#lyrics: ''apex predator'' by otep
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Apex Predator by Otep is sooooo Ylfa coded I mean look at these lyrics !!!!!
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Survey #351
“the writing on the wall / a psalm of napalm / abandon all hope, but try to stay calm”
Do you have bad posture? Oh yeah.
Are your eyes sensitive to sunlight? VERY.
How many miles can you run without stopping? An astonishing zero miles.
Who is the most attractive person you know personally? My high school friend Alon, probably.
Have you ever dated someone who was very vastly different from your “type”? No.
When was the first time you said "I love you" to a significant other? When I dated my first real boyfriend Jason at 16. I actually said it very early in because I thought I was "supposed" to, and I did REALLY like him.
How old were you when you first lived alone? If you’ve never lived alone, how old do you think you’ll be? I haven't yet, and idk.
What do you wish you had been better prepared for? Ha, adulthood.
Is there anything about you (physically) that you think turns people off of you right off the bat? My weight.
Do you know anyone with a semicolon tattoo? I have a semicolon butterfly tattoo on my wrist, and while it's very subtle, my Mark tat features a semicolon, too. It's outlined by a quote he's said ("you are important, never forget that"), and the "i" is a semicolon. Idk if I know anyone else with one.
Have you ever overdosed on a drug? Once accidentally, once purposefully.
Have you ever kissed a guy you didn’t want to kiss? Yes.
Who was the last guy you cuddled with? Girt.
What is something you’ve had a toxic reaction to? The breakup with Jason.
In the last picture taken of you, how did you pose? I just tilted my head, smiled, and gave a peace sign, haha. Mom wanted to show my sister how I looked with a dozen wires and other shit attached to me for my sleep study.
Have you ever made a fake Facebook account? If so, why? No.
If you were an Eevee, what would you wanna evolve into? Probably Espeon? They're so, so majestic and beautiful. I'd love to feel like that, lol.
What flavor was the last piece of gum you chewed? Raspberry lemonade.
Did you ever used to watch the show Teen Titans? Nah.
When you were in school/if you are in school, do you actually share your grades with your parents? If you got/get a bad grade, do you hide it from them? My mom always stayed up-to-date with my grades. I never really had anything to hide.
Have you ever been the designated driver? Once or twice, yeah.
Were you obsessed with Webkinz when they first came out? "Obsessed" is an understatement. I was that kid with dozens upon dozens. They were pretty much my favorite thing.
Who do you subscribe to on YouTube, if anybody? Oh Jesus, looooots.
Are you wearing nail polish right now? What color? No.
Neon colors, or pastel? Pastel.
Are you currently pregnant? Do you wish you were/weren’t? I'm not and have zero desire to be.
Have you ever had a dog? A good number of them throughout my life.
Is there any drama going on right now in your life? No.
Does your hair fall out a lot? No.
What’s your favourite type of bird? Barn owls. I also love ravens and crows.
How many friends do you have on Facebook? 126.
What was on the last sandwich you ate? Pb&j.
What sort of music did you listen to when you were in high school? The same as I do now: metal and its various subgenres.
Have you ever gotten back together with an ex? No.
How far away is the closest store to your house and what is it? I'm actually unsure which is the closest. We live in a cul-de-sac with a bunch of houses, and the street opens into just outside the main city, so there's a lot of stores.
What is your favourite Thai dish? I've actually never tried Thai food.
How many contacts do you have in your phone? Very few, but I don't feel like counting.
Are there any candles in your bedroom, and what scent are they? No.
What pet names do you use with your significant other? I'm single.
Do you have to wear a name badge where you work? I don’t have a job.
Can you hear anything right now? Yeah, I'm watching Gab Smolders play Skyrim. It's a game I've always wanted to play myself.
Is there anybody else in the room you’re currently in? No.
What’s the name of the store you usually get your groceries? Walmart.
Does your house have a porch/balcony? It has a very, very small porch.
What is your mother’s first name? Donna.
Did you have a tree house as a kid? No.
Are you afraid of speaking to large audiences? I'm terrified of it.
Have you ever cried from being so mad? Oh yeah, it's very common for me to cry when I'm mad.
Have you ever taken a bath with someone? As a kid, yes.
Do you have any brothers? One older one.
Does your family use coasters? Is anyone in your family excessively tidy? No.
Do you wear pajamas to places other than at your house? Ha, yeah, just depends on where.
Do you take showers in the morning or at night more? Morning. I used to be ALL about night showers, but I just love how refreshing they are in the morning. It's a good start to the day.
Do you snore? Steal the covers? Roll around in your sleep? I steal the covers SO bad and roll around a lot. God bless whoever marries me.
You see the person you fell hardest for. What do you do? I can guarantee I'd be a total deer in headlights and probably tear up or just straight-up cry.
Have you been/are you depressed? It's nowhere near as bad as it was once upon a time, but I honestly am depressed these days.
Who is the one person you can completely be yourself around? I only feel entirely "safe" doing that around Sara.
Are your popups blocked on your computer? Yeah.
Are your parents night owls or morning birds? My mom's a total night owl. She absolutely hates sleeping because it's "such a waste of time" to her, but of course she does it anyway. I haven't lived with my father since I was like 16, so idk what he's really like with this stuff now, but I'd call him an early bird, particularly because his job has him up early anyway.
Do you have high blood pressure? No; my blood pressure is actually extremely low, so much so it scares every doctor who hasn't treated me before. It's a medication side effect and seriously sucks, because I am absolutely always light-headed and dizzy.
Have you ever pumped gas? No.
Are you affectionate? Very.
What would a perfect yard look like for you? Hmmm... I'm going to include things I know I won't realistically have for maintenance reasons, but what's ideal. I would loooove love love at least one really big tree with maybe a birdhouse and like a bat box (is that what they're called?), and I'd love tons and tons of flowers to feed bees and other wildlife. A koi pond would be amazing, but that's one of those things I know I won't actually have. A pool would be really nice, preferably inground, and having a spot in the shade would be perfect. Some berry bushes would be cool, and grape vines... Man, I'm really fantasizing now, haha.
What is a topic that you have just recently become interested in? Nothing very recently, but I'd say the most recent would be uhhhh tarantulas, though that's been a thing for many months now.
What is a feel-good song that you’ve been listening to lately? None lately, anyway. I can tell you "Jump" by Van Halen is the staple "feel-good" song for me, though.
What are some things you enjoy seeing pictures of? Meerkats... Mark... more meerkats and Mark... oh also meerkats and Mark...
Is there anything you are scared/awkward about talking about in life? Don't talk to me about sex.
Has a pet ever stolen food from you as you were eating it? AS I was eating it, no.
What is the weirdest compliment you have ever been given? I have no idea.
What’s stronger - your upper or lower body? Jesus, I couldn't tell you. I'm just weak, period. Women tend to have more lower body strength, so I GUESS maybe that, but given the fact my legs are horribly weak, I don't know. My arms aren't strong, either.
Are you very careful with your technology (phone, laptop, etc) or do you take risks that could damage them? I try to be mindful and careful, but you could say the way I pick up my laptop sometimes is risky.
Have you ever been in the newspaper? What for? I think so, as part of my graduating class? But that would be a LOT of people... so I actually don't know. I have this faint memory of being in it with other people, but idr.
Would you say that the area you live in is particularly picturesque? Ew, no.
What is your favorite type of cat? One does not simply pick ONE favorite kind of cat. I love Persians, Ragdolls, Siamese, sphynxes, bengals, Abyssinians, and I could go on and on.
If you had your way, what color(s) would you dye your hair? I have A LOT of colors I want to dye my hair, but the ones I'm currently most interested in are pastel pink, creamsicle orange, and lilac.
Do you like seafood? If so, what is your favorite? If not, what is your favorite type of food? I only like shrimp.
What religion/spiritual path intrigues you the most, if any? Paganism. It's the one I think is closest to what I believe in, and I just find it all very interesting. I love the nature focus.
Would you ever consider getting dreadlocks? Nooooo.
How many times is your cartilage pierced in your ears? None anymore. :( I miss all my piercings that closed while hospitalized.
Have you ever had a pet bird? Nah. It'd be cool, but I don't want one enough to actually get one.
Do you like dinosaurs? I looooove dinos. They were my obsession as a kid. My first dream career was even a paleontologist.
Do you like going for long walks with friends? If my legs worked like a healthy fucking human's, I would love to do that again. I would literally collapse if I tried to go on a long walk now.
Do you miss anyone from school? I miss a lot of people from school. I'm thankful for Facebook for that, but even that's not enough, really.
What is your favorite flavor of Jolly Ranchers? Watermelon, I think? Was there a strawberry one?
How are your parents right now? I'm assuming Dad's fine, and Mom's okay, just stressed as she always is.
Can you take naps, or does it make you feel horrible? Man, I love naps. They're like, mandatory for my existence, lol.
If you celebrate Christmas, do you get a real tree or an artificial tree? A fake one.
Have you ever been told you were a good writer? Yeah.
Do you watch music videos? No.
Do you own an account on Club Penguin? Haha awww, remember the worldwide heartbreak when that site shut down? Anyway, I did as a kid.
Do you like lemonade? Sure do.
Was your first kiss perfect? To me it was.
How do you feel about the first person you kissed? I feel a lot of things about him.
As of right now, how do you feel about your future? Nervous.
Who is the last person you ran into unexpectedly? *shrugs*
Is sex something special, or just for fun? It has to be something special for me personally.
Do you follow fashion? If so, why? Not at all.
Have you ever played a real pinball machine? No.
Do you like the smell of BBQs? I love the smell, but don't like the food.
Do wasps scare you? Yes.
Are you currently trying to get over someone? I mean, yes and no. I don't think I'll ever be fully over Jason, but I feel like I'm as "over him" as I'll ever be, maybe. I hope I can even further let him go, but we'll just have to see.
Have you ever dated someone with longer hair than yours? Yes.
Have you ever worn flip flops in the snow? HA, oh yeah. If it's only a dusting, I don't care at all. I pretty much always wear flip flops.
How old were you when you met your first love? I was 15.
If you could have one more pet, what? JUST one? Probably a Brazilian Black tarantula, ideally. I technically want a western hognose snake more, but given I already have a snake, in this hypothetical situation, I'd take the spider.
Would you rather have an owl or a snake? Ha, speaking of snakes. A snake, even though I adore owls.
What do you order at Chic-Fil-A? I don't give my business to Chick-fil-A. They're reigned by homophobic, transphobic pieces of shit that have given monetary contributions to anti-LGBT foundations, including most disgustingly those that support conversion therapy. I admittedly looooove their chicken sandwiches, but I just can't in good conscience go there.
Have you ever been addicted to cigarettes? No, given I've never smoked and will never.
Which do you use more? Facebook or Instagram? Facebook.
Did you enjoy your past relationships? Yeah.
Do you like '80s music? '80s metal is great.
Something you would NEVER buy? Drugs.
Have you ever questioned your sexuality? I first questioned if I was bisexual in middle school, 8th grade I think, but I went into denial about it given I was Christian at the time. Looking back, there were many clear signs of me liking girls too, I just didn't notice them until a few years ago when I came out as bi.
Do you like Star Wars? No.
What is the best thing about life? Experiencing love, both platonic and romantic.
Are you superstitious? No.
What show/concert have you gone to that you didn’t like much? I haven't experienced a bad concert before, but then again I've only been to one.
Is sex a must in your life? Nah.
Have you watched porn alone before? I've never watched porn period. I have absolutely no desire to watch two random people go at each other.
What do you think about weed? It should be legal everywhere, but treated similarly to alcohol in that there are legal repercussions to doing certain things, like driving, under the influence. There are just too many benefits for many health conditions to ignore.
Have you read the entire Bible before? No. I've started to before, but I didn't get far.
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A Peek Inside
Repost and list 5 songs that inspire you to write your muse:
1. Claudio Simonetti feat. Dani Filth “Mater Lacrimarum”
2. Porcelain & the Tramps “You Want”
3. Combichrist “Throat Full Of Glass” (video is suggestive and hints at abuse and there’s death... so like)
4. Otep “Apex Predator”
5. Babymetal “Megitsune” [english lyrics]
List 3 quotes that inspire you to write your muse:
“It's love. Love is the absolute killer. Care. The milk of human kindness. People try so hard to save the people the love they end up catching the contagion themselves. They give comfort, deliver aid, and in doing so they acquire the infection. Then those people are cared for by others and they get infected. On and on it goes. He shrugs. But that's people. People care too much. They love at all costs. And so they pay the ultimate price.”
-- “The Troop” by Nick Cutter
“I dreamed I spoke in another's language,
I dreamed I lived in another's skin,
I dreamed I was my own beloved,
I dreamed I was a tiger's kin.
I dreamed that Eden lived inside me,
And when I breathed a garden came,
I dreamed I knew all of Creation,
I dreamed I knew the Creator's name.
I dreamed--and this dream was the finest--
That all I dreamed was real and true,
And we would live in joy forever,
You in me, and me in you.”
-- “Abarat: Days of Magic, Nights of War” by Clive Barker
“The point Norris makes is they thaw and live again. There must have been microscopic life associated with this creature. There is with every living thing we know. And Norris is afraid that we may release a plague- some germ disease unknown to Earth - if we thaw those microscopic things that have been frozen there for twenty million year.”
--”Who Goes There?” by John W. Campbell
TAGGED BY: @fiddlingonthetympanic
TAGGING: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO. --and tag me so I can see your answers. :>
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Alright, let's start this weekend off with one of my fav lyrics of all time: 'the writing on the wall, a psalm in napalm, abandon all hope, but try to stay calm' (apex predator - otep)
When she’d first arrived in town, she’d met him in the cemetery as he stepped out of the thick, suffocating smoke coming off of whatever what burning in the town; he’d scared her at first, James with his vacant eyes and his hollowed-out cheeks, but then again most men did. But he’d left as quickly as he’d come, saying something about looking for his wife...and the next time they met, it had been him who’d seemed frightened of her, and that was something Angela wasn’t used to.
She didn’t know what to think of him other than the obvious - the town had called him there too, brought him there, pulled him in on a search that he knew was just as futile as hers...but then they found each other again.
The thing that writhed its way out of the smoke was terrible and unspeakable and fleshy and familiar, smelling like woodsap and blood, thickening the air with awful, piggish sounds and the grinding of metal of metal, and the moment she saw it her legs ceased to be. Angela folded onto the floor with her heart in her throat and her lungs knotted in her stomach and waited, waited, waited for it to get her, to end her, to finish the job it had started all those years ago...only...suddenly there was James, the other wanderer, and the confusion was gone from his eyes as he set upon the crawling thing, and as he struck it and struck it and struck it again, a shrill, panicked thought burst through the dread that had been paralyzing her: he can see him he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy he can see daddy HE CAN SEE MY DADDY.
And in that moment, that horrible, unspeakable moment, Angela knew precisely the sort of person, the sort of man James was - so she ran.
six sentence sat(or)sunday!!!
#love-fireflysong#queenie writes silent hill#man oh man i had to go listen to this song and boy if it didnt give me SPECIFIC FEELINGS#if the sh fandom wasnt so dead i stg.......my desire to write an entire novel about angela's time in silent hill is so intense sometimes#i know i have like. three people here who are silent hill fans but GOD HELP ME#i could write a novel about james and angela sharing one (1) monster all gotdamn day#six sentence weekend
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Why do you tag things as psalms? I adore it btw.
my blog title used to be "a psalm in napalm" at one point, which is a lyric from otep's apex predator, and i think that's when i started tagging my personal posts like that bc i vibe heavy with all religious mentions bc i am god :)
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Apex Predator by Otep fits a very violent yandere
ANOTHER YANDERE LESBIAN SONG FOR THE COLLECTION (this vid is pretty not sfw so maybe avoid if you don’t like that)
but damn anon this is pretty fucked up. my favourite lyrics i think are
“She’s scratching on the walls // She’s clawing at the gauze // She’s so coy // She’s gnawing on the ropes // She’s pulling at the hooks // She’s so coy // Oh, you know she wants it // The way that she taunts me // Damn, she’s so coy”
like… referring to that stuff as “coy”… mm gotta say i love that kinda shit
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now i am myself / something brutal / THE ANIMAL
MEDUSA CHARACTER PLAYLIST PT 2 [not all the songs fit perfectly; some are the right vibes or have the right lyrics at certain parts; the lyrics relevant to medusa are included in italics]
1. APEX PREDATOR, otep [ nobody move nobody gets hurt, but where’s the fun in that? you get what you deserve / it’s the apex predator; i’m the boss ]
2. BEAST WITHIN, in this moment [ i feel the animal is rising as i slowly come alive / i wanna tear this place apart tonight and have you thank me for my rage / i’ll tear you apart, i’ll feed off your heart / don’t you wanna turn the beauty into the beast? / i feel the monster caged inside of me, screaming through my bones ]
3. SURRENDER THE THRONE, krewella [ so look inside the mirror and tell me what you see, a picture perfect hero, but you’re no god to me ]
4. MURDER, within temptation [ i’m getting closer and i’m fully armed / you’re running out of time, so where will you go / i’m about to do it your way, i will make your world unsafe / i don’t believe in judgement day, but you won’t be leaving here unharmed ]
5. THE RECKONING, halestorm [ like a reckoning you never saw coming, i’m the reaper outside your door / i’m getting what i came for / i said a prayer and buried your name, and up through the ashes i rose like wildfire / you get what you give, so take your last breath before i lay you to rest / you never saw me coming ]
6. THE LIGHT, cold kingdom [ follow me once you stand your ground, you’ll never have this thing i found ]
7. MEDIEVAL WARFARE, grimes [ are you big? are you ugly? can you kill a man with your hands? ]
8. ROOTS, in this moment [ i bite down a little harder, my blade’s a little sharper / strike back a little harder, i scream a little louder / i’m stronger than i ever knew / i hit back a little louder ]
9. WREAK HAVOC, skylar grey [ i don’t give a fuck when i walk into battle and that’s why i got all the power / i’mma be me till the death of me / i can smell your fear / i dine with the blood on my hands, thrive when i’m beating the man, all i learned in the pen is never get caught just get out and hit it again / wanna destroy me but you can’t ]
10. BIG BAD WOLF, in this moment [ even in these chains you can’t stop me / no matter where you run, you cannot hide from me / i’m already under your skin ‘cause i’m the big bad wolf, now let the games begin ]
#eye contact /#snakes /#long post /#**#* grim gigantic gorgon / headcanon.#* bellows / music.#THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART OF THE SET#ROOTS CARRIES#also yes i included those 2 songs DON'T JUDGE THEY'RE GOOD#reckoning is great but re: medusa it isn't a breakup song#ANYWAY..........this is the result of 2 years of searching#i wanted songs abt power or rage or vengeance and songs that weren't Soft Feminine Anger but real threatening anger#in this moment ALWAYS delivers#also i wanted only female voices for medusa#found 1 or 2 with male voices but Nuh Uh she gets the best only
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Oh, you know she wants it-
The way that she taunts me,
Damn, she's so coy.
It's the Apex Predator
With a sermon for the listener-
Seduce & Destroy.
Your head upon a stick
Would look really sick-
But they would call me crazy,
For the way I spoke to it!
#apex predator#Otep#apex predator otep#music#alternative music#lyrics#otep lyrics#dark#heavy music#dark music#blood#seduce and destroy#coy#nobody move#nobody gets hurt#where's the fun in that#survival
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Tagged by @bluemuun (thank you love!) So basically just put yr music on shuffle, list the first nine songs and yr fav lyrics from each then tag nine other people
Marilyn Manson / Tourniquet:
I wrapped our love in all this foil Silver-tight like spider legs I never wanted it to ever spoil But flies will lay their eggs Take your hatred out on me Make your victim my head
Rihanna / Sex with me
We’re not making love, tryna get nasty Wrap up your drugs, come make me happy Sex with me is amazing, with her it’ll feel alright The sex doesn’t get any better, make it long, let it be all night
Joan jett and the blackhearts / Bad reputation
I don’t give a damn ‘bout my reputation You’re living in the past, it’s a new generation A girl can do what she wants to do and that’s what I’m gonna do
Crywank / Blink
Just like the way your brain edits out the dark parts when you blink, I smoke all day to soften the hard parts of when I think
Nicole Dollanganger / Beautiful and Bad
I don’t give a fuck about love Never did, never will Wanna take you out On a date with death Kiss you with a power drill Cuz beauty don’t mean shit to me
Only when it’s a weapon and deadly Think you’re big and bad but you got nothing on me
Black Flag / Nervous Breakdown
I'm about to have a nervous breakdown My head really hurts If I don't find a way out of here I'm gonna go berserk 'cuz I'm crazy and I'm hurt Head on my shoulders It's going...berserk
Otep / Apex Predator
Nobody move, nobody gets hurt But where's the fun in that You get what you deserve Nobody move, nobody gets hurt But where's the fun in that Survival of the worst! But why does she look so much like me?
Dead Kennedys / Kill the poor
No more welfare tax to pay Unsightly slums gone up in flashing light Jobless millions whisked away At last we have more room to play All systems go to kill the poor tonight Gonna Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill the poor...Tonight
Hole / I think i would die
She lost all her innocence Gave it to an abscess She lost all her innocence She said, "I am not a feminist"
It's not yours - fuck you!!!
I tag @son--of--the--south @satanlovesvelvet @ohh-bloody-hell @extraplanetaryrobotboy @im-insane @fake-frank @malchk @feedlocalcats @exie
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Otep - Apex Predator (Lyrics)
a song on my OC Frankin Gothic’s playlist.
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PRETTY WASTE [listen]
A rock / pop playlist of female vocalists for a guild of ladies who are pretty deadly, but not perfect.
MAIN TRACKS:
Pretty Waste BONES // Bang Bang Bang Bang Sohodolls // Million Years Nico Vega // Heads Will Roll (A-trak remix) Yeah Yeah Yeahs // Sex Metal Barbie In This Moment // Kill My Darling Oh Land // Apex Predator Otep // Lady Killer (Spirit Animal remix) White Sea // Bloody Creature Poster Girl In This Moment //
*BONUS TRACKS*:
24 Lana Del Rey // Gun Emiliana Torrini // Lost Girls CocoRosie
*(bonus tracks are songs whose lyrics fit the playlist, but whose music genre/mood does not)*
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Survey #293
“your head upon a stick would look really sick, but they would call me crazy for the way i spoke to it”
Hey bitch, what's your fucking name? What a start, jc lmao. Brittany.
What color are your nails? They're not painted.
Last time you got some ass? Well this survey's gonna be a journey. Many years ago.
Do your parents like your style/music choices? Yeah, at least most of it. Some music my mom really doesn't like or just hates, while I can't even imagine Dad's reaction to some bands I enjoy.
Ever seen your parents make out? tbh would rather slam my ankle on a Razor scooter.
What's your dream height and weight? Forget about my height, if I could just be at least 120 again...
Do you put your hair up a lot or down? It's too short to put up.
Most of the time do you straighten or curl your hair? Neither.
What do you do when your house loses power? Light a bunch of candles and carry flashlights.
What piercing do you hate? I'm not a fan of cheek piercings.
Were you raised in a religious house? Yes. I grew up going to Sunday school and church, even though I hated both.
Do your parents get mad when you're on the computer for hours? Gah... it was a very, very big source of argumentative fuel between Mom and me all the way up to my late teenage years when she just gave up; now, it's to be expected and is completely "normal." I always wanted to be on the computer once I was introduced to it; she tried to limit my time on it, and it was without fail what she would take away whenever I was grounded. I'd even sneak onto it when I wasn't allowed to if she wasn't home and Dad was in their room. My mom really did try to keep me from being hooked on technology, she really did, it just didn't work, but dear god I wish it did. I just about turn into a caveman without some form of it, and it's pretty pathetic. Dad meanwhile has never really cared much, but he'd make a comment here and there that would make me self-conscious about it.
Have you ever been asked for a nude picture? No, and guess who would be ignored for the rest of their lives if they did. It's so fucking disrespectful and objectifying to me. If someone wants to send a partner something like that by their own volition, that's cool, but asking, that just seems incredibly rude to me and turns the person into an object of lust.
Ever been so scared you pissed? Caaan't say I have.
Can you watch scary movies at night and not be scared? Yeah, they've never really fazed me.
Last reason you got your cell taken away? I actually don't know if that's ever happened, given the aforementioned computer thing. I was never hooked on my phone.
Could you handle working on a farm? Nooooo, that is way too much physical exertion.
Have you ever been attacked by an animal? No.
Have you ever had to put an animal to sleep? ugh
Do you have a favorite type of firework? Well, visually I really just like the big colorful ones, but I don't endorse the use of fireworks anymore. Some animals literally die from fear, they can be seriously upsetting to veterans with PTSD (you could have one in your neighborhood and never know you indirectly gave them a panic attack), and they're a large source of litter.
Where would/did you get your first tattoo? My right wrist.
What's your favorite kind of pet? Snakes.
Favorite dinosaur? Spinosaurus is obviously the coolest. It's always been my fave.
How many pets do you have? Sigh, just two. Our landlord doesn't want us to get anymore pets than what we came in with.
What were two of your favorite Disney movies as child? The Lion King and Finding Nemo. They're still my favorite Disney movies.
When carving pumpkins, how do you decide what you're going to do? I haven't carved a pumpkin in years... so idk.
Do you own any art supplies? Some, yeah.
Do you believe you have a higher IQ than most? Definitely not.
What is the name of the doctor that delivered you? I have no clue. Mom knows him for sure because she's mentioned him from my childhood, but I don't.
Have you ever seen a Lamborghini in person? Hunny, I live in rural North Carolina. You don't see that level of bougie here lmao.
Shane Dawson: funny or annoying? I honestly think he's fucking hilarious. I just have such conflicting feelings about him after "the drama," hearing so many people's opinions (particularly from those who know him so well, like his fiance and Ryland's sister), fact checking, audio cutting and mixing, the whole "people change" philosophy... I don't know.
When you have a container of Neapolitan ice cream, what flavor do you leave for last? I ain't touchin' strawberry. Gross.
If you could choose to have any superpower ever, what would you pick? I'd wanna be a shapeshifter/druid.
What would you be more embarrassed to buy: sex toys or adult diapers? Yikes, sex toys. Given my age, I'd say if I bought adult diapers, people would assume they weren't for me. I'm awkward enough with all things relating to sex to begin with, so.
What’s the biggest animal you’ve ever killed? Yo wtf I never have and never will (intentionally) kill an animal. Well, correction: I've killed bugs before, the biggest probably being some spider or something, but I really try to avoid this now.
Could you win the Hunger Games? lol hell to the fuck no, have you seen me???
For you, would getting amnesia be a good thing? ... Maybe? Not saying I wanna find out, though.
Have you ever been punched in the face? No, plan on keeping it that way.
Is morality universal or relative? I question this myself.
Who is your favorite late night talk show host? I don't have one.
Where do you put your keys when you get home? They stay in my purse.
Do you prefer hot coffee or iced coffee? Neither. The sheer variety of questions relating to coffee and tea in surveys boggles my mind, always feel left out that I can't answer 'em lmao.
What’s your phone background picture? My lock screen is this pretty, soft aesthetic screen that has "i am strong, i am loved, i am enough" written in the center. I've really needed it for my mental health lately. My home screen is some meerkats. I know, can you believe neither are currently Mark?
Have you ever seen a snake in the wild? Plenty.
How do you cope with anxiety? Deep breathing, mindfulness and grounding exercises, confiding in my mom, listening to music (usually my favorite calm, instrumental soundtracks, like from the Silent Hill franchise - particularly the second game! - or Shadow of the Colossus), try to nap, play a game as a distraction, watch my favorite YouTubers (typically something funny)... I'm lucky to have learned a lot. Now, if only I could cope with social anxiety...
What was the last takeout food you ate? Oh Jesus, how embarrassing is this timing, seeing as it was one of my unhealthiest fast food orders: Son of the Baconator and Baconator fries from Wendy's. It was so fuckin good tho.
Who makes you laugh the most? My friend Girt.
What does a successful relationship look like to you? One with great communication and total honesty, and when you are able to build each other up and bring out the best in your partner. It's also imperative for you to feel safe being your authetic safe for me to consider it "successful."
What do you like to put on your baked potato? "Salt, pepper, butter, cheese, bacon bits." <<<< That's how we do it, lads.
What was the most memorable birthday you’ve had? My 16th, but not for good reasons.
Would you rather go to the beach or the mountains? That's easy as hell, mountains. I don't like the beach.
Do you look in the mirror before you leave the house? Yeah. Not gonna like what I see no matter what, but I'd like to make sure I don't look worse whan what's normal.
Have you ever seen someone quit their job in a dramatic way? No.
What do you like to dip your fries in? It varies between ketchup and honey mustard.
What’s your favorite kind of museum? Science.
Do you believe in alternate universes? Nah, I don't think so.
Whose house did you last visit? My older sister's.
What games do you play on your smart phone? Mostly just Pokemon GO nowadays. I haven't touched Dragons of Atlantis in a long time...
Do you know anyone who is colorblind? Jason's older brother is red/green colorblind, I think?
Are you the youngest, middle or eldest child in your family? Middle.
What’s something you’ve been meaning to do but keep putting off? Ugh, I need to finish decorating my damn room... Got most of the stuff on the walls now, but it's still pretty skeletal in self expression. My motivation is abysmal.
Have you ever flown a kite? Oh yeah, I loved to fly a kite with Dad as a little kid when the tobacco field just across the road was barren.
Who was the last person you talked about sex/relationships with? My doctor.
How many brothers does your father have? I'm almost certain he doesn't have one, just one sister.
Do you think you act older or younger than your actual age? It depends on the situation. When it comes to "adulting," I don't have a fuckin clue what I'm doing. I doubt anyone would believe I'm a month shy of 25. In terms of general maturity, I think I act my age, if not older.
When was the last time you swam in a pool? It's been years.
What are your parents' views on your relationships? Mom is always very supportive so long as they treat me right; she's taken to all my previous partners very well and treated them like family, too. My dad is also supportive as long as I'm treated properly and happy.
Is your best friend dating anyone? No.
Have you ever babysat before? Twice, but not really willingly. Way too stressful.
Do you delete pictures of you and your exes off of Facebook? It took a very, very long time, but all pictures with Jason are forever deleted.
Ever had a huge crush on someone who still doesn’t know? Not a huge crush, no.
Ever watched porn? No. You do you, but I don't see the appeal of watching some random people fuck.
Ever performed in a talent show? No.
Would you audition for a reality talent competition? Nope.
How many celebrity crushes have you had? I'd say Jesse McCartney, Link Neal, and Mark Fischbach are my only BIG celeb crushes I've had.
How many non-celebrity crushes have you had? I dunno, don't feel like reaching back and counting.
Ever been compared to a celebrity? Not visually, but with my adoration of animals.
Have any embarrassing pictures on Facebook? Oh, I'm sure. None that are horribly embarrassing though, or else I would have deleted them.
Ever seen a therapist? I've regularly seen a therapist since the 6th grade.
Ever purposely ignored a text? Yep.
A Facebook message? Sure have, when I was beyond done arguing with a former friend.
A friend request? No, I just decline or accept it. My page is private, so you can't see my activity, and it's not like they get notified if it's declined,
Would you say you read into things too much? I am the fucking sovereign of this.
If you turned out exactly like your mom would you be pleased? I love my mom to death, but no. I'd be disappointed.
Ever had a credit card denied? I've never had one in the first place.
Ever had the lead in a play? No. I do remember though in elementary school, I was real bummed that I wasn't Snow White for one we did for Music class.
What about a solo in a concert? Never been in a concert.
Would it bother you if you found out that your mother was pregnant? Well. One, she's long past menopause. Two, because of ovarian cancer, she had all those organs removed. So, that would be impossible.
Have you ever had a threesome? No; I'm personally strictly monogamous and would feel it to be disloyal, even if my parnter was okay with it.
What's the last game you used dice for? Not a clue.
Are you interested in surfing at all? Have you ever been? No.
What brand of bottled water do you prefer? Essentia.
What is your favorite type of bird? Barn owls.
What is your favorite chocolate candy? motherfuckin REESE'S
Have you ever been called a racial slur? No, considering I'm Caucasian.
Why did you last stand in line? I was at the doctor's office, I think?
What is your favorite pirate movie? /shrug
What is your favorite character from Orange Is the New Black? I've never watched it.
What was the most unsettling film you’ve seen? Watching the ending to Paranormal Entity was VERY uncomfortable. It was a decently scary movie, but the ending was seriously intense.
When was the last time you were snooping, and found something you wish you hadn’t? I don't recall.
Which celebrity or band has the worst fan base? I don't know.
What are you interested in that most people aren’t? The sheer degree of my love for meerkats would definitely be missed by probably most people.
What smartphone feature would you actually be excited for a company to implement? I dunno. Anything I could think of, the most current products probably already have and I'm just uninformed of them. Like, I use a Tracfone lmao.
What’s something people don’t worry about but really should? Their plastic usage and disposal. I'm certainly no saint when it comes to plastic either, but I try to do all I can.
What movie quotes do you use on a regular basis? Hm, ARE there any?
Do you think that children born today will have better or worse lives than their parents? This depends on what you consider "better" and "worse." Environmentally, I honestly don't think mankind can maintain itself for that many more generations at the rate we're currently at, so that's probably just gonna keep getting worse. On the other hand, advances in medicine and things like that will certainly continue to improve quality of life in that sense. Human rights are getting better and better. I do fear that we're becoming too comfortable with laziness and convenience, but I hope that's a decline we don't continue to venture down.
What’s the funniest actual name you’ve heard of someone having? I had a college classmate named Apple.
Which charity or charitable cause is most deserving of money? Oh, come on now. It's not a competition.
What game have you spent the most hours playing? So. When you type /played in World of Warcraft, it will show you your total playtime, and mine is YIKES. Like, around a year's worth of time of pure playing since 2014, I think.
What’s the most comfortable bed or chair you’ve ever been in? I don't recall.
What’s the hardest you’ve ever worked? When I did WiiFit religiously and lost around 40 pounds in HS. I was in the best shape of my life.
What movie, picture, or video always makes you laugh no matter how often you watch it? Oh, there's certainly something. Probably some Unus Annus clip. That channel was a fucking blessing and a curse all the same.
If you could have an all-expenses paid trip to see any famous world monument, which monument would you choose? Oh boy, I'd have to think, but probably somewhere in Rome or Greece.
What’s the coldest you’ve ever been? I'm unsure. Probably jumping in the pool as a kid. My sisters and I would nag Dad to put the pool up on like the very first day of spring, so of course it was cold, but as a kid, I didn't mind that.
What’s the most ridiculous thing you have bought? Hm.
What’s the most depressing meal you’ve eaten? Ha ha yiiiikes, struggle foods... I don't know, but I've had some.
What outdoor activity haven’t you tried, but would like to? Herping, though I change my mind on-and-off about it. I'm not very into the idea of disturbing wildlife just because they're cool and you wanna check them out. I'd totally go exploring with a camera, though, and not actually pick anything up.
If you were given five million dollars to open a small museum, what kind of museum would you create? Hm... I actually think something like an art museum for the mentally ill would be pretty interesting and educational? Even something that could build empathy. Maybe mix some psychology in there to understand conditions.
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