So… I've been gone for a long time? Okay, for all this time I have only done sketches and few arts, most of which are commissions. This summer turned out to be very sad for me, I did not have enough strength and desire to do something. BUT … I still drew something.
As I've said a hundred times, most of the time I'm just inspired by something. In general, I did this particular art for a very long time, I made a sketch back in the fall, and finished it only now, and even then, I’m not happy with the result, but my hands still can’t do better … or I didn’t have enough inspiration. Originally, only two sketches were left of this idea, but I felt like finishing the first sketch because I liked it.
The art is inspired by ff "Splintered Realities", namely, the described moments of their joint dream… I imagined it in my head, then I thought of a joke by that moment and I was carried away, I wanted to portray it. Author ff calyxborealis
Yeah, about the funny stuff in my head. "A little bit later…"
Not going to lie: I adore seeing Maul’s and Ahsoka’s voice actors together. Makes me imagine their characters just being goofy with each other. By the way, seeing clips from the C2E2 is just very surprising how they both got so much extrovert energy! Love them both. Maul and Ahsoka would have been such an amazing team! :(
Btw, let’s picture Maul and Ahsoka dancing and…yeah, that’s Anakin going with the vibe (I love Sam’s serious face while dancing so diva hahaha)
Ahsoka and Maul would be so perfect as enemies to friends. Or enemies to lovers. He tries to kill you — you try to kill him — you are both hunted by brainwashed soldiers who want to kill you — your whole world is destroyed as a result — you become a rogue with mind blowing powers that you can never, at the risk of dying, show — nobody you know remembers what it felt like on that moon on that day — nobody you know understands what it feels like when your master abandons and forgets you and tries to kill you — nobody you know ever saw this coming — suddenly he is the only one you can relate to — you hate it but you hate your loneliness even more — Jedi aren’t supposed to hate — you are no Jedi — it breaks your heart — but he is no Sith either — just a shadow, the both of you — you wish you listened to him — you wish you had killed him — for his sake as much as your own — you can’t imagine existing in a world without him — he is despicable, he is your mirror image — you are just like him in all the ways you despise about yourself — Jedi are supposed to be at peace with themselves — you are no Jedi — he is just like you in all the ways in which he could be saved — when your master wants to kill you, suddenly he is the one on your side — he was right all along — there is no other in the universe that would understand —
And then, and then
— the person you missed so much it twisted your presence in the force — your father figure — obi wan kenobi who you believed was dead — kills the only person in the universe who healed your longing — because he chose revenge over you — even after everything his abandonment never stopped haunting him — you hate him and yourself and every soul in the universe — Jedi aren’t supposed to hate — you are no Jedi — you are no Sith — only a shadow.
A few more sketches for today. I have slight insomnia, I can assume it is due to stress, although I have already solved several of my problems. Although, of course, it might just be something wrong with my body. Lately I've been hanging out too much in my dreams; when I do manage to fall asleep, they're too realistic and exciting. In short, today is another sleepless night and I’m punishing the time with household chores and sketches like this.
Chapters: 40/?
Fandom: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Darth Maul/Ahsoka Tano, Darth Maul & Ahsoka Tano,
Chapter 40 lets go! Now this is a way longer chapter than I expected, but I’m really proud of it. I’ve said a lot at the bottom of the notes in chapter so I wont say too much here but thank you for being patient and enjoy the chapter!