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Opnieuw op stap door Lier

Opnieuw op stap door Lier

Met deze video neem ik je opnieuw mee  naar Lier.We kijken naar het Park, historische gebouwen, het water en nog veel meer…Veel plezier met deze video 😉Als je mijn video’s leuk vindt zou ik het fijn vinden moest je een duimpje omhoog geven en abonneren op mijn Youtube-kanaal 😉 *Alle rechten, exclusief de muziek op deze video, behoren toe aan Michael Grieve Muziek:…

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[arttuff]

slowly learning how to use ms paint again

#dc comics #dc #booster gold #michael jon carter #jli #justice league international #this is a boostle post he is grieving #sorry booster. have u tried therapy? #ms paint #boostle #blue and gold #blue & gold

[unfavorableangel]

"gone. im sorry to say. exterminated by my father like everyone else."

"like everyone else."

no but the way michael says that, it sounds like adam was so special, and he can't believe adam would be killed along with the rest of humanity.

#midam #supernatural #spn #he was GRIEVING #also how no one brings adam up again after? #MICHAEL DESERVED TO GRIEVE HIM MORE #ik jake wouldve given the performance of a lifetime given the chance

[dannybobany]

Fnaf au where William figures out how to actually resurrect cc and then the aftons just have to live with that— not only is cc undead now but dad is freaking victor Frankenstein !! (like, literally, I imagine William discovered how to harvest remnant from recently deceased corpses rather then killing anyone himself, thus the mci doesn’t happen and Charlie doesn’t die either)

They just have to pretend this is normal and fine

#I imagine it’s especially awful for cc and Micheal I mean #think about how odd that is for cc #most of him are the original parts but many internal organs had to be replaced #the parts that become unusable quicker.. #he looks the same on the outside but he knows the difference. he knows something is very different #furthermore he wouldn’t age normally #if he ever wanted to look older he’d have to add new parts.. new bones and skin #and I imagine that’s a disturbing prospect for him so he’d avoid it at all cost #trapped in an unageing body for presumably eternity #and then theirs Micheal #while the whole family grieved Michael’s grief was in tandem with guilt #he killed his brother- it’s his fault this happened #but then he just.. came back.. as if it didn’t happen? how is Micheal supposed to be ok with that #how can you ever reverse the death of someone in your mind when you’ve already lived the grief? #I wonder how this would effect Williams relationship with his family #Clara I’m sure would be upset with him for not telling her #like he was digging up corpses and experimenting with forces beyond human comprehension #and he didn’t think for even a second “maybe I should tell my wife??” #she’s worried she’s not getting the full story- that’s it’s worse then he’s telling her #and I think Williams relationship with his kids would change too #Elizabeth could go either way but maybe she’d side with him #she in her naivety would believe that it’s a good thing #cc is alive! isn’t that what matters? didn’t you miss him? aren’t you happy he’s back? #I’m gonna cap this here #I’ve been going on too long

[muzzleroars]

I imagine that V2 shuts down before Michael finally dies himself.

Here's kind of what I'm imagining:

Michael and V2 are sitting together in the middle of a lush forest. sunlight falling through the leaves gently.

V2 is resting his head on Michael's shoulder and then Michael notice that V2 starts leaning on him a bit more then usually. So Micheal nudges V2 and V2 doesn't respond. Michael connects two and two and realizes what has happened. So Micheal sighs and leans bit more towards V2 before closing his own eyes for one last time.

Raphael is the one to find them peacefully sitting in the sunlight, Michaels flowers haveing encompassed them both with the most brilliant flowers Micheal has ever had. Flowers so beautiful they rival that of Edens. But instead of immediately breaking down at this realization Raph just accepts the situation, sitting down himself so he can have a moment to process this himself before he goes to tell Gabriel Uriel and v1. Michael is no longer suffering. And Michael has become the beautiful garden he's always wanted to be.

THE WAY IM BREAKING DOWN UUUWWAHSGGHHH....to think of them getting this far, both of them likely barely able to function at that point. they move slowly when they can and spend so much of their time still in nature, in a world so many call collapsed but filled with plenty for them, a private space that seems to span infinitely. they speak so quietly now, long stretches between them where they both forget who they are, forget what they are to each other and what their lives have been, locked in silence as their minds fail. everything is deteriorating, the static is growing louder and louder, and a haze is fuzzing all their memories, yet meaning ebbs back in every now and then. they know they will go soon, go to wherever a computer and an angel can go when they die. they are threadbare in body and mind, only the love remaining as v2 finally flickers out beside michael. and he remembers, for just a moment, his days as a psychopomp. maybe if he goes right now too, if god or nature or his own body sees fit, he can meet v2 before it's too far gone from him. wait, just a moment for him. and his soul, what's left of a light that's been dying for years, burns out at that final, lucid thought. he's happy he could have it.

and i HUGELY hugely agree with raphael's reaction here - while raphael is by far the most sensitive of the bunch, the grief of michael has run its course, he knew this day would come and they had all found their peace in it. i think raphael would see the glorious flowers blooming from them and know they are somewhere, no longer suffering in their bodies but beyond to a place he doesn't know. maybe they're just in those flowers (there's so many reds and purples), in the forest around it, but they are somewhere, at least to him. he remembers speaking with michael so often in his heavenly garden, and how he once expressed his body feels as though it should be in the ground feeding these plants, like every part of him knows it is dead and it longs to go home. and so he is happy, even if he will cry eventually, right now he is happy. michael is home, and v2 is with him wherever that is. he won't disturb this place either, no caring for it or trying to preserve it - michael spoke often on how he was a part of something so much bigger than himself now, and raphael respects his place in nature. this is the end they both came to, on their own with no one else to guide them, and to try to change anything about it now would be to intrude on their final moments.

#but then all of them visiting their grave together uwaahhhh #i think gabriel would grieve most openly (angels of treachery! so sad all the time!) #uriel would want to take some clippings i think. a couple flowers they can grow #and raphael approves since he believes mike would want that too #while v1 just stares and stares and stares without saying anything #it FEELS something...but it just doesn't know what #cake answers #michael #v2 #raphael #character death cw

[aziraphales-lawyer]

What did they do to his curls...

#im grieving #GRIEVING HIS CURLS RN #NO ONE TALK TO ME #good omens actors #michael sheen

[kitkatt0430]

Benjamin Sisko is an amazing man, but it's still hilarious that so many people to fixate on him as their personal rival.

Dukat, Eddington, and Solok are the most notable three. And all three all wind up completely changing their personalities to revolve around one-upping Sisko and he winds up beating them anyway.

After Dukat destroys his career, he re-fashions himself into what is essentially the Emissary of the Pah-Wraiths. He's always been fixated on Sisko to some degree, but the final season takes it up to eleven.

Eddington becomes fed up with his career and projects his frustrations on to Sisko, re-imagining their relationship to be one where he's the noble criminal and Sisko the evil, relentless enforcer. But reality was never going to conform to his imaginings.

Solok, the Vulcan who was so obsessed with one-upping Sisko that he also developed an obsession with baseball. He drags his crew into it. He taunts Ben with it, makes things personal in a way the other two can't. In part because Solok is so incredibly petty. The other two are so grandiose in their methods, but Solok takes the petty route every time.

#kitkatt0430 rambles #deep space nine #ds9 meta #fandom meta #star trek meta #benjamin sisko #dukat #michael eddington #solok #anyway guess who just watched the baseball episode #worf's battle cries for baseball chatter is all the more hilarious knowing he played soccer as a kid #he knows what human sports are like #he's just having fun with it and it's great especially coming off the previous episodes where he's been grieving for jadzia

[calsvoid]

saw one of coleydoesthings’s posts on instagram and it’s about the pain of remembering your ship will only ever be friends in canon and then i remembered how seblaine aren’t even friends in canon

#glee #seblaine #blaine anderson #sebastian smythe #they grieved their friendship and i grieve their friendship #i’ll be normal one second #and then i think about how maybe they envisioned futures that involved each other #only for their friendship to fall apart #their friendship was only like three months too (BARELY) #like michael week was late january/early february depending on how you see it #(i think that the episode started the last couple days of january and crossed into february) #so like their friendship ended like a week before their three month mark #i’m not okay

[princemick-archive]

germans and their first wins with ferrari and affiliated teams

#listen....stfu let me grieve #f1 #formula 1 #f2 #formula 2 #michael schumacher #sebastian vettel #mick schumacher #kyle.gif #f1edit #fer.schumi #fer.seb #prema.mick #PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT PAT

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Park in de overgang

Park in de overgang

Een wandeling door het Vrijbroekpark in de overgang ,naar de herfst.Veel plezier met deze video 😉Als je mijn video’s leuk vindt zou ik het fijn vinden moest je een duimpje omhoog geven en abonneren op mijn Youtube-kanaal 😉 *Alle rechten, exclusief de muziek op deze video, behoren toe aan Michael Grieve Muziek: https://www.epidemicsound.com/referral/0ufg0p/Camera: Gopro hero 8 blackMicro: Rode…

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[ajokeformur-ray]

I try really hard not to be all "I could fix him" about Michael Langdon but honestly in this case, it's true - love would have fixed him! And that's the tragedy.💔

#i'm never gonna be done loving or grieving him #michael langdon

[adammilligan]

i know that spn has always been inconsistent when it comes to power levels but i think it's so genuinely funny how they accidentally made michael ridiculously fucking powerful in 15x08. like RIDICULOUSLY ridiculously fucking powerful. the stupidly complex spell required to open the door to purgatory that even raphael apparently needed to get in there? no need for that boring shit! michael can do it with a single goddamn snap of his fingers! in handcuffs specifically designed to restrict the abilities of angels. the handcuffs that literally restricted the entirety of au!michael's power while he was in dean. his true vessel. he couldn't do a thing in those handcuffs. but no here comes michael waltzing up in just some guy from minnesota and opening a door to PURGATORY with a snap of his fingers. shit that even another archangel couldn't pull off. in the fucking handcuffs. GIRL.

#chuck was weakened during 15x08 i genuinely think that michael could've taken him. if he'd known where he was #like raphael couldn't pull that shit lucifer and gabriel never even attempted to pull that shit #and that was when they were all at FULL POWER. michael's power was literally being RESTRICTED and he OPENED A DOOR TO PURGATORY #one that lasted for SO much longer than the door in s6 #it actually kind of irritates me because it just kind of highlights how badly 15x19 nerfed him #like 15x19 was just horrible in general but nothing about it makes any sort of rational sense #if you don't look at it through the eye of michael grieving adam. regardless of shipping or whatever like that's still. his friend!!!! #and there is no reason lucifer should've gotten the upper hand like he did in that 'fight' if not for the fact that michael was like. #completely and utterly out of it #like the fluctuation in power just doesn't make sense (same with the 180 with michael's motivations from the beginning to the end of the #episode) unless it's about michael being in such mourning that it affects his ability to do literally everything #he OPENED a DOOR to PURGATORY with his POWER being SUPPRESSED in a VESSEL that's supposed to be WEAKER than his TRUE VESSEL. #i am grabbing you by the shoulders and staring directly into your eyes. think about that in the context of s6 for a minute. how raphael #didn't even come CLOSE to that level of power. it's so. grrrhrhgrhrrg #kate rambles #michael

[frosty-the-killer-doll]

theory: when the blissfield butcher came to millie's house he was planning on grooming her to be his apprentice and take on the butcher mantle when he dies

#i think they would make a cool slasher duo. like michael and corey in ends #freaky 2020 #millie kessler #blissfield butcher #the blissfield butcher #I think he was impressed. This young girl managed to take him down!! i think. he would see a lil spark in her #and millie-- still stuck grieving her father-- would come to see him as a sort of fucked up paternal figure... her mentor

[quietwingsinthesky]

prev post I don’t want to bother op with this but. that is why s5 lucifer is so good too.

#ex. hammer of the gods. I mean he’s fucking gleeful about the massacre. he’s having fun. #and then this is the same episode that ends with him in tears and breathing shakily over his brother #and there’s no one watching. this is not a performance. he is just. he’s grieving. #and idk!! compelling!!! #joke post yesterday about Lucifer crying more onscreen #but actually it was not a joke I would have killed for more moments like this #late seasons lucifer could have been redeemed for me if like. we just had scenes where he stopped for a minute. #like maybe when he hears about Raphael’s death. maybe when Chuck refuses to pull Michael out of the cage with Lucifer. #and just fucking!!!! let him mourn them in privacy!!!!!!!! #like it’s not much but that would have added a little depth to his spiral!!!!! he’s alone!!!! he’s the only one alive and free!!!! #ahhhh late seasons lucifer who is exactly the same when around the human characters or demons because he just. doesn’t care anymore. #but when it comes to Heaven. to his remaining siblings. he puts in the effort to care about them. #you know just like how much better would it have been if Lucifer was completely and utterly genuine in his attempts to create new angels #and he just couldn’t. he didn’t know he couldn’t and he finds out because he’s trying and he can’t. #nothing much has to change he can still get kicked out for ‘lying’ about being able to. #whos’s going to believe him when he says he didn’t know? #and now imagine a version of Jack & Lucifer’s relationship coming off the crux of that #Jack is the last ditch attempt at creation. the breaking point. #I’m rambling but you see it. you see it right? the desperate grasping at something he could never get back? #the way everything would clash. if he treated Jack with love. but everything else could burn for all he cared. #cause Jack was it. he tried to make angels and failed but he DID make Jack. #and the winchesters trying to keep his son away from him? turn Jack against him? he might. break. about that. #like I’m saying if you kept the basic plot structure of the final seasons and just made tiny adjustments to Lucifer’s character #not even really his actions just his motivations!!! BOOM!!!! fucking!!!!! better show!!!!!! #anyway this has been speculation with will come back at 8 and I’ll talk about the bunker being a mushroom #spn #Lucifer spn

[muzzleroars]

Hi!

So, more angst.

What would happen if Michael were to suddenly die?, maybe it was an accident, or just a straight up mystery.

How would the rest of siblings and v2 grieve?

Honestly i can see this scenario being a VERY vivid nightmare Raphael had once, that or it's a common ocurrence for him.

it's definitely something that's there for all of them, the fear that michael will just rapidly decline or be killed with how much he's working a body he no longer knows the limits of. and that anxiety is kept strong because the scares actually do keep happening, with michael suffering bouts of illness due to his overworking or seemingly for no reason at all - the latter are far more frightening, his unexplainable lapses into severe symptoms always carrying with them the fear that this is his body finally shutting down, unable to cope. so their grief teeters, hanging on every rattling breath and the foul ichor that leaks from his mouth, waiting to see if it will be needed, knowing it will be needed but just when. so his death would never exactly come as a surprise, but there is a unique bereavement that comes after watching someone be so ill for so long

gabriel, being the only fallen angel in the bunch, is very open about cursing god for this outcome, that everything he forced onto michael is what ultimately made this happen. his grief is consuming as an angel of treachery, and he is furious that after all of michael's dedication and loyalty to the point of his own detriment, it only earned him this end. this is what the extreme end of a love for god does, this is what happens when one cleaves to him and has no other anchor. he would apologize to michael, telling him how sorry he is that he wasn't there to save him when he was so far from home and taken in by his own desperation for a god who left them. he's sorry. he didn't deserve to rot like this, to end his life in pain and fear and crushing grief and hatred of the self. gabriel should have been there for him, he should have found him when he never came back because he knew only he could regulate michael's unchecked adherence to his faith. but he didn't. he stayed behind while michael tore apart his own body and soul for a god who can no longer hear him, and now he's dead because of it.

raphael wants peace for michael, weeping endlessly for him but just hoping that wherever he is, there is no suffering. that's supposed to be heaven, that's supposed to be what they were born into, but michael never found it. and truthfully, in a way, raphael is glad he finally passed, as ugly and awful as it sounds in his own mind - he watched him suffer through death, day after day, even when he wasn't actively ill or bedridden. his body was consumed by death, he watched as michael rotted away and he saw how he spent so much time in prayer, his endless recitation of psalms of contrition and sickness, his constant readings of job to seek any comfort apart from his decaying body. he implored god over and over and over, to save him and restore him, until he was so exhausted he had no choice but to sit with himself. and raphael tried to heal him, he watched michael attempting to adhere back flesh as it sloughed off, and he knew his anguish was becoming unbearable. so he's finally gone from it. even if there is no life for an angel after death, raphael almost doesn't care. just let michael be at peace, even if it means he's become nothing.

uriel had become especially close with mike in his last days, as they both greatly enjoyed silence in each other's company. in fact, uriel had sought michael out as a source of comfort, still viewing him very much as a protective big brother that kept his anxiety at bay because that had always been michael's job. and that trust meant more than michael could express, so happy he could continue to give uriel that same sense of security despite his appearance now and he greatly appreciated his company every time he sat with him in the garden. so for uriel, that comfort goes with michael. he can't leave his body, doesn't want to walk away and know that he won't see him again, so he stays beside him almost stubbornly. he cries sporadically, but often just sits by his side in silence until they have to forcefully take him away so michael can be buried in the garden he so loved. the garden they spent all that time in together. and uriel follows him out there, now just keeping by his grave. he talks to him more than he probably does anyone else for awhile, occasionally asking him for a sign that he's still listening...but it never really comes.

v2, like gabriel, reacts outwardly with a lot of anger though its reasons differ - how could michael come and love it right at the end of his life, and how could it let him? the grief is so different for v2, only ever knowing him sick with all his venerated images presenting an abstract it never met. it knew its attachment was foolish, it knew it should have shoved him off when things started to get too personal, but it was in awe of what he had gone through and survived, finding a beauty in him and a rare connection it failed to make with so many others. it wanted to save him, it told him it would, and michael began to say that he believed it. god had answered his prayers. but he was wrong, he died thinking v2 could do anything for him. and so that anger is at first misdirected at michael, demanding to know why he gave up, why he fought so hard and had promised v2 that he would live as long as it was willing to find a cure. he quit on it and left it behind even though v2 had told him over and over each time he got sick that he scared the shit out of it. didn't that mean anything to him? didn't he care? but soon it all collapses inward, v2 apologizing for letting him down, for blaming him for his own death when it saw how hard he fought with his own body every day. he had even told it how much this body wanted to die. but v2 is stuck with how it failed him like it had failed humanity. it can only really cope by fully cultivating the samples it took from him, all his plants and fungi and insects, into the same little ecosystem he once had. it keeps michael alive in some way to it, with the garden and all its generations started from those that had once lived with him. it also keeps the icon he gave it to call on him if it ever needed his help, but it hasn't spoken to it since - he never failed to come when it asked, and it doesn't ever want him to.

#v2 probably stays close to gabriel and v1 for awhile afterward #it helps both it and gabe having someone to grieve with #as v1 is very outside of this loss and it understands that #so it's good they have each other even if they find it hard to talk about openly at first #but soon they're telling each other stories about a mike neither of them knew #cake answers #michael #fallen gabriel #raphael #uriel #v2 #death cw #illness cw

[downfallofi]

The seasonal depression (if that's the right term, idk) of like. It's hitting more than it has in the last few years that I miss Christmas with a few specific people. Back in Virginia. This really started this week when I saw pictures of Adam and his wife and kids walking through the Christmas lights tunnels in Maymont and that hit me like a truck and also made me feel... softly nostalgic but since then it's been more little bits that filter in, of missing very specific small things. Places. I ran across a Simpsons quote and I remembered it whole and I just got a pang that I miss my brother Michael. And I know a lot of it is just dumb fuckin nostalgia popping up and that the past lies, and that a lot of what I missed can easily be replicated or bettered somewhere new, but. Idk. Im just really sappy and sentimental for the Christmas lights over the Maymont tunnel and wishing I could walk it with (not my brother brother) but the people I thought were brothers/people I thought would always be in my life.

#Reminder bryan you are allowed to grieve for people that are gone from your life #Even if it's because they were shitty people that you moved away from #And not ever really your brothers #Even my actual brother Michael and I havent had much relationship for over a decade #But also Adam taking his wife through the lights at Maymont #Makes me think of me and Jackie taking the same lights #And how that was one of the best dates #Best nights hell #Of my life #Abd the nostalgia sortve spiderwebs like that #Idk #Its all a bunch of dumb sappy feelings #I didnt expect to be so strong #Like I havent MISSED Christmastime in Virginia or hanging out with Adam in the last two years even #Its just #The lights #Theyre so pretty and fill me with #Wistfulness? #Hard to explain #Im not really getting whats in my head this just sounds like sentimental drivel to me #I just miss it is all #Anyway #Long tags are long #Long post nobody read