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#made something dumb lol
ca-3 · 2 months
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Naturally, he got one for RenRen too 👕✨️ (dumb doodles again...)
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softerhaze · 8 months
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idk if it was the venus retrograde or what, but july 2023 was quite literally the worst month i've ever experienced in my life like.....every single day? awful? worse than the last? it's more likely than u think
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jays-therapist · 5 months
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I don't know if this a hot take or not but I really disagree with the idea that Yukio is jealous of Rin's power and physical strength? Rather, I think it's Rin's emotional strength that Yukio envies.
I have a lot to say about this lmao, so I'm just gonna put it all under the cut that way people who don't want to read this long ass analysis don't have to. Also, manga spoilers.
Blue Exorcist is a fun shonen manga because it measures strength outside of just "how hard can i punch this dude." Often, when characters talk about getting strong, they're talking about wanting to be mentally resilient; they want the ability to persevere, to be independent and face their fears/emotional turmoil on their own. Shiemi is a good example of this, I think. She constantly talks about being strong, but usually in the context of naviagting the world after living so long in isolation, and struggling to support her friends. Yes, she wants to get physically stronger, but at the core, she just genuinely wants to have a strong spirit (like a weed), and to be emotionally strong enough to help carry her friends' burdens.
Now, back to Yukio.
The biggest reoccuring theme in Yukio's jealousy is how he puts his brother on a pedestal, while constantly downplaying every good thing about himself (they both do this lol). You'll see this a lot in the examples I bring up.
There are four scenes I really want to focus on when discussing just how Yukio defines strength: his flashback in Chapter 29, his inner monologue in Chapter 37, his suicide attempt in Chapter 93, and That Time He Shot Rin in the Head in Chapter 96.
In Chapter 29, Yukio has this five-page montage of flashbacks, depicting specific moments where he felt both admiration and envy for Rin. And each of these moments highlight Rin's empathy, his care-free behavior, his kindness, his ability to inspire others, his desire to protect his little brother. Not his habit of setting things on fire.
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This is important because Yukio fundamentally believes that he is not a good person. He believes he is not kind, selfless, or brave. When he, as a child, cries because he can't adopt a puppy he wanted, he's envious that Rin is just happy to see the puppy in a nice home. When his brother rushes to save him from bullies, Yukio's upset that he couldn't do it on his own, that his brother feels he is so weak he can't even take care of himself.
From Yukio's perspective, these are examples of Rin either outshining him inherently or looking down on him. No matter how strong Yukio gets, he will never not be able to feel bad for himself when the puppy is given to a different family. He will never be able to prove to his brother that he can do things on his own. He was born with this weakness and he can't seem to kill it. He can't win, and he hates it.
In Chapter 37, after defeating the Kraken, Yukio and Rin have a little heart-to-heart. Here, we see Yukio's true feelings towards Rin's claims of "surpassing him", which is that Rin already does. Yukio feels that if anyone needs to surpass anyone, it's him. He will always come up short where it counts, whenever he needs to let things go or be more empathetic. Yukio is strong of body, but weak of spirit.
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So, with this in mind, when Yukio falls to his knees in Chapter 93 and says, "I was weak, and I couldn't get any stronger," he doesn't mean, "damn. wish i could've harnessed the demon power in my eyes to blow shit up." No, he's admitting defeat. He tried so hard to be strong, both physically and mentally but especially mentally, and he failed. He couldn't carry burdens like his father and brother could, like his friends could. He was cruel and cowardly. He hurt people he loved, and as long as he continues to live, he will keep hurting the people he loves.
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What is strength to Yukio? It's resilience. It's taking risks. It's independence. It's Rin.
(Or at least, how Yukio sees Rin. As I've said before, he likes to put Rin on a pedestal.)
In contrast, weakness is cowering. It's waiting for someone else to solve the problem. It's hurting good people who haven't faulted you. It's Yukio.
That leads us to Chapter 96, and this---
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This is kind of the crux of it all. Yukio is suffocating on his own perceived weakness and seeking to escape it. Here, Yukio is burning every bridge (the fact that this is literally taking place on a bridge is pretty ironic) that could possibly allow him to return to the Order to ensure he does what he needs to do. To be strong, he needs to be independent. To be independent, he needs to be alone. He can't let his brother solve all of his problems anymore.
So, like. Yeah. In conclusion, I think Yukio is heavily inspired by his brother's strength of character, just as much as he feels abased by it, and that's why his ideas of strength steer closer to broader concepts like bravery and self-determination rather than "let's hit the gym and summon Satan." He uses physical strength as a mask to conceal his perceived emotional weakness.
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samipekoe · 1 year
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sorry I spent like 10minutes trying to see if I could put a read more on mobile but I couldn't figure it out so here are my uncensored cats
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rexscanonwife · 5 months
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'The only problem is forgetting which side you're on'
Soooo jane has a zombie boyfriend I guess 🤷‍♂️ really no clue how this happened but this is my first official ship art and I plan to do more so expect more soon! No text alt under the cut
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vermillioncrown · 3 months
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snippet of tpac ch 11
who wants to see bruce being bullied? doesn't matter, here you go
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“—per my last missive, Sir: if you want this equation to exist, then the principles of linear algebra must necessarily exist.” Korvin waves a thin stack of ruled paper—covered with sprawling formulas, symbols, bullet lists, and patchwork paragraphs on both sides—like he’s trying to banish a demon. That demon, in this instance, is “Batman being stubborn.”
Bruce looks taken aback, like something is happening outside of his set parameters. From how Dick tried to explain it: apparently, Bruce and Korvin have a whole “pen pals” routine going on, and it’s still thriving despite them sharing the same living quarters for the past few months?
Do they actually waste stamps on this? Where do they hide the envelopes?
(Dick raised his hands in surrender at that line of questioning.)
Tim knows Bruce is a creature of habit and standards of operation—of which he completely respects because it’s efficient—but his staunch adherence to routine is next-level neurotic. Normally, he'd be furious about being sidetracked.
Yet, Korvin’s thrown caution to the wind and got so mad over math, like the fussy nerd that he tries to hide being, that he’s directly confronting Bruce—full “David vs Goliath” vibes here. And he's winning.
“I trust your work,” Bruce finally says, holding his hand out for the papers.
That only makes Korvin’s face twitch harder. “Sure. Why not. Everyone needs a bit of make-believe. Escapism in these trying times and shitass economy.”
“‘Shitass economy,’” Cass murmurs, of course latching onto the bit that everyone reacts to.
Babs sighs in disgust.
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puppyeared · 8 months
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Get sillay
Xīn Yá (left) belongs to me, Little Sailor (right) belongs to @crow-cap
Song: piranha creeper creek from super mario 3D world
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theloveinc · 1 year
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Was thinking about it a bit more and I realized… if it were to happen, I don’t think you and Kirishima actually get divorced, I think you’d just… “separate” for a while.
Probably at his insistence, too. Not that anything is wrong, really… but having a kid as a hero is super difficult, and I think Kiri probably gets caught up in the loop of not feeling like you guys are lovers anymore, just parents, and every other hero without a partner is doing so much better than him. On the charts, emotionally, etc... so he suggests taking a break in thinking that not being worried about you would make it easier to prioritize what he really thinks matters (your son and his career)…
Not realizing that things’ll go even more to shit after he sees you without your ring on when you drop off son for his first-ever custody weekend.
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rollercoasterwords · 1 year
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ummmmm fyi i do not write stories about lesbians to "provide wlw representation" 😐 please get a grip 😐
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dennisboobs · 7 months
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talking to macdennis shippers makes me realize how much more i enjoy charden lmfao
#i love early seasons macden a lot but i think they sort of. fucked mcdn beyond repair in a lot of ways#where they Need to derail the show and do some genuine repairs#if theyd stayed the way they were in s5 itd be like oh yeah nbd theyre fucking lol#but now its. complicated#which isn't inherently bad but i think theres so much to unpack that its just like. if its not done right its going to be a disaster#charden have remained actual friends#it doesn't feel like a huge jump for them to be on good terms#but everyone immediately assumes something must have happened offscreen if macden are getting along#like. its overcomplicated! idk! i think dennis' entire character is overcomplicated#and it makes it really hard because he is So established to just have a fun plot#also i think theyve slowly fucked mac's character and have no intention of fixing it like they have with charlie and dennis' characters#like charlie was made Too Dumb and theyve been remedying that by making him a little more grounded and serious#dennis was Too Angry and they're remedying it by having him develop a way of burning off pressure without exploding#but everything theyve developed for mac has just sort of been left behind#if there was a moment to show how he'd changed it wouldve been post mfhp but it almost seemed like it was a complete reversal#he devolved lol#he was definitely like. better. in s16. but he's lost so much complexity while the others have gained more#and it feels incredibly unbalanced#dee is just a nothing character now too which (while i disagree with a lot of the complaints abt her in s16) can be seen clearly now#but mac is just.#okay im done rambling bye#ada speaks#idk how to explain but macden as a dynamic feels like it holds both of their characters back#and it rarely brings anything new or interesting to the table#dennis shows a different side of himself around charlie#but he is. mostly just angry or exasperated around mac
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left4dead · 6 months
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Me trying to connect the dots between vivs taxidermy birds and antis throwing her speculated wealth in the face of her fans as if some of us haven't been giving her money pre-hazbin pilot
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creepyscritches · 1 month
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While she was cutting my hair I kept like 👁️👁️ analyzing my stylist's sweater trying to reverse engineer that thang mentally and I think I might have 80% of this crochet sweater pattern mentally pirated
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chordata7 · 8 months
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In defense of nine and shadow in sonic prime.
I just finished watching sonic prime season 2 and i love it. But i hate how the fabdom is treating shadow and nine. See both nine and shadow were both in the right for different reasons. Nines not a foil to sonic hes a foil to shadow. Both traumatized distrustful teens. Sonic never can fing communicate for shit in this series unlike other games. He does jump in and while he didnt know that hitting the crystal would cause reality to break. He assumed itd be ok and never heeds his friends warnings.
Season 1 legit made me despise sonic because for a character known for respecting his friends and relying on the wisdom of others ie tails he doesnt. Hes too cocky and arragont. Like i came fresh outta frontiers but even with forces and 06s shit writing sonic did let his friends input matter. This sonic in the show is objectively more punchable than any sonic.
So imagine my pleasant surprise when shadow beats sonics ass and when nine betrays sonic. I dont want sonic to fail btw i want him to be humbled. See nine tried saying his peace to sonic in the prior season. But as fing usual sonic didnt listen. Shadow was right in not trusting nine but for a different reason.
See shadow shares the same goals as sonoc to reclaim his home. He hasnt been in the different timelines only in shatter space most of the series. So his assumption that nine isnt real makes sense. He refuses to listen to sonic because again sonic cant explain or listen for shit. But after shadow realizes sonic is the only one who can to fix this. sonic convinces shadow to trust his judgement, reluctantly.
Nine trusts and not really uses sonic imo. See sonic wouldve fing died multiple times in this series if it wasnt for nines help be it technologically or logistically. Especially in the first season. But by the time nine meets tails he realizes sonics an idiot who wont be there for him. Cause he has the real tails. Which isnt true. Sonic wants him and tails to be happy.
Sonic in this season redeems himself to me by facing consequences and shows he truly wants everyone regardless of realities to be happy. The issue is nine rightfully doesnt buy it. Theres a pressumption that when everythings fixed the other worlds will be no longer. I know as an audience member it aint gonna be true. But nine and shadow dont know that.
From shadows perspective sonic refuses to listen to him and now is stuck in the shatter space due to that. Sonic in his mind and kinda objectively so is thinking hes above reproach. Due to sonics past of kicking eggmans ass and saving greenhill zone countless times. Hes not self assured and confident. Hes reckless and unwilling to listen. Shadow feels hes gotta pick up the pieces solo cause he has no friends now. See while sonic has been having misadventures in season 1, lord knows how long shadows been waiting in shatter space. Couldve been a few hours to years. Either way shadow shares sonics goals. He doesnt see nine as real cause his frame of reference is shatterspace and the broken greenhill zone. His perspectives limited but sonics an unrelable narrator.
For all nine knows sonic just wants the REAL tails back. And is stuck in the past. Meaning sonic ironically for a character who moves forward hes stuck and going backwards. And that sonic unwilling to reconcile and rebuild with him has implications in nines mind, those being.
Sonic doesnt see him as real or if he does. He doesnt value nines life equally (nines a cynical 8 year old whos distrustful)
That sonics friendship with nine is predicated on a memory and falsehoods (like nine didnt fully grasp hes an alternate tails until the damaged green hill zone. Sonic in this show hates explaining himself and listening)
That sonic only saw nine as a stepping stone for his goals just like the egg council. (This isnt true but neither fully communicated so egg on face for nine.)
Finally that sonics a neglegant idiot whos not willing to move on. (Nine has no connection to the greenhill zone. Also nine came from a cyberpunk post apocolypse. He grew up withou nostagia meaning his goal is to move on and rebuild. Which is daimetrically opposed to sonics goals in his mind)
These implications are fascinating. Because nine isnt in the wrong for betraying sonic from his perspective. We the audience have more knowledge and a bigger picture. Were justifibley upset with nine and shadow. But i do not believe nines a evil brat nor is shadows an edgy bully. Both are equally correct in their actions cause its consistant with their characterization.
I did expect nine to betray sonic cause ofc he would. I expected shadow to give sonic an ass ripping cause its internally cinsistent.
I genuinely love how the secondary cast and everyone but sonic is handled in this series.
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francy-sketches · 1 year
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hi I made an inprint if anyone wants anything
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mimiatmidnight · 10 months
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Will you be commenting on the Taylor drama?
I love the way this was worded, like I'm one of the siblings on Succession and the press has cornered me outside my penthouse to ask if I'll be releasing a statement on my family's latest scandal. Hehehe anyways.
Sorry but I just don't understand how anyone is shocked. Truly what has that woman ever done to successfully convince people that this is out of character for her. Like I don't want to diminish anyone's pain or anything but I see all these stans on here and over on Twitter in all this distress, having their very first epiphanies like "Hold on . . . does Taylor . . . suck??" And I kinda just have to chuckle at them cause like bless your hearts babes, but omg catch UP 😭
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Lol because 1) she is a severely emotionally stunted person who thinks edgy British "bad boys" are hot like she's 12 years old, 2) she has no true deeply-held moral principles outside of issues that directly affect herself, and 3) truthfully, she seems to be suffering from a serious crisis of identity after the end of the longest and most significant romantic relationship of her life, and in my opinion is pretty clearly desperate to prove something to the world/her ex/herself.
The first reason is cringe but not news to longtime viewers, the second reason is pathetic but also not news (to those who can be honest with themselves), and the third is . . . understandable in some sense, but not pitiable enough to make me willing to humor this insufferable little episode she's having. I wish her luck on this humiliating rebound journey, but she is gonna have to walk that road on her own.
Normally, I always roll my eyes when people make these kinds of jokes, but given the circumstances I feel justified in saying: I can't wait to hear the breakup song about him, sis 🤡
#the great thing about disliking your own fave is that they simply do not have the power to disappoint you lol#like her stans (at least those who arent complete sycophants—which sadly is not most) are breaking down over Babys 1st Cognitive Dissonance#meanwhile im just over here chilling lol#ive also just NEVER been particularly invested in her personal life anyways so im gucci on that front too#i didnt even realize specific songs were about specific celebrity exes until *several* years into listening to her music#thats how unplugged i am lol#she is unusually extremely visible in the collective conscious right now cause of the tour and this insufferable PR blitz#but the absolute best thing for me is when she disappears and i dont have to perceive her -- the actual person -- outside of her music#and then it can just be me and my lifelong companion the fictional character “taylor swift” (c)(r)(tm)#so personally the only real threat this hangs over my head is the thought she might put him on an album#like that does strike real terror in my heart im ngl#ESPECIALLY any of the rerecords oh my god#and given the way hes been tailing her in and out of that damn studio . . . its not looking good for me kids 🥴#i cant believe she would be that dumb after making the same mistake with joe on folklore#cause even tho now she has to suffer the indignity of sharing a grammy with her ex (LMAO)#at least we can understand that at the time she thought they were in it for life#but if she pulls that shit again with a REBOUND??? just to like stick it to joe or further delude herself or whatever?#idk im gonna need interpol or somebody to step in and do something drastic like this is a cry for help#did you guys see that euphoria meme someone made about her deranged “ive never been happier!!!!” speech the other day?#it was SO funny ill go find it
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squiddcakes · 2 months
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Happy BHM everyone, here's a spread of some of my black/black-coded characters and their silly-little hairstyles :]
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