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little-den · 10 months
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Since i finished the Baxter DLC, i think is time to put out there some scenarios, fic ideas and such i have for Gin and Baxter ✨
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Art by Nicole Zepeda in fb
Step 3
I had ideas for some moments ideas hahaha
Night/surprise date (The longer one first):
This one goes after the moment Drinks and Planning. Btw i'll skip over the logistics of some parts here but i have everything thought out hahaha
Gin wants to invite Baxter to a date, after all he invited her to dates but she have not invited him to one until now.
So...other way to plan a surprise instead of doing it at the last moment, is letting others doing it for you. So Gin ask for help of her friends to set up all she needs for that night date, a silly but cute date.
The point is to take advantage of a lot of things, Baxter having a suit and waiting for more chances to use it, having a chance to dance without spectators, Sunset bird is a quiet place at night, there is some parking lots with nice lighting.
Cove, Terri and Randy are setting up everything while Gin is passing time with Baxter so he can't suspect something (she only told him that they are going to a semi-fancy place to eat dinner later). In the late afternoon almost night she takes him to the place, asking him to close his eyes since it's a surprise the place, so when they arrive...
The date is a dinner in a parking lot hahaha But imagine something more pretty haha, a fancy table for two, nice plates, a beatiful vase with fresh white flowers (obviously they have nice meanings but i'm lazy to search which ones hahah) and some background music.
So they have a nice dinner and the chance to dance in fancy clothes in a pretty much a empty space.
Picnic
Gin has a tradition of having a picnic in poppy hill once a month, sometimes she invites other people but is mostly just her. In Baxter route Gin is planning to study overseas so maybe this picnic could be one of the last in a while.
So one afternoon just as Gin is leaving the house ready to go but Baxter is leaving his house at the same time, (both of them going like :o o:). She decided to invite him, and he changed his plans and accepted.
Photoshoot (Short one for the last):
A tour around Sunset bird together, while Gin is taking photos of everything and the ones she wanted to take of herself and Baxter joining in some of them.
Step 4
Summer Soiree again
They decide that re do their first first meeting, so they decide to go to another Summer Soiree in the country club, and even go to the lengths to obtain similar outfits and all.
(The art in this post is reference of this one)
Notes beforehand for some of the next ones:
Gin's full name is Gin Avi Ash, she barely uses her middle name in her day to day but is most common in her job setting.
Gin is manly a wedding photographer (She takes another type of photoshoots but it's not her main focus), so it's almost destined to them encountering each other in a planning of a wedding.
She has her own small studio and all.
So i have some possible reencounters for them (Also i'm a bad person and i'll stop in the fist enconter):
Job related
A couple hired Gin for when one of them proposed and both liked the photos so they want her for the wedding. Also they hire a wedding planner, who happens to be Baxter.
So all starts when a couple arrives to Baxter office and start to see all they need and when he mentions the company has already a photographer, they mentions that actually they want to work with someone else, a photographer named Avi, who worked with them in the past. He ask them to send her contact info after the meeting.
The message arrives with the photographer's contact, while he is trying to add it to his contact list, notices that he has already the contact saved, oh no, it's a number he didn't expected to contact again, Gin Ash, the charming neighbor he dated that summer in Sunset bird, the one he sweared to never see again.
He can't turn down the job, he already said yes, and that would be very unprofessional, also his company understands a lot of things but probably not rejecting a job because he didn't want to talk to someone.
So he decides to make the call hoping that Gin doesn't remember him, ignoring the fact that probably it would totally break his heart if that were the case.
Gin is busy working when the call happens so doesn't notice that the call is from a contact she never deleted. She answers and recognized him immediately but doesn't bring anything of the past up, she can't gather the courage to do that, and that being a very clear job call won't do it anyways.
He cannot escape the Holdens hahaha
I talked about this one a bit in Twitter, where i also shared a bit of Gin's sons with Cove (Maureen and Morgan for those interested)
Morgan following her mom's steps but in a different way, works as a live painter in weddings so the first time Baxter sees Morgan he thinks he looks so familiar despite he never seeing the kid before. Morgan says that probably he knew his parents and shows him a photo of them, while mentioning that if that's the case they should meet eachother again or something.
A common contact (This is more general for any MC)
Xavier is the most important piece here!
So imagine you are hanging out with the Suarez brothers and decide to go to Xake for some treats, and pay a visit to Xavier too. Something common since that first time all of you went together.
When they arrive they see Xavier is busy talking with some people, who happens to be Baxter and a couple he is currently working. Xavier stops for a second to greet them, and in that moment Baxter turns and sees you. Similar reaction that the one of the restaurant in the DLC (Deflect, project, redirect, avoid mode activated hahaha), but since he is working he can't totally escape the situation, he barely recovers his working mode and tell you he is busy so he can't talk really that much, and he need to focus on that.
Oh boy, i need to comission someone to write me fics of some of these for me, because i don't have that much energy to do it myself.
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terrovaniadorm · 7 months
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Instead of making separate posts i decided to post it all together but Marcos and Keres for @twst-the-night-away 's Disorder up! Event. :)c
Voice lines and full-body art under the cut!
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[Marcos]
Summon Line : Didn't expect to see me? Too bad~!
Grooovy ! : This is easier than it seems, maybe we should go skating together, what do you say?
Home : The uniform isn't my style but it works, better than the Royal Sword uniform ugh-
Home Idle 1 : Yeah I'm from Royal Sword, i volunteered to come i got nothing to do with your school.
Home idle 2 : This place feels nostalgic for no reason... I've never been here before.
Home idle 3 : Lee would've loved it here, too bad she's busy with babysitting.
Home idle - login : It's nice to get out of school and see places, I like it here.
Home idle - groovy : Hm? I'm just naturally good at skating I guess.
Home tap 1 : It'd be funny to see James here when three different people he likes are attempting to skate around. I should call him up and see what happens.
Home Tap 2 : Both Royal Sword and Night Raven have really annoying guys. We got Barry for example, i am holding back the temptation to dunk the milkshake on his head, i guess it'd be kinda funny hehe~!
Home Tap 3 : I offered to help Melanie with the rollerskates, i gotta say the buns are super cute on her, makes her look like a teddy bear.
Home Tap 4 : Despite the rivalry even some Night Raven students look at me with mouths hanging open, it's funny when they don't know I'm from their rival school~!
Home Tap 5 : I'm not a picky eater, i just never really thought about food too hard but milkshake here tastes fantastic!
Home tap - Groovy : If you need me, hit me up, you know I'll pick up.
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[Keres]
Summon Line : Welcome to Old Sages diner! May i take your order?
Grooovy ! : Things could've been worse! I guess...
Home : I wasn't even involved in the whole mess, I'm just here to keep an eye on everyone per Headmaster's request.
Home Idle 1 : I actually like this outfit, it's cute. I don't usually get to wear thing's like this.
Home idle 2 : This is different from working in the lounge, i keep losing balance, slipping, i even fell with Ellis! This is embarrassing...
Home idle 3 : ...Customers keep giving me dirty looks, i know i look out of place but it's still disheartening...
Home idle - login : What's your favorite food or drink? I like milkshakes
Home idle - groovy : I fell face first but Marcos was kind enough to help me, again.
Home tap 1 : I want to eat glass and die.
Home Tap 2 : I've only rollerskated with Emmett before, he thought it'd be fun. Then we both fell on the the ground miserably, it was funny until i realized he fell on me and bruised my shoulder. He'd probably have fun here.
Home Tap 3 : Carol's so lucky, people look at her with admiration, it's like she's in a romance story wherever she goes.
Home Tap 4 : I've seen Melanie sneak some donuts! Hehe, it's actually kind of funny, i gotta bother her about that later.
Home Tap 5 : I ripped apart another menu... I feel like I'm causing the place more damage than the first years.
Home tap - Groovy : This wasn't actually a bad experience despite everything... It was nice.
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Ocs mentioned -> Melanie, James (@twsted-princess), Carol, Barry (@fumikomiyasaki) and Ellis (@starry-night-rose)
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starlightshadowsworld · 6 months
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Danganronpa 3: Future arc episode 1.
Aka Makoto's very, bad horrible day
Thonks.
Okay so we're just gonna jump right into Makoto being arrested.
Fun.
Makoto who just does not give a fuck.
That is not the look of fear.
White haired dude is doing the this is why your arrested thing.
And immediately, vibes are off. Maybe it's cos he's arresting Makoto.
Because Makoto is my boy.
Or because I don't like his hair. It looks... So bad. I can't put it into words but the more I look at it.
Yikes.
Love the snap shot of the tragedy.
Red sky, everyone in Monokuma masks the snap shots of the Remnants causing havoc.
I wasn't prepared for Gundam's snake army.
Which he has, apparently.
Low key thought what is probably a giraffe, was a dinosaur.
And the snake wrapped around him, iconic.
And the lil bit of Nagito bowing to the Warriors of Hope.
... Which makes me realise Komaru and Makoto literally just reunited and now your arresting him.
Booo!!!
Booooooo!!!
"Humanity had one hope against the despairs"
Makoto Naegi.
"The future foundation."
Pfft. Nope.
You don't even get the lenience of not knowing, the game was televised.
Also why do they all have giant ass trench coats, but this one girl has a fur trimmed one?
We were supposed to be coordinated but nooo.
You guys trying to convince me you saved the world and you can't even coordinate a group outfit?
Suuureeee.
I'm sorry but I can't take this serious narration seriously when looking at people with Monokuma masks on.
And a teeny fedora on one side.
It's so silly, I love it.
See, they may be trying to destroy us all but at least they can coordinate.
I do hope we see and hear more of the tragedy. Especially from these guys because we don't know much about it.
I mean our only sources are Junko and Genocider, not the most reliable.
16 remaining.
...thats not gonna last. And I'm glad we're not doing 15 and than a secret 16 student this time.
At least I hope so.
I swear if there's a random 17th student I'm gonna flip the table.
Random dude with a bull head.
And fur coat girl feeding the guy who's head is on her lap food.
Okay than.
I dunno why but I was suprised they had talents like oh yeah that's not just a high school thing is it.
Immediately, suspicious.
Because tf you mean the Director is the former Director of Hope's Peak.
You mean to tell me there are teachers that survived?
Given what happened to Jin Kirigiri I just assumed all the teachers were gone.
... Apparently not....
But the director? How did Izuru not just destroy you? Like you survived? Are you the only one who did?
I was so scared he was gonna be a secret Kirigiri or something.
Also sus that we don't know his talent, unless he doesn't have one.
I'll be honest, the talents are kinda lame. I mean we've got:
Wrestler.
School scout.
Therapist.
Pharmacist.
Boxer.
Confectioner.
Farmer.
Blacksmith.
Housekeeper.
They aren't bad, they are some pretty cool ones but we're coming off detective, gambling queen, soilder.
Like I expect a few normal titles but suprised there was nothing crazy.
... I'm gonna take that back when the Housekeeper goes full Kirumi Tojo and turns out to he president of Japan aren't I?
I guess it makes sense because they were the survivors of humanity united together.
So them having normalish talents make sense but yeah.
I'm actually more suprised everyone was a Hope's peak student or staff member than anything else.
Also we gotta give them a better title than "Former super high school level" because that just sounds sad.
Oh and we're on a completly safe on an island that no one knows about...
Yeah ya'll are fucked.
White haired dude is back.
And we know he's clearly a big deal because he walked up onto the table.
... How high are the ceilings here?
Kyosuke Munakata. He's the vice chairman of the future foundation.
I will say his hair sucks but that tie is interesting.
And suspicious.
No one walks around in all white with a black tie that has a monster on it.
And we get a full look at the Remnants.
Badass.
Also Mikan's nurse hat looks so adorable.
Twogami with the night vision goggles.
Foreshadowing.
Sonia with the crown 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼yesss.
What are you talking about? You don't look at these murderers with glowing red eyes and think, besties?
Sounds like a you problem.
They officially call Makoto the Ultimate Hope.
So happy, I'd be more happy if they weren't trying to arrest him tho.
"Is he even worthy of that name?"
... If I didn't like you before I sure don't now Munakata.
Don't talk about my boy like that.
Sidenote, I dunno why they keep calling it treason. You guys aren't as far as I know a government or a monarchy.
It's not treason.
Man nothings ever gonna top Makoto showing up late to his own trial.
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Asahina!!! And Kyoko!!! With him, yess.
Outfits look great guys.
Maybe that's how you become a future foundation enemy? You just outclass them in the fashion department.
Man I missed these guys.
And yeah... They just arrest Makoto, no rebuttal just accepting he did the crime they're accusing him of and he deserves the punishment.
Love Asahina trying though, that was sweet. It must be hard for these guys too.
And I really like how there's people in the foundation wgo still respect Makoto.
Yeah he betrayed you, you're just doing you're job.
But he's also a colleague, he's someone you've come to know. You still respect him for the things he's done and still like him as a person.
I appreciate that.
... Unfortunately there's also the asshole's who hate him completely.
And fucking beat him to the ground.
And someone tried to throw a knife at Asahina, who's innocent mind you.
...This series is gonna give me anger issues I swear.
That good ol hopes Peak hypocrcy alive and well it seems.
I never thought I'd say this but can we start the killing game?
Please.
They made him bleed the asshole's... And the blood is red.
Kyoko maintaining her image because she knows she has too, while making it clear she is pissed off.
She's immediately characterised correctly.
... Is Chisa the Housekeeper lady with Munakata?
Girl I don't even know you and you deserve better.
Kyoko being Makoto's boss makes so much sense, professionally.
And in her own way telling Asahina she doesn't want her going down with them.
Asahina though, not backing down. I love the friendship between these two.
"We've been through worse."
Ha ha... Don't say it...shhsss
Wait, Chisa taught the Remnants?!
I guess someone would've had to but... What?! You're telling me they allowed her in here?
I appreciate her talking about this, hearing from her you can't kill them with kindness.
Hits harder, because she probably tried to. It must've been hard for her to see her own class destroy the world.
And visually they both look similiar, same green eyes and brown hair.
I wonder if she sees part of her in him. And telling him to quit while he's ahead.
... But Makoto's gonna do it anyway.
Or already has.
I love his answer though, it's so utterly Makoto.
They were people, they weren't born evil and I see hope in them.
... Fine I'll give Munakata a chance but I'm 👀watching you mister.
Hmm let's see, the buildings shaking and there's a bunch of dead bodies in a toilet stall.
Killing game tiiime.
I love the idea of Kyoko abd Asahina just shoving Yasuhiro outside.
Glad he looks the most changed, because he always was the oldest.
Aaand rocket missles.
Man Makoto just getting treated like shit... What would holding him down do? He's already injured.
I get that he's Lucky but it's not always good... As your about to see.
I will say I appreciate Munakata being level headed in the crisis. He might be vice chairman but he's definitely a leader.
Kinda like how Kyoko is Makoto's boss but when it comes to it, Makoto is definitely the leader between them. With Kyoko as his second.
Which is a neat parallel between him and Munakata.
Welp there's the sleeping gas.
And we're waking up disorientated and confused.
With... Bracelets? So at least Makoto got the handcuffs off.
Monokuma's suprise shouldn't make me laugh but here we are.
Makoto looks horrified, poor guy. I think he could've gone his whole life without hearing that again.
Poor boy, got arrested, beat the fuck up, and now relieving the worst experience of his life again.
With all the people who want him dead.
... Fuck man..
I hope the confusion is more what the fuck are you and not what is that?
Because I'm sorry if you don't know what a Monokuma is by now...you're really bad at you're job.
But ohhh boy we really are back in buisness.
"We'll make it a game, you millenials are into that aren't ya."
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Makoto, I appreciate the early Hope speech because fuck Monokuma.
But literally everyone but your friends and Chisa maybe want you dead.
...and hun, you know how this works.
Makoto being instantly horrified and pissed off is the Makoto I need more off.
.... And they fucking killed Chisa.
I don't think we've ever had an opening kill? But... Fuck man, I was expecting her to survive.
... Nope... And oh man it's so brutal, the red blood really makes it worse.
And now Munakata's grieving and pissed...
Which means one of the more level headed dudes isn't gonna be anymore.
Man...Games begun.
Monokuma addressing Makoto by name like an old friend just adds to it.
Fuck man we in for a ride.
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rosenongrata · 2 years
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OC Stories Archive — Aisha — Lady of Cognziance
⋯☆ A/N: Hey! These are Aisha's Character Stories that I whipped up recently. Enjoy! (Sept. 5th 2022 note — Still need to finish her Vision and extra story's, but I'll get around to it!)
⋯☆ CW: Implied/referenced deaths & abuse. Use of tiny text Alhaitham has his own content warning.
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Character Details
Aisha is the second lunatic of the Akademiya, right after Alhaitham and his crude rationality. Unlike her fellow lunatic, she's on the opposing side of the spectrum with her lively and carefree personality.
She works diligently underneath Vahumana's gaze, publishing many papers on psychology of humans. Many of them have proved to be frighteningly accurate, especially ones that apply to trauma and its effects.
Although, despite her hard work in social studies, it often gets brushed off as a "pseudo science". She'll fight tooth and nail to convince others that it's a real science.
But, she's a simple lunatic.
…Right?
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Character Story 1
Despite being one of the librarians during the day, Aisha often makes a ruckus whether it is due to her clumsiness or her chatty nature.
Of course, she doesn't often bother studying students.
Unless it's one Grand Scribe in particular. She bothers him the most out of everyone in the Akademiya.
Putting them together in the same room may ignite a loud "discussion".
They are like magnets, who are naturally attracted to one another on their opposing poles. It's theorized by everyone that they enjoy arguing for the sake of trying to one-up each other.
He argues for the sake of rationality in all things, and she retorts for the sake of understanding everything and anything.
On the contrary, no one quite understands her obsession with humans.
He cares too little, she cares too much. It's an everlasting war between them.
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Character Story 2
By evening and night, Aisha is a scrupulous people-watcher and fortune teller. 
During her evening people-watching hours, she takes to the streets or populated, wine-scented tavern. Body language, tonal changes, scrunched expressions—anything goes when it comes to taking mental notes. 
Some may call her a voyeur or creep, but in the end, she's a mere observer. That's all there is to it. 
It assists her fortune-telling business as well once she has obtained sufficient information. She can tell them all they want to hear. 
Not that she often does. She gives them their objective fate, but not without giving them the advice to tackle it and turn it on its head. 
Her advice is not the best. Communication isn’t her forte.
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Character Story 3
When she first arrived in Sumeru City, no one had a clue who Aisha was. She donned a gorgeous outfit—decorated with golden beads and lining, all sorts of vibrant colors used as her palette.
She carried a golden lamp in her hands, which, too, is decorated with gorgeous and colorful gems.
After she literally ran into Alhaitham by accident, he led her to the grandiose Akademiya to pick up an Akasha Terminal for her. That's when her fascination with learning about everything all came into place.
She had immediately blurted out to him,
"Can I join the-the Akademiya-thingy?!"
He blinked at her. He was confused. She behaves as if she was born a day ago. Maybe she was, but he'd hardly entertain the idea of such a concept.
"Sure. Do you have the funds?"
"Wh…What are funds? Wait, never mind, of course, I do!"
"…Right."
And then she dedicated herself to gathering the funds and taking all the necessary tests to slip inside the prestigious institute. Sure, now she's in major debt, but she doesn't mind too much.
All that matters to her is learning and loving the world around her.
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Character Story 4
Truth be told, she's a Jinni that had been recently freed by her former master. Understanding her cunning and intellect, her dying master had full faith in her to carry herself with a chin pointed to the sun.
Unfortunately, she couldn't save her master—no—her first friend from certain death by Eleazar. He was old, she was young, so she had plenty of years to ruminate on him and his influence on her.
One major inspiration passed down to her was the desire to free every Jinn in Sumeru, so they may live free from strife.
But, there were things he never told her about.
How Jinn can inflict disease on others under some circumstances. How they can possess humans out of nothing but malevolence.
He didn't tell her a lot of things, and she took every word of his at face value—believing it wholly and without fail.
Even if he had told her these things, he still would've desired for her to break away from him and freely wander the world as she pleases.
It's a risk he was willing to take.
And one she wants to take, too.
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Character Story 5
Before her last master and subsequent liberator, her lamp passed through many different hands of many different people. 
None of them were grateful for her hard work. She did everything she was told and was still often berated and put down for not doing a good enough job. This occurred even with trivial things. 
On one specific occasion, she possessed her master and threw them off a cliff. 
This wasn't the first or last time she would "cleanse" her poor circumstances. 
The hands of many scholars and researchers would find her, but all end up expelled from the Akademiya for attempting the things she'd possess them to do. 
If they cannot be as gracious as she, then she'll give them their due punishment.
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leoprosy · 1 year
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Monster High Live Action THOTS
welcome to thots :)
im ur host leonidas thotticus and today we are talking Monster High: The Movie (2022) with some spoilers ! it is all OPINION and only on the viewing of the movie versus my own MH opinions. Mostly on character portrayal and designs! and i had fun writing this lol
tbhh honestly i am not a good critic because a movie that entertains me is a good movie.
I think the best viewing experience is thinking of it as separate from the original because they aren't the same, and comparing them is kind of pointless, and i'll try to not do that but it is hard.
I'm only giving opinions here cause I haven't done any research besides like scrolling the tag on tumblr lol.
My fave was Frankie, obviously. Nonbinary, neurodivergent representation!! I felt very seen, and represented!! I wish i was that cool in high school! They're full of knowledge, don't really know social rules (and even comment on the fact that there seems to be this rule book that everyone but them has read) and man MOOD. I love their outfits, they are the right amount of ugly that i personally love to sport and yeah <3 big love for Frankie.
Draculaura made me kinda :/ initially because she's kinda a bitch at the beginning. but! she isnt meant to be G1 Draculaura! I wish she was kinder but she comes around. I really related to having parents that have insane expectations of you (the whole 'a 92% is failing' thing was like. wow mood.) and not wanting to let them down so you aren't your full self around them? heart breaking. love u draculaura. also loved that Dracula was a little pink lol.
Clawdeen was alright. Her actress was very um.... Disney in the 2000s acting wise. But like it wasn't bad! I think the half human half werewolf thing has the potential to be cool but they were really fast to be like 'hey we actually are cool with humans!' and outed Clawdeen which is weird like? i feel like the other students weren't just gonna be accepting immediately. Like, idk way to put a target on her. Her outfits were definitely not the most fashionable but i did like some of them! Also the ears were really cool :3 she also has a pretty singing voice ngl she killed it
Cleo was boring. i miss her being a mean girl who also supported her ghouls and loved them. like. she only comes around cause Clawdeen saved her? also dont understand Deuce's reasons for leaving her? were they bullies together and he didn't want to be anymore? i think that's what i got from that? wack.
Ghoulia also wasn't given very much screentime, and they took away the whole zombie genius thing!! which sucks cause i really liked that she was so smart even though people couldn't understand her all the time. But!! Cleo and the ghouls could and always trusted her!! she was such a side character in this movie. I get that maybe they didnt have the budget for the other characters to have bigger storylines or whatever and thats cool. I hope they do more with everyone in the animated show, cause it seems like it follows the same lore as the movie thus far.
Deuce actually still very swaggy even though he looks like Jughead. I miss his sunglasses cause how tf do normal glasses protect people !?!?! maybe they explained it and i missed it
Heath :( my poor flamey boy. :( the cgi was so bad. and he barely did anything. but again, not enough budget and time whatever. pls more heath in the show <3
I loved Bloodgood but her jacket was like. so cheap looking. the lining stuff on the collar was so weird? like they didn't completely cover it? and the buttons were weird? idk it didnt vibe with me.
Mr. Komos did look like Jackson and then wound up being Hyde's son which is cool! fun twist! easy to see coming but still interesting i think. His full monster design was kinda funny though. like not super scary. the power to take other monster's powers?? pretty sick ngl.
Some of the outfits were boring, some of them were alright and fun even! Frankie's were my favorite obvs. I think they gave Draculaura a darker aesthetic which is cool and witchy but i also hope they bring back some of the more like dainty victorian looks to kinda idk? balance it? clash a little in a good way? they were more modern designs for sure and i get that, and that it wasn't ever going to be as alternative and gothic as the original and thats okay! i think they could've done more but hey. budget i guess.
OVERALL
it was as cheesy and goofy and plot-hole ridden as any other MH movie I've seen. Was it a Cinematic Masterpiece? No. Was it pretty okay? yeah! fun, silly, definitely a kids movie I would've enjoyed as a kid. I'd say if you're gonna watch it- pirate it! and maybe don't go in thinking you're gonna hate it cause then i mean, yeah you're gonna hate it. it isnt G1, don't expect it to be.
thank u for coming to my thots, i might do this more often because its fun :) there are lots of movies i've never seen that everyone ever has seen so maybe? i'll do that! idk like and subcscribes
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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Bestie I'm not going to say, let's keep it a secret until I sell the info to Dispatch 😜
Some singers and actors mostly, London is suuuuuch a small places and many celebs hang out together so it's quite easy to run into them or have mutual friends. One of my friends went to school with miss Dua, another one lived next to Adele - Adele used to buy her cigarettes jdydushejshshs. I have some hooking up stories, but honestly everyone made out/slept with everyone at this point 🙈
Appa......... Yeah thanxx I hate it! Or the oppa kink, Seonghwa sweetie I'm so sorry they do this to you 😭 also oppa? Nice try, I'm a noona, lmao. I hink a lot of people want hardcore stuff because it's not something they get irl and apparently being vanilla is boring and uncool :/
The teacher assistant AU is much better I like it too. Maybe not the most professional thing to do but not ILLEGAL JAIL TIME
The white outfits were really uhmmmm 😵 I can't say I looked away though...
Omg, I usually hate the reverse gender argument but seriously?! Imagine saying this about female idols, some creeps do obviously and women need to wear uncomfortable and skimpy clothes a lot anyways, but still sexualisation is sexualisation.
I know the cheekies :( I even talked about them recently, at that time I didn't even realise how hollow his face was, I noticed he looked more skinny tho. But compared to now, even if Hwa doesn't actually weigh much more since he's slim anyway, the cheeks look so full, round Hwa is the best Hwa! I feel this because I'm skinny and even the smallest weigh loss is noticeable especially on my face and my ribs and it was the same in his case.
https://twitter.com/hwalovezone/status/1498346591308206083?t=B8s-uEXvwjYKtR5sGBvuKQ&s=19
Pls spare some for me I wanna be fed too! 😋
I'm all 👂🏼👂🏼 and 👁👁 I need some siren stuff, doesn't matter who's the creature though merman Hwa is something so personal to me. Play Atlantis by Shinee <3
But tell me he doesn't look like their son, the perfect combo?! I mean minus the incest, but well that's how they rolled in the ancient times akudkajdjsjsjsjsks
Forgot to talk about the cowboy photoshoot further, but I'm still not over their Don't Stop piratey one and do you remember the Noir thing?!?! Why is Universe kinda serving with the photos and shows, damn I hate that app but Ateez is always doing something with them and at least we can cry over their messages too. Or spam them with cat emojis and love confessions 🤗 so I'm lowkey grateful
I hope you get to see SVT! Don't know about the tickets cause prices for Stray Kids were INSAAAAANE, but fingers crossed for some not so expensive ones. And they better perform Aju Nice, if not,.PLEDIS OPEN UP 🔪
Actually Pledis open up anyways I wanna fight
Oooooh Straya, noice! I like all the big cities, because let's be honest there isn't much to do in smaller towns in Australia unless you like dangerous animals and dry weather... I'll put my guide goggles on, but I need to refresh my memory, feels like ages since I last went there 😭 Adelaide is really cool I didn't expect to like it as much, Brisbane has some fun city beaches. - DV 💖
hello hi!!!
Bestie I'm not going to say, let's keep it a secret until I sell the info to Dispatch 😜
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Some singers and actors mostly, London is suuuuuch a small places and many celebs hang out together so it's quite easy to run into them or have mutual friends. One of my friends went to school with miss Dua, another one lived next to Adele - Adele used to buy her cigarettes jdydushejshshs. I have some hooking up stories, but honestly everyone made out/slept with everyone at this point 🙈
HELLO??? MISS ADELE FBWNDBWM not DULA PEEP stop it 🤚🏼 AUTOGRAPHS SEND AN AUTOGRAPH ID BEG ON MY KNEES wow miss adele buy me cigarettes too why not <3 😭😭 THATS SO TRUE everyone knows everyone,,, aren’t they all technically family bc in london everyone’s kind of related- 😭😭🤚🏼
Appa......... Yeah thanxx I hate it! Or the oppa kink, Seonghwa sweetie I'm so sorry they do this to you 😭 also oppa? Nice try, I'm a noona, lmao. I hink a lot of people want hardcore stuff because it's not something they get irl and apparently being vanilla is boring and uncool :/
APPA LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 the only reason i fear to meet seonghwa is if he starts to pull the oppa shit,, im running the opposite direction 😭😭😭 yEAAAHH vanilla is kind of better in so many ways bc sometimes in hardcore ur so in character u forget everything but with vanilla it’s nice and cozy and ur laughing and what not,, vanilla >> no bc vanilla can be hot too?? the tension?? BRAMHDKWHDQK
The teacher assistant AU is much better I like it too. Maybe not the most professional thing to do but not ILLEGAL JAIL TIME
YES YES !!! HDJWJ U WILL NEVER CATCH ME WRITING ANYTHING JAIL TIME unless milf but that one’s reasonable ☺️
The white outfits were really uhmmmm 😵 I can't say I looked away though...
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Omg, I usually hate the reverse gender argument but seriously?! Imagine saying this about female idols, some creeps do obviously and women need to wear uncomfortable and skimpy clothes a lot anyways, but still sexualisation is sexualisation.
YEAH!!! i think some fans just take it to a whole new level but those same ones be tweeting “who’s the first to come to your mind when i say daddy in ateez?” “im gonna lick his abs from top to bottom” 😭😭😭😭 like bro practice what u preach?? if ur rly worried about the whole ordeal, you are also the one who contributes to it one way or another 😭😭
I know the cheekies :( I even talked about them recently, at that time I didn't even realise how hollow his face was, I noticed he looked more skinny tho. But compared to now, even if Hwa doesn't actually weigh much more since he's slim anyway, the cheeks look so full, round Hwa is the best Hwa! I feel this because I'm skinny and even the smallest weigh loss is noticeable especially on my face and my ribs and it was the same in his case.
GOD I LOVE FULL CHEEKS HWA so mf round i will eat them. yeah! his face was rly hollow and the blond/grey-ash hair just kind of accentuated it more,, god bless the belly chain but we don’t need it hwa 😭😭😭 AHHHH fast metabolism??? a blessing and a curse literally,,, me too me too 😭🤚🏼
https://twitter.com/hwalovezone/status/1498346591308206083?t=B8s-uEXvwjYKtR5sGBvuKQ&s=19
Pls spare some for me I wanna be fed too! 😋
BESTIE GET IN LINE 🔫
I'm all 👂🏼👂🏼 and 👁👁 I need some siren stuff, doesn't matter who's the creature though merman Hwa is something so personal to me. Play Atlantis by Shinee <3
👁👁 i would like to say,,, the siren yn is a top <3 mister hwa is very flustered,, HE IS LIKE SOME SORT OF A MERMAN— accidentally finds out he can breathe under water,,, he’s like a halfie? half human half water,, like a cucumber?? LMFAOOOO???
But tell me he doesn't look like their son, the perfect combo?! I mean minus the incest, but well that's how they rolled in the ancient times akudkajdjsjsjsjsks
NO HE LITERALLY DOES????????????? GET OUT ANON DO NOT DO THIS TO ME I CANNOT HAVE A NEW WIP I ALREADY HAVE A NEW ONE 😭😭😭 but i have a san wip as a semi-hades
Forgot to talk about the cowboy photoshoot further, but I'm still not over their Don't Stop piratey one and do you remember the Noir thing?!?! Why is Universe kinda serving with the photos and shows, damn I hate that app but Ateez is always doing something with them and at least we can cry over their messages too. Or spam them with cat emojis and love confessions 🤗 so I'm lowkey grateful
u know what,, i think we’re never over the noir ones. we saw the hwa man spread and the way I ERUPTED THAT DAY FBWMDNMA noir >>>> BUT THOSE VOGUE PHOTOS WHERE THE TIDDIES 😩😮‍💨
I hope you get to see SVT! Don't know about the tickets cause prices for Stray Kids were INSAAAAANE, but fingers crossed for some not so expensive ones. And they better perform Aju Nice, if not,.PLEDIS OPEN UP 🔪
bestie 😭😭 the tickets open june but resale and offfical arena sites say 1 ticket for $259 and with tax $331 😀😀😀 hybe really out to loot,, idk how the actual ones will be but this is wILD AND FOR ONE TICKET??? NO FR AJU NICE IS THE ONLY REASON ILL SPEND,,, if nct comes and the tickets are cheaper 😭😭 but i want to see horanghae live so bad
Actually Pledis open up anyways I wanna fight
yeah no fr, add hybe too, i just wanna talk 🤨
Oooooh Straya, noice! I like all the big cities, because let's be honest there isn't much to do in smaller towns in Australia unless you like dangerous animals and dry weather... I'll put my guide goggles on, but I need to refresh my memory, feels like ages since I last went there 😭 Adelaide is really cool I didn't expect to like it as much, Brisbane has some fun city beaches. - DV 💖
BDMQJDKW DANGEROUS ANIMALS IS ONE REASON IM HESITATING,, it’s like god put every animal from hell there??? and for what??? and aussies just play with them??? just like that?? 🔫 aH NO WORRIES !!! adelaide seems like a hidden gem, the buildings are super pretty !!! brisbane, going to that gold coast to drown in that deep water <33
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dairyfreefoodie · 9 months
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Holy Cow, 🐄 i can't believe that's dairy free?! 🥛🚫
Ken's* top 10 (dairy free snacks & sweet treats)
*fyi Ken is mine and my partners names merged together (Katie & Ben, as Ben is also my very willing tester to compare to dairy food)
Marks and Spencers bakery cookies
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I've found finding biscuits and sweet snacks especially hard on my new diet but these are my number 1, my partner didn't believe they were vegan😄. Only downside is they sell out quickly so are quite a rare find and cannot stock up due to the use by dates... but still❤️ Thank me (& M&S) later!
2. Marks and Spencer chocolate brownies
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M&S to the rescue again! These are great and even better heated up in the microwave with find number 3 below. My auntie buys me these from her local M&S and I can't ever find them in mine so think some stores don't stock always them sadly.
3. Phish food Ice cream
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HORAAAY I can have Ben and Jerry's again!!! 😍😍🙏 Tastes very similar from what I can remember...although less chocolate fish🐟 (phish)😔 - maybe mine was just a sad tub! I'll get over it...Still won't buy it full price like the non dairy version though (luckily its on offer quite a bit - this one was found in sainsburys but i think it's in most supermarkets). The cookie dough one is also pretty good - I'm just a chocoholic 🍫
4. Judes salted caramel ice cream
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Jude, whoever you are, I love you 😍❤️ These are soooo good - better than most normal dairy ice cream I have had (bold claim) and they are mini so feels like you're being less piggy. Magnum do a similar salted caramel vegan option which is nice but in my opinion no comparison to Judes.
5. The mighty Greggs Yum Yum
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Milk free and glorious. Many other supermarket ones have milk in. Greggs was my favourite highstreet destination prior to my new diet (trust me, i have the full greggs outfit, sliders & all!) and it has stayed strong and true with lots of dairy free options 🙏.
(and of course the famous vegan sausage roll... I must admit though I'd rather have slight face pain and take a dose of antihistamines for the normal sausage roll - only thing I still cheat with...it just can't be beaten😍).
6. Greggs Doughnuts
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All hail the greggs Doughnuts 😍🍩 These are the only 3 (simply glazed, pink sugar strand and jam) that i think are milk free but that's plenty enough options (compared to most supermarkets where I end up looking very dissapointed at the allergen info). I ❤️ doughnuts, basically a female Homer Simpson.
7. Vegan pains au chocolat
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These are a great sweet vegan breakfast option (especially when put in the air fryer for a minute or 2). These are the two brands I have found so far- first one found in sainsburys and the second found in waitrose (stocked up on a ocado order). Delish👌
8. Belvita breakfast bars
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I have these for breakfast on my London commute every morning. Dairy free, low in fat (unlike rest of this post) and high in the old fibre💩! I personally love them (strawberry🍓 not the apricot ones) and stock up when they are on offer (most supermarkets) which happens fairly often for £1.75 for 6 👌.
9. Marks & Spencer double chocolate cookies 🍪
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More M&S cookies??? Yes, these are very good but would always lose in a competition with number 1 ^ from the bakery section. However the perk of these are you can stock up on them with the longer shelf life and I've found they are better than a lot of other supermarket (and wicked) cookies. 🍪
10. Lastly CHEESE🧀. Cathedral City is in the lead for me.
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I actually like this one enough to put on crackers so its made it onto the snack blog post🙀🧀. There is quite a lot of bad vegan cheese out there (especially from the opinion of a dairy cheese lover like me) but maybe my taste buds have finally accepted it will never be perfect...but for me, this is close enough (for now! - keep going cheese makers!!). Amazing grated on toast (another air fryer job) & topped with worcester sauce 😍
Thanks for reading and happy eating 😄
*Not all products may be vegan or suitable for milk allergy sufferers
Next post: DF cooking staples👩‍🍳🍽 (ft. more cheese, pesto, cream and milk alternatives etc).
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s4kasaki · 2 years
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how'd I ended up deleting this and taking ages to post it ... I'm so ashamed of myself requestor, but here u go~♪
drafts : 3
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♡ — leo, ritsu and valkyrie relationship headcanons!
‣ tws/cws: none
‣ reader: gender neutral
‣ author's note: pure scream, this one took longer than expected , so I'm doing damn speed runs.
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☆ — SHU.
Ah, the most divine to be with! considering how perfect he is, or to do anything with really. he's not usually interested— I wouldn't say not interested! he's just not fond of most things in between the lines of cuddles in partaking in 1v1 things!
that doesn't mean he doesn't make an effort at them, after a bit of nudging he's sure to come around and try them, he says it's a way to "quit your bickering" which may be half the truth but he genuinely does want to attempt it! Small things like cuddling will eventually become normal, and public display of affection can often come as something the two of you think about.
“Think we could get away with kissing in public, maybe?”
“don’t be silly, you can get away with anything as a top idol. I’ll have you in something elegant for a change, it’ll be festive and vibrant, they’ll be so enamored with it that they won’t even dare to question it.”
Heavily in love with making your wardrobe! matching outfits? dresses? He's on it! He openly admits to you that he likes designing for your body. Usually simply designing for somebody had nothing to like, besides what they'll look like in his masterpieces full of love and dedication afterward, but you're different to him, you have a unique figure! and he admires it to endless amounts! he has all your measurements remembered by heart, so he doesn't even have to use you as a reference for future creations he might make for you! Which he uses to his advantage to make you surprise gifts!
As previously mentioned matching outfits are all the rage to Shu, he has multiple matching outfits with Mademoiselle and you adore how cute she looks in all his creations! You always compliment her and his outfits whenever you see them matching--so no surprise when he creates your outfits that seem to be matching with mademoiselle’s! and oftentimes with him as well!
It will always make his heart jump when he sees you complimenting Mademoiselle for how wonderful she looks;
“Ah, Mademoiselle... we seem to be wearing matching outfits today! You look wonderful.”
“Yes, we are, you look lovely as well, don’t you agree Shu?”
And of course, he's going to agree to that statement, you look lovely always--even more lovely in his vibrant creations.
He's showed you how to sew a few times, and you've really been improving since the first time he's shown you! It kinda became a little hobby the two of you can do when you're alone together~
I'll be honest with you, Shu never expected to reach this point with you, he's always shielded himself from romance because--he was not interested (or fond) of romantic love and, he was sure he'd be fine on his own. Even so, his lies were obvious baffling: “oh please, they aren't anywhere near my likings.”
He's actually so grateful to be at this point with you, and hopes you don't leave him. You're very special to him, you've gotten to see a side nobody else has gotten to see in him!
Kuro liked to tease you about it before you two even got together, how Shu must really love you, and occasionally tell you a story about them when they were growing up. He's so happy for the two of you!
shu’s glare on you seems deadly and especially in the view of an outsider. but he was just admiring you from a short distance as he walked in, it was a habit. you were sewing on red velvet fabric, he was genuinely happy to the sight. that the smile that he forms is oh so genuine of admiration that you've only seen a handful of times before
“ah greetings, y/n.”
his voice alone was enough to send chills down your spine at the spur of the moment, you didn't expect him to be here at this hour, which gave him a quite humorous response. you had all perfectly planned, you were going to make him something for once all by yourself! For the many times he's created something wonderful for you.
“oh— I wasnt expecting you to be here right now!” you mumbled, scratching at the back of your neck as you hear a sigh escape Shu’s mouth, he seemed offended but his facial expression said otherwise. “oh? I see, this is my era after all! you're the one trespassing.”
you couldn't complain with that one.
☆ — MIKA.
the softest of softest, when it comes to you of course.
very sweet and gentle with you no matter whats the situation! His flusterness and anxiety can sometimes overlap him, which leads to the result of not being able to express his concern for certain things or being able to tell you his appreciation for everything you've done for him, so he's very glad you can tell what he means without words anymore, but he'll still makes sure it is obvious with a slight nuzzle on the neck.
“sorry... I... I'm just being really, dumb,” he mumbles, his head nuzzling against your neck, while you stroke his hair reminding him that there is no need to say such things about himself.
Adores holding your hand, it gives him a sense of peace and protection! It's times where he refuses to let go of your hand unless he really has to, you have no problem with it at all, it's cute in it's own way how clingy it gets when he's with you! (≧▽≦)
Another thing! Hes all about cheek kisses, have it be you kissing him before a live or him kissing you on the cheek just simply because he wants to, or for your attention--hes clingy, he doesn't acknowledge it but Arashi’s mentioned it before and he's absolutely embarrassed about it.
Confessing to you was one of the hardest things he ever done in his life, he remembers it vividly and it was the most strugglesome he'd had to go through--and really hopes he doesnt has to go through it again, Arashi saw his entire 500 panic attacks as he tried to practice his confession with her, she knows just how troublesome it was up-close and personal.
Mika struggled with asking for anything, he hated asking you for help, he hated asking you for favors, but above all else, he hated asking you for affection and comfort. even though he's grown so very attached to your constant acts of affection towards him, he cant bring himself to ask unless he's exceptionally clingy
“... can you— do that thing again?” he asked, as he kisses your cheek, trying to tell you he wants a tiny kiss on the cheek. you smiled trying to contain your laughter but it slipped, your laugh was so cute to him! music to his ears in a way...he loved it.
“you want a kiss?” the tilting of you head made eyes locked to his lips and it boy did it fluster him, all he replied with was a soft nod before getting a small peck on the lips♪ mwah.
It's extremely easy to tell when it's something on his mind, have it be you, or something he's thinking telling you, the poor guy is a mess when it comes to you--that's he's become lovesick by the sight of you alone
your room is decorated with a lot of plushies he's given you! you even have a lil nui of him in your room, which he will often get coo about if he sees you playing with it while he's gone, it's an adorable sight to see you holding it tightly as if he's really there ( he is ) but if he's there while you're playing with it, he's sure to get a lil bit jealous! (。ŏ﹏ŏ)
methinks he asks arashi and shu for relationship advice very often, he could ramble all his problems out yet still somehow end up telling declarations of how much he loves you too both of them. ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
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☆ — LEO.
As energetic as energetic gets. He's simply head over heels for you, in public and in private! And nobody can convince him not to be! He's as eccentric as a five oddballs, practically unpredictable with every move he makes and the biggest handful a person can deal with!
Running over you everyday, every moment. with no failure. LITERALLY launching himself at you every chance he gets, and rambling about all the sparks of inspiration he's getting for composing! (≧▽≦) You're a big part of his composing! The only thought in his mind since you started dating him, being around you can gives him all the inspiration he needs! And he loves you so much for that
He's a bit clingy, but you have grown fond of it! Sure he wants your attention on him more often every once in a while or else he'll become a bit hurt than usual— but he gives you the same amount of attention! Even more really, hes more clingy than Mika. Giving you kisses and hugs anywhere he felt like, keeping you around while he comes up with a new song, he likes to hear your opinion on his music!
Quite the flirt with you! He loves the Expressions you make when he throws a romantic gesture your way! How you look like strawberries, or.. hanakotoba! That's the flower! The moments like this, is when his mind goes absolutely blank-- you can tell he's in the thought of composing
“Are you thinking about something to compose again?” soft bonk
“?!— Aha! You caught me!”
Dating Leo’s full of surprises, and lots of love songs, if that wasn't very obvious from the beginning when inspiration hits him, he often abandons anything he was doing beforehand and starts writing all on the walls and floor if the paper isn't in sight, so just imagine dates with him! it doesn't bother you, it's just a tat embarrassing, his sweet concentrated face while he composes a new song for his unit, for you: it makes your heart skip a beat ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
Though! This relationship is full of giving, taking, and repeating! he's very needy when it comes to your affections so when you give him what he's hoping for, you are bound to get it tenfold.
knights have automatically been your most time-spent-with unit, ever since you've been dating leo you have been dragged with him at his rehearsals nonstop and the rest of knights have grown to love you as their own, even Izumi
“ahh! the inspirations practically over flowing! this will be my best masterpiece yet! just you wait! Wahaha!♪” he said with excitement which never fails to make the room blossom in his presence, and never fails to make you smile, it's like movie theater where he's the only preformer and does it perfectly well. His smile was majestic, like a very well done spell of happiness you'd be affected with in Natsume’s presence.
And Leo liked the sight, it was more inspirational then whatever he had ideal before. “hey~hey! look how cute you are when you're smiling~ it's enough to make a song about!” he said, jumping from where he sat to embrace you in his arms it, it scared you for a second. he was absolutely going to make that song based off you, right there in your arms to hear.
☆ — RITSU.
Absolutely no clue what personal space is, and I'll be honest, is probably the second most clingy out of the four.
He will keep you in bed until evening, he despises having to get up in general, but when he's cuddling you like a plushie? he despises it even more because he doesn't want to let you go, he wants to sit and rest with you until you simply give up, and let him capture you indoors for the day. it was often devastating.
“ehhh~? so mean, let me lay my head on your chest a little while longer♪ ”
He's surprisingly very good a piano player, you were mesmerized the first time you heard him play it! I think he'd like to play it for you often, moments when you're at your lowest and in a bad mood? He plays one of your favorites, it's enough to bring a smile to your face and fall asleep on his shoulder, it's a cute sight really--you resting on his shoulder.. it's enough to make him want to eat you up! hehe~ just playing! ♪
another one that adores your expressions when you're flustered, he'll tease and tease-- yet never get bored of it! with those types of expressions? how could he! but he's more on the private side about it like he is with the rest of your relationship—when it's just you and him where he doesn't have to worry about all the glares people throw at you, how he's the only one able to see you at times like this~
Takes care of you in a very strange way, he's simply CLUELESS to all your likings because he himself is one of the basics, music, and sleep. But if you're sad with him, he's dedicated to making that frown go away— he doesn't like it, it makes him upset. no more :( and more :)!
speaking of which! he's very good at listening to you♪
when you need to vent or rant he's always here! He's patient and will wait until you're ready to tell him but when you do he's gonna listen with full ears.
he's so silent it's often like hes in a different world and not listening to a single word you spurt out, but he's listening, more than expected, and he'll tell you nothing but the truth if anything.
kissing your forehead while cupping onto your cheeks comforting you in his arms “shh♪” he finds the sight cute in a way as well.
babies you just as much as you baby him at times, it would be immodest to let you throw love and affection at him endlessly without him returning the constant affection, wouldn't it? Watching movies with you indoors, cuddling you until you're knocked out cold in his warmth.
Did I mention he's so very obviously in love with slumbering with you? waking up to you next to him, curled behind his back is the most lovely sight he'll ever see! as he kisses your forehead and hums a happy tune, he's so grateful to have somebody so affectionate to spend his days with.
he enjoys baking with you on rainy mornings, where the sun is barely even visable through all the rain clouds and where he barely wants to get up in general~
“y/n, you can rest on your boyfriend's lap this time~” he chuckled softly, he wasn't acting like his usual cat-self and was much more like the vampire he was perceived as, delicate and gentle but so different from his brother, with only one goal. Because who knows? You could be busy tomorrow and leave Ritsu all alone to sulk in sadness of your missing presences.
“Im not tired yet, rits—”
“—shh~ goodnight, y/n~”
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merakiui · 2 years
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So i have heard about streamer or gamer Xiao right?.... Now, how about streamer Ganyu?
Imagine she was popular singer streamer, she popular bc her soft voice and her cover. Unlike his brother(Xiao) she streaming on YT, her content mostly just karaoke and free chat with her subscribers(she often upload some clip from her streaming and some vlog). Beside streaming she work as dubber as well (her subscribers mostly knowing her from games or anime dub).
Imagine her darling was dubber too, Ganyu not really interested in dubbing until she watch one of her favorite anime and her favorite character was dubbed by darling, so Ganyu work as dubber because she want to get close to darling. Until finally she got paired up with darling, she's so excited because she will dubbing as darling chara best friend, she gonna try impressive darling when they two record 👀.
Y'know some fans that "That's (Darling chara) girlfriend.... What do you mean they're best friend??? Don't you see they're flirty with each other??? Plus they're so cute together" Ganyu probably will say that too if darling or her fans find out. She's the shipper who will bad-mounthing other ship in her private Twitter, especially if the ship was including (Darling chara). She probably will not bad-mounthing platonic ship, especially if the other chara was (Darling chara) best friend sister or relatives instead she'll be happy because she imagine you two become a family and has one(or maybe more) child and happily life together.
Anyway Mera... Can I become "🍽💭 Anon"? I think I have send a couple imagine or Twitter fanart (The prof Albedo, Cat Xiao, Mermaid AU Prince Albedo, and other works), maybe i'll write some fanfic based on my imagine and maybe other inspiration from you or other anon ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
Anyway I have some idea for vlogger/Youtuber Hu tao and Youtuber Zhongli(Zhongli family members was almost full time job as YouTuber and streamer lol) ... Maybe if you interest I can send some of my idea?
This one is dedicated to the Ganyu lovers. <3
(cw: yandere, obsession, ganyu loves and idolizes you a little too much, mention of kidnapping/drugging, unhealthy behaviors/relationship, cyberstalking, xiao gives horrible advice and is somewhat of an enabler for ganyu)
Her community is so welcoming and inclusive. Everyone’s just having a good time in the chat, happily complimenting her newest cover or telling her how their day went. Ganyu has amassed quite the loyal fan base since she started streaming. At first she was faceless because she didn’t have a proper set-up and was still learning how to do everything. (Zhongli kindly gifted her what she needed in order to become a better streamer). Xiao suggested she become a VTuber and Ganyu thought it would be a fun, interesting way to engage with her growing community. She has some difficulty figuring everything out, but once she learns the ropes she’s ready to go! Her model is really cute; it even has different outfits for different occasions. She received a lot of support for her debut as a VTuber, too! Xiao also gave her a shoutout on his stream, so there’s that as well.
Outside of streaming, she’s a voice actor who often voices in games or anime. It’s no secret that Ganyu’s a huge fan of your work. You’re the whole reason she even started voice acting and whenever she plays a game you voiced in she can’t help but fangirl a little. It took her lots of hard work before she got her very first job voicing in an indie game. Everyone really enjoyed the character she played and the voice, so those who were curious enough looked her up and started following her socials. Ganyu tends to overwork herself when it comes to dubbing because she firmly believes that she must keep doing her best in order to one day get to your level and (if she were to meet you) impress you with everything she’s learned.
All of her hard work seems to finally pay off when she auditions for a character in an anime and is chosen for the voice! She’ll be voicing the main character’s closest friend. Ganyu soon finds out that her idol (aka you) will be voicing the main character. Which means that there’s a very high chance she’ll get to meet you and record with you in person!! She’s so excited that she can hardly wait for the day. In the meantime, she streams a bunch of different games and practices in preparation—anything to improve her skills while also passing the time. Her chat notes that she seems much happier, far more upbeat than usual.
When asked if something good happened, Ganyu’s VTuber model smiles and she says, “You could say that… It’s a really good thing, but I’m afraid I can’t say much yet.” And her chat is left to wonder what happened to contribute to Ganyu’s good mood.
She definitely tells Xiao about it (and perhaps even Zhongli if he asks). Xiao’s just pleased her dreams are coming true and Zhongli is…doing his best to understand. He’s still not accustomed to all of the streamer lingo he often sees whenever he joins either Xiao’s or Ganyu’s stream. But he wants to support her no matter what, so he wishes her good luck when the fateful day finally arrives. Ganyu wakes up earlier than normal to get ready, putting on her best outfit and eating a breakfast that’ll keep her motivated. She’s finally going to meet you, her dearest idol—the one who inspired her to get into this line of work. After all this time, she can finally say everything she’s wanted to say to you.
You’re so nice to look at up close. Ganyu always thought you were attractive, but when she’s actually in the same room as you it’s clear that you’re even more radiant than ever. You’re like the sun, a bright light that has always kept her inspired. It’s you who helped her stay focused on her goals when she was second-guessing herself. It’s all because of you that she made sure to buy merch of the characters you voiced and she makes sure to watch all of the interviews involving you. She’s even got a cute notebook that she writes in, journaling new facts she learns about you each day.
The good thing about this role is that the both of you play characters who have significant parts in the storyline. She’s so happy to be able to record alongside you for such a major role, and she can’t help but turn into a flustered mess when you smile at her and tell her that it’s nice to meet her. She doesn’t even know what to say; she’s speechless and is simply caught up in how perfect you are. You’ve always been special to her and she always dreamed of the day when she could finally meet you and tell you about how you’re such a big inspiration and that she loves you so much and that she hopes to become your dearest friend one day—or maybe even your lover. Oh, that would be a dream come true!
But she’s unable to articulate herself in this moment and she ends up murmuring a shy response. She’s embarrassed, but she has plenty of time to get to know the true you. This is only your first meeting—one that she’ll treasure forever—and it’s not like it’ll be the last.
Ganyu would do anything for you. It’s only fair that she dedicate herself to you in this way after you’ve done so much for her. You don’t know this, but everything Ganyu is now—her job as a voice actor, streaming, even some of her outfits and hobbies—is all based on you and the things you like. She wonders whether you have a significant other. You’ve never explicitly mentioned a lover in the interviews or at panels from past conventions. She hopes you don’t have a lover. It would break her heart to know that someone else is capable of making you happy when she’s right here and ready to provide for you!
Ganyu even has a little space dedicated to you in her room. It’s a shelf that has all sorts of items that are important or symbolic to you. It may seem like the shrine of an obsessed fan, but to Ganyu it’s just more proof of her undying affection for you. Her collection has only grown since she started recording with you. The sessions have gone surprisingly well! She was nervous at first because she wasn’t sure if she could ever live up to your standards. You noticed she was worrying and all it took to ease her anxiety was a sweet smile and sincere encouragement.
Since then Ganyu has fallen even harder for you. One day after a successful recording session, you invited her to lunch and her heart soared. She was certain her face was very red for the majority of the meal, but that didn’t matter! What mattered is that she got to dine with her beloved and share nice conversation. She learns more about you and has the confidence to ask you more about your early life and what got you into voice acting. She reveals that you’re her inspiration, and then it’s your turn to get slightly embarrassed. Ganyu’s praise is too much for you—you assure her you’re not that perfect, to which Ganyu would have to disagree—but you accept her kind words nonetheless.
Ganyu is always paying close attention to your social media accounts. She has her own private account that’s separate from her other socials, which allows her to say anything she wants and everything is attached to a blank, faceless account. It works out when she wants to scroll through your account and look at all of your posts again. She saves any photos you’ve posted and will sometimes print them out and make a cute collage out of them. Those collages usually go into a folder, are hung up on her wall, or placed on the shelf for viewing purposes.
She can’t help but wish that the two of you were closer. When she brings this point up to Xiao, hoping for some useful advice on how to break the ice and connect with you on a deeper level, he shrugs and offers a very blunt reply.
“Why not just bring (Name) to your place? They’ll have no choice but to get to know you if it’s just the two of you.”
And Ganyu understands that…somewhat. She wonders what you might say if she invited you over. If you agreed, she would clean everything from top to bottom until it shines. She’d even find a candle that’s in your preferred scent and will light it so her house smells like home to you. Oh, and she’ll have all of your favorite foods and games prepared if you just want to make it casual! She’s very ready to have you over. But her main concern: would you even want to come over? :(
Before she can get too self-conscious, Xiao shakes his head. “It doesn’t sound like you’re connecting. Do you really think that’ll work? Sounds like you’re just trying to impress them more than anything.”
Ganyu frowns as she recalls the conversation she had with you during lunch. She realizes now that it’s information she’s already well aware of. She was too busy admiring you and appreciating the moment to even register the fact that everything you told her is basic stuff. Anyone would know it, which means you don’t find her special enough to confide in her. And that hurts her heart. She just wants to be there for you—to have you tell her about your secrets like the two of you are true best friends. Just like the characters you voice!
“So what do you suggest I should do?” she asks, nervously peering at Xiao’s monitor as he continues his match, eyes never leaving the screen. “Should I wait until we finally connect?”
“Skip all of that,” he mutters with a huff. “Just take what you want. It’s what I’d do.”
It occurs to Ganyu that he means she should kidnap you. And the idea does sound appealing; it would definitely move things along faster. But she’s patient and she’s willing to wait for you. She also doesn’t want to force you into something you don’t want to do. But…she really likes you, and she’d do anything to have more one-on-one time with you, unrestrained by work hours and other interruptions. She’s so conflicted. If she did take you, there’s a chance you’d hate her and would never forgive her. But there’s also a chance that you might warm up to her even more—that you simply need a push in the right direction and everything will work out!
If she did kidnap you, she’d have to drug you. There’s just no way she could use force on you. Ganyu thinks about this throughout the entire day and into the next day as well, where you and her record lines and talk about games and anime. She’s still just that person you see at work; that’s all she’ll ever be if she doesn’t try harder to connect with you. She must be doing something wrong. Maybe she said something to upset you? Maybe you’re just shy and don’t know how to talk to her? Maybe she intimidated you somehow? Ganyu desperately wants to know what went wrong and what she can do to fix this relationship.
That’s right. It’s a relationship. Maybe not a romantic one, but it’s a relationship nonetheless. You’re definitely friends. She’s certain that there’s something in the way and that once it’s removed the two of you will connect instantly. She doesn’t want to be just a work friend, nor does she want you to view her as a mere fangirl who was inspired by your work and is now living the dream. Because Ganyu is more than that and you’re meant to see that! Her real dream is you—being with you, loving you, worshipping you. Just you and no one else.
Days pass and Xiao’s suggestion starts to sound better than ever. Ganyu knows it’s not right to think this way, but when Xiao tells her he’s willing to help—willing to provide her with all of the tools necessary to pull off an inconspicuous kidnapping—she’s so very tempted to go through with it.
She’ll write an apology letter to you as a therapeutic way of dealing with her own anxieties. You’ll never read this letter. But she hopes that by setting her worries aside and focusing on the positives of kidnapping—if one could even find such a terrible thing ‘positive’—that you’ll finally come around to her. Then she can truly share everything she’s wanted to share with you, and you can do the same!
Xiao’s really the best brother she could ever ask for. He’s even willing to kidnap you himself so that she won’t have to feel nearly as guilty as she might feel if she were the one taking you. So maybe it’s not so bad after all. All she wants is to have more time to chat with you so that the two of you can be more than acquaintances and perhaps even more than friends.
Surely you’ll understand where she’s coming from.
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hwangsies · 3 years
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(n) a gentle breeze
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pairing: seo changbin x female reader (hwang hyunjin x female reader)
genre: rebound to fwb to dumbasses to lovers(?), college!au, undergroundrappers!3racha
warnings: angst: mentions of infidelity, heartbreak and abuse, seemingly unrequited love, they are both so dumb and prideful its annoying, fluff, bad attempt at comedy, minsung on the side, cursing, alcohol consumption, smut: protected piv, oral (f), studio sex, praise, mild degradation, hair pulling, mild spanking
wc: 10k
enjoy <3
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September
"y/n?" you hear your roommates faint voice calling out your name.
You dont bother to answer because you know she's going to come into your room at any second now.
And you're right. "y/n??" Your door opens a few seconds later.
You groan in response, not looking up and instead staying in your little cocoon of blankets.
"no babygirl what are you doing?" you feel the bed shift under lias weight when she sits down.
"what does it look like i'm doing?" you grumble back, her hand gently rubbing over your arm.
"sulking, babe" she replies, dropping her purse to the ground.
"10 points for griffyndor" you sniffle as you scooch and sit up, pushing the blankets half off of you at which she sighs.
"wooyoung was not that good of a boyfriend for you to still be crying over him" lia presses her lips together concernedly.
She's right, you know it. It has almost been two months and you still feel like crying everytime someone mentions him.
"i know" you nod somewhat defeatedly "still, i was with him for almost a year and" you hiccup "he literally ripped my heart out and trampled on it"
"i know" lia nods understandingly "but i do think it would help if you went out again, even if its just for a night, you know just to be around people"
"it probably would but i just dont have the energy for it" you shrug your shoulders.
"i get it, girl, i really do" she pats your knee "both of my exes cheated on me, my only luck was that they were both awful at hiding it so i found out pretty quickly" she huffs.
You force out a chuckle, from what you heard from one of the girls that wooyoung cheated on you with, was that it started 3 months into your relationship.
"this the most humiliating thing ever, lia" you scoff "being with someone for so long, trusting them and telling them all your secrets and you think they are doing the same for you but then realizing that they were faking it all along to have multiple side chicks, and the fact that i was too oblivious to figure it out is the icing on the cake" you rub your forehead, feeling a migrane approach due to the sheer amount of crying you've been doing.
She seems to know what's happening and hands you the water bottle next to your bed "hydrate, sis"
So, you do. Taking four big gulps out of the water bottle.
Once you place the bottle next to you and tie your hair in a messy bun, you look at your roommate more thuroughly now that the tears are wiped away.
"you look pretty" you compliment her makeup and casual yet chic outfit "what'd you do tonight?"
Her contagious grin spreads over her face, eyes turning into little crescents.
"chris took me to the fair in town" lia grins before her face drops "I'm sorry, this is maybe not the time to ta-"
"No! It is, tell me about it" you interrupt her.
"O-okay" she nods hesitantly "well, i dont know if you've been keeping track but today was our fourth date and it was amazing" she gushes.
"I cant believe how much i like him, like, its crazy" she squeals a little, at which you giggle.
"so, fourth date huh? And he hasnt tried to get into your pants yet?" you quip.
"nope, i initiated our first kiss and other than that nothing" she whispers the last words before laughing.
"thats great" you smile, genuinely happy for her.
"Hmm yea" she sings as she gets up "i'll go to bed now too"
"Oh, hey, i have an idea" lia speaks up when standing in your doorway "chris has this performance thingy in two days, you should totally come!" she offers enthusiastically.
"he has a band?" you ask, partly to distract her from her offer.
"Hmm not really a band, they're a trio and there is this performance on saturday where a bunch of underground artists perform, i didnt fully listen if im honest" she giggles "but you should come with me!!" she jumps excitedly.
"i dont kno-"
"y/n pleasee? You'd do me a huge favor too because i dont know anyone there" lia pleads, clutchig her hands together.
"you know chris" you rebuttal.
"and what am i supposed to do when he's performing? stand around like an idiot? please y/n" she pouts.
"I dont really think this is my type of crowd..." you scratch your head.
"please please please" she jumps once more.
You sigh and tilt your head as you look at her sternly.
"one of his friends is single" she adds carefully.
"and cute" she sings "from what ive seen in pictures" she adds.
"lia" you groan.
"I'll do your laundry for two weeks if you come with me"
"you will?" Your head snaps towards her.
"yes i will! i promise, just come with me, please?"
A long sigh leaves your lips "okay"
-
The strong bass of the loud music rings in your chest as soon as you step foot into the club where “3racha” is supposed to be performing tonight.
Lia comes to a halt and you almost run into her because you were to busy checking out the venue and the other people around you.
“sorry” you mumble and hold onto her arm to avoid getting lost in the crowd.
She pulls out her phone and clicks on her and hers and chris’s chat, to figure out where to meet them, you assume.
“okay” lia puts her phone back into her jeans pocket and grabs your hand “they’re backstage, lets go”
“can we just go there?” you almost yell for her to understand what you’re saying.
“yea! Chris said he’ll make sure we’ll get in, come on” she tugs at your hand for you to walk faster.
You waddle behind her, barely dodging some drunk guys beer that goes flying before you arrive at the sign that says “artists only” and a black curtain behind it.
The guy standing infront of it raises a brow at the two of you before pointing at said sign “read ladies, no fans allowed”
“hey, they’re with me” a guy, you assume to be chris, taps on his shoulder and shows his artists badge, half of his body still covered by the curtain.
The bigger guy sighs and lets you through.
“thank you” lia lets go of your hand to loop her arms around chris’s neck once behind the curtain, they kiss and you look around.
Not because you are particularly uncomfortable, maybe still just a little bitter at happy couples.
You audibly clear your throat when they are still making out after a good ten seconds.
“oh-uhm” lia looks back at you after breaking the kiss “chris, this is y/n, y/n, chris” she giggles.
“hi y/n, nice to meet you” he gives you a quick hug and a smile full of dimples, finally understanding why your roommate is always swooning about him.
“hi” you smile back, somewhat forced.
“lets go to our dressingroom” chris suggests and leads the way.
Opening the door, he lets you and lia walk in first.
One guy is dancing around in the middle of the room, singing along to the current song that’s being played in the background with a water bottle as a pretend mic.
Another is one sitting on the small couch and laughing at him.
“oh, hi” the guy stops singing and quickly hides the bottle behind himself at which chris chuckles.
“guys, this is lia and y/n” chris points at the two of you before closing the door behind him.
“ooo the lia?” the waterbottle guy wiggles his eyebrows, at which you cant help but laugh as well, he isn’t very tall but looks lean.
“what is the lia supposed to mean?” lia laughs when chris comes up and slings an arm around her waist from behind her.
“I..well-I talk about you sometimes-“
“sometimes my ass” the guy sitting on the couch scoffs amusedly, your eyes shift to him.
He’s wearing a white baseball cap and a pretty tight fitted black Versace shirt, making his shoulders and arms look broad.
His hands clad in black half-gloves, he adjusts his cap before locking eyes with you and quickly looking down again.
“channie hyung must’ve forgotten his manners, I’m jisung” the waterbottle guy speaks up “and that’s changbin hyung” he points at the most intimidating-looking of the three of them, on the couch.
“channie?” lia squeals as she sits down with chris on the couch changbin is sitting on as well, jisung coming up to you.
“hey, you want something to drink?” he asks, pointing at the mini bar feigning cockiness  “we have a mini bar”
“woow” you chuckle, playing along “sure I’d love a drink”
“how come we’ve never met on campus before?” jisung asks after mixing you a vodka soda and sitting down on the second couch in the room.
“oh, you all go to uni here as well?” you ask surprisedly as you sit down next to him..
“yea” he grins “that’s how we all met” he points at lia and chris almost sitting on top of each other “and those two”
“oh I didn’t even know that” you take a sip, trying to loosen up “I guess I wasn’t listening when she was ranting on about him”
Jisung laughs and changbin joins the two of you as he sits down next to jisung.
“they just started calling each other bubs I feel like throwing up” changbin groans as he drinks from his beer.
You huff before jisung speaks again, looking from his friend back to you “he’s usually more romantic” he quips.
“I bet” you joke with him.
“yup” changbin locks eyes with you “that’s why I’m single, I’m just too romantic” he shakes his head sarcastically.
“ooh” you squint your eyes “emotional unavailability? love that in a man” you grin, at which his eyebrow quirks up amusedly.
“speaking of man, did minho hyung text you when he’d be here?” jisung asks his friend.
“yea he said he’ll be here in 5 and that you should finally buy a new phone” changbin answers, reading it from his phone at which jisung scoffs before turning to you.
“minho is my boyfriend” he explains “he’s hot” he grins at which you laugh “I bet”
“so, y/n, do you have a boyfriend?” jisung asks after taking a sip of his drink
“not anymore” you scoff, jisung inhales excitedly “guess what, changbin is single as well” he grins from ear to ear, comically looking back and forth between you two.
“oh, please dont start like lia” you chuckle, leaning forwards to lock eyes with changbin “no offense, but I only attract assholes”
He shakes his head, amusedly raising his brows “none taken” he grins at which you huff before a young woman comes into their dressing room to tell them they’re up next.
-
Back in the crowd, you and lia find a good place just as the lights dim and the music begins to play.
Suddenly you feel someone run into your side “woah I’m sorry” he quickly apologizes “this guy pushed me” he looks behind him.
“its alright” you nod, loud enough for him to hear.
Once they come outside, the crowd goes wild.
“jisungieee” the guy next to you all over sudden screams, you have to smile when looking at him.
“are you minho by any chance?” you ask him.
He nods aggressively “yea! do you know jisung?”
“I just met him backstage” you yell over the loud bass.
Minho laughs and nods before the bass drops and chris starts the first verse.
“he’s great right?” lia screams into your ear when the first chorus ends.
“yea” you nod, actually surprised at how good their music is, now understanding as to why the crowd loves them so much.
Changbin starts his verse and suddenly you feel somewhat entranced, his voice is rough and his bars are hard, definitely fitting his appearance but what entices you is the passion with which he appears to be performing.
Throughout their whole performance you cant take your eyes off him, the way his arms flex when he grips onto the microphone a little harder or the way his jugular sticks out when he growls into the microphone.
Not to mention the thighs you somehow didn’t notice in their dressing room, you watch them strain against his leather pants and feel even hotter suddenly.
Their last song ends and lia is quick to be in your ear about going backstage to chris again.
“oh you know chan hyung?” minho overhears and chimes in.
“yea she’s his date” you point at your overly excited roommate.
“changbin just texted and said they’re upstairs in the vip lounge, come with me” the brunette holds out his hand for you to take, which you do and grab lia with the other one.
“do you know where you’re going?” you ask minho after a minute of pressing yourself along sweaty dancing bodies.
“yea! they’re here a lot” he yells back “its right over there” he points to a flight of stairs where yet another bouncer is standing in front of.
“hey minho” the bouncer greats him with a fist bump “these girls are with you?” he points at lia and you.
“yea” he nods.
“trying something new, I see” he laughs atw hich you frown.
“oh, nono” minho chuckles uncomfortably “I’m still with jisung”
“ah-alright well, have fun” the bouncer moves after looking you all up and down, letting you walk up the stairs.
“wow, you’re famous” lia giggles at which minho huffs and shakes his head amusedly “yea, for being the only non-straight person they know”
“baby” you see jisung jump up from his seat in the spacious lounge as soon as you enter.
“hii” minho holds out his arms for him to run into, you cant stop yourself from smiling when you see jisung jump into his boyfriends arms.
“lia, y/n come over here” chris waves at the two of you.
“you were so good, baby” you hear minho praise jisung behind you as you walk over to the large round sitting booth where chan and changbin are sitting.
Lia slides into the booth and cuddles into chans side “you were awesome” she squeals as you sit down on the other end and grab a fresh glass from the middle of the round table, holding it next to changbins where he’s pouring cherry vodka into.
“can i get some?” you ask, he glances at you and smirks before silently filling your glass with a  double shots worth of the slightly rosy liquid.
“so, how did you like it?” he asks as he leans back, taking a swing of his drink.
“you guys were really good” you nod “to be honest I didn’t expect such high quality music”
He laughs, leaning his head back a little, his adams apple bopping with it.
You cant help but notice the sheer sheen of sweat that expands over his thick neck, obviously coming from their escapades on stage just now.
“what did you expect? a bunch of drunks playing wonderwall on the guitar for more drunks?” he grins, straight white teeth on display.
“hey, don’t come for wonderwall” you raise your hand jokingly at which he laughs.
“I wouldn’t dare” he raises his hands comically.
“hey” you whip your head around to see jisung and minho “scoot, please” jisung speaks again.
“oh-yea” you grab your drink and scoot further into the half circle-shaped booth.
“so what do you study?” changbin asks, his voice catches you off guard because you hadn’t calculated how close you’re sitting to him.
You turn to him to realise you’re close enough to smell his perfume and aftershave.
“uh- I- art” you answer shakily before taking a sip of your drink just to pull a face afterwards.
“jesus christ” you cough a little and hold your chest as changbin laughs.
“its stronger than you’d think” he grins “can you handle it?” he teases when your eyes get a little watery.
You stare at him for a second before playfully rolling your eyes “im good” 
His eyes trace over your face as you look around before he breaks the silence ”i can get you something else if you want” he offers.
“oh-uh no, I’m just being dramatic its fine” you chuckle.
“so...what do you study?” you change the topic.
“I’m majoring in music” he says, stretching out his arms over the backrest “all three of us are”
“oh, so you like, produce all your own stuff?” you ask, your eyes jumping to where his forearm touches your shoulder, that’s leaning against the backrest.
“yea, channie hyung composes the most, me and ji write a lot” he explains,
“thats really cool” you nod, looking over to the mentioned guy.
Changbin follows your eyes and huffs when the both of you see him and your roommate sucking face again.
After a few seconds they stop and giggle before standing up to go somewhere.
“where are they going?” you huff.
“I guess they want some alone time” he chuckles, lifting the arm close to you to take off the cap he’s still wearing.
You flinch when his forearm brushes your shoulder.
“are you scared of me?” he asks slowly, stopping his movements, cap still in hand.
“no- no” you shake your head, chuckling “I- its just been a while since I’ve gone out and I don’t know” you shrug “I feel a little lost”
“hm” changbin cocks his brow at your words, running one hand through his dark brown locks.
You divert your eyes from his bulging bicep back to his face quickly when he speaks again.
“any reason why?” he leans back again.
“oh, just a shitty ex and a shitty breakup” you shrug “I’m gonna spare you the details”
“aw, no please, tell me he had a small dick and everything, now im invested” he jokes.
You tsk at him and push his arm playfully, feigning annoyance.
“that still doesn’t answer my question as to why you jumped like that when my arm touched you” changbin raises his brows expectantly.
You open your mouth to speak but-
“we’ll go get some more to drink” minho interrupts you at which changbin nods.
“so?” he asks again, once minho and jisung leave.
“did that ex hit you? give me his address I’ll beat him up for you” changbin deadpans.
“no” you shake your head after taking another sip “he didn’t” you huff incredulously.
“its just- you look kinda scary” you blurt out finally.
His eyes widen before he falls into a boyish laughter, which you cant help but join.
“me?” he points at himself before laughing again, the image you had made up in your mind about him cracking.
“yea!” you raise your brows “when you look like this” you furrow your brows and lightly squint your eyes to mimic his resting bitch face.
“what the-” he splutters laughingly.
“stoop, don’t laugh” you hold onto his forearm, still giggling yourself.
He calms himself, subconsciously scooting closer to you in the now empty booth.
“maybe scary wasn’t the right word” you snicker, looking down.
“I think the word you were looking for was: sexy, hot or mysterious, maybe handsome-” he quips, grinning to himself when you start laughing again.
“no, no, I know what I meant” you joke back, just now noticing how close he is, his knee touching yours as his whole torso is turned to you.
“so none of my suggestions are accurate?” he cheekily raises one brow at which you scoff playfully.
“maybe one or two” you see his eyes jump to your lips.
The air suddenly feels thick around you with tension, changbins tongue darting out to wet his plump bottom lip while his eyes are still locked on yours.
You breathe in before the two of you lock eyes again "so…are you gonna kiss me, or just stare?"
He raises his brows at your sudden boost of confidence, grinning amusedly.
"what happened to me being scary?" he counters before urging you to swing one leg over his thighs with gentle hands.
You take a seat on his lap, straddling his thick thighs before looping your arms around his neck "i dont know, i think i'm into it" you quip.
His hands wander up your waist "well then i wont make you wait any longer" he grins, looking at your lips one last time before closing the gap inbetween you two.
You meet him in the middle, changbins grip on your waist tightens when his plush lips land on yours.
He pulls you closer to him, pushing his tongue past the seam of your lips.
You can taste the cherry vodka on his tongue but it riles you up even more, sucking at the wet muscle before his hands wander over the swell of your ass and each grab a handful of the flesh; your short skirt riding up when you subconsciously grind against his lap.
“be careful” he mumbles against your lips, gently tugging down the piece of fabric so you don’t expose yourself to bywalkers.
“where’s the fun in that?” you cock your head to the side teasingly.
Changbin scoffs and leans in again but you get interrupted by jisung.
“hey, we-oh” you whip your head around.
Jisungs frown turns into a grin “uh” he chuckles “we dont mean to interrupt but chan hyung texted minho and they’re going to your place” he points at you.
“ugh, seriously?” you mutter.
“I’m sleeping at minhos so, hyung you’ll have our place to yourself” he winks at changbin.
“so, we’re out too, have fun you guys” minho waves teasingly as jisung drags him away.
For a second you stare after them, until a gentle squeeze at your waist makes you turn around again.
“you could come over to my place if you don’t want to go to yours right now” he offers, eyes flickering to your lips when you bite at your lower one.
-
This is usually like not you, letting some guy you barely know take you home.
But here you are the next morning, looking up at the ceiling, changbins room flooded with daylight.
You sit up and look at the still unconscious changbin next to you. His blanket had fallen down and exposes his toned torso, barely covering his private parts.
A tingle forms in your lower abdomen when you think of what happened here a few hours ago.
But you pull yourself together and start looking around for your clothes.
You spot your bra on his desk and your skirt and shoes on the floor, gently shimmying out from underneath the blanket; you grab your skirt and slide it on without your panties, not being able to find them anywhere.
Right as you clasp your bra behind your back, changbins morning voice makes you flinch “you would’ve just snuck out?” he grumbles, rubbing his eyes as you look back at him.
“what? did you take me for a breakfast lover?” you quip as you slide into your shoes, looking around for your shirt.
“damn, that’s cold” he chuckles lowly, sitting up and watching you stride around his room.
“where did you put my shirt?” you ask, bending down to look under his desk.
“maybe you should worry about your panties first” he snickers, eyes glued to your core when you look back at him.
You kiss your teeth and straighten up quickly, having forgotten about your lack of underwear.
“not that that wasn’t a great view just now-“
“you’re not helping” you interrupt him, eyes lighting up when you spot your shirt in the hallway.
“why so serious all over sudden?” he grins “last night you were everything but tense”
You scoff as you pull your shirt over your head and stuff it into your skirt before grabbing your purse and phone.
“I have an exam in 2 days and I haven’t studied yet” you exhale.
“I could drive you home-“ he runs a hand through his messy hair.
“I’ll call a cab, uhm- thanks for last night” you hurriedly smile before walking out.
“bye” changbin calls after you, frowning and dropping back down onto his bed when he hears the door shut behind you “have a nice day I guess” he mumbles to himself.
 October
You cling your jacket closer to your body as you walk through the howling wind the seasonal change had brought with it.
When you arrive at lias faculty building you take out your phone to see if she texted you about when her lecture would be over.
lia : hey babe, chris took me to his place -received at 4:17 pm
You roll your eyes, typical you think.
you : are you serious? you begged me to walk home with you -sent at 4:25 pm
You see her the little blue bubble pop up, indicating that she’s writing a message.
lia : im sorry!! please don’t be mad, he surprised me :((( -received at 4:25 pm
You scoff and turn off your phone before slipping it in your coats pocket alongside your hands. Typical, you think, ever since that night at the club the two of them have become inseparable and lia cancelling on you had become a regular thing. You are happy for her but you also miss your friend.
“y/n?” a familiar voice calls after you right as you start to walk away, you freeze and turn around.
“yea?- oh” you swallow harshly when you see changbin walk your way.
“hey” he smiles brightly and you have to bite back a grin at the cute beanie he’s sporting alongside his slightly red nose due to the cold weather.
“hi” you smile timidly.
“you never texted” he tilts his head at which you nod.
“yea, sorry I actually never got your number” you look at the ground “uh- what are you doing here?”
“oh um im on my way to the studio” he points at a nearby building “that’s the music faculty”
“ah okay, well” you lock eyes “have fun then” you turn around again, ready to walk away.
“hey” he catches up with you “you wanna join me? check out some of our new stuff?” he burries his hands in the front pockets of his jeans.
“I don’t know, changbin I really don’t want to date right now-“ you start at which he chuckles.
“I didn’t ask you to marry me” he stops in his tracks, grinning when you do as well, locking eyes “come on, I just need an unbiased opinion on some new tracks” he tilts his head.
You inhale before looking around you “I could drive you home after? So you don’t have to walk through this weather?” he offers, raising his brows at which you purse your lips.
“alright” you give in, changbin smiles and extends his elbow for you to hold.
You simper and coyly hook your hand around his arm as the two of you start walking.
-
“this is awesome!” you point to his laptop a minute after he played the first song for you.
Changbin grins bashfully and leans back into his desk chair “you think?”
“yea, the hook is super catchy” you bob your head as his eyes fix on your profile “you’re really talented, changbin” you catch him blushing before putting on another song.
After a few other songs, he takes off his headphones when you take off yours.
“can I ask you something?” he asks, you glance at him.
“you just did” you quip at which he huffs, “sure” you nod.
“how much of that night do you remember?” he fiddles with one of the rings on his left hand.
“why?” you ask back.
“well, you seemed really upset the next morning so I got kind of scared that you didn’t actually want it and I kind of took advantage of you” he recalls the night the two of you spent together.
“oh, no. you didn’t take advantage of me, I wasn’t even  drunk and I would’ve told you if I had changed my mind or something. That was just the first time I ever spent the night at a guys house for a one night stand” you absently pick off some fuzzies from your jeans.
“plus I had just come out of a relationship so I was a little too emotional anyways” you chuckle.
“alright” changbin nods “just wanted to make sure” he smiles down at his hands “cause I remember all of it”
You whip your head, scoffing when you see him with a shit eating grin on his face.
“hm” you feign ignorance as you lean back “I don’t know, there wasn’t a lot to remember” you grin mischievously.
He laughs out loud, leaning forwards “no?”
You shake your head, pursing your lips comically “nah”
“cause I remember you shaking and screaming” he grins.
You shrug your shoulders “weird, must’ve faked it” you deadpan, fiddling with the headphones you’re still holding.
Changbins tongue prods on the inside of his cheek, huffing when he catches you grinning.
“right” he grins slumping into his seat a little further.
A thought flashes in your head when your gaze drops to his crotch and thick thighs, you swallow some spit in frustration as you feel your core getting hotter.
He was right, the night was amazing, maybe that was even part of the reason you stormed out the way you did.
You clench your thighs for some relief, anything really.
“want me to refresh your memory?” your eyes jump up to meet his, you open your mouth but nothing comes out; do you want him to?
Yes. Yes you do.
So, you get up and straddle him on his chair: his hands instantly gripping at your hips, pulling you closer.
“someones eager” he grins, pushing some of your hair behind your ear.
“shut up” you whisper before crashing your lips onto his.
Changbin groans when you tug at his hair, inviting you to slip your tongue in between his lips and grind your hips over his crotch.
He hisses before propping himself up on one armrest and holding your lower back with the other as he stands up; you squeal but he holds you before sitting you back down on the desk, next to his laptop.
“now who’s eager” you grin when his hands find the waistband of your leggings and tug them down with your panties in one.
He huffs as he bunches your leggings and panties around your ankles before slipping underneath the fabric barrier and inbetween your legs.
“by the looks of it..” he runs a finger through your wet folds “still you” he quips before pushing one finger in without warning.
You moan, you head dropping back onto the hard wooden surface.
“look at me” changbin orders as a second finger prods at your entrance, you whimper but prop yourself up on your elbows.
He curls the two fingers and pumps them almost violently, the palm of his hand smacking your clit with every pump.
“oh god-“ you yelp, your eyes scrunching together as your hips buck up.
“its changbin but god is fine too” he quips as he lowers his head, you curse at him, even though you have to laugh a little.
“you’re so annoy-ah!” you cry out because suddenly his tongue is lapping over your swollen clit, sucking on it forcefully when you claw one hand into his already messed up dark locks.
“fuck-bin- gonna cum” your hips stutter and you feel the pleasure that’s blooming in your tummy is getting ready to snap.
“mmh” he humms against you “cum then, baby” he moans, knowing full well what the added vibrations are doing to your body when your chest arches and your mouth drops open.
Your cries fill the studio as you clamp down on his fingers; he rides your through your high, holding down your hips with his unoccupied hand because you squirm with the euphoria that’s filling your veins.
“good girl” he mumbles, removing his fingers from you before bringing them up to your lips “now, suck them clean for me, yea?” he grins, lips and chin shiny with your cum.
-
“finally” you huff when arriving at 3rachas lounge in a club out of town; where they had just performed “this club is huge” you breathe, jisung scooting and changbin letting you squeeze past him to take a seat in between them as they chuckle.
Lia and chan already lost in their own world again as she drags him to the dancefloor, squealing when chan teasingly squeezes her sides as they disappear into the crowd.
“they are made for each other” minho sighs, sitting down and giving jisung the second beer from his hands.
“I know right” you lean back, breathing in.
“you’re still out of breath?” changbin laughs at you at which you hit his arm.
“stop it, oh my god” you feign annoyance “you know how exhausting it is to dodge beer bottles and not loose lia? she’s like a Chihuahua, I swear, you loose her once and its over” you chuckle, jisung and minho laughing too.
“you just don’t have any endurance, woman” changbin grins teasingly.
“that’s so not true” you laugh incredulously “what about two nights ago-“
“AH-“ jisung interrupts you, placing his hands over his ears “please spare us your sex stories, I hear enough of that when you’re over, babe”
You huff and changbins cheeks turn red.
“you guys are fucking?” minho asks, eyebrows raised as he takes a swing of his beer.
“good job keeping up, baby” jisung pats his boyfriends thigh teasingly at which he tsks at him.
“are you together or what?” minho props his elbow on the table to support his chin with his hand as he looks at the two of you expectantly.
“no, we’re not” you chuckle somewhat uncomfortably before looking over at changbin who just grins awkwardly.
“just here to be a good friend and keep the groupies away” you joke “right?” you nudge changbin with your elbow at which he nods swiftly, looking down again.
“yea, baby don’t be so old fashioned” jisung teases his boyfriend who just rolls his eyes playfully.
“speaking of groupies” minho mutters, spotting a group of girls just before they approach the lounge.
“hey jisungie, you wanna dance?” a pretty blonde girl bats her eyelashes as she leans down a bit to expose more of her cleavage, making jisung grin.
“baby, you’re gorgeous but I’m very gay” he nods apologetically, “Oh” she straightens up “really? You sure?”
You and changbin have to bite back a laugh when jisung nods again “very sure, thanks though, for coming”
She shrugs and looks at changbin “what about you? Wanna dance?”
“uh-“ changbin starts but you cut him off “he’s with me actually” you tilt your head.
“for real?” she stems her hands into her hips as she looks back at her posse, scoffing.
“yea” changbin loops his strong arm around your waist and pulls you closer to him “that’s my girl, so a little respect, please”
“aww” you coo dramatically as you play along, putting your hand on his jaw to turn his head towards you before you lock lips.
“whatever” you faintly hear the girls voice get quieter when changbin slips his tongue in between your lips.
“they’re gone” you hear minho but changbin pulls your legs to dangle over one of his thighs as he grips your waist.
“guys” jisungs voice only registers in the back of your head when changbin sucks at your bottom lip and you run your fingers through the hair on the back of his head.
“can I get you some more beers?” the waitresses voice pulls the both of you out of your trance as you break the kiss abruptly.
Jisung laughs, shaking his head at the both of you before turning to the waitress “we’ll take a round of shots I think”
  November
 “fuck-harder” you gasp “..mhh binnie-shit” you moan while changbin pounds into you from behind, gripping your hip tighter with one of his hands; the other one migrating up your back to gather the legth of your hair, twisting them before he pulls at their root.
You groan when you feel your hair getting pulled back, neck stretching as he picks up his pace.
“like this? fuck you love this don’t you?” he breaths ragged, but you can hear the dirty smirk that lingers on his lips every time you have rough sex..
You moan out loudly when he releases your hair and pushes your torso down onto the mattress, your hand pulling at the sheets , needing something to grip and release the pleasure.
“fuck- answer me, slut” he grunts and delivers a harsh slap to your ass.
You cry out “yes-yes-fuck-love it” you desperately gasp as he leans down to you, earning a low chuckle which sends shivers down your back.
His lips latch onto your shoulder blade and start sucking on the skin until a purple mark blooms under his lips.
“fuck” you let out a strangled yell when the hand on your hip makes its way to your front and he started circling your clit with his fingers, the pace and firmness matching his thrusts.
You cry out for him as you clench furiously around his cock “that’s a good girl” he whispers, only letting go of your clit when you flinch in overstimulation.
“cum for me- fuck baby, cum for me and let the others know who’s fucking you this good” he rasps in your ear. Not 5 seconds later, your orgasm ripples through you and you would’ve collapsed completely if he wasn’t holding you up.
You’re still panting when both of his hands go back on your hips and push them down, laying you flat on the mattress before he picks up his pace again with his last left strength to reach his own high.
“shit- y/n“ he grunts when you tighten around him again and you feel him filling the condom with some drawn out groans and a sharp hiss.
After a few seconds of nothing but heavy breathing filling the room, he pulls out and falls next to you on his bed.
You wince at the soreness that’s already presenting itself when you turn around on your back, looking over to him; you watch as he ties a knot in the condom and throws it into the trash next to his desk.
“kobe!” he exclaims gleefully at his perfect throw before looking back at you to see if you saw.
“jesus christ why am I sleeping with you” you hold your hands over your face, hating the fact that it made you laugh.
He gasps, feigning to be offended “that’s not how you speak to the guy that just made you cum three times”
“you are so full of yourself, seo changbin” you shake your head amusedly as you sit up.
“wait, I’ll clean you up” changbin is quick to rise from his comfortable position to grab some tissues from his nightstand.
“come here” he mumbles, gently urging you to lie back down before carefully wiping your own cum off your inner thighs and mound.
You watch him as he gently moves to wipe the tissue over your puffy folds, your hips jumping a little when he accidentally passes your clit.
“sorry” he grins, pressing a kiss to your angled knee; at which you feel your heart lurch forward a bit.
Woah, wait.
You’ve been seeing changbin just for sex for almost two months now, you’ve even gone with him other performances and after parties to keep groupies away and be his arm candy and never has your heart done this.
Mayday. Abort mission.
“should be good for now” changbin shrugs, shooting you a sweet smile before turning away from you to also get rid of the tissues.
You use the opportunity to shuffle to the side of his bed and slip on your panties before grabbing your bra.
“hey, you wanna leave already?” changbin asks “I thought we could hang” he tucks his hand under his head as you look back at him, clipping your bra closed “watch a movie or something”
“sorry, I promised lia I’d help her clean the apartment today” you lie, surprisingly quick, before pulling your hoodie over your head.
“so you’re just gonna fuck me and leave again?” he jokes dramatically “I don’t even get cuddles?”
“shut up” you chuckle.
“am I nothing more to you than a pretty piece of meat?” he continues as you slip into your jeans, rolling your eyes playfully.
“a toy you use when you need stress relief??” he holds his chest dramatically.
You step into your shoes and raise your brows at him.
“are you complaining?” you ask playfully.
“nahh” he pulls his covers over his abs as he watches you grab your jacket from his desk chair.
"At least give me a 'gopdbye, thanks for the bomb dick, kiss" He grins when you scoff at him. So, you lean over him and press a quick peck to his lips; he whines playfully when you lean back up again, sitting up and catching your lips with his roughly once more.
“alright, see ya” you shrug."
And shit, your heart does it again. What are you doing?
You break the kiss and ruffle through his hair.
“ugh” he huffs annoyedly, fixing his hair “I hope you have trouble walking” he quips as you go for the door.
“I’ll text you if I don’t” you wink at him before closing his door, leaning against it from the outside and closing your eyes.
“fuck” you whisper to yourself before making your way through the guys apartment.
“don’t break his heart, y/n” minhos voie comes from behind as you twist the doorknob.
“huh?” you trun around to look at him, he’s wearing a shirt that you know to be jisungs so he must be staying over.
“I’ve known changbin for a while, he seems tough but he’s a softie deep down” he crosses his arms over his chest “he hurts easier than you think”
“we- we’re both not in this for anything serious” you stammer “what do you mean?”
“I see the way he looks at you, y/n” minho smiles softly “I’m not telling you how to live your life, just, be honest with him… and yourself for that matter” he quirks one brow up, smiling before disappearing around the corner.
 -
 You squint your eyes as you’re trying to make out the label of the cereal boxes in the upper shelves, looking back at your phone you check to see what brand lia had texted you about so you don’t accidentally buy the wrong thing.
“fuck” you mumble when you see her desired cereal at the top of the shelf, so you reach up but to no avail.
“y/n?” you lower your heels to the floor again before turning around to see…
“hyunjin?” you face drops in awe.
“hey!” the tall young man smiles widely, opening his arms and inviting you to a hug.
“wow, hi” you hug him back.
Damn, what happened to him? The last time you saw him was before he moved away in 10th grade.
You used to be good friends with him, or, well, the freakishly skinny and lanky highschool version of him you met in dance class.
By the feel of it, even through the trenchcoat he’s wearing, you can tell he’s bulked up quite a bit.
After letting go of him, you cant help but stare.
His acne had cleared up and his brown hair is chin length with the top parts pulled back into a little pony tail, leaving some face framing strands in the front.
“wow- you look-“ you blink a few times to make sure you’re not dreaming “…really good, hyunjin”
He smiles on the ground, his pretty plump lips parting to reveal beautiful pearly whites which used to be covered by braces.
“so do you” he grins.
“no- I mean you look… good-good” you splutter, laughing awkwardly “like what are you a model now or something?”
“actually, yea- part time” he chuckles.
“oh” you huff  “wow of course” you shake your head laughingly, blushing furiously when he doesn’t break eye contact.
“so- uhm” you gulp, making him grin even wider “what are you doing here?”
“I’m transferring here” he nods “better dance programme” he explains shortly.
“oh you still dance” you observe out loud “I haven’t danced in a while” you look down.
“you should come by after practice sometime” he offers “to catch up- or dance if you want” he giggles, a little dimple appearing on his left cheek.
“yea, I’d love that” you smile, nodding before he takes out his phone.
“put in your number, I’ll text you” he smiles softly when holding it out to you.
“mhm” you agree, saving your number in his phone and trying not to think about him staring at you the whole time.
“alright well” he checks his phone for the time, you guess “I gotta get going, only came here for this” he chuckles, holding up a carton of milk that you, weirdly enough, haven’t noticed until now.
“alright” you nod before he moves in for a hug again.
“bye” he smiles when loosening his arms again.
“bye” you mumble, staring at the back of his perfect head as he walks away.
You were about to pull out your phone and rant to lia about what just happened, when he stops in his tracks and turns around.
“almost forgot” he grins, reaching up and getting your cereal from the top shelf; winking when he places it in your hands, your body freezing.
“bye” he grins, walking away before you could thank him.
-
 You had taken hyunjin up on his offer and met him in the dance studio after class where he showed you some of his contemporary pieces before you made your way to the popular coffee shop on campus together.
“-no seriously the second piece was my favourite I think, but they were all amazing!” you smile up at him at which he shakes his head cutely.
“can you stop complimenting me, y/n I’m getting all nervous” he laughs softly.
“oh please” you quip “with your talent and looks I would think nothing could make you nervous” you roll your eyes playfully.
Hyunjin huffs, opening the coffee shops door for you “you can” he says softly as you walk past him, you turn around to him to see him blush a litte but diverting his eyes to the big menu above the counter.
Did he just flirt with you? No, you must be tripping.
You look around to see only two other people sitting in one of the booths together, the cold must keep most people home, you think before hyunjin gently pulls at your sleeve to get your attention.
“what do you want?” he asks, the barista looking at you expectantly.
“uhm- a hot chocolate please” you say, reaching in your purse to get your wallet.
“I’ll take the same” hyunjin smiles politely, giving the barista money.
“on me” he smiles down at you.
“oh, thank you” you smile sheepishly, letting go of your purse again.
Once your hot chocolates are ready, you sit down in one of the booths, hyunjin sliding in to sit across from you.
“I was back home last week before I came here, you’ll never guess who I met” hyunjin grins.
“who?” you ask curiously.
“tim” he grins.
“tim?” your eyes almost pop out of your head “as in my first boyfriend tim?” you laugh, holding your hand to your face incredulously.
“but he moved away as well?” you half ask.
“yea he said he was visiting his grandparents, but guess the best part” hyunjin bites his lip
“what?” you chuckle.
“he got a nose job” hyunjin bites back a laugh when you gasp surprisedly “really?”
“one word” hyunjin says “botched…”
“aw no, poor tim” you frown, looking down at your hot drink as memories from back in the day come back to you.
“he always used to put his hand up my shirt when hugging” you frown, making hyunjin laugh.
“it was 9th grade y/n what did you expect?” you scoff at his rethorical question.
“I don’t know, some basic manners maybe?” you counter playfully…slowly letting the conversation die down as you both take sips from your cocoa.
“how come we never dated?” he asks softly after aminute of silence, looking up at you.
“we were friends?” you chuckle awkwardly.
“come on” hyunjin sits back in his booth “you must’ve known I had the biggest crush on you”
“you did?” you almost launch forwards in your seat, making hyunjin laugh.
“well, I guess you didn’t know then” he giggles, hiding his face in his hands embarrassedly.
“anyways, I would’ve paid good money to be able to slip my hand up your shirt” he jokes, cheeks reddening when you laugh.
“I honestly liked you a lot back then” you say “if you would’ve said something we might’ve actually gone out” you shrug gently.
“damn, way to rub that in my face” hyunjin grins.
You hold his eye contact for a few seconds before you feel your blood rushing to your cheeks again, quickly lifting up your mug to take a sip and partly cover your face.
When you put your mug back down, hyunjin grins widely, mumbling a “cute” before slowly bringing his hand to your chin and gently swiping his thumb over your top lip where a foam mustache had formed.
You gulp when he swiftly sucks the foam off his thumb, your eyes darting from his eyes to his lips.
When he notices, he leans over, slowly as if scared to overwhelm you.
That’s when minhos words pop up in the back of your head.
“be honest with him, and yourself for that matter”
But you aren’t together, and hyunjin is great and you want to kiss him but you know it would be wrong.
However, before you know it his lips are on yours and you’re not doing anything to stop him.
They are soft and inviting and you let him swipe his tongue over the seam of your lips, but then the little doorbell rings and you hear lias voice, followed by a male one before they abruptly stop, making you pull away abruptly.
Oh.
There they are, lia, chan, jisung and changbin; looking at you.
“y/n” lia grins widely, approaching your table “aren’t you gonna introduce us?” she squeals, hyunjin clears his throat and sits back down.
The three guys hesitantly follow lia when-
“woah- hyunjin?” chan speaks up.
“chan-hyung?” hyunjin gets up from his place to receive a hug from the older one as your eyes divert to changbin who is looking at the ground.
You aren’t together. Then why do you feel so guilty and why does he look so disappointed.
“he’s cute, girl” jisung grinningly interrupts your daydreaming, nodding towards chan and hyunjin who are still talking.
You force out a smile.
“how do you two know each other?” lia asks curiously.
“he went to my highschool, the last few years” chan grins.
“what a coincidence” you mumble, almost ironically.
“I went to highschool with y/n too, the first couple years though, then I moved away” hyunjin explains “oh, im sorry, I’m hyunjin by the way” he turns to jisung and changbin.
“I’m jisung, this is changbin” jisung smiles, pointing at his grumpy friend.
“I’m lia” lia grins “his girlfriend and her best friend” she points at chan before snuggling up to you, giggling.
Jesus, woman where do you get the energy? Is what you want to ask but you just flash another forced smile, hoping this moment will pass quickly.
“where were you guys?” you change the topic, hoping changbin would maybe look at you if you spoke up.
“oh, I caught them all huddled up in the studio” lia grins “they probably haven’t been outside in a week again” she giggles.
“true” jisung quips.
“hey lets all sit down” hyunjin suggests.
“I’ll get a coffee” changbin mumbles, walking back to the counter.
You usher lia to make way for you to get out of the booth, following him.
“bin” you stand next to him as he looks up at the menu but he ignores you.
“you could at least acknowledge my presence, your highness” you quip annoyedly.
“what do you want me to say, y/n?” he mutters.
“I didn’t know this would happen with him or I would’ve told you” you say, looking back at the other four talking and laughing in the booth.
“we’re not together y/n, you’ve made that very clear; if you wanna kiss lord farquaad go ahead, I’m not stopping you” he looks over to the booth as well.
“jesus christ” you huff “why are you so defensive then?”
“hi” changbin greets the barista who just came from the back “I’ll have an iced coffee to go, please” he orders.
“the world doesn’t revolve around you y/n, maybe I’m having a bad day” he answers when the barista makes his way to the coffee machines, you feel a lump from in your throat.
“yea, well thanks for making mine bad as well” you turn on your heels to join the others, hyunjin sees you coming back and scooches to make some space for you next to him.
You smile and thank him quietly when he also gives you your mug.
“everything alright?” he asks quietly, as to not disturb the others conversation.
“yea, just had to ask him some stuff” you smile at which he smiles back, turning back to the others.
After a minute changbin approaches the booth with his iced coffee “hey, I’ll run back to the studio I gotta finish that track”
“ugh, changbin I just dragged you out of there, stay for a second” lia protests and jisung nods along.
“nah, gotta get it done tonight” he shakes his head.
“alight see you later” chan nods.
“nice to meet you, man” hyunjin says, nodding at him as well.
“yea” changbin answers tight-lipped before walking out.
 December
”I’m sorry, hyunjin” you frown “I’m just not ready for a relationship after what happened with my ex-“
“its alright y/n” his large hand encases yours “you don’t have to explain yourself to me”
You sigh in relief “I’m sorry I tried to rush things, it just, seemed to good to be true to find you here and everything” he says.
“but I’ll wait for you, if that’s what you want” he looks up at you.
“oh, jinnie you shouldn’t have to do that” you shake your head “I’m sure there are great girls out there who are emotionally ready to be with you”
“yea, but you’re the girl I want to be with” he says softly and your heart shatters into pieces because you’re not sure he’s the guy you want to be with.
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You fight yourself through the crowd at 3rachas last performance of the year, at the same venue where you met them for the first time. Just like the time before, chan makes sure lia, hyunjin, minho and you are able to come backstage.
“I’m excited to see you perform, man” hyunjin grins at chan, patting his shoulder “your stuff was already dope back then…” they continue speaking as you enter their dressing room.
Jisung greets his boyfriend as you and lia sit down on the leather couch.
Changbin is standing in front of the mirror, fixing his hair before his eyes lock with yours through the mirror, but he just diverts them to chan who’s grabbing a beer for hyunjin and himself, you guess.
“did you have to invite him?” changbin semi-whispers to the older one, nodding at hyunjin, chan just frowns confusedly,making changbin shake his head and walk out.
You look at hyunjin who is talking to minho and jisung, and doesn’t seem to have heard changbin. So, you get up to follow him out but lia holds your wrist “y/n you cant keep running after him” she hisses.
“he cant keep treating me like im invisible, I just want to clear the air” you free your arm and walk out to see changbin almost at the end of the corridor, walking out of a heavy door which, you think leads outside.
After reaching the door you open it to find him outside, leaning against the brick wall of the building, looking down at his phone.
The cold air hits your skin and you shiver, only wearing a top and some jeans since its warm in the club.
Changbin notices you and looks up “what do you want, y/n?” he asks.
“that was real classy back there” you comment, holding your arms to your body to preserve some warmth. Changbin huffs, unfazed as he looks back at his phone “whatever, y/n”
“no, not whatever bin” you step closer to him “he asked me to date him” his head shoots up and you lock eyes, for a second they are soft in the way they look into yours but something changes and they turn mean when he speaks again.
“so? that’s a you proplem” he shrugs.
“its not a problem at all, he’s sweet and loving and cares about me but for some reason im standing here, hoping that you’ll give me a reason to not be with him” you feel your throat closing up with anger mixed with confusion when he starts chuckling.
“you’re not serious are you?” he squints and your heart drops, tears pooling at your lashline.
“of course not, I couldn’t expect someone as stubborn and- and comunicationally incompetent like you to understand anything about feelings” you turn on your heels when a teardrop rolls down your cheek.
A hand wraps itself around your wrist, making you turn back “I’ve wanted to be with you since that moment in the club where you kissed me infront of all these girls. It was always you who was stubborn y/n, you never wanted to spend anymore time with me other than fucking” he snaps at you, taking a breather to start another sentence but you cut him off.
“-then why didn’t you say anything?” you ask quietly and he looks down.
“because- fuck” he lets go of your wrist “I didn’t want to scare you away, you in my bed was better than no you at all. But then fucking prince charming appears out of no where and sweeps you off your feet-”
“but I don’t want prince charming I want you” you blurt out, tears now streaming down your face, making him take a step back as his eyes soften.
“then why didn’t you say anything?” a small smile tugs at his lips as he closes the distance between you, gently running his hands up your arms, feeling the goosebumps brought on by the cold.
You huff, looking down and watching one of your teardrops melting a tiny hole into the snow before looking back up “because I’m stubborn and comunicationally incompetent” you sniffle “and stupid apparently” 
A grin spreads over changbins face as his hands cradle your cheeks, wiping your tears away with his thumbs “so, you wanna be stubborn and stupid together?” he whispers, locking eyes with you.
You press your lips together, trying to keep yourself from sobbing even more as you nod.
He chuckles softly ”you can stop crying now, baby” at which you nod beathing in shakily but smiling when he pushes some hair out of your face.
“can you kiss me now please” you sniffle whiningly, huffing in a laugh when he pulls a face.
“i dont know babe, you’re a little snotty right now-” he jokes.
“shut up” you hit him, chuckling when he pulls you even closer by your waist and gently connects his lips with yours.
A soft wind blows through your hair and you loop your arms around his neck even tighter, deepening the kiss at which he moans, holding your waist tighter to his body.
The door creaks open and “are you guys finally together?” minhos voice makes you break the kiss.
“yea” you grin when jisung comes out after his boyfriend.
“nice” he grins, nodding at you.
“yea yea nice, beautiful love whatever, hyung we’re up, lets go” jisung rambles, laughing and running back inside when changbin pretends to hit him, minho shaking his head and following him.
“you’ll watch me yea?” your boyfriend grins at you, taking your hand and planting a kiss on the back of it.
“from the front row, baby”
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a/n: omg im finally done wth this took me so long yall, i started writing this sin september (which is why the fic starts in september as well lol) sorry about the winterly feelings i’m pushing onto you in the end but last week it literally snowed where i live so i was like uh?!?!?!? okay lets write some snowy shit, global warming ftw i guess....anyways i hope u liked it pls leave some feedback and/or ur favourite part ig lol i would appreciate it alot <33 (not proofred yet oopsie)
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chasingpj · 3 years
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𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐨 𝐝𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫
pairing: leo valdez x child of iris!reader
requested?: yes!
translation: full of color
warnings: uhh, mentions of mental health and ?? maybe some typos lmao
category: headcanons, fluff, best friends to lovers
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pre-relationship
though, leo saw you around camp often, you caught interest in him before he caught interest in you
i mean, he literally couldn't miss you because your outfits were always bright, whether it was a combination of colors or monochromatic
you and your siblings actually look like a rainbow threw up on you guys, and it's honestly iconic
no one at camp can not notice the children of iris, especially when they're in a herd
one day, you were sitting alone at a picnic table near the lake, and you found yourself drawing him in your sketchbook
you sketched a portrait of him while he spoke to piper at a table nearby
you've always found the floppy curls and how his brightest smiles always look a little manic to be adorable
when you sketched his portrait in your notebook, you didn’t intend for him ever to see it
until a couple of weeks later in the arts and crafts center, leo passed by and caught sight of a new project you were working on
he stopped in his tracks to compliment your drawing
since you were nowhere near done with it, you couldn’t admire the piece as much as he was
but his enthusiasm was so endearing
he politely asked if he could see more, and you didn’t hesitate to slide over your sketchbook
he noticed a lot of your drawings were scenery and people at camp; especially your siblings
he stumbled across a detailed sketch of a woman and her child sitting in a bus
“wow… who’s this?”
“oh, I don’t know. It was just a little girl I saw on the train with her mother.”
“so you just drew her?”
you never realized how weird your habit of drawing random people was until he had asked
you giggled nervously, quick to explain yourself, “I tend to draw people or things that I find beautiful. I wanted to capture how calm and happy she was with her child ‘cause at the time, I was stressed and angry. Watching and drawing her made me calm.”
leo nodded, a faint smile on his lips before looking back down at the drawing. “that’s really cool,” he complimented, and you shifted in your seat, suddenly shy.
And then it hit you
you were so willing to show leo all your works that you had completely forgotten that his portrait was in that book
your pulse thumped loud in your ears, mind racing to figure out a way to take away your sketchbook before he could see it
you ended up spending so long thinking of what to do that he arrived on the page in no time
right before he could see the drawing in its entirety, you slammed the book closed and snatched it
leo’s startled expression turned into a mischievous smirk
“was that me?”
you froze in your place; a squeaky sound escaped your throat in your embarrassment
leo’s brown eyes sparkled as he leaned into you, your gaze fixed on his, “y/n, you think I’m beautiful?”
AHHHH!
^^ that was you in your head btw
leo laughed, amused at your attempt to deny it
“then why did you snatch it away?” he raises an eyebrow before reaching over quickly to grab the sketchbook back
you didn't pull it out of his reach fast enough, leo getting a grip on one side
the two of you pull it back and forth, leo laughing at you as you continued to deny what he saw
though you were incredibly embarrassed, you couldn't contain the laughter bubbling in your chest
gods, of course, this would happen to me, you thought
he got it out of your grip, and you sighed in defeat, watching him flip to the page of him and piper
he was quiet, studying the picture for a second before giving you that playful smirk
“you think I’m beautiful?” he asked again
you playfully rolled your eyes, “it was more piper than you.”
your tone was sarcastic, only fueling leo’s banter with you
“oh really?” he chuckled to himself, “but i’m the only one colored in.”
you were silent at his observation before scoffing, “whatever.”
leo only laughed as you take the book away from him
“don’t you have somewhere to be, fire boy?” you asked and nudged his shoulder
the glint in your eyes made him smile, and he shrugged, “i guess i do. i'll see you around."
you nodded, too shy to do anything else, and he walked off
after that, leo took it upon himself to talk to you every day
leo teased you about the drawing all the time, and he found the way you would play along to be funny
before you both fell in love, you were close friends
you had such an optimistic point of view about life, and it was pretty contagious
somehow when leo was in the dumps about something, you always knew what to say
you were just so easy to talk to, and because of this, your friendship just grew naturally
your first kiss was towards the end of summer
leo invited you to hang out with him in bunker nine at, specifically, 6 pm
you teasingly asked if it was a date, and you remember the way he tensed up a bit
with a mumble, he asked, "what if it is?"
from the tone in his voice, you knew he wasn’t joking
in fact, his tone was hesitant, a part of him was expecting you to reject him
then the heavy pit in his stomach turned light when you smiled and said, "then I'm down."
the grin leo gave you made your heart flutter like crazy
your first date consisted of eating snacks and watching a movie on one of those portable DVD players
You picked up on the tension between you and him, and noticed the opportunities for a kiss kept passing
it was until Leo walked you to your cabin that night did you have a moment of boldness and asked, "so are you going to kiss me or?"
leo's eyes widen in surprise before his face broke out in the familiar smirk he gives when he flirts with you
you rolled your eyes playfully and grabbed the front of his shirt, pulling him into you
your first kiss was sweet and soft; a little awkward
his hands hovered over your sides for a second, not sure what to do with them until he decided to rest them on your waist
it was the perfect way to mark the beginning of your relationship
relationship
since you guys are both broke teenagers, you got creative with date nights
you came up with the idea of paint splattering with him
you guys got canvases, covered the walls and floors with plastic to make sure you didn't dirty them
then you filled water balloons with paint and just threw them
despite you guys singing and dancing around in the midst of it, the canvases came out so good
and to commemorate the beginning of your relationship, you hung them up side by side in bunker nine, and when you guys get a place together, you hang them up in the hallway of your apartment
leo is a huge gift giver; as i’ve said before in my “how he shows he loves you” headcanons
he’s made you a lot of things; canvases, jewelry, little trinkets with scrap metal
one of your favorite gifts from him is a suncatcher with rainbow quartz
you fell in love with it and when you move in together, you make sure to hang it up in the kitchen with the bunch of other suncatchers that he’s made you
i love the idea that you would attempt to bring more color in his wardrobe
a lot of his clothes are muted in color; you don’t mind it but you were interested to see what he’d look like in a colorful outfit like yours
To say the least, he was not that enthusiastic and maybe, you shouldn’t have put him in a monochromatic orange outfit but… you still thought he looked cute
leo thought he looked like a traffic cone though so it didn’t stick
it’s okay because you like him the way he is anyways
another thing is that you guys are super supportive of each other and leo loves just how you manage to lift his mood
once leo was having a bad mental health week
you guys were sitting under a tree, looking out at the water
his head laid on your shoulder and small sniffles came from the other
it hurt to see him like this and you wished you could do more to make him feel better
then you had the greatest idea to make a rainbow for him
so you did
leo was so stunned when he saw the rainbow form over the lake
he looked at you surprised and when you admitted to making the rainbow for him, the emotion on his face was indescribable
and then you laughed and held him when he started crying because he said it was the nicest thing anyone has ever done for him
another time, you insisted that meditation would be good for him
he literally sat down for like 3 minutes with his eyes closed before he was itching to get up and do something
even when he was sitting down, he was still bouncing his legs and fidgeting
so that fell through too but you still helped him in other ways and he’s so grateful for your optimism and bubbly personality
leo always says that you bring color to everything; literally and figuratively
one of the things you bring color to is his life
and he’s constantly reminding you of this; that his world just feels brighter now that you’re around
and it’s literal too
since you painted the walls of bunker nine a bright orange
he asked you why orange, and you told him because orange encourages productivity, creativity, and most importantly, optimism
it may have also reminded you of the orange outfit you put him into
anyways, you told him that it hurt you to see him get down in the dumps, and you insisted there was no way he could be sad in a bright orange room
needless to say, you were kinda right
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lovelyminnieee · 3 years
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Without you- J.J.H
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Pairing: Jaehyun x reader
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Warnings: Car accident mentions, mentions of death, father!Jaehyun, Coma, mentions of losing a loved one
Summary: Jaehyun doesn't want to deal with life anymore. Without you there to hug him, or tell him it was okay to cry, he didn't want to even come home, unless it was for his daughter. He missed you, so much he could go crazy. Maybe you will never come back, he hasn't lost hope yet. Will you be able to comeback to him and your daughter's lives again?
A/n: this is my first fic on my account, feedbacks would be deeply appreciated. Uh, I am a little nervous to post it, but please do give me feedbacks. And the paragraphs written in italics are memories
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It's been 3 years. Three years without you. There wasn't one day where he didn't think of you. Your daughter and the way she reminds him of you. He's tired of it, tired of life. Without you there to comfort him, tell him it's okay to cry, he's tired.
"Eun ha, we have to get to school!" Jaehyun shouts from one end of the apartment, packing her lunch. "Coming daddy!" His daughter waddles over to him, struggling to put her shoes on. "Let me do it," Jaehyun said as he picked her up and put her on the table. He smiles as he puts her shoes on quickly, placing her down after. "Let's go, okay baby?" Jaehyun holds her little hand, her bag in his other hand.
Jaehyun opened the door to the apartment and sighed. An empty home was not really welcoming. You weren't there to hug him, tell him that you love him. His habits haven't changed, he sat down on the couch and pulled out his phone.
"I miss you so fucking much..."
He texted your number. He missed you so much, he was going crazy. He closed his eyes, trying to hold tears bay. He sent you a picture of Eun ha in her dress up outfit. Like a princess.
"Look at Eun ha, she looks so pretty. Just like you baby"
His fingers type, the memories flooding in. He took you for granted while you were there, and that is the thing he regrets the most in life. 
"I understand, but you can't just ignore me like that, Jae," you said, angry. He was ignoring you for the past few days, and you had no idea why. He said it was because of work, but he wasn't there at work during work hours. "No Jae, you're not working, you're somewhere else during work hours," you said, your eyes staring at him. Jaehyun paused for a minute, speechless. He was preparing something special for you, and that was the reason. "I- I was-" Jaehyun sighed. You were getting on his nerves. "Y/n, just leave me alone. You don't understand," he said and walked away, frustrated at your behaviour. You didn't know why you got angry so quickly, you were usually so calm and collected during arguments. "So now you want me to leave you alone?" You scoffed. Jaehyun turned around and stared at you. "Isn't that what I just said?" He stares back at you. "So it's completely okay for you to go out during work hours? And ignore me when you come home? What the fuck, Jae?" You raised your voice a little. "Can you not right now? I'm frustrated, Y/n." Jaehyun tried to keep his cool. "Jae, I've been dealing with so many things, do you think you're the only one who deals with stress?" You ask him, tears swelling in your eyes. Jaehyun closed his eyes, trying to stay collected. Maybe you had a reason to be mad this quick. "You might as well be cheating on me, or lying to me. And what not-"
"WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS Y/N?-"
"BECAUSE I WANTED TO TELL YOU I WAS PREGNANT, JAE!"
Jaehyun went silent. His heart pounded in his chest at the news. Well, that certainly wasn't a good way to release the news. She was pregnant? He thought.
"You're what?"
"You know what, nevermind," you walked away, wiping your tears. Jaehyun ran up to you and hugged you from behind. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," Jaehyun whispered, kissing your neck softly. "I'm hurt, Jae." You whispered, your voice cracking. "I'm so sorry," he said, his hands softly resting over your tummy. Jaehyun's face ceased into a smile, continuing to press his lips against your neck. "I'm going to be a father," Jaehyun's eyes teared up as he twirled you around and kissed you softly. Everything felt unreal at that moment. He was going to be a dad. His heart swelled in happiness, pulling your waist closer to him.
"I'm so sorry about everything. I love you so much"
He pressed the send button, his eyes tearing up.
"Please come back to me, to Eun ha"
Tears ran down his cheeks and his world darkened again. Three years of torture. Three years without you. He doesn't know how he's going to manage. He shifted on the couch, staring mindlessly at the ceiling. "I miss you so much, Y/N." He whispered, holding his tears in. He had to visit you at the hospital soon, so he put his emotions aside for a moment and got up. He walked to his room and changed in a few minutes, grabbing his bag and walking out the door.
"Hi baby, I'm here," he whispers softly, walking closer to your bed. Your parents had been taking care of you for the past two days because he was busy, but now that he's here, he wants to tell you everything. He knows you're listening, unable to talk. "How are you, love? Is everything okay? Does it hurt?" He asks, gently caressing your hands. He misses your whiny self. Whatever he said, the room was so silent when it was supposed to be filled with your sweet voice. He sighs and closes his eyes, trying to hold in his emotions. "I miss you so much," his voice comes out as a broken whisper. "I can't do this anymore. I can't do this without you, please come back, I'm sorry," he cries, holding your hand close to him. Jaehyun remembers the day the accident happened.
"I'll meet you at home, babe. I love you," he said, cutting the call with a smile on his face. "You make me feel so single," Johnny whispers from his work desk, sighing. "Come on, John. You can bag girls if you try," Jaehyun chuckled as he put on his jacket. "Lucky, you get to go home early while I'm stuck with hyuck, great." Johnny rolls his eyes. Jaehyun just chuckles, walking out of his shared office space.
"So, how was work today?" Jaehyun asked, his eyes focused on the road. "Bad, all that man had to say was I did a bad job and screamed at me. The audacity," you scoffed on the other side of the phone. "Which man? The manager or the CEO?"
"Of course it has to be the manager. He's so annoying I swear," you sighed.
"Oh well, I'll ask him to shut the fuck up next time so he won't annoy you, okay?"
"Ew that was so cheesy, Jae," you cringed behind the phone. Before Jaehyun could even process your reply, loud crashes and screams were heard. He called for you repeatedly, only to realise that you weren't replying.
"I'm so sorry, if I hadn't distracted you, you would still be here for me." Jaehyun cries hard. He looks up at you to see tears running down the side of your face. "Sssh, don't cry," he said, wiping your tears and letting his hand rest on your face. He places a soft kiss on your forehead, his heart hurting at the sight of you. You laid in the bed, limp and pale. "Hey, you know..." He sniffled. "I met your manager on my way here today," he smiled, trying to get the mood better.
"And then, she was trying to write C, but Eun ha wrote it like it was mirrored," Jaehyun giggles softly, his hand still caressing yours. Your hands felt warm to him, and it was the best thing in the world to him. Just as he was about to let the unknown tears in his eyes fall, he felt something. He felt your hand move. His gaze snapped to your hands, which once moved. "Baby, can you do that again for me?" He says hastily, trying not to cry. And he sees a movement, yet again. "Wait for me, I'll go get the doctors, okay?" He says and hurries out of the room, holding himself together. He will come apart any second, but now was not the time.
Doctors rush in and out of the room as Jaehyun watches from the side, tears falling. He had called his mother and asked her to pick Eun ha up from school, just so that he can stay with you longer. "Mr. Jeong?" The doctor called. Jaehyun's cloudy gaze snapped to the doctor, hurrying over to the man. His first clenches in the anticipation of the news as the doctor smiles. "This is the first time I've seen something like this. Her senses are responding to the tests, after a full three years." The doctor tells him. "Is that good?" Jaehyun askes, sniffling. "Yes. Mrs. Jeong's health seems to be progressing so much more than the last three years, she has a higher chance of recovering from the coma for a week or so," Dr. Cho assures him, patting him on the shoulder before he leaves. Jaehyun stares at you for a moment before he comes closer to you. "Hey baby, you're gonna come back to me and Eun ha, aren't you?" Jaehyun asks softly, tears welling in his eyes yet again. "You will, I know it." He kissed your forehead again.
The hopeful week was crucial. Jaehyun visits you everyday of the week with Eun ha, trying his best to make you happy. He'd give his life up for you because what he and his daughter needed the most during this time was you. He had to go to work nevertheless, but you would never be left without a visitor. Mostly being his or your parents and your kid, or him and Eun ha. He was hopeful until the last day of the week rolled over, and he got a call from the doctor.
"Mr. Jeong, I need to talk to you as fast as possible."
"Is there a problem, Dr. Cho?"
He hears a sigh from the other side that sends fear through him.
"We need to talk as fast as possible. Can you make it to the hospital now?"
"Of course, give me 30 minutes, doc,"
Jaehyun cut the call, panic settling within him.
"Johnny, please take care of this document for me. I just got a call from Dr. Cho. I need to go, okay?"
"Yes sir, don't worry about it,"
Johnny said, gesturing to him to hurry on his way. Jaehyun rushed out of the building, getting into his car in no time. In fifteen minutes, he was there at the hospital. He found the same office he's been visiting for the last three years in a couple of minutes, panting as he barged in through the door.
"I was expecting you, Mr. Jeong," Dr. Cho said, sitting upright. He had a bad feeling about what he was going to hear. "I need you to sit down and take a deep breath," the doctor said, sympathy marked in his eyes. Jaehyun sat down hesitatingly, staring at the doctor.
"Would you like something to drink or...?"
"Cut the crap, Dr. Cho,"
Jaehyun snapped. The man just sighed, looking him in the eye. "Your wife, Mrs. Jeong, was pronounced brain dead over 20 minute ago. She had a stroke which caused the brain to stop working," Jaehyun's broken world came crashing down in a few seconds as soon as he heard the news.
"What?"
"Sir, you need to calm-"
"No no no, she hasn't died yet. She can't die yet. You said she was making steady progress, YOU SAID SHE MIGHT WAKE UP, WHY CHANGE YOUR WORDS NOW?!" Jaehyun asked, tears running down his cheeks.
"Jaehyun, listen. It was a stroke that prompted brain death. We can keep her on a machine which pumps oxygen onto her organs which will keep her warm, but it won't do anything,"
"Can you step out for a minute?" Jaehyun asked him, his voice soft. "Of course," the doctor said, moving on his way out.
Jaehyun takes in the news, tears pouring out of his eyes. All he asked for was you and God denied. Great, he hopes that he at least gets to see you one last time. He stepped out of the doctor's office with red eyes and nose. "Can I see her for the last time?" Jaehyun requests, to which the doctor agrees. Tears kept flowing on his way to the room, wiping then with the sleeve of his shirt.
"Go on in," the doctor says, gesturing at the door. Jaehyun holds onto the handle and hesitates before sliding the door open. He keeps his eyes locked on to the floor and when he does lift his eyes, surprise strikes him. You were up, alive and well. Jaehyun blinks before wiping his eyes and looking again. "Jae..." His name rolls off your tongue, bringing him back to earth. He didn't say anything, but he rushed to you and engulfed you in a big hug. He held you close to him, not letting go. It's not like you wanted to let go either. "Jae..." You said, letting your head rest on his shoulder, arms wrapped around him tightly. "I missed you so much," he whispered, breaking into tears again. "God, you're so warm. I missed this so much," you say softly. He missed your voice so much. Jaehyun pulls back gently and stares at your famished face, wiping your tears. "I love you so much, so much," he said, cupping your cheeks in his hands. Your tears ran down again, you missed him so much.
"So what was that?" Jaehyun questions the doctor, glaring at him. "Well uh, your wife had a special request," the doctor smiles, looking away after. "Cho Si-hyeon, I will smack you," he glares, shooting lasers through his eyes. "Hey! Yell at her, not me!" Si-hyeon, his fellow classmate who was a year older than him exclaimed, pointing at you. "No," Jaehyun said, kissing you all over your face as you giggled softly. "She needs to get physiotherapy for her legs and you can go home after," Si-hyeon says, watching them both enjoy each other's presence. "Mhm, 'kay. What else?" Jaehyun said, his gaze fixed on you. "This is disgusting. Bye, I can't stand it," Si-hyeon scrunched his face, leaving the room. "Tsk, he's just jealous that I have such a pretty wife," Jaehyun says and places a small kiss on your lips. "Oh well," you whispered, pulling him into a soft and we'll needed kiss, for both.
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Taglist: @sparklysung @trying-to-love-myself
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tartagliad · 3 years
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HII! I like your writing!! I can see requests are open. Do you take requests for au's? If so, do you mind making short fic/headcanon about what the boys will be as a prince of their nation and the reader dating them?~~ I passed by a tiktok with a prince version drawing of them so I thought it would be cute wah. You can choose any of the characters! If you can't make it, don't worry, I won't mind! Thank you and take care!! <3
Ahh, I still don't know how to write AU's... and that is why I'll do it. This'll be a challenge and a new thing to learn.. so if u guys write AU's or understand them, pls let me know if I did something wrong... alright, let's get to the headcannon :D
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Dating The Prince
summary: What is like dating the lovely prince from your nation :)
fem! reader, prince Diluc!
Genre: fluff
warning: none
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The dream of every living girls in the nation, dating the lovely and charming prince Diluc
It's not uncommon when every girl is almost fainted every time they see the prince walk in the village and waved at them
But little did they know the prince is already dating someone
And who is that person..? It's you of course
You came from a normal and happy family
Your family runs a boutique actually, quite famous in fact
Everyone loves your family's work, even the royalties liked it very much
That's where you met Diluc, he was ordering some clothing for his next visit to another nation
It was an honor when you found out he wanted something and your mother decided it was your turn to make the clothing set
You were scared at first.. I mean, hey.. it's the prince, you were scared that you ruined it or made something that made him disappointed
But your mother determined that you will make the greatest outfit that he'll ever seen, and so you work on it
Using high-quality materials and techniques that your mother told you, carefully ensemble the pieces together, and voila... it's finish!
When Diluc finally arrives, your mom showed him and that face of his... unforgettable
HE REALLY LOVES IT
Your mother told him that was your work and not hers
Diluc gives you his thanks and one day he'll invite you and your family for dinner
Who would deny it, of course you accept it :D
When the day arrived, you were really nervous... you wear a slightly dark blue dress, with heels and a bracelet, simple
For you is simple, but for the lovely prince, stunning
Diluc give you a little tour around the castle and have a chat with you
Ngl, he really loves and enjoy talking with you
And every time you laugh, he can't help but made his heart beat so quickly
He met a lot of girls, mainly because his parents want him to get married so he can took the throne of his father
But with you, he is more than willing to talk and be with you
And that's when both of you grew closer and started dating
At first you thought it was a dream, but no... it's real
All the girls from your nation really wanted to be in your position
Some of them asked you how the prince treated you
Questions always popped out of their heads and wandered around you and be your friend...?
You didn't trust most of them because they probably gonna make a scene out of it
Long story short, both of you are a really romantic couple
Diluc always told you that it's fine to wear casual clothing instead of a dress, well.. you have a dress that is simple but good enough so you can enter the castle
Diluc loves to bring you to a near by lake, the place was so calming and there were a lot of flowers
Both of you would spend some time there and probably have a picnic UwU
When he has time, he will come and maybe have a dinner at your home with your family
He's really kind and warm to your family, he even helps your parents to clean up the dishes or table after dinner even though your parents said he didn't have to
His parents also loves you too, taking care of his son with full of love and helping him when he needs anything
His parents are happy that he finally found someone that he's happy with
Now? well, I assumed you already created a dress for your wedding :D
Both of your parents have discussed about it and now, both of you are gonna get married in a few months
Everyone in the village are happy for you and support your relationship with the prince
And both of you lived happily ever after
"My darling, thank you for coming into my life, you've made my life brighter by your presence. I love you and by this, may I propose this love of mine by claiming this ring finger? I wanted our love to last forever until we are in the heavens and the people in our nation remember our story."
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(A/N: How was it? I hope you all enjoyed it, if I miss something or write something wrong, let me know, I'm still new to AU's, so bare with me...^^ thank you and take care!!)
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serowotonin · 3 years
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˗ˏˋ 𝗴𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀 ˎˊ˗
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✰ PAIRING ( terushima yuuji x fem!reader ) ✰ WORDCOUNT ( 1.9k ) ✰ GENRE ( ansgt, songfic ) ✰ WARNINGS ( um one swear word, angst, implications of de*th )
all the memories that we make will never change we'll stay drunk, we'll stay tan, let the love remain and I swear that I'll always paint you golden days ♫ panic! at the disco
✰✰ NOTE.. so uH i think this is the first angst thing i wrote that im actually happy with and i know terushima isn’t someone a lot of ppl write for so to the few ppl who see this</3 hope u guys enjoy:”)
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“Ughh where is it,” Terushima grumbled to himself as he pulled open drawer after drawer. He had searched all the cabinets, all the tables, and just about every inch of his apartment but has yet to find his phone charger. 
As he closed the second to last drawer on this shelf, which held no phone charger, he pulled out his phone and saw it had 1% battery remaining. Quickly, he unlocked it and went to his contacts. Before he could make a call though, the screen turned black and he was left staring at a faint reflection of himself.
“Damn it,” he cursed under his breath. “She’s gonna get upset again.”
He clutched the now dead phone in one hand and ran the other through his hair, sighing in exhaustion. Today had been tiring enough with work and now he had this to deal with.
There was still one more drawer he hadn’t checked though. So, he lifted his hand out of his hair and pulled it wide open. 
In it sat a small box. 
He knew of its contents the moment he laid eyes on it. He also knew opening it now would only make him feel worse, not to mention, it would definitely delay his plans.
But for some reason, a longing for nostalgia or maybe the person that brought such nostalgia, his arms unconsciously moved to take the box into his hands.
Your words echoed in the back of his mind as he traced his fingers along the edges of the box.
“It’ll be like our little time capsule. For us to open when we’re all old and wrinkly…”
A deep sigh escaped his lips. 
Every rational thought that came into his head begged him not to open it, to put it back, to forget he even found it. 
Instead, his fingers moved to lift the cover and lay it down on the floor beside him.
And there you were... a polaroid of you at least. 
Your lips were curved in a sweet smile inviting him in and breaking his heart all over again. Up until now, he could barely recall what your face looked like when you were happy, truly happy. He could only remember the tears and regret you had on your face towards the end… 
But seeing you like this again, the wideness of your smile, the crinkle of your eyes… you radiated a joy and happiness he had begun to forget in you.
He stared at the picture for a good minute before turning it around to see the familiar strokes of your handwriting.
‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!’ and under it ‘(first pic taken with the polaroid my baby Yuuji got for me<3)’
“My baby Yuuji,” he whispered.
“Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you,” he sang softly into your ear as he held you from behind, swaying gently in tune. 
“Happy birthday dear Y/n.. Happy birthday to you~”
You turned to kiss the blond and he pulled you even closer to him. 
“I love you babe, happy birthday...” 
The tiredness he had felt just moments ago seemed to have fluttered away when he found you again in the polaroids, and a longing burst from the depths as he put the picture down and picked up another one, his hands once again moving on their own will.
This one had the two of you standing together, backs facing the camera. It was taken at a beach when the sun was still high in the sky and the water glistened blue. But it wasn’t the scenery that appealed to him, nor was it the way the sun wrapped around you two in perfect golden light. 
It was how close you were to him. The physical distance between you two was barely existent. Your arms were wrapped around his waist and his were draped over your shoulders. 
‘Sea breeze, cute outfit, sand between my toes, and 1 Terushima Yuuji… Damn was today great.’
How he would give to be that close to you again.
“Ok 3, 2, 1…”
You clung on to him as tight as you could and he smiled, pulling you closer. 
At the sound of the camera click and the hum of the photo being printed, you let go and quickly turned around to thank the woman for taking the picture.
When you did that he felt off; as if a part of his body was just yanked away. It wasn’t an extreme feeling, nor was it painful in any way. It was more just a lingering emptiness that was put to rest a few seconds later when you were back by his side again.
He put his arm back on your shoulder and peered down at the polaroid in your hand. You were staring at the photo patiently waiting for the colors to fade in. And when it finally did, you smiled satisfactorily at it before tucking it away and flashing another smile to the man right next to you.
Terushima closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and tried to clear his mind. It’s been years, he shouldn’t be dwelling on the past like this.
And yet, there was comfort in the pain the memories brought.
When he opened his eyes, they landed on yet another photo of you. And as he has been for a good part of his life, he was drawn to you. Reaching out a hand, he picked it up and let the memories wash over him once more.
After a while, he set it down and picked up another. And another. And another. Each capturing a moment with you he would never get back. 
It’s been years since he’s had to learn to live without you. Truthfully though, he never did learn how. The sun became a little dimmer, the rain a little harder, the breeze a little less refreshing. The world lost its vibrancy when he lost you. He adapted, got used to the dullness, but he couldn’t learn to live the same anymore...
He picked up another polaroid.
This one didn’t have either of your faces on it. It just showed the two of you holding hands against a dark background.
The bottom held no words but instead an arrow pointing to the right. Terushima turned the polaroid and saw a small envelope attached to the back. Curious, he opened it up and pulled out the piece of paper snuggled inside.
‘This one’s a bit longer than any other note I’ve written for a polaroid but… I kinda just realized smth really important. He drove me out at 3AM in the morning to get food because I said I was hungry. Then we sat in his car listening to some old mixtapes he had. They were pretty crappy but it didn’t matter. I love Terushima Yuuji. I’ve said it a million times before but last night it really hit me, hard. I love him in a way I’d never be able to love anyone else. 
I want to go on more dates with him. more stupid dates, more romantic ones, more 3AM dates, more cuddle dates. And even though it might be selfish of me, I want to spend my every breathing minute with him. 
If I can’t have anything else in this then I just want these golden days of ours to last forever..’
And before he realized it, tears were rolling down his cheeks. Fuck it all. He missed you. He missed the days you had together, the nights spent in each others’ arms. He missed you so much it tore a hole in his heart and all he could see when he looked at the sunlight drifting through the window was just darkness. 
It pained him to know that everything you wanted was all he ever needed. It pained him that he hadn’t realized this until it was too late. And it pained him most that you were never coming back.
Why’d you have to leave? 
He tried so hard to stop asking this question, and for a while, he was successful. But the polaroids, your handwriting, the memories, you.. there was just so much pain in the happiness of the past. 
But you were gone. He had accepted that long ago. 
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“Terushima, you in here?” a familiar voice called from outside. 
Right, he forgot about Misaki. Wiping any tears left on his face, he put all the polaroids back in the box, covered the lid, and left the room.
“DADDY!!” a little girl yelled, running at him full speed. He bent down and lifted her into his arms effortlessly.
“Oh you’ve gotten heavier. How much has Misaki been feeding you huh?” he teased.
The little girl pouted as she pointed to the floor signaling she wanted to be put down. Terushima chuckled and did so.
Walking over to a slightly annoyed-looking Misaki, he muttered an apology for not going to pick her up and a thanks for taking care of his daughter. 
“Hey wait, you look like you’ve been crying… Are you ok Teru?” she asked, eyes showing her concern.
He let out a deep sigh. 
“I uh- I found a box with some old pictures of Y/n and I just-”
She put a hand on his shoulder and squeezed it reassuringly. 
“Look, I know you miss her and I know you know this, but don’t get too stuck in the past. Focus on what you have now,” she said looking in the direction of the young girl who had made her way over to the small pile of stuffed animals on the couch.
He rubbed his face and nodded, “Yeah. Yeah, thank you Misaki.”
“Ok,” she replied with a sympathetic smile. “I’ll be going then.” 
Terushima nodded again and after she said bye to his daughter, he walked her to the door.
Turning back he leaned on the wall and looked affectionately at the girl playing on his couch. She was still so young, but it’s been almost 5 years now that he’s taken care of her. 
Time seemed to fly by with her and yet it felt like so long ago he welcomed her to the world. 
He understood now the past and its memories were something to be treasured. It was not something to cling on tightly though. The golden days of the past are gone, but the glittering rays that coated the floor and walls of his living room tell him it’s a new age. 
It was an age he had to cherish well.
Deciding to do something he’s been putting off, he walked back into his room and brought out the box with all its polaroids and memories.
“Yui, come here. I want to show you something.”
She stared at him before taking one frayed teddy bear into her hands and walking over to her father. Taking his outreached hand, she looked at the box he held in his other.
Sitting at the top of the pile was a photo of a beautiful woman. The sun was shining bright in the background and the light swirled around her as if she was wrapped in a golden halo.
“Is she an angel?” Yui asked innocently, pointing to the picture.
“You got that right,” he replied with a sad smile. “She’s the most beautiful angel out there..”
He watched as the young girl picked up the photo, seemingly mesmerized.
“That angel is your mom.”
“My mom?” she echoed. “Mommy is an angel?”
He smiled and ruffled her hair, “She sure is, and you know what? She’s looking out for us from heaven, so you better be a good girl for her, okay?”
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✰✰ NOTE.. pls lemme know if u guys thought this was angsty enough sdkjlsdg,,,, i dunno i can’t seem to tell whether angst is painful enough yet;-; also don’t mind the name yui dkglsd it was the first one i could think of T-T
✰✰✰ TAGLIST.. @lilikags @luna-in-luv​ @kureyama​
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booksweet · 3 years
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jjk but make it the perfect date (they love you, but you don't know yet)
Starring: Itadori Yuuji x gn!reader, Fushiguro Megumi x gn!reader, Kugisaki Nobara x gn!reader
Contents: SFW, fluff
Warnings: grammatical errors, both y/n and our main trio are +18
A/N: hey, guys! Next week I'll be full of assignments and exams so I'm bringing this to you to warm your heart. And maybe this will turn out as a series, if you like it. Enjoy! Thanks @iwaizumini for beta-reading!
part 1 | part 2 | part 3
main navi | masterlist
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Itadori Yuuji
first things first I would say this boy would be so excited to have you on a date that he couldn't hide it out
literally, there's happiness splitting out his ears!!
morning date with Yuuji seems nice to me, afterall he is our little sunshine
before lunch he will take you to the park so you can play games together, tell jokes, make fun of each other
cooks snacks for you, your favorites ones (and his favorites because he knows you like them too)
he just wanna hug you so bad everytime he makes you laugh
he thinks you look like the sun wearing the biggest smile he has ever seen
he will say you look beautiful anytime he can do it just to see the tip of your ears going pink
for lunch he will take you to your favourite restaurant, the one you say that makes you comfortable
slightly touch of your hands
this boy will tremble inside, believe me
confort silence (lowkey yuuji screaming internally)
having lunch with Yuuji is your "chef's moment", because you love complimenting his food and will say that one you're eating is far far away from perfection of his meal
he will laugh so loud that everyone I mean everyone will turn to you to see what happened
"Yuuuuji" you say to him a little bit ashamed while laughing "Stop, they're looking at us"
"So what?" He will finally take your hands on his and give them a soft kiss "I don't care, I'm with you and only you matter to me."
Fushiguro Megumi
going out with Megumi reminds me cozy days and hot coffee (I dont know why, but it is comfortable to me)
afternoon dates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's anxious about a date with you, even though he won't clearly show it
but you know him, and you can see how easier he's blushing today
takes you to that beautiful café so you can talk about everything, including your favorite books
if you start to be a little talkative and apologise for that, he'll say he loves hearing you talking about books
will say that he's enchanted by the light in your eyes whenever you do that
that makes you blush a little harder than ever
he finds it adorable and smile brightly to you
"Why are you smiling?!" Maybe you will ask him
and he'll say "That silly face of yours makes me wanna smile"
Newer to the end of the afternoon with Megumi, he will take you out of the café connecting his hands with yours
that is the first time he does that with you after all these years of friendship
you don't know how to feel, but you like the warmth of his hands on your skin
now he'll take you to see the sunset by the beach, with the wind making both of your hairs flow like flowers do on spring
still holding hands
"today was a lovely day, thank you" he says with a soft voice "everytime is worthy when I'm with you."
Kugisaki Nobara
let's go shopping!!!
takes you to her favorite boulevard so you both can walk and walk and search for everything and anything
she's super happy that she can finally go out with you, her heart beating faster and faster every single moment you are together
"Y/N!!!!!" She would say that she'd found something that would fit you well. "It looks like something you deserve to have."
And you would answer "Naaah, I think you'd look way better on this than me."
She laughs everytime you try to return her compliments to her, it is adorable
shop window and funny moments everytime you can't buy something
MATCHING CLOTHES!!!!!!
seriously you both would be so stunning with matching clothes, and she knows that
"Imagine how pretty I would be with this one? And with you by my side?" She wore the brightest smile you've ever seen. "We will be invincible."
You end up buying matching clothes with her, it's a beautiful outfit that will make you always remind of her when you open your wardrobe
ice cream break to relax you from the clothe-hunting
and there's this moment when you are with a pitch of ice cream at the side of your mouth and she can't just stop staring...
"Nobara, are you okay?" You ask, startling her. "Oh, yes, yes, I'm okay"
But you catch the slightly pink of her nose and the tip of her ears and your heart goes running, even though you don't know why
By the end of your date, she will take you to a place you can talk and sit, having some good time together
She will pick up one small box you haven't noticed she hid in between the amount of bags
"Nobara, what is this?" "It is a gift. For you."
Her smile is so lovely and you're so happy and surprised.
"I didn't buy anything for you..." You say with sadness dripping of your mouth while holding the little box.
"Baah, don't mind. This is for you, open it!" She will demand.
And whe you open, you release the breath you didn't know you were holding back. Inside it was a beautiful peace of jewelry, the most beautiful you have ever seen.
"I don't know what to say..." your voice is so surprised and she loved that.
"You don't need to, I just saw it and it reminded me of you." She will answer, her heart warming from her core. "It's for you. For you only.
Thanks for reading! Likes, reblogs and comments are always welcome 💛
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beccalendsahand · 2 years
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Takarazuka End of Year Tag (part 2)
Part 1
Questions
So I did actually do this right at the end of the year but then I wanted to add pictures but was too tired so thought "I'll do it tomorrow it's fine" and now its 3 weeks into January! Anyway, enjoy!
8. My Everlasting Dream: What show have you rewatched the most this year?
This has definitely been a year of rewatches for me but I think by far the show I've rewatched the most is "Nice Work If You Can Get It" that show just means so much to me. It helped me get through some really tough times, whenever I was feeling down I would put on a clip (or rewatch it in full if I had the time) and it would make me feel instantly better. It was also the first full zuka musical that I subtitled! The show has no script so I rewatched scenes over and over to catch any words I missed, I think I know the entirety of that show off by heart now! XD
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9. Fascinating Rhythm: What zuka song has been stuck in your head all year?
Oh now this is a hard one! It's definitely between Silk Road, Cool Beast and Le Poison... But I think Cool Beast has been the most consistently stuck in my head. The lyrics are so stupid but the song is so catchy I can't help it!
"Cool Beasttttt!! Cool Beastttt!! gyao! gyao! gyao! GYAO!"
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10. Diamonds are a Girls Best Friend: What was your favourite costume(s) of the year?
So I think whoever designed the costumes for Genroku/The Fascination should get an award, they are so so so beautiful. I love the mix of old and new, east meets west, and the sprinkling of Harajuku kimono street fashion that went into the Genroku costumes, I'm so jealous of all the people who will be able to see all these costumes on display in the next GT. Also, the fascination costumes are so ridiculously gorgeous? Like I swear there's a rule where there always has to be at least one bad costume in a takarazuka revue, but not this time! I can't get over the pink outfits at the start especially! The shade of pink? And the fabric? AH!!
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Also, I wanna give a big shoutout to Hana's duedan dress for Nice Work. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it all year, I want that dress!
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11. Cool Beast!!: what was the most ridiculous costume(s) your saw this year
This one was hard as I think everyone's already answered with all the best ones so I'm gonna do something a little different and I'm gonna say, the return of Chigi's Esmeralda outfit for Cool Beast. Why? Because not only is it the most bizarre outfit but also because I actually LIKED IT this time??? WHAT! I dunno if Rei can just pull off anything or if it's because maybe the outfit suited the scene more this time around, but yeah it's hideous and I love it.
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12. Greatest Moment: A special moment on stage that stayed with you
How can I not answer this with the "I'm proud of you my wife" and "It's a bit embarrassing maybe I should tell you when we are in the dressing room but... YUZUKA SAN AISHITEIMASU"? Actually, you know what? The whole reihana part of the sayonara show was just so special. Reihana on stage together just the two of them is so magical, I've never seen an on-stage couple like them, ahhh it was a beautiful moment.
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And finally, the big ones:
13. Musical: What was your favourite musical (one act or two act) of the year?
No competition, who am I kidding it's "Nice Work If You Can Get It". This show is actually perfect? I can't stress enough how good it is. The casting is spot-on, everyone is cast so well and everyone is a highlight of the show. As said above it has a place in my heart for many reasons. I think due to the current situation we really just needed a show that was pure joy that could transport us to another world, and Nice Work definitely achieved that. I think this show is Rei's best work, Haikara-san is of course a favourite but that was very much Hana's show. I think in Nice Work we really get to see Rei take centre stage and show people all her best bits, the dance numbers are spectacular and the songs suit her vocals beautifully, you could see her blossoming with confidence, she was totally in her element. We also got to see stars in the making with Oto Kurisu and Hiryuu Tsukasa once again getting main parts! It's really exciting to see them working the ladder, and getting to see them play love interests was fun! This show is also one of those interesting examples of when Takarazuka improves on its source material. Jimmy is 100 times more likeable in the takarazuka version, in part due to Rei's charm but also in the changes to dialogue. Jimmy falls for Billie straight away whereas in the broadway version we are left puzzled right up till the end about his real feelings for her. Billie too has changes in her character. The Nice Work zuka version is not constrained by the original juke box musical format because of the freedom of translation. Rather than translate the lyrics literally, Harada Ryo adds plot points into the songs as if it were a normal musical. For example "I've gotta be there" is now "It's all okay" and includes lyrics that mention Eileen being in the bath for too long and Jimmy explaining to the audience his conundrum. In Billie's case the song "Someone to watch over me" is changed in such a way that Billie is no longer a girl desperate to find love but instead someone desperate to find freedom and her anxieties about falling in love. For example, the final lyrics are changed from: "Won't you tell him please to put on some speed, follow my lead, oh how I need, someone to watch over me, someone to watch over me" to "My heart will travel on the wind, and I'll spread my wings and fly far from here, into the shining sky, into the shining sky" This change makes Billie a lot more three dimensional and lets us understand her feelings so much more than the original. It also means Billie's dilemma at the end makes much more sense. We know why she thinks she has to choose between Jimmy and her job because she believes love gets in the way of freedom.
Anyway, this is starting to turn into an essay, so let's move on!
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14. Revue: What was your favourite revue of the year? There as so many good ones! It's so hard to choose! Originally I was considering either Silk Road or Cool Beast, but then The Fascination happened and I have already rewatched that one a ridiculous amount of times. I think though I'm gonna go with a non-hanagumi thing for once and say Silk Road! Silk Road and also its preceding play "Forississimo" really did blow my mind, I remember just having my jaw dropped the entire show. They were both so dynamic and unique and omg I just loved them both so much (actually I would just like to say Fortississimo is my favourite zuka original play of the year). What I liked about Silk Road was how I think it really felt like the evolution of the revue in a post-Baddy world. (sorry I'm about to go all essay on yall again) I remember reading lots of revues of Ueda Kumiko's 2018 classic, Baddy. Many people said that it was a historic moment in takarazuka and that it was clever and exciting and modern. But there were also those critics who believed that the show had too much plot and specifically dialogue to really be classed as a revue and that due to its complex message and plot would have worked much better with the extra time that a one-act play would have given it. Silk Road tackles these points brilliantly. The show manages to give us a plot that is simple enough to follow even with only a couple of lines of dialogue every few scenes, heck even with no japanese skills at all the viewer can grasp it with just the short synopsis on the website. It also has grand costumes and sets that I've never seen to such an extent in a revue, and most importantly for me, it has some of the best top musumeyaku rights I've seen. Maaya Kiho is finally treated like the queen she is and I love it so much. The Shanghai scene where she raps and does that high note? Amazing! We love to see it! When she makes her entrance in the opening number like Gilda in Wicked? Incredible! It was also just a fantastic sayonara show for Nozomi and Maaya ahhh I just loved it!
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There are of course some issues to consider about the orientalism in this piece, for the most part this is simply an aesthetic choice but I think I speak for most people when I say that the harem scene was not needed and felt in poor taste. But this is part of a much bigger debate about Takarazuka fantasy aesthetics and how it has been interwoven with occidentalism and orientalism throughout takarazuka history, which I don't have the time to go into here nor am I the person most qualified to talk about that. But best to bear that in mind when watching it for the first time!
And there we are! Finally finished the tag! Did you have similar answers to me or did we have different preferences? I'm excited to see what this next year holds!
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