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hellhoundmaggie · 10 months

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5 comfort characters

Finally getting to this @cymatile. the notification email has been burning a hole in my inbox for weeks now and I'm glad to finally get to it!

The Beast/Prince Adam (Beauty and the Beast 1991) As a bookish autistic little girl, I of course identified very strongly with Belle. As a city kid in a small town, I still do sometimes. But as an adult, I find myself drawn to the other half of the pairing. Belle is of course a lovely young lady, and I appreciate how she only respects the Beast when he first extends respect to her. But let us face it, she is too perfect a character to be truly compelling. Beast is quite the work in progress, though, and that's what makes him so fascinating. You thrill as you watch him angst and snarl and throw his weight around -- first to frighten and threaten others, then to protect the woman he loves. You are charmed as he discovers joy and companionship, then mourn with him as he gives it up to return Belle's freedom to her. And you're just a little disappointed when he changes into a generically-handsome man, even if it does mean he and Belle get to live happily ever after. Plus, as the meme says: "I'll get that bitch a library. Bitches love libraries."

Shane (Stardew Valley) Okay, I've read all the criticisms many times. He starts out mean to you for no reason. He's a total slob and a sad sack. He never actually quits drinking. He looks like Ben Shapiro. And I gotta tell you: I cannot fault this very good chicken man for any of it. This is another guy that I feel no choice but to root for because he struggles with so many flaws. I appreciate that the game doesn't let you "fix" them for him: you only give him the help he directly asks you for. He makes the most important changes himself, and the stuff he doesn't change isn't a dealbreaker for me. Plus Shane kind of looks like my IRL spouse so I gotta love him just for that, y'know? I can't forgive him for liking gridball, though. As a nerd, jocks are my natural enemy. Sorry, I don't have a choice!

Entrapta (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power) Not a lot of people know this, but ND Stevenson called me up while he was developing the She-Ra reboot and asked for my input. I asked him, "Are you going to have a woman character with autistic coding in the show?" "Yes, we're going to have one of those," he said. "And is she going to have a special interest that few other characters in the show understand or empathize with?" "Okay, yeah." "Is she going to despair of ever finding genuine human connection and try to find solace in technology before learning that yes, there are people who care about her and value her uniqueness?" "Ooh, that's a good idea. Sure." "And can you pair her up with an angsty boy?" "I can definitely do that. Thanks, Maggie!" And that's why Reboot Entrapta is the way she is. You're welcome, everyone. 4. Wayne (Scarlet Hollow) I already post a lot about this guy, so I won't say much this time. I like him because he lets me explore the idea of being the subject of extreme passion and devotion in a way that doesn't put me in actual danger. I would never seek out that kind of relationship in real life, but love beyond proportion, beyond reason, beyond sanity is compelling in fiction. Plus he makes for some fun memes. 5. Mr. Pages (Fallen London) I love this big ol' nerd: its creative vocabulary, its book hyperfixation, and how bad it is at hiding the fact that it's not human. As soon as they put out the balance patch for Mask of the Rose, I am going to figure out how to smooch it, and you cannot stop me.

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inksinger · 1 year

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holdingagodinsidemeishard · 4 years

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I've fallen in love with a fictional character...... believe me it is so painful.... . I cry every time I see him…every fucking time….I don't know what to do….sometimes I feel everything is hopeless nothing matters….I seek mental comfort from him…always in my mind…I try to be a better person for him…I just love him so much…it is hurting me…I know…I know that I need to find real life people.... but I just can't.... I can't bring myself to like anyone….I just….maybe I need professional help… I don't know...no one will believe me If I told them what I'm going through.... they'll laugh it out saying there are many people facing harder real life problem and all…..but that doesn't mean that I'm not suffering..... not that I'm some girl who doesn't have friends and relying on fictional character for that….I have many friends and I'm even popular but I just...... I love him so much I can't breath….I have never felt this kind of feelings for anyone or anything..... this feel alone is so good..so reassuring..so hopeful...heaven like yet so painful…soul crushing..I feel like I can spend forever just with this feelings..... even it is like eves apple…even it means giving up the heaven..... I feel like I'll take this apple again and again for forever….I feel like I can reach god through this….I really hate it that I can never touch him.it is sucking my soul out…sometimes I just don't wanna live in this world because he's not in this world…I feel like I'm living just because I've responsibilities towards my parents….I'm turning into a human shell with no soul…sometimes I fear I'll have nothing left but this love in me in the end…sometimes the truth hit me so hard…tthat he doesn't exist….sometimes I think couldn't I lure him out from somewhere? with all my willpowe…with everything I've... won't the universe help me?I'll even give up my soul…iI'll give up everything just to touch his hand…won't the universe listen to me?what do I do….what do I do..I'm losing myself…ssometimes I think I need professional help but in our country...going to a psychologist for something like this..huh..I guess even the psychologist will laugh at me and just tell me to get a grip on myself….I really don't know what should I do..I don't…

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sbnkalny · 7 years

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