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for-lovely-things · 3 years
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My dear friend @tessa1972 celebrates her Birthday today!!! Wishing you all the best, darling, and let the love between your two bois warm your heart❤
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astroluvr · 2 years
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I love your work 💞 and could you write something where jack harlow is spending a lot of time with his friends or in his work and not with his girlfriend (reader)
you can chose how it ends
thank u!!!! and thank you for ur request!
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over the past month, you felt more excluded from jack's life than ever before. it was nothing you could blame him about, he was steadily rising and you couldn't be prouder as his girlfriend. of course, you wished that you got to share more than a bed with him sometimes.
you were always the last to find things out. all the collaborations and gigs- you'd only hear about them as an excuse when he came home from dinner with the guys in celebration of this and that. you always gave him a pass and got all excited, but jack had already done the celebrating over the matter, so he wasn't exactly pumped to go out to lunch with you for it.
like now, jack had landed his dream gig, but of course you didn't know that because you put together his favorite dinner that was getting cold on the kitchen counter. you were just about to call it a night and leave the food as leftovers, but jack finally turned the knob.
"hey, baby!" he called from the door and you sighed before setting your phone down. "smells good in here."
you only hummed when he came and wrapped his arms around you from behind, leaving soft kisses on your neck. "hey, jack."
"hey, did you cook for me?"
"yeah, like i said i would this morning." you scoffed, shrugging him off.
"sorry, i just caught up, that's all."
"yeah, but i wished you would've texted before i spent all this time on dinner tonight, jack."
"i did, told you i'd be longer than i thought."
"which i understood when you texted this morning. it's nine o'clock, a text around four would've been really appreciated." you mumbled, rolling your eyes when jack leaned against the wall. "are you at least even hungry?"
"i went out with the gang to eat, so not really. we'll have it for leftovers."
"yeah, i'll have it for leftovers and you'll go out with everyone and eat to your heart's content without calling or texting, i know."
"we only went out because i just got confirmed for a venue in the uk. remember how i was talking about how much i wanted to perform there?"
"yeah, i do, because unlike you, i listen to what the person i love and share a life with has to say." you said.
you knew it was petty to hang on to the argument and not bring it up later, but you were tired of putting yourself and your needs aside for jack's career no matter how much you loved him.
"you've got to be fucking with me. you're mad because i did something spur of the moment?" jack put his hands against his chest and shook his head. "you're tripping, y/n."
"i'm tripping because i want to be involved in your life? really, jack, are you hearing yourself?"
"no, i can only hear you bitching!" he exclaimed, tugging at his hair.
"bitching? i'm expressing my feelings and you call it bitching?"
"you're supposed to be happy for me, not nagging me."
"of course, i'm happy for you, jack. you are the love of my life and i've watched you perform on every single stage, but it is not fair for you to treat me like i haven't. you deserve the world."
"i'm sorry i have more people to share my success with, y/n. don't guilt trip me to feel otherwise."
you were a strong person, so you didn't cry over matters of the heart that often, but this was pushing you to the edge. to have the person you wanted to hang on to belittle your position in his life like this was a lot to bear. you tried to will away the tears, because right now it seemed like jack would only scoff about it, but it didn't work. as you stared at jack, droplets of tears fell quickly.
"fuck it." you mumbled to yourself, trying to walk out of the kitchen and missing the way jack's heart fell to his stomach before he pulled you back. "i'm fine. leave me alone."
"no, you're not and it's my fault for being a jerk. i'm sorry, please don't cry because of me."
you shook your head and sniffled as you looked into his eyes. "am i even important to you anymore? i used to be the first person you called if I wasn't sitting right there. now, it's like you don't even want to be at home with me."
"and it shouldn't be that way. i shouldn't make you feel that way because you're my everything. you've been here and i know that. i rap about it all the time, but i should be saying that shit to you. i should be here with you instead of fucking around, so i'm sorry. i'm sorry."
you let him wipe your eyes and kiss over your salty cheeks. "i'm not asking for much, j, i swear I'm not. i know yoy have have friends and commitments outside of me, but invite me too sometimes. call me and text me, that's it."
he nodded and hugged you close. "i know, pretty girl. it's how it was and i don't know how or why i'm fucking it up now, but i'm going to do better. i love you so much."
"i love you too. i'm proud of you. i just want to be around to tell you."
"you don't have to tell me, but you do need to be around because i never want you to cry again and you make bomb ass meals." he kissed your nose and turned to the plates to lighten the mood.
you smiled and pressed yourself into his chest. "i was about to eat your plate."
jack laughed and kissed the top of your head. "yeah, that would've been a real argument."
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