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kyunsies · 15 days
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praying to the GODS kyuns new ep will give me the entire rap discography ive been waiting for 😭
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dkbtho · 2 years
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Hey all!!! It's my one year anniversary on this blog!! I picked out some of my favorite edits I've made and included an artsy selfie <3
Just wanted to give some quick shout outs under the cut-
To my sister @dkbruinedme for getting into kpop with me and being crazy with me from day 1!! From DKB, Monsta X, Cravity, Stray Kids, Ateez, Blitzers, to everywhere in between and more! 💞💞 Thanks for listening to me ramble about music and instrumentation, and about choreography and music videos and about outfits and styling!! Also thank you for your listening ear about my complicated feelings toward performing and idolship and musicianship and just everything!! I miss living with you 😭
To Mädch my first kpop Tumblr friend!! 💖💖 She's so so nice and is a wonderful gif maker for mx (@kyunsies ) and for nct (@tyongsies ) and is a lovely patient friend. If you like mx and/or nct I cannot suggest following her enough!! She is so so kind and I love seeing her work!!
To Jess @haknew who loves The Boyz like no other, makes beautiful gifs, and is such a delight to see on my dash! 💓💓
To Siyuan @ambivartence who is an INCREDIBLE artist (and also makes gifs!), and is just. so full of love and is so nice??? (I still have that giant ask about WayV to get to - I promise I haven't forgotten or lost it... Just haven't set aside the time to go through it yet!)
To Mindy @parkdatdkb a new friend who loves dkb!!! 💘
Truly, thanks all for making the kpop Tumblr experience fun and enjoyable. I've been on Tumblr for over ten years, and never really found friends on here until now!! Kpop Tumblr is just full of good people if you take the time to find them <3
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kyunsies · 1 month
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hello friends it’s been a month i hope you’re doing well <3
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kyunsies · 1 year
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life update
hello my beloved friends, i have neglected this blog for quite some time. i’ve had a lot of things happening in my life it seems for the past 6 months and it has taken me all but now to finally come here and write down my thoughts. i want to first say i’m really sorry for not making content as much as i used to — i was always one to say to myself “no matter how busy life gets, i will always make time for tumbly and my mutuals here!”. however, things have gone really differently and before i knew it time was really slipping away from me and i found myself not having much energy to come here :( but life works in silly ways and i am met with another new chapter in my life, and i’ve wanted to share it with you all for a while now, so without further ado, here’s what i’ve been up to, here’s what i’ve been dealing with day to day, so grab a snackie or a coffee and i’ll update you with my life <3
the biggest change that has occurred is that i have decided to switch from inpatient hospital nursing (working in the hospital) to a new outpatient nursing opportunity. as you know, i moved away from my family not only to receive my nursing degree, but to also start my dream job working in one of the most prestigious children’s hospitals in the country, working in the neonatal intensive care unit. those who have known me well here know that this was literally my dream job and i wanted so badly to work at this hospital. my orientation would be 6 months and i would feel prepared to take on the sickest of babies. things were going well until i started to care for sicker, more critical infants. all the medication, the constant monitoring, the stress of screwing something up, the fear of having to quite literally revive a baby if they were to deteriorate — it was a lot for me. i thought i could handle it, but month after month i would start to fear what type of assignments i would get. i got very little sleep due to stress and i took it home with me every day, not to mention the crippling self doubt i felt as a new graduate nurse in an intensive care unit. i wasn’t happy, i was dreading work, and i was stressed beyond belief. i really talked this out with my family and best friend/roommate (who is also a nurse) and we came to this conclusion: life is too short to be miserable, and nursing can burn you out in a week, a month, or even years. what was the point of going on if i was so miserable and unhappy inside? i didn’t want the stress anymore, i couldn’t bare it and my mental health was suffering. so with that, i took a leap of faith and landed a job in a pediatric office that gives me a better work-life balance, as well as less stress. i actually start tomorrow !!!! so i’m excited to move on, to not be disappointed with myself, and to heal :)
another huge change in my personal life is that i have found love <3 i have been dating my current boyfriend since the beginning of january and i honestly have never been this content with my personal life ever :) i have been spending a lot of time with him and he makes me so incredibly happy, makes me very loved and treats me with respect and patience and most of all kindness. i’m being cringe as HELL but we love each other dearly and i’m gonna tell you something i’ve learned about falling in love: you realize how insignificant a lot of things are and that you’ll do a lot of things with someone you care about <3 i’ve found myself gravitating less and less to my phone when we spend time together, and honestly it’s probably healthy. so yeah, don’t wanna be too fringe but ya girl is in a happy healthy and committed relationship 10/10 would recommend hehe :)
i’ve been healing. ever since i’ve had this turmoil with my job, it has made me think a lot about what my worth as a nurse is. like, will people ever think less of me as a nurse if i’m not stressing myself to the max at a really difficult floor in a top hospital? i felt like i was being shamed by choosing to work in a pediatric office. i felt like my identity as a nurse was stripped away just because i’m not pursuing conventional nursing paths. i still have a long ways to go mentally as i navigate this weird transition in my life. there have been a lot of tears, a lot of doubt, a lot of sadness and frustration, but i’m just realizing that again, life is too short to be miserable and i need to do things that make me happy and give me fulfillment. i’m hoping i can heal my mental health and start focusing on my path as opposed to what others think of me, and i encourage you all to do that as well <3
so, what’s next?
i’m really going to try my best and be back on here! try giffing some content i’ve neglected and pave more present bc i do really miss blogging and creating at the end of the day! i miss interacting with you all and goofing around :) it might take a while but i’ll be here popping in and around don’t you worry! i just want to say this before i go — pls prioritize your mental health and happiness over anything else. i love you all very much and see you soon xx
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kyunsies · 22 days
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tomorrow is friYAY and i hope you’re all having a nice week :)
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kyunsies · 9 months
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hi friends, i hope you’re all doing well and taking care :)
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kyunsies · 1 year
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hi guys i’m working my first night shift as a graduate nurse let’s hope i can make it through till the end !!!! see you at 7am :’)
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kyunsies · 11 months
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hi friends i’m still here, still loving mx and trying my best to be here :’)
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kyunsies · 3 months
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happy new year friends !!! :D
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kyunsies · 1 year
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hi friends, i’m here <3
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kyunsies · 3 months
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does anyone listen to/watch rotten mango’s podcasts/youtube videos? she’s sooooo good omg :’)
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kyunsies · 1 year
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wait i think i forgot to mention i’m going on a date tonight 😭😭
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kyunsies · 1 year
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guys i’m actually so excited for crescendo bc this is the hardest changkyun has rapped sinced fatal love era i’m gonna LOSE IT
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kyunsies · 2 years
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GUYS CHILDREN’S HOSPITAL JUST CALLED ME AND THEY EXTENDED AN OFFER TO ME I DID IT IM GOING TO WORK IN THE NICU MY DREAM JOB COME TRUE 
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kyunsies · 1 year
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besties if i post a pic of the nursing shoes i want to buy would u give me your honest opinion 🥺
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kyunsies · 1 year
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guys there’s this tall hot analyst that just started here and he’s so sweet why am i moving in a week JDJFJF
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