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baekseung · 9 days ago
hi besties no one cares but here’s everything that happened in the last week b4 i dip again and if u actually read it just know it is . a lot of words
#0503#i didn’t have classes at all this week bc they were asynchronous so i had more time to do all my work#staying up to like 4 and then waking up again at 8 is not fun but it’s over now and i can sleep as long as i want#first of all i finished school and passed all my classes !! i almost had to take the chemistry final tho#it was the last day chem grades were due and i had 4 tests to turn in or id fail but my teacher wouldn’t answer my emails !!!#i was literally going insane it was . bonkers an experience i almost pulled out my hair#but she responded the next day and let me take them and i got 100 on all 4 :) so i passed chem w an A#somewhere in there my mother cornered me in the kitchen and gave me this lecture long story short i am going to see a therapist lolz ha ..#that’s kinda scary idk ik it’ll probably b good for me but i am so . scared of actually finding out smtn is wrong w me yk#and THEN pltw grades were due on thursday but in proper bri fashion i didn’t do any of the work from the last 3 months SO#i had to go and do it all and that shit was so not fun i hate circuits i never wanna see another hexadecimal in my entire life#but i did that whole project in one night and made this big ass circuit that my laptop is too slow to run and it didn’t even work#bc i fucked it up in the middle but he still have me a 100 on all parts :)#never in my life will i need to convert octal systems to hexadecimal i never wanna see a 74HC08 gate or anything of that variation EVER#also !! my beloveds had their cb and mayb i will gif the mv i v much like it i tried to gif the stages but my sweet tangerine prince has not#gotten many up close shots so idk i’ll figure that out#don’t know if it’ll b soon tho bc as much as i want to gif it i am not over my lack of motivation to do so#i tjought i was but as i sit here trying to color these ke*mdong gifs for the second time i realize i am not i want to smash my head in :)#i made lig*tsum gifs tho they were kinda cute i kinda hate them but vanilla is so cute i love that song#bye bye bye very much good song waitin is my fav tho the beginning reminds me of the teezers version of rhythm ta ??? idk i like it tho#also url beloved debuted i still feel :// abt how c9 went and named the album and the fact that it’s only part 1 so there will likely b more#the members r cute tho especially ba*kseung i think i just like beanstalk boys#ALSOOOOO P*NK FANTASY COMEBAAAAACKKK IK I POSTED ABT IT BUT I AM JUST SO EXCITED I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#ALSO WHILE I WAS AWAY i discovered cheesecake factory ICE CREAM#ICE CREAM !!!!!! the salted caramel one is the best followed by strawberry and the birthday cake one is literal shit but it’s kinda ok#also today i went to the kung fu tea that opened closer to my house and they forgot my boba . </3#also also today my aunt took us to get kbbq and they played panorama on a projector on the wall and i almost cried into my bowl of rice#AAAANDDD i am going to see my besties tmr :DD i haven’t seen them in person since my birthday and even then i was in the car and it was for#5 minutes when i went to drop off cake at their homes#but yea i am v excited we hav been planning a lot of things to do tgt before one of them moves away in july and we r starting tmr !!!
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pleasuresofexistence · 14 days ago
been on tumblr for almost 11 years now and I’ve finally reached my limit and blocked a tag
#I don’t really have serious triggers that I’ve had to deal with on this website#which probably comes down to good following choices#and in the past even if I didn’t like a show I just kept scrolling#cause downloading an add on (or going through the settings after they added filtering) just seemed like#so much more work than I was willing to do for something that slightly bothered me#but I swear to god ive seen so much from that pile of shit show over the last two days that I literally cannot take it#maybe that’s unfair cause I haven’t seen it but!! I don’t care to!! it looks bad!!! it’s looked bad every year for the past six years!!!#you’re telling me a show that legitimately has ‘speak of the me!’ as a line of dialogue is good??? no I refuse#I have abnormally strong feelings for a show I haven’t seen but sweet jesus#my dislike for what I’ve seen is so intense and immediate that I’ll probably never watch anything with Tom Ellis in it ever again#the fact that Netflix PAID MONEY to keep making THIS SHOW and we can’t get a final season/a movie wrap up of GLOW????? despicable#changing the tag because apparently tumblr shows your post in a tag even if the ACTUAL tag is just a word in your sentence#and that’s just rude#like I’m not trying to jump down people’s throats for liking it - HENCE WHY I DIDNT TAG IT WITH JUST FUCKING L*CIFER#people like different things I’m personally a fan of many things that can be easily and widely considered garbage#but also I’m allowed to irrationally hate your stupid ass show as much as I want 😃#especially if the sum total of my hatred is one tumblr post with nothing identifying in it#changing the tag again to be safe I’m talking about l*cif*r#that should be fine anyone who’s tracking the l*cif*r tag is going out of their way to engage with posts meant to avoid them
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ragewoman69 · a month ago
the worst thing ever is when you can’t figure out if ur period is done or not so you can either not wear a tampon and risk bleeding thru ur clothes or shove one up your mostly dry pussy and risk TSS
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windyqutie · a month ago
The white cloth holds him prisoner, heavy on his back, small fingers clutching and grabbing it in an attempt to keep it from smothering him.
It's quickly pulled off, and Killua stumbles back, his wings flattened against his back, slowly fluttering back up.
"You really are a big dumb oaf!"
He scoffs, placing his nimble fingers upon his thin waist, looking up and meeting one apologetic eye, gold flecks dancing in brown.
"I'm sorry, little fairy."
The giant's voice rumbles around him, gentle and low in tenor; stupidly childlike, though.
Killua rolls his eyes, flapping his wings a few times, stomping a small foot down on the wooden surface.
"It's Killua! Killua, not little fairy!
The eye belonging to the giant blinks slowly, and Killua doesn't need to see the rest of his face to tell he's an absolute moron. Yet somehow, it's endearing to Killua.
He annunciates each vowel for the lumbering moron, an elegant eyebrow raised.
"Do you have a name, or should I keep calling you big dumb oaf?"
The ground beneath Killua shakes, and his ears scream in pain, and he quickly raises his hands to cover the small pointed appendages, his legs shaking at the vibrato and causing him to fall.
"Ah, sorry... little- Killua, I forgot to whisper."
Killua's vision remains star-crossed for a second, and he slowly tugs his fingers away from his ears, ignoring how the room around him seems to shake and how the echoes still reverberate in his ears.
Oh, right. Killua had been careless; how could he forget... Giants normal volume when speaking was enough to destroy entire little fairy encampments if they tried. Yet till now, the giant had not risen his voice, and now he sounded beyond regretful.
He huffs shakily, standing up on bare feet, wings flapping rapidly in hopes of regaining some balance. This fails to help as he almost falls until just the very tiny tip of an index finger is flesh against his side, warm and oddly comforting, like a blanket. Killua doesn't think he's ever felt such warmth. Always an outcast amongst the rest and raised only to hunt. Only to kill.
This warmth... he was big, really big, bigger and dumber than any human. A huge stupid oaf whom had decided to save him for whatever moronic forsaken reason. Giants are ugly, terrible creatures. Monstrous, they would say.
Fairies are small, fragile creatures, true, but if anything, Killua would say they were the monsters, shunning those who they deemed too ugly and horrific for the world, never giving them a chance.
If you asked him, fairies are terribly ugly.
Killua was terribly ugly to them too, just like the giants... scars running against the pink of his flesh, said flesh sickly pale, and wings a lightly discolored blue. Not beautiful or vibrant or large. His silver locks tousled and untamed, short, not pinned down, and long to the side like most would wear. His hair tickled the nape of his neck and went no further. Consider it some petty way of not wanting to be like them. Like his father...
Killua catches a glimpse of red bleeding across the webbing of a large meaty palm, his eyes drawn to it despite the fact he has to flutter up slightly to see. Oh... When he had dug his blade in the other... strapped to his thigh, a small rock knife he never left home without... when he had a home.
"Y-you're hurt..." Killua feels idiotic the second the words leave his lips, cursing at the way his voice wobbles, and his cheeks now burn with shame and embarrassment.
A hum that vibrates with warmth in each tiny little vertebrae in his wings, making him press them down and against his back.
"It's okay, little fairy didn't mean to hurt me... Gon."
Gon? Was that his name...? Wait!
Killua eyebrows furrow, and he flys up to meet and land on the index nail of the giant.
"It's Killua! Killua, you dumb big oa- Gon. That is your name, right?"
The Giant bobs his head up and down, and Killua almost catches a glimpse of his nose for a moment before his balance is torn asunder for the tenth time, it seems.
He falls to his knees, digging his nails into Gon's index finger, which Gon seems to have little reaction to. If Killua could guess based on the crinkles near his eye and the way his large bushy brow raised alone... Yeah, Gon was grinning like a dumb idiot.
This idiot... why was he so happy about that? Fairies never got happy about things, not often, at all. Forced into marriage, forced into a job, prim, proper... dolls...
Killua stands back up, shifting his head down, bright cerulean eyes looking at the follicles of dust lingering on the makeshift, presumed desk beneath.
His small dainty fingers rise and brush up against his porcelain cheeks, bangs obscuring his vision some.
It had been years since... he had been one thousand and two hundred years old, yet he could still feel the tingling burn of the slap, red-hot across his cheek for being too emotional. He was considered a teenager now one thousand and five hundred years old, and the biggest disappointment to his family. Who had thought him a prodigy. This mission was supposed to prove his worth to them... but... he would never be able to go back. He wasn't good enough. He wasn't perfect. They had seen his face. His wings.
"Little fairy? Killua?"
Warmth presses into his face, against his ribs, and Killua stiffens, jumping just slightly.
"Why did you help me?"
The words drip venom, and he coils in like a snake pressing his palms against the warmth and flesh of Gon's other index finger. It's not his fault. It's Killua's. He's always been a big crybaby. He's just lashing out. He really is ugly.
"Because little fairy- Killua, he's really pretty! All the other fairies are pretty, but not like Killua!"
His heart starts pounding, his fingers trembling, the tips of his pointy ears twitching and going bright red, burning across the brim of his nose and cheeks. His wings flap a couple of times delicately despite no need for flight, and his chest and insides feel like they are on fire, more than his face.
"S-stupid! What!? You can't be serious! You can't help someone because of a dumb reason like that! Do you even know what I did? I killed the fairy king! He's dead!"
"I don't care."
Killua whips around baffled, but he's met with childlike innocence, sparking in amber and swirling in brown.
"He was mean, a big meanie, and Killua, Killua isn't! Gon can tell! And Killua was glowing!"
But... but... his wings. They don't glow. Not like everyone else's. Did this idiot eat one too many mushrooms in the forest?
Killua wraps his fingers around his wrist; blue veins sticking out like lighting against his flesh, he feels somehow smaller shrinking in.
The tip of a finger prods at him, and Killua falls off and quickly flaps his wings open again so he doesn't almost face plant against the table. Again.
"Stop that!"
That big, big eye blinks both innocently and apologetically.
"If Killua has nowhere to go... he should stay with me!"
The giant's voice rumbles, with a laugh, loud in Killua's ears, but not as painful as before, and it makes his heart flip. It would be a dumb decision to take refuge with a giant. One of fairy-kinds natural enemies.
Therefore, it's a good thing that Killua, too, is their enemy.
He sighs, fluttering down and landing gracefully, flattening his wings behind his back, lips parting open... and then he seals his fate.
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danisdreaming · a month ago
rachel x jesse are the ultimate power couple bc they’re both true divas but brittany x jesse would have been Just as powerful bc they’re both true himbos - i’m conflicted 😔
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talkfastcal · a month ago
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the-prince-of-tides · 2 months ago
Without getting into specific brands of each identity, without getting into the nitty gritty, the simplified version is this (based off American politics and sociopolitical identities), as of CDTH:
Henry Cheng: social democrat with a focus on economics and business (UBI, minimum wage, anti-corporation, etc)
Blue Sargent: social democrat with a focus on human rights and environmentalism (BLM, climate change, pro-indigenous/migrant rights, feminism etc)
Richard Gansey III: neo-liberal working his way towards social democracy (supports BLM but doesn’t agree with rioting, agrees that the police forces in America needs to change but hesitates to generalise all cops, etc)
Adam Parrish: libertarian (believes in the American Dream/idea of the self-made man, if he can do it you can do it, distrust in overall authority, has classist pitfalls due to upbringing and trauma)
Honourable mentions:
Noah Czerny: most likely finds politics boring but generally agrees with whatever Blue says
Ronan Lynch: finds politics gross and says anarchist things but in actuality, doesn’t actually give a fuck (as in he’s Very Apathetic) and would rather talk about something else because all politicians are liars and yeah. (If you took his anarchist comments seriously, I’m sorry but 😬😬😬😬)
There are loads of details and nuance and exceptions that can be discussed pertaining to each label and what each character believes down to the last spec of dust but yeah, as far as canon goes, this is about as accurate as it’s gonna get without making too many far-fetched assumptions.
So yeah. Adam IS the most conservative of the friend group. Nothing else really makes much sense. I’m glad I missed the era of commie memes that apparently circulated tumblr about him. No, I will not be accepting criticism. ✌️
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tetsou · 2 months ago
Today you know I tried to read some Oikawa x reader stuff but I- idk man he just doesnt do it for me 😂
lmaooo im weird about oikawa too and idk why some days he really does it to me but others i do not find him attractive in the slightest
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wuhllow · 2 months ago
Putting Bakugou in a mating press and just ruining him, that’s it, that’s the ask :D
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irrelevant-host · 2 months ago
rant in tags
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bunivys · 3 months ago
I spent some time today going back through each chapter of Lessons in the Unseen and editing the grammatical and spelling errors I missed the first time through, so it should be much easier to read now!
Sorry it took me so long to do that, but hopefully I got most of them! Yay!
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starship-squidlet · 3 months ago
we now return to our regularly scheduled mental breakdown, except apparently this one gets to happen at the beach.
#aka jack was having a bad time and decided to book an air bnb for the rest of the week#it was only $35 a night so that’s not going to destroy my finances#plus i can mentally frame it as prep for the 50s summer stuff#except i’m going to oc md not oc nj#I HAVEN’T BEEN TO THE BEACH SINCE I GRADUATED COLLEGE I’M SO EXCITED#i mean it’s literally just going to be me doing exactly what i do at home except in someone else’s bedroom instead of mine#and only .5 miles from a beach instead of... over 160#fun fact: i never really liked the beach that much until i went to college a mile from the MA coast#and even then not really until my senior year when i had a car and went to the beach all the time#ironically the reason i spent so much time at the beach senior year was because i was having a mental breakdown#because my roommates kicked me out and spread rumors about me around campus and a bunch of other stuff#i did not have a good time#so i went to the beach as often as i could#maybe that means that now my brain just goes ‘mental breakdown? time to beach!’#but i’m also very much a ‘i hate sand it’s coarse and rough and it gets everywhere’ type of person#channeling my inner anakin skywalker#anyways hopefully this helps the extremely damaging mental state i’ve been in lately#the only thing is that i won’t be able to continue binge-watching the classic hawaii 5-o because that’s on prime which isn’t on my ipad#but i guess that just means i’ll have to spend all my time outside#except that it’s supposed to rain one day so that day i might go to the mall#even tho i can’t spend more money#but still#maryland malls are the best#i love maryland malls#idk what makes them so cool they just are#i love tumblr tags i couldn’t ramble like this anywhere else#but this week seems like a good time to start writing either midsummer night’s dream#or get a big headstart on 50s summer stuff#so we’ll see#i probably also won’t really be online much (but i say that and probably the first thing i do when i get there will be check tumblr)
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