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#makes me think about ✨deactivating✨
tarjapearce · 9 months
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Workaholic
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Miguel O'Hara x GN! Reader
Summary: An outlet is what Miguel needs. ~
WARNING: MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. Oral (Male receiving), Rough Sex, a bit of Manhandling, nerd talk, stress relieving ~
Thanks for the request dear anon ♥️ Hope it's what you wanted~
Requested here
Enjoy ✨
The constant whirring and beeping from the screens, alerting him of possible anomalies, was a sound that Miguel had grown used to. Silence had turned for him a bit too dull, not that he didn't enjoy it, but it was a nuisance whenever his mind was berating himself about what ifs and what nots about the canon.
The whirring kept his mind going, as if reminding him his purpose, and the beepings only distracted him enough to focus on what his mind though important at the moment. It kept him grounded. A little peace for himself.
Until you showed up in his floating bay.
"Can see you tensing up from here, Miggy" your quiet giggling earned you a deep sigh from him.
A silent 'Not now' from his end.
His fingers traced and mapped new information, but something was off. The information he had created didn't match the algorithm. A large hand rubbed his features, trying to ease the simmering anger below the surface.
"Whatcha working on?" Your steps echoed closer, his eyes drooped emotionless, bored and quite sick of the same displaying message on his screen he had been seeing for the past hour.
Error.
His jaw clenched, his claws digging so ever softly at his palm. Muscles so rigid you thought any movement would break him. He was tense. Despite his calculated movements, stress oozed from each pore of his skin, as if waiting for the screen to show up that pestering message again to finally snap.
Error
His fist went across it. Sending shrapnels of glass across the room. Your eyes only widened slightly as your lips pursed, amused.
"Well, at least it means you can focus on something else?" Your mocking voice offered, he plopped on his seat. Legs manspreading as his nose bridge was pinched.
"What do you want?"
His gruff voice echoing in the bay, your voice disrupting the list of frequent sounds he was used to.
"Just a report delivering, but seeing you're about to snap, just watching."
He grunted in response. His head leaning on the chair.
"No puedo más" he exhaled. (Can't do this anymore)
"Glad you finally notice. We're still humans, y'know. We need rest."
Your steps came closer, he lowered the brightness settings from the outside windows. Standing behind him you ran your fingers through his head, rubbing in small circles
"¿Qué estás haciendo?" (What are you doing?)
The anger laced in his voice only made you to chuckle.
"Taking you haven't body slammed me against the wall yet, means you like it."
Your hands moved to his nape and then spreaded on his shoulders. It was like trying to make a block of concrete soft like putty.
"I'll take my guess and say you were working on some new algorithm."
He shook his head softly and sighed quietly as you worked on his broad shoulders. The warmth of your hands trying to soothe the built up tension.
"Fucking shit doesn't work."
One thing you had noticed is how much of a potty mouth he was when he was angry, frustrated or stressed.
"Nada de esa mierda funciona bien." (None of that shit works properly)
"You're thinking too much, Miggy."
"Stop-"
Your hands stopped and his brow furrowed impossibly deeper.
"I meant for you to stop calling me that, not your hands." You smirked and raked your nails softly on his chest to then guide them up his shoulders.
"Just relax" you whispered to his ear. His hand gripping tighter the arm rest of the chair. A new idea popping on your mind.
"Why don't you tell me more about it?"
You removed yourself from him and sauntered over the keyboard.
"About what?"
Your fingers deactivated the main link to his suit. He growled but was too tired to even argue.
"About what you think it's making the algorithm to fail."
Your eyes darted to his groin, even limp, it was a sight. A pinkish hue at his mushroom engorged tip, followed by a thick body that fit just perfect in your already salivating mouth.
His eyes darted upwards, as a tiny, almost imperceptible smirk adorned his sharp features.
"I don't even know where to start." He huffed as you kneeled before him. Dainty fingers running up his thighs to finally take a hold of his cock. He inhaled
"Let's try something simple. What does the algorithm do?"
Your hand pumped him a couple of times as your mouth kissed up and down a trail on him.
"It's just..." He trailed off ad your mouth focused on his tip, "Just a patch to..." Blood rushed to his cock, springing it back to life. The quick response of his body just signaled how much of an overall release he needed thanks to the pent up stress.
"To what?"
"T-To..." you took him whole and he clawed at the plastic arm chair. "To fucking fix a five second information delivery delay" He blurted as his eyes finally focused on you.
His red eyes watched as your mouth swallowed him whole with ease, to reach the base. Your throat muscles constricting against him made him shudder. His breathing hitched as you bobbed your head up and down, big eyes looking at him curiously, as if telling him to keep talking.
"T-That way we could have a more immediate response to-" he choked as your tongue swirled all over his cock but again, paid special attention to his tip. Pouty and full lips shaping themselves in the form of his girth, his eyes followed your peeking tongue that slid to the sides and flattened once more, preparing to take him again.
"Any anomalies that show up." His voice tried to remain even, but he couldn't help but almost whimper the last two syllables. His hands reached for your nape and held a fistful of your hair.
"But that... fucking thing won't work." He guided your mouth up and down on him, "I don't know if its-" A hiss as your throat was again constricting him, "A fucking issue with the code or the code itself." The squelching and sucking sounds you made were engraved on his mind, the two were added to the list of sounds he was getting used to.
"I'm fucking making it work. One way or-" He rasped I between soft pants and growls, "Another" He held your head still as his hot seed spilled in. Tears prickled at your eyes as he had made you deep throat him, a bit rougher than intended.
Swallowing, you couldn't help but cough softly, to your surprise his cock was still hard. Liking your lips clean, you tapped another button and deactivated your own suit.
"So that's the reason we are having issues with the comms?" His hands held you by the hips and guided his cock to your core, sheathing you ontop of him. It was your turn to whimper. The good stretch of him made your back arch as you smacked your hips against his once, pushing him as deep as the space allowed you.
Big hands grope each side of you, making you to grind and squeeze him. He felt so snug and comfortably embraced within your moist walls.
"Probably, de todos modos muchos hacen lo que quieren." (Many do as they please anyways)
Your legs spreaded, allowing a tighter grip. He growled as his hips smacked yours upwards, sending electric jolts all over your body. You hissed when his claws sunk a bit deeper, holding you in place.
"No sabes cuánto me frustra eso." (You don't know how frustrating is that.) His hands made your hips to slap rougher and faster, if it wasn't for the keyboard before you, you would've been on the floor by now. Your grip on the sturdy material tightened as he pounded his way into you.
Your mewls and needy pleas was something he'd definitely need to hear again.
"M-Maybe you should be-" You choked a moan as he pressed you closer to him, one of his hands secured you in place, as the other one held you by the neck, squeezing softly.
"Should be what?" He breathed, the constant slapping of your flesh made the chair to bounce.
"A bit more chill" you whimpered and nearly came undone as he poked repeatedly at that spot that made you sputter an array of lewd curses.
His cock twitched, a bit too drunk on the sensation you provided to his relief. He bit your shoulder as his thrust turned slower and sloppier, you came first, and he just followed. Your walls were painted white as he squeezed your throat and then he released you.
You whimpered and exhaled, soft raged pants turning into a small giggle.
"What?" He breathed and looked at your shaking form
"Nothing. Feel better?"
His eyes drooped in exhaustion, the good sort of tiredness and chuckled.
"Maybe."
"I might drop by more often, to see if you're stressed."
"You must. That's an order."
"Yes, sir."
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miyukiissofine · 1 year
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I Want You to Ruin Me
(Mikey Sano x female reader) Mature Content, 18+
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Tags: porn with a pinch 🤏 of plot, smut, oral sex (fem. receiving), soft dom Mikey, implied vaginal sex, implied anal sex, reader calls Mikey “Daddy”, pet names, Mikey uses his Toman Commander’s voice & reader gets into it, reader and Mikey are over 18
Word count: 615
A/N: Originally posted on my deactivated tumblr (username Bajiisofine). Also posted on my ao3 ✨💫
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“Mmm…. M-mi-,” you whimper, one of your hands tangling through Manjiro’s blonde hair. The other is cupped over your mouth, in a vain attempt to mute your noises. Naked, knees bent, spread eagle on his bed in the storehouse Mikey repurposed into his bedroom. You can hear a karate lesson beginning at the Sano dojo next door.
“M-Mikey!” panting, you try to get his attention by patting the top of his head. Ignoring you, his tongue continues lapping lazy circles over the hood of your clit.
Mikey glances up from between your legs, a mischievous gleam in his onyx eyes. “Mmm,” he hums, spreading your pussy open with two fingers, admiring your glistening swollen labia. Sensually wetting his lips, he murmurs about how good you taste before licking the slick dripping from your little hole. Your arousal mixes with his saliva as he smoothly glides his tongue up to your clit, wrapping his lips around it and sucking gently.
Instinctively, you moan, thrusting your pussy against his face, gripping his hair. “M-Manjiro… wh-wait!” you plead, pulling your hand away from your mouth, thinking he may not have heard you.
Mikey pauses, his lips and chin shiny with your juices. Smirking, he climbs up between your legs, his pecs and biceps flexing as he cages you in, his strong forearms on either side of your head. His hard cock twitches against your inner thigh.
“Baby,” he coos, his voice sounds low, deep with lust. Manjiro smiles down at you, his long hair hangs like a blonde curtain, framing his face. He bends to kiss you, tracing your lips with the tip of his tongue, making you taste yourself. He moans into your mouth as you teasingly bite his lower lip.
Mikey pulls away from your lips, kissing along your jawline to your ear. Nipping at your earlobe with his teeth, he purrs, “Tell me what you said before, little love.”
You giggle, wrapping your legs around his hips, “I said: I want you to ruin me, daddy.”
“Ahh,” Manjiro nods, his black eyes sparkling.“That’s what I thought you said… so, you need to let daddy finish…”
“B-but there’s a class in the dojo,” you pant as Mikey sucks a pattern of love marks into the curve of your neck, while playfully bouncing one of your breasts in his hand.
“And your grandfather is over there!” you try to hiss, but your voice comes out sounding more like a breathy sigh.
Manjiro pauses to admire his work on your neck before moving his mouth down to mark up your breasts. His breath feels hot against your skin, “Baby, they can’t hear us…. you can get loud — as loud as you want.”
Mikey slides a hand between your thighs. “So lemme hear your pretty noises.”
He slips two thick fingers inside your sopping pussy, stretching you out. You bite your lip, holding in a cry as your hips buck up against his hand.
“Hmm,” he murmurs, the vibrations from his lips against your nipple gives you goosebumps. He gently bites the sensitive tip, causing you to mewl. “You don’t sound ruined… yet.”
Manjiro moves to your side, sitting on his knees, his huge erection jutting eagerly out in front of him.
His tone is suddenly stern, authoritative. “Get on all fours. Arch your back. Show daddy your sweet little pussy and asshole.”
Mikey using his Toman commander’s voice makes your aching pussy drool. Warm slick drips down your thighs as you do what he orders. Pressing the side of your face against his mattress, back arched, ass high in the air, you present yourself to him.
“My holes belong to you, daddy… please ruin me.”
©️poorly written by Bajiisofine Miyukiissofine, 2023. Please do not copy, translate, upload to other platforms, or claim as your own.
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mimikittysblog · 4 months
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✨MimiKitty's 2023 Fic Wrapped✨
So as a fun activity my friends all decided to make a 2023 wrapped ppt! So I decided to make one for all the fics I read in 2023! (I didnt get to present it btw lol)
I put what I decided to be my top fics for each month! Whether it be because of amazing writing, gut wrenching angst, sickeningly cute fluff or nastiest smut I decided to put it as my favorite fic for that month!
NOTE: Some of these were not exactly written/published in the month that I put them in but it was when I read and/or reblogged it!
Now without any further ado! Here is my 2023 Fic wrapped!
January
Happiness by @end-hyphen
Why is painter hoon so attractive???? 😭 The angst in this fic is SO GOOD! Its just really memorable and I love the ending too! ALSO THE PLOT TWISTS?!?! I was gagged yo. I was gripping my phone when I was reading this!!! It's just a really beautiful well written fic! Loooove it so much!!
February
In Another Life by @httphannie
First of all the smut was great!! Loved it! But maaann THE ANGST THROUGH OUT THE WHOLE FIC IS SO GOOD!! The ending is one of the most tear jerking, gut wrenching, heart breaking, soul crushing endings I've ever read. SEUNGCHEOL!! YOU SHOULD'VE JUST FUCKIN ESCAPED PLEASEEEE! I remember BAWLING when I first read it, and ✨surprise surprise✨ I cried again just recently when I reread it again. Its so beautifully written, I get every emotion thats poured into this fic and the story itself is so good and unique in a way I just love it! (also kinda funny but love how this is the only SVT fic that made it on this list 😂😂😂)
March
More than This by @heesbaby
KITTY JAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Thats all.
But in all seriousness, this is a wonderful smau!! I loved every bit of it!! Its so cute and soft! Jay is so BABY KITTY 🥹🥹🥹 I love him to bits! And the funny parts are also so funny! The smut is also good but to me its also so cute too! ALSO THE ANTAGONIST MAKES ME WANT TO COMMIT ARSON HOW DARE SHE HURT MY PRETTY BBY JAY!!! But when a fic gets me reacting like that you know its good! Overall an amazing smau! Love love!
April
The Archer and His Queen by @forjongseong
ARCHER JAY GOT ME ACTING UP DUDEEEE!!! The thought its so hot but you wanna know whats hotter??? HOW RESPECTFUL HE IS THROUGH OUT THIS FIC!! He truly respects his Queen and then truly falls in love with her?!? I CANNOT! Also I like how unique it is! In a way that Jay isn't a knight, not a prince, not a king, not just like a commoner, but an archer. Idk I just like how different it is, how often is it to have the love interest be an archer? (I'm sure pretty common but I rarely see it hehe) plus.. again, thats hot 🥰 The smut is so gooooood!! and the ending is adorable!
May
Ship Happens by @/tfwheeseung
MERMAID JAKE!!!!! Like. MERMAID! JAKE!! Now this story, I don't think any of you can read it anymore? as tfwheeseung (lily) has deactivated. So thats a shame, but if theres a way you can read it please do!! Its so cute and so funny! Jake is like a mermaid pup combined he's adorable here!! HE JUST WANTED TO CATCH YOU A FISH!!! How adorable is that?! Its just a simple and adorable fic that I cant stop giggling about every time I think about it!
June
Angels Like You by @ham-st4r
OH THIS ONE IS SOOOOOOO GOOOOOD!! DUDE THE HEART BREAK I FELT FOR HEESEUNG IN THIS FIC AAAAAAA!!
“I believed that you had changed, I really did,” // “I gave you my heart” // "I trusted you with my body,” //“I-I loved you”
Heart breaking dude 😭😭😭 Like how dare the reader break this soft boys heart!! BUT THE ENDING IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!! LIKE AAAA!! I shed some tears!! Overall I truly absolutely adooooree this fic!!! Plus reading it while listening to the song makes you cry harder 👍
July
Hype Boy by @onlyjaeyun
DOMESTIC JAKE!!! Bro Jakes backstory man 😔😔😔 I've never heard of anything sadder like I FEEL SO BAD FOR HIM AND HIS ADORABLE AND ANGEL OF A BABY BROTHER! I adore the Sim brothers so much and I will do anything I can to protect them AAAAAAAAAA!!!! Hype Boy is such an adorable and sad smau but it ends so beautifully! Jake has an amazing support system in this smau and just the love he has for his baby brother and the reader is unmatched I love love love!!
August
Rule Number 1: Don't Fall in Love by @jaylaxies
Dude idk why I love fake dating tropes, especially when its to get revenge! So I was hooked from the beginning!!! So HAHAHAH GET FUCKED HOON! Jake is SUCH A GREEN FLAG THROUGH OUT THIS ENTIRE THING ITS GORGEOUS TO READ!!!! Also Undercut Jake?!?!? 🤭 yes pleaseeeeee!! also this one?? the smut?? oh yeah it is NASSTYYYYY IN A GOOD WAY AND I LOVE THATT!! But the aftercare is just perfect!! This is a reaaaalllyy good fic that I always find myself constantly rereading!
September
Poison by @onlyjaeyun
Oh wow another onlyjaeyun smau??? well duh when this on is just AN ABSOLUTE MASTERPIECE!!!! LIKE OOOHH MY GOD IS THIS ONE AMAZING! Like heeseung is so... AKJSJS I HAVE NO WORDS 😭 The fact he actually gets off on the readers pleasure??? HOT BRO. And how can I not put this as the best thing I read during september when it has lines like THIS:
"I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you, princess" // "I just can't break this promise, Sunghoon is my everything",
"and what about me? What am I to you?"
"My most precious treasure."
Do I need to explain further??? Yeah. I thought so 😊
October
Come Back to Me by @enhaheeseung
This entire series was a rollercoaster of a read. Like the way I went from "FUCK YOU HEESEUNG!" to "NO WAIT TAKE HIM BACK" to "YES GO HEESEUNG GO!!" to "HEESEUNG YOU DICKHEADDD" to "Oh god you poor thing" to "Omg yay! theyre together 🥰" is absolutely amazing!! As this was a series, every time I saw a notification for the next part of this fic showed up I immeeeediately read it! Caused me to be late for work a couple of times but it was worth it 👍👍👍👍. It's written really well! I just love this story and how it makes my heart clench and have me at the edge of my seat! Just amazing!
November
Verboten by @heesbaby
YES. JUST AN ABSOLUTE YES!! This smau is SO FRICKIN GOOD! Daddy Heeseung?? like duh yes please! But even before then reader got to play around with 02z 🤭🤭🤭🤭 so that was fun! and what made me love this one so much was also HOW FUNNY IT IS??? Like Cinna I don't think we give you enough credit youre like- SO FUNNY?? How you even thought of having Niki doxx Jake I'll never know but it's just so funny and I'll forever laugh at that thought. But this smau is also just so frickin fluffy at times! the relationship heeseung has with the reader is so fucking healthy, I'm actually jealous. I loved this smau very very much!
December
Strictly Business by @onlyjaeyun
And a surprise to absolutely no one!!! Of course Zadie's third smau had to be on here! NOT MY FAULT SHE MAKES AMAZING STORIES!!! Plus Jay??? as a CEO??? WHAT CAN BE HOTTERRRRR?!?! Of course it's automatically my favorite!!! But besides that Jay is just... so amazing!! He'll literally do ANYTHING for the reader and thats so fucking endearing! My mans in love your honor! We love a rich man who's in love! Find me a man like that please! Besides that the smut is amazing yo, and the ddlg parts 🤭🥰🤭🥰 got me kicking my feet and twirling my hair bro!! It's really no surprise how amazing this one is! especially with how sweet and amazing everyone is (besides some of the antagonists of course!) 100000/10 smau! truly!
And that was my 2023 fic wrapped!!! Also Honorable mentions to these specific creators and fics cause I also REALLY LOVED THEM! I just had to mention them:
@ham-st4r for Wrong Doings
@enhaheeseung for Nobodies
@strzlun for Midnight
@yunjardi for Double Trouble
@luvyeni for Forever and Always
@shanbinswf for Brand New Moves
@yeonjunszn for So Sick
@kitten4sannie for Space in Between
@yoursjaeyun for Endless Love
Thank you to everyone who wrote all these amazing stories! You all really make my days better! I hope you all continue to write for 2024!! I also wish 2024 will be kinder to you! Love you all! 💕
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ugh-yoongi · 11 months
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hello, friends 🫶🏻
just a psa/personal rant?? not really a rant but
i wanted to talk about a few things, and i think the cleanest and easiest segue is to say: i have left all of my writing networks. it is 100% nothing personal to any of them, i have enjoyed each and every one, but there are a few reasons why.
one, i am not active in any of the discord servers, so there was ✨anxiety✨ about not contributing and feeling obligated.
two (and this is the segue part): obviously these networks have a big reach, and i am feeling more and more anxious about exposing my work to the masses.
it’s a double-edged sword, because i write what i want and what makes me happy, but there is always a part of me that wants feedback and wants other people to see and enjoy it. but it has been tense here lately and the “please do not perceive me” feelings are REAL.
there is just… no nuance anymore. me posting “i don’t think it was a good decision for jungkook to go to qatar” turned into a bunch of anons calling me islamophobic and a bunch of other stuff. me saying it was a bad look for jimin to feature on a song by a r*pist turned into “you can’t have an opinion because you’re a rap line stan.”
i’m most certainly not perfect. i try to do the right thing. but tumblr has turned into a place where you will get bullied off the site if someone does not like you personally and decides you’re the internet’s villain of the day. you are put into situations you cannot win. if you defend yourself, you’re making excuses. if you don’t, you’re guilty and all those things people accused you of being are true.
it is literally this tweet:
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this is not a fandom known for being welcoming of discourse, but we have to be able to give others grace. there has to be nuance. like, we are literally stanning bts, who have done and said and written problematic things. we should not excuse intentionally harmful behavior, but we need to be able to have conversations and believe, to a certain extent, that not everyone behaves in malicious ways.
we all fuck up and will continue to do so. i hope your mistakes are handled with grace and you are given the benefit of the doubt, and i hope you extend that grace when others inevitably make mistakes as well.
i am not involved in drama here. i am 31 years old and too old and tired. i just want to write and cry over seokjin and shitpost with my friends.
i’m sure this has all been said before, but: i was offline at the time everything went down with m (shout-out the fucking car accident i got in on my way to pick up my friends from the airport, why did this seemingly happen to everyone??) but they are someone i have interacted with both here and offline, and how all of that played out was fucked up, to say the least. others have explained it far more eloquently than me, but it bears repeating.
so while i love writing and i love sharing my work, there is a part of me that’s anxious every time i post. including this. i will continue to do so and hope that this site becomes warmer and more welcoming, because i see a lot of posts lamenting writers leaving or deactivating, and i just think: “well, yeah.”
enough has been said about interaction and the like/reblog ratio, which is definitely a huge part. it can be demoralizing to spend so much time and effort writing a fic that gets little interaction. but the environment is a big part, too, and i’m hopeful that can change.
(but also—protect your peace, whatever that means for you. unfollow that person. block that tag. you don’t have to engage with everything, especially if it raises your blood pressure. one of the few good things about the internet is that you’re largely able to curate your experience. don’t feel guilty about taking advantage of that.)
i will finish this by saying: i am always open to having conversations so long as they’re in good faith. it is not anyone’s place to police my behavior, but if i ever do or say something that is not cool, you are more than welcome to address it with me. i encourage you to do so. as flor once said: comfort can’t help me grow up.
love u all. pls be nice to one another. 🖤
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starsomens · 4 months
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hey girl do you have twitter? I'm reading absurd rumors that because some of ✨silly us✨ made fun of Noah and Folio deactivating accounts, Bad Omens will end like the most absurd thing: the people spreading this are people who likes them ???? wtf is happening the world really has gone mad??? why wHY throw this out into the universe why we can't just admire and love them and their music in peaceeee
I don’t have or use twitter 😭 I have seen on insta that Both are gone at first was like awh 😔
but then I was like eh doesn’t rlly effect me, may benefit them, and doesn’t effect the music so i don’t rlly have a reaction to it you know
I think people are reading into it a little too much and maybe they just wanted to get off social media…it’s not rlly that big of a deal now say if the official band page is gone then that might cause some concern
And as far as on here and people ik we have not been making fun of them for it (???) because honestly (and this not towards you anon) who the fuck??? 😭 calm down it ain’t the end of the world, their socials are gone, oh well the world ain’t gonna explode
I just wanna enjoy their music 🥹 I’m in my lil world over here writing but now that you mention it that might also be why my inbox has been quiet lately
And anyone who’s on tumblr just to be like “iTs yOuR fAuLt tHeY leFt “ first off…No.
Second off Noah CLEARLY states why he didn’t feel comfortable using socials in the latest magazine interview 😭 people were going on his relatives Facebook pages and if finding pictures of him when he was kid and he felt uncomfortable about it.
So all I’m saying in my defense and all the people here minding their business just writing lil stories, it’s not us.
It really is NOT us. Ultimately it’s is UP TO THEM WHAT THEY WANNA DO WITH THEIR LIVES AND SOCIAL MEDIA !!!!
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mycovenofchaos · 11 days
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This is Peanut, I’m here to answer the anon asking about the old blog: I deleted it cause I was tired of the fandom. It felt a lot of the times like I was a teacher in kindergarten trying to control toddlers on a sugar rush; people hated me and Maddie, gftwd was harassing me, and a deranged 40yr old “fan” named Rosa used my blog to spread some very serious slander against Frances. All of that because people think they own Evan.
And I see things have not changed that much since I left; some of you started spewing racist shit recently at the slightest thought of Evan dating a woman of colour and calling her “ugly”. I just cannot be waking up to asks like these. It makes my blood boil. Whoever sent that ask on TWEAM is ugly from within and is a fucking loser.
Anyway.
I definitely miss the people I met on here which is why I pop in from time to time. I missed doing reading on Evan and I miss talking to the anons and joking around with Maddie. But I prefer staying anonymous and not run a fandom blog anymore. I have had enough.
My dear ♥️
I can’t even think about that day, I feel so sad. When I go to my dms and read “deactivated” on the name of the blog, and your message saying sorry for doing that 🥺 but hopefully you are back now and I hope we never lose contact again!🤞🏻🪄✨
It’s really not easy to run a blog about an actor who has such sick fandom. And mine is not even a “big” blog, with millions of followers, and sometimes I feel like leaving tumblr.
I just want this to be a good and funny place, with healthy discussions and mature conversations! ✨♥️ and I think I am on the right track!
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switchingsoftly · 14 days
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4,
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92 or 93, dealer's choice
Lot of questions, and a lot of answers under the cut!
4: What’s the best sex you’ve ever had?
It's so hard to compare my favorites, but I think just in terms of how much I think about it, that time I got spit roasted would for sure top the cake. I hope I can do that again veryyyy soon djdkfjskf
20: What’s the queerest shit you’ve ever done?
Exist
31: Describe your most unusual/taboo fantasy.
Y'know, it's hard to say lol, I'm not sure. With the crowds I'm in, a lot of what I enjoy is fairly... normal? Common, I suppose, lol. I think maybe my like spiderweb of a stalker kink would probably be my most unusual/taboo as of currently. It's also my favorite 💅🏼✨
33: Who’s the oddest person you’ve fantasised about?
Honestly? I personally feel I'm pretty boring in this regard, but the oddest person I've fantasized about was this one friend I had in college. I wasn't even really attracted to him, but our friend group took the bdsm test for funsies (as you do) and his results were a mixed bag. Your gurl got curious, I won't lie sjfldjcks. I really like the whole, "turns into a completely different person in the bedroom" type of troupe, and he definitely had the potential for that sort of thing lol.
40: Describe your most sexy fantasy.
Currently, being like, this cute shapshifting son-cubus who gets corrupted and taken in by his new Eldritch void-demon mommy is my favorite, currently. Just the idea of having past experiences and sensations completely erased from my mind and replaced by this sweet demoness who cares for fie's son oh so much and makes sure to spend lots of special bonding time together is so cute.
There's a similar one that's this little god guy (me) and his Vala -his priestess- and all the things they'd do. Astral mind-fucking, worship, devotion, etc etc is just. So good. And the thought of like, maybe the Vala being this god's mother... loving it to the point of literally seeing it as her god and worshipping it is just. Sjcjckc yeah, family fantasy stuff for sure is my thing right now sjckckvkgkb
49: Do you have any kinks that you’re ashamed of?
I feel like there's a small glimmer of shame in every single one of my kinks, in all honesty. I used to get intrusive thoughts about sexual stuff when I was younger because of it, but I'm doing pretty good with accepting the things that makes things a little more exciting for me 🖤
54: Describe how you like your genitals to be touched
With afab stuff, I really just loved to be filled hard enough to be sore for days afterwards. Fingering, fucking, doesn't matter as long as I physically cannot think. With oral I do prefer to be given head rather than eaten out, as that's more pleasurable to me, and I've gotten some pretty good reviews on how it feels for me to bob their head on my dick >//u//>
55: How sensitive are your nipples? Does nipple play turn you on?
Depends on the person. Personally, if I play with them by myself it doesn't really do much, but if someone else is I absolutely love it. I'd say they're slightly sensitive, mostly to licking and such, and it's such a foreign and good feeling to me lol
92: Post a naked selfie.
You-know-who is being a huge bitch rn and I'm afraid if he sees a pair of tits next to the word 'trans' he'll explode and I'll be deactivated. I've thought about making an of at some point in the future, so who knows! I'll post one for funsies at some point, I'm sure hehe
93. Tag your biggest tumblr crush
@wolfgirlclit hi momma 🖤
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ewanmitchellcrumbs · 2 months
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✨✨✨✨✨ANGEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! ✨✨✨✨✨
Okay hiii ~~ I’m dumping all these thoughts on you so be prepared 🤭
So like I said in my last message, I’ve been a very dark place recently where everything seems like it’s constantly hitting, but after asking for your advice, I took it to heart and really followed if, finding it really did help taking it one tiny step at a time with the simplest things. Life is still throwing every little shit it can find at me, but I’m dealing with it much much better, and I feel like I owe you some thanks to that, so again, I don’t think I can ever tell you how much I appreciate you and enjoy your presence!! I never got to respond to it, but I read your post recently and felt like this was more important to respond first.
Two, I’m so saddened to hear you’re feeling a bit lost about the writing and fandom. I haven’t been on much trying to focus on my self so I don’t know much, but when I do check in every now and then, it does seem… quiet? I hope and think it’ll liven up the closer it comes to June. But regardless of that—
I ADORE YOUR WRITING. Your writing is some of the most thought-provoking, emotional pieces I’ve read, and it truly shows and reflects just how much heart and soul you put into it. I’ll be honest, there’s some times when I can’t read certain fics of yours because I’m not mentally in the right headspace for some, but— to me— it just reflects on how great and impactful your writing is!!! Idk if u remember, and this was when I newly started following you so I was like extra super nervous and shy lol, but the person that requested the jealous Ettore was me. I think I remember sending an anon back and thanking you bc I was impressed and thankful you accepted it, but also I was so shy my hands were shaking the entire time so it was a bit blurry lol. I remember literally fangirling and gushing to my two friends (one who doesn’t even care about Ewan lmao) about how I was so impressed and blown away by it!! Your Ettore series had me hooked (AND IM STILL NOT OVER HOW IT ENDED— I WILL NEVER RECOVER. I will sue you for my emotional damages 🥺)! The Aemond one where after a toxic relationship, the reader tries to escape and he doesn’t let her literally made me want to wallow in the despair. And the Michael Gavey one where I basically wrote an essay of how much I loved it is still one I think about way too much for it to be healthy— plus it’s given me some really crazy dreams 🤭 Those are just my top three! Much to say, I adore your writing. I adore the commitment and dedication you give and feed us. And most importantly, I adore you. Although selfishly I hope you continue, I hope you know no matter what you ever decide to do, I’ll always support and follow. I am a la loyal after all 🤭😂
In all seriousness, I hope life is treating you well, and i hope you’re being kind to yourself. I’m sending all my love and support!! Please stay safe and healthy. Much much much love to you, Ange 🩶🩶🩶
-Hannah Montana anon.
Post Scriptum:: this was insanely long and completely manic-produced, I am so so sorry !! ✨
I am so glad that my advice has helped a little and things are starting to improve for you. I hope they continue to get better!
I had no idea your were my jealous Ettore anon! I had so much fun writing that, thank you for sending it! And thank you for the kind words, they truly mean a lot. You have never been anything but kind and supportive to me, and I hope you realise how appreciated it is!
I've no plans to deactivate this blog. I enjoy reading other people's fics, and looking at all the pretty gifs. I just need to do something for myself that makes me feel better about my own creative output. I've no idea what that is yet, but I will figure it out!
Thank you for taking the time to check in. I hope the rest of your week is a good one. Sending so much love to you! xoxo
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ravenadottir · 2 years
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hi there.
this is a very long post about why i'm deactivating my inbox and taking some time off, so... if you're not interested, skip this one. you know it's long and... not cohesive, which is very on brand for me.
gotta keep that ✨aesthetic ✨ going.
it's been maybe a year since the last time i closed my inbox for a while. i really need every spare second i can get to focus on my other projects. i have many pieces to finish, and coming in to tumblr and responding asks takes some time.
don't get me wrong, i fucking love it (i'll talk about it later on in this post) but i just really have been buried in unfinished projects, and well, you've seen the length of my answers, bitch can't shut up about the subject people ask him about lol so it takes a while to answer them, and i need this time.
i'm not sure how long this hiatus is gonna take, and i'm ok with not knowing. if this was last year's time off i would be calculating everything, trying to come up with a solid calendar mark, but now? nah, i'm cool with not knowing.
a few things i need to address before i go:
plenty of characters are queer or other genders and there's nothing you can do about it. you can argue with the wall because it's the only thing that's not gonna disagree with you.
i have no problem with anyone in the fandom. if there's any "beef", that's you having it with me, it's not mutual. i can't hate/dislike someone i don't even know or care about. get over yourself.
if you feel the need of sending hate in my inbox... i do hope you find peace, and whatever situation, person, struggle is making you feel so angry, i hope it's temporary. also, know that you don't need to ignore or try not to feel your anger, you just need to know how to manage it. people you don't know in real life, and that are not responsible for making you feel this way, are not exactly the people who deserve your explosions. if you cannot confront your trigger, know this: it's gonna be ok. this is not gonna last forever, and you will have the power to leave this situation soon. i know it sounds condescending, but i'm being serious. everything is gonna be ok.
from here on out it's about to get cheesy, so if you're uncomfortable with feelings, this is the end of the post for you. hope you have a blast while i'm gone. stay hydrated and fed.
i have some advice for you: please don't let anything negative affect the way you look at your work or creative process. whether it's a condescending comment, or an ask, or even someone in real life saying something... if you're in search of the perfect way of writing, something that fits with your style and time table, you have to think about what you want, and not what other people will think it's interesting. YOU'VE GOT THIS! keep going, you know exactly what to do, don't let the writing paralysis get to you.
to whoever sent those asks about writing advice, please tag me in your updates if you ever do write those pieces. i would honestly love to read them now that i'll have more time. i'm a big advocate for "the more the merrier" and that's not gonna change. TAG ME!
stop clenching your jaw and go drink some water and eat something. that frail body of yours is not gonna survive on air and positive thoughts you dumb bitch (affectionate).
i'll be logged off for a while so i can work on the (many, many, many) outlines i have to finish, so i might not respond messages as quickly, but i'll get to them at some point.
this is random but... i have discovered watercolor and brown noise and it has been really peaceful lately. i don't know if this information will serve you in any way but i thought i would share.
anyway!
the anons that have sent me questions, prompts, ideas, requests of any kind, i hope you know you have made my day many, many times. i can’t stress this enough, if there wasn’t any asks for me to answer, there wouldn’t be as nearly as much content in this blog. and in the fandom for that matter! i love that you always bring interesting and insightful asks to us, and sometimes fucking hilarious, keeping the fandom alive and running. we never met, we never talked, but you kept coming back and giving us more stuff to talk about. thank you, because i learned so much while processing those answers, and i think we can all agree, you are the true backbone of this place. I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
to the people that have become my friends and have been there for me through happy and sad moments, i truly love and appreciate you so much, you’re absolutely the type of light a person would be lucky to have. you’re brilliant and deserve the world, so never forget that! i hope you stay evolving but never change, because you are amazing, and you have so much to give. I FUCKING LOVE YOU (2).
to the people I wasn't friends with but i saw you on my dash... my introvert ass didn't let me get to know you, but i know for a fact you're so cool and deserve the world! i wish I had talked or reached out, but i couldn't. and still, i see you and yours posts, your writing, your drawings, and you're fucking talented and amazing. please never change.
in case i don't come back i just wanna say this: this fandom is only wonderful because the people here are fantastic and creative and warm and amazing and supportive and gorgeous and awesome and funny and-
the time i spent here wasn't a waste. quite the opposite, it was very fun and interesting. i made some really good friends, i have rediscovered a passion, i have figured out my disabilities, sexuality, gender in the mean time... it's been a blast! so i guess i just want to say, i love this fandom and the people in it.
i’m the kind of person that believes learning is an endless process. whether it’s academic, self-knowledge, or even, for lack of better term, “streets smarts”. you’re never gonna stop learning, and i hope you don’t.
we can all improve and evolve and it doesn't mean you have to change. i had an epiphany a while ago and i'm more convinced than ever that what i'm doing is right. so if you ever... have one of those, keep going. i know you can do this, and i know there are some days when you feel like it doesn't matter, but it does. i promise you, it does.
you never know who you're reaching but i guarantee you are reaching someone, so please, keep going, whatever your craft or work is.
and last but not least, if this is the last time we talk, i hope you know this: i'm proud of you. whether because you posted a chapter, or because you made a funny post, or even because you made your bed today. we know these are trying times, and possibly an "apocalypse surviving" era, SO IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU DO! if you chose to relax today, or to write, or just to make some ramen to feed yourself, i don't care, you're still alive and doing your best to stay sane, so I'M PROUD OF YOU.
ok, i think i'm done.
stay hydrated and fed. hopefully we'll talk soon?
alright, bye.
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ifonlyicouldrun · 1 year
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hi. i totally understand if you dont wanna talk about everything thats going on but you seem to be one of the only ppl i see rn talking abt it...
im currently crying. because one of my friends deactivated because of this whole thing. and i feel like shit because i didnt interact with them that much, but we were still friends. i might not ever be able to talk to them again, i dont know, unless they come back.
i feel really bad for the people who got affected by this all directly. i'm really lucky that i wasn't targeted because i would've also had to deactivate tbh. i've posted abt myself on here, and if people tried to stalk me, i wouldn't be safe :/.
i dont know what else to say ig. it just really fucking sucks. it was only a couple days ago that they interacted with me. and now i dont know if they ever will again.
Thank you very much for sending me this ask and sharing your feelings that are totally valid 💓
I can relate to what you are saying because I was also talking yesterday with someone who desactivated and I felt very sad when I woke up this morning and saw that they weren’t there 😞 However, I understand their feelings and I think it makes sense to log off a bit and reconnect with friends, family and things that make you happy in real life whenever you are being bullied online. If they stayed here o n Tumblr with us, their mental health would maybe have declined continuously until a breaking point. What we want for them is to heal and be safe now :) I really hope that your friend is ok and that they will be back very soon if they feel better ❤️‍🩹
In the meantime, let’s try to stay united as a community. I will try to do some research on how to prevent cyberbullying and how to deal with it if it happens.
Sending you positive vibes ✨ !
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You said somewhere in your ask about relationship advice that “very often the perfect relationship comes when you're not actively looking for it.” I have always believed that but I just want to ask your view about something that happened to my love life that’s like both in harmony to that saying and is like a contradictory at the same time. So a little back story, last year I used to go to this guy’s live on TikTok, he’s tiktok famous, his videos are all about his thoughts about love, relationships, his past heartbreaks and everything about romantic relationship. At first I never had any initial serious intentions, I wasnt even that much attracted to him, but he is a pretty guy, fine as fuck, enough reason for me to flirt with him every time he would go live, I was always on the comment throwing compliments and corny pick up lines 😂 but I wasn’t deep into anything, I was just doing it for fun and maybe out of boredom. during those times never in my mind that I assumed that he’d see me as a separate girl that would standout or be noticeable from the other girls that would shoot their shot/flirt with him on his live… because he is really that attractive, that he is so used to girls always flirting with him. Looking back, I just realized I was consistently actively supporting him for like 3 months… until I stopped going to his live, maybe I got bored and tired of it, I didn’t go to his live for maybe another 3 months. Then one time he crossed my mind, I checked his tiktok account and he deactivated it, I was wondering what happened, I went through his IG, and he posted on his story a quote “trust actions not words”. Then days after he reactivated his account, I caught his live and hopped on it, I typed something, he went silent when he noticed my name popped up, then he said “you didn’t come to my live for 3 years” (can hear the pain in his voice) I was so surprised 😮 (((in my mind, the 3 months I was gone felt like 3 years for him?!?!?!😭😭😭))) and then he said more things to me that made me realize he was waiting and looking for me the whole time that I was gone, and as soon as I came to a realization that I was on his mind for 3 months, it felt like I was in heaven for a moment 😂😭💕 I also found out the reason he deactivated his TikTok account was because I stopped going to his live.. so basically, HE CAUGHT FEELINGS 😂😭 flirting for fun literally turned into feelings 😂😂😂 this is the part where I want to understand what you said about finding love when u don’t actively look for it, Because it’s like I was doing all that flirting but I was detached to any outcome, it was like I was applying pressure but I had no attachment to any expectations, I was just giving love freely but I wasn’t trying to pursue him, it appeared like I was “chasing” but I really had no goal to make him fall inlove. I was just putting love out there, and I didn’t expect all the love I gave would comeback to me stronger than what I put out. It all started and happened last year and he is still attached to me. I went from watching his videos talking about love, to now being the subject of his videos 😂😭😂😭 can u please explain how the law of attraction/law of detachment applied on this situation cause 😂
Wow, that's so cool. I think what happened is you focused all your energy on him and also was sending out the energy of love, so you got in your reality the circumstances that matched this energy. You just had this state of being of giving love without attachment. We always get what we are, because reality is our mirror. And I think you also were focusing on this guy a lot during his lives, so it's almost like you set this unconscious intention to make him notice you, and it worked. 😀✨
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how long did it take to get a decent amount of requests for like headcannons in stuff?
i’ve only been post original stuff for like a month, and know i need to be patient and post constantly
i’ve gotten one request so far and found out i really really, enjoy writing things for other people. it like deactivates my perfectionism for some reason? you’d think it make would it worse. do you have any advice for getting more followers? or did it just kind of happen?
i don’t want to famous or anything, i just want to be able to write stuff for people.
i know better than get validation from random people on the internet, i don’t need them to tell me i’m good at writing, i know i’m a good writer i’m just learning that i don’t need to be ✨perfect✨ and i’m using fanfics and headcannons to do that
honestly... it kind of snowballed after I did like 15? I started getting them really steadily and now I have like 37 in my inbox and I don't know how I'm ever gonna be able to get through them.
It really just kind of happened.
I think I joined in late September of last year? Started making content pretty consistently?
I was in the middle of writing the most popular fic I've ever written on ao3, though, and I'd already accumulated a few readers with that.
And like, after November of that year, I started getting a looootttt of asks.
*panics, slightly, when thinking about it*
I love getting asks, believe me, they just are a little stressful. Augh.
Anyways, I totally get where you're coming from, and I'm glad something deactivates it!!! Also, validation from people on the internet is where I live a lot of the time. Like, people comment on my ao3 works and i just grin really wide.
Really, in my experience, getting more followers is just making content, and interacting with other people!
Other than that, I really don't know if there's an art to it, and I think it's mostly chance. I hope you get more asks soon, and keep up the practice!
<3
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hamilton-ventblog · 1 month
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woo pinned post time
gonna make this pretty casual since not many people are gonna see it probably
so uh yeah hamilton is kinda considered problematic now which is fair the basic premise is kinda bad but im hyperfixating on it rn so yk
didn't want to talk about it on main yk how tumblr is
if you think you know my main don't say anything please, you can dm me if you want to be sure ^^
this blog was made on a whim so there's a very real chance ill just deactivate, probably without a warning so be prepared for that ig?
ah also not a huge fan of historical versions of the characters, getting too close to rpf for me and i don't think that's great in a fandom based around fictionalized versions of morally bad really people but ship and let ship ig
speaking of which i don't really ship anyone but i might reblog stuff, mostly lams since that's what's out there
this blog is probably just gonna be mostly reblogs but im open to chat or whatever, feel free send in an ask or whatever, tryina make this a chill space so nothing like. discoursy or political please
honestly im more of an animatic fan than a hamilton fan but whatever
oh also my banner and pfp are by galactibun idk if they'd want their new account associated with their old work so not tagging them
this is also partially a vent blog i promise this makes sense, hamilton has trauma connections to me
uhh info! im #neurodivergent and also a minor. she/her or they/them pronouns please, just pick a set idk. (i don't even use they/them pronouns usually but they help me feel ✨ anonymous ✨ and disconnected from my main blog so yeah.) my (user)name isn't super common so idrk what to go by here. honestly if you just address me as "you" or "the person running the blog" that works.
anyway hi ig
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babycandy111 · 4 months
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Hello Nimi! This is Beth.
As you know I've already deactivated my blog, I would like to show my gratitude towards you for one last time.
I'm really grateful for your support and love towards my works. You've been kind to me and the way you encouraged me... I can't thank you enough for that.
I don't know what you think about the "plagiarism issue" but whatever your opinion is on this, I respect that. Also, I'm sorry if I have caused you any trouble.
But, I want to clear out a few things:
I don't know why they never thought about the thing that if I was to plagiarize someone's work, why would I post it on the same platform as the original fic where they have 8k+ notes? I would have posted that on Wattpad or any other platform. Idk why no one noticed that.
I deleted my account because of the hate comments and the hatred towards me was becoming too much that it started to affect my mental peace, not because any other reason people are spreading. I don't know how people can be so much inconsiderate and cruel! They tend to forget that all of these people here on Tumblr are real humans, including me, who are living in this real world, have jobs, studies and a family, they have heart and soul and feelings of their own. They don't understand how much their words can have an effect on people. Those words had affected me so much so that I had to leave this app and delete my blog. You know, you can have your own opinion, maybe you can think it was plagiarism but there were many different ways to phrase it, still they managed to being inconsiderate and cruel about it. Even though, I have already left, they continued to spread nagetive comments about me. So, I have to say this.
To all the people who spread hatred and bully people online or even offline: Know that you're the reason behind someone's depression, you're the reason someone took their life. I hope, you know the depth of your words which affected someone so much so that they had took their own life. I hope, you know how inhuman you are.
Anyway, Nimi, I wish you a bright future. Make sure to give your best and crack those exams. I wish you success🤍
Take care and good bye🤎✨
#bethschamberoftales
I love you and I'll miss you baby I don't know about the palgarism coz I haven't read the fic but I love you work hope you have a bright future ahead I'll really miss you its so sad that you deactivated your account we used to chat so much. I'll really miss you I Love you and thank you my friend
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aseyaz · 1 year
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Omg hello Noa!! I hope you're doing well 🤍🤍
Sorry for troubling you like this but i just wanted to clarify some things, like: YES, i deactivated my account, lmao, and the reason is that well.. my health is not really in a good condition these days :') and APPARENTLY I need to rest a lot and that APPARENTLY means not to use my phone too like 🙄 lemme read this fic porn about shanks and his corruption kink like now we cannot even do that 🙄😤
But lmao jokes aside, I'm really sorry for everyone that took the time to send in a request but didn't get any answer, I love writing and it makes me very happy but I think that I really have to stop for my body and health at least.
Thank you so muchh noa for interacting with me 🥺🤍🤍✨ I had such a good time writing your requests!! I hope you find your Zoro in real life and live happily~
And thank you to everyone else that interacted and read my silly little posts and fics porn and thirsts~
I will of course continue watching one piece when I'm allowed and talk with you guys when i can of course 🤍✨🤍
See you soon~ 🤍
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EVEEE!! stay safeeee, rest as much as you need, i wish you all the best!!! i hope it’s not too boring not being able to be on your phone, having to rest as much and to take meds
girl don’t thank me, i love interacting with you and i can’t wait to see you back over here so we can babble again about our simps <3333 i can’t wait to read you again!!
take all the time you need to recover, we miss you and wish you all the best 💗
a lot of people were wondering where you’ve been, unfortunately i couldn’t answer everybody but know that you have our 100% support!!!
the zoro part was so cute🥲 i wish you to find your shanks too!!! you’re the sweetest eve you deserve all the best get well soon 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
can’t wait to see you back again 🫶🏼🫶🏼
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mycovenofchaos · 3 months
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Can someone explain what’s happened between old blog admin and Maddie bcz y’all been talking about them here and I feel lost is there a beef or something ? I don’t think all this was just because she deactivated her blog ? Is there personal reasons ?
No no, there’s no beef. They became good online friends, really close. When Admin deactivated the blog, it was a really tough day here: the fake news about Evan’s nudes being leaked and the insanity of this fandom, everything was too much. Admin deleted the blog, and Maddie said “no tarot blog, no me”. And they were gone. Both of them.
Maddie wrote a text, you can read it here. After some time Admin sent an ask, and it’s here.
And they are both still hurt because of the sudden separation and other personal reasons, but we are hopeful that they are going to make through this and get back to be the best duo we love the most! Even if they don’t do readings together anymore, I just want them to remain friends for life! ✨💕
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