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leadendeath · 1 month
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it was only after i learned that 1. i am not alone in experiencing this feeling and 2. this can be an adhd thing, that i felt so validated in the feeling of “juggling hyperfixations”. it feels like this meme image ^ like that’s such a perfect visual to go along with what i’m about to say.
in the past i felt sooo bad when a new interest barged its way in to my brain’s Interest Room (i see my brain as a room ok, different people who are my selves and different interests come in and out!). i felt bad for classic rock of 60s-70s when homestuck decided to sit right in front of me like a pet who’s being annoying circa 2013. i feel a special hard-to-describe almost kind of STRESS? (but a very minor stress mind you) when i find myself present day, with not just two but THREE things i’m so freakin into. very strong interests. hyperfixations. i love having words now that my past self couldn’t use because we didn’t know the words existed. we didn’t know there was something “wrong”(i prefer to say there was something “different” instead 2 b less negative !)
so yeah the things i’m trying to juggle are:
doom the game and various genres of metal music (they go hand in hand, and sometimes they even collide! i have a whole youtube playlist of metal midis that would fit right in in doom wads, u can ask me for it if you like the same niche as i do!) (i listened to so much metal today it’s so great and diverse i love it so much great background music but also great Anything music <333 listen to it in a good mood or in a bad mood it’s there for you any time)
spenge bab. to relate this back to the previous point i just made above this one; i already said i’m one of those people who listens to horrible abrasive music but then is also simultaneously like “yayyy happy sea creature cartoon :D :3” like it’s so funny. u already know to the extent which i like this thing. it’s helped me get back into art (…which i don’t post to this blog; i have other spaces for this niche tbh) and when i first got into it it was there for me during a terrible time (i was having the extra big depression last year around july/august)
jerm. dear rat boy. like the point before this one, i started watching him a lot during the same extremely bad july/august 2023 time. i knew him a little before but he was another thing which i’ve (about to make up a new phrase here) special interest-bonded with, during a difficult time. sometimes when i’m actively in the bad episode, i think to myself “gee when i’m better i sure hope i can enjoy this media and not automatically associate it with a bad time D:” and YEAH! THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I CAN STILL ENJOY WATCHING HIM EVEN THO IM OUTTA THE DEPRESSION PIT FOR NOW!!! i worried this same thing about death grips when i was coping with them when i was in the pit and they happened to be my #1 fav band years ago . i still love them and can enjoy them without thinking of all the times i was in the pit !!!
so ya as you can see THESE ARE ALL VASTLY DIFFERENT AND I AM HAVING A BIT OF TROUBLE LOVING ALL THREE AT THE SAME TIME BECAUSE MY ATTENTION SPAN IS A LIL FUCKY BUT IT’S OKAY! I AM NO LONGER DOING THE POINTLESS SELF-PUNISHING FOR ENJOYING ONESELF IN LIFE BECAUSE THAT WAS THE OCD TALKING AND IS NOW UNDER CONTROL! THANKS FOR READING I AM FULL OF UNBRIDLED LOVE FOR EVERYTHING
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dogcodedcatboy · 2 months
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4, 9, 16, 20 ! :3
JERM HELLO !! thank u for sending music asks my fellow pop punk warrior
4. song from your favorite album
fave song of my fave album of all time ... folie goes so hard man
9. song you have seen live
my last concert was ptv and this was their opener!!! SO COOL i love the intro to this sm
16. song you recently discovered
found this bad boy and immediately threw it into the ship playlist dungeon. so cutes !!
20. song you love to sing
not a huge singing type guy but me and the besties always belt the fuck outta this stupid song
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leprosycock · 6 months
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In some of your nicotine art lud is called Antoine, which I assume is bc they're revamped as ocs for the book, but I was wondering where the name came from? In the Christmas card piece Jerm is called Jay, which makes sense cause it comes from his name, which made me think that there's a specific reason why you chose such a different name for nicotine!lud. I'm so hungry for lore,,
truthfully, it originally just came from a list of french boy names that i liked, but i grew very attached to it because it’s unique but not too outlandish. it also means “praiseworthy”, which is a fun ironic thing. i also really, really love annie as a nickname, both narratively and aesthetically. an underlying theme is jay’s constant perverse desire to emasculate and humiliate annie in the public eye so he’s never desired by anyone else, either platonically or sexually. and that includes giving him a very feminine nickname rather than calling him something like tony or toto.
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lactoseintolerable · 1 year
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I used to love when people posted these so im gonna do one. Here’s all the nicknames for my cat, Jeramy
Jer
Jerm
Jerm the worm
Dr worm
Jer-bear
Bear-bear
Bear
Bubby boy
Baby boy
Bastard boy
Lil man
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Jeremy can do a spot-on Hiccup impression. Like,, he's a dead ringer
This fucks with Michael's head when he finds this out, not because he also has a crush on Hiccup psssshhh nooooooo
M: whatcha doin over there
J: [as hiccup] probably somethin stupid
M: [gay panic]
Jerms middle name is Peter, which he has a love-hate relationship with. Cuz he loves Peter Parker but hates the Jeremy Pee Heere joke
Oh yeah Mikey also has a crush on Spidey hardeeharhar
He has a Type and Jeremy takes wayyyy too long to connect those dots lol
Jerm dresses up as Hiccup for comic con one year and THE WAY HE FEELS SO SEEN AND LOVED WHEN OTHER COSPLAYERS PRAISE HIS HICCUP IMPRESSION and ask for videos of him saying stuff >>>>>
Especially if he swears lol
J: [as Hiccup] shit- Toothless not on the carpet! Not on the-! Awww ugh gods- dragon barf!
Michael slips away while jerms in the bathroom to buy him a Toothless plush so he can carry it around for pictures
Jeremy knows he did it for a joke but he like actually almost cries cuz holy shit that's so sweet
The way Jeremy pouts up at him and immediately hugs him puts Michael into cardiac arrest cuz GOD THIS BOY IS SO CUTE HE CANT HANDLE IT
M: [when he finds jerm waiting outside the bathroom] hey sorry I disappeared-
J: I was just about to text you, where were you?
M: well I was looking for something important because,, your costume's incomplete
J: ?? What do you mean?
M: well [pulls out the plush and jerm straight up G a s p s] what's a Hiccup without his Toothless?
If Jeremy somehow didn't wanna marry Michael before then he sURE DID NOW
The other cosplayers love the plush too and it takes the day from being great to fan-freaking-tastic
They sleepover at Michael's place after the con and Micha Cannot Mentally Handle the image of Jeremy sNUGGLING THE LIL TOOTHLESS WHEN HE FALLS ASLEEP
Yes yes yes yes yes
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pen-guin-writez · 2 years
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Long-Distance--- Stagedorks
~~~ Jeremy dialed Christine’s number. She had recently switched schools, which meant a long-distance relationship. (woo hoo!)
Meanwhile, Christine was having the worst day of her life. Her new school was a disaster. There was really only one classmate that was actually decent, none of the teachers listened to her ideas, and now she’s stuck in a room with nothing but her thoughts. She heard her phone ring. It was Jeremy. She started to smile. Jeremy was just the person she wanted to hear from today.
“Hey, Jeremy! What’s going on at my old school?” Though her day was terrible, she still managed to keep a positive attitude.
“Oh Christine, you missed so much! Let me tell you everything:
So Michael joined the after-school play-- well, kinda, he sells tickets, snacks, and a bunch of other stuff for students. It’s a weird change, but I am glad he sticks around for me.”
“Awh, that’s so sweet of him! Tell Mikey I said hi!” Christine plopped down on her bed. Michael and Christine were never really that close, but since Jeremy IS Michael’s BFF, it’s law that Christine, being his girlfriend, would make an attempt to get closer to him.
“Will do, sheriff! We are doing Dear Evan Hansen next, and I got Evan! The only problem is that Chloe got Zoe, and you know what happened at the Halloween Party...” Jeremy hated to bring up that horrid Halloween Party, it triggered terrible flashbacks for him.
Christine clapped, “Congratulations, darling! I’m so proud! And don’t be so worried about Chloe, after all, it’s just a show!” The two laughed.
Jeremy and Christine talked all night long, about life, about the show, about school, it was the best part of Christine’s day, so to speak.
“Argh, my battery’s really low, I gotta go darl, it’s been fun talking to you, though!” Christine’s frown was completely visible to Jeremy.
“Hey, if you ever wanna come back home, our arms are open. You can always call me whenever you’re feeling low.
Jeremy’s words struck Christine’s heart tenderly. Jeremy was such a sweet boy, she was so glad to be the one he gets to spend his life with.
“Thanks, Jerm. Goodnight!”
“G’night, love”
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parkerbombshell · 2 months
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The British are Coming #646
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zahraaziza · 8 months
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YOU HAVING CONRAD, BARBIE, RAPUNZEL, AND LOVE ON UR ‘me coded characters’ chart OH MY GOSH ZAHRA
team jerm or team conrad love? 😮
I COULD WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT WHY I RELATE TO THEM SO HARD, BUT THIS WILL DO HEHE!!
AND I AM SO HAPPY YOU ASKED, SO THAT MEANS YOU READ THE BOOKS/WATCHED THE SHOW?? EITHER WAY WE CAN ADD THAT TO THE 1000 ITEM LIST OF WHAT WE HAVE IN COMMON!! <33
for me, my boy conrad all the way, but the safest and best option would be my sweetie pie cam cameron, he's just so KWWGWEKWH i wanna eat him up <33
what team are you, my beautiful cher?? 🤍
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kiasecrets · 3 years
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bemiraculouslychill · 7 years
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Hey Jeremy! What do you think about the fox holder? Isn't him hot? ;^)
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They don’t meet to often but jerm is sure to remember those few encounters ;-)
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insinirate · 6 years
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jeremy heere is an ugly boy that is loved like pugs are ugly dogs that are loved
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eliias-bouchard · 2 years
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hi welcome to a stupid thing me & my qpp wrote bc of the jerma archivist joke. pls enjoy \o/ @tefmiles
[CLICK]
[PRESUMABLY; LONDON, SOMEWHERE ELSE]
JON
(tone implying this conversation has been going on for a while) I know, Martin, but if we can get to the Archives we can stop - everything! Everyone will be fine, and then we can leave, and just go about having a *normal* life.
MARTIN
(patient but exasperated) Love, I'm sure they'll be just fine. We don't know who the Archivist is now. Maybe the Archivist is someone.. (he trails off)
JON
Better at their job?
MARTIN
No, no, just.. someone who'd figure it out sooner.
JON
Right.
[THEY FALL INTO COMFORTABLE SILENCE. THE SOUND OF THEIR FOOTSTEPS ON PAVEMENT IS AUDIBLE.]
JON (CONTD.)
I just, I mean - even if it is just.. how we'd recognise it, we can still attack Jonah, or give them vital information.
MARTIN
(hum of agreement) Well, we're here now, so no point mulling it over anymore. You first.
[A DOOR OPENS. FOR A FEW MINUTES, SILENCE AS THEY WALK DOWN TO THE ARCHIVES.] [ANOTHER DOOR OPENS, PRESUMABLY THE ONE TO THE ARCHIVES.]
TIM
Uh- hey, you- need a visitors pass to be down here?
MARTIN
It's okay, we're just popping in for a minute. Jo- Elias has cleared us to be down here, you might find an email about it? Or he might not have sent it, you know how he is. (small, nervous chuckle)
TIM
(clearly suspicious) ..right.
[YET ANOTHER DOOR, PRESUMABLY THE ONE TO THE ARCHIVST’S OFFICE.]
JON
(confused) Erm.
MARTIN
(confident, but still confused underneath it) Sorry, hi, we're looking for the Head Archivist?
JEREMY “JERMA” ELBERTSON
(seemingly in the middle of something) Well, you- you found me! I-
[HE PAUSES IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS SENTENCE.]
JERMA
Wh- Chat, why are you pogging?? Who are these people? What the hell is "J-Mart"? I- So sorry, they're- they're telling me to ask you about The Panopticon? I don't- I don't know what that is, uh.
[next bit by my qpp!!]
JON (increased confusion) Is that... What is that?
MARTIN (slightly accusatory) Are you streaming your job to Twitch?
JERMA Well it- Being an Archivist doesn't exactly pay the bills. I have to stay fed.
MARTIN Yeah, but- Twitch? You decided to do Twitch as a side-hustle?
[THE TWITCH CHAT IS PANNED OVER TO.]
CHAT POG pogchamp JMART lmao jerma broke BROKE BOY JERM gayboys gayboys BI KING lets goooooooo JMART :MonkaS: SHJDHWISJDIFHKUHDNWK according to all knwo laws of aviation ther HEY JMRA PREGNANT COMP LETS GOOOOOOO ARCHY BOY AND HIS LOVER ARE HERE what if we al im blue dabadeedabadie WOAHSDOFIUHHDSKHDF :omega_LUL:
[USER 4792047294 HAS BEEN BANNED BY GerryKeay_Gaming]
JON (exasperated) Gerry- Gerry Keay is on your livestream? Right now?
[Michael_Distorts WANTS TO SHARE SOMETHING] oh hey jon. youre visiting the archivist. nice. have fun.
JON (CONTD.) (exasperation increased) Mi- Michael Shelley? The Distortion? He’s on your livestream?
JERMA (after a pause of contemplation) Y- Yeah? They're just my mods? I mean sometimes th- they share things but not much more?
[MARTIN'S SANITY IS QUICKLY DRAINING]
& extra bonus bit of content, also by my qpp:
JERMA Alright Chat. I'm gonna raid Gerry since he's my best mod. Bye- Bye Chat!
[SOFT LULLING MUSIC PLAYS AS THE SCREEN SWITCHES TO GerryKeay_Gaming]
[GERRY IS PLAYING ANIMAL CROSSING: NEW HORIZONS. THERE IS A SMALL BIT OF TEXT BENEATH HIS WEBCAM READING “computer broke & now my music won’t work sorry lol”.]
GERRY (with intense fever) FUCK THESE TARANTULAS FUCK THEM I HATE THEM DIE.
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bellsweetly-blog · 7 years
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i drew another jerm in a dress,, sorry not sorry
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champmorado · 3 years
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okay, i just REALLY want to share this tf2 au i have. I'll call it the Pets! AU for now.
So basically, yknow how the mercs have pet cosmetics? what if those pets were the humans and the mercs were the pets? O_O
More info under the cut! ^_^
Archimedes is a wedding planner and has a pet dove named Ludwig. He used to only plan weddings for politicians and celebrities, but now he's part of a charity called Big Weddings For Small Couples, which is dedicated to giving extravagant weddings for "poor people"
Chuck(lenuts) used to be a scoutmaster (don't ask how he got fired) and now he just crashes at his friends' houses. he has a pet flying squirrel he calls Jerms. also, he may or may not be being hunted down by loan sharks
Sir Louis (or Sir Hootsalot, nickname given to him by his wife) is a retired hunter and animal conservationist. he was knighted by the queen for his work in halting the hunting of endangered birds. he has a rescued owl named Michael. he also has a wife whom he hates </3
Lady Lillian (also known by her wrestler name, Snaggletooth) is a regionally famous crocodile wrestler. she and Sir Louis got married for tax reasons and for fame reasons only. she has a pet baby crocodile named Mundy who she plans on wrestling when it grows up. (also, she has legal custody over Michael >:))
Momma Kiev (nickname given to her by her grandson, Robin) is a lovely old russian lady who raises chickens. Her favorite of these chickens is Misha, the biggest and gentlest one of all of them. Her daughter recently died and her son, Robin, came into her custody.
Aristotle (changed his name to that after being insipired by Archimedes) is a retired professor. He tried to launch a wedding planning company to rival against Archimedes, but people called them out for copying the other's designs, so he shut it down. rumors are circulating that he works, no, lives with Archimedes now. their pet raven has been spotted hanging around Archimedes' mansion
Muncher is a bald eagle tamer! he makes money off of people wanting to take pictures with America's Greatest Bird! His most prized eagle is Jane, who is apparently a boy eagle! He and his friend, Bites, are in a mutualistic relationship!
Bites lives with Muncher in his ranch. Muncher gives them food and shelter, and Bites defends his bald eagles. no one's really sure where Bites comes from, if they have a job, or if they're even human.
Dean is a freelance dancer and performer! they have a lovely pet parrot named Tavish, who is the official mascot of her dance group. She loves her friends very much, but they can't hang out with them that often because she has to train for an upcoming dance contest.
Phoenix is... Phoenix. Lillian claims she's seen her burn down a church but nothing has been confirmed nor denied yet. She has a pet bird she calls Pyro
Barry is a car mechanic. that's pretty much it. he has a pug named Dell who doesnt do much, and an annoying son named Ein who manages to do even less. sometimes he has to knock some sense and humility into his friends.
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blackb0nnets · 2 years
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JEREMIKE HEADCANONS
I just need to ramble cause they’re my comfort rn
They play with each other’s hair, especially Jeremy with Michael, it helps him calm down or fall asleep
Jeremy is blatantly flirting with Michael constantly, but he is clueless or too shy to make a move back
Michael daydreams a lot and gets caught in his thoughts by Jeremy, having him to snap or wave his hang in front of his hand
Michael is severely touch starved so Jeremy cups his hands on Michael’s face sometimes just to shut him up from his worrying
They make cassettes for each other and take turns listening to them at sleepovers
Michael likes to lay on top of Jeremy giving him kisses on his stomach and chest
They love 80s rock and metal
They take turns being the little and big spoon
Michael is clingy but sometimes needs his space
When Michael still lived with his dad, Jeremy would sneak in through Michael’s window at night, he was a bad influence
They have those “fights” about who loves each other more, Michael always lets Jeremy win
They do each other’s hair in the morning for work
Michael calls Jeremy: dude, Jerm, love, darling, sweetheart
Jeremy calls Michael: dude, bro, pretty boy, handsome, babe
They watch horror movies together, started because of Jeremy. Michael always gets scared to death and Jeremy laughs at him then comforts him
Jeremy always reassures Michael that he’s wonderful and isn’t anything like his father
Michael always shows his thanks to Jeremy by gently hugging him, forehead kisses, hand kisses, or shoulder kisses
Michael smiles when kissing, causing him to giggle then Jeremy does too. Usually causing them to go into a laughing fit
When one is on the couch watching tv the other loves to rest their head on the others lap, and put their arms around their waist
Michael’s accent is very watered down due to him being raised in America, but sometimes it comes out more than usual, Jeremy finds this funny or cute, teasing him about it
After the bite, Michael stayed with Jeremy in the hospital for as much as he could, bringing him flowers and such
After being scooped, Jeremy loves to tell Michael how cool he looks and that he still has the most handsome boyfriend he could ask for
They love to play Nintendo together, Jeremy always winning and Michael getting annoyed
Jeremy loves to roller-skate, he takes Michael to do it a lot, Michael is awful at it though and gets frustrated, so Jeremy always holds him up and takes his hand to guide him
They like to go stargazing, it reminds Michael of the last memories he had with his sister, bittersweet
They both stim when excited or nervous around each other
Okay that’s all folks! I’m sure I have a lot more I’m just sleepy and have to wake up early, byeeee
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imthekingofnewyork · 3 years
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Burns
Rich gets insecure about his scars but he has his boyfriends to help him out. --- When Jeremy pulled into his apartment building's parking lot an unknown feeling of dread settled over him. This wasn't too unusual, he had anxiety and sometimes it snuck up on him even when nothing was wrong. As he gathered some of his things from his car he pushed down the feeling and started to make his way to his and his boyfriends shared apartment. But even as he walked up the steps and got his keys out to open the door he still had the feeling hanging over him. By the looks of it in the parking lot only one of his boyfriends was home and that would be rich. Rich who could usually be seen watching t.v. on the couch when he came home but was no where to be found. The apartment was eerie with the knowledge that his normally bright and happy boyfriend was here when everything was dark and silent. Jeremy called out his name but there was no reply.
Jeremy poked his head into the kitchen. Nothing there. He walked over to the other side of the apartment and called his name but once again there was no reply. Then he opened their bedroom door to find his shortest boyfriend curled up in all of the blankets on their bed, his face covered.
"Rich?" Jeremy whispered as he stepped towards the bed. when he called out his name the blonde poked his head out from under the blankets. His hair was ruffled and sticking out in different directions. If Jeremy wasn't so concerned about the boy acting so differently he would've taken a moment to appreciate how cute he was. Jeremy sat on the edge of the bed next to his boyfriend.
"Hey hon you doing okay? you seem a little quiet" He said, putting a hand on the boys back. Rich sat up some more and gently rested his head on the taller boys shoulder.
"Not been feelin' to great," He said, his voice a little rough.
"Aw, sorry love" He cooed, wrapping an arm around the shorter boy and resting his palm on his forehead to see if he had a fever or not.
"No-Not like that," rich said, gently grabbing the scrawny boy's arm and starting to play with Jeremy's fingers in his lap. He wrapped the blanket tighter around his shoulders when Jeremy paused to let him speak.
"i've jus' been feeling a bit down, about- about my burns and all," Rich said.
Rich had been insecure about his burns before, especially right after the fire and he had just returned to school. Jeremy pulled his arm back so it was instead around his back and his hand was at the nape of the smaller boys neck. He gently scratched at the fine hairs at the bottom of his neck as he made a small sympathetic sound.
"You wanna talk about it?" he asked softly, pulling the boy closer to him.
Rich shook his head against Jeremy's shoulder.
"What do you wanna do?" He asked softly.
rich thought for a moment before moving to the back of the bed, pulling Jeremy with him and wrapping the taller boy in the blankets with him. Jeremy got the idea and pulled Rich's head so it was pillowed on his chest. The two layed there for a moment before Jeremy got a text from his other two boyfriends in their group chat.
Boyf: At the store we need anything?
Jeremy thought for a moment.
Jerm: cookie dough ice cream Rich's not feeling well
Jake-y: Is he ok?
Boyf: Yea whats wrong?
Jerm: He said he wasn't feeling to great about his scars
Jeremy looked over to his boyfriend who was still resting on his chest, Rich grabbed one of his hands and began playing with the boy's fingers again.
Boyf: yea i'll get the ice cream
Boyf: Does he need anything else?
Jake-y: maybe those chips he likes
Boyf: Oo yes ill grab them
Jeremy put his phone down on the other side of the bed when rich started moving some more. He could see a look in his eyes that said he wanted to say something but couldn't. Jeremy shifted some and gently wrapped his arm around Rich's back.
"Are you sure you don't wanna talk about it?" he asked softly, rubbing the boys back.
Rich opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. he chewed on his lip as he thought of what to say.
"Its just-Just, what- what do you guys see in me?" Rich asked, burying his face deeper into the boys chest.
"what do you mean hon?" Jeremy said, moving so he could see his boyfriends face better.
"I mean- I-I'm smaller than all of you for starters, I-I'm covered in b-burns, Hell I almost killed Jake when we were teenagers," He said, his voice breaking at the end. Jeremy looked right at his boyfriend to see tears at the edges of his eyes and his nose scrunched slightly Jeremy could only guess was from it burning.
"Hey, hey no, hon it's okay, thats all in the past," He said. Jeremy gently moved so he was resting against the headboard and rich was sitting in his lap, the blankets now wrapped around his waist. Jeremy gently rubbed up and down the boys back, rocking him slightly. He could feel a small wet spot forming on his shirt from where Rich had his face pressed into but pretended not to notice as he tried to soothe his boyfriend.
Just then Jeremy heard Micheal and Jake come in from the front door. They called out both their names and when Jeremy called for them to come into the bedroom they almost completely burst through the door. Jake was the first one to notice their distraught boyfriend on the bed while Micheal followed behind him. Jake put the bag he was carrying down on the edge of the bed next to Jeremy's phone and climbed on the bed next to him.
At first neither Jake or micheal knew what to do but soon followed Jeremy's lead and cuddled up next to their boyfriend. Jake moved behind Rich and gently brushed the hair out of his face while Michael moved to the side of his smaller boyfriend and rested his chin on the top of his head. The four of them stayed in that position until Rich's sobs faded into soft sniffles and hiccups. eventually he emerged his face from where it was pressed into Jeremy's shoulder to look at his boyfriends.
"sorry," he said so softly it was barely above a whisper.
"What're you sorry for hon?" Micheal asked, moving so his head was instead resting on Rich's shoulder.
"I'm just-I'm just a failure- I'm just--" He said, getting worked up again, tears forming in his eyes.
"Hey, Hey no no no hon your not a failure why're you thinking like this all of a sudden?" Jake asked, scooting down so he was sitting next to the headboard too.
"I've just- I don't know I started thinking about this stuff a couple days ago but i thought it was nothing and then today-today was just too much for me," Rich said, pressing his back into jeremy's chest.
"Honey why didn't you tell us?" Michael said, rubbing his hand up and down Rich's arm soothingly.
"I just- I just thought it was nothing, that'd it go away in a few days or something." Rich said, closing his eyes as a few stray tears fell down his face.
Jeremy clicked his tounge sympathetically, moving his hand up to brush some hair off of his face.
they stayed like that for a little while longer until Rich seemed a little better and moved a little bit forward.
"So is there anything you wanna do now hon?" Jake asked, moving so he sat with his legs crossed.
jeremy pointed out the ice cream sitting in the bag Jake was holding at the edge of the bed which made Rich light up a bit. Jeremy handed the carton to the shorter boy while Michael left to grab a spoon from the kitchen. Jake grabbed his laptop and turned it to hulu.
"Anything you wanna watch?" Jake asked.
Rich thought for a moment before saying. "Oh! Night at the museum! I haven't watched those movies in forever" Rich said as Jake clicked on the first movie, smiling that his boyfriends normal bright personality started to come back. Jake wrapped his arms around his shorter boyfriend and softly kissed his head as the movie began playing. Michael and Jeremy cuddled up next to them and relaxed. And thats how they spent the rest of the night, cuddling together as Rich's favorite movies played. And over the night Rich started acting more like himself. He was still a little insecure about his scars and still guilty about the night of the fire but he felt better with his boyfriends at his side.
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