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#maybe i shouldn't have gotten into basketball again
weird-an · 7 months
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nsfw, because of dicks (in the end)
The Creepy Kids Club made a fucking group chat that is called "Hawkins Monster Hunters". Max added his number a few weeks ago and since then, Billy has left the chat seven times on his own and got blocked three times by Max after one of their stupid fights.
It's not really about the stupid monsters. Demodogs are gone and won't ever eat anyone. So what's the point of the chat? Billy doesn't want to talk to dorks.
Apparently Henderson likes to sends photos of his fat cat, Mike Wheeler sends the most embarrassing selfies only Will reacts to and Sinclair sends a few basketball memes and well, that's something Billy can support. He gives him a like for each post.
But besides that? Billy leaves the group chat on read most of the time. Oh, or occasionally he lurks a little and laughs about Max' attempts at trying to look cool.
Steve Harrington is also in that group. On a whim, Billy saved his number under Pretty Boy. It's his phone, no one will ever find out. It's not like Steve is ever gonna text him.
Or so Billy thought. It's after midnight, he's on the way home, only that home is way too many miles away and he's a bit tipsy, after one or two - more likely five - cocktails he drank with Heather and God, it's that moment when he feels so fucking lonely, when he wants to cuddle and hates this shit stain of a town.
U up?
Billy almost trips. Pretty Boy sent this text. It's a mistake, Billy thinks. Maybe his name is right under Betty or so. Harrington is probably too drunk to realize. He's just gonna ignore it.
His phone vibrates. Another text.
Cum over
Poor Betty. What a lame booty call, Billy thinks.
This is Billy, he answers. His fingers are shaking. He shouldn't be nervous. Those texts aren't meant for him.
I know
Billy's throat turns dry. He's either more drunk than he thought or not drunk enough for this. This has to be a joke, right?
Got something for u
Billy stares at his phone. It vibrates again. This time, it's a photo.
Steve Harrington has sent him a dick pic. Billy knows what Harrington's dick looks like. He has pretended not to stare at that huge cock under the showers every practice. Fuck, he's pretty sure he could draw that cock, even get the thick vein and the mole just above it right.
He never expected to see it hard, the tip glistening with precome. Dark curls around its base. Harrington must have stopped shaving.
He shouldn't. If Neil ever finds out, Billy is still all the words he calls him, he's six feet under.
He stares at the photo again. His own pants are way too tight right now. He hasn't gotten laid in ages. He's way too lonely easy.
What's your address?
Harrington starts typing.
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sweetiesicheng · 2 years
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vernon - hospital
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"thanks," the kid next to you said as he sat back down on his bed.
"y/n, do you need anything while i'm in here?" the nurse asked you. you shook your head and she smiled, "okay. i'll bring dinner for both of you soon," she said to both of you before leaving the room.
"more physical therapy?" you asked vernon as you looked over at him.
"yea, and some tests too," he mentioned, "just to make sure i'm good to go home."
that's right, he's supposed to go home tomorrow night.
"oh, so you're leaving me here? rude," you sarcastically said to him.
"not my fault," he replied, raising his hands in defense. "do you know when you're leaving?" he asked. you shook your head. "oh, well, you'll probably be out of here soon."
you shrugged your shoulders, "we'll see. hey, can you change the channel? you have the remote.” you asked him, "i'm sick of watching basketball."
"wait, i have it?" vernon questioned and looked around his bed. "oh shit, i do," he said and changed the channel showing a crime show. "you could've asked a nurse to grab it."
you shrugged again, "it's just a remote, and it wasn't necessary for me to change the channel, huh watching people run back and forth on a court started to get a bit boring."
later, your nurse brought dinner for both of you. you moved your bed so you were sitting up more.
"thank you for the meal," vernon spoke and started eating.
"thank you for the meal," you repeated and immediately started eating the small container of ice cream instead of your dinner.
"ice cream first? are you crazy?" vernon asked.
you looked over at him, "yea, didn't you know? they're gonna move me to the psych ward in a few days."
both of you stared at each other before bursting out into laughter.
"that was a good one," he replied mid laugh.
"i know, right?" you responded and started eating your dinner once both of you calmed down from laughing.
vernon started scrolling through his phone as he ate. a short period of silence occurring between the two of you.
"hey," you spoke up. he only hummed in acknowledgment. "can i have your phone number?" you asked.
he looked away from his phone and at you, "huh? why?"
"i mean, who else am i gonna crack hospital jokes to when you’re gone?" you replied and he smiled.
"you're gonna miss me that much, aren't you?" he asked.
"what? no," you denied and stuck your tongue out at him.
the two of you talked some more before doing your own things for the rest of the evening. at one point, vernon fell asleep for the night while you were still awake, unable to sleep.
"can't sleep?" your nurse spoke as she came in to check up on you.
"i'm tired, but i don't want to sleep," you replied, "probably cause i'm in this bed all the time."
"wanna go out on a walk? i can push you in your wheelchair," she suggested.
"your shift is gonna end soon, i don't want to make you do anything before you leave. maybe tomorrow," you replied. "you work tomorrow night, right?" you asked, making sure that she did.
she nodded, "mhm." she soon left after a bit more of talking.
the next day rolled around. you surprisingly had gotten a decent amount of sleep, but immediately had tests done right after having breakfast with vernon.
"see ya later," vernon said just before you were rolled out of the room.
"see ya," you replied.
you were taken to another area if the hospital to get three tests done. however, you had to wait awhile for the third test to be done because there were many people needing the same test.
"can i just go back to my room for now?" you asked the nurse who was with you.
"it shouldn't be too long of a wait," he said to you, "do you need anything? water?" he asked.
you shook your head.
after some time, the test was finally performed and finished within a reasonable amount of time, considering you had waited for what felt like eternity.
you were brought back to your room, but immediately noticed the empty half of the room. you looked at the board that showed the patient information and noticed all of vernon's info erased.
he already left?
you internally questioned why he was gone since it wasn't even nighttime yet. the nurse helped you back into your bed before leaving.
you grabbed your phone and saw a text message on there.
15:35
hospital buddy
[ vernon ]
hey, my parents came early
to come and get me :(
guess i'll see you when
you're no longer in a
wheelchair haha
[ y/n ]
i know a few ways to get
someone into a hospital,
get back here so i can hurt
you
[ vernon ]
yikes
how about no? i'd prefer
not to get hit lmao
miss me yet?
[ y/n ]
of course
not.
from the day vernon had left, you were just left with an empty room. no one to eat your meals with, no one to watch tv shows with, no one to throw the occasional pillow or stuffed animal at.
until one day, an elderly woman was moved into your room. while her husband and their daughter spent time with her, you had a nurse bring you outside of the hospital for a walk.
it had been awhile since you didn't have to use a wheelchair, but the nurse rolled one in case you got too tired to walk.
"it's nice out today," you commented as you two walked.
"it sure is. we should go on walks more, it'll get both of us out of there for a bit," your nurse said to you. "want to sit for a second?" she asked when you two were approaching a bench.
"sure," you replied and sat down on the bench once you reached it.
"your wounds are healing nicely. it must be nice to finally be getting better," she said to you.
"i'm just glad i can walk. i don't miss having to use the wheelchair every time i wanted to use the bathroom," you mentioned while staring at the flower garden in front of you. some kids were running around and playing. "oh, can you get me some juice? i'm getting thirsty," you asked her.
she nodded, "you got it. stay here so i can find you easily," she requested and you nodded. she stood up and walked back towards the hospital.
you looked back at the sight of the flower garden, noticing some more people walking around. you saw some patients either being pushed in wheelchairs or walking with nurses or family members. occasionally, a kid would grab a flower from the area and give it to the people who were passing by.
"mind if i sit here?"
you looked over and saw a familiar face standing with a single crutch.
"i think you will mind once i break your other leg," you replied.
vernon rolled his eyes at you, "again with the violence?" he questioned. "here, take these," he said and in his other hand was a small bouquet of flowers that were wrapped up nicely. he sat down next to you on the bench. "went to the room, saw that i was replaced. guess you really didn't like me," he mentioned and both of you laughed.
"no hard feelings. thanks for the flowers," you said with a smile. "how's your leg?" you asked.
"better," he replied, "still have some trouble since the surgery but definitely better. you?" he asked.
"doing the same. a lot better," you answered. "it's nice to see you," you said.
"nice to see you too. sorry that i didn't come any sooner," vernon said as he took his beanie off, running his hand through his hair.
"it's okay," you replied. "want to go watch a show?" you asked him.
"are you going to smack me with a pillow?" he asked.
"most likely."
"sure."
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sweet sixteenth - e.m. & s.h.
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a/n: this is self indulgent angst, and idk if 16 roses are a thing since im not from the US, so pardon me if i make a mistake.
content: pre-season 4 eddie, pre-season 1 steve, angst, hurt, 16th birthday, cussing, yelling, minor!reader, minor!eddie, minor!steve,
summary: three months after you and eddie broke up, he shows up at your 16th birthday unannounced.
its been three months since eddie munson cheated on you for a dumb bimbo, again, you were used to it by now, your relationship has been on and off for months. you got out of the relationship maturely, or atleast that's what you tell everyone when they asked since you couldn't bear to tell them about the messy fight that resulted to your break up.
He was mad, you couldn't even remember why. your mouth had the tendency to say things you don't mean in a middle of a fight, it was dumb, you probably struck a nerve. maybe you mentioned something about him being like his dad, maybe that was it, that's why he threw a vase on the floor and just skipped.
After that you never talked to each other, not that he tried to reach out, you were pretty sure he hates you as much as you hated him, but what was the point, you knew it was the end of you both, you weren't good for each other, sure there were times when the days are going great, you both love each other so much you just want to crawl inside each other's skin but the bad days overwhelmed the good ones.
Those days when he won't talk to you because he was upset about something that doesn't even involve you, the days when both of you had enough and just scream at each other, those days when he'll just vanish for a few days, you never knew where he's been. the days when you're struggling and he's nowhere to he found, you were there on his bad days, you can recognize his irritation from a mile away, yet when it comes to you, he wouldn't even know a dog was after him until he gets bitten.
the first month was hard, everything stung, hell even basketball that he has never seen hurts you. you pushed through, or atleast you tried to, but three months later everything still hurts, it was great when you were distracted, so put up as many distractions as you can. not until your 16th birthday though.
you were having fun, there were many people, you didn't think the party was even possible, so you thanked everyone who helped you. there was a little gimmick your friends did for you.
sixteen roses
you'll have sixteen guys waltzing you on the dancefloor after they hand you rose, you don't know who these guys are but it has gotten you curious.
14 down and it was some of the famous seniors you were pretty sure your friends hooked up with. and the 15th one was very mysterious, he was standing out of your line of sight because the lights were blocking your view of the mysterious man.
you felt the dread crawl up your skin, as he walked towards you, until he's infront of you, and boy were you wrong, it was Steve Harrington, the cute junior who had liked you long before. you breathe a sigh of relief and danced with him as both of you laughed at his corny jokes, you didn't want to let him go but the dance was coming to an end.
he placed a soft kiss on your cheek and waved goodbye as he left the dancefloor, your smile was unwavering, not until you saw the man who'll give you your last waltz. your blood ran cold, your smile fell from your lips and you went rigid as he walked to you wearing a suit, a rose on his teeth.
"no," you managed to breathe out and unconsciously stepped back, his face bore the hurt you dreaded to see, as soon as you were on his arms, and you sucked in a breath, you can't smell him, you shouldn't remember the good times, yet here he is.
"im sorry, princess," he whispered and held you close, his big and warm hands settled on your waist as the piano started its melodic tune, far from everyone, they couldn't see how uncomfortable you were. your face scrunched underneath your hair as you avoided his eyes, you knew he was staring at you, or atleast your hair. you were sure he was frustrated, the way he breathes gave it away.
you recognized the slowing end of the piano and you immediately looked up, a dejected eddie was looking at you with a plea in his eyes.
"take me back, I'll be good, please." he begged but you couldn't do it again, you couldn't risk your heart again.
"I can't, im sorry," as if on cue, the music ended and you headed straight to your chair and plastered a fake smile, something you'd probably wear the whole night, you glared at your friends signaling them that they did this shit so wrong, they're dead afterwards.
the whole night, you can feel two people stare at you. Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson, you caught them a few times that night, steve looked away all the time while Eddie held the eye contact. they were so different yet so in-sync. after the party, you decided to head to a spare room to breathe and you didn't notice eddie was also following you, as you covered your face with your hand, you heard the door click shut. you faced the door and saw him, you backed away quickly.
"what are you still doing here?" you asked in a hurried tone, hoping someone will notice that you were gone and try to find you. hoping someone will save you from another confrontation.
"please, sweetheart. let's talk" he calmly asked and sat on the edge of the bed, giving you the space you needed.
"I don't want to talk, eddie, we're done. that's it." you stood up and walked to the door, you can't be mad anymore. you can't have another repeat of that night.
"please, im sorry."
you looked back at him, you can't understand how such two words could make your blood boil. he said sorry a million times and he never changed, he never cared, he never meant it.
'you're sorry? you're fucking sorry? YOU'RE ALWAYS SORRY, EDDIE YOU'RE ALWAYS FUCKING SORRY, DID YOU EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF THAT WORD? I HAVE HEARD THE SAME IM SORRY I'LL CHANGE TOO MANY FUCKING TIMES ALREADY. NEWS FLASH, IT GETS OLD! IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME NOW. I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE AND NEVER WILL AGAIN: your tears started to fall, mascara dripping and probably making a mess on your face but you couldn't care less. you wanted to scream at him, and that's what's he's getting.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT TO HEAR FROM ME? ALL I CAN SAY IS IM SORRY Y/N, I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING ELSE. I KNEW I FUCKED UP. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME?"
"what the fuck do I want with you? WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT WITH YOU? EDDIE, YOU BARGED INTO MY BIRTHDAY UNANNOUNCED, YOU SHOW UP THREE MONTHS LATER SAYING YOU'LL CHANGE. KNEW FOR A FACT THAT YOU NEVER DID. YOU'RE A LIAR AND A CHEAT. THAT'S WHAT YOU ARE YOU WON'T AMOUNT TO ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT." you screamed at him and slammed the dooron his face.
yeah, you're definitely killing your friends for including him on the list.
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beachy--head · 2 years
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About Suitcases and Promises
Sooo... 'About Weddings and Best Friends' was originally supposed to be a one-shot. And then I asked myself the fateful question: "but what if...?" and this idea wouldn't leave my head, so I had to write it. It wasn't planned, and I don't know if there'll be another one or if this was just a two-shot. But please enjoy this little follow-up on Miss Harriet Kepner-Avery's life in Boston!
(chapter 1 is here)
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"Oliver!" Harriet yells, jumping out of her bed.
She has a few minutes to play before leaving for school for the day, and she fully intends to use every single one of them by playing a sort of hide-and-seek with the newest member of the Kepner-Avery family. Her kitten Oliver is four-month-old, very energetic and his fur is bright orange. When he arrived in their household, dad had joked that they now had two redheads in the house. Mom had rolled her eyes and told her she had to be extra gentle with him, otherwise he could get scared and hurt her. So she always makes sure she's not too loud or rough when she plays with him. He'd scratched her once, though she told mom it wasn't really his fault, because he had gotten too excited while playing, so he shouldn't be punished. She hadn't even cried anyway, and her mom had quickly cleaned the small wound.
She, mom and dad now live in a big house, one where Harriet has a big bedroom and her parents have another, together. She also has a whole room just for playing and putting her toys. There's even a swing in the backyard and a basketball hoop, and if you asked her, there clearly would be enough space for a pony, no matter what mom said. She's too smart to bring this up again though, because she has a feeling that one would still be a no, but maybe she can try again before her next birthday.
Oliver is running at full speed from her bedroom, and she chases after him, only to find out he has taken refuge in her parents' bedroom. He's not supposed to go there, dad is very clear on this, so she quickly enters the room after him. She finds him proudly standing in an open suitcase at the bottom of the bed.
"Oliver, no. You can't. Do. That," she scolds him. She takes her role as a kitten-owner very seriously, but Oliver is yet to recognize her efforts; the kitten just stares at her and meows. Shaking her head, she takes him out of the suitcase and starts reprimanding him. The kitten squirms and she lets him go, making sure he leaves the bedroom, but then she stops. There's a few shirts and ties belonging to her dad in the suitcase, as well as folders and a iPad and a jacket. Why is her dad packing? Is he going on holidays?
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loveliesttime · 3 years
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elimination games my behated
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mimi-cee-hq · 2 years
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A Secret Admirer - Konoha x f!reader; frienemies to lovers; fluff; manga spoilers; 1.4k
For @messingupyea and for @hinatawa's Valentine's Day collab.
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The envelope in your shoe locker causes you to giggle once again. You've never had something like this happen to you. It made up for all your rejected chocolates from previous years.
You almost crash into your locker as an arm wraps around your shoulder, almost in a headlock. You groan. You know exactly who it is.
You jab an elbow into his gut and he hunches over in pain. "Oy!" Konoha says. "You didn't have to do it that hard."
You shrug. He should've expected it. He knows you well enough over these past few years.
The envelope leans on the inside wall of your locker. You pick it up and shove it in his face, dangling it between your fingers to taunt him.
"Ha! Look!" you say with a smug grin. "Still think I can't get a boyfriend?"
A smile tugs on his lips causing you to raise a brow. That wasn't the expression you expected. He quickly changes it into a scowl. "Yeah, yeah," he says, waving you off. "That's not a big deal."
You frown a little, wishing he'd show a hint of jealousy. Ever since the Nationals, things have been… weird. You shouldn't have gotten your hopes up.
Konoha opens his locker and lifts his hand to get his shoes. He's defenseless.
You jab his side.
"Tsk. Cut it out!"
You stick your tongue out as Sarukui and Komi walk behind you, watching the two of you bicker.
"There they go again," says Komi.
"Ten bucks they're going to get together today," Sarukui laughs.
Your arms go stiff, flinching at their comments. Your classmates love to tease the two of you. You click your tongue as you sit on the bench to put on your shoes.
It wasn't your fault you were both late on the first day of high school. It wasn't your fault when you held his arm during the three-legged race. And it certainly wasn't your fault when the teacher made you two read out Romeo and Juliet's lines. These things and more fueled your classmates' comments and you both got annoyed each time.
However, somewhere along the way, amidst all of your bickering, you became friends. Maybe. You weren't exactly sure.
You didn't know what to make of your relationship after he saw you crying at the Tokyo Metropolitan Gymnasium. That was embarrassing.
Konoha lifts his left foot to slip on his shoe. You click your tongue, annoyed he didn't give a different reaction to your card. At least its words made you feel a bit better.
You open the envelope for the second time today, rereading the heart-felt confession to you. "Why did he have to type it?" you mumble to yourself. "Did he think I'd recognize his handwriting?"
Slam.
Konoha groans, his hands covering the top of his head with his locker's door hanging above him.
"Is he okay?" you wonder, eyes growing wide. Konoha rubs his head, clicks his tongue and slams his locker's door. "Yeah, he's fine."
You grab your other shoe. "Careful," you tell him. "You can't afford to lose any more brain cells."
Konoha leans on the locker with his forearm on the door. "Are you sure this guy is even interested in you?" he retorts. "He didn't even bother to put his name."
"He's probably just shy," you say. "Haven't you thought about that?"
Konoha puts on his other shoe and packs his backpack. He ignores you.
You click your tongue, annoyed he didn't care. You look at the card and your lips draw back into a mischievous smile.
"Dear Y/n," you announce, holding the card out in front of you. "I–"
"What are you doing?" Konoha says with a scowl.
"What do you think I'm doing?"
His brows crease, grimacing as he places a few books in his bag.
"Dear Y/n. I have always–"
Konoha fumbles to put you in another headlock, but this time he covers your mouth. "Stop it!" he hisses. "It's embarrassing."
You elbow his stomach once again and he lets go from the pain. You clear your throat, about to recite the card once more and Konoha swipes it away from you.
He darts down the hallway, dodging the basketball team, a group of girls and a teacher. You chase after him, mirroring his movements, about to catch him.
He turns back to see you right at his heels until you finally trip over your shoelaces.
You don't hit the ground.
"You idiot," Konoha groans after catching you. "If you're going to chase me, at least do it properly."
"Give it back." You swipe the card out of his hands, scowling when it's all crumpled up. "Konoha, you ruined it!" You sulk on the floor, attempting to smooth out the creases but a fold stretches from one corner of the card to the other. When were you ever going to get another letter from a secret admirer?
"Ugh, it wasn't supposed to go like this," he says.
"What?"
"I'll just get you another one. Would that make you feel better?"
"Why would that make me feel better? Do you really think you can just replace it like that–"
"I wrote it."
"What?" You blink a couple of times before you pick up the crumpled paper off the floor. Your heart began to race. "Why would you write this?"
"I didn't want to see you sad on Valentine's Day again," he says, rubbing the back of his neck and avoiding your gaze.
He knew about your previous rejections. You complained it was because everyone always paired you with him.
"Oh." You stare at the words you read over and over this morning. Your lips turn downwards. "That's it?"
He ruffles his hair and bites his lip. Without replying, he gets up and starts to walk away.
"So you pitied me?" you ask. He turns around and his brows are creased. "I guess I…" Your eyes fall to the ground. "I should throw this out."
He returns to your side and covers the hand holding the card. "Please don't throw it out."
"Why?"
"Because they're real. My feelings for you are real."
Your heart beats faster but you pull your hand away from him. "Why didn't you put your name in it?" you ask.
"I didn't want you to feel pressured to go out with me," he sighs. "Things are already bad enough with our classmates teasing us all the time."
He's staring at you, his gentleness revealed in his gaze. You lower your eyes. "Were you ever going to tell me?" you ask softly.
"I was going to ask you out after we graduated," he replies. "Well... That was the plan."
"Oh."
"Yeah."
You rub your arm and Konoha assumes your silence is rejection. He covers your hand once more. "Don't throw it out," he says. "At least, not in front of me."
He fixes a piece of your hair that got disheveled from the fall before turning away to leave.
"Why did you think I cried after you lost?" you tell him.
You cried like an idiot. You knew how hard the team worked, how hard Konoha worked. It was so embarrassing when he was the one who comforted you when it should've been the other way around. He was simply thankful to play on centre court.
"I wanted you to win," you say, biting your lip. "Because I like you too."
His eyes grow wide and his cheeks turn red. You never imagined this was how the Valentine's Day of your third year of high school would go. Somehow, through all your rejections and failed attempts with Valentine's chocolates, he had always been by your side.
Your heart skips a beat as you lift the card to your chest. He wrote that he was in love with you these past three years. You take a peek at him as he scratches his head, unsure what to do with himself.
"Y/n, would you–"
A classroom door slides open.
"Did you ask her out?" Bokuto beams with stars in his eyes.
You both turn to him, taken aback by his teammate's sudden interruption. Annoyance grows in you both by the second.
You clench your fist. "Bokuto…" you hiss through your teeth as Konoha lunges over to kick his butt.
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I hope you liked it. Here's the masterlist to the collab and my taglist form if anyone it's interested. You can also check out my other fics.
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xo-alie-xo · 3 years
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PORTWELL LONG GAME OR RINA SLOWBURN.
You can only choose one poison.🍷
Listen up my Wildcats.🐱
We all ship each character with happiness. No matter how much you love to hate them, a majority of us simply adores the characters and want the best for them. Then comes relationships and it's okay to ship our favorites.⛴
I'm a diehard Rina shipper and I know in my heart that they are series endgame. The set up, the natural chemistry, their mutual understanding, the surprises and angst literally put me on chokehold. So I'm 100% a Rina shipper till the end. I'm here for the slowburn and their development rather than one shots. They are worth the pain. 😭❤
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Let me start with Ricky Bowen now.
Ricky shouldn't to be with Gina because he's hurting her mentality. He's not insensitive on purpose. Like when he tried to stop Big Red from telling her his message to Nina because he KNOWS it'll hurt her.
If you think, that Ricky didn't understand clearly when Gina confessed, think again. He shushed her. Kept their thing a secret from everyone. He knows he feels some type of way and she feels something too. But this boy is so used to safeguarding his childhood norms and has very little adaptability. Hence, he pretended to ignore everything between them because his home stability was falling apart and he clinged on to Nina, his constant childhood love.
He's a traumatised 16-17 year old boy that needs to heal and grow. This episode was heartbreaking because he had to accept that he had to let Nina go because their once upon a time fairytale had become toxic.
People change. I'm not the same person I was when I was 16 lmao. Being together as childhood lovers means growing together and accepting each other's growth. Which Ricky couldn't. He clutched to the idea of Nini. Even his love confession. It was sooo sweet but all he did was focus on their history.
This boy needs time to heal and maybe seek professional therapy. It would be so DAMN HISTORIC if Disney decides to take psychological issues seriously and show how he's dealing with his anxiety, pills and psychotherapy. He needs to breathe before he can be with any girl for that matter. He's hurting and isn't trying to hurt anyone on purpose. Including Gina.
Him asking her for advice on Nini was a dumb, insensitive move. But he's trying to find a way to build some supportive friendship that they shared in early season one.
As for now, this boy needs to get his own grip on life and heal.
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As for our Queen Gina
In Gina's confession, she focuses on their future. She basically said, "I wouldn't quit on a possible future of us being together despite obstacles. Because I never quit. But moving away isn't in my control." Ricky deep down knows this, encouraged her to say it, teary eyed, despite right after getting back together with Nini. Gina is his future. She went to his new house. And I also have this feeling that when she was given a chance to stay, she stayed partly because of Ricky. She left a chance to be with her mom because she prioritised their relationship. Because she never quits. 💪🏼
But she came back and found out Ricky has gotten back together with Nini.😭 What she doesn't know is Ricky got together with Nina before her confession, and after Gina kept dodging his messages. She's hurt and questions why she returned because she isn't particularly close to anyone. Hence, she was so silent at the after party. She thinks it'll be fine, "she'll live", and finds other reasons to find permanence. Her arc this season has been settling down in East High, despite the pain of losing and being 'betrayed' by Ricky, she finds other reasons to stay. 🏡
This kind of contrasts her with Nina. Nina left her dream school and came to Salt Lake because she missed her established home, and not just because of Ricky. Nina returned and was loved and embraced by Ricky Bowen.💕 Gina came back to a semi new place called Salt Lake because of her promise of a future to Ricky. But she got stabbed and she bled. 💔🗡
Think about her situation. She feels confused, alone, heartbroken, out of place and seperated from her mom. She's broken and hurting too. And she doesn't need more from Ricky's accidental or intentional 'sick burns'. That's the one line where he was such a jerk and I can't defend him here. 😠
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Here comes the Caswells.
Her second family. A place of healthy stability. A home that accepted her. Ashlyn, her roomie and her confidante. EJ, the misunderstood boy who saw her value and bought her plane ticket.
Let's get to EJ.
At first, I wasn't too keen on seeing Portwell's development. But then that video chat where they talk about the possibility of her staying and him convincing her. Had me sold for a solid brother-sister relationship. Few episodes later, when Gina's pain seemed to be oblivious to everyone, he was the only one who asked her how she was, and saw her glow. The comfort she must've felt.
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Not that she needs a man's validation, but she must be feeling like a second choice and feeling a little insecure because of Ricky. But EJ lifts her up and I genuinely saw her smile. This boy has her back whenever. The man she can lean on and truly sees how special she is. She no longer feels alone now that she has his entire fam and other friends. She genuinely feels a place of belonging and happiness when she's the apple of his eye. Notice how happy she is? How happy this boy is? She's going through her own issues and she has found ground with EJ.
I was very doubtful when they started hinting at a romantic direction. Because EJ would be used as plot device again for a girl to get to Ricky.😤 This man doesn't deserve to be second best to anyone, just like Gina.😑 That's why I'm still hesitant on shipping them at least temporarily. EJ needs to be something even more special to Gina. They need to show each other how special and treasured they are to each other despite feeling like rejects. They are each other's source of comfort.
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I'm sure they can keep EJ at East High for the next season. Whether it's the drama club, or the AV club or going to a local college. So he will be there for Gina. I don't know how they can work out a relationship with much distance as Rini's fell out when she moved away. So, if EJ leaves again, it'll again shake up Gina. Her being worried whether he'll date college girls, second thoughts, etc. I don't want them to go through that. And if they do move on to romantic Portwell, make sure it's not plot device for Rina. So you can either have Portwell endgame or Rina Endgame.
Basically I want Gina to be treated so right that she understands she doesn't need Ricky. And when he does ask her out, and he makes her feel like a second choice or a rebound, she says NO. Because EJ has helped regain her self assurance. Eventually I want Gina to confide in EJ about her and Ricky. EJ is jealous but also angry about how Ricky has been hurting her. And becomes damn protective of his 'babe'. Ricky gets jealous of their relationship, restarting Ricky and EJ's old rivalry. But this time, it's not because Gina is his girlfriend, but because she's EJ's best friend who he has a crush on and wants what's best for her.
If it's meant to be Rina endgame
EJ- RICKY, YOU IDIOT! You have no clue how to treat her right. You don't put her first. You mislead her. Get the hell away from her! She's too powerful and beautiful, she doesn't deserve your scraps. I know how she feels for you. I wish I were you. I would treat her like a queen. I don't mind even waiting years till she's ready. She deserves that. You're so lucky you have even a small chance that I may never have. So get your act together, prove you're worth it to win her over. All I want is for her to be happy. Even if it's with someone else. And maybe then I'll stop threatening you to stay away from her.😠
Ricky- .....I don't know what I'm more scared of. Change, or losing the girl I fell for or YOU. Okay, losing her but you're a close second.😬
If it's Portwell endgame.
Ricky- I messed up. Make sure you don't mess up with her. You'll regret it forever.
EJ- I'd rather get hit by thousand basketballs than ever hurt her. I'll be her plus one and her best friend until she's ready to be with me. I know she's ready now too. But I want her to know I'm willing to wait till she graduates before we make it official. I'm in it for the long game.
As for their age gap. I'm 100% sure Portwell won't kiss this season. If they do, it'll be next when Sofia turns 18. They are professional actors who are cast because they are the perfect fit for the role and are expected to carry out the storyline. But I suppose fearing some outbursts, they might delay Sofia kissing anyone till next season. It's so weird because Olivia was maybe 17 when Matt was 21-22 when they kissed in season one. But no one had a problem with that. But for this, they do. Remember, they are professional actors. They are acting! Sometimes, actors are over 10 years apart (but above 18) and act as romantic partners.
As for their characters, they are only two years apart. That's hardly any difference once you're over the age of 18. Age of consent is 16. But adults above 18 are only allowed to have sex with adults above 18. So, age isn't a problem here because EJ is a gentleman and is genuinely interested in her and isn't trying to get in her pants. So age isn't the issue when it comes to dating. It's the maturity. Gina is very mature and gives very sound advice. But I can see EJ being patient enough till she turns 18 just to kiss her because he loves her. 😚
As for the Ashlyn remark, "You look like a kid to me rn". He was JOKING.😂 Don't take things out of context. I tell my cousin sister that all the time. But she's three years younger than me and a grown adult. I don't see her as a kid but it's just a cousin teasing her younger cousin that's she's a little immature. I'm Matt's age and I'm very mature for my age and since I was a teenager, I always matched up with boys a little older than me. Now that I'm in my early 20s, I've dated boys even close to 30. So age is just a number.
EJ dating Gina and giving her quick kisses is fine. But to have a strong sexual element in their relationship (including making out), he'll have to wait till she's 18+. And I'm sure for that he'll wait till she's ready even past her early 20s. Age is really just a number and we can't help who we fall in love with. Trust me, I've been there.😂 So I can see EJ feeling conflicted about his feelings that are clear at this point.
They might not be a perfect fit, but they make each other sooo happy. They deserve a lot more than a short lived fling.😟 They are either endgame or Rina is. You can't have both as a Rina unless you're an EJ hater who wants him to exist as plot device. Nope! He's sooo much more precious than that.
But Jack on the other hand....I'm okay if he's the one to make Ricky or EJ jealous. Because he's just been introduced and it's okay if a character is used, but only once, for someone else to realize their feelings. 💁🏽‍♀️
In short.
Ricky needs help and needs to be on his own. No girlfriends allowed.🙅🏽‍♀️🚫
Needs to give both Gina and Nina space for them to grow on their own too.🌳
Ricky needs to understand the core of his problems and become more adaptable via therapy. Maybe the psychologist will point out his unresolved feelings for Gina, or he will conclude it himself. And in comes Ricky-pining-for-Gina season three.
Ricky needs to fully get over Nina before he moves on to anyone. Same for Gina if Portwell were to happen. No one deserves to be second choice.
Gina isn't Ricky's cushion. She's a living person with strong feelings for him and shouldn't be subjected to share his pain. She already struggles with her own issues.
Ricky needs to stay single till he wins back Gina and prove he's worth it. He needs to show even if another girl wants him, he'll never quit on Gina ever again. Even if he has to watch her be with someone else. *cough parallels*.
It's either romantic Rina then Portwell endgame OR Portwell flirty besties but Rina endgame. You and I can choose only one because my boy EJ shouldn't be used as plot device for a girl to leave for Ricky ever again.
Portwell's age difference can be practically solved and isn't much of an issue unless they get hot and heavy before Gina turns 18 which is impossible considering this is Disney. 🤣🤣
Jack and Gina will be plot device material and purely so sentimental to us OG Andi Mack fans. More than any ship, this is what I'm looking for. Sort of an Andi Mack crack ship for season 3a. It's gonna be soooo funny. 😍😂
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I respect everyone's ship. I see what you're seeing. And I'm not going to invalidate your ship. But unless it's done right, I won't jump from the Rina ship. I liked Rini. I like Portwell. I like AU Juffy crackship haha.😂 But as for me, I'm still holding on to Rina slowburn.
Preparing myself for the pain. 😭🔥
(But if I had to pair two characters without Disney getting in the way, it would be Gini. The power duo. Undeniable chemistry. They can be written so well because of their layered relationship and contrasting personalities.🤩 The classic rivals to friends to lovers. But that's a talk for another day lmao.)
Thanks for reading my opinion, Wildcat!🐱❤
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papergirllife · 4 years
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Chasing The Flames
Chapter 8 : The Pull of The Heartstrings
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Jeno opened the door of his dorm to hear all the boys gathered around the living room, hollering like they won the lotto.
" What's with you guys? "
" We're happy for you, hyung. "
" For what, Chenle? "
" You just came back from the photoshoot with Y/N. There should be some progress. " Renjun questioned with curious eyes.
" Not telling. "
" Yah, stop being so secretive to us. "
" I'm respecting Y/N's privacy Haechan, something you would never do for us. "
But Jeno couldn't help but smile at the events that taken place today as he retreated back into his room.
As he finished showered, Renjun came in the room with a smirk on his face.
" You and Jaemin should be grateful to me. I invited Y/N to have a cook off with Chenle and I on Friday night. "
" She agreed to come? "
" Yup. You guys get to spend more time with her as long as the both of you help out for dinner, this is a win-win situation."
" Thanks man. "
" You guys better be serious about Y/N. She's a nice girl. "
" Yes, boss. "
" I'm actually surprised you're so into her. I thought Jaemin was the one that wanted to bring her into the relationship. "
" I was actually jealous of her at first, because of the attention she was receiving from Jaemin. But then after I spent some time with her that day, I realised that she's really a special one. "
" I don't know much about polyamorous relationships, but I'll still support the decisions that the both of you make. "
" Thanks, Renjun. "
Jaemin ordered a pizza for the both of them to share as Jeno got back later than their dinner time.
They were watching a movie on TV, the others being focused on the plot, but Jeno being lost in his thoughts.
" Is something wrong? " Jaemin whispered.
" No. I was just thinking about what happened today. "
Jaemin snuggled up to Jeno, while taking a huge bite into the pizza, making Jeno coo at him.
" Is there something about Y/N's that's bothering you? "
" No. I enjoyed every moment with her. "
" Then why do you look sad? "
" I'm just confused with my own feelings. How can we love each other but still potentially love another person ?"
" Maybe it's because we never dated any girls before. So we crave for one in our life. "
" But we've never shown interest in other girls. Why Y/N? Why did you like Y/N among all female friends and colleagues we know? "
" I don't know. My first impression of her was that she was a diligent assistant of Mr Kang. Then when we started talking to her, I was hooked on by her shy demeanor. Then I realised that she had a great personality, she's friendly and quirky and so easy to be around. She doesn't treat us like idols, she sees us as human beings. Whenever I'm with her, I feel a sense of freedom or escape."
Jeno nodded at what Jaemin said, connecting the way Jaemin described Y/N to recent events.
" After Y/N, we won't be adding new members into the relationship, right? "
This made Jaemin laugh and nearly choke on his piece of pizza.
" Jeno ah, let's just focus on getting one girl at a time. Plus, if Y/N accepts us, I don't think she'll accept another female in the relationship. Just because we're bisexuals, doesn't mean she is. "
" I'm just checking, because I definitely won't have time for three people. "
" Good to know that my Jeno is a loyal man."
" Chenle, how many times have I told you to get that thing out of the way? "
" What do you mean that thing? It's my sole physical entertainment other than video games. "
Jeno was being stressed about Y/ N coming over for dinner.
On the other hand, Jaemin was busy cleaning the kitchen from the mess Jisung had made from his midnight snack.
Jaemin although didn't show his nervousness as Jeno is, still feels the stress of the expectations he wishes to make for Y/N.
Although all the guys think that Y/N's quite smitten with the both of them after hours debate of what they had experienced from both their alone time with Y/N, Jaemin still wants to take things slowly and start off as good friends.
Y/N seems raw towards the feelings that they think she's feeling for them, so Jaemin and Jeno have decided to make only minor advances and let her sort out her feelings, if she does have feelings for them.
' I hope she does. ' Jaemin thoughts to himself.
Jaemin looked towards Jeno's direction and saw that Jeno's disassembling Chenle's indoor basketball court, dumping it back into its box.
After finishing up with the kitchen, Jaemin checks the fridge a second time to make sure that they had stocked up on groceries for tonight.
Jaemin was about to clear away the take out on the dining table when Renjun stopped him.
" I'll do it. Go take a shower and get dressed."
" Thanks. "
When Jaemin got out of the bath, Renjun pushed Jeno to wash up.
" Shouldn't I shower after cooking dinner? "
" You have to smell and look clean for
Y/N, you can just take another one layer in the night. "
" Any clothing advice, Injunie? "
" She thinks you look cute in pink. "
" You're the best. I can kiss you right now. "
" Save that for Jeno and Y/N, or I'll kick your butt. "
" How do you get so much information out of her? "
" Because we text often. "
" Oh. "
" Why? Are you jealous? "
" I'm just surprised. "
" She's from my home country, she says I remind her of home. "
" That's nice of you. "
" She doesn't have many friends, she reminded me of the time when I first got here. "
" I'll go check the whole place again. "
" Don't be so nervous. "
" I'll try. "
When I got there, Jaemin was waiting for me outside the dorms.
" You didn't have to wait outside for me, it's cold, you would've gotten sick if I wasn't early. "
" I know you're punctual. Plus, it'll be embarrassing if you went to the 127 and WayV's blocks. "
" God, I can't imagine. "
" Why did you bring groceries? "
" Just in case you guys don't have any. "
" Of course we do, we just bought today. I'll help you take those. "
When Jaemin grabs the bags from my hands, I could feel electric shocks up my fingertips, making my cheeks warm in the cold air.
" Thank you. "
When Jaemin opened the door, the first one to greet you was Donghyuck.
" Long time no see, Y/N. Hope you didn't miss me too much, 127 needs me. "
" There's not a day that goes by I don't hear bullshit coming from his mouth. "
" I thought you'd be used to it by now. "
" Yeah, but I thought he would've behaved more with guest around. "
" What are you saying? Y/N isn't a guest, she's like family. Right Y/N? "
" Whatever you say, Hyuck. It's good to see you. "
" Nice place you guys got here, I like the kitchen too. It's bigger than the one I have. "
" You can always move in, Y/N. "
" Yeah right, Lee Soo Man would be on my ass. "
" Chenle! You look so cute with those cat ears. "
" Don't mind them, I lost a bet to Jisung. Come check out this gun I won in pubg."
Jeno walked out of his room when he heard the commotion going on outside, beckoning Renjun to follow.
" Y/N, you're here. Then let's get this started."
We gathered at the kitchen to get ready for the mini cook off.
" Okay, who wants to be in my team? " Renjun looked at everyone expectantly, but had a shock when he realised no one wanted to be on his team.
" I'm picking Chenle and Hyuck. Y/N, you can take Jeno and Jaemin. "
" Hyung, that's not fair. Both your teammates cook often. But Jeno doesn't cook at all, Y/N noona's team is having the losing end. "
" Jisung you are the judge, so go to your room and play games while we cook, no peeking. "
Renjun was giving Jisung the stink eye while everyone of us laughed at their interaction.
" Okay, so what are we cooking? "
" I was planning on cooking sweet and sour pork cutlets and salty egg minced meat steam egg. Sounds good?"
Jeno and Jaemin nodded enthusiastically, hurrying to gather the ingredients as I listed them down.
" Wait, what's salted egg? I don't think we have that in the fridge. "
" Don't worry, Jeno. I bought them at the wet market today, it's in the bag. "
" Got it. "
I made the batter for the cutlets as they break the eggs into a bowl with the minced meat.
" Jaemin, stir this batter. I'll handle the egg. "
I broke two salted eggs and cut the pieces of the yolk into tinier pieces and put them into the bowl of egg, stirring it to space out the ingredients.
When it was ready, I began to steam the egg at the stove.
" Remember Y/N. One stove per team. "
Renjun was looking at me with a smug look on his face as he oversees the two of his friends cooking.
" I see you're making Korean food. "
" And you're making Chinese food. What a way to win Jisung's stomach, but I'm confident he'll love my cooking, he always did. "
" That's because he never ate my cooking before. "
" Oh it's on Y/N. "
The both both of us went back to our respective sides.
Cooking with Jaemin and Jeno was fun, the way Jaemin laughed at Jeno for trying to get the pork to stick to the batter.
I stepped away from my teammates to take a photo of both of them frying the cutlets.
' They suite the domestic theme that's going on here. '
Wait, what am I thinking? God, I need to focus on making the sauce or I'll lose to Renjun.
When we were done, Renjun was arguing about something with Hyuck. While Chenle was coping on cooking alone.
It was one of the funniest sights ever.
Jaemin, being the observant person he was, realised that we haven't cooked the rice.
" Need help? "
" It's just rice, I can handle myself. Go rest on the sofa with Jeno, be with you guys in a bit. "
When I got to the sofa, Jeno had took off his apron to reveal a tight fitting white t shirt.
His muscular built was evident under the thin layer of cotton, I never realised Jeno had such a good built, it was truly a sight to behold.
" I really like your new glasses. "
I had to bring up a topic to distract from Jeno, he's Jaemin's boyfriend for fuck's sake.
" Thanks. You look nice too. "
" It's just a sweater, nothing nice about it to me. "
" The mint colour, it matches well with your hair colour. "
" Thank you. "
I looked away from his gaze, scared that my cheeks were as red as I feared.
" Y/N? "
I looked back at Jeno to see that he was holding a box of chocolates.
" This is for you. As a thank you for cooking dinner. "
" Thank you, I didn't know I'll be receiving any gifts from anyone in Korea. Thank you so much. "
Even though it was just a box of chocolates, it made me happy. I don't have any other friends other than my boss, these guys mean so much to me.
" I'm glad you liked it. "
Jeno placed his hand on my knee as a friendly gesture, but my body acted as if it was the best feeling ever.
The warmth coming from his palm was addicting.
My thoughts were interrupted when Renjun announced that dinner was ready and hollered Jisung out from his room.
We ate dinner with a carefree chatter. I asked Donghyuck about him and Mark balancing the upcoming promotions and them expressing their excitement in working with me again.
" So Jisung, what do you think are the best dishes here? "
" The dishes that I've never ate before today. "
" Have kids they said, they'll be lovely they said. "
" Oh come on, hyung. Don't be too sad about losing to Y/N, Jisung always liked new things. "
" Let me introduce you to some thangs. "
Jeno shut Chenle up with a slice of beef within the second he finished the verse of 127's new song.
" Sorry, he's always been like that. " Jeno said with apologetic eyes.
" Don't worry, Hyuck told me everything about Chenle's crush on Taeyong. "
" Everyone has a crush on Taeyong hyung, ask Jisung. "
" The both of you are weird, case closed."
After dinner, we decided to watch a movie.
Hyuck and Chenle settled on some horror movie called Polaroid.
All of us were wedged on the sofa except for Chenle and Jisung who settled for sitting on the carpeted floor.
I was happily munching on my oreos when a sudden jump scare caught me off guard.
I basically jumped into Jaemin's lap when it happened.
" Sorry, I didn't mean to do that. "
" It's okay. It's called horror for a reason. "
He put his arm around my shoulders.
" There's nothing to be scared of with me around. "
Even though he meant that to be flirty, it still warmed my heart.
From then on, my attention was no longer fully on the movie in front of me. I started noticing little details of Jaemin tonight.
The way his pink sweater matches so well with his fair skin and the feeling of his broad shoulders whenever I leaned onto them.
The scent of Jaemin's cotton fragrance reminded me of waking up on my comfy bed, everything about Jaemin tonight makes my heart soft.
I barely noticed that the movie ended as Renjun announced that we were going to watch a drama that he wanted to watch for a long time.
I always got sleepy during dramas as they just aren't my genre of movies, and this time was no exception.
The only difference from this time and all the other times was the warmth and support I had beside me as I dozed off to slumber.
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alex-baebae · 5 years
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Pieces of honor
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Chapter 3
Many guys have been knocked out. I don’t know what time it is. “Choi vs Li” the announcement for him “good luck” I tell him smiling, he smiles me back. The fight between them was rough but Seunghyun seemed to be the one who was controlling the situation, suddenly his opponent fell.
That was the first day of the exam, now we are in a special formation. They will give us new instructions in no time, I was next to Seunghyun. “So tomorrow, you will fight with the guys next to you, only the half will be here, you can leave now”. Seunghyun looks at me immediately trying to say something, I just put my hand on his arm “let’s go” I say walking towards our car.
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“Ahj” Seunghyun complains “it hurts” I chuckle “of course it hurts! My lovely child look what they have done to you!” Miss Liu exclaims angry. We are sitting on the big couch of the Mansion's living room, I keep cleaning my face by myself “my little princess, I can do that” she says worried about my reddish face (you know there is blood mixed with ethyl alcohol) “no, I can do it Miss Liu… better help Seunghyun, he cannot reach his back” I try to smile with my broken lips.
12pm… I’m about to go to the bed “fuck that guy really punched me hard” I say looking at my face through the big mirror on my wall, someone knocks the door. I open it “Seunghyun” I whisper, he enters quickly.
“What are you doing here? You have to rest” I give him a non-sense look “not gonna fight you tommorow” he looks into my eyes locking the door behind him “you have to! I mean we have to!” he says nothing “I don’t want to, but we have to” I add. Then I sit on my bed “but, I can’t… I… I just cannot do anything in order to hurt you” he explains “Seunghyun you know how this works, you cannot change the rules” I say before looking down thinking about my next steps “I’ll renounce then, I cannot let you do such a thing” I say firmly “but your father, your mother what about them?” he says kneeling next to me “I’ll have more opportunities but you…” he interrupts me “you’ll dishonor them”.
I want so badly to have Seunghyun by side, this is the only way… it doesn’t matter what my parents say, after all, he is the only one who I feel less miserable with.
As I told you first, I have confidence problems since I was a child, plus now that I’m an adult for my parents.... I know all the things they do for money… I just can’t carry on by myself. I need someone, maybe I’m depressed.
“Seunghyun, better leave, someone can hear us” I say trying to escape from making decisions “how many times have we been doing this? We haven’t gotten caught” he insists to be here, I can’t think well. “Sorry” is all I can say, he smiles and caress my cheeks “I have to tell you something important” he says now holding my hands “I’m...” he’s hesitating “I can’t fight you tomorrow because... I’m so fucking in love with you”.
I'm surprised as hell. I mean, it's not like I had not feelings for him, but I have been forcing myself to see him as a friend. I was worried to show him my feelings, he could reject me and I would be alone again, I don’t want to be alone as I have told you.
"I shouldn't have told you that" he says, I'm still quiet "I'm leaving" he walks towards my dorm's door "where do you go?" I shut the door which was been barely open by him, I kiss him, he holds me and returns the kiss.
"Ouch!" My lips hurt, again some blood is on them "sorry, I was so excited" he is nervous as hell "sleep with me" I asked him kissing his jaw "N-no, someone can hear us" he has his hands over my waist "so, are you afraid of it?" I tease him a little "yes, your father will tear me up in seconds" I laugh "come on! He will not do it" I kiss again the both sides of his jaws "I'm not afraid of what he could do to me, but surely I will not be able to see you again" I kiss this time his lips.
"Do to really are scared of that?" he lifts me "of course" he peppers kisses all over my neck "I have been in love so much time that, I cannot be away from you anymore" he adds "neither" I whisper.
"Then let's sleep at your place" I suggest "at my...?" He seems confused "if someone see us they'll think that I was the one looking for your love, not vice versa" he chuckles "please" I hug him tighter "my bed is not comfortable" he says "I don't mind" I say "I must leave now, see you tomorrow... My beloved one" he kisses my forehead.
I let him leave, as soon as I hear his door being closed, I walk towards my window, his dorm is not so far. I climb quickly and I get into his room, he was laying down, his eyes closed "someone could have killed you" I comment.
I don't let him respond, I attack his lips before he can even open his eyes "you are stubborn as a mule" he says between the wet kisses, he places his hands over my waist, his thumbs caressing my skin.
"I bet you like it" kisses again, now his hands touching all over my back, he reaches my neck and holds it to make me be closer to him "yeah, I didn't locked the door, but you surprised me as always" we smash or lips again, a small taste of iron is in our mouths I guess my lips are bleeding
"Let's stop, your lips are going to be all red in the morning" I smile "don't want to" I remove his shirt, he only smiles like me "have you.... Did this with another person?" He's nervous I can notice it "have I had time?" I remove my shirt, I have no bra on, he immediately blushes "no".
That was true, I mean we have been together almost 24/7 all the highschool. We assisted to the same school, sometimes the same classes, we did our homework together, the same basketball club, and my mom's trainings after school... Well we hadn't any time for 'love'.
"Well... Let's just follow the 'instructions' of our bodies" I kissed him again "I have read about this and you know...maybe you have too" while he's speaking, I took his pants off. "Let me take care of you this time" he added "you are the most injured of the both of us" I chuckle "then, do what you want".
I sit in front of him, my legs are spread, he’s closer and closer. He kisses all my body while I touch my clit as when I’m alone pleasing me, he sucks my breasts as I moan with every single touch if his hands. I lay on his bed, he climbs onto me kissing my shoulders "you're so beautiful" he whispers in my ear before he licks my earlobe "Seunghyun" I caress his back with my both hands and his legs with my feet.
He takes off my underwear, he kisses around my wetness, suddenly he licks from down to up my pussy "Seunghyun" I moan his name again, he keeps licking me with his warm tongue, I'm getting wetter. Suddenly he sucks hard my clit causing me to lift my hips to increase the contact of his mouth to my skin.
"Maybe you will like this" he turns me around, now I'm on my knees. My legs wide spread for him, he starts to eat me out again, more moans come from my throat, my legs quiver.
Seunghyun puts a finger inside me "does it hurt?" His fingers are bigger than mine I can feel it well, my pussy tights around his index finger asking for more stimuli "it feels good" he puts another one, of course it stretches me more than my two fingers I used to put in when I was needy "give me a second" I say. It hurts only a little but I want to give time to my muscles to enjoy it more. Meanwhile he’s licking my butthole and touching my clit waiting for my instructions.
I move my hips thrusting me with his fingers, he instantaneously moves them rapidly "oh, that's great" I encourage him to don't stop. "Fuck you taste so well" he turns me around again I keep my legs spread, he's intense glance is on me, he makes eye contact and sucks his fingers looking at me all the time.
Maybe he is lying, maybe he had done this with other girls and I don't blame him because some days I wanted to do it as well. He is now between my legs "can I?" I smile, I have done it with dildos, and vibrators but not with a man. So the confidence I had before starts to disappear "sure" he moved a little "is it inside?" he asked me "no it is not" I smile "shit I believed I did it correctly" I laugh now.
"You seemed to be experienced" he laughs as well "I told you that I haven't done this before" he kisses my cheek "so where have you learn what you did before" I asked curious "one day you left open an article about how to masturbate on your laptop and... you know I remember well many things" my face is all red, fortunately the light of the garden only barely illuminated us.
"Then in that web site was another article about how to masturbate a woman, and I read it of course" I laugh hard "really?" I ask "yes, I thought you liked that page a lot because there were many tabs of them opened" l kiss him "so, you have been planning to fuck with me all this time, haven't you mister Seunghyun?" he gets embarrassed "maybe..." he laughs "to tell the truth, I thought that if someday I could have this opportunity... I wanted to make you feel good".
I took his sex in my hands "wanna know what I've learned in that articles?" I joke, he chuckles "next time, baby" he puts my hands asides my head. He takes his member to be sure this time he's going to not fail, he enters slowly I moan "are you alright?" He asks me worried "yes" he goes deeper "ugh!" I moan grabbing his shoulders "I'll stop" he says. I put my legs around his waist. "No, I guess my dildos are not this big". When I was buying my toys on line, I was worried of insert big shit in me, I guess that fear is normal, so I bought the slender and smaller ones.
Seunghyun gets more embarrassed and laughs "well, that's new" he comments "hey, try to move now" I ask, he did as I said, one of his hands reaches my clit, I soon start to feel nice. Our bodies are sweating, our breaths are crashing into each other's skin, soon I felt my orgasm being built, his name is all I'm able to say...
More updates, I will always love y'all!! ❤️
I'm busy, university is getting more difficult. However I'll do my best to update in less time 💞
Love,
Alex
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apricotpicotty · 2 years
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dear future dee
17-02-2022
today i went to school like during a normal day.
woke up ar 5:30 finished 1 ray optics lecture, got ready while listening to tennis court, trying to gather courage to go to school cuz i was scared as fuck.
but after reaching...it wasn't that bad.
actually it was a lot better than staying at home. i'm writing this in my room as my mom and brother are physically fighting and screaming in the living room. my bro's crying and screaming.
anyways back to what i was saying.
1st this mansi girl from 12 b asked me where's 12a on the stairs...to sound relatable i subconsciously said "mai bhi dhundh rahi hoon" even tho i knew where 12 a was. but by mistake i went to the 2nd floor and shit it was obvly the wring floor and mansi followed me lol. so after tht we did end up in the right class. she aske me if i was in 12b i said nope i'm from 12a and wanted to confirm so i said gauri from her section is inside.
then navreet came and told to switch on the lights and i did then payal came and mera lol hogaya cuz i said phy was 2nd period which wasn't. it was the last period.
then we went to chem lab for 1st period..i had to switch off the lights.
oh right! i went to washroom to calm myself after getting in the class. then while going back i met sharanya.
chem lab: i sat on the window side 1st seat. did the practicals with tanishka 12b and i fucked up the 1st time idky. then maybe also the 2nd time. ik i shouldn't mention siddharth. i do not have any feelings for him and he has a huge crush on gauri..sorry i'll get him out of my head soon dw dw.
then i was the last one to leave chem lab..after that i went o pee again and cs period! boom
maam was like "ouu~ disha you've also come?" after seeing me..i was like "yea"..said that bluntly lol then class was actually about to start. duddu looked back at me and told me to close the door with his eyes. i pointed at ma'am then back at him with my eyes hoping he'd understand that i was trying to say that ask for ma'am permission first. idk if he understood. then devansh asked if he can close the door...it's most likely he saw both of us..if not me then at least duddu or maybe it was his own decision. idc
dduring break we were in class, palkin was seated next to me by then. sharanya was standing..and the "not so useful but still morally good genes" from my mom got worked up and i asked ujjwal to give the seat next to him. he went o get another seat and i took him lol. sharanya was laughing lmao so was i and then i told him to use the one he got. three of us talked about useless stuff i don't remember. aamna gave me chem lab file and later everyone was aked to raise hand who've gotten the files..i did and continued talking to those 2 but forgot to put my hand down..everyone laughed..i'm not upset about it but...ok whtever.
just like then cs ended and we went for math. we were told to go down to av room..
in front of the av room: i was standing behind arnie and divyian, sharanya was next to me on my right we were standing next to the railing. duddu came and stood b/w me and divyian. sharanya was obvsly giggling and blushing whteves and i was trying to avoid his presence by facing the other side and talking about my lil bro's class who were in the skating ring. vasu dev was the only kid i could identify. totally ignored his presence.. btw! my bro saw me in his screen during tht time lol. payal ma;am then sent him to get the av room keys and arnie too idk whteves
just like that math ended and i understood fucking nothing
last period we were taken down cuz phy was a subsi and we fucking played games.
i'd totally forgotten about the "spot" and sharanya reminded me and fucking ruined my mood.
then we asked ma'am if we could play something else other than basketball cuz both of us didn't want to play basketball.
got the ball from tht cage thingy and one kid who was playing there told her to take the shortcut lmao.
okay so it's just the two of us now. i asked aamna and kasish to play with us and gawd i really wished aanvi was with us. it would've been so mucchh funn
so i played..so much..kept throwing later 11thies joined us. by then kashish and i were the only ones left, aamna and sharanya wasere talking and walking. seejoni, aditi and shreya also joined us later left. at the last only i was alone on my team, one 11th girl and kasish were oon the opp team. for a sec i was scared or something idk but the thought of being alone.....but then this thought came in my head "so what if i'm alone? i'm equal to an army of 100 people who're against me" and threw the ball so high the kid couldn't catch. it felt good. that no matter who stays or who leaves me, in the end it's me who'll be with me forever. it's just me. this fact can make me feel may emotions when looked at from diff povs. but one of the povs makes me happy:)
then last period got over and i thought to myself.."i missed this, i wanted this i was starving for this lol a bit too much of exaggeration but u get it. i looked at the wall paintings i made with others..it was so blurry and faded. but i knew that i also contributed to it. i was a part of it. maybe i want people to remember me...idk that's for u to decide.
went to the main gate and saw dad, waved him and he waved back. didn't look back and went straight to him.
i was so happy and excited i told him how we were taken to the field to play games. he asked a few more questions like how many kids came then few minutes later asked if i needed more pens, i sid yea but they'll last for another week. he replied that i should by them on 18th. i said okay. silence. a comfortable kind of silence all the way back home. when we reached back, he told me to sanitize and stufff as i was getting down. came back home finally. and told mom and my bro everyhting.
i gtg now, i was soooooo happy that's it. i missed feeling happy just for myself. :) i hope you're happy too in the future. i'll try my best too!
bye bye, i'm behind my schedule .
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