#look okay charles and awsten knight are very similar people and if charles didn't drink he would definitely be european awsten

[meova101]

One day, I was making fun of myself for usually using alcohol instead of a plot to get sebchal together. Actually, that’s most days, you’d think I’d stop at some point but nah. And then I combined that with some of my favourite Waterparks lyrics and there’s a new drabble. It happens.

Anyway, based on the lyric There’s nothing in my system so I’m feeling what I feel for you from Waterparks’ excellent song Not Warriors which I highly recommend to anyone who will listen and even to anyone who won’t. Love me some Waterparks.

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Charles’d hoped so hard it was just the alcohol that fed the butterflies in his stomach.

They hadn’t had many nights out together, admittedly, and at Ferrari celebrations he tried not to drink much, but his eyes strayed to Sebastian anyway, admired how he looked in a suit, or when sweaty in a hot club, and he could allow himself those thoughts because that wasn’t him, just the alcohol.

But he’s stone-cold sober now and it’s worse, somehow, every touch magnified, every glance a shock to his system. The butterflies kept coming.

I just need you to feel it too.

#sebchal #fanf1ction #look okay charles and awsten knight are very similar people and if charles didn't drink he would definitely be european awsten #lucky for me though he does drink so I don't have to think up actual plot #never said I wasn't a lazy writer #also feel free to read this as either a sebchal prequel or just unresolved angsting from chal's side #it's 100 words and the author is dead so context is what you make it #wrote some fic and posted it #one day I will think up a drabble tag I promise #meo shouting into the void #tw alcohol #bite sized pieces of f1c