Thank you, Pomu!
By the time I post this, Pomu has graduated (╥﹏╥)
I want to take this time to thank her. THANK YOU POMU FOR EVERYTHING!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!!! I ALWAYS HAD FUN WATCHING YOU!!! (*´▽`*)
I tried writing this twice elsewhere but it didn’t save both times much to my dismay so I’m doing it here because it’ll save and I can add pictures.
All my sappy rambling below the cut!
I didn’t watch Pomu as much, in all honesty. Just like I don’t watch many of the vtubers I like since I don’t have time to watch streams in general. Woes of being a uni student.
But from the ones I did catch, and the clips I’ve watched, Pomu never failed to make me laugh or smile. Not once.
My favourite clip is where Pomu is reacting to a Nintendo Direct with Elira and they laugh their butts off at the casting for the Mario Movie. I’ll never forget Pomu going “CHRIS PRATT?????” and then subsequently laughing insanely alongside Elira.
I’ll also never forget when she said that the Mario Movie will be good upon seeing Jack Black lol
Another one of my favourites is where Selen is totally drunk and is playing Minecraft. Pomu is in the server and when Selen tells her that she’s stuck in Seffyna’s wool shearing farm thing machine, she just straight up leaves LMAO
When Selen says she'll have to kill the sheep she's stuck with, Pomu comes back going all NO NO. Pomu gets stuck in an attempt to help Selen, Selen kills the sheep anyway and then they break the farm in an attempt to get out and then they try to fix it.
They fix it and then Seffyna comes in and Selen snitches when Pomu ditched LOL
I love drunk Selen and I love how Pomu was practically a babysitter lmao
I love this clip so much.
I was watching Pomu’s Totsumachi, and at the end of it she mentioned that she wanted to wipe ass at Pokémon Black since she was doing a challenge where she would beat the game with six Chandelure.
I wrote YESSSSSSSSSSS into the chat, and pretty much after I did, Pomu said “YESSSSSSSSSSSSS”! It happened twice! It felt so cool, you know?
I’m not sure if it was my comment exactly but I’m going to pretend it was. Delulu is the Solulu, my friends.
Speaking of the Totsumachi, I was there for when Pomu talked to Vivi! I honestly didn't know too much about Vivi, I saw a few clips here and there but I really like her now after this!
They talked about Gaia Online at the very end, and Pomu mentioned how she wanted to try and log back into her old account. I heard of Gaia Online but I never played it. I played Moshi Monsters, Poptropica and Secret Builders as a kid. I'm old, I know lol
My interest was piqued and I made myself a Gaia Online account. It’s so early 2000’s, I love it. Reminds me of the old internet, it was much more happier and fun.
Feel free to friend me if you have an account.
I actually watched the entirety of the stream where she played Pokémon Black, and I’m so glad I was able to be there to see her complete the challenge! She beat the Elite 4, N and Ghetsis with six Chandelure! It was so entertaining and honestly nerve wracking to watch!
The RNG at one point was so bad, Stone Edge never missed and Flame Body never hit lol
It was a lot of fun.
As you can see, I sent Pomu a super chat! I have this tradition where I send one to those who are graduating as a final goodbye and to show my support for one last time.
I did it with Pikamee, Mysta, Mika and now…Pomu. The list keeps growing...
Why does every person I like leave ;;
I also became a member! I wasn’t going to initially, but I wanted to show my support and use emotes for the first and last time. I joined the lowest tier at first, but decided I wanted the Member Wallpapers, so I upgraded.
I managed to get them all, which I’m really happy I did! Pomu’s membership got paused after her graduation so there’s no way to access any of the perks anymore.
For Pomu's graduation stream, I caught all of the Crab Game with Niji EN and the final part. One of the reasons I sent the super chat in the Pokemon Black stream was because I wasn't sure if I would be able to catch the graduation stream at all.
It started at 3:30am for me and I had no idea how long it would go for. I'm a bit surprised it went for 10 hours, but I'm glad it did because I was able to watch a bit of it at the very end!
I think it's better I sent the super chat in the Pokémon Black stream, since I love Pokémon and Pomu! It feels more special to me.
I think graduations only prove how fast time flies and how one day, the people I like to watch will go too. I know its bound to happen and it is a part of life but still...it hurts to see those who you like to watch go.
I remember waking up one morning and seeing the notice of Pomu graduating, I went "WHATTTTTT??? POMU???? NOOOOOOOOO". I really didn't think she would graduate, but it was right there. People were sad, and I didn't know how to feel.
I felt like I didn't watch Pomu enough or support her enough as I could have. I still feel the same way. I did show my support at the very end, but it shouldn't take a graduation. I should have showed my support from the start, or watched her more. You never know what you'll miss until its gone, I suppose.
But I can't change the past. I'm happy I was able to watch her at the very end, and that's what matters! I'm glad I could say goodbye, watch a full stream from her and have fun until the very end!
Once again, thank you Pomu! I wish you all the best in life! We're all Pomu at the very end, aren't we?
I'm going to take the PP Energy Pomu gave us and be more confident this year! I won't let you down, Pomu! I'm going to work hard to be the best person I can be.
If I could be anything like Pomu at the end, then I think I would be happy. Someone who is so kind and is like a beacon of light people go to.
Pomu was a pioneer, and I hope she knows just how much she was loved by all. We will never forget you!
OtsuPP!
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More Than Just A Hand Job
I just don't think people are catching the catastrophic event this was.
The thing is, this was Kinn and Porsche's first time as a couple, in a relationship. This was Porsche's first time having sex inside of a relationship. And for those of you that don't know, there is a huge difference between wham bam and relationship sex.
Then notice that Kinn likes to say Porsche's name. He couldn't have been doing this with the rent boys because he doesn't even kiss them. So he has been suppressing a whole hell of a lot.
It is absolutely no wonder the range of emotions we saw. They are both finally able to be uninhibited with someone they have an emotional connection with.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go watch this again. For research purposes.
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To Myself and Some People Who Might Read This
TW: sensitive topics like suicide and eating disorders and death
I had my official college graduation ceremony yesterday, and I think it's made me realize something important about life and how I feel about myself, my friends, and my loved ones.
Sometimes life gets in the way.
You can't expect everyone to be present when you need them, and it's not because they don't care, but it's because other things have to be done.
I haven't always been able to be there for my friends and family, and they haven't always been able to be there for me.
I don't believe in holding grudges, because I've seen how that can ruin relationships when my sister and I were the only children out of the four he had to attend his funeral. I believe in apologies and acknowledgement but not forgiveness.
I've grown enough as a person through medication, time, and therapy to learn that I can be okay with being unsatisfied, hurt, disappointed, etc.
On here I've made friends and made people never want to talk to me again. I had to stop being active on here for the past couple of months because I needed to focus on work and my classes, and I have yet to rekindle all the friendships I had on here.
But that's okay.
Because I've found that through the people I talk to, my family, my found family, and the friends I've made, that even if I'm alone, I just don't feel as lonely anymore.
The past four years of my time in college have been rough to say the least. I lived through the death of my dad, multiple family members being diagnosed with cancer, a week in the psych ward after a suicide attempt, multiple hospital visits, and months of residential and partial hospitalization for anorexia nervosa.
I couldn't be more grateful for the people in my life, both online and in person, that have befriended me and called me out, so I could learn to be a better and stronger person.
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