?' bc sometimes when they row my mum #hints at me and her going somewhere else to bitch about my sister. but she just shook her head and snapped at me for some dumb shit #like TINY shit id missed and then wouldn't even spend time with me and i was just like. are you serious #and THAT was when i had the thought bc i was like there is actually no winning with her temper #and i can never fully relax around her because of it. even when we're getting on she is at any point seconds away from ripping my head off #and it's not nice being around someone like that ALL THE TIME. and i dont mind it when im at uni bc im at my own house in my own life #but when it's HER house and she makes it very clear that it's HER house and we need her and the car if we want to so much as LEAVE #then that's just not a fucking pleasant environment to be in? right? even if it is just me being a baby? ugh idk and i hate this

[fraberry-stroobcake]

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back #all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial #and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting #it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh #but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind #my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes #hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time #currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw #but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def #does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed #as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result #which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy #unrelated

[per-oceanum]

Psst hey. You.

LIKE this if you'd be interested in setting up a verse* between our muses. MUTUALS ONLY please.

*we need to have at least spoken once beforehand okay. Bonus points if we have a: plotted or b: written. But the DMs are open for any of y'all to hop on in & discuss some things and what not.

[ if you've sent me an ask recently, I see u. I have things queued for the next few DAYS to answers of prompts & whatnot, so no fret there. ]

#ooc: [ off shore ] #[ i should be asleep but. this is on .y mind bc im getting more threads w folks & figuring out dynamics. ] #[ so like. if we're writin...and u wanna... 👉👈 ] #[ idfk if verse calls are even a thing but im making it one right now. ] #[ anyways its midnight & i have to cut tree limbs in the morning goodnight folks ]

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

what if i dropped out of school and became the clown i was born to be

#u know half the time i’m like i was born for academics then half the time i’m like someone take me out back and put me down #bc the education system hurts me i am either loving it or seconds from crying or both perhaps i should leave it and test my luck #elsewhere #maybe i would just go and work at a bakery and bake bread at 4 in the morning maybe that would give me peace (it would not) #maybe i go to clown school and let my mind have a break #but i know i would regret it bc i’m the only child who is expected to succeed and that sounds bad but my mom’s kinda put all her #eggs in one basket and i’m the one that has to go to college and become something or else i’ll be just another disappointment that she #put more time into than i’m worth #but bad decisions run in the family anyway so she wouldn’t be surprised if i became a waste of potential lmao #or maybe i’ll stay in school and try to get medicated or smth i think maybe i would be able to last if they balanced by brain out #idk man i’m kinda having a little bit of a crisis again lmao

[wqxianvents]

is it just me and my delusional poly nxx brainrot or are they making nxx supar domestic-like lately 🤨

#i have so many screenshots of this event pls #they just #the one where they were having a meeting in the morning??? like 😭😭💕 #‘but we can discuss this after breakfast’ #‘why tf did u take out your tablet and show us then??’ #‘so you know what we’ll be discussing later 🤨’ #LMFAOOO #artem 🤝 marius ;; being passive aggressive to eachother #luke 🤝 vyn 🤝 rosa ;; sipping their coffee and watching this whole thing #also marius bullying vyn abt waking up late and vyn being like this mf better stfu 😭 #i love them #more drabbles for nxx/reader in my drafts neow 🤭 #tears of themis #tot #!tot events #ALSO THE INVITATION IS SO ROETTY THE LOOK VYN GIVES MARIUS LMAOO #and when they look over at you to make sure youre okay ‼️‼️ #can i get a smooch between everyone thanks #im so happy tho cuz like ive been writing on the quiz thing if they could have the nxx boys be more friendly to eachother and have the whole #nxx team be more ykyk and not have it be a battle between the guys cuz their dynamics over fighting is bettar #like?? artem leaning against the bookshelf ; marius blocking the door ; vyn mocking emmy and luke faking an attack #that was so hot just me ? ok 💃 #they literally know how to read eachother’s minds without a glance and it means sm to me #rosa is proud of her boys too <33 #poly nxx

[madderot]

ok!! gonna start winding down. might do a lil more but no promises at this point. thank youuu <3

#ooc. #delete. #love u mwah mwah #again starter call n stuff probably tomorrow morning #but my inbox is always open and im always down for things!! #once im settled in a lil better i'll get headcanons n stuff out #and hopefully! more verses!! i have one more in mind already but i wanna work on it a lil more

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good morning #i slept early #it was nice #very cozy #I only slept like 4 hours though cause I had to get up for a delivery... also I'm posting this a couple of hours after waking... #as is becoming usual for these... I've been kind of vibing to music pretty much... #anyway yesterday was good but so exhausting... played lethal company with friends like I'd said which was really fun!! was a little bit of #process getting my bearings in it since I'd seen maybe one second of gameplay before but after a day or two in game I picked it up I'd say! #I mostly just ran away when I saw something scary but I tried scanning a monster and it opened the door which made me scream once ahaha #after that I was a lil tired but we ended up having a session of the project moon ttrpg I'm in kind of out of nowhere #it was short but v fun to play Frei again he kind of completely shut down the distortion singlehandedly which was surprising considering he #has no combat capability.. incapacitated them and read its mind which helped us figure out what we needed to do to resolve the distortion #-peacefully! my partners character did the actual resolving cause Frei is terrified of going near anything as gross as that distortion was #(it was a giant gross greasy burger monster. who was just bob from bobs burgers. he ended up in a polycule with linda and teddy after.) #Frei also read my partners characters mind a bit and maybe upset him a little by mentioning his daughter (her character is divorced lol) #anyway yeah... I was tired after both of those so I kinda got in bed and passed out quickly while listening to music... #idk what I'll do today I'm a bit sore still and I'm v sick and tired rn so I'll probably just relax a bit... #let's make today nice and cozy and good... love u friends thank u for reading <3

[bulkhummus]

thinking about cecil losing his voice and genuinely being afraid of getting fired

#u cant tell me there wasn’t ONE rough morning #Where carlos had to talk him down #Bc he was convinced he’d be fired for not being able to talk #ironically i think station management gives GREAT healthcare but has like zero sick days #a performer is always on and all that #cecl would be hysterical u cant change my mind #Wtnv #welcome to night vale