#lol i slept until noon today and am now only slowly starting to feel like a human

[katierosefun]

hi! for the fic ask thing, I wish you would write a fic where Anakin and Ahsoka are sick and Obi-Wan takes care of them

here you go, anon!! // prompts now closed! 

“It’s all your fault,” Ahsoka grumbled, kicking at Anakin from across the couch.

“It’s not,” Anakin sniffled. “I told you to stay away from me.”

“We literally live together,” Ahsoka said.

“So you should have tried harder.”

Ahsoka started to respond, but she coughed instead. She winced, rolling over so that she would be facing the inside of the couch.

“Don’t aggravate each other,” Obi-Wan’s voice said from above them. “It’ll only make things worse.”

“He’s the one doing the aggravating,” Ahsoka mumbled, tugging the blanket over her head.

“Yeah right,” Anakin retorted, but his voice had given up too. The rest was lost to sniffling, and a moment later, Ahsoka heard footsteps around the couch: Obi-Wan, back with tea. Again. But of course, it was Anakin who complained, “Don’t make me drink that stuff again.”

“It’ll help,” Obi-Wan chided. “Now, up.”

“Can’t make me…”

“I can, actually.”

Ahsoka poked her head out of the blanket in time to see Obi-Wan dragging Anakin into a semi-sitting position. Anakin, very much like how Ahsoka felt, was a bit of a mess—hair sticking up in odd places, cheeks flushed, nose slightly runny, but Obi-Wan didn’t seem to mind.

“Drink,” Obi-Wan said.

Anakin scowled, but he took the mug. He only drank a few sips before dropping back into the couch, the mug resting precariously on top his chest.

“That’ll spill,” Obi-Wan said, swiftly bringing the mug down to the table.

“’s point,” Anakin mumbled.

Obi-Wan ignored him. “Your turn, Ahsoka.”

Ahsoka bit back a groan. “Yes, Master,” she said, forcing herself up.

“At least one of you listens,” Obi-Wan said, passing Ahsoka the mug.

“Teacher’s pet,” Anakin mumbled, kicking at Ahsoka.

Ahsoka smiled innocently back, forced herself to drink from the tea. She choked it down, made sure to drink at least a little more than Anakin had, and set it down on the table. “Thanks, Master.”

“You’re welcome, Padawan.”

Anakin groaned again. “Okay, tea’s done—holo now?”

“If you were too ill to drink your tea, then I’m not sure how you could be not ill enough to watch another holo,” Obi-Wan said, smoothing out the blankets between Anakin and Ahsoka. “Your head will hurt if you watch too many.”

“Head’s fine,” Anakin said. “It’s my throat that’s bothering me. And her.”

“You’re bothering me more,” Ahsoka said automatically.

“You know, the tea would help with the throat…”

“No more lectures,” Anakin said, dropping his head back. “I’m sick.”

“So that means no holos.”

“Master…” The look Anakin gave Obi-Wan was so pathetic that Ahsoka, for just a moment, actually felt bad for him. Actually.

“You know,” Ahsoka said, forcing herself up, “I think I could go for a holo too.” She smiled at Obi-Wan. “Just one, Master?”

Obi-Wan gave Ahsoka a long look. She smiled some more, and Obi-Wan sighed.

“Only one, you two,” Obi-Wan said. “Don’t complain if your head hurts after.”

Anakin grinned at Ahsoka over Obi-Wan’s shoulder.

“Don’t think this means I forgive you for making me sick,” Ahsoka said.

“No, definitely not,” Anakin said cheerfully.

#my fic #i've been listening to the brother bear soundtrack while writing this ficlet so i asdfdsfsdf #also sorry this is so late! i'm now steadily making my way through prompts #lol i slept until noon today and am now only slowly starting to feel like a human

[lil-mad364-blog]

Day 16

September 22, 2018

Yep, so I’m writing this around noon on the 23rd because I was 100% too “drunk” to write anything productive last night lol. But I wasn’t drunk because of the party....

But before I get to that, I want to talk about the earlier events of the day. So I carpooled with baker boy to our meeting. He’s such a chill guy. I don’t feel pressured or awkward or anything with him, which is really nice. Not much went down there. 

The meeting was chill too. Since Jordan told me his parents would be coming, and I saw the one girl’s parents were there (the girl who Jordan said he still had feelings for at the start of all of this), I was kinda looking out for his parents too to see if they would be there. I don’t think they ended up coming. Why was I looking out for them? Good question. I think maybe it was because I wanted to prepare myself for any potential “Hey, Lilly! How are you? Give me a hug, we haven’t seen you in a while!” kind of approaches. Maybe I also just wanted to see if I was being watched. 

Later on in the day at our organization’s next event (Saturdays are busy days for us), I honestly didn’t think about Jordan’s parents being there at all. It wasn’t until I got a text from Jordan’s mom saying “We see you!!! ;D” that I even thought about them being there. I wonder how much Jordan has let his parents in on what’s been going on. I wonder if they know that we haven’t been talking... But perhaps they do know, since I never did get an invite to dinner or anything. 

After that, we went to the football game!

Okay, I guess since it’s approaching the end of these 21 days, I’ll just come out and say it. The organization that we’re all in is a college marching band. Now that that makes more sense as to why we’re always meeting and why Saturdays are hectic and why we’re all at a football game together, it’ll be a little easier to explain some things. 

At the football game, we get to pick where we want to sit within reason. Jordan chose to sit next to her. In the past, I noticed that him and his three roommates (her unfortunately being one of them) sit together, but he never sits next to her. Today he did, and I don’t know why. It could be nothing, but it could be something. Ugh. 

Later on, Jordan and I had some contact. The band was grabbing some food, hotdogs to be exact, and they weren’t normal sized hotdogs. “Wow, these hotdogs are huge!” I said. Jordan was about 4 or 5 people in front of me, and he turned to me and gave me sort of this sly smile, and I gave him one back lmao. We were definitely being suggestive towards each other in that moment. But I’m honestly happy we had that kind of a moment for a variety of reasons. 1) He still thinks I’m sexy and is willing to admit that he still thinks of me that way, 2) It shows that we are not in a sad or awkward place with each other, and we are still able to be happy and have fun with each other, and 3) It shows that there are no hard feelings between us and that me not talking to him isn’t because I’m mad at him. Mind you, baker boy was standing like 2 people in front of me in line, so it’s very possible that he saw this small interaction take place..

That’s the only kind of “contact” I really had with Jordan, but it felt really nice. After the game, I was outside waiting for baker boy (I guess I’m just gonna keep calling him that now lmao), so I put my stuff down to go look for him. When I found him, he asked me where my stuff was, and I turned around and pointed in the direction of it, and Jordan was standing right where I was pointing. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him smile at me, but I kinda ignored it! I didn’t want him thinking that I was pointing at him or that I even saw him there. So the boy and I walked past him to get my stuff, and then we walked away together to his car. Ouch.

It was a pretty long walk, and we were talking about whatever and laughing and stuff, and I see Jordan’s car slowly drive by right in front of us. His parents could have been in the car too... but all I know is that he got confirmation that we were riding home together in that moment. Honestly, good. After him choosing to sit next to that girl, I really should show him how that feels with someone who I haven’t even slept with or even have feelings for. BUT it does give him something to rebel against... But it’s not like I was flaunting it on purpose like making a post on social media or something. It was just luck that he was standing in the direction of me pointing earlier and that he drove by us as we were walking to his car. So idk.

I’m pretty sure I had mentioned in a previous post that the baker boy drives a stick shift. There was a moment when we were driving that he was like “Alright, now it’s your turn to change the gears for me!” and I was like, “I am not going to be responsible for breaking your car!” and he was like, “Here, just put your hand here on the [insert name for stick shift thing here].” So I did, and when it was time to change gears, he’d quickly put his hand over mine and shifted the gears! That was literally happening the whole way home, and it was literally just a way for him to continuously touch my hand. Damn, this guy is smooth. It’s so subtle that I’m not even 100% sure if he’s actually intending on flirting or not lmao. But I like that, unlike the other guy, because it doesn’t make things feel awkward or pressures any kind of flirty response. 

We talked about him giving me a ride to the party before I got out of his car, and he said he’d let me know since his parents were in town and he was going to hang with them beforehand. But then when I texted him about it, he said I should probably uber since him and his friend were doing “illegal” things before the party and didn’t think I’d want to be around for it. Okay then...

So I just ended up not going to the party altogether lol. I wasn’t about to be there with him being some kind of fucked up when he’d be like the only real person I know there. But I was already dressed up for the party so I couldn’t just stay in... Then I remembered that my bff invited me out earlier but I turned her down because I told her I had the party. So I ended up going out with her and our friends instead lol. 

It was all you can drink, so I drank kind of a lot lol. We were trying to get that OTHER other guy to come (the one who it’d be cool if I got interested in me), but he already had other plans. Lameee. I danced a lot. I actually ran into a couple of old guy friends there too! Ended up drunk dancing with one of them hahaha. He was totally into me, and he’s cute too. But he’s a little too much of a party animal for my serious taste haha, but that doesn’t mean I can’t have a little fun! 

Oh! Something small I forgot to mention. Last night, the lover boy texted me like “We should go to a club tonight!” Like, what??? Was he expecting it to just be me and him?? That’s so hella freaking awkward. I can’t even dance with him now because he has too many feelings for me that are just not reciprocated. I told him that I was already heading to a party (because at the time that was the real plan lol), and he said “Have fun” in the least excited way possible. Usually he’d add like 5 exclamation points or something, but he didn’t! MAYBE HE’S FINALLY GETTING THE HINT!!!. It’s also almost 1:30pm the next day and I still haven’t heard from him so that’s pretty amazing. He definitely saw my snap story though of me being out, and there were a couple of guys I was taking pictures with too, so maybe he’s realizing that he is NOT THE ONLY PERSON IN MY LIFE. It’s about time.

Alrighty, my time is up!

You’ll hear from me later :)

See yaaaa!

Lil Mad out.