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kanene-yaaay · 1 year
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The Shine in My Eyes (Can Someone Turn Off The Lights?)
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Kanene’s notes: Heya heyaaa! I received that request AGES ago and thank you very much for your patience, bean! I hope you like the story, even tho I strayed from the original prompt.
I didn’t proofread it because I really wanted to post it as soon as I could sdfghjjhgfd so maybe some parts are confusing or repetitive, pls just hmu if that is the case ^.^)
Warnings: Light angst and hurt/comfort. Light and rough tickles. Ticklish!Reader and Ler!Moon. Around 4.000 words. Can be platonic or romantic. Sun is mentioned.
[~*~]
“Sleep?” The raspy voice questioned, so quiet that you would almost believe that it was part of your imagination if it wasn’t the amount of times you heard that same question in the last months. It spiked a warm feeling on your chest.
You would almost smile if it wasn’t the mild headache taking over your entire brain. 
“No.”
Cold, metallic hands touched your elbow, leading to an involuntary flinch that quickly disappeared when your mind catched up to whom the hand was. Moon continued, traveling his hands upwards your arm with careful, light and slow touches, telegraphing his movements enough that you could perfectly picture his form slouched next to you on the couch, head tilted, attentive eyes watching your body language and scans looking for signals of distress. It was good that you didn’t even need to open your own eyes to see that, knowing pretty well that doing so would only aggravate your pain.
Frustration ran hot on your throat, making you clench your jaw in response. Your eyes itched, still aching after hours staring at the computer’s screen after an entire morning of going out to do chores and shopping. There was an uncomfortable pressure on the back of your head. Yesterday it all wasn’t good either. This sucked. This really sucked.
Moon pulled you up from the urge to give up to the darkest thoughts peeking on the corner of your mind by taking the light fabric over your eyes and changing it for another one, damp from being recently bathed in cold water. A relieved sigh flees through your lips, your fists unclenching (when did you start pressing your nails in your palms again?) and being lifted to clean a couple of stray tears that now ran across your cheeks.
Two bigger hands overlapped yours, silicone digits wiping the water away before a humming began filling the air. You could almost picture the way the animatronic’s body was swaying from one side to another in the rhythm of the lullaby.
“Fuzzy, fuzzy.” The touch quickly changed directions so it would be playing with your hair, massaging and scratching your scalp with the skill of an animatronic that passed weeks fixated on human hairs and would spend another plentiful of weeks being amazed by their softness, form and type, waiting for you to lower your guards so he could try to convince you to let him try another hairstyle. Maybe you should consider buying them a wing. Sun would love it. You could almost hear the uncontrollably, excited rambling already. A small grin grazed your lips. A finger booped your nose. “You’re fuzzy because you’re tired. Sleep. Go to sleep.”
“Contrary to your belief, sleep doesn’t solve all the problems in the world.” Moon huffed at the lightheaded poke of fun, instead choosing to pinch your poor nose in retaliation. You swatted at his general direction, knowing very well it wouldn’t hit the target nevertheless. It was the thought that counts. “Besides, if I take a nap now it will destroy my sleep schedule for today. I am at least trying to keep it healthy.”
More like, you had now two animatronics that would either began to fuzz over your bad habits, nervously twisting his fingers and anxiously spinning his sunrays, hovering and doing his best to make you feel better while trying to not overstep any boundaries and respect your (bad) choices or follow you at night with light steps and clicking sounds, calmly and happily accompanying you through your chosen night activities while also attempting to subtly nudge you to the direction of your room (and, consequently, your bed).
Of course, every now and then all of you would have your missteps. Some days Sun would tremble uncontrollably and hug you tightly when you tried to go out, chatting non stop over your and Moon’s attempts to comfort him. Another nights you would move too quickly or suddenly and Moon’s eyelights would go to a bright red and he would tackle you on the floor, body frozen on a security code he no longer had, but that still affected him. Other weeks everything would feel too much and you would push them far and away and wonder when it all came to this. Why did all came to this.
But… 
But then there were also be days where Sun would skip around the house, a happy humming that made his entire circuits vibrate - and kind of reminded you of a cat - on the tip of his tongue, a batch of homemade cookies or a new colored drawing waiting for you after a long day. There would be moments when your presence and Moon’s comforting, teasy banter would be able to make his sunrays twitch less anxiously and for him to smile brighter, every shoulder bump, every poke, every half hug and every lingering touch would be a promise and a confession (I am here I am here I care I am here).
There would be moments when Moon would come at your room with his hands once again tangled in a mess of yarn’s strands and he would grumble at your light pokes of fun and refuse to tell about his new project so he could catch you and Sun by surprise and tease you both about your reactions afterwards. There would be nights when he would be frozen and twitchy and feel the worst because he can’t get his body to move and you would start telling him about your day, about a funny meme you saw on internet and and interesting something he maybe didn’t know yet about humans or the world that exists around them, and then, bit by bit, he would be able to move (his entire systems blastring friend friend my friend my dear friend over and over above the instinct of threat catch eliminate) and you would watch a movie.
And there would be moments when you gave them surprise gifts because it seems like their wonder about the world, the universe and humanity would never disappear no matter how much time they spent out of that mall. There would be days they would leave warm dishes and hot drinks on your desk, when they would hug and hold you close when you were ready to face them, when they would listen to you and sing soft lullabies or distract you with games and banter until a smile and a soft feeling took over the sadness and red eyes.
There would be days that you spent looking for new activities or experiences the animatronics hadn’t tried yet, preparing another good memory for them to have. There would be afternoons when Sun would dance with you across the living room because he knew how much you loved that song. There would be evenings when Moon would wipe your tears and distract you from your aching eyes because he knew that bad thoughts are easier to fight when you’re not alone.
Evenings just like this one.
“Thinking too hard.” Moon pressed his thumb firmly on your forehead, pulling you out of your thoughts (again). “Too hard. Must rest. Sush.”
You snorted. “Wow. Thank you, man. I have no idea how I lived until now without your rich life advices.”
“Cheeky brat.” A playful poke was jabbed on your side, fishing a surprised yelp from your lips. 
Silence.
“Let’s play a game.”
A jumpy ‘zing!’ ran across your spine at the dangerous and incredibly joyful tune that took over his raspy voice, and you immediately knew that there wouldn’t be another ending for this day other than you becoming a mess of laughter on the couch. Still, even when a wobbly smile stretched on your face you tried to sound firm.
“No.” It didn’t work very well. There was no heat in it, titters already bubbling in the back of your throat. Your arms began moving and flailing in the general direction of his snickers.  “Moon, no. Give me your hands. Give me your hands right no-o-ow, come on!” Your words began fading and twinkling in between stubborn giggles and squeaks as a wave of pokes and squeezes began attacking your entire torso from seemingly everywhere. 
"Sorrrrry, Moonlight. Can you repeat that?" He was prodding your ribs now, tapping his fingers on each one of them, escaping from your grabbing hands with ease, not taking long before his attack changed to a light pinching of that absurdly vulnerable spot that connected your belly with your sides. His delighted tune showed that he was not sorry at all. "Can't hear you over all of those wiggly giggly giggles. Care to repeat what you just said? Hm?"
His attacks were getting even harder to predict, the cloth on your eyes helping in nothing your current state, actually, the fact that you couldn’t see where he would strike next only made butterflies fly excitedly on your nerves.
Before a reply could leave your mouth, however, his hands began spidering all across your midsection, digits fluttering and dancing on your stomach, barely scratching the sensitive skin next to your bellybutton, teasing and worming their way up and down, from a side to another on your stomach, exploring and tickling every available space until it could calmly rest on your hips, still softly scribbling the ticklish spot with no worries in his heart.
It was hard to not squirm with the tickles, even more so to control the yelps and chuckles that kept falling from your mouth like a waterfall. Especially with Moon's taunting squeezes that never failed to appear when you never expected and fish a squeaky snort.
You tried to talk once again.
He digged his fingers just the slightly bit on the flesh of your hips.
Your hands flew to hold his wrists, lips pressed firmly shut with the willpower that he, the evil jester, the mean clown wouldn't get not even a single more yelp from you.
"I think someone wants to laugh. ~" The whispering wasn't even that close, the animatronic not even having a breath to make it so taunting but you still felt the urge to scrunch your neck and protect your sensitive ears, knowing very well they were one of their favorite places to attack. "Someone here, a very ticklish, very giggly and silly-silly-silly someone wants to laugh sooo much right now… isn’t that right, starlight?"
His hands (still being held but not pushed away by yours) calmly crawled across your sides, drumming on your ribs and still going up until both of them laid on your shoulders, scribbles and scratches leading their way up to your chin, leading your squirms even worse with all the giddy anticipation that traveled across your nerves and made it hard to stay still in the same place.
"Such precious, beautiful laughter and giggles trapped right here." He tsked, one of his hands traveling slowly - all his movements now were surprisingly and still slow, as if he was telegraphing his moves for you - to tease the underline of your jaw. "Greedy, greedy. Wanting to keep all of your adorable reactions all for yourself. You need to learn to share."
His voice was closer. Much closer than before. Danger sirens blasted on your brain but the effort to not laugh and succumb to the ticklish scratches now focusing on unfairly attacking the shell of your ears and the spot right behind them distracted you too much to realize what was about to happen. Why was his voice closer? 
A low, half filled with joy and half with mischief chuckle filled the air. And suddenly you knew the answer. 
“Moon, don’t you dare-!” But it was too late, the unbearable buzzing already taking over your senses, the raspberry spreading like electricity across every single inch of ticklish skin on your neck, pulling all the laughter, all the squeaks, snorts and titters from their hiding spots, making a smile stretch from a side to another on your face.
It didn’t last more than one or two minutes, however. And soon enough Moon was changing and re-adjusting the cloth over your eyes since the last one was already dry and it had fallen from its place with all the struggles. It was dark and your vision was still slightly blurry, but the smirk over the other’s faceplate was crystal clear, his head spinning twice before it bobbed in your direction. 
You mentioned for him to come closer, giggles still running away from your mouth uncontrollably. When he did as asked, your hands held his face with care, thumbs caressing the metal of his cheeks, red eyes watching your expression with adoration and wariness.
“I…” You took a good gulp of oxygen, letting your voice in a sweet, lovely tune, giant smile still plastered on your features. “Will destroy you once I’m free.”
The wheezing sound that came out of his system was loud and uncontrollable, a few parts of his exoskeleton clicking non stop in a kind of amusement that only happened when his guard was down and he was caught by surprise.
You probably just made it even worse to yourself. It was clear for the way that Moon’s eyes squinted until they looked like a crooked smile.
But the promise was worth it. Maybe you could even ask for Sun’s help. His teases were basically unbearable to endure.
“Lay down, lay down, troublemaker.” Careful touches pushed your shoulders so they would go back to a laying position, the piece of fabric being again put over your eyes and bringing a sense of cold relief. It almost made up for the fact that you were walking to a trap.
Well, at least it was a comfortable one.
“Perrrrrfect.” You felt Moon lifting your legs, sitting on the free space on the couch and then laying said ones on his lap. “You laughed, now it means you have to play my game.~”
You wondered if you would be able to get to your room and lock yourself before the animatronic could catch you.
As if reading your thoughts, two hands locked on the spot right above your knees, not squeezing (not yet) but being close enough that a wobbly tune began painting your grin and the need to wiggle away started itching on your nerves.
“Alright.” You acquiesced, the grumpy pout being quickly erased when a single finger skittered on the ticklish skin under your knees. Cheater. “Alright. What is the game?” 
“Say the word.” Confusion must have shown on your face, because Moon continued his sentence. “I write and you say the word, right, squeaky mouse?” As if to confirm his words, he clawed your kneecap, fishing a squeal.
You didn’t answer right away, the squeezes became more and more quicker.
“Ok, ok!!” Kicks did nothing to dislodge the attack, and by the way Moon snickered, he knew very well that. Laughter began bubbling once again on your throat. “I agree! I already agrehehehed, stohohop!”
Satisfied, the animatronic relented his tickling, hands not more touching anything.
Strangely enough that only made you feel even more ticklish, tingles and shivers running and spreading everywhere.
“Guess.”
And then they were back.
The tip of his index finger touches your thigh in a straight line, goosebumps following the scribbling as it changed to lay in the middle of the previous straight line only to make another, tiny, tickly, horribly tickly bolts of electricity teasing the nerves as he repeated the sign, over and over again.
“Guess.”
An only finger dancing and tracing your thigh. It shouldn’t be able to tickle so much. It shouldn’t affect you this much. But it was so light. It was so unbearably light and soft. It was…
It was a letter.
“Ihihihi! It’s an ‘I’!”
“Yesss.” Moon seemed delighted at the snickers, more than happy to see you playing along the silly game and forgetting the reason for your earlier tears. “Second one. Four letters” He got closer to your knee, but instead of one, now two fingers danced and scratched the sensitive skin, going up - once again in a straight line - before going down and to the right - another line, - repeating the movements thrice before moving to the kneecap, softly tracing circles on it again and again and again and again and-
“Move on!” You could feel the heat creeping on your neck and face, the airy giggles becoming more and more frenetic and uncontrollable as the previous daycare attendant refused to focus his attention elsewhere. He did, however, continue after a few more seconds, not wanting to scramble your thoughts so much. 
Moon lifted your leg just a little bit, just enough for him to reach with no problem behind your knee, pulling his touch downwards before going right up, as if his touch was doing little jumps on the spot, zings and more zings of tickly electricity pulling hints of snorts on your reactions.
Lowering his tracing a bit more he arrived to your calf. One straight line up. One to the right. Go a tad downwards the first line. Another line. More downwards. One more line.
He began repeating the tracing. You felt like all of your other tickle spots were tingling in empathy for the calve’s struggles.
“Lohohove! It’s ‘I love’!” A wheeze escaped from your lips and filled the air. Was he really writing I love you? “That is so chehehesy.”
“Sush, sush, sush, cute teapot.” A couple of squeezes. More kicks in protest. “Third word. Five letters.”
Wait. Five?
Now, Moon moved closer to your ankles, three fingers scribbling and drawing the letters, slipping way too close to your soles for it to be only a mistake. It took him having to ‘write’ the word more three times since your brain simply erased any and every knowledge as soon as he felt those nails scraping the skin of  your ankles.
“Being!” You shouted, once again descending in breathless laughter and squirms when the animatronic confirmed that your guess was right, firmly rubbing and massaging the sensitive skin so that you could get a break and breathe more steadily. 
It took a while before snorts and quiet squeals stopped taking over your voice and your legs stopped tingling and sending shivers across your body. You didn’t even was usually that ticklish on your legs, but the mix of light and soft teases and not being able to see what he would do next making your sensitivity spike to the sky.
The game had a logic, however. Thighs, knees, calves, ankles… If you weren’t mistaken, then the next one would be…
Another ‘zing!’ ran down your spine.
“Last word. Seven letters.”
Seven letters.
I love being…
“Wait, wait, wait!” You tried pulling your legs away, but the hands were keeping them nice and cozy in his firm grip. The cloth fell from your eyes and you looked for his, an unstable, pleading grin on your face. “Moon, wait, you know I can’t!” His eyes only squinted more in mischief, smirk growing on his mouth unashamedly. That son of a- “I can’t say it, Moon, please! I swear Moon, I cahahan’t!”
He lifted his hands, fingers wiggling in the air. For a moment you thought that the sentient robot was waving you goodbye since he was about to absolutely kill you dead. But then you heard it.
A faint buzzing, dancing and filling the room.
“No!”
The clawing hand slowly began moving to your feet.
“Last word. Five letters.”
“Don’t you dare!” You had no idea how your voice didn’t break any windows with how high pitched and loud it was, the hysterical, belly laughter already bubbling in the back of your throat as pleas fell like flocks from your lips. “Moon, don’t you dare! No! Come on! Do NOT-”
The buzzing, still discharging small ticklish sparks of electricity touched your sole.
Everything, for a blissful moment, froze.
Then it all came crashing down.
The buzzing filled every single inch of your nerves, tickling in ways that should be illegal, especially as the animatronic - the traitor - began moving to trace the spot as if you could concentrate in the letters being written over all the incoherent babbles and pleas that generously painted the laughter taking over your senses.
You already knew the word that was being written, and was very aware that said one didn’t need all the scratches being delivered to the arch of your feet, or the scribbles that attacked without mercy the balls of your feet and digged under and in between your toes, wiggling and tickling and tickling there without a care in the word.
“I will write it again.” Moon basically purred, sounding too much like the perfect personification of a very smug cat. “Pay attention, gigglebug.”
Before you could protest the fingers were once again traveling across your soles, repeating the attacks and now focusing on all the weak spots they found in their way, fishing plentiful of squeals, squeals, yelps, giggles, titters and snorts in their way.
Everything stayed like that for a few pieces of time. Laughing filling the air, buzzing and tickling taking over every sense. The melodious symphony fulfilling hearts.
And then it stopped.
Moon chuckled, once again rubbing the spot so the ghost tickle feeling would disappear faster, even if your remanent tittering laughter still stretched between you both.
“Did you discover the word?” 
You opened your eyes, wiping a few tears that escaped and trying to look chastising at the robot in front of you, although your burrowed frown didn’t hold any heat, especially with the wide smile still blossoming on your face, shining eyes staring directly at him.
Moon only chuckled more.
“Alright, alright. Troublemaker. But one day you’ll have to admit that you love it.~” 
Before you could answer with a snarky remark, the animatronic surprised you by picking you up and laying down on the couch, letting you rest on his chest.
“Game is not over. One more sentence.” It was an affirmation, but you lived enough with him to recognize the questioning tune in his words.
“No more.” You established.
He grumbled. You were pretty sure that if he could pout, he would.
Silence.
“Gentle tickles…?” 
A sigh left your lungs at the hopeful feeling in his voice.
“… Sssstarlight?”
And how could you ever say no to that?
“Ok. But only light ones.” You agreed. Because when it came to Sun and Moon you had a piece of butter in the place that should be your heart, as it seems.
Moon began carelessly grazing the tip of his fingers on your back, the tickles just light enough to make one or two giggles jump here and there, a pleasant feeling of comfort and softness spreading and relaxing your muscles, making them melt and a warmth to blossom on your chest.
So caring. So comfortable. So soft…
Your mind began drifting away, breaths coming out more steadily, thoughts becoming less and less coherent as the minutes passed by.
You only realized Moon’s plan too late, when your conscience was already slipping away and the tiredness of the day was already catching up.
That freaking cheater.
Well, at least it was probably already late enough that a quick nap wouldn’t hurt.
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againtodreaming · 7 months
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Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)
@lyloneliness you send the first ask but also @mavr4xx @vinylbiohazard @ghostsinacoat @yumaisbored you also asked this too and omg i love u all but also, why do you do this to me 😭😭😭 i was already struggling a lot to think of 5 things with the first ask (and i still haven't even gotten to the tag game of this), and now I have to think of TWENTY-FIVE?!? ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚ (plus 5 more if I end up finding the tag game again plus the ability to think of 5 more...)
Anyways, thank you so much for the asks (´,,•ω•,,)♡ ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊♡ (even if they are the hardest asks I have done in my life 💀) (it was interesting and fun tho 🌟) you are all awesome 💖🌟💞 now here we go:
(25 things here in the same post bc…not sure I just started doing it after @ all of u and I am doing this draft in my phone and separating this in the other asks i still have to look for is too much work) (apologies for the length, the further i got, the longer some of the answers became😅)
1 - My hair (used to be really thick and my mom used to make this amazing hairstyles almost every day when I was a kid—there was one that was a huge rose made of braids or smth, the hairpins were awful and it took so long but it was so pretty, I think my mom even made it for the wedding of one of her friends, anyways I lost maybe more than half of my hair when I was like 15, stress probably, and then I decided to cut it even below the shoulder—first time in my life it was so short—bc I was so mad with it but also bc I had zero energy to even try to take care of it by that point. Grown back until like my mid-back—used to have it like waist length before—by now and now I got maybe a little more than half of the hair that I used to have at 13 which is a lot better than it was at 15 and hopefully it gets back to what I used to have in a couple of years more, but for now it's enough to start playing with it and doing braids)
2 - Open-mindedness
3 - Creativity
4 - Patience
5 - That I'm an older sister
6 - Uf, how do I explain this one—like, empathy? kindness? feeling things deeply? putting yourself in the other person's shoes and being considerate of that? being too sentimental? which can be really annoying too but I wouldn't trade it so...
7 - That I can talk really fast
8 - Being expressive
9 - Always thinking things through
10 - Confident in my likes? (okay, so this one feels complicated, but for example, when I was a little kid, 6 or 7 years old probably, I loved superheroes, but my classmates in my all-girls school were like, that's for boys 😒, and I felt horrible bc that was just another thing in that i didnt fit in with everyone else and i always wanted to fit in, but somehow—which looking back feels weird bc who even knew i could be surprisingly confident in some aspects—was that i never thought i was in the wrong for liking superheroes? Like, yeah, I always wanted to fit in and I felt bad that I didn't, but even with all the social insecurity I was constantly plagued with, I never felt like I was in the wrong for being myself or that I should change myself or pretend to like stuff I didn't just to fit in (that strategy didn't even cross my mind until I was…can't be sure, it was somewhere in the last few years in this country, it was either a documentary, fiction, or the group therapy, but the idea of actual people in real life doing smth they didn't agree and had no purpose except to fit in was like: 🤯!?!!?!?!) (I didn't handle it that well either to be fair, if I wasn't with my friends i just decide to hide during recess and/or to not speak at all with anyone, until I changed schools) (I liked the 2nd school better). I assume that in my head I was like: "shame that I'm not like all of you but what can you do, I'm me ╮(╥﹏╥)╭ "
11 - I'm usually also all or nothing with almost all things? Like, for example, math. I don't like math, it has always been the class I struggled with the most and all my math teachers in Peru were really strict and thank goodness that my dad loves math and really good at it or I would have been lost without someone to explain it to me. But last week, my parents got an email from my math teacher who was telling them how proud she was of me and how I always strove to understand everything and there was some implication that I did it bc I liked what I was learning, which like, I mean, I like geometry a lot more than algebra bc it's simpler, and I don't exactly hate it, but I certainly wouldn't do it for pleasure. At all. And yeah, I ask her about everything I don't understand (she insisted to the whole class to please ask her anything if we needed help, so i had permission; if she wasn't available tho, I just would have asked my dad or a friend who is good at math to explain it to me) and ask her to show me exactly what I did wrong and what would be the correct answer but all of that is bc well, if I'm going to do well in the class, I need to understand what I did wrong in order to fix it, and like, math classes always build on each other, so if I don't smth I will later have problems with it, and also like, I'm already stuck with the class whether I like it or not, if I'm going to do smth, I'm going to do it well. Which is smth my mom has complained a lot of times, especially during last school year when I had a lot of late assignments bc I was too anxious about doing any of them bc I was afraid of doing it wrong or bc I didn't have the energy to think clearly so I wouldn't be able to do my best so like yeah…I ended up not doing the assignments at all (this is the part that I hate about this all or nothing thing with me, but let's focus on the positive side right now). Or with projects, I once stayed awake until like 5 am like several nights straight to do a project for economics class which like…I decided to make my own illustrations for each slide of the ppt to illustrate the information on top of doing the reading and answering the questions stuff…and I was already in a hurry with it bc I didn't know the school put assigned summer readings in the school's website (it was my first year in this country and nobody had said anything about it the year prior, plus it was quarantine time) and the teacher gave me a few extra days bc I still needed to hurry up in reading the book so yeah, I should have done smth more simple and fast to just submit it and get a grade but it wouldn't have been doing my best, not even near my best and I was already compromising on some stuff to not take too long since there wasn't too much time for my initial ideas so…yep. The teacher loved my project tho (and gave me a 100 even tho it was one day late) and asked if she could use it for her class of next year soooo…totally worth it. But yeah, i was sort of confused that Geometry teacher thought to send an email like that when I have only been trying to understand the concepts I am assigned to learn?
Thinking, thinking, thinking….you know what, I want to put my height in here just annoy my sister (she would be all dramatic annoying fake pitying dramatic gasp about it and would drag the younger ones to her side of the argument) but she wouldn't even see it plus I don't actually care about heights (I just care that she's annoying about it almost daily) so that would also be a lie so another thing….you know what, i already got 11 in one morning, coming back to this later
12 - Okay, so I hate all my health problems, absolutely hate them, so annoying and expensive and restricting and confusing BUT—how do I word this…it has 2 parts…umm…okay, so I'm really familiar with the clinic in Peru I used to go all the time and, okay I hated having to go to the clinic so many times, especially towards the end, but I liked being familiar with it? Like, the people, the sense of a community, the building, the routine. It was probably more familiar than my schools since I changed schools a few times while the clinic was there ALWAYS (until we moved countries and I never expected to miss the fucking clinic but it happened which wtf but also makes sense which also omg mila (ノ◇≦。) but also, the medical system was definitely easier and less expensive than whatever the fuck they have going on here, plus not having all our usual doctors, so there is also a practical reason aside from me unreasonably missing everything that was familiar including things I didn't even like much). That's the first part. Second part is that it has brought…lessons ig. Like, idk, it's been a huge formative part of my life. About health and food and family stuff and experiences. Like, I hate having the health problems (they are A LOT better now than when I was younger as long I do some things to keep it that way, but yeah, really grateful for that) but also, I don't really know who I would be without those experiences? Changed the whole family too so like…idk, it's weird but felt worth mentioning.
13 - That I'm really curious and like learning.
14 - Sense of style
15 - Loyalty—to people (like, even swallowed down all my shyness and anxiety to try to reconnect with some childhood friends I hadn't talked in forever bc moving countries and depression thing) (going well, really happy that we are talking again) but also like to interests and values ig? Like, most of my likes (superheroes, anime, drawing, maybe writing but not sure about that one, all started before I even turned 8 y/o) and like, aside from maturing and a couple of things, I don't think I've changed much at all. I have never stopped liking smth I used to like anyways.
16 - Openness ig? Like, I never want to be a bother so it depends on the person and the history i have with them and sometimes on the occasion, but I never really had any problems asking for help or speaking about my problems or feelings
17 - My handwriting when it's not written in a hurry
18 - My attention to detail
19 - Not getting mad easily—which is you know good with being an older sister too bc like...my dad is really annoying (but like jokingly annoying) and a lot of times bc of it (or some other times other family members) my sister and my mom get mad about some small comment they take seriously and then they get angry and leave the table or living room or whatever and then it's like all awkward bc the mood got broken (which also, a little hypocritical especially bc the sister also loves to be annoying in purpose with everyone of us) but unlike them, the middle sister and me like...we don't really care much about it? We are usually the ones that get more teased by the others but it's like, smth one therapist didn't understand, which was so annoying wtf did setting boundaries had to do with my siblings being annoying, I don't care that they are annoying bc it's like, we usually get along well (presently; there used to be constant fighting between 2 of them we were little but they are better now) and they have always been annoying but it's like, a game, I know they are not serious about the matter. I can be annoying back if I feel like it and it's all in good fun. The only times I don't like it it's when it's actually serious, with you know, intention to hurt or being passively aggressive mad about smth, stuff like that. Point is that yeah, it's also good for sibling diplomacy bc I'm rarely the one getting mad with the other ones.
20 - That I like dogs
…I can't think of 5 more. Uf, let's see…okay, getting desperate here but—
21 - That I'm Peruvian
22 - Good at cooking
23 - Good at planning
24 - My self-awareness
25 - That I like to be more positive and hopeful about things in general I think? (myself is usually an exception) Constant argument with my sister bc she can be so pessimistic sometimes. Like, life is already hard enough as it is, having fun and connecting with people makes things more enjoyable, so why not try to focus on the bright side whenever possible and make things better. She thinks I'm naive, I know I can be naive, but also, if I have to live I'm going to enjoy it bc what's the point otherwise. Generalizing things doesn't help. I think.
OKAY!! DONE!! 25 THINGS!!! FINALLY 😭💖
Thank you again and I hope you are all doing well <33
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accio-victuuri · 2 years
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clowning 101 : how cpns work ( short version )
let’s do a little exercise to illustrate a point about cpns/sugars and how these things work. this is based on my personal experience in the fandom and what i find is the best way to handle them. first things first, not all cpns are there to prove a romantic relationship. tho that is implied, it’s often a proof of their connection and because of that why they work so well together as a pair.
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Now time for the exercise :
Now time for the exercise :
A CPN going around today is another incidence of same/similar shoes. WYB wore one for his Bottled Joy Ad and GG while filming his new drama. The brand is one of those streetwear ones — Starwalk Soldier. They have a store in Shanghai and if you look at their Weibo or Instagram — you’ll see that there are other c-ent celebrities who were photographed wearing shoes from the same brand. So it’s not as niche as the other wardrobe CPNs we have. We’re not sure when the Bottled Joy Ad was filmed, but their Weibo account posted WYB wore their brand 10/8. Then today, GG was photographed with the opposite design of that shoe ( yes I know, one should be all white to be the opposite but it’s another take on it. ) Now that we have the facts let’s go to the next step.
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As a turtles, this can go in different ways:
1. You can dismiss it. Walk away. Oh. same/similar ones again? sure. Nothing new. They have the same style and look more and more alike each day. Bye.
2. Probably their stylist’s choice. It’s a coincidence that it’s from the same line and one choice b&w while the other all black.
3. This is true CPN. What are the chances that ZZ would wear it the day after the brand posts about WYB wearing it. Also people have already CPN’d another same/similar shoe recently so ZZ must be paying attention and decided to clown us. This may be another example of one of them buying a “pair” so they can have couple shoes.
4. Add number 3 + The imagery is appealing to them because of the Star. An image that is both special to them and the fandom. Also it looks like a shooting star, similar to the one in WYB’s racing suit which we CPN ( my god not even cpn, we have video that GG said he will design a suit for him ; but we still gotta label it properly ) GG designed. So maybe that’s why one of them picked it.
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5. Nah. This not for me. Not everything is CPN.
All of the above ( and more if your reaction is a combination of the numbers ) are correct reactions. There is no right or wrong answer. The ones who believe it don’t need to convince the other. If you don’t buy it— you don’t need to force yourself or feel bad about it either. That’s the fun in CPN. This is why it’s such a popular part of fandom and the fact that we have so many for people to discover is an exciting activity too.
Next example is Sailor Moon. 🌙 since WYB is promoting it via Shu Uemura’s collection. This is not the first time we CPN’d a collectiom from SU, Web did one featuring One Piece before and that has a stronger CPN theme to it.
It’s an example of a CPN that is about similarities and connections. ZZ loved this cartoon when he was a child and said he would go home and watch it instead of do what other boys his age did. In today’s Let’s chat episode WYB also recognized it, which means he knows it. And well, he is Sailor Mercury after all —
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Also, ZZ’s “sailor moon” hairstyle from his XNINE Days.
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You can go deeper and say that these two are not ashamed to say out loud that this show which is considered “girly” is something they like. They both were never really afraid to be associated with feminine things.
Lastly is WYB’s pose in today’s GQ photoshoot materials.
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You can CPN this as much as you want and add in some backstory but it’s CPN already with how the photos “match”. Sometimes, it’s as simple as that.
What I just find harmful is when people say it’s REAL and forget to label things. Or ones who say they “know” what’s going on based on their friends/sources who are close to the boys. Lol. No. “sources” are sisheng accounts who follow the boys and invade their privacy. Random posts on weibo too about hearsays and so on. Second/Third/Fourth hand information. None of these accounts are in ZZ/WYB’s inner circle.
The point is, CPN/Candies is a part of fandom that should be enjoyed. Don’t get stuck in frustration when things don’t affect you as much as the others. Worse, try and make so/os and non believers buy into it. Or think about what so/os would say about certain candies. It’s for turtles only. It’s made and written for us and not anyone else. 💛
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Just Watched Suzume no Tojimari
“Ru ru rururururu rururu rurururururu” *shivers*
A high school girl meets a guy who locks doomed door across Japan in order to spare it from devastating earthquakes. He gets turned into a chair and she helps him to finish the mission and find a way to turn him back.
No, I didn't lie. He turns into a chair. A cute chair.
I love that door in the middle of a deserted pond that shows in the promotional material a lot. It gives an eerily beautiful aura. Probably the best one spot in Shinkai's entire filmography.
Story wise, it's a Shinkai story, a Shinkai movie. Similar plot structure, similar prettier-than-real-life animation, that's what you gotta expect. I came to the theater with that expectation in mind.
I feel like it's almost a Tenki no Ko 2.0. Ranking Shinkai movies after 2015 (which all have the same basic plot), I like this movie more than Tenki no Ko though. But personally I still enjoy Your Name the most, both from storyline and the main leads' relationship dynamic.
I don't need to talk about this movie’s animation, though. It's PRETTY.
I like that it turns into a road trip adventure. There is always something heartwarming to know that there are strangers who are kind and willing to help. Like, it's not all "Bystander Syndrome" out there.
SOUTA-SAN! SOUTA-SAN! SOUTA-SAN! (You gotta call him three times) HE IS SO PRETTY. Now if someone falls for him at the first sight (read: Suzume) I'd get it very much. I do, too.
Suzume is really out there crossing half of Japan just to help some guy she finds on the street. Not gonna blame her though. Survivor’s guilt is an actual thing.
I understand Daijin is supposed to be cute but hell if I don’t want to smite him just like Souta. And then the second act comes. Now even I feel a bit sorry for him.
The real MVP is Aunt Tamaki, not gonna lie.
Please give me more of Serizawa's backstory. Like, how did he even become BFF with Souta?
There is a Famitsu article where Shinkai says he is now more interested in exploring other kinds of relationships that's not romance. That's why he gives more depth about Suzume and her aunt Tamaki's relationship, and it shows. I cried twice because of two important scenes between Suzume and Tamaki. Those are just very emotional to me.
Indeed, when you get older, you become more open to new interests and have new perspectives. Like when I rewatched Children who Chase Lost Voices and decided that it was the most interesting Shinkai movie to date (link is spoiler tho).
Suzume and Souta –the main relationship– while definitely not bad, are pretty straightforward. I think it’s because they are respectful and polite to each other, as they both use "-san" towards each other. (As far as I remember, they are the first Shinkai movies couple to do so, and I like it.). But maybe because of that politeness (and their problem is basically the same as many Shinkai couples), it’s easy to think the relationship is rather plain. Funnily enough, even though I also think it’s plain, I can somehow appreciate it. 
The saving graces are Souta is goddamn pretty, Suzume wears different clothing and hairstyles, hurray for THAT height difference, two things.
One, it is explained (or rather, shown) why Suzume says what she says when she first meets Souta. It's not a cheesy one liner. 
Two, Suzume can empathize with Souta’s dangerous missions and says it. I think it is actually a huge thing for Souta himself. I wish it’s more explored, as well as his own story from before he meets Suzume. 
The OST is great, as always. Radwimps is onboard again, this time even stronger!
So imo “Suzume” and “Tamaki” are about, well, Suzume and Tamaki respectively. While “Kanata Haluka” at first glance is for Souta from Suzume, but I think there are 1 or 2 lines that can be interpreted as for Suzume from Souta as well.
Having the theater as my personal stereo to listen to “Suzume” and “Kanata Haluka” is a huge plus. They are definitely gonna end up in my Spotify Wrapped 2023.
TL;DR Apart from the harem, Chairem anime becomes real and in super HD.
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(Late) March TC Challenge
since I have been lurking, during march I wanted to do this challenge but didn't want to make a sideblog. so I decided to do it even if it was late!
1. if you could change one thing about your tc, physical or personality-wise, what would it be?
I don't think I would change anything. maybe only that he should interact with me more C':
2. are they "your type", or was falling for a person like them completely unexpected?
my type is usually someone less extroverted, though he is a dork and that's my type. so I guess 50/50. tho I like that he is extroverted, when he talls to everyone casually it makes me extroverted too!
3. if they were an ice cream flavor, what would it be?
looks wise- chocolate ice cream
personality wise- bubblegum
bubblegum because he is very bubbly and extroverted! I have bubblegum ice cream a LOT (every time I go to an ice cream parlor, 99% I get it) so maybe I'm biased-
4. imagine you have a whole weekend to spend with your tc. what would you guys do?
get to know him better, I swear I'm the only tc blogger who doesnt talk to their tc much 😭. maybe go out for coffee and talk, or maybe dessert?
5. what's their biggest talent?
I'm not gonna answer in fear of someone finding out, but it's related to his subject and he is so good at it. even tho it's not something I would do, he is still incredibly talented!
6. be honest: would you guys be a power couple or not?
no, not at all . I'm shy, he's not, I'm quiet, he's loud. I'd rather stay at home all day, he'd rather go out. stuff like that
7. if they knew about your feelings, would they confront you about it or ignore it?
I think ignore, he is too nice to say anything if I'm gonna be honest. and I wouldn't want him to or else I'd cry lol
8. are they a good singer?
I wouldn't know, tho I imagine maybe!
9. if you could choose an outfit that your tc had to wear every single day, what would it look like?
that one sweater he wore for sure!!!!!!!! and maybe some slacks.
10. are they more academic, artistic, or athletic? what about you?
we're both more artistic, he is also athletic, tho I'm trying to be more a mix of all 3!
11. do they inspire you as a person?
yes, I suppose? again, we don't know each other well.
12. are they an early riser or a night owl?
he seems like a night owl to me, despite being an extrovert
13. have you ever made each other angry or upset? if so, how did you reconcile?
nope C:
14. do you ever find yourself imitating them, either consciously or unconsciously?
I mirror a lot due to my BPD, so during his classes when he is there I unconsciously do become more like him. if that makes sense? for example I become more extroverted and I can talk loud if it comes to it
15. what do you think their love language is? what's yours?
I think he is quite a touchy person, so maybe physical touch for him? mine is words of affirmation!
16. have they taught you anything that isn't school related? valuable life lessons, insights on how you feel about yourself, etc?
yes! he said it to the whole class but I was the only one who listened intently.
17. what would they have to do to make you lose feelings for them?
be an asshole or insult me or see me as lesser or not believe in me. just in general thinking I'm bad or not good enough.
18. are they introverted or extroverted? what about you?
as I mentioned before, he's extroverted and I'm very introverted.
19. who's more likely to start rambling about their interests while the other listens?
it didn't happen yet but it's 50/50! I'm too shy to do it. but if he did it first then I might C:
20. do you feel guilty about having feelings for your tc?
yes. in hindsight, crushes are normal, but these feelings are CONSUMING me and my very being.
21. are you insecure about them liking another student more than you?
YES. that one girl who he complimented on a Star Wars shirt... I wanted to kms bcuz I am such a big fan when it was just her boyfriend's shirt..
22. what kind of hairstyle would you love to see them in?
maybe if his hair was longer, he looks like a porcupine currently.
23. do you think they trust you?
to be honest, there is no reason he should because we don't know each other well, but over time, I hope he does.
24. what's the most comedic moment that's occurred between you two?
once we were all reading a text and following it in our documents. this one classmate didn't have it stapled and she was struggling with it. she was literally just trying to find what page we were on. everyone else was focused on reading while I watched her, trying not to lose it while her papers were flying everywhere. but in reality I just looked at her very confused and then I look at A and he is staring at me trying not to laugh too. Idk if he was laughing at my expression or what the girl was doing. but it was a fun moment that I cherish a lot!
25. have you ever drawn them or written about them to vent your feelings?
nope, I don't want any evidence haha.
26. how do you feel when you're around them? are you so nervous that you can't concentrate, or do you just feel happy that you get to spend time with them?
both, I get incredibly nervous and I also get really happy.
27. do you guys have any inside jokes?
not really. :C
28. do their morals, principles, or political views align with yours?
yes, we have a lot of similar views!
29. have you ever tried to get over them?
not really bcuz the crush started only recently. maybe November?
30. if someone nice your age showed up in your life and you caught feelings for them, would you move on from your tc?
I have a hard time moving on from unrequited love, so I don't know, probably no.
31. have you ever said or done something that, in hindsight, might have been hurtful to them? have they ever done the same to you?
nope, thankfully!
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daydreamsia · 1 year
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some of my thoughts on Secret of the Lost Kingdom:
Faragonda×Hagen, huh? They have the best chemestry out of any of the couples in the entire movie!
i dislike Rivens hairstyle as much as Musa×Riven (i'll die on that hill)
i refuse to belife the Winx (minus Bloom) are the only ones graduating
Purr (horrible name) is THE CUTEST but Bloom already has Kiko!
the mission of find Blooms parents is fine... but in my opinion they should just be dead. instead the movie could be about releasing Daphnes spirit which would be tied to Domino
what even are the suits of the Winx? i mean - nice extra protection for the shoulders and knees... but why also their boobs?
where is Nabu?
Stellas voice is highly annoying
Mirta is using dark magic? why would she? it's her third year at Alfea
The Pixies just appearing surprised me. I didn't spend a secon thinking where they might be and then they were back. But apparently only for that scene
Bloom should really just listen when Sky talks to her and wants to tell her something important. This kind of bad communication is just bad writing and really frustrating
how cute of Oritel and Marion to invite Mike and Vanessa
look at the way Mike is checking out Oritel xD
and there is Nabu! i missed him
i don't know why it's bothering me so much but Sky's eyebrows change color every other scene - from blonde to brown and back to blonde xD
wait! hold on! the last scene with the Trix - was there ever anything added to taht?
final thoughts on the movie:
it would have been more interesting if the movie was about Bloom trying to complete her Enchantix. She should have to fight her dark side (Dark Bloom) and maybe give up the power of the Dragon Flame to release Daphnes Spirit from being bound to Domino (which can't be saved anymore).
Maybe she can combine her light and dark side and become a balanced sorceress. The Sorceress of the Healing Flame maybe?
I like the idea and will definetely work on it for my au.
+ final thoughts from someone who is learning cg and vfx at the moment:
the cg is fine... when you keep in mind which year the movie was made and that they probably didn't have the biggest budget. the animation is actually pretty good tho.
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tc-frog · 1 year
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march tc challenge by @tryoutstc pt. 1 :)
i'm putting off school work and i'm bored so i'll do last month's challenge for fun :D i'll do the other parts some other time
day 1: if you could change one thing about your tc, physical or personality-wise, what would it be? i would make his hair shorter so he wouldn't wear it in a man-bun every single freaking day i see him. he's way too old for that hipster hairstyle😭
day 2: are they "your type", or was falling for a person like them completely unexpected? bc it's not a romantic crush as i said, i'll answer this according to which people i usually look up to otherwise. soo intellectually speaking, it's no surprise i find him fascinating because he knows so much about philosophy, books and humanities in general
day 3: if they were an ice cream flavor, what would it be? i feel like J would be a rare/unusual flavor like lavender. i had that once and i think it would fit lol
day 4: imagine you have a whole weekend to spend with your tc. what would you guys do? i'd let him teach me about all his favourite books and philosophers, maybe try to convince him to buy some of them, annotate them for me and gift them to me haha we also don't really know each other that well, so i'd definitely just talk to him a lot, especially about my problems and how he's perceived me these past years bc i'm a nosy little bitch. there would probably be lots of late-night talks bc he's such a night owl. he usually sends out messages at like 3 am or something😭
day 5: what's their biggest talent? to digress from the formerly talked about subject and end up somewhere completely different. happens every time!
day 6: be honest: would you guys be a power couple or not? our sexualities don't align so nope lskghslkghlsks
day 7: if they knew about your feelings, would they confront you about it or ignore it? bc i don't have romantic feelings for him there would be nothing to confront - even though in one of his messages to me, he lowkey implied something like him thinking i had a crush on him and if i'm okay with our conversation but generally speaking, if someone had a crush on him i think he would overthink it a lot until he couldn't take it anymore and confront the student to talk it out with them. he would be very understanding and empathetic tho in the same message i mentioned before he actually mentioned a certain experience which, in my opinion, sounded like he already dealt with someone crushing on him in the past. i wanna know if it's true and what went down sooo bad
day 8: are they a good singer? absolutely not😭😭 i only heard him sing one time and that was enough💀
day 9: if you could choose an outfit that your tc had to wear every single day, what would it look like? hmm difficult. probably a blazer over a cozy grandpa sweater, some slacks and dress shoes. i feel like that fits his vibe
day 10: are they more academic, artistic, or athletic? what about you?
definitetly academic, but in an artistic way. he's a very unique thinker
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trulyveryannoying · 1 year
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Get to know me!
Thanks @the-type-a for the tag!
(I literally wasn’t expecting to do this many but if it’s just more exciting this way)
🖋 - Do you have/want any tattoos?
I don’t have any but I want a couple in the future. A butterfly for sure and maybe something Taylor Swift related too.
💚 - What’s your favourite colour?
If I had to pick it would be olive green or lavender.
🍕 - What’s the last food you ate?
An omelette. I had it for dinner like an hour or so ago.
🕰 - What time is it where you are rn?
It’s 19:50 (update: I finished this at 20:28. It took me so long wtaf😭)
🌟 - What’s your zodiac sign?
I’m a Capricorn! I wish I knew my whole chart tbf. I keep meaning to learn it hahah.
🌍 - What’s your favourite accent?
Idk tbh. Probably Italian or Spanish. I love Northern Yorkshire accents too.
⚡️ - Do you have any scars?
A couple yeah.
🌺 - What’s your MBTI type?
ISTP😍
🥀 - Favourite animated movie?
Inside Out without a doubt.
📺 - Favourite show?
Theres a couple at the minute. Total Drama obviously. Then there’s Boy Meets World, Brooklyn Nine-Nine and Glee is an absolute guilty pleasure.
😂 - Are you ticklish?
Yes, and I won’t be responsible for an injuries caused if you try to tickle me.
💍 - Do you ever want to get married?
Nope! I haven’t since I was little tbh. I just can’t see myself being married.
😳 - Do you like your name?
Uh. I do like it in theory, however bc of personal reasons I’ve grown not to like it.
💙 - What colour is your room?
White walls w/ grey skirting boards. It sounds a bit boring but I actually love it sm.
🤓 - How did you get your name?
My dad picked it bc it means “fathers joy”.
🎓 - When did/when do you graduate?
I graduate in a couple of yearssss
🍄 - Do you have/want any piercings?
No, and the idea of getting any kind of scares me icl. Maybe I will in the future idk.
👀 - What colour are your eyes?
They’re kind of bluey-green with like random brown bits in the middle. I love them tbh.
👱🏻‍♀️ - What’s your go to hairstyle?
Straightened and then just left down. It’s how it looks best icl.
🍻 - Have you ever drank underage?
Yeah a couple of times. Not a lot though, just a couple here and there.
🍾 - Have you ever been drunk?
Nah. I’ve never drunk enough for that ahahaha.
😱 - What’s your biggest fear?
Probably tight spaces. Or my dad lol🤪
🥵 - Would you rather be too hot or too cold?
Too cold 100%. I can’t stand being too warm. Even like 25 degrees Celsius is too warm for me. It’s sm easier to warm up that cool down too.
🌦 - What’s your favourite weather?
Thunderstorms. I hate being outside during them, but I live sitting by a window and watching/listening to them. They’re so satisfying.
🍂 - What’s your favourite season?
Autumn defo!!!
🐷 - What’s your favourite animal?
Butterflies or cats! Hedgehogs are close too tho.
🐶 - Do you have any pets?
A fish named Nick (he used to have 2 siblings but they both died and I need to get him some more). Also a cat name Joey. I’m actually obsessed w him.
😴 - What’s the longest you’ve gone w out sleep?
It’s like 2 days or something? I’m not entirely sure haha.
🎨 - Any hobbies?
Mostly just reading tbh. I sew sometimes too.
🛩 - If travelling was free, where is the first place you would go?
Scotland, to see my best friend. I haven’t seen her in months and I miss her so bad.
🎇 - What’s your most searched thing on Google?
Does AO3 count ahahsh.
📱- Favourite app on your phone?
Tumblr or Snapchat!
🤠 - Are you more of a country person or city person?
City 100%. I can’t imagine living too far out in the country. I feel like it would get so boring.
Tagging:
@catastrophicmind @honeymuck
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icarusfallsforwalls · 3 years
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I may be biased, but I feel like Louis was the only member of One Direction who didn’t ever go through an ugly or awkward phase (in the band) like he has literally always been pretty
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fairytheo · 3 years
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enhypen as your boyfriend.
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boyfriend!enhypen x gen!reader. fluff. 1.9k. curse words. mention of bugs, food. not requested.
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🐈 ⸝⸝ HEESEUNG ˙𐃷˙
super-duper caring !!
he’s so whipped for you — he smiles just by thinking about you
also very giggly around you
LOVES lending you his beanies
(aka. you stealing them..)
+ you steal his earrings as well ! not that he minds
absolutely adores singing for you / he loves singing you to sleep :D
hold up, is being heeseung’s s/o just being his personal ramen cook 🤨🤨
he aaalwaays bugs you to play games with him (especially wii and nintendo switch lmao)
either that or you’re playing animal crossing while eating takeout at your dinner table
you’re the only person in the world who he’ll ever do aegyo for. 
he secretly enjoys it, but shhh you didn’t hear that from me
i think he likes calling you names like cutie, cutiepie or just a shorter version of your name <3 (if there is one !)
booping your nose is on his everyday to do list ☝️
lowkey therapist & boyfriend in one ngl
WAIT he loves making playlists for you two,, 
“y/n! i made another playlist, do you wanna listen to it? i made it while thinking of you.” <//3 
the type to write cheesy lyrics about you, then later cringes at his own writing bUT then leaves it like that because you like it !
you have his cover of lauv’s “i’m so tired” either set as your alarm or play it on loop everyday 
(random but for some reason i can picture him giving you a cassette with his cover on it just for the vintage vibes)
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🐈 ⸝⸝ JAY ˙𐃷˙
the mom-and-boyfriend in one ;] 
f a s h i o n  c o u p l e 
you are literally fashion icons. no disagreements. 
you have matching clothes or accessories ! even if it’s really subtle, the gesture behind it is super adorable <//3
cooking pt. 2 :D but this time there’s a gorden ramsay in your relationship
i can just SEE how you both two impersonate gorden ramsay while cooking which makes everything 10 times funnier !! checks every 5 seconds if the food is ready tho because he doesn’t wanna risk anything
never cleans up afterwards, either you do or no one does
since you’re both fashion icons your social media followers are going 📈📈📈
literally couple goals.
he loves taking pictures of you,, but also wants you to take pictures of him 
jay gets flustered easily so please make him flustered with sudden compliments, hugs, kisses, etc. !!
he’s also the only member i can really see calling you babe
confident but shy about pda at the same time ??? he’s both LOL 
you always tease him with his RAS moments and randomly quote them when you’re in the middle of a conversation with him lmao
random and idk if this fits here, but he likes making your lunch — leaves you encouraging notes too <3
last but not least: jokingly gets angry at you when he wants something from you, and you do the same thing back ♡
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🐈 ⸝⸝ JAKE ˙𐃷˙
sweetest and softest boyfriend to ever exist. i’m so soft for him JSHSHS
definitely calls you sweetie and darling. 100%. fight me if you think otherwise. 
shows you pics of layla everyday (it’s become routine for him >_<)
a tiny bit cliché BUT lends you his jacket whenever you’re cold (even when you’re inside !!)
random thought: jake puts his hands in your hoodie pockets...
💔💔💔
it’s his personal goal to peck your cheek and forehead at least twice a day — gets pouty if he wasn’t able to do that ))):::
talks in english a lot because you love his accent !!
if you’re an english speaker, you’ll have conversations in english all. the. time.
if you’re not an english speaker, no worries, he’ll teach you !
+ reads you bedtime stories in english (jake’s australian accent >>>) 
dreams of travelling with you to australia <33  
if there’s a bug in the house you better know that jake will NOT be removing them and runs out of the house
WILL stay over at one of the other member’s houses untill that bug is REMOVED . 
so if you’re afraid of bugs as well,,, i’m sorry bae, but it’ll be your task to remove these little... creatures 😐
ngl you have more photos of layla than of him on your phone lol
(spams you with her pictures and captions them with “y/n!!! look!!! layla with a flower!!!! layla with a butterfly!!!!” it’s just so sweet aaa)
we need some “””drama””” so you make jokes about him being a “🥶💸🔥💪” boy a lot in your relationship LMAO
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🐈 ⸝⸝ SUNGHOON ˙𐃷˙
ice skating dates.
this has been mentioned in other headcanons a lot already but i just HAD to include it,,
convinces you to eat ice cream after your date LOL even if it IS winter
btw. fashion couple nr. 2 !!! 
MIRROR SELCAS
MIRROR SELCAS 
ugh the visuals and the power you two hold,,,, i can’t,,,,,
has better clothes than you ngl so you share clothes lmao
it started with him lending you his sweatpants, but then you didn’t want to return them forgot to return them and BOOM 💥 here we are
extremely awkward and shy at first — don’t worry though, he becomes much more chaotic in the later phases of your relationship
he teases you SO MUCH. LIKE. SO MUCH.
always has small smile (smirk?) on his face when he’s about to make a cocky remark (so beware)
you tease him back just twice as hard which 1.) results in him in becoming flustered 2.) fails LOL
off-topic but he’d love a s/o that has a similar style to him ??? a more elegant, classy, dark style perhaps
when he’s away / busy he’ll send you some selcas and captions them with “how r u doing??” “did you eat yet?” “cheer up :P” 
kinda shy about pda but likes showing off too ???
i mean,, men... 🙄🙄 /lh
whenever someone mentions your name near him, he’ll just try to hide his smile while biting his lip (yk what i’m talking about???) and you’ll see his dimples and the affectionate look in his eyes and just AAAAA
the type of boyfriend that calls you love~
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🐈 ⸝⸝ SUNOO ˙𐃷˙
skin care routines with sunoo 24/7 🤝
he does your hair (if your hair is long enough to do different hairstyles with it ofc !!) 
send you daily weekly skin care products he thinks you two should try out / that’d be good for your skin <3
spa nights every friday at 9pm — he only lets you in if you wear a stylish pyjama LOL
you buy him peach items because they just remind you so much of him (。•́︿•̀。)
SELCA TIME !!! his phone is always ready !!! (apart from his storage maybe?)
PARTICIPATES IN SELCA DAYS OF YOUR FAVOURITE IDOLS AAA
loves to go on walks w u
does A LOT of aegyo,, 
and i know that you knew that this point will be in this headcanon.
for eg. instead of saying goodnight or bye he’ll just do aegyo for you not that anyone minds tbh
stages of sunoo flirting (?):
a — tries to compliment you (it sounds more like a flirty remark tbh)
b — realizes then blushes
c — cringes and runs away LMAO
playfully acts jealous, so you know it’s a joke but deep down he’s actually jealous
you two match each others vibes a lot — if one is sad, the other is sad as well
+ tells you your posture is bad when you sit like a banana or tells you to go to sleep early and when you don’t listen to him, he’ll show you an article that proves that (abc) and (xyz) is bad for you and says “i told you so.” 💀
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🐈 ⸝⸝ JUNGWON ˙𐃷˙
impresses you by doing kicks (does the kick cap challenge on tiktok and/or you play kick it by nct 127 for the funzies) 
poking his dimple is a MUST . 😩😩
though gets super shy when you kiss him and also if you buy him gifts !!
cheers you up whenever you feel down or are upset
compliments you a ton ))): will randomly come up to you and tell you that your fit is cute or that you look brighter today,,, little does he know it's because of him ;]
HUGS!HUGS!HUGS
poking his dimple comes first, then hugging
the other members tease you two everytime you’re over LOL it’s like there are two koalas clinging onto each other
our yang garden gained another sheep +1
you two randomly play sheep,,,, like,,, everyday ???? sheep cosplays 👍
idk why ig it’s just fun to imitate sheep and go “mmmeEeEeeEhh” to annoy others
talking of that, even THOUGH he is a responsible leader he will not hesitate to do stupid shit with you
“hey how about we ring on that house there and yell “sheep for sale!” do you think they’ll open the door?”
“i don’t know... let’s find out!” 🤝
let’s just say that this didn’t end well..
also kinda bullies you (in a loving way ofc !!) pand teases you nonstop
either calls you asshole or love aHA
in conclusion: a very unpredictable relationship,, would 10/10 recommend.
very random but i feel like his love language is acts of service
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🐈 ⸝⸝ NI-KI ˙𐃷˙
oh look it’s our tsundere 😼
can’t go a day without dancing so you two have vibing sessions at 2am everyday ft. the others telling you to go to bed
you’re the only one that can make him soft lol
if you’re older than him, you would definitely take care of him like your own baby !! 
if you are the same age as him or younger it’d be awkward for him at first, because he isn’t used to taking care of someone younger, so he’d treat you as if you were his best friend at the beginning
you love to watch him dance !! it’s so satisfying,, LITERAL asmr.
pranks you 24/7. boy has NO mercy. will not care if the others will scold him later. he will do the prank smoothly (?) — doesn’t care about the consequences LMAO
probably sets your alarm to someone screaming or a cringy aegyo song <//3
wants to film dance covers with you !! you don’t have to be the best dancer either !! as long as you have fun ^__^ 
the other members find you really cute but are also vERY TIRED OF YOU,, two energized teens in a relationship was not a good idea ☝️
likes to randomly hold your hand and swing it around 
probably distant at the beginning of the relationship because a.) he doesn’t want to pressure you/make things awkward b.) he doesn’t really know what to do either ???
(if you’re not japanese or don’t know how to speak japanese) he’ll definitely teach you some japanese phrases and words !! introduce you to his culture as well :DD and he really wants to know more about your culture too <3
teaches you phrases like “sunoo is a dumbass” for the funzies LOL
randomly makes micheal jackson impressions,,, it’s hilarious LMFAO
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I think Izana manipulated Shinichiro and actually he is way more smart and cunning than people give him credit for .I think that he tried to pose as the good caring younger brother so Shin will trust give and him the black dragons .Because he eventually corrupted it and he got back at him in some way. I think all this happened before Izana learned that they are not biological brothers and I think he did that in order to punish him for choosing Mickey. I don't know tho I may think too deeply into this,but I reread the chapters and I noticed that the when the black dragons were corrupted it happened before Izana learned about the truth.
Yeah, I can get behind this. Though I actually think that at first Izana tried to pose as being a good kid because he wanted to impress Shinichiro.
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We can see when they first met, how awestruck Izana is of Shinichiro. So I think it's likely Izana pretended to be someone else for the first couple of visits. Where he kind of tried to only show his more positive side and pretended he didn't have a darker side. Then little by little as he got to know Shinichiro and the kind of things Shinichiro does, he let more of his guard down.
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Though I still think he didn't let Shinichiro know everything about his life, kind of like when you pretend to be better then you really are in front of parents. Which i think could possibly be the reason he doesn't want to talk about reform school with Shinichiro.
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When asking for the black dragons I think that was Izana's way of wanting to be like his big brother. He had already adopted the same hairstyle as Shinichiro, so i think he wanted to be like him.
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With the corruption of the black dragons i see it being three different possibles. Either Izana accidentally corrupted it, meaning that he didn't mean to to do it. He just kind of reverted back to his sadistic and arrogant nature when dealing with the gang which then corrupted the other members. Izana isn't exactly the most moral character in this manga so he could've just been himself when leading the gang which lead to it's cruel reputation. He might not have even realised he was doing it or that it was a bad thing.
The second possibility is that Izana changed it on purpose to try and impress Shinichiro. Maybe he thought he could improve the gang by changing it and by improving the gang Shinichiro would then change his mind about passing it on to Mikey.
Or there's the theory you brought up, Izana purposely tried to sabotage the black dragons as a way to punish Shinichiro and possibly Mikey. He still seemed to look up to Shinichiro a lot though, so if he did do this then I think he either did it subconsciously or Shinichiro wasn't the target, Mikey was. By making the gang a lot more dangerous it would've been a lot harder for Mikey to inherit it. This also could've changed Shinichiro's mind on wanting Mikey involved with the black dragons at all.
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『Helixes Christmas Event 2021』 Live Commentary
This was the cutest event ever! I got all warm and fuzzy. Hikaru and Gushi were adorable together. There is STILL time to get a ticket! Use this chance! Tweet 1 by Hikaru | Tweet 2 by Hikaru | Instagram post by Hikaru
JOIN Hikaru’s Fan Club “Helixes” NOW ❗ Get your ticket for the “Helixes Christmas Event 2021″ ❗
【Event name】 Helixes Christmas Event 2021; Hashtag #HelixesCE2021 【Date and time 】 2021/12/24 (Friday) 20:00- 21:30 【Ticket fee】 ¥ 2,500 [tipping fees available] 【Archive period】2021/12/31 23:59 【Event page】https://hifumi-inc.zaiko.io/e/helixesxmas21 【Payment method】Credit card / Convenient store / PayPal 【Ticket sale】2021/11/18  20:00〜2021/12/31 20:00 【Guest appearance】Hideyuki Gushimiyagi
■ To purchase tickets and watch videos, you need to register an account on the electronic ticket sales platform ZAIKO [Available in Japanese, Chinese, English, Korean and Spanish; Very foreigner friendly and easily accessible; You can sign in with Google, Twitter, LINE or Facebook; I signed in with my Google account but feel free to use whatever you prefer. They only needed my birth date, gender and name, no Japanese address or anything.] ▼Check this test stream once you are signed up: [You are asked to purchase the “test stream” for free, it worked perfectly fine for me!] ■ Go to the “Helixes” app/browser version and click the banner you see above to purchase a ticket once you have registered a ZAIKO account [It’s probably best to use the browser version for that. I paid my ticket with PayPal, had no issue at all ^_^] ■ The video is only viewable from inside the Zaiko account which purchased the ticket and unable to view from a direct URL. It will start from whichever point you join the stream and you are unable to return to earlier content during the stream.
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For a second there I thought I was having audio issues because the background music sounded abysmal XD But I guess it was just a bad choice of music (horror/psycho Christmas maybe?) because now they are playing normal stuff.
The studio is so sparkly, they have a gorgeous tree in the back. And Hikaru looks so pretty today with her hairstyle, make-up and red pullover. I think Hikaru is once again wearing the Kala pinkie ring!! BANZAI! On a random side note, I am such a sucker for slender fingers and well manicured slightly longer nails, Hikaru has honestly the most beautiful hands
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Talk corner: Time to play a couple of games. They start with the Caru-Uta game that came together with Hikaru’s 4th album “Story”. Hikaru explains how the board game works. The cards contain words (lyrics) which you spread on the table. Then you play a song from the album and the players need to find cards that match the lyrics. The more cards you find the more points you will get. Hikaru obviously has an advantage because she knows the lyrics by heart. Gushi is trying his best tho XD Cute to see them like this. The second game is one we can all participate in. They are giving a word and have to draw it in a minute. Then we need to guess. Ehhhhh? I just noticed there is a bit of a time lag with my video. Everyone was already saying their guesses in the comment section while Hikaru and Gushi were still drawing. Now it’s time for a gift exchange. Hikaru got a lot of body-care stuff for Gushi and in return she received a fancy brush set.
And of course, what would a Hikaru event be without a live goods introduction corner ^_^ The coaster looks better than I thought, damn, now I regret not buying it T_T A second order period for her live goods is starting TODAY so be sure to use this opportunity in case you haven’t ordered the goods yet. Period: 2021/12/24 13:00 〜 2022/01/10 15:59. Shipping is scheduled for the end of January. 
Live corner: 01. Happiness (Story): Fits the Christmas vibe very well. Really enjoy this quiet acoustic version. 02. 地 – Side by side (elements): Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. 03. Kalanchoe (Blooming): Was okay, not my favourite. 04. Angraecum (Blooming): Pleasantly surprised to hear this. YAY. 05. Western Pop X-Mas Medley: All I Want For Christmas Is You (Mariah Carey) | Happy Xmas (John Lennon) 06. Japanese Pop X-Mas Medley: Christmas Eve (Tatsuro Yamashita) | Tone (Aimer) | Holy Hold Me (Misia) 07. Carol/Hymn/Disney X-Mas Medley: Silent Night | When You Wish Upon A Star (I love that she picked songs that were sung by Keiko and Wakana just a few days ago, coincidence? I don’t think so XD Also, so happy about “Silent Night”, I requested that ^_^ Poor Hikaru tho on that final “true” in “When You Wish Upon A Star”, that obviously didn’t work out as planned) 08. 紡-TSUMUGU- : YESSSS! Always the perfect song to finish her lives. Love this raw a cappella version. Forever crying at the “lalala” part T_T
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heyyy can I request a fic where your helping Jean get with Mikasa in a modern au and it works. It hurts a lot tho because you like him but at least he’s happy. But then his friend Marco asks you out and you’ve always thought he was attractive and you find yourself happier with Marco and Jean sees you two on a date and he gets all sour and jealous? I love your work btw!💕
wow yes!! :D thank you so much and i hope you like it! i’m sorry for the waiting <3
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❁ jean x mikasa, reader x marco.
❁ modern au
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"Look, Kirstein, is all about the tactics."
"Tactics?" he asks. You nod twice. He's sitting on your sofa, his hands holding a slice of pizza that he bought coming here. He told you he needed your help so bad. So bad.
“Mikasa is not going to go out with you if you just look at her shyly while she walks. You need to talk to her.” He looks at you, understanding. It hurts you to help him get with Mikasa, the girl that he liked since the start. Marco appears from your kitchen with a glass of water on his hand. He sits next to Jean, taking also a slice of pizza from the box. Marco is Jean’s best friend, so when he told he was head to your house, you also expected him to bring Marco. 
“Mikasa has zero interest in you. Just think there are more people out there that are really cute and are looking for someone like you.” Marco says. 
You wish Jean to notice you. It’s fine, he does like Mikasa a lot, but you like him as much as he does. You’re helping him to get with Mikasa because you know how much he likes her. You don’t want to be that bad friend who just wants him to yourself. You want to be happy and free, want him to choose because it’s his life and not yours.
On the other side of the sofa, Marco knows you like Jean. He obviously knows. Jean seems to be the only one that doesn’t get it. Marco doesn’t know why he is so blind. Maybe because he has that fixation on Mikasa, he’s loosing the amazing person that is looking at him with such a beautiful smile. 
Marco has noticed you, of course he did. It’s not difficult to feel a little bit attracted to you. How you're always smiling and helping everyone. Your beautiful face and the precious body you have. All those things always make Marco blush when you talk to him.
Jean is now convinced to speak to Mikasa, so he takes out his phone and asks her if she wants to drink something the next afternoon.
“Jean! That’s too repenting!” Marco says, but, Jean smiles. His phone has sounded and a notification entered. 
“She said yes.” He says quietly. Marco looks at you surprised, and you look at Jean’s fingers, writing an answer for her. You smile at him when he looks at you, but you’re a little bit sad. Marco keeps his gaze on you, searching any reaction. But you smile at him again.
“Wow, it’s your opportunity, Jean!” you say. He nods happily.
The date went well the next day. Jean sent you a whole audio message telling you how well it went. Eventually, those two started dating. You and Marco got closer, since the three of you usually made plans, but now Jean was spending a lot of time with Mikasa, so you two madr plans together.
"I hope Jean and Mikasa last, like he really loved her." Marco says. You play with the straw of your milkshake between your fingers, and the boy in front of you looks around. "Are you sad yet?". You look at him, his cheeks full of freckles and his sweet eyes looking at you. He smiles. "You'll find another one, you're a great person." he says. Maybe he has said too much? He looks at you but you're still playing with the straw.
"Yes. Well, if he didn't notice it, and we were literally inseparable, i don't know who is going to notice me..." you say quietly. Marco is looking at your fingers moving around the straw, and you look at him. You always felt an strange attraction to Marco. He is the opposite to Jean: his sweet and soft smile, his cheeks full of freckles, his messy hairstyle and his generous eyes against Jean's flirty smile, his plump lips and his sharp features. They were totally different, though the two of them were nice to you. Jean is more flirty and teasing; Marco is more sweet and warm-hearted.
"Y/N?" he asks. You have been looking at him and thinking on your own things you didn't notice when he talked again.
"Sorry, Marco." he laugh quietly.
"It's fine. Should we go?" he asks. You nod. The night is cold but quiet. You two walk in silence. Jean send you a text.
"Are you still drinking something? Am i late?" he asks. You answer that he is. "Sorry, I promise to go to the next one!" he says. You send him an emoji and keep walking.
"Jean?" he asks. You nod. The conversation dies there, and you keep walking silently. "I don't know how he didn't notice you." he says. You look at him. "You always looked at him with such an interest. Always there to help him and to have his back. He should give you an opportunity. You're amazing." You look at Marco. He gives you a soft smile.
"I think I'm maybe not that amazing." you say. What does Mikasa have than you don't have?
"You are. Don't put less value on yourself just because he has choosen her." he says. His shoulder finds yours jokingly.
But you don't think he's joking. He is serious, his words are serious. That's what he thinks about you.
Does Marco like you? Were you involved in a love triangle all this time, but all the relations were one-sided?
Since he showed you what he thinks about you, a little love flame started to grow between you two. A slow burn love that started to gain weight on all the afternoons you spend with him, waiting for a Jean that never comes, and always apologizes. "Mikasa told me to accompany her" "Mikasa is helping Eren, so I should go and help too." You're not angry with him, he's enjoying his new relationship. And so are you two, sitting a little bit closer every day and touching each other more naturally. You don't know how you two started dating, none of you asked the other. He knew he wanted to be with you and you knew you wanted to be with him. A first kiss on your main door closed the pact about your relationship.
You are now sitting on the grass, your head on Marco's lap. His hands caressing your hair under a tree shadow. It was a hot day, and you two decided to spend it on a date. A real date, not you two waiting for Jean. One only you knew.
"Ah, it's really hot today." he says. His hands braid your hair softly, and you hum in response. "Should we go and drink something? We could go to the cafeteria that has that cookies milkshake you like..." he says. You smile and, opening your eyes to look at him, find his smile. He tilts his head down and gives you a little kiss. "Let's go, then."
You're not playing with the straw this time. You have something that grabs your hand. A big, soft and warm hand cages yours and a cute boy smiles at you while you talk. Marco's personality was made for you, as yours was made for him. That's something he likes to remind you, how you two are like puzzle pieces.
"Oh, hi!" you hear a voice you know really well behind you. Jean is walking, with Mikasa on his side. She smiles at you and you smile at her back. But the repentine voice scared you a bit. Jean's hazel eyes looks at your hands, yours inside Marco's. He raises an eyebrow a little bit, just a little. "Am I interrupting?" he asks. Marco shakes his head, smiling at him as if nothing happens. Jean nods. "Yeah. So, you two...?" he asks. He doesn't end the phrase but you know what he wants to say.
"Well, we're dating." Marco answers simply. He has changed from the sweet boy you saw earlier, he's more sharp. Jean nods.
"Good for you two. Well, we reserved the next table for our date." Jean says, his hand searching Mikasa's, holding her. "So, well. We'll go and enjoy the date."
"So we do." Marco smiles at him. What's this game going on between this two?
"Oh, you're on a date?" Jean says. His hazel eyes are now fixed on Marco's ones. Mikasa looks at you and you look at her. She's beautiful, her long black hair moving softly every time she moves her head to look at her boyfriend. Marco caresses your hand with his thumb, maybe knowing all the thoughts you're having. You shake your head a bit. Marco doesn't deserve that. Hou should forget about Jean. He was your first crush and he doesn't have interest in you. Also, you're now dating a wonderful boy. You can't do this to Marco.
"We are. That's what couples do. I thought maybe y/n would like to have their favorite milkshake after a long day out." he says. Jean looks now at your glass, half empty. All the cookies are mixed with the cream. He nods.
"Fine. We'll have also some milkshakes. The ones made here are the best of the city." he says. Now he talks to Mikasa. "Strawberry milkshake, sweetie?"
She nods shyly. Marco looks at him.
"Well, I hope you enjoy your date as much as we do." he says, venenous words coming out of his mouth. Jean smiles.
"We'll do. We'll do. Marco, y/n." he says, before leaving with Mikasa.
Even when his hands are on Mikasa's waist, guiding her towards the table, he only thinks about you.
Maybe it's the old tale about a boy that doesn't know what he has until he loses it.
And Jean hates losing.
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surpriserose · 2 years
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Not a joke very /srs but Joshu 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and uhhhh sure how about shinobu 🥺
Goddamnit
Under the cut since its two ppl
Joshu
do I like them: fuck no <3
5 good qualities: ughhhhhghhhhhhhhghhhh
->liking yasuho is good shes the bestie
->hairstyle trailblazer
->he likes his big brother too pog i guess
->uhhhhhhh likes lobsters
->is mortal and will one day die <3
3 bad qualities:
-> fucking everything what do you want like yzvzhsjjs ive got a huge list like: misogynist
-> doesnt respect boundaries
-> did not get trapped in an infinite death loop </3
favourite episode/etc: ....okay milagro man is such a good arc despite joshu being the focus
otp: joshu x tooru 🥺🥺🥺
brotp: none he doesnt deserve friends
ot3: YOU THINK THIS MAN CAN GET ONE PARTNER LET ALONE 2??????
notp: joshu and yasuho or josuke like...why
best quote: "yasuho" said while shitting and crying
head canon: yasuho beat the shit out of him maybe a couple of times
Shinobu <3
do I like them: OMG of course 🥺 very underutilized character type of depressed cunty housewife which is the best character idc
5 good qualities:
-> shes so spiteful like honestly i really love her introduction shes not just nice shes got flaws and shes kind of mean its great
-> cat person 🥺 i also roll around on the floor near cats so
-> shes uh...dedicated....eventually and at the worst time but she is </3
-> loves crime <3<3<3
-> idk shes just a fun character like!!! I love her <3
3 bad qualities: none idc technically the spitefulness is one but i love when women are mean so <3
favourite episode/etc: literally just her introduction is so good like its perfect and shes sooooo pretty during it 🥺
otp: sorry i know ur not a fan of tomoko and shinobu but omg <3 milf4milf <3
brotp: she definitely deserves to be besties with tomoko though like!!!! Also i think if hayato is ever opening up to josuke that josuke would show up at their house one day and kind of awkwardly try and be there for shinobu you know? Like hes a nice dude and if he knew the situation i think hes showing up and being like uhhhh do you want to go to brunch????
ot3: why kosaku kira x shinobu x ayame of course 🥺🥺🥺 THE LORE
notp: i dont really have one besides the obvious stuff? If shinobu x jotaro exists like ill probably snap tho
best quote: i dont remember quotes probably whenever shes being like tch kosakus so stupid tho
head canon: NONBINARY SHINOBU REAL also maybe like once she fell in love with kosaku kira she started wearing some of her old dresses because kosaku bought them for her at the beginning of their relationship <3
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babyboibucky · 3 years
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MISS BEE
I am about to get my hair dyed so I had thots, as one does.
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So avenger!reader gets their hair colour & cut done but then at the compound the next day, nobody seems to notice or gives her compliments so she’s feeling a little upset but she doesn’t let it on coz it’s ridiculous to be bothered by something like that.
but then Bucky comes in when they’re all about to have dinner & they’re just friends & he’s a very quiet person.
but he stops & looks at her & gives her a small smile & says “your hair looks nice” & just sits down to eat like it’s a totally mundane thing to do.
& reader is so moved that he of all people would be the one to notice & compliment her that she hugs him tight and now everyone is shocked so she’s like “you assholes didn’t even notice”.
& she kisses his cheek & smiles & says thank you & now they both have butterflies. 😍😍🧚🏻🧚🏻💗💗🌟🌟
Idk I’m a whore gor fluff I guess 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE WRITE THIS THO????? Don’t make me turn into Thanos guys...
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BESTIE HERE IS MY REPLY TO THIS AKCNKAS I AM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG
I imagine that reader is somewhat new to the team, maybe just a couple of months in. Although everyone is extremely nice to her, she just feels a little bit out of place given everybody's bond prior to her arrival.
Little did she know that Bucky has taken a liking to her because well, he sort of figured out about how you felt as the new member. He too knows what it feels like to be alienated. Like, it's more of an internal conflict. Everyone's welcoming, everyone's kind, they're not to blame about how the both of you felt when you first joined. It was more on dealing with how you perceived yourselves as the new members??? If you catch my drift???
He knows what it's like to want to join a conversation about something that happened in the past, but the fear of being rejected or like being considered nosy is just hindering both of you to interact to everyone.
Bucky's been there, and he's done that.
So when you come back to the compound one day, sporting a totally different hairstyle and hair color, you were sort of hoping for everyone to notice it. But none of them did and you felt bad for feeling bad skskskks like, perhaps they're too busy yada yada yada
During dinner, everyone is at the table except for Bucky. Still, no one noticed. Not even Steve nor Nat. You were about to let it go when Bucky finally waltzed in, greeting everybody until his eyes landed on you and he's like, "Wow, you changed your hair. It looks good on you."
BADABIM BADABOOM BUTTERFLIES EVERYWHERE AND YOU FEEL YOUR CHEEKS TURN WARM BECAUSE BUCKY WAS THE PERSON YOU LEAST EXPECTED TO NOTICE YOU BECAUSE HE HAD BEEN SO QUIET EVER SINCE AKSNKANKA
And everyone goes silent and you speak up, thanking Bucky and then playfully feigning irritation at everybody else, "Out of all the people to actually notice, it just had to be the grumpy one."
Everybody apologized and you too apologized for taking things too seriously earlier in the day. Everything has been addressed and all is well, you felt even more at home now than before. And as dinner began, your eyes met Bucky's one more and the smile he offered you gave away the fact that hey, you're not alone and that he's a friend.
Maybe even more than a friend, after all.
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darkpoisonouslove · 3 years
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oh Yeah I too keep seeing the tags of something I find interesting I used to feel a little similar about Riven and Musa not in the same same way but they were like the couple I was most curious about but after time I just lost interest on them but I want them to be happy still maybe I am too sensitive? I never became an anti, tho I still want Riven and Musa to be together. About Helia's hair I think his hair looks fun but I admit his first hairstyle is more beautiful, too bad on s8 it is short
I get why you might lose interest in Musa and Riven. The writers just refuse to let them have any meaningful development and only reuse the same old drama with them. I am not so interested in them myself anymore.
Helia's season 8 hair is not great either. But I think it looks a little better than the s4 hairstyle. Looks more like actual hair would look imo.
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