#love yall though im not ungrateful in the slightest

[wolvesandvisions]

i understand u all care i really do and i love y’all but everytime u wish me vaguely positive things it makes me incredibly antsy and sick, im okay, i havent lost anything, and i dont want to be talked to like i have, i hope u understand 

ill be much happier if u just talk to me like normal and/or help keep me productive! ask questions! send me funny stuff! anything but the awkward song and dance of wanting to check up on me but not wanting to pry

#thank u #i know im weird and operate differently n yall arent meaning to make me uncomfortable #but like i need anyone w vague context to not assume the worse #and i need anyone just concerned to just let ur language be comfortable with me please #i dont need my feelings hyped up or validated #ive talked to people and am currently talking to people who i think can handle my feelings appropriately #and im in a better state of mind #but everytime i get vague positive messages in my askbox it kind of sends me back ever so slightly #and i cant explain that in any other way than it sounds like the kind of messages id get if someone died JKDBJK #please dont do it if u can!! #love yall though im not ungrateful in the slightest #just putting this out especially for anyone scared to approach