#lola gurl you need to STAHP ditching chelsea without at least warning her first

[niuxita21]

No, we’re going together. We have to go together... [To Lola] You... you knew? I’m sorry. You didn’t... Just... just be smart, Chelsea. If you need me, here. Take it. Make sure you get the test.

#wanted #lola buckley #chelsea babbage #shitty screencap posts (TM) #I feel so personally victimized by this scene #lola gurl you need to STAHP ditching chelsea without at least warning her first #this isn't even like the last time she did it when she called chelsea's dad and left her with him without telling her #because he was worried about chelsea and lola was worried about her too and at least in her mind chelsea was safe that way #but this was unnecessarily cruel!!!! #look how excited chelsea was earlier thinking they were going into witness protection together and talking about getting a cat or a dog #like???? #I mean from lola's pov I can sort of see where she's coming from in that she thinks chelsea will be better off without her (she always has) #and she probably figures that chelsea will be hurt/angry in the moment but in the long run it will be for her own good #but still... not cool #that said the way she looks absolutely DEVASTATED like straight-up fucking crying every time she does it #the whole 'deliberately hurting someone you love bc it will save their life' thing is SUCH A TROPE in a non-platonic context I wanna SCREAM #stop putting ideas in my head show!!!!!! #I will say though that those last words to chelsea about getting tested did have a different vibe to them of like #a mother that has to abandon her child bc she knows they'll be better off without her but still makes sure they have enough food/diapers #and I'm weirdly emo about that #for the FIRST time I got what they were coming from with that 'if I'd had a daughter' line and I could have almost gotten behind it #but at the end of the day 'I don't care let them fuck' #anyway thank god this happened like 20 minutes into the episode so you knew the reunion would likely come near the end #instead of having to wait another whole ass episode for it #but STILL #stop hurting my precious cupcake chelsea :(((( #also the intimacy of that second-to-last cap UGH #stop toying with my emotions like that show!!!!! #we could've had it alllllllllllll