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beebee18 · 24 days
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My life?
Chan x Reader
(Inspired by @cheeseceli )
Super self indulgent (had a dream about it)
Reader speaks English and Hindi. (She's me)
Genre: Major fluff, curious Chan, whipped Chan.
(Not proof read)
Would LOVE some feedback, it's my first piece to ever be posted on here. Thank you for reading 🎀
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He loved listening to you speak Hindi/Urdu. He thought it sounded sweet from you. True you did speak Hindi softer than English, you just thought that the language is 'softness' personified.
So when you were on your phone with you mom, he sat down beside you smiling to greet you. You smiled back and kept speaking into the phone now thinking to cut the conversation short as Chan was finally home, at 2am mind you.
"Accha maa abhi rakhti hoon, raat ke 2 baj rahe hai idhar." You say into the phone
(Okay mom I'll hang up now, it's 2 at night here.)
"Haa beta, so jaana and tell Chan I said 'Hi'." She says.
(Okay baby, go to sleep...)
"Haa bol doongi, love you." You says lastly, your finger hovering over the screen to end the call.
(Yes, I'll tell him...)
"Love you mere jigar ka tukda." With a kiss into the speaker she hangs up as you turn to face Chan.
He looked at you with awe and a little preplexed.
"Bed?" You asked getting up and stretching, looking at him for response.
"Bed." He nods taking your hand and leading you to cuddle you to death. (probably)
Next morning was something else...
"I want to call you something in Hindi, like a nickname. " He says from the dining table chair, as you prepare breakfast.
"Is there a special reason?" You ask plating the French toast now.
"No reason, I just want to." He says pulling you into him, smushing his face into your chest. You giggled at him.
"Okay" You replied, moving back to sit down next to him.
(Later)
"What about 'love'?"
"Pyaar."
"Princess?"
"Rajkumari."
"Angel?"
"Pari."
"I don't love any of them." Chan whined, looking up at you from his head placed on your lap. Doe eyes on complete display with utter annoyance glazed over them.
"You don't have to use them Channie, just call me 'baby' or something. I really don't mind." You assure him, not wanting to make him feel worse.
"But you call me 'jagi' sometimes and it makes me feel all tingly. I wanna do the same." He says, a little sad.
"Oh, what did your mom call you last night? Right before she hung up." He says sitting up straight and turning to you.
"Jigar ka tukda?" He nods violently at your words.
"Chan that means 'piece of my liver', it's not very endearing when it's translated but it's the sweetest thing in Hindi. Also, that's more of a parent-child nickname." You say as his expression turned from excited to grossed out to sad, again.
"Do you think we'll find something cute in animals?" He asks clearly determined to find a suitable name to call you.
"Maybe, I don't know." You shrugged.
"Bunny?"
"Khargosh...nope."
"Agreed, pup?"
"I'd rather you don't call me that at all."
"I was just teasing. Butterfly?"
"Titli."
"Why does it sound weird?" He asks as his face scrunches up.
"You're just saying that cause all you hear when I say it is 'Tit'." You giggle pinching his cheek.
"I do." He laughs, a light blush covering his neck.
"Let's pause this topic here, I'm hungry." You say to him pouting.
"Let's go out, I know this dude, that is an a-mazing chef." He gets up from the sofa pulling you up with his hand in yours and walking towards the door.
A few minutes later you were inside the cuties dorm.
"So by 'going out' you meant the dorms?"
"I meant, anywhere but home."
"And by 'a-mazing chef' you meant Minho?"
"Yep." He pops the 'p' at the end, kisses your temple before informing you that he's gonna go annoy Felix in his room.
You sit down beside Seungmin and Jeongin on the sofa as they play Mario Kart, very focused.
They greet with smiles and nods and hums.
You don't say much either as they seemed engrossed and you didn't wanna see them whine about loosing because of you later at lunch.
"Lunch is served." Says Minho standing in the middle of the dorm in an cartoonish voice.
Everybody settled on the dining table, Minho began to describe the meal he had prepared as the maknaes looked impatient to dig in.
Jeongin taking a bite as soon as Minho finished so everyone could start eating, earning an eye roll from Minho making Chan laugh a little.
"Jaan, could you pass the salt."
You pass the salt to him before fully processing what he said and freezed...
"What....did you call me?" You look at him, a little shocked but also curious.
"Jaan, do you like it?" He asks, looking at his plate, a little shy now as the boys were looking at you both in interest.
"Do I like it?? Channie that's like the best nickname anyone could ever use!!" You smile the widest with a blushing face and kiss his cheek while hugging his side, almost falling down.
He hugs you back of course (saving you from face-planting) laughing to himself.
A gagging sound from Seungmin brought you back to reality, as you looked around you saw a smirk from Felix.
"Did you use Google?" The first thing you asked as soon as you were out of the cuties dorm as your curiosity got the best of you.
"I didn't, jaan." Be says glancing at you with a proud smile before looking back to the road.
Everytime he used it, it felt unreal.
Did he even know the meaning. Of course he did. He wouldn't use such a word all the time without knowing the meaning right?
"Do you know what it means?" You ask, wondering how he found out about it if not for Google.
"Yeah, means you're my life." He answers grinning wide, glancing at you again to gauge your expression. You looked just about ready to be a ripe tomato wanting to melt away.
"How do you know it?" You couldn't just leave it, he could've seen it on the internet somewhere, Hindi wasn't exactly an unpopular language.
"Okay fine, I called your mom and she said she didn't have any but your dad always uses the word for her, so I asked her for the meaning." He says parking the car and coming around to open your door for you.
"So now you're besties with maa?" You snicker at him and walk towards your apartment door.
He's right behind you, his hands on your waist walking into the flat with you and kicking the door closed behind him.
"Can't blame me jaan, you're besties with my entire family." He says kissing your cheek and plopping down on the sofa, patting the space next to him.
"Hayee meri jaan, mera to dil aa gaya." You say kissing him and snuggling in his chest.
(My life, you've got my heart)
"I'm too tired to look for the meaning today. Let's sleep." He says kissing the top of your head and leading you to the bedroom.
"Old man needs his sleep." Seungmin's jokes rubbing off on you was not something Chan was pleased about as he mumbled a 'sure old woman' before pulling you into bed, into his chest to waft away into dreamland.
"Jaan, meri jaan." A soft whisper left his lips before kissing your temple and falling into a deep sleep.
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a-whispering-echo · 10 months
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Killer playlist
does anyone else make playlists for their favourite characters?
Number of songs - 104 (i think, dont quote me on it)
if anyone has some they want to add to the list, add them in the comments, i'll add them :)
anyway, list of songs that remind me of Killer (its 2000's pop, that what it is) :
Måneskin - I WANNA BE YOUR SLAVE 
Billie Eilish - bad guy
Sohodolls - Bang Bang Bang Bang
Billie Eilish - bury a friend
Britney Spears - If U Seek Amy
Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do
Ke$ha - Die Young
The Crane Wives - Tongues & Teeth
UPSAHL - People I Don’t Like
Lady Gaga - Poker Face
Britney Spears - Criminal
Creep-P - Exorcism
CHOST - Appetite of a People-Pleaser
GHOST - Amygdala's Rag Doll
VocaCircus - Circus Monster
Skillet - Monster
Sam Tinnesz - Play With Fire
KARMA (Circus-P & Creep-P) - (this one specifically)
OneRepublic - Everybody Loves Me
Weathers - Happy Pills
twenty one pilots: Heavydirtysoul
MARINA - Bubblegum Bitch
MARNIA -Hermit the Frog
MARINA - Oh No! 
Lady Gaga - Judas
Lady Gaga - Applause
Iggy Azalea - Black Widow
Sub Urban & Bella Poarch - INFERNO
Mad Tsai - killer queen
Set It Off - Partners In Crime
Rihanna - S&M
MARINA - HOW TO BE A HEARTBREAKER
Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me
Lady Gaga - Government Hooker
WILDFIRE!! (Cover)【JubyPhonic】
The Ready Set - Killer
MARNIA- Primadonna
Britney Spears - Oops!... I Did It Again
Repo!The Genetic Opera-Zydrate Anatomy Lyrics
The Crane Wives - Metaphor
melanie martinez - Soap
Allie X - Simon Says
Dresden Dolls // Girl Anachronism
Cut/Clap - The Stereosexuals
IN MY MOUTH - BLACK DRESSES
Alec Benjamin - If I Killed Someone For You
Set it off - Killer In The Mirror
ADDED BY OTHERS
The Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid
I Can't Decide - Scissor sisters
Copycat - VocaCircus
トゥール - MARETU
Måneskin - THE DRIVER (it wont let me access the vid for some reason, so hope it does for you!
Get Scared - Sarcasm (TW guys! I personally cant listen to this song anymore, use to all the time.)
The Distortionist - GHOST
Set It Off - Something New
HEARTSTEEL - PARANOIA
Creep-P - Something Changed
Nico Collins - Set Me Free
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askbadlydrawn2pitapan · 2 months
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No reposts /srs
Part 2❗️
Apparently you can only have 100 links max in a post, so I’m gonna have to split the playlist up. I was gonna just reblog it, but this would be easier. ⬇️⬇️
Halsey - Graveyard
Halsey - Without Me
Halsey - Gasoline
Halsey - Control
Melanie Martinez - Carousel
Melanie Martinez - Soap
Melanie Martinez - Gingerbread Man
Melanie Martinez - Mad Hatter
Melanie Martinez - Milk And Cookies
Maroon 5 - Don’t Wanna Know
Maroon 5 - Love Somebody
Maroon 5 - Lucky Strike
Maroon 5 - Stereo Heart
Maroon 5 - Payphone
Maroon 5 - Misery
Maroon 5 - Animals
Maroon 5 - This Love
Maroon 5 - Sugar
Maroon 5 - Maps
Maroon 5 - One More Night
Michael Bublé - Feeling Good
Michael Bublé - Sway
Michael Bublé - L.O.V.E.
KIRA (Hatsune Miku & GUMI) - VOICE
KIRA (Hatsune Miku) - 4BLOOD
KIRA (GUMI) - Ladylike
KIRA (GUMI) - Ridin’ With U
KIRA (GUMI & Ham) - Boom Boom Boom
KIRA (GUMI) - Piece Of Art
KIRA (GUMI) - Circles
KIRA (GUMI) - Burn Me Down
KIRA (GUMI) - Monster
KIRA (GUMI) - Machine Gun
KIRA (feat. Rachie) - Don’t Come Back Here
Giga & KIRA - GETCHA!
KIRA (ft. Rachie) (REMIX) - Again
KIRA (GUMI) (REMIX) - Echo
One Direction - The Story Of My Life
One Direction - One Thing
One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful
One Direction - Drag Me Down
Prince - Raspberry Beret
Prince - Kiss
Dua Lipa - Don’t Start Now
Dua Lipa - Break My Heart
Dua Lipa - Levitating
Imagine Dragons - Monster
Imagine Dragons - Radioactive
Imagine Dragons - Believer
Lewis Capaldi - Someone You Loved
Lewis Capaldi - Before You Go
Three Days Grace - Never Too Late
Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You
Three Days Grace - Let It Die
Three Days Grace - Time Of Dying
Three Days Grace - Pain
Three Days Grace - Gone Forever
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
Britney Spears - Oops I Did It Again
Britney Spears - If U Seek Amy
Britney Spears - …Baby One More Time
Britney Spears - Criminal
Britney Spears - Toxic
Britney Spears - Circus
Charlie Puth (ft. Meghan Trainor) - Marvin Gaye
Charlie Puth - Attention
Meghan Trainor - Like I’m Gonna Lose You
Simon Curtis - Pit of Vipers
Simon Curtis - Super Psycho Love
Shawn Mendes - If I Can’t Have You
Shawn Mendes - In My Blood
Shawn Mendes - Stitches
Taylor Swift - Blank Space
Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
Taylor Swift - Bad Blood
Taylor Swift - Look What You Made Me Do
FloRida (feat Ke$ha) - Right Round
Ke$ha - Blah Blah Blah
Rihanna - Umbrella
Rihanna - We Found Love
Rihanna - SOS
Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)
Rihanna - Disturbia
Rihanna - S&M
P!nk - Just Give Me a Reason
P!nk - Walk Me Home
P!nk - Fuckin’ Perfect
Avril Lavigne - Complicated
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
NSYNC - It’s Gonna Be Me
NSYNC - Bye Bye Bye
Lindsey Stirling - Shatter Me
Lindsey Stirling - Roundtable Rival
Studio Killers - Jenny
Studio Killers - All Men Are Pigs
Studio Killers - Ode To The Bouncer
Sail North - Bones
Sail North - Tale of The Shadow
Jonathan Young (metal cover) - Santiana
Nathan Evans - Wellerman
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funny-fella-fantrolls · 5 months
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You already know I have to drop a little 🗣️ Vex + Ofu. Heavily intruiged :)
((THis is a follow up to this post!))
Vextri, still clutching his injured shoulder, swings the door open.
Hey, []fu? Y[]u get the bandages and sh][t ready?
A voice comes from another room, clearly sounding a little tired.
Yeah... I did... {ome here, I {an help if you want...
The bronzeblood walks in, seeing Ofu sat there, a worried look on his face.
What... what happened? Are you okay? Sit down, and... and...
A bright green tint fills the limeblood's face.
T-take your shirt off, I need to be able to {lean it first...
Vex responds a little dismissively, not as worried as his friend.
]['m fine. S[]me an[]n dec][ded t[] b][te me pretty fuck][n' hard, but ]['ll l][ve.
He lets go of his shoulder, taking off his jacket and then struggling to pull his shirt over his horns.
See? N[]t even that deep. Deep en[]ugh that ][t needs bandag][n', sure, but []nly barely.
Ofuuno flushes even brighter as he looks over the wound, and he fetches a wipe.
Okay... I'm... I'm gonna {lean it up, sorry if this stings...
He starts wiping away at the wound, making sure it's clean as the bronzeblood winces.
I'm sorry! It's... It's going to be alright...
][t's f][ne. Just... get []n w][th ][t.
Eventually, the wound is clean, and the wipe is tossed into the bin.
Okay, so now I need to bandage it...
He picks up the bandages, and begins slowly wrapping up the other troll's shoulder.
So... why did you get bitten?
D[]n't kn[]w. Typ][cal an[]n sh][t, ][ guess. Luck][ly, ][t gave me a chance t[] pr[]perly test my pr[]ject.
Did... did it work?
Sure d][d. Pretty much perfect. []nly th][ng ][ m][ght wanna w[]rk []n ][s the energy eff][c][ency []f the p[]wer cells, but that m][ght be s[]meth][ng t[] get Therus t[] l[][]k ][nt[], see ][f he can f][nd anyth][ng []ut there.
Ofuuno looks at him with a concerned look on his face.
Does that mean you're a{tually sleeping now?
Yeah. Been catch][ng up.
There's a moment of silence before Vextri speaks up again.
[]fu... ][ sh[]uld ap[]l[]g][ze. ][ heard fr[]m s[]me an[]ns that after what happened y[]u were k][nda beat][ng y[]urself up []ver ][t...
You... you what? N-no, if anyone should be apologizing, it's me, I mean, I went way too far there, a-and I shouldn't have brought up what I did...
Well, yeah, but... ][ kn[]w y[]u meant well, and hell, ][t's not l][ke much else c[]ulda g[]tten thr[]ugh t[] me. Y[]u were try][n' t[] help, and ][ just g[]t mad. ]['m s[]rry. ][ g[]t t[][] wrapped up ][n the pr[]ject, and ][ c[]uldn't see that ][t was hurt][n' y[]u.
Vex... {an we... talk about something? I've been... thinking, a lot...
Sure. ]['ll hear y[]u []ut.
Well, uh, when we had that argument... it was really tough for me... it felt like I was gonna lose you, and... and that idea really hurt...
][... ][ c[]uld tell. S[]unds l][ke y[]u were real br[]ken up ab[]ut ][t. Aga][n, ]['m s[]rry, dude.
Vex... I think... I think there's something I need to tell you about.
G[] ahead.
So... for a long, long time now... I've been having pale feelings for you. A-and I hope that doesn't weird you out or anything...
][... ][ see. ][ mean, ][ can't say the ][dea never []ccured t[] me, ][ mean, we've b[]th heard f[]lks th][nk][n' it.
Y-yeah... b-but... gog, should I even be saying this? {an... {an you promise me you won't get mad when I say this?
][ mean, ]['ll try. K][nda hard t[] pr[]mise that s][nce ][ d[]n't kn[]w what y[]u're g[]nna say.
O-okay. W-well, while we weren't talking... I kept thinking, and...
He takes a shaky breath and looks up, making direct eye contact with the bronzeblood.
I... Vex, I'm flushed for you.
Vextri's eyes go wide, and an orange tint creeps onto his face.
[]fu... Y[]u're... Y[]u're fuck][n' w][th me, r][ght?
N-no... I've been thinking about this for a while, and... fu{k, I shouldn't have said anything...
The limeblood goes silent and just focuses on wrapping Vex's wound up.
L[][]k, dude, ][... ][ d[]n't kn[]w what t[] say... ][ mean... ]['ve never th[]ught ab[]ut that, least n[]t any m[]re than ]['ve had t[] the c[]uple t][mes f[]lks had assumed that bef[]re.
Ofu finishes up the bandaging and stands up, starting to walk off.
Well... I should go... hope you enjoy the rest of the night, Vex...
Just as he's about to leave the room, a hand grabs his wrist, stopping him.
[]fu, l[][]k at me.
He turns around, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes.
][ can't say ]['ve th[]ught ab[]ut ][t, but... That d[]esn't s[]und l][ke the w[]rst th][ng ever. Just... g][ve me a wh][le t[] th][nk ab[]ut ][t, []kay?
You... You don't hate me now?
N[], []fu. ][ d[]n't hate y[]u. ][... ][ c[]uld never hate y[]u. And... ][ kn[]w better than t[] let y[]u g[] s][t and wall[]w ab[]ut th][s. C[]me back ][n here, and... sh][t, ][ dunn[], we c[]uld cuddle unt][l y[]u feel better? ][ kn[]w y[]u l[]ve cuddles.
That... that sounds really ni{e. T-thank you, Vex...
The two sit down on the loungeplank, and Ofu cuddles up close to his now-aware flush crush.
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michelleath · 2 months
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Untuk si kecil yang rewel, bawel dan caught my attention very well. Since I'm not very good at this kind of stuff, let me try it at least once, okay? Please, don't laugh at it, ya sayang? (Gemeter)
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Warning: After reading this, you might cringe.
Remember when we met for the first time? The real situation is not flowery, as in the movies. I saw you eating your most beloved hahu hoheng with two of your err— weird friends. "Itu bocil SMP atau gimana?" was my first thinking because you looked so smoll with your hahu hoheng that makes your already round cheeks appear even more so, making you appear so little, almost like a mochi.
By snatching the hahu hoheng wrapper and simply rushing away, I actually played the annoying person in front of you on purpose (maaf ya) dan hari demi hari, aku sadar kalau, ngapain ya gua begitu ke Anas? Kata orang tahap pertama adalah denial, dan aku laluin itu semua. When you chatted to that blue cupang you called Icel (cmbr) I attempted to ignore that notion as well as to resist being envious and wanting your attention. Kalau kata newjeans sih,
"You got me lookin for attention."
Sampai sekarang masih cemburu, walaupun aku tau setidaknya kamu bakal terus di samping aku. TERUS... Apa ya, sebenarnya aku cuma mau ungkapin aja sih, kenang-kenangan pernah punya kamu di SMK aneh ini, punya cowok yang galak tapi lucu. Kelinci manisnya Athar, sayangnya Athar, lucunya Athar, cantiknya Athar, pokoknya apapun itu, Athar pasti suka. (Kecuali genit, Atharnya nanti ngambek)
Kalau disuruh deskripsiin kamu dengan satu lagu aja, aku bakal pilih Every Summertime by NIKI. Kenapa? Penasaran gak? :p Ya... Karena kamu memang seperti lagu itu. Ketika sama kamu, aku selalu jatuh cinta untuk yang kesekian kalinya, rasanya kayak lagi dipelet (Jangan-jangan kamu pelet aku ya?) Bercanda.
"Baby, I'd give up anything to travel inside your mind."
The lyrics perfectly capture how excited I am to find out what's on your mind, what you like to do besides your favorite hahu hoheng, what makes you happy, and whether you're thinking about me at all. I wanna know more about you, mau tau semuanya tentang kamu.
When I'm around you, my day seems more energetic—I can almost feel the heat rising from your ire at my little taunts. Furthermore, despite everything, I truly enjoy it when you behave well as a good boy and then launch an adorable attack on me (Pipow lucu, gemas, mau gigit) I love everything about you.
I love you the most, sayang, pipow, anak lucu.
...
Last, makasih ya udah mau sama Athar HAHAHA. Makasih udah selalu bikin cekikikan selama kurang lebih empat hari ini, maaf penulisnya Athar engga jago, tapi one thing for sure, Anas selalu cantik dan selalu berhasil bikin Athar maupun penulisnya senyum senyum karena gemes sama Anas (Lu bocil banget deh HAHAHA, pengen ngeledek terus) Menurut penulis, satu lagu aja engga bisa ngedeskripsiin gimana cantiknya Anas. Kalau bisa kirim 1000 lagu tentang cinta, bakal Athar kirim ke kamu. Yaudah, makasih ya udah baca, TOLONG jangan bawa bawa si cupang lagi karena Atharnya cemburuan banget. Jangan lupa dengerin lagu ini juga soalnya liriknya kamu_banget.
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dleena2023 · 6 months
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NIGHTMARES & DAYDREAMS WORLD TOUR '23
bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
timecheck it's 10.16pm right now and guess what? ATC CONCERT IS TOMORROW. YES YOU HEARD ME RIGHT. AGAINST THE CURRENT IS PERFORMING TOMORROW. AHHHHHHH MAMAMIA WHAT IS THIS I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING FOR REAL. BOUGHT THE TIX IN FEB AND PAK PAK IT'S FINALLY TOMORROW. MAN, TIME FLIES REALLY FAST HUH. OMG I'M SO PUMPED UP & STOKEDDDD MANNNN. I DON'T EVEN THINK I CAN SLEEP PEACEFULLY LATER HAHAHAHAHA. I MEAN... I SLEPT EARLIER IN THE AFTERNOON SOOO ;P OKAYY SO NOW LAGU 'STRANGERS AGAIN' IS PLAYING FROM MY PHONE WHILE I'M TYPING THESE WORDS WOOOOO!!!!! OKAY SO I'LL BE MEETING NADDY TOMORROW AT ORCHARD MRT AROUND 4PM. YASSS I'M GOING WITH NADDY FOR MY 1ST ATC CONCERT. OUR 1ST CONCERT TOGETHERRRR. OMGOMGOMG FINALLY SOMEONE THAT I CAN GO WITH & AM COMFORTABLE. I VIVIDLY REMEMBER MY DPR CONCERT - I ARRIVED AND WAS QUEUING FOR THE VIP LINE. AND OMG I WANTED TO CRY SEY BECAUSE THERE WERE A LOOOOT OF PEOPLE AND I WAS SO AWKWARD AND I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE. IT MADE ME A BIT UNCOMFORTABLE THAT I STARTED TO TEAR UP AND MY HEART WAS LIKE "CAN WE GO HOME? I WANNA GO HOME." HAHAHAHA. BUT SO FAR ALHAMDULILLAH IT ALL WENT GOOD. ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE SO FAR HEHE. AND I HOPE TOMORROW WOULD BE THE SAME TOO (OR EVEN BETTER, WHO KNOWS? X) ALHAMDULILLAH I MEMORISED ALL OF THE SONGS ALREADY, OKAY MAYBE NOT ALL MAYBE THERE ARE LIKE 2-3 SONGS THAT I'M STILL UNFAMILIAR WITH BUT SO FAR THE MELODY IS EASY TO FOLLOW WITH SO YEAPPP. I SHOULD SAY I'M KIND OF HARDCORE COS I WANTED EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT. BUT I REMEMBER, NOTHING IS PERFECT. AND NO ONE IS PERFECT. THAT MADE ME REALISE THAT IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES COS IT'S BOUND TO HAPPEN. IT ALWAYS IS. LYRICS TERLUPE KE, TERKIAL2 KE TERSALAH KE YANG PENTING, I HAVE FUN, ENJOY THE NIGHT AND LIVE IN THE MOMENT :D OKAYOKAY NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW ESPECIALLY THE MEET & GREET WAAAAA AND YAS I BOUGHT IT LAST MONTH HEHEHEHE COS I'M LIKE WHY NOT KAN SINCE ARTISTS HAVE THEIR WORLD TOUR LIKE EVERY 4 YEARS SO IT'S REALLY WORTH IT ONCE IN A WHILE. AND I DON'T WANNA BREAK MY HEART BUT I WANNA TALK TO THEM ESPECIALLY CHRISSY ABOUT MY LOVE FOR T1. THIS YEAR MIGHT BE THE LAST FOR THIS ROSTER AND I WANTED TO PUT ALL MY HEART OUT FOR THEM. I WANT TO TALK TO THEM ABOUT T1, KERIA & FAKER!!! WORLD TOUR THIS YEAR = COINCIDES WITH LAST OF ZOFGK. KIND OF FORTITUOUS, NO? :') OKAY NO MORE SADNESS, BACK TO MY MEET & GREET I ALREADY PLANNED TO BRING MY PERSONAL SAJAK WITH ROSE PETALS ADORNING THE FRAME (REPRESENTING THE 5 T1 MEMBERS) HEHE AND YEAAPPP HOPEFULLY I WILL TALK CASUALLY & COMFORTABLY WITH THEMMM. I'M AFRAID I'LL BE DAMN NERVOUS THAT MY MOUTH DOESN'T OPEN LMAO BUT IN SHA ALLAH TAKDE PAPE AYYY. EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY IN SHA ALLAH. IT'S ABOUT SOMEONE WHO FEELS LIKE HOME TO YOU AND YOU LOOK FORWARD TO COMING HOME EVERYDAY. BUT NOW YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO DO SO BECAUSE THE HOME IS NO LONGER IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE </3 IT'S INSPIRED BY MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE SONG FROM THEM AKA ROSESSSSS. (IF I HAVE THE TIME, I'LL POST IT HERE). AND THE SAJAK IS ALSO INSPIRED BY MY JOURNEY WITH T1 FOR THE LAST 2 & 1/2 YEARS <3 I' GONNA TAKE A LOOOOOT OF PHOTOS & VIDEOS FOR SURE MAYBE BUAT VLOG KE APE HAHAHA OF COURSE IT'S DEFINITELY FOR THE MEMORIES :3 I CAN FORESEE MYSELF BEING HYPED UP, SCREAMING, DANCING AND MAYBE CRYING LMAOO BUT I DON'T WANNA PUT MY EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH. I'M JUST GONNA HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MY NIGHT WITH NADDY. AND RELATE TO EVERY SONG AND LIVE IN THE MOMENT ^-^ EVERY SONG IS DEFINITELY GONNA BE LIT OMG ESPECIALLY ROSESSSSS AHHHH AND EVERYTHING LAAA. OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT I'M JUST GONNA DO MY BEST FOR TOMORROW AND SERAHKAN EVERYTHING TO ALLAH. I KNOW ALLAH WILL DEFINITELY PERMUDAHKAN FOR ME :) JUST HAVE TAWAKKUL, DO MY BEST, BE HAPPY AND GO JERR!!!! REST WELL AND ALL THE BEST LOVE!!!!! SEE YOU TOMORROW AND I'LL KEEP AN UPDATE ON THIS IN SHA ALLAH WEEEEEEE <3333333333
and thank you so so so much Ya Allah for easing my preparation progress for the concert <3
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turnedinto-themoon · 3 years
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I’ve been re-doing my old art so heres P’li
2020 vs 2021
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spacenintendogs · 4 years
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as great as the impeachment is he still has to go through trial by the senate and i wanna be happy abt the impeachment but knowing he still has a senate trial with the senate majority being republican...
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stinky-monkey · 5 years
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The fact that J*ke P*ul, someone who has physically abused at least one woman if not more and done quite a few other reprehensible things, thinks he has some kind of moral highground over our boy Cody Ko, who has defended others against all kinds of discrimination and hate and wouldn’t inflict harm upon anyone, makes me so mad I don’t even know what to say. So what if Cody likes to roast people and call them out on their shit online? There’s no real harm in that. God, J*ke P*ul is so fucking stupid, not to mention the fact that he’s the one bringing actual hate, violence, and negativity into the world.
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mieohmy · 2 years
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i wanna be okay. [teaser]
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PAIRING: bodyguard!jeno x fem reader
GENRE: strangers-to-lovers, e2ls, SLOW BURN, celebrity! au, rich kid! au, romance, fluff, angst, humor
ESTIMATED WORD COUNT: 16-18k
NOTES: profanity, alcohol consumption, lots of arguing lol, somewhat heavy violence, blood, hospitals, injuries and im not a doctor so pls don’t come for me, flirting that kinda makes me wanna p*ke, slightly suggestive scenes, kissing
SUMMARY: the one where your rich CEO dad hires you a mysterious bodyguard to stay by your side 24/7. on the contrary, as much as jeno tries to stay away from you- it’s just utterly impossible.
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The door unlocks with a quiet beep, swinging open gently. Jeno goes in silently as it’s in his nature, contemplating whether he should just leave your jacket on the couch when he sees your room door left open.
Peeking past, the only thing in his sight is you, huddled by the foot of your bed and looking so small, perhaps the smallest he’s ever seen. Jeno stops, confused. It’s silent.
He places your jacket down and takes a few steps towards your figure. As he gets closer, he can hear only one thing.
The sound of your quiet sniffles. That’s when he sees your body shaking.
Instinct kicks in and jeno bursts through the door and runs to your side, grabbing your shoulders and whipping you around so he can assess the damage.
You freeze awkwardly, bewildered. “W-what are you doing?”
He stills, equally as confused as you are. And then you gasp, horrified. “Did you follow me in? Did you watch me the entire time?”
Jeno feels shock and embarrassment course through his veins. You weren’t hurt.
You were crying.
How could he not notice before he saw your fluttering, watery eyes and red nose?
Jeno looks down, voice soft. “Why… what’s wrong?”
Abruptly, you wipe your eyes and clear your throat. You laugh sheepishly. “It’s nothing, I just thought-“
You cut your sentence off midway, bringing a hand to run through your hair while you collect yourself. This time, your voice comes out small and slow, as if you were a child that just got scolded. “I’m scared, jeno. You were right.”
You look away, head down so your hair falls in front of your face. “It was really scary.” Your voice is timid and hesitant. “What am I supposed to do now when I can’t even go outside without fearing for my life? When did things get like this?”
Your eyes slowly raise to look at him as you try to hold back from quivering. “I just…
“i wanna be okay.”
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estimated release: mid/late jan 2022.
released: 18.1.22. | read here!
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beann-e · 3 years
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Haikyu characters reacting to their s/o screaming back at them
Nekoma Characters reacting to their s/o Screaming back at them
Read Part One Here
kenma
-it would not take much -_-
- Kenma doesn’t even notice he’s yelling at you or much less using his raised voice when talking to you
-he’s so used to screaming at kuroo through his mic that when he’s finally pissed off and bubbling ; it just happens after you try to ask him what he wants for dinner at the wrong time
-post time skip
“ go left “ The sound of the controller clicking swirled through the room as your boyfriends eyes followed the screen at every turn his character took “ kuroo I said go left “
“ uh which one ? “
kenmas face went into a straight line as kuroos body stiffened knowing he hadn’t been listening in the first place “ no wait which way I meant —which way “
“kuroo I said go left “
“ oh “
“ yeah — go left “ the strain in your boyfriends voice was evident
it showing off the sliver of annoyance he was trying to hold back knowing that you were somewhere in the same house
he hated for you to see him anything other than calm
Anytime he showed any bit of annoyance with you or even showed he was about to give you attitude you quickly shut it down. It was obvious to him who was the dominant one in the relationship and he had no problem with it
Honestly he was scared of what you would think when you finally saw him fly off the handle. Of course you’d seen him have an attitude he was a gamer that was normalized to have one after a lost game but, it wasn’t often he showed you that side because kenma doesn’t do losing
so what would happen if he finally got ticked off so badly due to something that was ‘just a game’ to you would you be scared?
he couldn’t help but think that you would run for the hills and then screw him over in the breakup and tell everyone he still wears tidy whities and forgets to go pee during gameplays unless you remind him by asking had he peed all day
“ hey du— “
“ don’t talk until you kill the leftover guys so we can win“
“ ken you don’t think I can multitask “ kuroos laugh fell into the room over kenmas headphones “ I used to do it everyday i was the captain of the vb team, I keep you in line “
“ sure sure — but are you watching your corners “
“ I keep everyone healthy , and i’m hot , plus I’m about to win this gam— I died “
the silence in the moment spoke volumes before kenma could
his hand grabbing the controller harshly as he refused to blink seeing the word loser flash in bright letters on his screen
Body growing hot and sweaty while he tried to hold in his anger and process what just happened so he could determine the next best course of action
Knowing , He just knew
The amount of trouble he’d get in if you walked in to hear him screaming at kuroo shouting words you hated when he used
He was trying to hold it all in
really he was
he just needed some quiet first just some silence to figure out how to calm himself down his brain going over serveral images of kuroo dead at the bottom of stairs maybe even him getting hit too hard with one of kenmas sets when they played 4 on 4matches
Anger only growing when he heard a voice pour in that he couldn’t figure out who it belonged to much less cared
“ hey ke— “
“ Do you ever fucking listen “ his voice was hard and threatening “ do you ever just shut the fuck up and “
he threw his headphones to his keyboard “ and listen — no you don’t— you go quiet and now here i am upset because you simply don’t listen — answer the questions i’m asking you— you fucking sea creature“
his body only growing hotter as his neck got red eyes darting for a person to scream at and take his anger out on
“ answer me “ he screamed pain eteched in his voice as he finally turned to find you
a look crossing over his face before he blinked looking to the floor then up at you in confusion before turning back to his screen that glowed in the dark room anger hitting him all over again when he saw kuroos wide open mouth and their dead avatars laying on the ground
“ Why the fuck — how the —- I always fucking lose when that asshole —that miscalculated creation— whenever he plays with me it’s so serious to me — i make money off of it i make — i get deals and i — I can’t — can’t lose them they’ll think i’m not good enough— i“
he slammed his fist into the wall speaking low
“ I hate fucking losing “
he turned to you “ it’s not nice y/n — I tried to fucking do your shitty routine of calming myself down first but it just “
he moved closer to you with anger pouring from his body
your eyes wide in a look of fear when he grabbed your face pointing to his screen “ look — “
he screamed in your face when you didn’t tear your eyes away from his “ BABE I SAID LOOK“
your eyes never leaving his as he just grew angrier at your incompetence
“ so your not fucking listening to me either “ his voice grew questioning “ are your ears dirty just like kuroos ? huh ? are y’all apart of some shitty cult for mute wannabes “
his hand gripped tighter on your cheeks “ i’m so stupid your just as fucking dumb as that asshole — fucking — I bet you wanna date him huh — “
his mind ran wild as he thought of the two of you together insecurity blooming
“ you want a loser like him over me right ? you have to like kuroo — look at him you want to date kuroo right “
he laughed “ fucking slu— “
“ finish it and we’ll be playing our own game of kenma getting his ass beat until he finally gives up and cries “
your eyebrows quirked up as you held eye contact with him “ trust me you’ll lose “
you looked at the male in front of you in disgust
“ get your shitty cheeto dusted gamer hands off of me “
his hands loosened their hold on you
“ all the way off you dirty imbecile “
you scoffed as he dropped his hand in a rush of fear
“ I bet your dirty ass didn’t even wash them after I made you pee earlier — yeah made — you wanted to get back to that sweaty chair that badly ? “
his cheeks grew hot as he blinked himself out of his trance only to see what he’d gotten himself into
“ who do you think you are talking to like that “
your stare making him shake even more in fear
You always scared him when you were upset wether you were taller or not your annoyance alone at an action he’d done scared him enough
Your words stood tall and poured in on him making him feel like he was suffocating but, he knew he needed to hear this. You only did this when his anger was out of control like he knew it could be. He stayed on his games all day and all night which was the only way to provide your shared income
at least until he could get his company up and running he had yet to sign contracts because he said he needed to read them first and reading took too much work
this was how he paid your bills. It stressed him out knowing that any day someone on the internet could call him a loser and that same day your steady flow of money may trickle in slower than usual
So when he lost a game any game even something as simple as Mario or even kirby it pissed him off because he couldn’t help but shoulder all the responsibility of taking care of you and himself. He didn’t want to be the reason you lost that stability and all of this catered into his rage. A rage only you could catch and calm down with your sheer words.
“ who do you think you are “ your voice came out low and calm as you spoke down on him “ answer me “
“n-no on — no one babe “
“ don’t babe me “ your hand pressed on his chest “ you don’t deserve that not after you talked to me that way “
“ I -i’m sorry “
“ for what “
“ f-for talking to you like that and “ his voice came out soft as he spoke
“ I cannot hear you “
“ fuck i’m sorry for talking to you that way —and for using force —force and grabbing you like that “
“and i’m just expected to forgive you? you know I hate this — you know this and yet you keep doing it? why ? why do you keep shouldering this and then lashing out “
“ p-please “
“ mm — i’m not seeing it ken— I mean you treat me like one of your other asshole friends and then on top of it you grabbed my face this time— you’ve never gone that far “
“ y-yes I know — I know “
“ so you can see my problem with just accepting your apology right “
“ y-yes ma’am “
“ oh — “ you laughed as you spoke “ now we’re using nice names huh “
“ i—I thought it’d work“ he pouted
“ I wanna forgive you ken “ you looked at him as his head dropped in embarrassment cheeks going red
“ I really do babe but “
“ I swear I won’t do it again y/n “
you thought for a moment staring at the boy in front of you who was pissing his pants in fear
“ y-y/n I swear I didn’t know it was you I was angry and I —I thought kuroo was talkin— “
“ but you realized it was me? “
he paused
“ you even looked from me and back to your screen so you knew correct “
“ yes “
“ and yet you still yelled at me and grabbed my face “
“ really i’m sorry— I wasn’t there all the way “
you took a deep breath before looking to his computer eyes made up in a squint and then trailing back to the boy in front of you
“ ok ken “ his eyes glowed in happiness
“ you— your forgiving me “ he laughed almost mocking you knowing he’d never been let go this quickly you usually took away his gaming system until he’d learned to calm down
he even started ‘doing’ yoga, if you count playing the youtube videos on the tv while he played on his apple watch that you’d forgotten to take, just to fool you into giving his game back “ this easily“
your eyes moved pointedly to his as he fell back into submission
“ i’m sorry I just meant you arent more upset “
“ well i’m deciding that since it was the first time you ever went to that extent of yelling at me I’m gonna let you off the hook “
you smiled “ also I thought you already got enough punishment “
“ h-huh “
you let your head move up to face his computer screen in a slight nod his eyes lighting up before his face fell in sadness
He never meant to fall submissive let alone show who was the dominant one in the relationship to anyone outside of you especially not with kuroo on the other line
“ I don’t think kuroo minds much babe it’s ok “ you said happily changing the whole way you carried yourself earlier and the way you spoke your body easing after beating into kenma
“ no trust me he doe— “
“ goddamn “
your eyes fell onto his friends open mouthed smile
“ and you just let ‘em do you like that “
kenmas eyebrows came together in sadness
“ damn ken —“
your eyes went hard on kuroo
“ and do you think your any better ? because from what i’ve heard churro it seems to me like you couldnt even keep your own team on a leash much less that lev kid so ? “
“ god “ kuroo coughed shifting in his seat whispering softly to himself “ so hot “
he shook his head before speaking again a little bit louder “ uh no— no I completely understand y/n —god i just know your fun “ he laughed
“ kenma keep listening to your s/o don’t mind me “
he moved to log off speaking under his breath “ so fucking scary —swear i’m bringing ‘em in to scare my vb kiddos— shit “
you shook your head in confusion “ uh wha—”
“ he had a — he had a crush on you and yeah I”
“ oh well “ you moved to throw your arms around him in happiness his body stumbling back at the action as he cautiously wrapped his hands around your back
“ n-not in trouble “
“ not in trouble “
“ still love me “
“ still love you “
“ then can I pla- “
“ no “
“ nevermind I didn’t want —want to play anyways “
“ that’s good “
“ yeah “ he drawed out as you grabbed his hand pulling him to the living room “ but babe the monitors still on just one matc— “
your grip tightned on his hand “ movie ken “
“ got it movie — movie “
he spoke low following you wrapping his arms around you as he kissed your cheek “ movie first — game later “
lev
-I don’t think he would ever ever ever scream at you but he would totally say something hurtful and not even realize it because kuroo and kenma said it to him
-so he’s literally just using what he was taught but In the wrong way
- not a time skip
“ lev can you help me “ you shouted to the taller male as you made your way across the court his hands cupping around his mouth as he stared down on you from the other side “ yeah “ he smiled “ totally “
you copied him a smile itching to spread across your face “ just because I yell doesnt mean you yell “
“ well as bossy as you are you should know I’m going to “
your face dropped before it fell back into a happy smile mind racing with thoughts of maybe hes just making a joke he knows you hate when people say that about you
“ hey uh lev ? “
“ yeah babe “ he said running over to you
“ let’s not say that ok cause it kinda — it really hurt my feelings “ his eyebrows furrowed as he looked down on you his voice vibrating along the gym before he smiled again “ babe I like the design you added to your face I didn’t notice but other people said you looked good with it and yeah —honestly they were right “
“ huh — design? “
“ yeah it’s red it’s right by your eyebrow “
your hands moved quickly to cover the pimple from his view eyes darting across the gym hoping no one else heard and was trying to take a look at it
“ it’s fine it’s fine maybe if you put on some makeup you can hide it right ? i mean if you don’t like the design like I do i mean that’s what you usually use it for right ? “
your eyebrows went up face holding nothing but sadness as you spoke “ do you— lev baby do you really think i’m bossy “
he jumped up and down on the balls of his feet in excitement as he kept going “ yeah — I do everything you tell me to and I like it i’m like a puppy and your the master “
you could feel your body heat up at his words his smile spreading wider as he turned to his awestruck teammates
“ babe it’s ok id follow you to the end of the earth because I don’t understand your just stringing me along”
your hands dropped the balls you held onto from picking them up off the floor. head cocking to the side as you studied him trying to see what sparked this new way of thinking
“ oh god “
“ he’s so fucking —so so fucking clueles- “
“ stupid just outright stupid is what he is “ you said as his eyebrows creased face struggling to find the right way to react to the burning hot anger he felt radiating off of you in waves “ lev baby who told you this “
you walked a bit closer to him head leaned back to see him clearly “ who made you think this way “
“ uh what “ he shook his head face coming up in a pout “ babe I — “ he played with his fingers as he looked off to the side hand moving to run across his neck “ for some reason I feel like i’m in trouble —I did—did I do something wrong baby ?“
“ this is not cool lev not helpful, not sweet and nice it’s hurtful “
“ no what ? wait i’m “ he took his hand out to grab your arm his face made up in pure confusion “ no i’m —i’m complimenting you “
“ you— your complimenting me? “
“ yeah “ he smiled struggling to hold it up as his eyes darted across your face
“ lev baby “ you faked a smile as your eyes hardened “ think about your words —what have you just said “
“ well I said that your my master and i’m like a puppy“ he smiled as he thought back “ only because I love you and would do anything you tell me and because i’m hyper and sometimes you have to explain stuff to me in simple form because I can’t pay attention when anyone else talks but you “
he kept going “ then I said that I do anything you tell me to and I would “ he smiled harder voice sure of himself“ because I like following you and making you happy “
he scratched his neck face flashing a deep red “ then — then I said that you cover up your bossine— ok i’m sorry “
his face made up into a pout as he slumped “ really I didn’t know I thought it was nice I heard the team saying it in the back rooms and I though— “
“ FUCKING IDIOT “
“ LEV WHAT THE FUCK “
“ HOLY SHIT LEGS ARE YOU SERIOUS “
levs face dropped as he turned to kenma “ legs seriously ? “
kenma shrugging as he continued to play his hand held game “ eh well everyone else was saying something and you annoy me so — I present legs “
he sighed as he turned back only to see your eyes holding nothing but garbage fires In them as you stared at the group of guys huddled together
“ speak “ everyone whimpered as you stared them down “ explain to me why my boyfriend is telling me I need makeup to cover my pimple ”
kuroos uncomfortable laugh left him quickly as he looked away from the both of you rocking back and forth in his shows “ well um y/n “ he coughed “ you see we were — we’re guys y/n we were making jokes and you see lev doesn’t understand “
“ well I do so explain “
he jumped “ we thought— “
“ not quick enough you sweaty catboy“
“ god ok he came to us wanting to know how to compliment you he said he didn’t want to say anything dumb and —so that made us realize we can really make him do anything cause he’s so clueless—thought if we could get lev to say some dumb shit—trust me we didn’t go that far “ he said pointing to lev who was picking up the balls you’d dropped on the floor chasing after one that rolled away
“ then you’d break up with him and I guess at least one of us would have a chance — well except kenma he says he has princess peach as his wife —wait who the fu—I actually don’t know who that is ken is that an online girlfriend “
he furrowed his brows actually puzzled by his earlier words “ I don’t know why it seemed so normal to me at the time “
he shook his head “ but lev is so fucking stupid that he said everything fucking wrong — we literally just told him what we personally like about you —gave him some corny pickup lines but he said everything wrong like even the phrase about your makeup we were saying how you don’t wear any or when you do it’s not obvious because your natural beauty just radiates through it— then the next thing we talked about is how strong and just how you take directive I guess — and we — we thought it was hot “
“ then where did he get the stuff he said from “ your voice went high now you were confused he couldn’t have made that stuff up
“ y/n he’s just fucking stupid where do you think “ he rolled his eyes “ he made it up because he didn’t understand “
levs eyes widened as he had stopped paying attention to the situation taking place hours ago “ uh I cannot confirm or deny that statement but I will say you are very very beautiful my love “
your heart warmed as the team groaned your body moving into his as you kissed him softly “ did I do something wrong ? “
“ no lev your ok “
“ ok I never want you to feel bad or like y’know how kenma feels I always feel like he’s so angry “ your boyfriend shivered as he locked eyes with kenma who was ready to pounce on him claws showed as he gripped his game harshly “ see —- so angry “
“ not angry lev just “ you looked at him seriously “ babe you have to pay attention to what you say you may say something really really wrong to me one day and then — “
“ and then you’ll tell me what I did wrong while we cuddle and drink hot chocolate“
you smiled squeezing him harder “ no — then i’ll break your kneecaps so you’ll never be able to play volley again and i’ll dye your hair black in your sleep so people will think you look like a tall dirty mop “
he shook before he led you out of the door the team watching as you left leaving all of them to curse silently about their failed plan “ he’s the stupidest guy on the team and he — he got that “
“ bet he doesn’t even know what he’s doing when he’s tapping it “
kuroo laughed “ yeah right like he even gets that far — they probably gotta explain how to continue a kiss without him focusing and staring straight into their eyes — he’s probably learning how to ‘multitask’ right now as we speak—lucky idiot “
the doors to the gym slammed open roughly a few minutes later as you held levs hand tightly behind the door “ HEY ASSHOLES “
everyone tuned to you in fear for themselves and the tall male behind you who you dragged like a mom in a store his eyes stuck on the lollipop that stuck out from his mouth “ guys y/n found me a lollipop—she stuffed it in my mouth when I told her the joke you guys told me to “
“ w-what joke “
“ the one where I called the sex line and said that I requested them because I heard good reviews “
the teams heads all dropped knowing they’d never said anything of the sort or even along the line he’d messed up their original words yet again and put not only himself but them in danger
“ if you guys ever try to taint my boyfriend with your dumb fucking words again I swear I will end you all —kenma i’ll buy every copy of the new game that you want that’s coming out — literally blow all my money so you can’t ever play the stupid game until im ready to allow you to “ his mouth going up in an o as he still had his attention on his game hands only tightening a bit at the threat his body moving behind kuroo for safety
“ kuroos chemistry lab will become a garbage chute for my lunch trays “ kuroos body slumping as he draped himself over kenma only to get pushed off and fall on the floor in pain your mouth moving to tell everyone else on the team what would happen if they didn’t respect your boyfriend and treat him like the nice , caring guy he was
Until finally you flashed a smile and walked off leaving the team in disarray as they couldn’t figure out if you just grew that much hotter or if they were having heat flash from the pissed off emotions they felt when lev turned around and winked at them while he ran his hand down your shoulder to land at your lower back as he followed you out
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rinko-fujinami · 4 years
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sometimes i cant believe i sat thru the entirety of kill la kill
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ji-jii-visha · 3 years
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Indian Academia be like:
Learning Urdu, Bangla, Gujrati, Sanskrit and Malyayam because knowing Hindi and English (or your regional languages) isn't enough.
Drinking chai, under the shade of the tea shop, in kullad in late August.
Looking at the pictures of Fatehpur Sikri and wondering what living in a castle like that would be like.
Dreaming of going to Kashmir one day and roaming like a mad poet wearing thier traditional dress and a shawl.
Preparing for your distant relative's marriage ceremony a month before it actually starts, as an excuse for buying new jhumka, lehga and mehdi.
Studying about Indian History even when you're a science student.
Learning about Hindu Mythology and all of its variations (even you're not a Hindu.)
Learning about Islamic History and Culture around the world (even when you're not a Muslim.)
Studying for your competitive exam while singing Old Bollywood songs during breaks.
Watching Bollywood movies of 90s and pointing out at every beautiful dialogue they'd say and writing it down in the handmade notebook you bought from Udaipur.
Learning Punjabi so that you can listen and speak Punjabi without hesitation.
Following Swami Vivekananda.
Reading Kabir ke Dohe in the afternoon.
Telling your younger sibling (or cousins) to study Sanskrit when they're taught Sanskrit in school otherwise after growing up they'd regret it like you do.
Trying to learn about everything about India which seems impossible yet reading books and Wikipedia pages about a distant Indian town or village.
P. S. These are heavily based on what I do (and wanna do) and I tried to include as much as I can and make it as much diverse as it came to my mind and if you have suggestions, please let me know.
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DAY 18. INJURY.
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A CHALLENGE WITH JAVIER PEÑA.
NARCOS ┃ USEFUL LINKS.
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❝ words: about 700.
❝ warnings: the tittle says it. Angst, mention of blood, mention of injury, violence (?).
❝ a / n: you can send your threats to P. Sherman, 42 Wallaby Way, Sidney, NSW. don’t forget to comment and reblog if you liked it, i’d really appreciate it!
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A week has passed from your anniversary and Javi has kept his promise, taking you to your favorite place to have dinner and a lovely night. It doesn't matter if you've been together for the last year, the two of you still feel butterflies within your belly anytime the other smiles, holds the other's hand, or simply pronounces te amo. Also, the place can't be more perfect. Latin music sounding all around, different colors decorating the walls, candles illuminating the table —much better than one of these fancy restaurants where, in the end, you're hungrier than when you arrived.
Javi swings your hands laced, in silence and keeping his eyes to the front, coming back to the car to take you home and finish the night cuddling and watching a movie, taking the advantage that he has asked free the next morning to spend it with you in bed, as it's your day off too. Anything to compensate that he forgot your first anniversary. The most important day of your life.
“¿Te hace que veamos una de acción, ah?” You question, tangling your other arm around his to walk closer to him.
(Do you wanna see an action movie?)
“Nah, ya tengo demasiada acción en la vida… ¿Terror?”
(Nah, I have enough action in my day-to-day… Horror?)
“Tú lo que quieres es que me arrunche contigo…” You laugh shaking your head, watching him moving his to both sides with his lips puckered.
(You only want me to cuddle you).
“Es una forma de ve—”.
(That's one way to se—).
Javi doesn't finish his affirmation. A noise similar to a thunderbolt before a soft whistle cut off the conversation. When you're able to react, he has covered you with his arms, putting his back to the road. You feel all his weight falling over you and a moist heat staining your clothes. You two stumble to the floor under the attentive look of the passer-by walking around. Javi is almost shaking, grunting, crying. Your hands are covered in blood, but you don't feel any pain, just your heart about to jump off from your chest and abandon your body.
Its pace increases over level once you realize Javi is bleeding out. For a second, only for a second, you raise your eyes towards the two men openly, driving a cross bike down the avenue. You have seen their faces. And you're never going to forget them.
“¡Ayuda! ¡Ayuda, por favor!”
(Help! Someone help us, please!)
But nobody moves a finger as you continue pressing Javier's open wound. Two orifices. One on his back and another in his abdomen. In and out.
“Javi, Javi, mírame… mírame. No cierres los ojos”. At some point you've started to cry, begging for help from the people who are just staring at you in silence. “Mante— Mantente despierto, por favor… Por fa— Por favor”.
(Javi, Javi, look at me… look at me. Don't close your eyes. Ke— Keep awake, please… Ple— Please).
You have seen too many shots wounds in your life. You have removed one hundred bullets from any kind of body, but this is a different situation. A very different one. He is your boyfriend. The love of your life. You can't imagine a single day without him. And now, he's dying between your arms for protecting you.
You aren't sure from where you take the encouragement to take off his belt to make a tourniquet and urge him to press your jacket against it with the little strength he has, barely breathing. You stand up quickly, helping him to put on his weak feet and take him to his car —not really far away from your position.
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The waiting room of the hospital is swarming with cops from the DEA and the national police when Steve and Connie arrive almost thirty minutes later. Till then, you've been in shock, just sitting on a chair looking at your trembling hands with dry blood wherever you look. Javier's blood. But when you see them appearing, you jump from your seat breaking into a loud cry. The blonde man welcomes you between his arms, tightly embracing you, as Connie tries to figure out how your boyfriend is. But they told her the same they have told you.
You have to wait.
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NARCOS: @trulysuccubus @purrrrfect @diogodxlot @danniburgh @catcher11 @pedritobalmando @mys2425 @tanyaherondale @scullys-alienpussy @acourtofsnakes @pascalesque @encounterthepast @behindmyeyes-insidemyhead @gemini0410 @nikkixostan @arveeee @cjbtw @goldielocks2004 @aurelie-celine @spideysimpossiblegirl @agirllovespancakes @kingpascals @im-an-adult-ish
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merihn · 3 years
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hey, i hope you don't mind me sending this, i just feel like i need to talk about this. i'm writing my first bit of smut for the jatp for smut week on monday, and i'm nearly finished. it's kind of exciting but also making me nervous because i know there's been a lot of bad stuff in the fandom about smut. but i really want to write it and share it with people so i'm trying to focus on how many awesome writers there are that include smut in their work and ignore everything else. because i'm guessing the people who write it won't mind reading it, right?
sorry, this is a bit more of a stream of thoughts than an ask so you don't have to answer it. i just don't really have anyone to talk to about this. and i am super excited and pleased with myself because i've almost got to the end and i've written it all in two days, which is amazing for me. but i wish i could be happy about that without worrying about the other stuff, that's all
Of course I don't mind! I'm quite flattered you thought of me 😊
This fandom is ridiculous about smut and I just... I really don't understand it. I've said it before but it bears repeating: I've been in plenty of child/teen/young adult aimed media fandoms and I've never come across the hate that this fandom has for smut. I mean, I started in Harry Potter back when I was 13 and the crazy shit I read in that would make this fandom's heads explode. Like, there was SO much smut and even, *gasp* adult/teen smut.... like, SO MUCH. And we didn't have the warnings and tags back then that we have now so you were basically just going in blind and hoping for the best. At least now you have the option of excluding entire tags and ratings if that's what you want to do. You're not scrounging through weird archives and websites for random fics and just hoping for the best.
Nowadays people have so much control over their fandom experience and it really pisses me off that these people are trying to control everyone else's fandom experience too. I know that it's been happening in various forms since fandom began but this really feels different and more full on than anything else I've experienced. But it's also true that previous fandom venues have been very different to Tumblr. It was sort of harder to see a lot of the shit back on livejournal because someone had to either link you to it or you had to go looking for it. On tumblr you see a lot more stuff just floating around because of the nature of the website. I think it was easier for me to not see or engage in back in the day.
But these people really need to get it in their heads that everyone engages in fandom differently and that if they don't like something, they should just ignore it. I do it all the time. I don't sit around and complain (in the open lol) that there is SO much J*ke fic in this fandom and that they're so often a secondary pairing which means it really cuts down on the amount of fic I can read. I just move on. I don't ship it, but I'm not trying to make that anyone else's problem (to clarify, I love them on the show but I don't wanna read about it. To me, fandom is exploring where canon leaves off -- though, hypocritically, I really love Willex, but there are SO many fics of them I can't read bc of background J*ke). I will complain about it to my friends because that's what you do. You keep it private, because it's a personal opinion.
You don't have to like smut. Plenty of people don't. But you don't get to tell other people that they're not allowed to like it or write it, and you don't get to call people p*dos for writing it. It's plain wrong and disgusting. And I've seen some people justify writing smut in this fandom by saying they've aged up the characters but I think that's kind of close to pandering to those purists. Teenagers have sex. Whether you like it or not, they do. And a lot of people like to explore their characters/relationships through sex, or just write smut because smut is fun! It doesn't have to mean something, and it doesn't have to be epic to justify it's existence. People have sex and also like to write about it.
Ahhh, sorry. This ended up being a damn essay. I guess I had a lot more feelings about this than I thought I did.
I think there are plenty of people in this fandom that like smut, and I personally know some who do but are scared to publicly say anything because of how full on the anti's are. Which is really sad. I know I was scared to post my first smut, and I actually wrote like three different fics before I finally gathered the courage to post my first one, so I'm not bashing anyone for not doing it, or even admitting to liking it. 💜💜💜
You're always welcome to message me if you want someone to talk about this stuff with, and if you need another pair of eyes on your fic for this week, I'm happy to take a look. As I always say, I'm not much of a beta but I can make suggestions and do a spelling/punctuation sweep 😊
I still worry every time I post smut, but I haven't gotten any hate for it, so hopefully that means most of the purists have either blocked me or just don't give a shit about me. Either works for me.
Last thought: fandom should be FUN. Stop trying to control other people and just have fun.
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fudgetunblr · 3 years
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Skam + Remakes - Their Best Seasons
because I'm bored, here's which season(s) I think are the best for each version :)) (you’re allowed to disagree btw)
Skam - Season 3
*pretends to be shocked* it's the best one, what can I say? It develops pre-existing characters well, make use of the different perspectives of the show and makes previously disliked characters likable. Cinematography and music is nice (it always was tho). (also shoutout to season 1, because it's important and I actually really, really love it. So many iconic moments.)
Skam France - Season 3 & 6
I think we let Skam France get away with having like ,, one good season, and two half good seasons. Season 3 was great, but that is a lot because of Axel. And season 6 was great, but a huge part of that is because of Flavie. They both were good mains I think, when it really comes down to it. 
Skam Italia - Season 4
Yeah. Despite controversy it's the most well-written season. I also have a soft spot for season 3, but season 4 as a whole, despite Malik being a bit bland, was made with love and way more consideration and had way more precautions be taken than most Skam season 4 writers have ever taken. That being said, it sucks that they put all that effort in but still didn't hire an actual Muslim actress. 
Skam NL - Season 1
I don't have a lot to say. I do think season 1 is the superior season though. Isa is a great Eva version, and I liked how she held her own. Especially during the fight. Like, good for you queen, not just taking the punch, but fighting back. GOOD FOR YOU! Kes sucked though, I'm sorry but I never liked him, and without a season 3, it was inevitable to stay that way. Also, the girl squad is so fucking cute. Jana  my favourite Chris !!1! Engel the cutest thing to walk this earth !!1! Liv 11!1 Imane !!1! ugh I just love them all. + the piercing scene ??? God Tier 
Druck - Season 5 & 6
I really love season 3, and Matteo is one of my all time favourite Skam mains. That being said, season 5 & 6 are well written, has complex characters + great representation with a diverse cast, and they use said diverse cast to discuss racial issues, which is so damn important. Plus, great lgbtq+ rep. And we love a main with a MI, who gets support from her family and has a LI who is there for her, not to save her, but to support her. All good about the first 4 seasons got even better. As a whole I think every season of Druck has a lot of good to offer, it's a solid TV show. But I do think they've really gone off with the new gen, and I wanna give them props for that. 
Skam España - Season 3
I kind of found this season a bit bland whilst it was going, but looking back it is one of the most important seasons in the entire Skamverse, because abusive relationships are real, and a lot of young women watch Skam, and to not romanticize abusive behavior like they do with William in OG, but rather showcase how harmful guys like these are, is so fucking important. + the girls assuring Nora it wasn't her fault and supporting her, we love that. Love women. Also, having Alejandro not judge Nora but telling her that he's glad she's out of that was so refreshing after so many William versions blamed their Noora. Circling back, watching it live felt a bit anti-climactic and uneventful, but the impact. Well that's unmatched. 
Skam Austin - Season 1
I like Marlon, fight me. I like Shay. I actually wanted Megan and Shay together, oops. Tyler was also so damn great. Such a cool gang, Idgaf. It's a chill season, and it's actually really funny. So yeah. Don't really have that much to say about this either. I like Skam Austin, and both seasons are good, but season 1 is just slightly better imo. Because of Julie ??? who knows. Season 2 gets mad props for "what happened with your brother sucked... for me" though.
WtFock - WtFockDown
It's not a season per say, but looking back, it's one of the most consistent things with that show, addressing prior mistakes and making unlikable characters likable. No, it's probably the best thing the show has done. Minus the cybersex of course, fuck that clip. If I had to pick a season though, I'd probs say season 2 I guess.  
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