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Horror Villains x Reader || Headcanons
Topic: Horror Villains with a sweet, sunshine incarnate S/O.
Includes: Erik Destler, Freddy Krueger, Inkubus, Mayor Buckman and Stuart Lloyd. If you see a theme… sh.
Warnings: Some references to, like, murder and stuff but that��s about it. This actually is so fluffy?? I’m sorry 😅😅😅
Erik Destler:
(Older Timeline)
Oh- boy. Erik really needs someone like this in his life. You will be saving him. He’s such a grump, and mean, and thinks the whole world is against him (Which, apparently, it is. But I guess that’s what happens when you make a deal with satan.)
Just someone who will see him, and smile because you’re happy to see him! You wanted to see him and you’re not put off by his look or his brash (mean) manner! Tell him you missed him throughout the day and he has to force himself not to run of in a dramatic flourish of cape and dust.
If you bake stuff, and you bring him some ‘just cuz’ you thought he would like it? He’s suspicious at first, wandering if you’re intending to poison him. And he says as much, not even moving to touch the cupcake you’re offering him. Yeah, for a while you’re going to be taking the first bite out of whatever it is you bring him because even after the first few times, he’s concerned that you’re only leading him into a false sense of security.
When he finally does trust you, its subtle differences that show it. He leaves the door open to his cave when he knows you’re going to stop by, he tells you not to slip when there’s a mess around (Which is, basically, always. His home is always in a state of artistic chaos) and eventually even takes you by the hand to lead you through??, he actually sits down when you’re around (No longer two seconds from attacking, or escaping), and he even s m i l e s a little bit??????????
Y/N!! Call him handsome!! He might believe it coming from you! Well, he’ll believe that you believe it. And that’s nice enough.
Of course, he spies on you during the day while you’re in the opera house. Dear god, if he hears you telling someone all about your ‘unnamed boyfriend’ and how wonderful he is, you’re gonna hear something falling and breaking behind the closest wall because he nearly had a heart attack-
Your friend: How about you? Do you have your eye on anyone, huhh?
You: Oh I actually have someone! He’s wonderful, and so talented- I wish you could hear his music, he -*Basically you just say so many many lovely things about him*
Erik, behind a wall: *Falls over*
Basically the two of your are like Dawn and the Bog King, from Strange magic XD (If they had ended up together)
Last dot point. If someone were to hurt you? Like, genuinely get you down? Make you cry in front of him???? Well he doesn’t know how to comfort you, so the best he can do is go scare the living bejesus out of that person. Or kill them.
Freddy Krueger:
Freddy has a ball with you! At first its just so much fun for him to take that light out of your eyes- conjure up dreams that are nice, and happy, and beautiful… and then tear them apart and watch your face fall. That’s fun for him. A lot, of fun.
But once you’ve actually become friends (Or more) he finds your sweet disposition to be pretty damn cute, honestly.
He especially likes how you always laugh at his stupid ass jokes! Genuinely! Because, yes- this is a person he’s needed! A captive audience, yes, he can work with this! No one appreciates his liners like you.
You get nicknames like Peaches, Sunshine, Princess (Your gender does not matter to him, you could be a big burly dude and he’ll call you Princess. You might even hate being called Princess- and it’ll just make him use it more), little angel, Rosie, any sweet food he can think of, etc.
Oh my lord, he’s constantly doing that stupid thing where he taps his cheek like ‘Gimmie a kiss?’ and then turns his head at the last minute so you get a big smooch on the mouth. Probably with tongue. I hope you like that XD
On days where you’re down, he’s totally thrown for a loop and will do just about anything to make you smile. Dumb jokes? Presents? Affection? Compliments? Apologies??? He’s got it all in spades and he won’t leave you alone until you’re happy again. He’ll put his hat on your head, he’ll drag you in to dance with him, he’ll carve you your favourite animal out of wood.
When he’s in a mood, you’re the only one who’s safe to be around him. In fact he’ll seek you out. Wouldja give him a smile? … Please?... (I imagine his voice to crack when he uses his manner words XDD )
Of course, you will! Sit next to him and wrap yourself around his arm and chatter to him until he’s better. Make cheesy jokes (… so I went to the zoo the other day. They only had one dog. It was a Shitzu- okay I’m sorry that’s really really dumb isn’t it??! How about this- ), flick his hat up so its not covering his eyes anymore (Lemme see that handsome face, there he is!), press your forehead to his shoulder- you just show you care about the old bastard. Its novel to him, someone being so sweet to him, and he eventually calms down to his regular mood.
Also you two do this thing where you try to keep straight faces while trying to make the other laugh and you almost always lose.
Inkubus:
Oh! Yes! Dark, villainous, smooth-talking Inkubus with the sweetest S/O is totally perfect. He thinks you’re absolutely adorable and wants to protect you from the evil of the world (Except him. His apologies, but you’re stuck with him.).
Your big happy smiles warm his black heart and ohhhh, pity the poor idiots that ever try to hurt you, make you sad, or mad. The first thing they see when they get home is his evil smile and the last thing they’ll feel is a knife in their chest as they choke on their own blood.
Not that he would tell you about what he did, he just gets home and asks you how your day was. Did anyone bother you? Also probably brings home dinner, too. He can multitask. (Puts in the order at the food place, then hops over to the assholes house to kill uhhh… some time… before the foods ready)
Oh theirs blood under his fingernails? Don’t pay any mind to that dear.
Just… just picture it? Inkubus in his full black and grey, then there’s you beside him radiating sunlight chattering away and he’s listening intently, nodding along and occasionally asking a question.
And- he does love you. But that doesn’t mean he’s not going to mess with you, he can’t help it.
You get home one day and ask him how his day was as he gets up to make you a cup of tea after a long day, and he details a very long, terrible day of burning down orphanages and following women down dark alleyways. Then, once you’re appropriately freaked, eyes wide and mouth dropped open, he chuckles and tells you he was kidding.
Though- not entirely. He’ll mutter just loud enough for you to HEAR HIM, before asking you which mug you would prefer this evening.
Like Erik, he spies on you. What? He doesn’t have a job, he has very little to do during the day. So why not follow you to work and see what’s going on? He loves how you respond to other men flirting with you- just saying ‘thank you!’ all cheery and lovely, before swiftly walking off. He finds it so amusing, and very very cute.
He’ll let you have and/or do almost anything, honestly. You’re his sunshine. So if you wanna maybe… dress him up?? He’ll groan and sigh about it but just give him that smile and those bright eyes and he wont say no.
Mayor Buckman:
Perfect, haha XD He can be pretty cheery himself as long as things are going his way! And when they’re not, when he does that thing where he goes all dark and the whole town gets glary?? You just need to put a hand on his arm and tilt your head to the side, and ask if he’s okay? Give him a little smile, too? And he cheers right up.
Here’s the thing- Buckman is high energy. And he loves to dance with you at jubilees, pull you off to the side and twirl you. He’ll even dip you, if it’ll make you laugh. It might surprise you when he does it, too.
He’ll do a similar thing if he sees that you’re down. He’ll take your hand and lead you away carefully, like c’mon darlin just one dance… for me. Slowly he’ll guide you around and talk to you, making little jokes here and there, until you cheer up and give a laugh.
Oh- my- goodness, it stresses him out when you inevitably get along so well with Boone XDD Like- his ex-wife?? And his sweetheart??? What are they saying about me???? He’ll hang around when the two of you get to talking just to make sure nothing untoward is being said about him, and maybe to distract you if he can. Like Oh Howdy there Y/N! I need your help with something darlin far away from here right now, please come with me. Bye Boone-
(You both know exactly what he’s doing, especially when he finally gets you away and he just says he wanted some attention from you all sweet and totally fake, but it’s just too funny so you don’t really care)
He does stuff for you just to make you smile, not that its hard. But he like, brings you breakfast in bed, requests your favourite songs when there’s a band, takes you on special dates like picnics, draws you warm baths if you’re stressed or unwell, etc.
God help the poor bastard that hurts your feelings. That’s all I’m saying for that one, Buckman’s messed the fuck up and he’s not great at hiding it.
YOUR BIRTHDAY is an EVENT. Like, a town event. Literally like the guts and glory jubilee, there’s a banner, there are preparations, and he probably tries to make it a surprise but you see the towns folk setting up under the blanket of night time the evening before. The effort still, obviously, moves you though. The celebrations last the whole day, he wears your favourite colour, he’s actually glued to your side almost the whole day (Just except for when he has to make sure that something is perfect for you), and the whole thing ends with the two of you alone under the stars, away from the party.
Basically nothing is too much for his sunshine.
… Honestly Buckman’s a bit of a sugar daddy.
Stuart Lloyd:
Stuart, is not a sugar daddy XD He’s got no money, sorry XD
You are literally the only thing keeping him from depression- not to freak you out or anything. Stuart is not happy with his life, but he is amazed at you- you want to be with him? You smiling at him?? You still being there in the morning the first night you stay over at his little place??
He likes to take videos of you, whether it be on his phone or on actual video camera, or taken off video surveillance at work. You don’t really have to be doing anything partially dazzling, but he will direct you a little bit (He can’t help it. It’s his new thing.). Like, you’re just eating your breakfast and he’ll ask you to lean back so you’re not casting such a shadow on your cereal, or you’ll be sketching on the couch and he asks if you can look more serene, or you’ll just be brushing your hair and he asks if you’re happy to step more into the sunlight.
Luckily, you’re happy to play along, bat those eyelashes at the camera and flash a grin.
Both of your favourite videos, though, are the ‘bonus features’. He comes up to you and asks you some questions, and you pat the seat next to you so he’ll be in the scene too and its just the two of you chatting and you laughing and him looking fucking lucky as hell.
He watches these mundane little movies when he’s down at work and sighs- just a few more hours, then he can see you again.
You stroke his ego quite a bit haha. He absolutely loves it when you call him ‘Mr Director’, all cheeky. Or just tell him you love him, or his movies are really good, or you missed him while he was at work. Or!! You saw this thing and thought of him??? Good god, are you trying to kill him??
Stuarts not very touchy but he likes it when you initiate! Just snuggle in next to him when he’s editing or just drinking his morning coffee and lay a blanket out over you both cuz its chilly, or give him a kiss before work, or lay your head on his shoulder when you’re sleepy. He’ll feel loved and wanted and- again- lucky.
When you’re down he doesn’t really know what to do. He tries to make jokes but he’s not super great at them, all stuttery and second guessing himself. He’ll try to show you movies that have made you smile before, but it doesn’t really work. He asks who’s at fault for this (Maybe they could be in a future movie of his?? It’s going to be a gory one, for sure) but a lot of the time its not because of someone else. He’ll put on your favourite movies and make popcorn.
When something finally works he’s so relieved to have his sweet person back, and listens intently to whatever you say.
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Here's an idea that popped into my head! Not long after the Kraang invasion, Leo's been worried about being too childish and creating more problems. He starts overcorrecting this by acting all serious and no-nonsense, trying too hard to be a mature leader.
His brothers see what's going on and miss their silly, sunshiny goofball. Soon enough, they decide to take matters into their own hands and launch a tickle attack to drag his silly side back to the surface.
Missing the sunshine
Hey hey hey!!! This took longer than I expect it to take to write this but ahhhhhh I love this group so friggin much. Hope you enjoy the fic and have a great day ❤️
Also this just might be one of my longest fics I’ve ever made lol so strap in ig. But again, I hope you like it!
Warnings: Tiny bit of angst but fluffy for the most part
Summery: The mad dogz miss Leos goofy and outgoing personality after the Kraang invasion, so they use an old childhood method to bring it back.
It’s been a week since the Kraang invasion. The four brothers were shaken up of course, but more or less they were fine. Well.. almost all of them.
Leo seemed to be the one most affected out of all of them. Perhaps it was because he was the one who ended up in the prison dimension?Because he was the one who almost died and tried sacrificing himself? Or because he was the leader now? Or maybe because he had so much on his shoulders that it was taking especially long for him to recover?
Whatever the case was, they missed their brother. The one who was always making one liners. The face man. The one who fired up the team when all hope seemed utterly lost. Nowadays he either worked them to the bone in training, or moped around, which was very much unlike him, since he used to be lazy about training. They hadn’t even heard him crack a single joke since before he got stuck in the prison dimension.
Donnie, Raph, and Mikey knew something had to be done. How can they help him go back to his old self? Instead of being serious and depressed.
“Hey Leo..?” Donnie asked popping his head through the door to his bedroom, “Do you want to come and skateboard with us? Bet I could beat you in a race.”
Leo, who had just been practicing his swords, looked at him, tempted to answer yes, but he backtracked and sighed “No… sorry Don. Not in the mood.”
Donnie stared at him incredulously. THE Leonardo Hamato just turned down skateboarding AND a challenge. Yep, this confirmed something was wrong.
“Why don’t we just train instead?” Leo asked, seeing Donnie’s worried expression.
“We’ve done nothing BUT training thanks to you.” Donnie complained. “I only hoped we could have fun for a change. Yknow, like we used to?”
Leo didn’t reply. He went back to practicing with his swords. Donnie frowned and went to the others.
“It’s a no go guys,” Donnie informed them, “sorry.”
“What?” Raph wondered. “He didn’t even want to skateboard?”
“He seemed to want to at first.” Donnie explained. “But something seemed to hold him back from saying yes.”
“What do you think it is Donnie?” Mikey asked.
“Hmm.. I’m not sure. He seems way more serious than he used to. Do you think it’s because Dad made him leader? And now he thinks he isn’t allowed to enjoy himself or have fun?”
“Hmm… I think I know what we can do to help him.” Mikey said, a hint of mischief in his voice. “Do you guys remember when we were kids, and whenever Leo was sad or grumpy, we’d tickle him till he’d feel better?”
A smirk grew on Donnie’s face. “I see where you’re going with this and I think you are a genius. Far second to me of course…”
“Guys,” said Raph, “let’s get our brother back!”
After some planning, they knew exactly what to do, and that night they decided to set it into motion. “Hey Leo?” Donnie popped a head through his door again.
“What is it Donnie?” Leo asked with a sigh. He was at it again with his swords, practicing. Donnie didn’t want to know how long he’d been doing that for.
“We… have a surprise for you…” Donnie told him tentatively, nervous that he wouldn’t take the bait. “Thought maybe you’d want to check it out?”
Leo looked at him with a puzzled expression, but he put his swords down and turned to him. “Lead the way.”
Donnie led his twin to the living room, where Raph and Mikey waited. “Hi Leo!” Mikey greeted him exitedly.
“Hey… so what exactly are you guys up to?”
Donnie smirked “Oh it’s just a little something we’ve been really wanting to give you. You’ve been seriously overdue for it anyway.”
“Overdue? Donnie what do you-“ Leo was cut off when Raph suddenly shouted “MAD DOGZ ATTACK!!!”
Before he could begin to process what was happening, the bigger of the four had him pinned down with his brute strength, settling on his thighs.
“R-Raph… d-don’t- get off me!” Leo protested, attempting uselessly to push him off.
“Donnie get his arms!” Raph ordered.
“With pleasure.” Donnie said with a small grin as his metal arms came out of his battle shell and forced Leos wrists over his head.
“Mikey would you like to do the honors?” Raph asked his youngest sibling.
Mikey grinned and nodded. “You KNOW it!!!”
“M-Mikey… g-guys, what’s going on??”
“Well Leon. You’ve been quite depressing to be around for the passed few days. We hoped this might help.”
And with that Mikey went right for his sides. Leo bursted into bubbly giggles. It was then the three attackers realized how much they missed that noise from him. “Guhuhuyss!!! Thihihs ihihs sohoho chihihildihish!!!!!!” Leo protested helplessly, trying to squirm out from under the heavy weight that was Raph. “Trust me bro, you need a bit of childishness right now.” Raph told him. “Lehehet mehehe gohoho ihihim buhusy!!!”
“Not until you’re you again!” Then he turned to Donnie. “Donnie?”
Donnie nodded, approached the victim, and began digging his fingers into his armpits. “AHAHAHA DOHOHNN!!!” Leo let out embarrassingly loud cackles. He arched his back as the sensitive flesh was being attacked all over. “We’ll stop when you promise to stop being so tense and serious.” Donnie bargained.
“WHAHAHAT AHAHRE YOHOU TAHALKING ABAOHOHUT??!!!” He yelled/asked through his laughter.
“You’ve been so grumpy and serious ever since the invasion.” Mikey told him. “We miss the old Leo who joked around.”
“THIHIS IHIS SOHOHO STUHUPIHID!” Leo told them. I mean really, torturing him because he was ‘too serious’?
“Ok then dear brother. I guess we have to do this the hard way. He began kneading into his thighs. The effect was instantaneous. Leo shreiked and burst into full on belly laughter.
“AHAHAHA OHOHKAHAY IHIHM SOHOHORREHYY!!”
Donnie stopped and he gestured Raph to get off of him.
“Guys…” Leo began once he caught his breath, “man I’m so sorry. It’s just, when the whole Kraang thing happened, I just thought that if I wasn’t as childish or immature as leader, then something like that wouldn’t have happened.”
Donnie was the first to speak. “Leo… if you ever blame yourself for that again in from of me, I will make sure you are tickled to near actual death.”
“Leo,” Raph said, “sure it might’ve been mostly your fault for the key getting stolen again, but I mostly blame myself, and dad. We all put so much pressure on you and you felt like you had to do everything to prove yourself to us. We’re sorry. We shouldn’t have put so much pressure on you.”
Leo smiled trying to blink away tears. “Are you crying?” Donnie teased with a smirk, “you big softy.”“Oh shut up!” Leo bursted out with a small laugh, and tackled his brothers in one big group hug.
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Hi! This ask is asking for tips relating to trans stuff so you can ignore if you don’t have any! thanks
Basically, I’m a genderqueer person who might be a trans man. I cut my hair recently but unfortunately it wasn’t short enough. I was wondering if you had any tips to make hair look more stereotypically masculine?
Secondly, do you have any tips for weeding out who are Allie’s and who aren’t? I’m not exactly sure who I can be open with and studd
thanks! Have a good day
This question make me smile so much, I’m more than happy to help!
Keep in mind, this is all from my own experience, but I’ll try to include some things in here that I have heard from other people too.
To me, the most important tip is to experiment a little bit. There are always gonna be lots of different people telling you lots of different things, don’t be afraid to try a few of them. I can tell you what ended up working for me, but don’t limit yourself to just that, everyone finds their gender euphoria in different ways.
For me, it was when I started wearing dark clothes and neutral colors that really helped. Baggy clothes have helped a lot too with my body dysphoria, especially with the added help of layering. I have a couple long sleeve tees I like throwing under short sleeved ones, and button ups and jackets that can go on top, anything to help hide my form and give a darker, more masculine appearance.
I’ve talked about it a little bit before on here, but tall shoes are a good way to add a little height, and I like ones that do so subtly, like heelys (you can take out the wheel and they just look like normal sneakers, but add about two inches). I like wearing eye liner and dark eye makeup especially on the under eye, as men tend to have more defined eyebags. There’s a lot of other masc makeup tutorials out there, but as someone who is not good at makeup, that was the option I went with. More subtle things that no one really noticed, but helped me, were switching to men’s deodorant and soaps.
As for hair, it definitely depends on the texture. I kept my hair short for a long time though in fear that longer hair would make me less of a trans man. My hair isn’t too long, but it’s around shoulder length, which I was very worried about dysphoria wise, and it was hard for a moment, until I figured out how to style it. Obviously, this comes down to texture. I have very fine straighter hair, and so for me, adding a little volume, layering, and curl helped it become less of a bob, and more masculine. I don’t know the science behind that, but it helped. Layering really helped so it wasn’t just flat longer hair, it looked messier, and it also helped me to get just some medium hold pomade and slick it back slightly.
As for allies, that is honestly one of the hardest parts. I got pretty lucky in having family that I knew was open, like my siblings and cousins, and I didn’t really have many friends as a whole at the time, so I was mostly starting on a blank slate, but I did have one pretty religious friend that I was terrified about. It starts with trying to observe small things about them. Have they ever said anything about the trans community? What would their other beliefs do they that that may sway their opinion in one way or another? Have they ever talked about pronouns or gender expression? Then try bringing up transgender topics in popular news and media and see their response. With a lot of people, there may not be a definitive way to say, and a really scary jump has to be made. Just remember, that if anyone does respond poorly, it reflects on them, not you. It’s not worth keeping a secret from someone in a friendship and not living happily as yourself. The friendships you are meant to keep, will stay through this change, or they’ll come around. And yeah, losing people hurts like hell, but knowing who you can then trust to be yourself makes those good relationships all the better.
I hope this helps. If you have any more questions, don’t be afraid to ask or reach out, cause I am more than happy to help on this amazing journey of yours. Being trans and being able to find yourself in that way is a beautiful experience, even through the heartbreak and pain. More than anything, do not give up on this journey. You are so strong for taking all this on, and if you ever feel isolated, know that you are never alone, and there are always those of us out there that will support you.
Edit: Elaborating on the hair thing below the line
These are both pictures of me, a few years apart, but both pre medical transition. My hair is about the same length, only the second is a lot “messier” with more layers and using volumizing mouse and gel. Some people will also use hair irons in a certain way, it just takes a little more time.
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So all I've seen of Czech Elisabeth is what you've posted, but - thoughts/notes on Smrt's and the angels' costumes?
I'm always here to talk about the Smrt and angel costumes because oh my god, do I love them.
(More under the cut)
Smrt and his angels are designed to look very birdlike, specifically like carrion crows/ravens, who are frequently associated as symbols/bringers of death. The choice to really lean into the bird-inspired costumes was especially smart when combined with the Czech translated lyrics, which really leaned into the bird-associated symbolism in the text.
I must confess that when I first saw the production photos, I didn't like the costumes. I think it might have been because I already had the association formed that Tod in a pleather costume is not a good choice. However, what really made me love the costumes is when I saw them onstage and saw them in movement. I don't know what kind of weird pleather the costume workshop used, but despite obviously being pleather, it had such beautiful light movement on both Smrt and the angels and flowed so beautifully every time they moved.
The angels all wear long coats with hoods, one of their sleeves is close fitting and covered in little "feathers" and the other is made to look like a wing. The wings, aside from creating gorgeous movement, were also used to create Rudolf's grave during Totenklage, which was an absolutely genius move.
(Two of the angel dancers with Jan Kříž as Smrt)
Smrt is given a different costume to clearly differentiate him as the leader of the flock/not an angel himself. And I honestly think his costume is ICONIC. He wears a pretty standard undercostume of pants with knee high boots and a vest, but I like that instead of buttoning straight down the front, Smrt's vest buttons diagonally. Which is a tiny detail, but it shows that Smrt is not a human.
And then, there is that absolutely EPIC coat. The coat is pretty simple at first glance, but just the way it's patterned and cut is very interesting, since the front is cut a bit shorter so the Smrt actors don't step on it, but the back pieces are kept longer to have more movement in the garment. And the back was given triangular gores in the "skirt" of the coat for even more movement.
And of course, instead of the wing sleeves, Smrt has a feathered shoulderpiece made out of various types of feathers, most prominently rooster feathers, which throw subtle green and blue reflections under the stage lights. Once again, I have to mention the movement, because those feathers at moments seemed to live a life of their own, almost ruffling themselves up with the movement.
Also, you might have noticed I talked about the coat and vest, but not a shirt and that is because Smrt just doesn't wear one. Which is just a detail that is so subtle, but when you know about it, it is just one more of those details that just show that Smrt is not a human. And if you need proof that there indeed isn't a shirt (and this is an excuse for me to include one of my favorite silly pictures of Pavel Režný as Smrt):
And of course, the makeup deserves a mention, because once again, it's ICONIC. Both Smrt and the angels wear a bold black eyepaint, with the angels sporting a more graphic liner look alongside black lipstick and Smrt having a more simple, but varied look through the production's 4 year run.
And what I think speaks to the greatness of the costumes is that the actors themselves were fond of wearing them. Pavel Režný in particular seemed very fond of his Smrt costume and makeup, doing the pre-show soundchecks in almost full costume and with the eyepaint, donning the full Smrt costume and makeup for concerts only to have to immediately take the full thing off and after the production derniere in Brno evidently not taking the Smrt makeup off until he returned home in the middle of the night.
Pavel Režný also went through multiple hairstyle changes through his run as Smrt, since he had to grow his hair out for Jesus Christ Superstar. So, after the derniere, we got a full on Jesus!Smrt moment for an offstage event. Tbh, I wish we had gotten this more flowy hairstyle on Smrt onstage while the show ran, because it is a look tbh:
Hope I didn't make this one too long and overwhelming, but I just love this production so damn much and feel free to ask more about it!
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Howdy! I’m the mun and you guys can call me Sharae or simply Mun if you’re more comfortable with that! I use she/her pronouns and my blog and I are 100% LGBTQIA+ friendly for any and everyone! I’m 21 years old and I’ve been roleplaying for about 5 (five) years now! I am very shy and a very nervous person. I have gotten better at being more active and talking in DMs, sending asks for fun ect. But somedays I’m just too anxious to be active. This is a me problem not anyone else’s… so please don’t think I am ignoring you or anything! Now let’s get to the rules! I don’t have many rules but I do have some “general knowledge” you need to know!
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6.I long like any length replies (except one liners)! You don’t have to match me because I know I get carried away sometimes!! As long as there is something to work on I don’t mind!! But I will admit, longer threads will take me a bit Ionger to reply back to as I’m a perfectionist when it comes to writing (and I suffer from dyslexia/CTS) shorter threads will be answered much quicker tho!
6. If able, please tag your roleplay partners url in the tags. This way if needed I can easily blacklist that tag for my comfort. My rp partners are able to roleplay with whomever they want! I don’t care who you rp with as long are they aren’t toxic or if they have anything to do in my rule 0. Iam going to be vague about this.
I was being bullied/harassed in a certain fandom for a long time (if you know you know) so I’m going to be selective as heck. I’ve also just met a few others in this specific fandom that have made me feel super uncomfortable and just made me feel like shit for DAYS. I will not be stating the peoples urls and even the fandom. But this is why I’m begging please… tag their url in the tags so if you rp with them I can blacklist. Blocking only does so much and even though they are blocked; they still come up by blacklist I won’t see them.
7. Due to be selective as heck, I’m not going follow for follow. I will only follow if I want to interact/engage with you! So If I do follow you, please feel free to reach out and talk!! I’m extremely nervous and anxious person so it will take me a minute to reach out but I promise I will! I won’t follow personal blogs (unless it’s a rp hub) and I might not follow everyone. If I don’t follow back in a week, I am probably not interested and will soft block you so you won’t be following me anymore. I’m so sorry if this comes out harsh I’m just trying to protect myself. I don’t want to be hurt anymore.
8. Over the years I've become "block happy". I will block anyone who makes me uncomfortable, toxic, if you're a rude anon or just a rude person in general. I've come to realize the block button isn't a bad thing and I have to keep my space as happy and peaceful as possible if I wish to remain on tumblr.
MORE TO BE ADDED
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GET TO KNOW THE MUN.
respond to the prompts out of character!
what made you pick up the current muse(s) you have? Hard to say. I gravitate towards obscure and tertiary characters because of the freedom that gives me to develop them beyond what we were given, but I also have some characters who have A LOT of lore (Obi-Wan, Luke, Leia, Han) because of how much information there is to pick from. I guess something else that most of my muses have in common is that they are, to different degrees, confident and passionate about whatever goals they have, no matter how different those goals might be or how different their alignments are. They might not be too sure about who they are as individuals, but they know where they stand, they know the role they play, and they're either embracing it or actively rejecting it.
is there anything you don’t like to write? There's a few. A big one is smut for the sake of smut and violence for the sake of violence, for both I need a certain amount of plotting and some kind of chemistry between the muses + understanding with the other mun of how things might go. Cheating plots are a huge no, I don't want my muses to cheat nor to get cheated on. Obviously incest, non-con, anything involving bathroom stuff in the bedroom. Also I don't enjoy writing one liners-single paragraph replies, the shortest I can give is 2 paragraphs without counting dialogue lines and even that is super rare.
is there anything you really enjoy writing? I love fleshing out dynamics that didn't exist in canon (e.g: Han and Dryden, Maulkiller and Maul, Myles and Din, Koska and Paz, Roan and Anakin, Nuru and Thrawn) or didn't get explored as much as they could have because they were more background dynamics (e.g: Quinlan and Agen, Sabé and Anakin, Garen and Obi-Wan, Medrit and Boba, Bossk and Jango, Elodore and Dooku). I also love writing the scenes in between, the things we didn't get to see but that could have led to how things went.
how do you come up with headcanons? I look at a character and focus on the gaps in the story. Be it a blank in the plot like what Sabé's family life was like for her to so quickly and happily leave them behind and never look back, or something small like what about hoi-broth makes Obi-Wan have such dire allergic reactions (it's the oxidized spices).
do you write in silence or do you play music? either with instrumental/repetitive music or with some random YouTube video (analog horror and AITA compilations are very useful for this lately) in the background. A personal favorite for writing or Under Giant Trees by Agnes Obel.
do you plan your replies or wing them? I plot them a bit. First, I figure out what my character would do and say in response to what my partner's reply said, if it's a longer reply I even do bullet points, and then I actually put it into words.
do you enjoy shipping? I love shipping. Romantic, platonic, familial. It's all awesome!
what’s your alias/name? Mica.
age? 23.
birthday? October 29th.
favorite color? Green, red, purple.
favorite song? Zombie by The Cranberries.
last movie you watched? Diary of the Dead by George A Romero.
last show you watched? The Simpsons.
last song you listened to? Ainsi Bas La Vida by Indila.
favorite food? Rice and tuna with butter and cheese.
favorite season? Spring.
do you have a tumblr best friend? I have a few. Tanya (corruptedforce), Vani (galaccias) and Luna (foundjarin) have been here since my humble beginnings. Break (mutatiio) is a more recent addition but I'm just as attached. Cato (monstarousmythos) isn't in this fandom but has put up with me through it and through so many other fandoms, and then there's Liz (nieithryn) and Viktor (@virulentmastermind) who I've been talking to a lot lately and really enjoy our conversations. Special mention to Dylan, who -while most of our interactions happen on discord- first interacted with me through Tumblr and I wouldn't be this deep into Star Wars roleplay if it wasn't for them being the first nice experience I had in this RPC.
TAGGED BY: Stolen from @nieithryn.
TAGGING: @galaccias, @corruptedforce, @d4gangera, @monstarousmythos, @mutatiio, @k4ssa, @tacticalvalor, @foundjarin.
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If something happened to beloved, do you think Terry could eventually move on and get with someone else even if it took years? Do you think it's possible for Terry to ever have a second beloved if anything ever happened to his first love?
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He would continue dating after a while, sure, because that's what men of his stature do --- they have arm candy. Situationships and relationships. No different from buying a new assessory that goes well with one's freshly tailored suit, depending of what manner of airs he's hellbent on giving off today. No different from getting a new car or a coveted art-piece for his parlour. He'd have an active sexual life, because it gives him pleasure when he requires it and because it is sport --- an extension of his power. No different from physical exercise and upkeep. Terry will seduce people, act as their financier, discard and ghost those that no longer serve his whims and rinse and repeat all over again between periods of self-insolation, yes. He'd have his bedfellows, arrangements and conquests. Terry might even become what is considered a desirable perpetual Playboy bachelor around The Valley (and further) after a long and reclusive period of mourning where nobody has seen or heard of him maybe in years, everyone assuming he's one of those workaholics fully dedicated to their professional lives in the concorporate arena, charity, entrepreneurship, expansion and moneymaking schemes, never realizing just how deep this issue goes, but in the midst of all of that I don't think another beloved would ever happen for him.
No.
Terry Silver is one of those singularly driven people that form attachments for life. Friendships for life, connections for life, gratitude for life, revenge for life, with an near unending devotion that can fester into pathological fixation. Heck, enemies and grudges for life --- he'd form those too. He has never gotten over a single thing that happened to him, ever, because Terry's in all the way or he isn't in at all, and when he falls, he falls once.
Or he doesn't at all.
Either or.
Everything after that is filler and white noise.
If asked why he never gotten married well into his old age, he might give some clever one-liner prepared as a tactical answer to cover up just how fundamentally touchy and delicate that topic is for him in actuality, turning his own pain and the unimaginable extent of it into a socially accepted quip others might find rather charming and hiding his true feelings in the process (What a good sense of humor Terry Silver has, no?) and that's Terry on a good day. On a bad one, he might just twist his jaw and fidget uncomfortably, forget to blink and not before long, people realize that asking Mr. Silver that question is uncomfortable and a bit of a taboo that serves as a definite mood killer during every gathering and high-event party he might be hosting. Last thing everyone wants is to displease their elegant and obscenely wealthy host with a taxing comment.
It is a no-go subject, that is, if anyone is astute enough to actually read Terry.
See through his masks.
Even those he dates know that much; don't ask.
Then again, the life sized commissioned oil painting, along with a barrage of other preserved personal belongings, that are rumored to be safely locked away in the storage basement of one of his mansions belonging to a certain special someone that's been down there god knows how long don't help this conclusion at all. Nobody has seen it, admittedly --- nobody that can be brought forth to confirm the story without fearing for their life or a hefty lawsuit, but --- it is in equal measure said that Mr. Silver had a prepared a very private and sprawling burial plot adjoined to someone else and that he's had it there since the 80's --- just waiting, in all its ornate and luxurious glory. It is said to be next to someone he is infinitely fond of to this day. A loved one. Nobody really knows who it is for certain. Cobra Kai is said to never die, but it appears love never dies either.
It is one of those urban legends LA thrives on.
One of the most powerful men in The Valley loves someone with all his soul.
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Life Of The Party
Stranger Things Masterlist | Full Masterlist
Summary: You were never really one to party, but when it came to taking a break from work and partying with your friends; you thought it might be a nice change. You and your boyfriend - Steve Harrington - decide to attend a party hosted by someone you two knew in middle through high school.
Notes:
Y/N/N: Your Nick Name
Y/E/C: Your Eye Color
Dustin -> your younger brother
Warnings:
Language
Underage Drinking
Steve Harrington x-reader
Cartoons could be heard from the kitchen as Steve and I cooked some breakfast. Dustin erupted in a fit of laughter at one of the character's one liners. My boyfriend glanced at me, shaking his head at Dustin's little immature giggle. "Hey, could you grab me a fork?" I gestured towards the drawer beside the empty dishwasher.
Steve reached over and grabbed a fork, handing it back to me. He kissed me on the cheek as he set some waffles onto a plate. The phone began ringing from the wall closest to the kitchen. I handed the spatula to Steve so I could answer the call. "Hello?" I answered. "Y/N/N! Love, it's Jenny!" my old friend greeted.
Jenny and I have known each other since middle school. Both of our mother's were in a book club which led to Jenny and I becoming friends in the sixth grade. She had been in California for the whole summer, but now that we were two months away from college starting she decided to stay for a little bit before going back.
"Hey! I've got the Lake house for the weekend, which never happens," she spoke, "So, I thought that hosting a little get together would be the perfect idea." I looked at Steve who had decorated Dustin's waffles with loads of whipped cream and some strawberries.
The two of them sat side by side, trying not to get any toppings on the sofa; my mom would kill me if she spotted a new stain. I smiled at them before bringing my attention back to the call. "Um, tonight?" I asked. "Yes tonight, silly," Jenny replied.
"I don't know, Jen. Steve and I have an early shift at Scoops tomorrow, and...." I began. "Oh, c'mon. You've been working all summer," she interrupted.
With a little more convincing from Jenny, I thought it might be nice to take a break. Dustin was planning to hang out at the Wheelers, so why not? Both boys had finished the plate of waffles by the time I had finished the very loud conversation with Jenny. She was definitely one of my wild friends. "Who was that?" my boyfriend questioned.
He got up from the patterned couch with my brother following shortly after. Steve cleaned off the dish and set it into the dishwasher. "You remember Jenny, right?" I said, dropping the phone on its stand. He popped a strawberry in his mouth and nodded his head.
"Isn't she the one who got married to her boyfriend the minute she graduated?" Steve said, voice muffled from eating the pieces of fruit. I rolled my eyes and stepped into the kitchen. My young brother reached over and closed Steve's mouth.
Steve pushed him towards the living room. However, Dustin remained standing. He had kept his attention on the two of us when he heard Steve's comment about my friend's early marriage. "Wait, what?" Dustin asked, mouth full of whipped cream.
Steve set a hand on Dustin's face, softly pushing him back into the living room once again; this time my brother abided. "Yes, that's Jenny," I replied, "and her and David are no longer together." Steve nodded and closed the lid to the strawberry container. He put it on the top shelf of the fridge. "She invited us to her lake house tonight. She's having a little get together," I stated.
"Something tells me that Jenny won't be throwing a little get together," Steve commented, winking. He shut the fridge door and leaned against the counter with his arms crossed. "Wait, we've got that shift at scoops tomorrow," he pointed out, "I'm pretty sure Robin would kill us if we backed out."
He had a point. The two of us had called out on our last shift, because Steve decided to take me on a spontaneous trip to the lake ironically . "It'll be fine. We've worked almost every day this Summer. We need a break, Steve," I said, standing in front of him with my hands resting on the edge of the granite counter.
He looked back at Dustin who made himself comfortable on the couch yet again. Our sassy orange cat - Mews - was perched behind Dustin's curly head. "What about him?" Steve motioned.
"I'm pretty sure Dustin can take care of himself. He's going to the Wheeler's tonight anyways," I replied.
I haven't always been a big fan of parties, but in this instance it gave me an excuse to let loose a little and hangout with some old friends. "Alright, but if I hear one comment from Jenny about her divorce; we're out," Steve stepped towards me, hand pressed on the counter; trapping me between him and the middle island.
"Hey! No PDA!" Dustin exclaimed. "I didn't even kiss her!" Steve shouted back. I chuckled and went to resume my breakfast making.
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(Later that night, third person view)
Jenny's lake house was crowded with people, all filling the inside and porch area of the vacation home. Jenny was infamous for never hosting a little party. Y/N may had had a few drinks too many; Steve on the other hand, not so much.
Jenny danced beside the Henderson girl with her hands up in the air just as a song by The Go-Go's erupted, which was one of Jenny's favorite bands.
Steve kept a firm watch on his drunk girlfriend while she had the time of her life. David - Jenny's ex-spouse- had shown up uninvited, every once and awhile conversing with Steve about some random topics.
David wasn't the best guy in the world. He only cared about how much money his family made rather than the keeping focus on the people around him. Steve looked up and noticed Y/N begin to wander around the large living room.
He excused himself from the conversation with David. He fleetly made his way to his girlfriend. "Stevie!" Y/N threw her arms up in a joyous action. "Hey, I've got a great idea," Steve wrapped an arm around her, "Why don't we take a little trip to the car, yeah?" She gazed up at him with affection in her Y/E/C eyes, completely ignoring his statement.
Steve had been guiding her to the car in front of the packed house. He made sure to keep a grip on her, hoping she wouldn't stumble down the brick stairs. "Hey! I was having," Y/N hiccupped, "Such a....good time." Steve chuckled slightly and dropped his arm from her shoulders, bringing her over to the passenger seat.
"I know, Y/N/N."
Y/N plopped down in the passenger seat with a smile on her face. Steve reached over and buckled her in, Y/N quickly planting a kiss on his face; aiming for his cheek, but kissed the corner of his lips instead.
His cheeks remained a light shade of pink while sitting down in the drivers seat. It was quiet between the two of them with only the slight hum of the radio and Y/N occasionally laughing.
Steve happened to glance over at Y/N when he stopped at a red light. Y/N's fingers began running over her brows. "What're you doing?" he chuckled softly. He noticed that she was stroking her eyebrows. "Are you petting your eyebrows?" he said.
"They're so soft," she giggled.
A wide smile appeared on the boys face at his girlfriends silly actions. Y/N began laughing even harder when she caught sight of his grin. Soon, Steve pulled into the driveway of the Henderson household.
Luckily for the couple, neither Y/N's brother or mom were home which meant no roadblocks. A few minutes passed and Steve had 'successfully' made it Y/N's bedroom.
He did have to stop a few times given that Y/N kept showing Steve all of the pictures that decorated the walls, even though he had seen all them millions of times. Steve had helped Y/N out of her jeans and t-shirt, trading it for a matching pj set.
She lazily slipped on a dark green sweater, shoving off the wool socks Steve had put on. He grabbed a damp cloth from the bathroom and knelt down in front of her. "I need to take your makeup off," Steve began to wipe the mascara off her face.
She smiled at him as he was nice enough to clean her face. Steve knew that Y/N would be pissed if her skin began to break out.
Steve draped the cloth over the laundry basket so it could dry. He cleaned up the girl's room and helped her lay down. Steve kissed her on the forehead before going to lock the front door. "Where are you going?" Y/N's voice was soft, expecting Dustin to be sleeping in the other room.
"Gotta go lock the door."
Y/N slowly nodded. Her head sunk into the pillow underneath her head. She pulled the comforter up so it covered her shoulders. Steve locked the front door, pulling the curtains over the front door's window. He strolled down the hallway with his eyes catching sight of some pictures of him and Y/N.
Mrs. Henderson had insisted to include pictures of the two of them, claiming that Steve was officially apart of the family. The corners of his lips rose at the memory. He changed into a pair of sweatpants he had left at the house.
Steve laid down beside Y/N after looking over the room to see if there was anything out of place. He grinned as Y/N leaned back so she was against his chest. Steve lightly kissed her cheek just as her eyes began to drop.
Taglist: @midnightstar-90 @ramaalkayyali @b-ritney @nix-rose
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Chaotic Card 14- Maglax
Crafted by the mad scientist Mommark, and drawn by Adrian Barrios, Etienne St.Laurent, Maglax is a Powerful front liner who could be a bit bulkier Energy wise, but isn’t bas as long as you can heal him up with Mugic or Card abilities.
Stat Spread:
Courage: 60-80
Power:50-70
Wisdom:15-35
Speed:20-40
Energy:35-45
Mugic Counters: 0
Elements:
Fire
Air
Earth
Water
Ability:
Earth 5 let’s Maglax deal extra damage in an Earth focused attack deck, so pair in him with Crawsectus.
Playstyle:
His energy is a little concerning. Average in DoP it’s now low, but a Battlegear to boost it up would be helpful. As well his Wisdom is incredibly low. So maybe a Battlegear to boost that as well. But what does it matter, increasing a Discipline? He has 2 good ones and you’re not putting him into a Wisdom based deck. While that is true you might be playing against a Wisdom based deck, and will take more damage from their Attacks.
There are different kinds of attacks, and the Elemental attacks are straightforward; if you have x element, you deal x more damage. if your Creature has x element five, then you deal even more damage.
Then there is Discipline focused Attack decks, where all of your creatures have a high number in the Discipline. Know that no Discipline is better than another, but for the purposes of his post I’ll stick with Wisdom, as it is Maglax’s weak point.
There is the base damage that every Attack does. You play the Attack, you deal the base damage.
Then, for a Wisom Attack deck, you have Wisdom Checks, Wisdom CHallenges, and Wisdom Failures.
A Wisdom Check is seeing if the Creature playing that attack has that score or higher. If they do, they deal damage. Stat Check Wisdom 50: deal 5 damage, means your wisdom needs to be 50 or higher.
A Wisdom Challenge is when you look at the Wisdom of the Creature playing the Attack, and the Wisdom of the Creature getting attacked. If your Creature’s Wisdom is higher than theirs by the amount stated, you deal damage. Challenge: Wisdom 15 means that the attacking creature needs to have 15 more Wisdom than Maglax. whose Wisdom is already incredibly low.
A Wisdom Fail is when you look at the opponent’s Creature only. If their Wisdom is below the amount on the card, they take damage. Typically there is 3 on the Stat Fail cards, so that the lower the Wisdom, the more damage is taken.
Wisdom Fail 100: deal 5 damage
Wisdom Fail 50: deal 5 damage
Wisdom Fail 25: deal 5 damage
In the case of Maglax, all Wisdom Challenges done to him will pass and he takes damage, and he will take all the damage (15 total plus the base damage) from Wisdom fail cards. If you have an average number in a stat, it’s fine. But a low Wisdom like Maglax or low Courage like Attacat leaves them vulnerable to that kind of team matchup.
So, while overall Energy does seem nice, giving Maglax a Battlegear that boosts his Wisdom means he is more durable in the long run. Just heal him to keep him up longer.
Biography:
Not much is known. He was created by a Overworld Scientist, Mommark. One of the few creations (yes there is multiple) that didn’t run away and actually protect the other experiments at Castle Mommark. However, with his low Wisdom, he is easily duped into letting trespassers in. So...kind of like Igor, if Dr. Frankenstein made his assistant.
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NAME: Alana
PRONOUNS: She/Her
MUSES: A few??? Okay, so, so many. But my current hyperfixation is my Wednesday muses.
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: I'm easy breezy, either tumblr IM's or discord. I do forget to reply sometimes though. I don't mean too, but its like I plan a response in my head and forget that I didn't actually send it.
EXPERIENCE: 15-17 years (ewww)
BEST EXPERIENCE: I tend to have the memory of a goldfish, so it's hard to think of any. I remember my bad experiences in life better than the best experiences; but I would have to say the friends and family by choice I have met and made along the way.
PLATFORMS YOUV’E USE: Uhm, more than a couple actually - Hexrpg, various forum based rp's, discord, kik, tumblr, over text with a friend in high school, over email, wire, msn - tumblr's been the longest running one though.
RP PET PEEVS & DEAL BREAKERS: God modding is definitely a big one. Also and I might be showing my age a bit with the terminology but Mary-Sue's. I think my biggest pet peeve though is how female muses get overlooked a lot of the time in favour of male muses, like I don't care if your muses are only romantically interested in male muses, we can still do platonic/family/enemy stuff with my girlies.
PLOTS OR MEMES: Admittedly, I'm not the best at plotting. I'm good at adding onto plots if my partner has a base idea but I blank when I try to come up with plots myself honestly. I love meme's though, even if I'm 500 years behind on meme's, I love them so much.
FLUFF/ANGST/SMUT: I love fluffy or domestic/slice of life threads. Angst I can enjoy, but in small doses because I start to empathetically feel what my muses are feeling. Smut, I need to be close to and
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: I'm down for all lengths to be honest, the only thing I can't really do is one liners for more than a couple of opening posts. I always end up making it longer. I try to match my partner as a minimum though. Longer threads do take me a while though.
BEST TIME TO WRITE: Irritatingly, at night. Which sucks because I need to get up early for work and my brain is like 'I'm on a roll - let me write', next thing I know it's 1-2am and I'm up at between 5.30-6.30am on weekdays.
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES ?: Honestly? I'm not sure. I'm sure there is certain traits and qualities I share with some muses (I do have plenty muses after all), but not really sure what traits or which ones.
TAGGED BY STOLEN FROM: @shatterxdsouls
TAGGING: Anyone who would like too!
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2 Months T Update (February 13, 2023)
If you're wondering if I'm ever going to post one of these on time, the answer is no. Anyway, here's my two months update!
Just like before, I will be skipping over anything that hasn't changed and only discussing the changes that I have noticed.
My other transition logs can be found here:
Pre T
1 Month
Please check my pinned post for more info about me and why I started this blog!
CWs: eye contact (in video), discussion of menstruation, discussion of appetite and disordered eating.
(If I’ve missed any content warnings that I should include, please let me know and I will add them in).
Facial Hair
Prior to starting T, I already some darker hairs around my upper lip. It's hard to tell for sure, but I believe I not have slightly more in that area. It's still not very noticeable, especially at a distance. Here are some comparisons, with the first image in the set being pre T and the second being now (2 months on T).
Menstrual Cycle
In my pre T post, I mention that I struggle with chronic pain, and that I get a flare whenever I get my period, with the first day being the worst. I started a new pain medication around three months ago that has lessened those flares enough for me to be functional during them.
For my second period on T, things started to change. This time around, I did not have any extra pain while on my period (at least, not enough for me to be able to tell in addition to my usual pain). That being said, I did have a much longer period than usual, with a much much lighter flow. It was light enough that I could go through a whole day without bleeding through a liner, but my period itself did last for three weeks. I talked to my doctor about this and she did say that this is something that can happen, so there isn't any need for concern.
I know having a month long period sucks, but considering my usual pain when I'm on my period, I honestly would rather have longer, lighter periods with no pain than more "normal" ones with pain.
Acne
I have once again noticed a slight increase in acne. It still is within the realm of a normal breakout for me, but I might try switching up my skin care routine if it gets much worse*. If anyone has any tips let me know, lol.
(*note: I fully believe that acne is a neutral feature and is not inherently bad. It only becomes an issue if it starts negatively affecting you; for example, if it becomes painful. I personally struggle with BFRBs, and acne can be a trigger for me).
Energy Levels, Pain, and POTS
I already struggle with fatigue quite a bit, but honestly this past month was more rough than usual. I think it might be related to being on my period for a full three weeks, but I ended up taking multiple naps most days and sleeping odd hours in general. This isn't completely unusual for me, but I haven't had it to that extent in a while.
As for pain and POTS symptoms, I haven't noticed a difference. I did faint once, which is not common for me, but it was in a controlled environment (medical testing).
Appetite
I have noticed a bit more of an increase in my appetite. It isn't that big of a difference, but I am more consistently eating 3 meals a day, sometimes with snacking in between.
Voice
I'm starting to notice more of a difference in my voice. While still not too bad, my voice has been cracking more than usual lately. I'm unable to pretend-scream as easily as I was before (I get dramatic when playing video games), and I also am struggling more when singing in the car lol. That being said, no one has mentioned noticing a difference in my voice other than one of my partners, who I showed a direct comparison to my pre T voice.
[Video description: A waist high video of Asher talking to the camera. End video description.]
[Video transcript: "Hi, my name is Asher, and this is my voice 2 months on T."]
Other
In my last update I mentioned that I'm planning on switching to taking injections due to a reaction I had to the gel. I have not switched yet (gotta wait for insurance stuff), but I have started rotating the application area more than I had been previously and it has helped a bit. By my next update, I will be on injections.
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Episode 11 reactions! Much delayed but here they are.
We are fifteen minutes in and Emily’s already crying. This is gonna be so fine and such a good thing for my mental health tonight huh.
“I am big. And I am bad” “But so am I now.” I’m gonna SOB
Red and the Wolf’s relationship is so important to me actually.
“No, stop, in reference to what?!” Brennan fully pulling them out of this very intense scene because he’s had it with Beardsley’s shit and he needs them to explain this one goddammit.
At some point when I’m not sleep deprived and stressed out of my mind I am going to do a mini character analysis on why Ylfa loves secrets because I think if I poke at it for long enough there’s something there.
Ylfa introducing him as Death 🥺
HASHTAGPONDLIFE
Does anyone have more info on the sword?
Mech? Destroyed. Pig? Eaten. Death? Totally chill, he likes a bit of defiance!
Impeccable use of a disguise kit. The wolf loves his fun little blond ombre patch.
Mer-King mention we are getting closer and closer to the little mermaid
Which hopefully means we are also getting closer to more Cinderella interactions!
Rumplestiltskin lore?
Oh fuck oh god so it’s the baron’s fault Marienne and Greenleigh fell??? Snowhold sent giants to defeat Marienne because Tomas denied the council of kings, and I don’t think there was a chance in hell any greenleigh royalty would join…
Restoring order and decency. I mean this completely seriously that is chilling.
Snow White Necromancer?? Ok sick
Conniving pig working with the faeries ugh
So everyone is working towards something that they think is good and true and actually it’s all just different layers of fucking over other people.
Jack. Jack the Giant Killer. Jack who is no longer Mother Goose’s son. Oh no. Oh oh no.
I really hope Brennan is going to involve the actual original Snow Queen tale, it’s fucking fascinating and she’s just been mentioned so I have hope.
Babe wake up new Plug’s Butt Ugly Stuff Hut just dropped
Ooooooohohoho do we get to go to Toy Island where it’s just Boys boys and nothing but boys being their beautiful selves and living their best lives ☺️
“I might just walk to snowhold by myself.”
Bubblegum and whiskey, new favorite drink ig.
Murph and Zac in perfect unison incredible
Goose and Gerard being actual adult friends is so nice.
Full five seconds of horrified silence after “hey wolf… how do you like to have sex?”
One day you will die.
DOES THE WOLF KNOW BABA YAGA IS THAT WHATS ABOUT TO HAPPEN
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Fucking love the Baba Yaga cannot wait to meet her.
What the fuck kind of favor could the deity of death owe to the oldest witch oh god
Ally is just murdering Brennan with the one liners today
The Baba Yaga canonically plays ukulele in the Neverafter. Okay. Hate that. But sure.
Jam sesh :)
Gander being creeeeepy
Never mind he’s just Hannah Montana
Girls, boys, bubble gum and toys, and a whoooole lotta whiskey
“Let’s not just sell our souls instantly” says Brian Murphy, player of Cody Walsh.
Fun older cousin type shopping spree!!!
Zac and Murph in confused unison once again
Hand knit training bra from the baba yaga
The commitment to the bit from ALL OF THEM I love that Brennan just fully accepted it and went with it
RETURN OF THE ADULT SLEEPOVER
The wolf still has the wig yay
Pib and Ylfa friendship so important to me
PIB DEVELOPMENT I’m so glad he had that conversation with the wolf.
Snowball fight 🥺
He said seal skin and my ears pricked up, if there are selkies… I will lose it
Oh this is part of ze bit. I see. Zis is funny because she is ze one who has not worn ze crown.
“Is everyone okay” what an insane thing to ask in this situation
Oh this is a story I’ve never even heard, this is fascinating.
Episode Trailer Reactions:
ELODY?????
Emily’s outfit is so good
Dead princes continue
Evil witch laughter. Neat.
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👖 Are you a planner, plantser, or pantser? Is it consistent?
💖 What do you like most about your own writing?
🤔 What is the hardest part of writing fic?
Had to google that first one lol. Definitely a platser.
I know who my characters are what their initial motivations are, and for longer fics I tend to plan plot points or even go a bit into detail on what happens in each chapter, but more often than not the fic takes a mind of its own and I ended up writing something different or adding more chapters.
I write funny one-liners sometimes, make myself chuckle. I think my dialogues are pretty fun and true to the characters as well.
Hardest part of writing is finding the motivation to start (normally after I start I'm good to go for a while, it's starting that's the problem). To be fair, they might just be a general problem of my life. Also, it's hard not to compare myself to other writers with more kudos and comments and all (I know it's stupid, but it happens).
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what do we mean when we say "our writing styles won't mesh"? what's a writing style in rp anyway??
As always, anyone is welcome to chime in on this one; this is very much just my personal take on things. When it comes to roleplayers, we have a lot of different ways of writing with each other, and a lot of different reasons for writing in all the ways that we do. In other words, a writing style is hard to define because everyone's is a little bit different.
I'm going to use myself as an example:
As a roleplayer, I gravitate towards people with longer replies. I enjoy reading about what my partner's muse is thinking as much as I do about what they're muse is doing. I write to build a story with another person, so I look for people who seem to be writing complex plots that take time. I'm also a bit of a stickler when it comes to grammar and punctuation, so I tend to gravitate away from people who don't capitalize and/or don't use a lot of complete sentences.
For me, my personal writing style isn't likely to 'mesh' with roleplayers who:
- do one-liners
- put their muses' actions in asterisks
- seem to reply back and forth very quickly for hours at a time
- put too much emphasis on the visual aesthetic of their words
And that's not to say any of those methods are wrong or lesser or anything like that. No one is right or wrong for how they choose to write. If it makes you happy, then there's nothing wrong with how you're doing it. The whole point of roleplaying is to have fun, after all.
That said, I've written roleplays with people who did all of the above 'not for me' things I just mentioned. And I enjoyed them. Not all of them lasted, but I've had too many experiences where my 'first impression' turned out to be wrong - so I don't generally like to tell anyone 'no' - not on a first thread. You never know what you might be turning down.
So, I know I rambled a bit there at the end, but does that help at all, Anon? I can try to go into more detail if you have more questions, or we can see if anyone else would like to offer their thoughts, too.
~ Mod MJ ~
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On your Hatchett's Quarry post: I remember a scene with Jacob near the end (chapter 10 I think??) where he's crying alone in the woods about how he wishes he could say (to emma I think? he just says 'you' but it's safe to assume) he was sorry, and he just wanted one more night at camp, so I definitely think he feels some guilt for what happened. I wish we'd gotten some time with them after the end so we'd have a chance to explore everyone's characters after the choices they made, either scripted or player-chosen
Hi yes, I completely forgot this message was in here-- forgive me I was caught up in writing yet again.
I've seen the footage of that and while that is a good solo performance of the actor, and it gives a bit more on the psyche of that particular character, I guess what I was looking for was something a little more substantial. Jacob and Emma are basically filling the roles of Mike and Jessica from UD where they're separated at the very beginning of the conflict and don't reunite until much later. Both UD and Quarry could have benefitted from the ability to make the characters interact more or even being allowed to choose which characters you want to control for a chapter-- who knows? It might be a long shot but I would enjoy these style of games with that level of choice.
That's sort of why I find a lot of Supermassive Games interesting; because they can really make you care about these characters with so little, and it leaves you desperately wanting more. Even with titles I found frustrating to play like Little Hope the setting and characters were enough to keep me invested-- but considering these games are more like interactive movies than actual games if you don't enjoy a particular group of characters or find the story itself disagreeable, then you essentially have a bad 60 dollar movie. With longer titles like UD and the Quarry which are closer to 10/12 hours of play time versus 5/6 hour jaunts with Man of Medan, Little Hope, and House of Ashes-- to get more of that character depth, the actors have room to get a feel for their roles.
They're great little character-driven stories where it still feels like you're playing as a character versus playing as yourself. Lee from the Walking Dead Video Game comes to mind as another great self-insert player character, but a lot of his options are more designed to reveal how you, the player thinks versus how Lee would operate in a day-to-day scenario. Even characters we only play for a fraction of a second in the Quarry feel like real people with goals and ambitions.
Unlike say the works of David Cage another oddball in this highly specific genre of "playable movie with occasional button mashing" I don't really feel invested in the characters. I don't. Even in his most emotional work-- Heavy Rain, and Beyond Two Souls the characters never felt like people I could relate to or sympathize with-- their reactions felt totally floaty and alien but not in any real artistic way.
While I will say the Supermassive games suffer a bit from the MCU/Joss Whedon sin of undercutting tension with lame one-liners. I feel like it's more appropriate given that the characters in most of SMGs games are normal people with no powers or ability to cope except with jokes.
And I realize this is me pretty much rambling at this point as to why I enjoy character-driven storytelling, but it's my blog and I'm allowed to.
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