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foreverbuster · 3 years
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As I lay here in bed I think of your warm body touching mine, the softness of your hand touching my chest ever so gently. Can you feel my heart as it pounds against my chest? Can you hear the blood as it rushes through my body? You make me feel like my world has no limitations, and there is nothing I can't accomplish. It's your love that strengthens me, and carries me through the days that my mind is plagued with doubt and uncertainty. I need u by my side for it's your love that makes me the King I need to be, it is you my Queen that enables me to go to war each and every day and conquer any fear that enters my mind or confront any being that threatens my family. Without you I am nothing. With you I cannot be defeated! Love conquers all. R.
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foreverbuster · 3 years
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You are like the sun, my world revolves around you.
R.
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foreverbuster · 3 years
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As I lay here in bed I think of your warm body touching mine, the softness of your hand touching my chest ever so gently. Can you feel my heart as it pounds against my chest? Can you hear the blood as it rushes through my body? You make me feel like my world has no limitations, and there is nothing I can't accomplish. It's your love that strengthens me, and carries me through the days that my mind is plagued with doubt and uncertainty. I need u by my side for it's your love that makes me the King I need to be, it is you my Queen that enables me to go to war each and every day and conquer any fear that enters my mind or confront any being that threatens my family. Without you I am nothing. With you I cannot be defeated! Love conquers all. R.
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foreverbuster · 4 years
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Today is the first day of the rest of my life. What changes do i make ? Should i wait til tomorrow knowing that tomorrow never ends? My heart has been torn into a million pieces. How do I approach the matter? I wanna tell her she's all I've ever dreamed of, and that my heart belongs rt next to hers for the rest of my life. But for that to happen, i must hurt others that also hold a piece of my heart. I have to hurt my own heart because hurting my beautiful little girl would just about kill me. It hurts so bad that i cant breath right. It feels like someone has taken the sun and the moon and the stars and hid them in a lonely desolate place. A place where not even the Sun can shine. And the moon and the stars have crumbled and turned to dust. I dont know if i will ever tell her. But i just need for her to understand that my love for her was never an act but maybe the only reason im alive. There was a time that i didnt think that i would live to see my next breath. But she showed me that i was more than i really knew, and that i was worthy of everthing that was beautiful in my life, including her. I will love her for as long as i live and even if she never speaks to me again, at the the drop of a hat i will be there when she needs me. She doesnt understand why i must take this road. But one day when all the dust settles, she will look back and smile and it is then she will realize that i did what i did so that she could live her best life. I dont think she will ever know just how much it hurt to let her go knowing she was mine. But i feel that God has a far greater plan for her and if it includes me, then he will make sure that she sees me one day and that will be another and final chapter to our story. I Love you
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Do u understand the definition of pain? Real pain? You see, real pain is not being shot, nor is being hit by a car. Real Pain is being helpless, not being able to walk your daughter down the aisle, or dance your last dance with her without the assistance of those u love the most, or not being able to fight for your family. You see, real pain never heals, it just sits on your chest and takes the air from your lungs. Real pain, has you hiding in a dark corner crying because the pain you are experiencing is excruciating, and you have no option but to sit and watch as life decides which road to take home. Real pain leaves a scar so deep in your heart that it never heals so your are constantly reminded by the pain that you are still broken. Real pain never fades, you learn to live with it but u will never forget it. So unless you've been in a situation to where you are not capeable of fighting back nor have some sort of medical miracle for a cure of the disease that is stealing your life, you will never know what it's like to suffer and expirience Real pain. So please spare me with the pain you pretend to have. Count your blessings, and never take your family or life for granted, and fight for those you love any chance u have. And never judge a book by its cover, because that one person you would expect to be pain free, just may be the one living with the deepest scars. Real pain.
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foreverbuster · 4 years
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Why can't I stop thinking of u? It amazes me that a woman as beautiful as you are, doesnt get the attention she deserves. I would love to sit and talk to u about all that goes on in your mind. To sit next to u and see all of your dreams as u sleep so peacefully. When I'm gone, do u feel empty? I don't need your cup to be half full, i need it to remain full at all times. I tried to not love u but that's impossible. When i look at you my mind begins to focus on you and only you. I invision myself holding you from behind wondering, if she knew just how in love i am with her, would she be frightened and run from me? Maybe she would turn and love me just the same? I want to see my life in her beautiful green eyes and i want to love her like she's never been loved before. I want her to never feel lonely again. I need her in my life. For my life without her, is like life without air. It doesnt exsist.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Why do i feel your pain and i dont even know who or what hurt you. I see the pain that lies beneath the mask. I also see the fear it has brought apon your heart. Being hurt by the one that promised to never hurt you is devastating, especially when you were blind to any wrong doing. You placed him on a pedal stool, and sat him at the head of your table, and loved him more than your heart thought possible. I know your pain and i know that the scar it created never really heals. Its an open wound to remind you that though love is grand, it also can pull u down and drown you. I wish that I could take your pain away. But it doesnt work that way. I didnt expect you but i was drawn to you. Now i know why our night went the way it did. But the pain i saw in your eyes today was nowhere to be found that night. U didnt really know me, but u needed to be held by a man and by someone you did not know to fill that void deep within. My heart hurts for you, because i understand the excruciating pain that plagues u. You have every right to be afraid. Angry, and emotional. But use them to stregthen your mind, body, and soul. But what i also see in your eye's is hope and happiness. Take time and love yourself today, because tomorrow never ends.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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[ ] On days like today, I sit and as look into the sky , I feel a tear run down my cheek and as I look down I smile. I give thanks to the good Lord above for all the trials and tribulations that i have faced, and I thank him for giving me the strength to endure them all. My heart hurts only for the times I missed because I can't get it back and those are memories of my babies I don't have. Not a day goes by that the guilt does not plague my mind. But as I look into her eyes I see the glimmer of light and the Love she has for me. Though I can no longer pick her up for long periods of time, I wish to God I could, she still looks like my little girl. She still puffs out her cheek when I kiss her and with my personality we laugh and forget about time. Shes my daughter and at times shes my big sister, cause she knows her dads a rascal! Lol. If she only knew how much I loved her and how content she makes my entire soul. One day when she has a child of her own, she will look up at me and with that one look, she will understand everything that I've always told her and tried to teach her and her level of love will just of exceeded any expectations she ever had. Continue to dream your dreams and live your life to the fullest, and know that you make my heart sing with endless amounts of love and laughter. I'm proud of the woman you have become and I thank God for bringing you into my life. You will always be my little girl. Daddy loves you, always and forever.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Do you believe in magic? On this beautiful morning as i awake , i step outside and the coolness of the morning breeze instantly takes my breath away. Just like the first time we met. My first thought is the cold chill bumps that you get as i run my fingers down the back of your arms. Looking into your eyes i see happiness and curiosity. I think to myself, how did i get so lucky. Is life trying to tell me something? I want you to know who i am and how i got here and why i am me. No secrets. I then see the sun peeking in on the world . A new day has begun and you plaque my mind with visions of your beautiful smile and your distinctive laugh. I want to know what makes you happy, so that i never make u sad. Life has a way of making things happen. Call it karma, destiny, or luck. But when it brings you a special someone, you know it rt there in that exact moment. What is that moment you ask? That first kiss. When your body heats up and your toes tingle. And your mind takes you on a mesmerizing journey, and you feel like you've known each other forever. And you look at her beautiful face and delicate yet sexy eyes , yout heart skips a beat and it steals your breath away. You realize that something special just happened. Do you believe im magic? I know i do.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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 What a beautiful moon u are. There are some nights that I look up and you are nowhere to be found , and then there are some nights that you shine beyond my minds ability to comprehend. And there are other nights like tonight, to where, your beauty enhances the romance in love stories. But your here one second and gone the next. Your light continues to illuminate the clouds, but it may be a few minutes before I can see u peeking at the world again. It reminds me of your love. Some days I can feel your heart beat with mine and there are days that I dont hear your voice and there are days like today, your here one minute then gone the next. I want to understand but you will not open your heart to me. I'm not sure how this works , but never assume I dont love you. Because I love u more than my heart can handle and I need you by my side, so if your love is as true as the moon, please allow my body to bond with yours as one, and I will love u for the rest of my life.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Why can u not see me? Do you know who u are looking for? How do u know its me? Funny, i dont even know who i am. Some days im just walking through the motions. A corps aimlessly walking amongst the living. Why are u never here when i need u most? You say that i am cold and i have no heart. But if i didnt have a heart, then why do i hurt so much when your gone? Im not heartless, in fact thats what im built on, but i tend to guard it because its almost broken beyond repair. Its hard, people dont see the world like i do. They don't see past the illusion that they feel is life fullfilling. Whens the lastime u sat and watched the sun rise and taken in all the different colors that a new day brings, or the even more beautiful, the colors that a sunset takes. Im trying to live, but my mind wants to die. Im tired of always hurting. Im drowning in pain, lies, and deceit. Please come save me. I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok. I need someone to love me, even though i hate myself. I need you. I always have.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Do u like me? Are we friends? On New Years 2019 , i received a message from you, asking me to call u, then a few to please call you. Do you realize just how beautiful you really are? Everytime i see you smile, it melts my heart, and steals my breath. Your dark long hair and those long lovely legs. Perfection. You've been touched by Aphrodite, and men go to war over your beauty. I can only imagine a kiss from your beautiful lips, and the sweet smell of perfume as u near me. Your as close to a goddess as I've ever seen. Why dont u respond? Are u afraid of me? No, cause a woman like u has no fear. Your the type of woman men worship. Cause your beauty says make love to me , but your eyes, they say, come fuck me like i was the last woman on earth. But there is something else i see in you, and thats trouble. And thats what i find so appealing, cause being good is boring. So bring whatever trouble u bring. Makes no difference, because i'm a man that can turn your world upside down. And one thing i'm not, and thats scared. i can promise you i'm just as much trouble as you are. Still interested?
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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Good night , as the angels watch over you they begin to burn with envy and disbelief. God placed an angel here on earth amongst the humans, and her beauty is a reflection of his love.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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As I look into your eyes I wonder what you see when you look at me? Do you think of me when the sun rises in the east? Do u cry for me as it sets in the west? I dont understand, you are always on my mind and u live inside my heart and u are the one that embraces my soul. I still want to kiss you, hold you and make love to u . But u refuse to let me into your heart. I cannot change the past but only make a new future. My heart sings as I walk past and smell the freshness of your hair. You still love me , I can see it your eyes. But I cannot choose for u. Life is all about chances, but it's the chance that your heart wants to make, but your mind refuses to follow, that keeps your true happiness at bay. Your afraid, this I understand, but all I want is to love you forever and forever starts today.
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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You and I are one in the same. As we have both dove into the ocean to see just how far down we could go, though we didnt dive in together, some how we managed to find each other in abyss of cold and darkness. How did we find each other? Remember? soulmates tend to hide in the same places. As we meet cold and confused unsure of how far down we've gone, we touch and the realization of life and love comes to mind. I dont want you to go down any further, for where I go, you go. So i must swim to the surface so that I may see the one that holds my heart and saved my soul. As we swim to the surface i think to myself how could she love me so much, is my life worth her losing hers? As we swim toward the light, our surroundings become lighter and the color of the water becomes more vibrant, at this point we both turn and as our eyes lock we both smile. I wanna thank her for saving me! But I must wait a few more seconds. As we come to the surface, we both take in a huge breath of air, as our lungs fill back with life, the world seems brighter than ever. As I turn to thank her, she extends her arms around my neck and pulls me tight and whispers in my ear, "Thank you for coming for me, you saved my life."
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foreverbuster · 5 years
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As I sit and I gaze apon the stormy night , i go back in my life and i begin to remember faces that had touched my heart and remained in my life to this day. Only one rises above the rest. She had the most beautiful blue eyes, a smile that could light up a room, and the personality that embraces your heart and makes life seem surreal. Perfection. My perfection. She may never know that when she touches me, my toes tingle , when she speaks to me, my lips quiver, and as she looks into my eyes, my heart beats with such force that it takes the air that I breath. I dream of walking behind her smelling the freshness of her hair, placing my warm hands on her shoulders , gently moving her hair to kiss that one spot that shakes her world. Her next breath is shallow, and I feel the chills that electrify her entire body. As I awake, I can still smell the sweetness of her skin. Should I ever tell her? Would she believe me? Would it even matter? Maybe I should just keep dreaming.
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