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#maybe it was another powr play like everything else she did. that one was just more subtle.
batz · 4 years
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#WOAH OK#im still in good mood i just#suddenly had a thought and a realization of how messed up something was#LIKE compared to the other somethings its wasnt AS messed up but it was still pretty messed up#it was relating to all those weird anons i got in the past year. teetering between anon hate and just general creeps#and how i knew it was my ex sending me that stuff while we were still together. idk WHY but just like. it was just something she did.#and i was thinking about that one anon i got on new years day#the one that just said the name of someone who hurt me years ago - someone who i never mentioned by name on this blog#at least like. not for YEARS#but someone i was JUST talking about w my ex at the time.#and im just so confused bc like#new years eve she hurt me. and then the morning after she decides to send another creepy anon#then get all upset with me when im reasonably confused and worried about who wouldve sent that#its so damn weird.#and i know that some people just like to hurt people and ur not rlly meant to understand why bc they just. Do That. they r just evil.#but it just confuses me bc what did she get out of it. she spent the night traumatizing me already.#why did she send the anon that just said that persons name. it confused me sure but like. didnt she get enough from waht she did 2 me?#im stil in a good mood im not necessarily SAD rn im just confused. its rlly weird to think about#maybe it was another powr play like everything else she did. that one was just more subtle.#id be fixating on this a LOT less if shed just stop harassing people about this bc then those people get mad at me#and i have to explain that im also a survivor of her abuse and they obv calm down but its still kinda brought up and i end up just#thinking about it again#idk#just having a moment#frank.txt#abuse m#delete later
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