#mid-argument with my bf ill be like ''omg off topic but i caught a legendary fish in stardew today are u proud of me 🥺''

[sugared-violets]

i get so embarrassed talking to people on here sometimes because the way i "talk" when making a post is SO radically different than how i reply to messages or asks or whatever. like ill literally post "ugh i wanna kill myself so bad and my fucking boyfriend made me cry again today" and then thirty seconds later one of my Darling Mutuals will reply to one of my posts or I'll get an anon ask and immediately switch to "omg you're so sweet ❤❤❤ thank u!!!!"

i have two personalities, one is called Depression and the other is Gay And Effusive

#to be fair this is literally how i am irl #mid-argument with my bf ill be like ''omg off topic but i caught a legendary fish in stardew today are u proud of me 🥺'' #or talking to my best friend ill go ''oh yeah so im ending the semester early bc im too suicidal to do my claswork.'' #''anyway how was ur day?? did u finish that one project yet omg'' #i am constantly doing mental gymnastics #this is probably also a depression+adhd Combo Special #dani.txt